Considering everything, I think I'm slowly accepting that there's might not be anything more when it comes to a feature, being me the poc undiagnosed autistic who lives & lived 3/4 of their life isolated from the world, and literally can't function in it to begin with besides sharing what I pour my heart into, those "worthless" arts
I'm in a strange peace, I don't feel much, will gladly match the energy but not seek it beyond my limits, and yet try and give it all— contained within my art, no matter the subject or interest.
I have 2 days left and I'm resting my shoulders and trying to play stuff— playing this for the first time rn, heh
And enjoy my full of the net when I can as usual /s
Some observational drawings at the art gallery! Drawing in public can be one of the weirdest experiences, I sometimes get people trying to record me?? But if you can conquer the social anxiety it's such a fun way to push yourself as an artist.
some more drawings from my sketch journal, this time of my oc hudson! this is him in an au where hes not a frankenstein dude but a man living in a haunted lighthouse by the coast...
i posted more sketches on my patre0n, all tiers can view them! i have a lot of cool offers available, my current patrons get to see art early and also get a say in the kinds of merch i make! even $1 gets you access to my discord server! check the link below to see which tier would fit you best <3
A warm-up dice-doodle game from earlier, in my diary pages. Every year I get an 18-month diary on the cheap when 6 months is already out of date... I use the in-date pages as a regular diary & the OOD pages for doodle games 🖋️✏️💖
Steps
I used different colours, but you could totally play this with only 1 pen/pencil if that's what you've got
1 - fill a page with 10-15 hollow irregular shapes (pink)
2 - roll 1 x D6 to decide how many smaller loops (blue) to draw inside each shape
3 - for each pink shape, roll 1 x D6. If the result is an odd number, draw another hollow (green) loop inside each blue loop, if it's an even number draw a solid (green) blob.
(You could stop here but I had a couple of small fine-liners handy)
4 - roll the D6 again for each shape, and fill the green loops/blobs with that many smaller loops (or any shape you like rly)
5 - I filled in that final round of loops with tiny heart shapes where there was enough room, just because I could.
My time to said goodbye to this game (hehe). it was a fun and Wildride experience and also thanks writer for the massive dad jokes and reference. nah jk i'm resetting my brain to forget and play this game again later....
also me rn indulging my builder Tears from Betrayal kthxbyeadieu
Had a mood bettering shower, doing the dreaded deed of detangling my hair, then got a chance to be accordingly nuts with it while all slept, being a red tintin, hehe cx
XXX
I ended up capturing such a lucky moment (also my head hurt now 8"c
15 days left on net and still— I try not to rush and rush drawing in the same time to get through everything I planned
Sort of redesigning me McGonagall at the moment c8
It's the darnest thing— I can't remember if her eyes are dark or light, in the book, if its there even