#drugs mention tw

[kaspers-kanvas]

i made it worse

couldn't think of anything funny to write so I just name swapped the text from the original miku binder thomas jefferson post

[biolizardboils]

one week till the Final Horizon!! heres some Rocks i drew last winter

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Cluster b culture is being high 24/7 when away from your fp because you have to substitute one addiction for another in order to never be alone with your thoughts

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[princemick]

gunther steiner leaving haas feels like I just snorted like 6 lines of coke

[memesomething]

various medical starters

“Hold onto my hand, okay?”

“Don’t look at it. Keep your eyes on me.” 

“You were sick. I didn’t want to leave you.” 

“Can you hear me?”

“I don’t know if you can hear me, but I’m going to change out your IV now. It will be quick.”

“I can’t breathe.”

“It’s probably just swelling, but we could check for a break if it would give you peace of mind.”

“What did you take?”

“Where are you, will someone find you if you pass out before I get there?” 

“Having nightmares that get that bad… that’s not normal.”

“You should be at home.”

“Keep talking to me, alright?”

“How did you get [injury]?”

“– Was that a gunshot? [Name]?”

“You might have to stay in bed a couple more days.”

“I made you soup. I wasn’t sure if you’d want it.”

“Your fever is very high. I’m [name]. We’re friends, you called me and asked me to come over.”

“Maybe we should head to the ER.”

“Have you been drinking?”

“Take it in sips, to start with. Go slow.”

“I think you’re concussed.”

“It’s too bright.”

“I’m really cold.”

“I’ll come and pick you up, just stay there.”

“So, what are you in for?” (said inside a hospital, probably)

[vericervantez]

— BASICS

Name: Veronica Cervantes Age / D.O.B.: 33/10.13.1990 Gender, Pronouns & Sexuality: Cis woman, She/her, Bisexual Hometown: Queens, NYC Affiliation: Civilian Job position: Restaurant Owner Education: Degree in restaurant management Relationship status: Single Children: Angel Mateo Ledesma Positive traits: Kindhearted, patient, ambitious, adventurous, nurturing Negative traits: Temperamental, impulsive, self-conscious, workaholic, confrontational

— BIOGRAPHY

drugs tw

Veronica Cervantes grew up an only child in a house with a very old fashioned, overprotective father and overly worried mother. Her father never wanted her to have any guy friends, refused to let her hang out with friends much outside of school, and absolutely forbid her to go to parties. Her mother was more lenient and would often drop Veronica off at her friends' houses, parties, and sometimes even her boyfriend's houses but she just didn't allow her daughter to be out late at night because that worried her too much. Overall, though, life in the Cervantes household wasn't bad and she loved her family more than life itself. She also grew up very interested and attached to her culture, something that's never changed even as she got older. And at a young age she learned how to speak and write in Spanish.

As a child she loved game nights with the family because that usually meant they would sit around the tv and watch whatever sport was playing that. She was especially a fan of the boxing, basketball, and soccer nights. She also spent a lot of time helping at the family-owned restaurant Sabor de Jalisco. Veronica's rebellious phase didn't kick in until her high school year, like most kids at that age, and it was during this time that she began sneaking out late at night. She would often sneak out to parties, sometimes going to car meet ups (mostly always resulted in illegal racing), or to whatever club she could sneak into (she loves to dance), but always coming back home just before sunrise. No matter what, though, Veronica did good in school because she was determined to one day take over the family restaurant.

