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#dw that's a pretty valid fear
sangerie · 4 months
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SIGHHH but like /pos bc your vs sibs having babies post(s) have me dead 😭😭 they're so healing not only to them but also to ME. so. heres my two cents on the whole matter bc this idea popped into my head and won't leave me alone (hint: its blue rooster focused gjsgakgadasd)
i saw how you (and i think someone else?) briefly talked about how sanji and niji wouldnt really want kids out of fear of fucking them up, which is valid and probably true btw lmao, but i ALSO saw you talk about how sanji could possibly have a boy and girl under specific circumstances. and THEN i saw you say how if niji WERE to have a kid, then they'd be THE most snot-nosed brat as a form of karmic retribution. and i 100% agree.
tldr i thought about what if niji got like. well, the best way i can describe it is he got reverse law-corazoned. (hypothetically speaking he isnt a full time germa solider anymore in this circumstance btw)
anyways uh. niji meets and then continuously stumbles across this young, like 7-8 year old street (b)rat kid who lives in the town hes staying in. (who is a boy in my mind bc niji seems like SUCH a boy dad. to me. or well, not a boydad in the “nuclear family stereotypically good n supportive dad way” but also not “abusive n emotionally unavailable dad stereotype way” either. hes in the fucked up somewhere-between)
anyways anyways this kid continues to pester and harass niji everytime he comes around bc the brat finds his hair and eyebrows and basically everything about niji really really funny (and i mean hes not wrong. look at niji, hes goofy if you look past The Horrors) like you said. niji WILL be getting the biggest brat. Karma.
jfc im rambling sm TO SUMMARIZE THIS B4 I RANT MORE. someday somehow for some reason after knowing (read: being obnoxiously followed by) this kid for a few months niji offhandedly mentions being dengeki blue/a part of germa around him and the boys eyes pretty much pop out of his skull. idk i just think it'd be so fuckn cute if this homeless kid (who, yes, im picturing ran away from home due to abusive parents and now just sticks around to survive. maybe he had an abusive father specifically idk. imagine The Drama) was a HUUUGE sora warrior of the sea fan and suddenly. instead of being the worlds #1 biggest hater to niji the rooster gets a tiny little hypeman every time he steps outside his house.
dw though, hes still a brat, but instead of being a “i find you and your reactions funny so im gonna harass you until either you die or you kill me” brat hes now a “you are NEVER getting rid of me i am going to get a key mold for Your House motherfucking DENGEKI BLUE” brat.
after a few months of this niji caught himself smiling just a liiitle bit too fondly when thinking about the kid and immediately went ‘oh no oh fuck oh god oh shit’ right after bc he realized he was getting attached
tldr this all climaxes in the kid somehow getting himself into danger/a deadly situation and in a flurry of panic screams “DAD” at top of his lungs and then suddenly hes safe and out of danger and realizes its bc nijis holding him against his chest 10 feet away from the danger and glaring at the thing that originally endangered the boy with the hatred of a thousand suns in his eyes.
that is when they both take a second, look at each other, and realize “oh no. oh fuck. im too attached.”
i dont think niji would ever like OFFICIALLY adopt the boy (hes scared of giving him the vinsmoke name. what if that puts him in danger?? he already considers himself a shitty enough “”parent”” hes not doing that to his brat.) but like. yeah, thats his kid. and if anyone says otherwise hes chopping their balls off.
OKAY last thing cause this is over 700 words now (im so sorry): vs sibs family reunion/meetup and we see ichiji with his daughter who looks spoiled beyond human comprehension, yonji and the rest of his cabbage patch running around and playing, sanji either being the cook for the event OR sticking by his kids if they exist here, and reiju calling every child over one at a time to pull out a big ass gift for them out of her like 9 bags of trinkets. and then suddenly. the door is kicked open. ‘what?? oh, that's nijis voice, okay. wait, is that a kids voice too? what the fuck??’
then niji comes into view, bag full of his own trinkets under one arm and his kid (biting him) under the other, addresses the room with the most flat voice ever heard.
“This is my idiot dumbass son. I hate him. If anything bad ever happens to him I’m killing everyone in the Grand Line and then myself.”
and then aaalll hell breaks loose. the end (THIS WAS SO LONG IM SORRY IM SO SORRY USFUFAUFAIAIG)
Omg yeah!!! Niji is Such a boy dad in a sense that he doesn't want a kid but he'd say if he HAD to have a kid he'd """want a girl""" because he thinks they're easier to raise (for some reason) but then in every universe he'd get bestowed the most insufferable brat boy because god just hates him.
(Niji is both a boy dad AND a soccer mom. He has all of Sanji's bad qualities and lacks all of his very best ones...truly an amazing creature to study.)
It's so funny to imagine Niji with a child though, because by god he should not under any conditions have a child, and yet...
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The "mission" btw was to attend therapy in the countryside but instead of going to therapy he adopted a child. Because that will fix him for sure </3
(They ask him for over an hour where he Really got the kid and if he really just ""found"" him or if this is just one of the ~special~ versions of the ""truth"" he tells.)
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(Niji told him "Remember this, kid--you can bite Yonji's kids or whatever but if you even look at Ichiji's daughter funny...then I won't be able to save you.")
I wish you gave me a description of what you thought this kid looked like tho because I defaulted to making him a very Classic™ 1880s street rat shoe shiner kid (specifically you gave him the exact same backstory of Albert Ingalls from the 1970s Little House on the Prairie so he's lowkey based on him lmao;;; 😭😭😭)
Also, Niji adopting a kid old wild west style is so fitting for the brother of someone that was going to be a cowboy 💀
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somereaderinblue · 2 years
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Incorrect TBFYL Quotes; ft the Squad (2)
Li Jinglong: Favorite horror movie?
Mo Rigen: IT.
A-Tai: Saw.
Yongsi: Annabelle.
Hongjun: High School Musical. After watching it, I spent all my middle school years terrified that the entire school would start singing something and I’d be the only one who didn’t know the lyrics.
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onmyyan · 3 years
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Hi its me again. I love your writing and the fact that there isn't as much abuse like there is in others. It reminds me of old yandere stories were it was genuine lovesickness. Anyway, how do you think jjba yanderes would react to a darling that is taller and more muscular than them by quite a bit. You can do whoever you like I don't mind.
A/N: Omg ily🥺 it means a lot you said all that because I really love this genre it’s my comfort trope anyway thank you for the request n I hope ya like it!! Kira should be a trigger warning in an of itself but dw he’s just weird, not mean. Mentions of his past ‘girlfriends’, a curse word or two, lil suggestive in someplace’s Mista murks a few people, tw//gun violence
Characters: Pt2 Joseph, Josuke, Kira, Mista
Joseph was used to looking down on people, standing at a proud 6’5” he was literally and figuratively knocked on his ass when he’d first laid eyes on you, his immediate thought was you were a forgotten pillarman coming from nowhere to get revenge for your masters only to quickly realize you were just a stallion. You were strong enough to put him on his back after one too many cheeky comments. Unafraid to speak your mind and keep him in check, You would stare down at him with that mind melting smirk, all too aware of his frustrations, you assumed he was just being a man, ashamed to be outclassed by someone other than himself, oh honey how wrong you were. You enjoyed teasing the behemoth of a man as no one else really could, at least not as well as you did, throughout your little jabs and snark he always had a retort, a response on the tip of his tongue, eager to do this dance of yours until one of you broke, to you he was a way too cocky dangerously self assured pretty boy who was entertainingly easy to rile up, but to Joseph, you were his everything. Someone he could proudly take home to Granny Erina once he’d finally tamed you. He had a plan, a three step plan to steal your heart just as you’d done his, and this little game of who could annoy the other the most was just step 1. “It’s been fun JoJo but you’re gonna have to find someone else to bother.” You’d jokingly said one day out of the blue, an odd friendship had formed through the month you’d been in town and it felt wrong to leave without notice, an act of kindness you’d learn to regret. “Is this one of your famous jokes (Y/n)? Not so funny to play with a mans heart like that I nearly believed you.” He finished with a scoff, his signature smirk not reaching his eyes. “It’s true Joseph, my flight leaves tomorrow, I didn’t wanna leave without saying goodbye, because as much as we fuck around you’re pretty fun to hang out with.” Your sincerity almost made him feel bad about rushing the next few steps of his plan, he’d have to cram months of planning into a night but he’d accomplished more with less time on his side. He huffed, his grin stretched wide across his handsome features. “Then we outta make tonight count eh?” A thick arm was tossed around your neck, you had to bend awkwardly for this to be possible much to your amusement. “Okay you weirdo, whatever you say.” You let him lead you around town with a grin, unaware you’d be missing that plane, and any other one you tried to take without him.
