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best by Gracie Abrams is so ‘I know I hurt you but please can you try to move on without me cause I'll do more harm than good by talking to you again’ and ‘its so justified that you hate me because I wasn’t the best to you ever, not even a little bit’ and ‘I forgot decency when I was with you and realised what I was doing but I still chose to do it because all I ever fucking thought was: good riddance when you left’ and ‘you stuck around through all of my shit even when I was the absolute worst but I never was there for your dark sides and Im sorry’ and wow do I need to go find a therapist
#gracie abrams#best#music#taylor swift#good riddance#best by gracie abrams#shes so talented#she needs way more recognition#her songs are so specific and yet so relatable#either we're both fucked#or im reading too much into things#ishy wouldve been so march 2022 sage#the heartbreak I went thru??????#perfect for that#I swear she's put something in this album#all of her discography actually#her voice is so painfully beautiful#ugh love her
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i'm so so curious.
are we thinking that mike will wake up today and convince fit through lies that pac doesn't appreciate his presence and would not want fit to be hanging out around him now that mike is back which will lead to fit keeping his distance from pac and pac misunderstanding his reason for it?
or rather something along the lines of fit insisting to mike that pac doesn't hate him, but then pac choosing to care for mike and take a break from interacting with fit for the time being until he manages to convince mike to trust fit?
#two versions i'm working with#the hints are pointing at fitpac splitting up#so it's really only a question of who the impulse will come from#for now both are possible#but either way we're fucked#had it too good for too long#fitpac#qsmp hideduo#hideduo#dino.thoughts
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Ryoshu and Rodya friendship where they sometimes sleep in each other's room when it gets too much in theirs.
When the candlelight in Ryoshu's gets too bright and suffocating with the heat and reminds her too much of the fire her daughter died in sometimes she knocks (more of. just letting herself in lmao) on Rodya's door to literally cool off.
Sometimes when Rodya's room freezes her down to the bone to the point where that she can't sleep, and the stench and sight of her dead neighbors haunts her every senses, Ryoshu gets a quiet knock on her door, and an even more surprising, a solemnly quiet Rodya outside, asking her if she can take a quick snooze here because she doesn't wanna go out and do the night watch.
Something something the only bed worth sleeping is the one right next to you (sad). Fire and ice duo. you get me riht
#ryoshu#rodion#limbus company#assorted outisms#haven't taken a look at the lore so i have no idea if they've disproven it yet but i think (?) that their rooms bend to their mindsets#and at their worsts looks like their base egos#like the ishmael's room is always fucking waterlogged joke. heathcliff sleeps on the moor lmao#canto 9 is a long way to go so. we don't really know what ryoshu's deal is besides the what we've seen but if we're going with her source#then she definitely had a kid. idk man. tortured artist that got her daughter killed because of her art commission that the mafia (whicheve#one of the fingers or might be several of 'em) commissioned#and though rodya does mention something to sonya along the lines of 'not worthy to feel warmth' because she still feels deep guilt from#getting everyone in her backstreet disctrict killed by the middle she wouldn't want to look like she's losing sleep over it in front of the#other sinners. and that compared to hers ryoshu's room is pretty damn toasty so why not take the chance#oh hey rodya and ryoshu both have a relation to the fingers. idk where im going with this. forgive my tag rambling#anyways ryoshu and rodion sleeping together. can be either platonic something romantic or a secret third thing. the world is your oyster#i really should go back to writing my [REDACTED] fic i haven't gotten anywhere with it
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@thehelplessmortals shared this with me and...Penelope coded.
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She definitely tried to gross out Odysseus in a dumb "You think you can handle me, idiot? >:) " way. (She's stubborn and in denial at first. When she realizes she actually likes him, she's a mess.) And while eating raw fish is normal for naiad-born in Sparta, when she learned Odysseus wasn't used to naiads in daily life, she just really went wild with it.
He's just staring at her kind of expressionless and she thinks "Ha, see? You don't really like me."
But he's just like
"You like carp? Cuz if you do, we got plenty on Ithaca! Many more fish too! And if we don't, I'll get you some!"