Veronica was twenty years old when she met a man that would enter her life and change it for the better in more ways than one, Rafael “Raffa” Ledesma. She had attended this particular fight because one of her friends backed out and she was called as a last-minute resort, not that she minded, she loved the sport anyway. To this day, despite everything that's happened between the two, Veronica will always say that on that night for just one moment in time the earth stood completely still, and it was just the two of them in one second of time together. She didn't know then that she was looking at the future father of her child, but she knew she needed to meet him face to face. She seized her moment after the match by walking to congratulate him and the rest became history. Veronica knew she was in love the moment she first heard him laugh and after their first kiss it only further confirmed it for her that he was her other half. And when they danced together, for Veronica, it felt like they had the power to stop time and just exist together. However, it wasn't always good times between the two of them; like when they fought, it was like going to war with one another. She lost count of how many times she had slammed the door in Raffa's face, or told him it was over for good, shoved him away, only for her to end up in his arms and being his all over again. She was twenty-seven when her on and off again relationship with him resulted in a baby.

Shortly after she found out she was pregnant Veronica discovered why Raffa would sometimes disappear for a couple of days, a week, without much notice (which was a main reason they fought, she thought the man was cheating on her at first) and when she discovered Raffa's entanglement with the cartel it was only then that she knew things couldn't work between the two of them. And so, as painful as it was, she agreed to a mutual break up after a very long conversation with Raffa. Even though things with him did not end like the fairytale ending she had hoped they would have, Veronica was happy with where they were in life. They are great co-parents and that was what truly was most important. She will always be a ride or die for the guy though and will fight tooth and nail for him and their son, Angel. Now a days she spends most of her time running the family restaurant she took over when her parents decided to retire, trying to juggle that with being a good mom and still having a social life. Once a week she does get a babysitter for the evening and goes out to dance (it's just really something she loves to do). Even though she isn't shy about being a mom, for reasons, she doesn't really show many people pictures of her child or allow many people who aren't family, or extremely close friends, near her son. All in all, she's just a girl who is here to try to brighten the world a bit more, do her nails with her girlfriends, and have huge glasses of wine.

HEADCANNONS:

very sportsy and active. she loves most sports, except golf. she's just never really had anyone explain golf to her so it kinda slipped through the cracks for her.

animal lover. if you left it up to her the woman would adopt every stray dog and cat she saw in the streets! the only reason she doesn't is because she's got angel to look after and bills to pay. one day she does hope to get them a dog, though.

she is the kind of person who loves to cook for people. chances are, if you're her friend, related to her, or close to her in any way, she has probably cooked for you. she also sometimes volunteers and makes food for those who are low on their luck. it's really just in her nature to be giving.

huge horror movie fanatic as well. all them old horror movies like friday the 13th, nightmare on elm street, halloween, rosemary's baby, etc are right up her alley. she would rather have a spooky movie night than a romcom night, but she also does enjoy a nice romcom with her gal pals. she is also a huge stoner, but now a days she waits until angel is either not around or fast asleep to spark up.

— WANTED CONNECTIONS / PLOTS

Baby Daddy: Rafael "Raffa" Ledesma. Even though things with Raffa did not end like the fairytale ending she had hoped they would have, Veronica was happy with where they were in life. They are great co-parents and that was what truly was most important. She will always be a ride or die for the guy though and will fight tooth and nail for him and their son, Angel. Sister Friend: Esmeralda Avila. Veronica and Esme are as close as two sisters can get! They are each other's wine buddies, nail buddies, and partners in crime. She even watches Angel once a week for her. Play Date Buddies: Any parent muses who want to have playdates! Stoner Buddies: They love to smoke together! Good vibes and lots of munchies. MORE TO COME

[wunsoc-never-said]

Jupiter, sleep deprived at the coffee shop: Can I get a venti cold brew with seven espresso shots

Morrigan, in line with him: Holy fuck just do cocaine

[drvcxrys]

(¸.• ♛ → "fuck.." she muttered, trying to just calm herself and not feel that anxious. her therapies were working and her meetings with daa were working but when she feels anxious and stressed it was hard. so right now the only thing that can help her calm down a bit was maybe smoking it wasn't the same as drugs so maybe she could grab one but right now she didn't have any of that with her so she approached to the person that was near her. "excuse me." she called. "by any chance you have a cigarette to spare?"