Josuke watched you eat with the dopiest grin on his face, he’d spent an extra hour in the mirror this morning in preparation for your first official date! Well you didn’t exactly know it it was a date and Okayasu was eating rather messily beside you two but still! You’d actually agreed to come to Toni’s with him! You’d been an enigma since you transferred to the bizarre town, choosing to keep to yourself, and despite the intimidating height and mass you possessed, he saw through your act in seconds. There was a huge softie under all that muscle, he’d watched you enough to know this as a fact, you were a gem and he was intent on showing you his appreciation and adoration for the rest of his days, a vow he’d silently taken the day you’d stolen his heart, the moment was brief in reality but it lasted forever in his mind, you smiled at him in passing, he could feel time slow down, everyone around you faded in the background, a backdrop to the beginning of your story. He could imagine telling your kids how you’d met, something about the way you’d stare down at him, eyes sharp and attentive, like you truly listened when people spoke, your laugh was loud when it was real and every time he heard it he felt 10 years added to his lifespan. At the same time that icky feeling at another person making you laugh was conflicting, he’d never been in love before but he suddenly understood why his mom had never given up on his dad, love was weird but he wouldn’t give it up for anything. You’d accidentally snapped your chopsticks laughing too hard at a joke he’d tossed out, your face scrunched in embarrassment before chuckling at yourself and switching to a fork, his stand came out on its own, pocketing the shards to fix later, a new item for his ever growing collection, what a cute little memento from your first date! His thoughts swirled happily with the stories you’d be telling your kids. Thankfully neither of you noticed his little pickpocket moment, dangerous plans forming as he stared at you with those misleadingly soft puppy dog eyes.
Kira could die in this moment, happily I might add, as your firm but soft hand was wrapped oh so deliciously around his throat threatening to crush it with ease at the slightest movement. He’d been watching you for a while now, the longest he’d ever spent on someone he didn’t plan to kill, it become sort of hobby he’d picked up recently, the morally upsetting activity bringing peace to his day to day, usually he used his stand to carefully observe your routine, eager to learn all he could about his future spouses likes and desires, but he was getting greedy. Of course he could always introduce himself but he resisted, knowing there was a time and place to get exactly what he wanted. He liked to think he knew everything about you by now, your favorite color, how you liked your coffee, your love for cats, but he didn’t anticipate this. You were much more observant than he’d given you credit for, while you couldn’t see his stand you could sense yourself being watched, and seeing the large blonde lurking indiscriminately in the crowds throughout the day was enough to set you off. So you trailed off into the less crowded parts of town quickly entering an alleyway, he followed in pure confusion only to be roughly slammed into the wall, his stand came out on reflex but simply stared at his attacker, it seemed almost confused as what to do. “Why the hell are you following me pretty boy?” His eyes rolled to the back of his head at the feel of your fingers tightening, god he’d never felt this rush of exhilaration, none of his past ‘girlfriends’ could pull such an illicit reaction from him with a simple touch. When he didn’t answer you simply scoffed and tossed him aside like it was nothing. You left with a threat to stay out of your sight, yet all he could do was smile, the faint imprint of your fingers burned in his skin deliciously, how lucky could one man get?
Mista observed you with hungry eyes. His stare was unapologetically locked on your form. He made no intention to hide his attraction for you. The day you’d joined Buccarati’s crew was the day his world flipped. He assumed his new teammate would be no one to fuck with based on what Bruno told him about your stand, but when you walked in? Needing to bend down slightly just to enter the doorway had him sweating in his seat. He didn’t know what to say as he watched you happily interact with his fellow teammates, immediately you blended with the group, but all that was running through his mind were all the fun things you could do with those muscles. He usually stayed silent around you, not out of dislike as one would assume from his piercing gaze, but fear of accidentally voicing one of those nasty thoughts kept him quiet. You didn’t seem to mind though, always including him in the conversation, you even understood his very valid fear of that dreaded number! How could god plop such a perfect person in his lap and expect him to not do anything about it? Alas, Bruno had specifically told them not to make you uncomfortable with any flirting so he bit his tongue. Your aura was calming, a contrast to your powerful stand, speaking of, he couldn’t get his under control. Whenever they could Sex Pistols was out and all over you. They climbed and clamored for your attention, thankfully you didn’t seem to mind, always entertained their antics when you could, even giving each one a small peck when they wouldn’t let you leave for a mission without Mista, to say he was done for was an understatement, it took one mission going foul for his resistance to snap. His stand moved faster than it ever had, piercing the skulls of the idiots who brought you pain. He left the last one slowly bleeding out kneeling down to wipe the matted hair from your forehead, “You okay baby? Don’t worry honey I’ll make the bastard hurt.” He spoke not breaking eye contact, his hand pointed behind him, grip steady as he unloaded in the poor fool who thought it was a good idea to make you bleed, the wound was small, not even deep enough to trouble Giorno but that didn’t matter to Guido, any slight against you was disrespecting the future parent of his children, and what kind of man would he be if he didn’t defend your honor?
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just-my-fandom · 4 years
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Voltron Headcannons
Date set to post; July 25th, 2020
Date posted; August 6th, 2020
Request; Basically Headcannons where the reader gets hurt and the paladins take care of her!
Style; Headcannons
Note; I went in dept with this. Stay home and stay safe, guys!
