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jaydenchip404 · 1 day
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*Happy Trans Noises*
My youngest brother got a bunch of bracelet-making stuff for his birthday and he is obsessed with it. He made one with all the siblings' names on it, and it made me feel really bad about myself because that wasn't me. I'm not [deadname]. So I told him to make one with the name Rowan on it, and while he was making it he asked if Rowan was my nickname now, I said it was my name-name, and he said people are going to think Rowan was my boyfriend so I told him it was a gender-neutral name. I then asked him to make half pink, purple, and blue, and the other half, orange, yellow, white, light blue, and dark blue. Without him even knowing, he made a bracelet with my real name on it and the bisexual and aroace flag on it. I feel so HAPPY now! I went to his room and we went through all his beads to see if he had the colors, and didn't have the right pink for the trans flag and the black beads for the non-binary flag. I'm so happy right now. Having my flags on my wrist. I asked our grandma if she had the right bead colors and she didn't have the big beads but she did have the seed beads. I finished making one bracelet with the seed beads with the trans, non-binary, bisexual/romantic, and aroace flag colors! I'M SO HAPPY! I LOVE IT!!!!
Something as simple as beads and string can become so powerful.
Just so you know, I didn’t tell my youngest brother to make a bracelet with the bisexual and aroace flags on it. I just told him to make a bracelet with the colors pink, purple, blue, and orange, yellow, white, light blue and dark blue. But I did tell him that my name is Rowan. 
When I was showing my grandparents the bracelet I even said, “It has my name on it!” and showed them the beads that say Rowan. My grandma smiled but my grandpa didn’t see anything.
The one I made ↓
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The one my brother made ↓
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After finding out I was trans I realized that my hatred for mirrors was not only cause I'm scared a supernatural being will show up (Kinda random, but so am I lol)
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Trans gym bros be like
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animentality · 11 months
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sparklemaia · 8 months
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yes I'm now on the other side of top surgery and I'm allowed to lift things again 💪 You might have already seen this one on my substack -- did u know you can subscribe to my substack for early access to comics like this?! Sent directly to your email inbox??? FOR FREE????? (there is also an optional paid tier for exclusive bonus content for five bucks a month but like 80% of my posts will be free and publicly available) ty ily♥
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i-am-a-fish · 10 months
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important message for trans girls taking estrogen as well as anyone who has breasts developing right now,
IT'S PERFECTLY NORMAL TO HAVE ONE BOOB GROWING FASTER THAN THE OTHER
IT'S PERFECTLY NORMAL TO HAVE ONE BOOB THAT IS A DIFFERENT SHAPE THAN THE OTHER
IT IS PERFECTLY NORMAL TO HAVE NIPPLES THAT LOOK DIFFERENT THAN EACH OTHER
literally nobody talks about this because people are afraid of Sex ED but PLEASE for the love of tits do not stress over not being perfectly symmetrical, you are beautiful.
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cha-c-san · 1 year
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Gender thoughts with no satisfying conclusion :l 
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pommycore · 5 months
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now that we're making progress on gender dysphoria it's time to tackle the more advanced dysphorias. i need horns and a tail so fucking bad , ,
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punk-dad-sharkz · 3 months
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i hate talking about dysphoria with cis ppl because they immediately clock it as body dysmorphia, and only as body dysmorphia. (i say only bc some trans ppl can and do experience both)
i can't talk about how i hate how my thighs make me feel/look feminine because they always say "but you look fine!" or "i think you look amazing!" or "but you should love them!"
and it's so hard to describe dysphoria, especially to ppl who don't experience it, or who don't want to understand it isn't dysmorphia
and no matter how hard you try to explain they always try to make you love this body you have because "you should love yourself as you are!"
but i do love myself. but not quite exactly how i am. i love what i know I can be. i love knowing that one day i'll have top surgery scars i can trace with my fingers and a scratchy beard from T. i love knowing that I can eventually do my silly little effeminate gestures without hating how it makes me look. i love knowing that eventually i can look in a mirror and grin at the man i've become.
but that's not right now. i may cry a little when a shirt doesn't fit the way it should, but i don't hate the body that makes it that way. I may feel a pit in my stomach when I realize the way that i'm standing makes me look girly, but i don't hate that i'm standing that way.
i don't hate that i used to be a girl but i hate when people still think i am.
i don't hate my body, i just hate how it isn't what it's supposed to be quite yet. could that make any sense to the cis folks reading this?
I am trans and I love my body, just sometimes it doesn't love me back. and one day it will.
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digitalsymbiote · 3 months
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Thinking more about Mech dysphoria today.
Stepping out of your cockpit and stumbling because you don't have the right number of legs.
Blinking your eyes out of sync because you don't have the right number anymore, don't have access to on board cameras the way you're supposed to.
Struggling to grab and pick things up because you have the wrong number of fingers.
Failing to recognize your face in the mirror without layers of armor plating over it.
Feeling like a brain pulled from its body and forced to function independently.
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uncanny-tranny · 6 months
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The hardest, but most important, part of my transition has been untangling what my personal dysphoria is, and what is more a result of cissexism.
What I mean by this is that I learned that I am not dysphoric about certain aspects of myself, my body, and my life, but my discomfort in these aspects was influenced by the cissexist culture I live in which told me I couldn't exist as myself.
It's definitely a slow process, but I have found that it helps me self-actualize and actually see myself instead of what others demand of me.
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transgenderpolls · 8 days
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*if your voice has changed to your satisfaction through hormones/training, you can answer for how you felt prior to that change
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brooke2valley · 7 months
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Brain is kinda mean sometimes
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It's not that there's really a "masc back" it's like... dysphoria makes you feel and see things that aren't legitimate. It's okay, it gets better.
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nyancrimew · 7 months
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found a pretrans image again the other day (from the horrible 2017 era where i thought id be cool as hell if i had a shitty spotty beard) and i think it cured all my dysphoria forever
like look at this fucking dweeb (transition timeline under the cut)
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sparklemaia · 1 year
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this is me, wbu?
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