open starter; @hiddenstarters

[rorawright]

— BASICS

Name: Aurora Wright Age / D.O.B.: 34/ 10.13.1989 Gender, Pronouns & Sexuality: Cis Woman, She/Her, & Pansexual Hometown: Jacksonville, Florida Affiliation: Civilian (Affiliated with The Brotherhood) Job position: Bartender at Faux Folie Education: CNA Certificate/ Some College Relationship status: Complicated/Single Children: 0 Positive traits: Compassionate, Kindhearted, Forgiving, Loyal, Adventurous Negative traits: Self-loathing, Self-conscious, Naive, Self-destructive, Workaholic

— BIOGRAPHY

(tw: death mention tw, car accident tw, bullying tw, addiction tw, drugs mention tw)

Aurora was born to two parents who were totally stuck in the 80’s from their choice of movies to music, all the way down to the way they dressed. Their daughter, Aurora, was right there with them. From the moment Rory can start to remember things she’s always loved anything to do with 80’s and she lives in a dream that one day she’ll get to star in her real-life version of an 80’s movie.

Despite her positive outlook of the world around her, and her obsession with scrunchies, life was not kind to the Wright family. They never had a lot of money to give and what little they did have had to go to rent, bills, and food. Yet somehow, their family was able to gain a spot in society in which people assumed they did have money. Needless to say, Aurora got a lot of her clothes from thrift stores. Growing up it caused her to get picked on by a lot of the kids in her school, especially the girls, which often did leave her crying in a bathroom stall by herself. She was never ashamed of her thrift store clothes, she loved thrifting, but she never understood why everyone had to be so cruel about it.

She was fifteen when the car accident happened. Aurora and her parents were on their way back home with some pizza, movies to watch, after a long day of Christmas shopping, and that’s when the collision with another car occurred. It was not for fault of her father (who was driving) it was just a tragic accident due to slippery roads and cars sliding left and right. She made it out with minor injuries, most of the impact happening at the front of the car, but her parents did not. From that day forward, Christmas has never been the same for her.

She went on to move in with her grandparents who also lived in Jacksonville, Florida. Life continued to have its ups and downs for Aurora. Losing her parents made her spiral for a couple of years, which in turn caused her grandparents the biggest headaches, and it caused a lot of arguments between her and loved ones. Somehow, despite all the sadness, she tried to keep a positive outlook with life and continued to sing like no one was looking. And as life began to take its course with Aurora, she found her own way of maneuvering through it. Unlike her parents, Aurora was able to turn the little money they had into something a bit more.

She eventually ends up moving herself, and her grandparents, to New York City; the city of dreams. She was able to land some modeling gigs for companies, low end commercials, and her Instagram career skyrocketed. It sounded great to move to NYC at first, all the new possibilities, all the new connections she was making, attending fancy parties, living the good life, but all of that turned the moment she met one man. His name was Johannes 'Hans' Starke (Hans). They were perfect at first, he was perfect at first, and she fell head over heels for the fairytale he painted for her. In her life she had never known someone to be so kind, so caring, and who elevated her in ways she never knew possible. That was six years ago, possibly more time now, and a lot has changed since then. They are so far from a fairytale that one could consider their story to be a horror story now a days; except, of course, Aurora herself. He's the one person who still has a big hold on her despite knowing she needs to let that go, let him go, in her heart she truly believes that the man has a heart of gold. Until the day she wakes up, Aurora has unintentionally doomed herself to a life of self-loathing and drug dependency in order to get by. Cocaine is her biggest downfall, although she has yet to admit it to herself.

Now a days, she works as a bartender at Faux Folie and continues to model when the offers are presented to her. She has done a couple of adult modeling gigs, although she prefers to keep those private from anyone she knows in real life. When she isn't working her tail off at Faux Folie then you can often catch her at some hole in the wall bar doing karoke night to some 80's song, walking the streets of NYC, or taking care of her grandparents. She has a good heart...it's just a little lost at the moment.