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Shiro
You scared yourself awake
After the paladins and their lions were thrown into the ports to different areas of space, you, Shiro, and Keith landed on the same planet
Not that you knew that
You had passed out during the fall out of fear, and when you woke up, it hurt to move because of the purple marks on your side,
Your helmet glitched as you tried to look around, noting how your lion, the white lion, had shut down
You heard your name being called through your ear piece, but you couldn’t tell which paladin it is, or if it was Allura or Coran
The back door to your lion hissed open and it startled you enough to jump in your seat, which caused you to hiss when the wound pulled,
“Easy. Try not to move,”
You lifted your head, and behold, your knight in shining armor
Not really, but Shiro was close enough
His brows were pinched with worry as he squatted down in front of your chair, and tried to help you stand without touching your burning side,
After three attempts and a thousand “ows,” Shiro settled on keeping you in your seat and trying to get in contact with Keith
Cue the weird creature things that had spotted the lion and the door that Shiro left open (stupid fuck), and Shiro ended up having to defend you with his glowing hand,
Sure he got a few scratches, but what’s a few more scars to match the rest
Keith eventually found your lion, and Shiro had you laying down because the position you were sitting in made the wound ten times worse
Keith and Shiro tried to patch up your side with what you have in your lions, but eventually they decided that they have to wait for the others to find them so you can be put in a healing pod
That night even after you’re healed Shiro still wouldn’t let you get out of bed even for a cup of water-
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Keith
You were just training when it happened
Swinging a few at the training bot with your sword, out of breath, before it got knocked out of your hand and you were left throwing punches
You didn’t catch the arm of the bot pulling back (it had somehow caught your sword), before it lunged forward,
The sudden problem you had to breathe caused your movements to stop, and you finally looked down at where the sword had pierced just under your left breast
A wheezed “oh my God” escaped your lips in horror, the bot pulling the blade out to step back, announcing you had lost before it vanished,
You mentally prepared yourself to scream, only getting out a, “Keith!!” before you dropped to the metal floor,
Keith and Lance were both making their way down the hall to the training deck when they heard your shout, so naturally they both took off towards your voice,
Keith saw you first, cursing out loud when Lance rammed into him due to not stopping fast enough,
They both saw you on your back, one arm sprawled to the side as the other held your workout shirt, that was once a light (favorite/color) and was then stained red,
Keith demanded Lance to go get Allura as he fully stepped into the deck, using the towel he was going to use for sweat to press it to your wound, squatting down to fully look at your face,
“The bot,” You wheezed, eyes wide in a panic, “It stabbed me. I didn’t know it could do that,”
“Don’t talk,” Keith’s voice came out tougher than he had liked. You had gotten stabbed, you didn’t need a lecture,
You instead tilted your head back and whined, and Keith racked his brain to figure out what he could do to stop the bleeding until the other teammates got there,
“Holy Quiznack!” Keith had rolled his eyes at Corans shout, then when he looked up three of the paladins- plus Coran- had surrounded you
When they got to the medic bay and you were put in a healing pod, Coran was able to bring up security cameras that revealed how you had gotten injured,
“What level did you have that thing on? Death?”
That earned Lance a punch in the shoulder.
Keith did scold you when you were healed and out of the pod,
Pidge, Hunk and Coran took time to tweak the training bots so they couldn’t go as far as causing fatal injuries like yours,
You were low key scared to use the training bot again
Keith will do.
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Hunk
So you and Hunk were sent on your own mission.
You had to sneak into a part of a Galra ship and steal a piece of tech that Pidge needed for an important part of the castle
Everything was fine and dandy until an alarm was set of- a Galra soldier had spotted you
Galra soldiers ended up raiding the halls that you and Hunk were in
While Hunk was able to to defend himself your bay yard had been shot from your hands so you were only given hand-to-hand combat
You were fine holding your end of the grudge until a Galra Solider had snuck up behind you and Hunk
He must have knew you would be more effected if you were shot, so just as you were about to pin another soldier, a hot wave of pain had hit your shoulder and caused you to release the soldier
You didn’t realize that it actually hurt until you turned to face the soldier who shot you, then black began to spot your vision and you were unable to keep yourself up
Hunk noticed that you’d suddenly just stopped fighting and that’s when he saw the blood on your uniform
Hunk was able to shoot down the remaining guards, then he was left to catch you, but he was freaking out so much he couldn’t bring himself to run, instead he just sunk to his knees and began yelling into his mic,
This led you to laughing despite literally fading in and out of consciousness and telling Hunk he needed to get you to the ship
Which he did, but running back to the ship even with more Galra soldiers chasing him wasn’t easy because he couldn’t just pull out his weapon and shoot with you in his arms
You may or may not had done a badass thing of pulling your gun from your thigh pocket and hazily shooting at the soldiers,
You luckily shot all of them so when you patted the back of Hunks head and dropped your gun, he stopped running to look back and realize he didn’t have to run anymore,
“Babe, I love you more than usual sometimes,”
“I don’t know if that’s a compliment or not so I’m gonna take it as one,”
Hunk then reminds himself that you’re barely there with them so he starts sprinting again and yelling for Coran to power a healing pod
You healed pretty quickly but Hunk had to give you a run down and scolded you as to why you didn’t use your thigh gun during battle instead of just using your fists,
All is good tho dw
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Pidge (Short)
Believe it or not, it was Matt who had hurt you
You and Pidge had found a room with a map and locations and realized it was a spy facility
A figure suddenly snuck up on you and Pidge, and while Pidge was able to duck and roll to the side, you were hit upside the head with the strangers staff
And since you had taken your helmet off, it caused more damage to where you had to lay on the floor just to gain your vision back
Pidge is pissed, running at the figure with her weapon and they ended up fighting, and sure enough, low and behold, Matt’s identity was revealed
Pidge almost forgot about you when she hugged Matt, and she turned and called out for you in a panic, having not seen you move to show you were okay,
Which you were, just in pain from the force your head and face took and your head had began to throb,
“I did not mean to hit you that hard,” Matt said, when Pidge ran to your side and helped you sit up, her hand at your jaw giving Matt the go that you weren’t just a friend,
It ended up bruising, so there was just this big line going across your cheek and jaw that was an ugly purple and green color
Matt still apologizes to this day even tho it’s been weeks since it happened
You and Pidge sometimes laugh at him for it
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Lance
So what had happened was-
You and Keith had to sneak on Zarkons ship
Yes, you and Keith
Lance wasn’t happy about that but
And right before you reached the area you had to get to, Keith was jumped and you were pulled into a side room, pinned to a wall with a hand at your throat
You easily passed out and when Keith turned around, you were no longer in his sight
Lance was livid
You woke up like three hours later in a cell
It was dark, clammy, and your throat was hurting from the pressure your capturer had put on it
Zarkon had his men chain you up and started electrocuting you for answers on Voltron
Of course as a valid member of the team you weren’t telling him shit
Which ended with you having a broken nose cause you had spit in Zarkons face and told him to “go to hell”
The one time Zarkon left you alone Lance and Keith rescued you, and the whole time Lance was reminding Keith that he should have gone on the mission with you instead of him
You ended up collapsing halfway through Zarkons ship, and it only freaked Lance out more because an alarm had gone off to alert that you had escaped
Cue Lance swooping you up and shooing Keith to run
Again you woke up a couple hours later in your bed at the castle and Lance was all sobby about it because “You could’ve died”
“But I didn’t,”
“Let me have my emotional moment, dammit. I could have left you behind,”
“Keith would’ve rescued me,”
Great, you made Lance mad and pout.
“I’m your knight in shining armor, not Keith,”
“Yes you are. Thank you, Lance,”
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(1) Hello, again. So I’ve been thinking about siren Grian. (Like ya do) And I cant get this idea out of my head, so Imma tell y’all about it. So if Grian was half siren, and a pirate at this point, that would put him on literally everyone’s radar because he’s half frikin siren. And nearly every pirate (besides the golden goat crew of course) would be wary of him because they think he has siren abilities.
(2) But what if he doesn’t inherit any substantial abilities besides holding his breath for longer or some other small stuff, meaning that everyone would be afraid or cautious of him for nothing. (Which I think is pretty funny). But then after thinking about it more, I don’t feel that fear is misplaced because Grian has the most feared/renowned pirate on the seas as his husband/boyfriend.
(3) And they are both the two best sword fighters meaning they could kill anyone and everyone. Thank you for coming to my ted talk. Sorry for this being so long and if that was hard to understand, English is my first language and I’m bad at explaining things, I’m also a bit new to tumblr. PS- I think you’re awesome.
(4) I forgot to say have a nice day! Have a nice day.
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA? omg??? i.. omg,,, also valid abt thinking abt siren grian i do too,, he very good,,, !!!!! I THINK YOURE AWESOME, its fine it was long i like long asks!!! your eng was perfect dw!! have a nice day too!!