And she's annoyed because her plan didn't work. Girlie is self-sabotaging even though she thinks he's neat.
#this is normal for naiads but she also doesn't have impulse control. She'll jump in mid-convo.#...part of the joke is that basically no one eats carp because they're fucking disgusting :D same with catfish...at least where I live#Helen: “uh...I could just shock the water and then you could get them.”#Penelope: “Where's the sport in that?! >:( ”#It's not like a “playing hard to get” she just genuinely doesn't believe he could possibly like her and being a shit about it.#“Helen's supposed to get the happy ending. not me” (which Helen even is like “you're an idiot”) she eventually gets#her act together :D she's overwhelmed right now. especially since he's just head over heels and just... a LOT as he doesn't know#what to do with these feelings either and she gets mad at him for constantly talking about marriage “The more you say it. the less I wanna"#especially with his reputation to bully and fuck with people. and the fact that he lied to her so much when they first met. she doesn't#trust him. He's overwhelming her and then she's finally like. “if you're so interested. we're doing things at my pace.” then things get chi#they're both so used to putting up their guard that they can't genuinely believe this could be something wonderful#she actually is kind of afraid of the fact that “...Do you just have a thing for Naiads?? since you're not used to them?” are you weird?#but he interacts fine with other naiads. and isn't affected by Helen.#shot by odysseus#Mad rambles#my headcanons#odypen#btw. she chew through bone technically :D fish bone but bone#kind of want to make a “moodboard for the Water Wife”#penelope#Water Wife
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People compare Fenris to Astarion and. Okay white hair and freedom arcs aside I strongly disagree. Fenris is only annoying with me when I help mages, on account of his pain and suffering being caused by a mage. Astarion is pissed at me if I help kids on account that I should not help the weak :) they are not the same.
#astarion would not nearly annoy me as much if he didnt also expect me to help him#like my dude! youre an ass the only reason I help you is that im trying to help everyone who isnt outright trying to kill me!#like logically if I acted the way he wanted#aka not helping the weak#i would not fucking help him either#anyway he is growing on me and Im enjoying his backstory i just#wish I could bully him and still be nice to him at the same time#like get in loser we're gonna kill cazador but also i should get to make fun of him for being a vain douche#like those things can coexist#anyway#i dont like the comparison i think its a disservice to both their characters#byeeeee#dragon age#baldur's gate 3
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it does still make me insane that people think tony's death was so sad but think nothing of natasha's but also like both deaths were soooooooo unnecessary and i'm like how do you think it was poignant or whatever how tony died when it was so fucking stupid because SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE could have been the one wielding the gauntlet and not gotten killed about it skjdfkjs i just hate it all sm
#and i cannot get started on the dumb fucking kneeling scene or everyone being at that funeral#like not even a funeral for EVERYONE lost as a consequence of the snap and everything that followed#but just for tony when half the people in attendance either did not like him or didn't even KNOW him like#you are blinded into thinking this is all iconic and brilliant and showstopping TO THIS DAY five years after that movie#instead of realizing the majority of that movie has zero emotional significance#sorry i saw a list of saddest character deaths with tony and i was just like no it was stupid and didn't need to be like that#AND ALSO NAT'S IS WORSE#that we're still supposed to believe she has to fucking atone or something#after over a goddamn decade as an avenger LIKE SHE SAVED THE WORLD ENOUGH THANKS#but no let's just kill her and show her sexy broken body sprawled just like gamora's <33333 i hate men#and they really just acted like oh well this other version of gamora can replace her it's fine#they both deserved so much better man#anti endgame
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everyone debates about elmike like oh they're the best of friends no they would never hang out on their own they don't even know each other, when the true answer, much like everything else about them, is that there is so so much and also nothing at all
#they're like siblings. not like. freakishly sweet siblings but like. normal siblings you know?#like a sibling is the most distant person you're ever close to. the most intimate stranger#we aren't in each other's lives by choice and if we could choose we probably still wouldn't choose each other#but also I absolutely can't live without you#I would confide my deepest fears and wants and secrets to you and you find that same confidante in me#but we never talk to each other about our interests and we don't care to hear about them either#everything about elmike is just so. everything and nothing#I love you enough I'd die for you and I don't know a thing about you#you're such an inescapable part of me but we're not even friends#like a blank wall in an otherwise filled bedroom#even though you make up a part of the structure of one of the most intimate spaces in my life there's still nothing of me there#like. do you get it. actually does this make any sense. I think I'm just saying shit#alright wrap it up guys everyone go home this post is actually just nonsense maybe#this is actually about how I view elmike in general though like they're everything and nothing they're so interesting and also so boring#like it's about the insaness of the fact they love each other that much they truly do albeit not romantically#but they don't KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT EACH OTHER. THEY'D DIE FOR EACH OTHER THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW EACH OTHERR#THAT'S THE TRAGEDY. THAT'S THE FUCK OF IT ALL#but also at the same time it's so boring because actually it's just every other bad middle school relationship#where you both haven't realized you're gay yet#so. elmike. everything and nothing#stranger things#el hopper#mike wheeler#elmike