— WANTED CONNECTIONS / PLOTS

The Ex: Johannes 'Hans' Starke (Hans). They were perfect at first, he was perfect at first, and she fell head over heels for the fairytale he painted for her. In her life she had never known someone to be so kind, so caring, and who elevated her in ways she never knew possible. That was six years ago, possibly more time now, and a lot has changed since then. They are so far from a fairytale that one could consider their story to be a horror story now a days; except, of course, Aurora herself. He's the one person who still has a big hold on her despite knowing she needs to let that go, let him go, in her heart she truly believes that the man has a heart of gold. Until the day she wakes up, Aurora has unintentionally doomed herself to a life of self-loathing and drug dependency in order to get by due to this break up/time in her life. (TAKEN BY: HANS STARKE)

The Blackmailer: Someone who knows she has done adult shoots and is blackmailing her for whatever reason! Maybe they want her to do more models (more money for them), maybe they need a favor of her (selling drugs), maybe they know her secret (addiction), or maybe they simply like prying on those more vulnerable than others. Whatever the reason, we can plot things out! (OPEN)

The Squad 1/6: Open to any age/gender! Her ride or die squad! They ride for each other no matter what, and they will always be there when the other person needs them. They don't all have to be connected to each other and she could've met them in a various number of ways, but at the end of the day, they all somehow formed a close bond with her in some way or another. (CURRENTLY IN HER SQUAD: VAL DUPONT)

The Favorite Client: Darwyn Sloan Black. It took one smile in her direction from Darwyn, and Aurora was slightly hooked. She is a sucker for a pretty smile, good eyes, and someone who smells good. And he checked all those boxes, plus some. They started out with a fun type of conversation connection but in the city of New York nothing stays innocent for long, and soon their relationship took a turn from friendly to heated nights. Even though they do occasionally hook up, Aurora has been very strict on herself with not allowing her feelings to go beyond those intimate moments together and keeps it strictly fun between the two. No matter how tempting that smile of his is. (TAKEN BY: DARWYN SLOAN BLACK)

The Neighbor: Could be a good/bad connection! Maybe Aurora plays her music too loudly and your muse hates that. Maybe Aurora and your muse get along well and often have late night dinners together! Whatever the case they are neighbors and frequently run into each other! (OPEN)

MORE TO COME

[rubbcrhosemoved]

You know.. the general vibe I always went for my Mammon isn't really leaning on the greedy business man type though there's some elements to that to him, but I mostly went for a rockstar that gets corrupted by fame and money as some do and get excessively greedy. They start buying expensive things, give in to addictions (like sex, money, drugs, alcohol) to the point they're no longer the rock star that they set out to be, caring only about themselves and making the next big hit. That was the case with Mammon prior to having his collar put on him so he doesn't really do drugs and such as much as before but he does drink and of course cares a lot about his money and material things, how to make the next big score with whatever genius gimmick he can think of. A lot of people always assume big company owners can be greedy which yeah, they can but greed can stem in just about anyone and that includes musicians and so much more. Combine elements of these and you got my Mammon.

[porschesbabydaddy]

Characters in BLs only sniff inhalers because they can’t show them snorting coke

[b4rredteeth]

with @fragilcline

Benny wasn’t one who actively sought to change himself for anyone. He’d slowly slid away into being a little shit because it had been easier. He’d turned his back on any version of himself that could’ve had a future outside of the criminal one he spotted now. Though he knew his parents had created him, that the lack of love and the bad expectations had led him down that path. Though he’d never say it out loud, he’d never blame anyone else now that he’d gotten so good at blaming himself. 