AND YES?? couples that slay together STAY together,,, i like this a lot!!! just grian pretneding to be super scary w his siren powers like,
 grian: if you don't leave, ill curse you!  
pirate: oh fuck-   
doc, later: you... cant curse anyone cant you?  
grian: no, but its fun to see them believe it
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seijorhi · 4 years
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asks :)
some of y’all have rlly big brains 🧠👀
What about Bokuto ignoring you when you suggest to go outside. He'll smile and hug you and changes the subject. When you try to bring it up again, he'll slowly increase his strength of his hug. A warning for you to behave 😬. I love you and your writing. 
Happy Birthday Daddy Owl.
First of all I’m sorry I was late for this bby!
Second of all YEEEEESSSS!
Bokuto is honestly so terrifying as a yandere! It’s not a punishment, it’s more like a natural response. He doesn’t want you slipping away from him, not to go outside, not to go to the kitchen, not to leave his side for a split second. And sometimes he forgets his own strength (does he though?). It’ll start to hurt, you’ll feel like you can’t breathe and your ribs are gonna crack with his muscled arms squeezing you tightly as he buries his face in the crook of your neck and coos about how much he loves you. But if you can’t breathe you can’t talk right? You can’t keep saying that you want to leave him. He won’t let you leave him. But maybe that’s better than the alternative. 
Keep pushing and you’re gonna get an emotional and upset Bo and neither of you want that.
the dynamic between akaashi/bo and reader??? you have me so interested ma’am I just love all your writing and concepts!!!
Ok ok :)
So basically the you’re stuck between a rock and a hard place here. There’s Bokuto, who drugged you at a party and delivered you neatly gift wrapped (hehe) to your completely enamoured and insane captor. He’s friendly, excitable and equally as fucked up as Kuroo (he was the one to kidnap you after all) and sees absolutely nothing wrong with the situation.
And then you have Akaashi. Akaashi who’s in some of your classes, who’s a sort of friend. Akaashi who should be more than a little concerned that his best friend has kidnapped you while his other friend is keeping you like a little housewife.
Bokuto’s all exuberance and wide sunny smiles, he treats you like you’re one of them, like you want to be there. Doesn’t question why you’re afraid of him - if anything, he seems to be more concerned with getting you to like him by forcing you into friendly cuddles and dragging you out into the longer room to come hang with him when Kuroo’s not around. He won’t listen to a word about how uncomfortable (how scared) you are. You’re perfect for Kuroo - he’s never been happier and Bokuto has no interest in upsetting this new balance.
And then there’s Akaashi. Unlike the other two you know he sees how wrong this is, how much you don’t want to be there in Kuroo’s bed every night - or there in the apartment with them at all. He knows you - knows that this is wrong, but-
But he won’t lift a finger to stop it. He’s nice to you, sweet. You think maybe he pities you, or maybe it’s his own guilt for letting this happen, but he’s the one you find yourself crawling too when you’re scared or overwhelmed (not when Kuroo can see - never when there’s that chance) but he’s also the one to watch you in the classes Kuroo doesn’t share with you. He’s a friend - was a friend - but now you don’t know how to act around him. Maybe if you push him subtly enough, he’ll feel guilty enough to help you - but be careful, because Kuroo loves his friends, but he didn’t sign up to sharing you, and he certainly doesn’t appreciate the odd occasional glance Akaashi sends your way when he thinks you aren’t watching 👀
Just read Gift Wrapped pt 3 and first: It was very good just like all your fics are and second: It made me realize just how weak i am for soft, delusional yanderes! Like a yandere that has no idea that you’re really scared of them and is also generally attempting to make you feel good 👌👌👌👌
Delusional yandere’s are so fun to write!! It’s soft but... make it creepy y’know? 👀thank you bby!
I just wanted to say
1. Outrunning fate is too good
2. I kinda freaked/flipped out knowing you’ll maybe write another part to it
3. I’m getting too distracted from doing actually college work because I’m rereading your fics
Out of all the fics I listed, this is probably the one I’m most torn about. I don’t mean to bait you guys and there’s still a possibility that I won’t write more for it, but fuck I just love the concept and dynamics between Toshi and Tendou and their poor darling soulmate. We’ll see, okay? Also that’s very valid sometimes i get distracted re-reading my own stuff instead of writing new stuff so, I getcha haha
Your content is nothing but superb and sinfully filling♨️♨️💓💓💓. I-is it okay to ask for more ushijima content? I love that brick wall so much and even had a delulu dream where i was his childhood friend who is always salty with him and when we met up as adults he caught on to my jabs and ended up getting railed by him eye-EJFJWJFA MY THIRST FOR THIS BLOCKHEAD IS DRIVING ME INSANE PLS I NEED HELP- SJXJSJCJ i love you rhi. Thnx for all your content👏👏👏
I’m writing an Ushijima breeding kink fic for a friend so there’s that to look forward to :) 
i too wish i could dream about getting railed by mr jima 😌
Gift wrapped was soooooo good! I can’t get enough of possessive and delusional Kuroo 😍. I love how you write from the pov of an unreliable narrater. You do it so well!
And now I’m also really curious about the dynamic between reader and Bokuto + Akaashi. Especially how Akaashi’s going to react to all of this 🙊 - @closetdegen
Thank you!!! I love from the yandere’s pov especially when they’re the delusional sort. It was fun trying to show the reader’s terror and fear while also having that fit within Kuroo’s perfect little idealised perception. It’s soft and romantic and fucking terrifying imo. Anyway, thank you!!!
the fics you mentioned writing extra parts to bitch askxjfhslg ALL of those are my favorites !!!! no pressure to continue any of them bc i totally understand where you’re coming from, but i need you to know that if you so choose to write another part for any of them i will literally rejoice and be so fuckin thankful 😭 anyways, love you & you’re amazing
Ahh thank you sm sweetheart!! 😭😭😭
Okay I know I'm asking a little bit too much but have you considered continuing on with the GW series? Maybe not fully fledged fics but more of drabbles or maybe short headcannons? You are a phenomenal writer that always leaves me craving for more 😭 There's just so much more I want to see from this world, like how Akaashi would react to seeing her since Kuroo seems like he would force her to move in, how their life would be now, etc. I hope you don't take this the wrong way! I don't want you to write something you don't want to. I'm just genuinely curious 🥺
Will I write another full length fic for it? Probably not. If somebody asks will I answer a bunch of questions and maybe do some drabbles/headcanons? Yeah, and that goes for pretty much any fic I’ve written. I love it when you guys react well to a fic and wanna know more. And thank you, bby!
Gift wrapped 🎁 part 3 was so insanely good that it made me want to finish acing my quizzes faster so I could reread it again 💖💖💖💖👀
asdfghjkl ily bby!!
YOO THAT KUROO WRAPPED THO- o m g I want smt where maybe this isn’t part of the fic but like a separate one where it’s a jealous Yan Kuroo 👁👄👁 u don’t have to do it it’s just a thought
Dw bby, I have some lovely jealous Kuroo fics in the works for you!! Also idk if you’ve read it already but Mr Perfect is there if you wanna see some feral Kuroo 👀
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LET’S GET READY TO RE-CAAAAAAAAP
“I have numerous science-based questions” I mean, same. It also sets up that Huey is gonna be out of his element this episode
SCROOGE HAS NO TIME FOR SCIENCE
“I AM THAT CHAMPION.” A bit full of yourself there. I couldn’t hear this line without saying “I’M. THAT. HERO.” Oh VeggieTales, you’ll always be with me
THEY ALL LOOK SO ADORABLE!!