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not to participate in cursed Phan Discourse in 2024 but here's my take on the whole Are They Gay Did They Fuck thing: phil going out of his way to avoid the "my boyfriend (32M)" asks rlly just puts into perspective that we don't have the agency to choose any label for their relationship. yes they're spending their lives together they bought and designed a home together CLEARLY they've got something very queer going on with each other, and i'm sure that us casually calling them husbands/saying they're dating is whatever, they really don't care they've said it multiple times by now. but someone not wanting to force a label on them just because they're obviously not just pals and they share a life yadda yadda and people acting like it's the same thing as calling them Heterosexual Men is.,,. a little weird methinks !!!! cause at the end of the day they really might not be dating. they might not like to define their relationship like that. maybe they do and they just don't care to share it, it doesn't matter, the point is that the possibility of them not "dating" in a conventional way is not less queer. it doesn't mean their relationship is anything less than they've repeatedly said it is. "trying to deny that they're dating is borderline homophobic atp" why do you think a Strictly Defined Exclusive Conventional Romantic Relationship is the only way to have a queer relationship, don't shit on others for not wanting to enforce that on two people whose private lives are none of our business.
#dan and phil#dnp#cursed post but i've been thinking abt it and i like to yap#conclusion allos r weird as usual#for the record i'm not saying people who like casually refer to them as boyfriends are evil and should die or something i do it too#occasionally because lbr dan and phil Really Dont Give A Fuck anymore as long as we're being respectful of their privacy they've both said#this like a million times by now#im not saying anyone who sent in these asks calling dan phil's boyfriend or his husband is an asshole or anything either i'm sure he just#had a chuckle at them and moved on w his work
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yall are mad elon musk is supposedly autistic bc it means tht u too can be autistic n a not nice person/do unkind things (to put it mildly) which has the potential to ruin ur im autistic n inherently blameless everything i do is bc of the autism n therefore i am exempt from negative judgment n if u do attempt to call me out it's abelism n death to u UwU card
#no bc i dont understand all the controversy arnd it#aside from the questionable validity of it n it being a possible pr stunt or excuse for himself#it's like u dont get to decide whether someone is actually [diagnosis] or not bc u dont like them#also i think it's tied with the whole like the whole what's the term#ugh#like disabled ppl always having to be grand or like 'faces' of their disability#like him saying he is autistic doesnt make him a representation of autism#n thts from both side abled n disabled ppl treat ur diagnosis as making u a spokesperson n moral hero or smth#not for what he n those of tht social class do#but on a lesser extent ppl fuck up#we shld let ppl fuck up whether they're disabled or not#so many ppl diagnosed officially or not with pmdd were murderers n criminals#i dont try to keep my self in check for fear of giving pmdd a bad rep#i do it bc thts not what i want to be#n who am i to say these ppl didnt hv pmdd or dont deserve to be part of the 'community' bc of what they did#we are each or capable or great evil#not bc of our ability or disability but bc we're human#cloud nonsense#ur not a bad person bc of ur diagnosis but u sure as fuck arent a good person bc of it either
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Pretend to be what you will, but under the light of the full moon, there's no more room for playing at civility (you are a monster, and you cannot control your nature)