Take the full blow, the full responsibility for his actions, knowing he made decisions, they didn’t just happen to him. He bit down on his lip when he saw Mei leaving the bookstore. He knew her timetable, she hadn’t switched it up. He hated this post-internet world, he hated how difficult it was to do his deals, to get clients, to be contacted about flooded drains or broken showers. He hated that instead of Duolingo he was listening to language CDs in the car, filling out worksheets from the library, and in order to keep up with the languages he did know, he had to hold actual conversations. 

He hated this post-internet world because he’d lost all the possibility of distractions. 

And he needed his distractions, he needed to get things in order, he needed to do better. He could feel panic take hold, but he ignored it. It was more prevalent now than the chaos. This new being growing within him as he attempted to actual change himself. 

To do that for her. Less drinking, less hook-ups, less smoking, less drugs, less chaos. Less, less, less. Just for more Mei. More more more. Something, not more. Just anything. He didn’t give himself a moment to think, acted on instinct rather than careful consideration, walked until he’d caught up and was walking beside her, holding out a coffee between them, offering a smile. Acting. Because all he could do was act. “Coffee?” he said it as if he’d happened to walk here, same as her. Just on his way to nowhere. 

Could she see his inner turmoil, sense that he was trying, could she see that he hadn’t touched weed since Diwali, hadn’t had a drink since the Halloween party, and that he felt so so so sorry for all of it. 

That he no longer wanted Mei to hate him.

[cluster-b-culture-is]

aspd culture is sometimes you feel SO wrong being normal that it’s like you have to do something unhealthy. your brain wants drugs or to bleed or to die gruesomely and it gets worse and worse until you need to do SOMTHING. i get this thing where i feel itchy. yeah of course average joe over there hates that drug i need to take real soon because he’s just not…. ITCHY!! like i am!

my body doesn’t even mind, it’s like my brain is so strong it’s convinced it that we’ll be completely fine. i don’t even get bad physical side effects 💀 i don’t know if that’s how it works that might be pseudoscience that i just made up

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[broodkings]

(🎑) Our muses go to a night festival together. / Imogen & Ian

@prettycutepsycho

The twins were being rebellious at an all night rave party. He passed up drugs he was offered, he saw what drugs did to their estranged dad. Ian was there in his chill area with Imogen listening and vibing to the DJs playing electronic dance music. He liked Synthwave, so he was there being illuminated by glow sticks as he danced to the live EDM and connected to the high energy in the crowd. "Is this why they do MDMA to keep up with this pace? It does make sense now, but if I'm tired I'll just STOP. I guess the fun is pushing yourself and feeling all buzzy and fuzzy?"

[heloflor]

I've never been on hallucinogenic drugs before and watching the Spamton Sweepstakes livestream I don't think I'll ever have to because nothing will top the feeling of watching whatever the fuck is going on in this stream.

The fact that it's 3AM probably helps too.

[no-passaran]

It doesn't matter how much you post about transgression and being proud to be weird and queer as in fuck you and going against society's expected behaviours if you then turn around to ridicule and infantilize the people who diverge in other ways that aren't the same ones as yours or the couple more that internet discourse has made you care about.

I'm saying this because of a poll going around in my dash (won't link because it's not a matter of these people in particular, it's much more widespread) asking people if they've taken a certain drug and people commenting different variations of 'why has this poll only reached children' or not believing the results when they see that most of the voters say no. I assure you most people (specially young people) who don't like the things that are expected of them like going out on clubs and drinking alcohol and doing some of the popular drugs of their subculture are already getting enough shit for it and don't need any more people trying to shame them into following the majority or telling them they're children for doing what they choose and not what others think is the Correct and Appropriate Hobby for this age group/demographic.

I never see this term in English-speaking internet but Latin American activism often talks of the 'right to the free development of personality'. Maybe it needs to go viral before many people really take it into account and get rid of the ideas that their hobbies, their interests and their way of living are the only correct ones and everyone else has something wrong with them or hasn't grown up, because clearly you can't be a healthy adult and not be just like them. There are always going to be people who like different things on Earth, and we can only get used to it.