I like that Louie does a finger gun when Scrooge gets to him
Like I said earlier, I DO NOT care Scrooge already putting pressure on these kids
Poor Dewey seems like he’s the unfavorite, which is probably how Donald felt as well
Huey makes a good point and I do NOT like how dismissive Scrooge is of the twins
That being said...they totally killed someone in battle
SOMEDAY WE’LL FIND IT, THE RAINBOW CONNECTION!
Why didn’t Launchpad crash? I know he can land w/o crashing but it’s usually when he lands in water. THIS FEELS IMPORTANT SOMEHOW though it probably isn’t
“THEY FOUND A WAY TO MAKE RAINBOWS BETTER!” God, I love Webby
“This is the best day.” WEBBY, YOU ARE REACHING CRITICAL LEVELS OF ADORABLE
Birds with beards look odd
“Yeah, sure. Of course.” Poor Huey, magic and mythology aren’t his strong point
I love that it says Odin’s Closet over the shirts. It’s the little details
“Guess Louie knows what Louie’s doing today.” And then he disappears into the shirts. I can appreciate someone who knows what they’re about
I want ALL the shirts from this episode!
“WHOA, IT’S WRESTLING!” He looks so dang happy, it’s ADORABLE
“THIS IS AWESOME!” Chanting is fun
“So these guys just copied professional wrestling?” Huey, you’re form of logic is not welcome here
Does that mean Scrooge told someone about his battles and inspired them to create pro wrestling? I’m gonna go with that
“And they will love me for it!” Dewey, sweetie, that’s only how it works half the time
I loved all the man-snake stuff. Made me giggle
Man snake be THICC. HOT DAMN
I love the little pig ref. HE’S SO CUTE
Jormungandr knows how to pump up a crowd
So, like, is everyone in the audience technically DEAD?! That makes this episode slightly darker. I dig it
 I wonder if Jormungandr sees Earth’s destruction as a good thing for Earth. Like if he genuinely thinks they’d be better off in Valhalla. Or if he’s just a bastard who wants to watch the world burn
Scrooge is a bit too into playing the heel
The way Scrooge moves and the faces he makes as the Millionaire Miser remind me of Glomgold
“I watch a lot of wrestling while I fly.” “Wait, while?” This exchange always cracks me up
“Uncle Scrooge is the greatest hero of all time.” “Huh, I guess not everyone thinks so.” I feel like this is foreshadowing later events
RIP Announcer Puffin
“DIBS ON ANNOUNCING!” A dude just got KO’d bro! Have a bit of respect
And the return of the dynamic sports announcer duo. Glad Huey got his badge
I NEED MORE WRESTLING ANNOUNCER LP
Strongbeard is DOPE
“How did you know that?” “Just calling it like I see it. WRESTLING!” The real reason Launchpad knows is because he’s actually Thor but doesn’t remember. I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL
FEAR THE BEARD
“What matters is I’m doing the right thing.” I don’t know, you really seem to enjoy being a heel
This whole match is great
Dewey, there ARE NO RULES IN WRESTLING. Plus you aren’t the ref, so you can’t make that call
I have very inappropriate jokes go through my head when only one arm absorbs the beard energy
“I am so confused.” CONSTANT MOOD
DID SCROOGE NARUTO RUN AT STRONGBEARD?!
I like that Scrooge dives onto him the same way he dives into his bin
LP is so excited he pushes Huey out of the way for NO REASON
HOLY FUCK THAT DUDE THREW A CHAIR AT A CHILD!
All the bone cracking in this episode made me uncomfortable, as in my bones hurt during it
“He is such a good guy.” I’d say he’s a fair guy, not necessarily a good guy
“Which two of you will fight for me?” Webby has been waiting for this moment her WHOLE LIFE
Louie, always taking time to make that money
Who gave him a shirt cannon?!
I love that the dude comes up wearing the shirt
Dewey just slaps Scrooge in the face
Champ POPular! Too cute! I love his hair and outfit. Though I don’t think Champ POPular’s “too popular to hate.” If anything he might annoy people due to his popularity
I thought he was gonna pull out yo-yos as his “finishing touch” and I was sad when it was lollipops even though that makes more sense. BRING BACK THE YO-YOS!
“Do all the fighting and make sure he doesn’t die.” That is a valid concern
WE WILL WE WILL ROCK YOU! I’D KNOW IT ANYWHERE
Huey taking notes is adorable
“Just in time for the tag-team round.” “Wait, they’re playing tag now?! MAN!” I love how Danny says MAN
How does Huey not know what a tag-team is? It’s a pretty common term
I love Launchpad’s reading face
Dewey has red, blue, and green lollipops. Cute
“HE’S THROWING LOLLIPOPS BECAUSE HE THINKS WE’RE SUCKERS!” That took me off guard and I laughed so hard
“I’ve known you my whole life, I kinda knew how this would play out.” Louie is genre savvy. Perhaps too savvy. He’s gonna figure out he’s in a tv show
“More like Champ POP..ulation zero because he has no friends...in Friendtown.” I fail to see how that was any worse than LP’s “more like Champ UN-POPular.”
“WE HATE YOU NOW!” Tough crowd
Huey’s face after that. I just want to pinch his lil cheeks
WEBBY DON’T NEED NO WRESTLER NAME
It TOTALLY went over my head that they censored Hela with Hecka (at least they used her better than the MCU did. WE COULD HAVE HAD SO MUCH BETTER)
I would let her pin me to the mat and crush my skull in
“Oh, COME ON, THIS is what you like?! A creepy goth and her pet dog!” SHUT UP, DEWEY, THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT! I’m surprised Webby didn’t slap him for the “creepy goth” comment seeing as Lena is goth and misunderstood
“HECKA YEAH! HECKA YEAH!” SHE’S SO COOL AND SEXY AND SHE HAS A DOG
Poor Huey, he’s doing his best. Hope he takes a shower later because he got pretty sweaty
HECKA COULD STEP ON ME AND I’D SAY THANK YOU
Why did Huey have all those corn puns?
“YOU’RE THE WORST! YOU’RE THE WORST!” It’s just not Huey’s day
“You don’t have to try to make it sound great, it already is.” Did this remind anyone else of Dewey’s “don’t overthink it” advice to Launchpad from Double-O Duck? He’s doing his best to help Huey
I WANT HECKA TO DESTROY ME
“EMBRACE THE BOOZE BOOS.”
Poor Dewey
WEBBY IS A BEAST! SHE WAS BORN FOR THIS!
“EMBRACE YOUR INNER HEEL!” Cuz being a heel is fun!
DUDE, WEBBY TOOK DOWN THE GODDESS OF DEATH WITH NOTHING BUT HER LEGS AND THIGHS! WE STAN!
I like that Fenny has knee pads on
“AW, YOU’RE SO DANGEROUS AND CUTE! I JUST WANT TO PET YOUR LITTLE BELLY!” WEBBY IS ME
“A classic ‘who’s a good boy?’ gambit!” AND I’D FALL FOR IT TOO! SUCH A GOOD BOI
“Wait, am I the Launchpad here?” Bitch, you WISH
“YOU CAN’T GIVE CANDY TO A DOG!” This is why you don’t have a pet, Dewey
“WHOA, back from THE DEAD for the QUEEN of the DEAD!”
Kind of a dick move, Louie
AIR GUITAR!
Jormungandr looks like a Masters of the Universe knock-off toy
WHO’S A GOOD BOI? YOU ARE!
“With a toxic personality” I think you’re projecting a bit, Jormungandr 
How does Huey not know what a battle royale is? That is a very common term! Hell, there is a well known book and movie with that title!
“I’m just a humble, noble snake man of the people.” Why does the term snake man make me laugh so much?  