#our art#bug fables#finished#watercolor#vi#wereweevil vi#werecreature#we use a specific paint for the eyes and claws and such here and it doesn't show in a still picture but it shimmers blue-green in the light#anyways. FUCKED UP BEAST!!!#this is for a cool & fun fic we've had in the works for um. uhh. (pause as we look at the date)#...actually don't worry about it we'll finish it eventually#wereweevil form draws inspiration from both mantids and wild boars!#we're going with the theory that weevils and primal weevils are NOT the same species#but rather different species entirely that tend to cohabitate and have some aesthetic similarities because of it#golden path weevils are a VERY altered form of weevils that have adapted very far from their original form over time#and primal weevils are a member of superorder dictyoptera split off from an ancestor like...#googling it suggests the common name we're familiar with is not actually common since it didnt bring up results but the wood mantis#but honestly it could either be a split from one of the Flat Fuck mantids or a roach w those raptorial forelegs#while golden path weevils have evolved specifically to eat seedlings and are most likely a split of acorn weevil#primal weevils are Something Else Entirely and have the “everything and the kitchen sink” diet of a roach#though they do prefer plumplings and have over time developed teeth specifically for cracking them open and eating them#their mutualistic relationship with golden path weevils stems from this: cracking open otherwise difficult plumpling prey for GP weevils#and receiving the benefits of a pack of allies for hunting more difficult prey in return#primal weevils are most likely an awakened species from what we've seen of canon but we doubt roaches would acknowledge them#as related much less potentially another form of roach#seeing as the roaches in game seem to be purely based on a handful of “pest” species and not the absolute wealth of roach species out there#that have unique adaptations or mimicry or anything of the like#we don't think they would take well to mimic roaches or anything of the like. also ties in to our hcs for levi.#if youre not one of the core species of roach then you dont get considered a “roach”. there are probably plenty of mimic roaches out there#just not acknowledged as Roaches because the Roaches bugarians are familiar with were a single culture with only a handful of species
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i have to wonder what super hardcore militant vegans think should be done about obligate carnivore animals, because in all my painfully-rapidly-approaching-30-years i've literally never actually seen anyone give a clear consistent much less halfway feasible answer on that
#mostly i've just seen like “how dare you ask questions you just want an excuse to murder you're sealioning ect”#or worse some vague and wildly improbable nonsense about like. fake robot animals covered in beyond meat or something equally convoluted#which is a thing i did see someone suggest as a serious answer#i mean i already know they think i'm a genetically inferior hateful vampire that should starve to death for the greater good#because my exact combination of health conditions make meat basically the only semi-safe way i can get close to enough nutrients#i know this because they have repeatedly told me that i'm either evil or should be sacrificed or both#and yelled at me for asking questions by bringing up the whole disabled thing and then they're like#“a lot of vegans i know are advocates for disability!” as if that ever means jack shit in the society that results from anything#no matter what you do a vast majority of people in any given society will *not* be advocates for the disabled. i'm sorry they just won't.#and what do you think public perception of people who physically can't survive like that is going to skew towards#in a society founded on the belief that non-vegan diets are evil?#at absolute best we're looking at being a heavily marginalized class generally seen as something like vampires and our existences taboo.#(as if these type's own insistence that they should be allowed to harass and shame people doesn't disprove their assertion that we won't be#thinking it could possibly go any better than that is a fucking fairy tale. human nature doesn't work that way.#you simply cannot eliminate the human desire to designate and abuse a class of have-nots. the absolute best you can do is mitigate damage.#take it from someone who's been multiple kinds of disabled and chronically ill all my life. people will not “just”. ever.#i get this even from people who are otherwise very aware of and VERY GOOD at avoiding this sort of thinking#“i'm a disability advocate!” no you are not. you are a poster. my experience has taught me that what people advocate for in their free time#means precisely jack shit for how they will actually act when faced with the situations they make otherwise rational posts about#and the fact of the matter is even if you somehow really are the perfect disability advocate a majority of people WILL NOT BE YOU.#a majority of people in society will be margrat from accounting who clutches her pearls when she sees the gays and thinks autism isnt real#and who has never had a nuanced thought in her life and actively does not want to#a vast majority of people in your Vegan Utopia will not be you and your friends who march with wheelchair users and volunteer at the shelte#a vast majority of people in your Vegan Utopia will be jenny who starved 8 cats to death on broccoli because she can't be bothered#and who thinks that “carnivores” are actual nazis and don't deserve healthcare because she saw someone say that online.#ALWAYS assume your society will be made up mostly of the worst kind of person it can because it WILL ALWAYS BE TRUE and you can't change it#most people seek the low-effort option. and evil is most often banal and low-effort.#i'm just so fucking tired of every single even vaguely lefty-adjacent political movement simultaneously acting like i don't fucking exist#and at the same time that i need to be sacrificed to achieve Utopia. god. at least conservative whackjobs are upfront and honest about#how they think that i'm a burden on society that needs to be Eugenics'd . rather than trying to morally gaslight me about it.