WOY REFERENCE FTW
Dewey needs a hug! And some therapy would probably be a good idea
Scrooge’s speech started on a good note then went downhill FAST
“And lastly, I’ll use the dust of your bones as sweetener in my tea.” DAMN
“TOO FAR!” I DON’T THINK IT’S FAR ENOUGH! TELL HIM HOW YOU WILL BATHE IN HIS BLOOD
FUCK YEAH BEAKLEY!
SHE GAVE HIM THE CHAIR! I think this CONFIRMS Beakley as a wrestling fan
“I know we’re supposed to take over for Scrooge one day, but do you ever wonder if maybe we’re not cut out for it?” YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE TO WONDER THOSE THINGS AT ALL! 
Louie’s like WE DON’T HAVE TIME FOR THIS SHIT!
“Be LP” My new mantra
Aw, Louie sees Dewey as a hero. Like how LP saw Drake as a hero. I think @drakepad is onto something, this scene and the fight scene seem WAAAAY too much like Drake’s intro to be just a coincidence
I keep saying this, but Louie should consider a career in motivational speaking. He knows what people need to hear
“Let’s do this!” “I don’t know.” “Let’s Dewey this?” “I’m in.”
“I’LL SHED YOUR SKIN FOR YOU!” If he hadn’t of had an old man back moment that would have been a BRUTAL CUT
OMG WAS LAUNCHPAD WEARING THAT THE WHOLE TIME? You see his clothes fly off when he jumps in the ring
“Whoa. In a COMPLETELY UNEXPECTED TWIST, the announcer was Captain Crash THIS WHOLE TIME!” LP does underground wrestling matches in his spare time, TELL ME I’M WRONG
“YOUR CATCHPHRASES ARE FORCED!” I agree, Dewey could have done WAY BETTER
I like Louie just GLARING at the dude who insulted Dewey’s catchphrase
LP looks so proud of Huey
“I don’t care at all, why should I?” Methinks the snake man doth protest too much
I like how Jormungandr’s pupils are thinner during the climax. It shows off his true nature
Dewey should have been the one to do a spin attack, ya know, cuz he’s Sonic? I’ll go now
“The Pop never Stops.” That was better
WHERE ARE ALL THESE CHAIRS COMING FROM?!
I LEGIT thought Strongbeard was gonna throw Dewey his axe and I was like Dewey wouldn’t be able to lift that
SUPER SAIYAN DEWEY! Also was that a TIGER SNARL?
I like the ice pack on Launchpad’s head. Just because he can take a lot of damage doesn’t mean that LP is immune to pain
I like that the crowd CHANGED THEIR BANNERS! Nice
LOUIE AND WEBBY LOOKED SO CUTE!
LP tearing up
“A true people’s hero” I feel like that phrase will come back in relation to other characters (cough DW cough)
Scrooge is such a little shit, it’s kind of adorable
THAT END SHOT! THAT SONG!
This was a SUPER FUN EPISODE! I couldn’t really tell where they were going and I LOVED EVERY SECOND OF IT! I wish we had gotten Huey in some wrestling gear but maybe next time. I like the message that doing the right thing isn’t always popular but I kind of feel like Dewey getting the crowd on his side muddled the message somewhat. Poor Dewey needs therapy or something so he doesn’t feel like he needs CONSTANT approval. Again, he’s 11 YEARS OLD and shouldn’t be put into such a serious position. LP was VIP this episode. I’m bummed we’re on hiatus again, but WHAT an episode to end on!
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last imbedded link about why you don't like the drums isn't working, also, you recently converted me about it! i think my deal was that, nu who was what i started with, and i wasnt used to the idea of concepts being passed down writer to writer, so I thought what was being written was like... IT. I theorize the drums were just quiet (it was said to be loudest in closer regens) and/or mistaken as his own heartbeat. How would /you/ write his motivations if not for drums? thats a fun exercise
Just checked my about page and you’re right, though unfortunately I don’t remember what post it was meant to link to, so I’ve just removed it. Probably something floating around in my Master meta tag.
I think your initial reaction is a perfectly understandable and very common one among fans who started with New Who, and honestly if someone enjoys the drums then I certainly don’t begrudge them that. Personally, I just believe that the Master never heard them in their first regeneration cycle, and any references to the contrary are the result of Rassilon’s manipulation.
My own thoughts about the Master’s motivations are scattered across many posts (and I plan to gather them all together at some point and really lay it out in detail… though the next two episodes of DW may throw a pretty sizeable wrench in that), but basically I’ve just never felt there was any need to explain the Master’s behaviour with outside forces like the drums. That’s not interesting to me. What fascinates me about the Doctor and the Master is what led them to make the choices they did, for good and for evil, despite once being so much alike. For me, the definitive take on the Master’s motivations will always be the scene in Colony in Space where he tries to convince the Doctor to join him. He’s not mad, he’s not simply evil for the sake of evil, he hasn’t been forced into doing what he does. He’s just arrogant and believes (or desperately wants to believe) that he deserves power, and he doesn’t care who gets hurt along the way.
He sees life as a power struggle between those who rule and those who serve, and he cannot bear the thought of being among the latter. I think his fundamental reason for wanting power isn’t a desire for the more material benefits that come with it, though of course he certainly enjoys indulging in those, but a need for the validation of his identity he thinks it will bring. His superiority complex is built upon an underlying insecurity that he’s not as amazing and important as he believes himself to be. I think the worst thing the Master could imagine is not failure or death (been there done that many times on both counts) but being insignificant. That’s why his fear in The Mind of Evil is the Doctor laughing at him.
So imo, almost everything the Master does is motivated by a mixture of pride and insecurity. At the end of the day, they became too wrapped up in themself and their own place in the universe, while the Doctor learned to see beyond that and think of others first.
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“You’re cold. Come here.” with drakepad! ur awesome btw
Hidden At Plain Sight
Drake’s chest heaved, the airfilling his lungs cold as ice but grounding him into that time and space, itkept him awake as he watched the life of the city at night with a criticaleye. 
It had been a disappointing,unexciting night for Darkwing Duck, the lack of crime keeping him more on edgethan if it had been at least one robbery, or some jaywalker, or anything. Ofcourse, that when Gizmoduck patrolled almost three robberies could happen atthe same time, but if he was, not even a bag-snatcher wasaround. Drake would have found a way to turn that around to put his ego at easeif he hadn’t been nervous all night, much before patrol even started.
Like, let’s say that afternoon whenhe was hanging out with Launchpad at the garage.
Drake groaned to himself,disconnecting desperately those thoughts from his mind and trying toconcentrate on watching the streets.
So concentrated in his task that hedidn’t notice his shoulders trembling until a familiar, warm hand engulfed oneof them with such a soft carefulness, it made him shiver more than the freezingof the night. He turned around, just to see Launchpad looking worried over himwith a hesitant smile, he had to remind his heart to be still, not wantingLaunchpad to hear it.
“Are you sure the cold is notgetting to ya? You’re kinda shaking, DW.” It was a fair question, one Launchpadhas repeated like a hundred times now, but he hadn’t touched him until then.That? That did get to him.
“Nah, I’m fine. Not shaking, it justthat there haven’t been any criminals out there,” Drake brushed him off ascalmly as he could, the point where their bodies connected scalding like hotwater. His eyes scanned the city again, trying with all his might to ignore theeyes boring into his frame. “Maybe they’re planning something. But fear not!”and his hands went up in a dramatic stance, obliging Launchpad’s hand toretract. “Darkwing Duck will be here to stop those plans no matter how goodthey think they’re hiding their evil-doings!”
Launchpad narrowed his eyes, and fora second Drake truly believed he wasn’t gonna buy his play of confidence, butLaunchpad smiled with excitement, the very few boyish features he still hadaccentuating like that and making him look younger, unpreoccupied. “Of course,Darkwing! You’re a hero!”
Launchpad’s validation washed overhim with relief, his reassurance working like a charm and Drake felt safe ofany scrutiny for a second. But that hand connected again with his body over thesuit, moving from his shoulder to his bicep, and Drake shivered all over.“You’re still trembling though, DW.”
Drake didn’t know how to tell himthat the shiver hadn’t been really from the cold.
Drake brushed his hand off moredirectly this time. “I’m telling you I’m fine, LP.”
The more he touched him—
“But, DW, you look like anearthquake!”
—the more Drake remembered—
“I do not!” he answered, kind ofoffended.
—that Launchpad and he had almostkissed in his garage that afternoon after reading Drake’s comic collection.
“Just, at least,” he started to sayas he took his jacket off immediately, Drake willing himself to not stare likea creep to the movement of his muscles as he did that. Launchpad extended thepiece of clothing to him. “Take my jacket, please.”
Or at least, Drake thought theyhad almost kissed because he could have imagined it.
“No, really, Launchpad, I don’t—.”
Because it could have been his mindas always, playing his heart like a fiddle, making him seem tensed stares wherethere were not; making him seem Launchpad lean down to him and close his eyes,aiming to his beak, when he had not; making him forget that the garage waseverything except private when Dewey came crashing down with a battle cry andalmost giving Drake a heart attack.
“Come on, Darkwing—.”
“Launchpad, I’m telling y—.”
“Drake.”
It was like a bullet to the chest,his name on his beak like a well-kept secret weapon. He felt disarmed suddenlybut that didn’t stop him from looking at him with a frown and an unwillingbush. Did Launchpad know, the power he had by saying that name alone?
Launchpad’s laugh came when helooked at his pouting, just a little bit exasperated but no less kind for that.“Just take it, please. You protect everyone, so I guess this is the least I cando.”
The least, Drake scoffed in his insides.“Says you? Who build me a replica of the Thunderquack?”
Launchpad only smiled, there wassomething hidden there that he wasn’t letting Drake see. “I did that because Iwanted to.”
He felt a little threatened by theidea of Launchpad hiding something specifically from him. Weren’t theypartners? Oh, he should feel a little like a hypocrite, didn’t he? “And you’renot doing this because you want to?”
Launchpad’s smile only grew.Whatever it was, it was making his stomach flutter. “Fifty, fifty. I’m coldtoo, ya know?”
“If you’re cold too, just keep it.”Drake insisted, getting more on the edge by the conversation for no apparentreason. Their tension from that afternoon coming like a wave, his lungs achingfrom the cold and he felt about to start hyperventilating, his heart at histhroat.
Launchpad did not give up, instead,he presented the jacket as if to help him put it on, his smile calm but hisvoice firm. “Drake, just— Come here. You’re cold. Look what you’re doing.”
“Huh?” Drake looked at himself,confused. He hadn’t even noticed he had started to hug himself, his handsdesperately trying to warm his arms over the suit (or to calm himself down, hedidn’t know). He looked at Launchpad with a frown but he was only smilingpretty unsteadily as if he was trying to not let him see his smug smile, Drakescoffed and looked to the side, but a shiver, this time from the cold, made himclose his eyes and breathe shakily.
“Dammit, Launchpad!” He complainedlike an angry little kid, stomping to him and letting him help to get thejacket on, Launchpad giggling under his breath the entire time as the piece ofcloth swallowed Drake’s entire frame. 
“Perfect!” Launchpad immediatelycommented when Drake turned around to face him with a blush and a doneexpression, he looked three times smaller with the big jacket on him and Drake could barely see his fingertips, but he sure was warmer now.
He crossed his arms and hid his facein the jacket, turning around to not let Launchpad see the redness that he wassure was covering all his face, and to avoid to keep looking at the secret thatLaunchpad kept showing in plain sight as he looked at him with strange,watchful eyes. He felt protected in it somehow, but he would prefer for hisheart to not be beating so loudly.
“Uh, are you mad at me?” Launchpadasked hesitantly, cautiously searching to touch his arm and make him stopcrossing them.
“What? No! It’s just…” Drake didn’tknow what it was either, Launchpad’s hand kept insisting, slowly starting toease his arms down, until they were hanging limply at his sides.
“It’s just…?” That hand traveleddown his arm until he touched his fingertips tentatively, Drake felt his chestexpanding at that and his fingertips relaxed, letting them hold each other byjust their fingers until they both seemed to drop the pretense at the sametime, their hands enveloping each other in perfect synchronization. That pointof contact making him warmer than the jacket could ever make him.
This wasn’t his imagination, thiscouldn’t be his imagination.
This feels a little..., he started to think, his heartaccelerating like a race car and his face blushing as he tried desperately tonot lose his mind to this, ...like a date.
The patrol had been going withoutcasualties, the beautiful night just filled with white noise from the cars downthe street and their quiet conversations at the roof, they were holding handsand he was wearing Launchpad’s jacket. This was—
Oh, no.
No, no, no. He didn’t want his firstdate with Launchpad to be while he was being Darkwing Duck! There had to be—Ok, there was no kiss. So this wasn’t a date. 
Ha! Take that societal constructionof what a date constituted!
Wait, no, that sounded—
Launchpad chuckled under his breath,breaking the silence and stopping Drake’s stupid running mind and calling hisattention as it always did. For a second he was worried Launchpad had acquiredsudden telepathic powers and read his thoughts and laughed at them until heopened his beak.
"Your glove feels cold,” hesaid nonchalantly with a little chuckled, as it was a fun fact he was pointingout, it did not make Drake feel less self-conscious though. 
Just as those words got out of hismouth, Drake tried to backtrack his hand but Launchpad’s hold only got tighter,the sudden insistence of it making Drake turn around to see him with a littlegasp, confused. Launchpad was already looking at him, a reassuring smile thatwashed over Drake with the opposite effect. “I didn’t say I didn’t like it.”
“Launchpad, this...” His mind wasreeling, working like an overpowered machine as Launchpad’s half-lidded eyeswatched his face and he intertwined their fingers firmly. There wassome— some fear in his stronghold, a fear Drake shared. Was he, was heleaning down or was this his imagination? His whole frame obstructedDrake’s vision, not intimidatingly, more like with an exact purpose. It didn’tleave room for anything other than Drake’s complete, unabashed attention, thedesire for a crime to appear flying from his mind with all this.
Suddenly,there was no cold, only Launchpad, with his warms hand and his green eyesshining under the lights of the city and this terrible tension that had beenhaunting them for so long.
Whatis this? What is this? What are you hiding?
“Whatis this, Launchpad?” It left out his beak shyly and broken and confused, like alittle plead, a cry for help.
“Uh,I was kinda hoping ya might have known that,” he whispered a little playful butjust as nervous, and no, Drake was sure it wasn’t his imagination when henoticed Launchpad leaning down, his eyes flying now and then to his beak.
That,what Launchpad was hiding, just in plain sight. Was this it?
Hewished that the simple fact of being Darkwing Duck made him know everything inmoments like this.
“Launchpad...”His chest heaved again, his lungs being filled this time with the cold aircombined with Launchpad’s hot breath as he leaned down slowly over him, bothclosing their eyes in anticipation, Drake getting on his toes to ease his joband his free hand moving to cradle Launchpad’s cheek. He felt breathless butsuddenly that didn’t annoy him at all, nor tensed him, he didn’t even rememberthe casualty of that afternoon. It was just this, the secret tattooed in theirhearts.
Soclose, so close, just a little bit more, please.