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Idk how to describe/explain it but I am a firm believer that sex with Cater would be fun. It would a little (a lot) playful and scandalous. There would be a lot of try not to get caught with him especially in public settings.
YES!!! Sex with Cater is always so fun because he's down to try anything at least once with you, so you'll have a lot of enjoyable times in and out of the bedroom. He's also just someone you can laugh with while having sex. Like maybe the both of you said some really cringe dirty talk, but you just go with it because it's silly and you're having a good time and maybe you're giggling like schoolgirls and the mood may have shifted, but it's fun.
Cater is also so fun to have sex with because he's always so casual and playful, so when he does get serious or more emotional during sex it throws you through a loop. One minute your relationship was defined by quickies and booty calls and emotionless intimacy, but now it's thinking about the future, alluding to marriage, wondering about commitment! I like to think Cater has a fear of commitment because he's so used to moving all the time, never staying in one place for long, which is why he might prefer a fwb relationship with you over a deeper connection. But then he falls in love and suddenly he's :O !!!! Suddenly sex has a whole new meaning, and suddenly filthy words exchanged under the covers are seasoned with romantic undertones hehe.
#twisted chit chat#n/sfw#i love cater T_T#omg listening to 2000s and 2010s pop music with him while doing makeovers!!!!#he would go on shopping dates with you and the both of you would have fun trying on outfits#and then you fuck each other in the changing room lol#i like to think he playfully quotes mean girls#if he does not say 'get in loser we're going shopping' every time before you get into his car then there is just no point </3#but fun times aside i also like the idea of cater slowly being comfortable with opening up to you and being more emotionally vulnerable#you're one of the few he has a genuinely deep bond with and that's so important to him#because while he is a social butterfly who knows everyone#he doesn't truly *know* them#and they don't truly *know* him either#AAAAAA CATER I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <3
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2005 German Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso & Jenson Button(+ Juan Pablo Montoya)(my personal post-race highlights)
+ Bonus Michael Schumacher
#races where p1 is pretty much squared away but theres absolute fuckery going on in the midfield are so fun#omg a gif of nando and flavio picking each other up was going aroung a bit ago so actually witnessing it felt like some sacred moment#but i think we're sleeping on the moment after where flavio nearly pins nando against the stairwell wall skjldkjl#also wait pls why did this race suddenly make turn me into a buttonso shipper I blame the podium#i already posted a screenshot of schumi's ass but its still stuck in my brain so i might as well add the gif onto this post#(a little bit of race commentary:)#(im just thinking about how this yr is both kimi and nando's prime but the unreliability of the mclaren just majorly screwed over kimi)#(like i think this is the 2nd or 3rd race where kimi was set to dominate but was fucked by the mp4-20's reliabilty issues)#(ig its just interesting to think abt what this season would be like if the mcl wasnt trash since kimi kinda either just dominates or DNFs)#fernando alonso#jenson button#juan pablo montoya#michael schumacher#jb22#fa14#schumi#f1#formula 1#we do a little bit of f1#(2005: 12/19 races watched)#2005 german gp
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the urge to give kamala whatever mental problems i have
#it's either adhd or autism or smth#can't narrow down the issue bc i don't have the money for the full screenings#but adhd was the diagnosis from my last psychiatrist#either way it doesn't matter. just that she has the same fucking symptoms as me#we're both suffering together bbg#kamala khan#ms marvel
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SOOOOOO hard to go through everyday life trying to ignore the never-ending feeling that im just irreparably fucked up and therefore should just give up on everything