Theyalmost jumped out of their feathers, their faces that had been separated by justa centimeter just seconds ago now a meter apart, they turned to the sound of anexplosion and an alarm that had made them separate and their wide eyes watchedwith terror and confusion the fire coming from the bank just some streets down.They could only blink at it, still trying to process the sudden drag toreality. Until Drake exploded too.
“Of course! But ofcourse that now if when that’s gonna happen! UGH.”Drake started to ramble furiously, stomping his foot to the ground and walkingaround the roof like a jailed cat, until a rumbling laugh resounded through thenight and Drake turned to it bewildered. Launchpad had to hold down his beak tostop laughing, coughing a little until he stopped, he looked fondly at Drake,who only looked at him confused.
“You ready, partner?” Launchpad’sfist was up waiting for him, and Drake blinked a few times, only to scoff andlaugh too. This was unbelievable ridiculous, but at least it was alongsideLaunchpad.
“Ready, partner,” he corresponded,his fist going up too.
Both of them prepared to say it atthe same time as their fists connected.
“Let’s get dangerous!”
Drake didn’t notice he was jumpingto the danger while still wearing Launchpad’s jacket, but Launchpad did seem tonotice if his satisfied smile could be attributed to that.
And maybe to something more.Launchpad made a little list on his mind. Crime first, asking for a date later.Kiss had to be included.
And he wasn’t going to hide it thistime from Drake.
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For Tash or Bonnie - Anon please :) xx Hello again! It’s been a while and things have been pretty wonderful for me, but I seem to have found myself in a similar predicament to what I was in the last time we spoke, although not half as bad! 
You’ll be so disappointed, but when I said I’d never date anyone who does drugs ever again I ended up lying to myself and you. It’s been 16 months now and literally everything else is perfect about this one, but he has a strong weed smoking habit and it infuriates me. The thing is, I don’t really know why?
To refresh your memory, my ex started smoking weed and I hated it so when I presented an ultimatum he chose weed and that was that. Extremely hurtful and washed away any sense of worth I had, and resulted in a very long recovery process. 
I got into this relationship knowing he smoked almost every day, and while it made me uneasy, everything about him was just so damn amazing I let it slide. Compromise, you know? Nobody’s perfect. Then it started to creep up on me, and I spoke to him about it, and at the time he actually stopped and went down to once a week - and only one cone - major improvement and it made me feel a lot better. But I suppose we were still in the honeymoon phase of trying to impress each other, because little later we were back up to “only weekends”, and then I found out he was doing it behind my back through the week as well. Our first “fight” or disagreement ensued about 8 months into the relationship over weed and it’s never really been resolved since. I can’t describe or give a reason as to why I hate it so freaking much and because of this, all of my arguments are usually taken by him as invalid. The feeling of deep, deep hate I get can literally be physically felt in my stomach, it makes me angry, makes my hands tremble, tears well up and my mood changes for the rest of the day. When he does smoke, I don’t talk to him for the rest of the day whether we’re out and around friends or not. I don’t let him touch me or go near me or sleep next to me or anything. And it doesn’t even feel voluntary! That’s almost the worst part, my response to it feels more like an involuntary reaction - I can’t help it! So then he gets really upset and mad about that, but nothing changes. It is literally the only thing we fight over. He keeps saying that he needs more independent time where he can be by himself for a couple of days or whatever, but then I find out that on those days he tends to go to different friends’ houses to smoke. That really hurts and angers me because 1. he omits the truth when I ask about his day which is technically lying, and 2. He’s sneaking around my back to do it and 3. Is still doing it more days than not! I get why he does it that way - what I don’t know won’t hurt me, he doesn’t have to face my wrath and he can do it in peace and enjoy it without the guilt etc. I don’t know, in a way I wonder if he should just be with someone who enjoys it and relates to him more in that way. I mean, he’s been talking to this girl who’s a stoner/gamer (we met her a few weeks ago and is already one of the places he goes to when I’m not around for a smoke without me knowing) and their conversations just seem like they get each other and can relate more. They get excited about each others shit and talk about how much they love being stoned and how their perfect day would be getting stoned while playing games with a group of friends. Oh lordy I’m about to cry because that means he would never have a perfect day with me. ha. I just don’t know what to do. It’s becoming quite clear to me that he won’t change for me or his health or anything. He’s been smoking it for like 8 years, it’s literally a part of him now and I find that kind of lifestyle really sad, personally. I couldn’t convince you enough that he is perfect for me and he is the one I want for life, I just can’t live with this habit. I literally can’t, it makes me so unhappy, uncomfortable and sadly it makes me resent him and lose trust in him. I know your advice is probably going to be “break up with him”, but it’s just not worth it. He would be 100% perfect if he just didn’t smoke, he’s at a solid 99% right now hahaha! I almost need to know how to live with it. I feel like the more I resent him for it, the more he resents me and the more he’s going to want to do it because it’s the “forbidden fruit” so to say. He won’t compromise, we’ve tried that. It really is down to me. I don’t know what kind of advice to ask for, but you’ve helped me through so much I think I need to just sit back, let you assess the situation and go for it haha. I need help! And I am so sorry this is so extremely long xx
hey c!! long time no talk, it’s unfortunate it’s not under better circumstances aw <3
well if breaking up just isn’t an option for you, then it sounds like trying to find some compromise or a way to deal with people smoking weed is the only option ): would a compromise of him smoking but just not around you be something to consider? if he smokes around you then I think that’s a really valid request to make, if he fights you on it then he’s being extremely unfair and insensitive. but if he already does the compromise (ie. he makes sure to not smoke / get stoned around you) then that’s a little bit of a pointless compromise to suggest to him haha
if compromise is just completely off the table, then it sounds like coming to terms with & accepting weed is one of the few options left. ways to do this? learn absolutely all you can about marijuana -- everything from it’s nicknames to the chemicals involved and how it affects the body. a lot of the fear or anger around drugs can come from a lack of knowledge? so the more you know about weed, then the less you fear it and the easier it can be (well, sometimes) to accept it. ( side note: I’m not too sure about your knowledge of weed to begin with so I’m just starting from ground zero, apologies if I say things you already know! )
look at tables and charts that compare the use of marijuana to cigarettes, marijuana to alcohol? look at the chemical make-up of marijuana and what thc is, maybe even look into medicinal cannabis? if you read up on medicinal cannabis and why people advocate for it and what it can do for people, it could be something else that can help you feel a little less angry because you’re seeing how it can help you. obviously your boyfriend isn’t smoking weed for medicinal purposes haha, but it’s just something to think about and maybe a way for your brain to see marijuana in a different way. 
I won’t lie though, I feel like people who have their most of their lives revolving around weed are kinda lame )-: like I’m for recreational use and I think there’s a lot worse things that you could be doing, but when your bf and that gamer / stoner friend only talk about weed whenever they catch up, and that’s all they do? then that’s not entirely healthy. so dw c I think you’re all good -- he can definitely still have perfect days with you!! like it’s good for him to have you in his life, it’s good for him to push his limits and to expand his interest circles, it’s good for him to spend time around people who aren’t constantly smoking weed. 
the trust / independence although connected in some ways, is a different issue. I think it’s best to talk to him about the weed, first off? talk it through, let him know that you’re going to try and find ways to accept it, that you value the relationship and want to be with him enough to try and work past this!!!! but in turn? he needs to be more honest with you, lying isn’t helping. even if both you and I can see + understand to some degree why he’s lying about smoking? it’s not helpful. so talk to him and say that you’re going to work on acceptance, and in turn he needs to work on honesty? and the independence issue? I’m not quite sure what he means by that! so maybe ask him about it, ask if he feels stifled and what could help him feel more independent etc, see what he has to say. 
good luck c I hope all of this helps!! let me know how things go alright, love u xxx - tash
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