#this aint exactly s******* but it aint exactly not s******* either#anyways it gets even harder when i have to live under the same roof as my brother who is so much better than me in every single conceivable#and imaginable way possible like#and i knowwww a LOT of it comes down to us having relatively similar yet wildly different lives despite being 1.5y apart and having the sam#family our entire lives like he has gone through NOTHING and i mean not a single societal issue ive had to face and endure my entire life#he's a man im a woman. he's white im black. he's straight im gay. he's skinny ive always been 'overweight'. he's always been the good#christian kid ive always had issues w faith and religion. he's never been mentally ill i was clinically depressed for nearly 8yrs of my lif#we both lost the same parent and im the only one who got pathological grief and a personality disorder out of it. he's had a great job for#the last 7yrs that now pays him 20k+ every month ive only had 3 odd jobs my entire life and 2 of those my MOTHER had to give me so i would#have SOMETHING and ive never made over 1.6k monthly n my last job was minimum wage only#he's had like 4 relationships and is nearly engaged im so traumatized + emotionally unavailable ive only ever been on 1 date my entire life#he has a good relationship w every family member we have i have Issues w like half the family. he's always been an active member of our#church i can barely listen to like 4 traditional hymns before i start losing my mind and spiraling. i think the only two ways we're pretty#much equal like socially is that we're both able bodied cis and christians but still the cis and christian thing is debatable for previousl#stated reasons so like. do yall see how much better he is doing than me in every little last area in life and how he's always gotten the#long straw when it comes to Not having to deal w certain obstacles in life. n i know its like yea idk what it actually is like to be him an#he could not be doing all that well first of all shut up. second of all if it was 1 or 2 things i'd get it but it's literally EVERYTHING#and i know bc of said things n our v different lives it's unfair to me to compare the two of us but then it begs the question: WHY#WHY did i have to go through these things. WHY do i have to deal w this. WHY did i get the short straw literally every goddamn time#WHY did i have to get THIS life like WHYYYYY why ME GOD. why have I had to put up w all this bullshit for 24 fucking years!!!!!!!!! im TIRE#and this is not me hating or resenting him i know it's not his fault and he is so good to me#but still. why was i left with these things? to live like this?#so yes i guess i do envy him a little bit. who wouldn't#mari.txt#personal#tw negative#dl#btw i do NOT mean some identities are better than others. i mean he is better and is doing better than me in life partially bc he's never#had to deal w certain social issues and obstacles that come w oppressed identities.
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I think if you taught Veronica about aromantism and queer platonic relationships it would change her life.
#fe veronica#THIS IS. ANOTHER THOUGHT. i have about lif and thrasir's dynamic.#like it isn't just me slotting them into siblings/found family the way fanon does sometimes#(in a way that really undermines the relationship between characters/each chara independently)#it's like. qprs can be fucking anything. that is the whole point of qprs.#the thought of romance/sexuality being a component between them DOES inherently make me uncomfortable#really bc when you get down to it alfonse was an adult/late teens if we're generous when he met veronica#and veronica when we first met her (after alfonse does/has an established Knowing Her) is either 12/13.#estimated from dress up bridal sanaki dialogue where she states vero is her age (sanaki is 13ish PoR)#like. ambiguous looking for an older brother figure aside. doofenshmirtz voice she's 13#doofensgmirtz voice now 15. blows you up with my evil beam#so like. sibling-like qpr. where both parties are aching to have their other half back (other half in question being a sibling)#this is my belief.
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