#experiencing this because it wpuldnt happen to most people because they are better. the people in my life think they know what ive
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it actually kinda sucks that nobody in my life has any idea the loneliness ive been feeling for the past 8 years. im glad they havent experienced this but it sucks to not have anyone to relate this to.
#the bin#none of the people in my life have ever been isolated to this degree and having almost nobody or actually nobody for years#they vome uo with examples of similar things but they arent similar at all. theres lots of peopl3 out there who would understand this but#nobody in my life gets it at all. they think they do which just feels more alienating and mames me feel like im fundamentally wrong if im#experiencing this because it wpuldnt happen to most people because they are better. the people in my life think they know what ive#been experiencing and what i still experience but they dont. they cant get the concept of what my life is like. and that really sucks a lot#its hard to not feel like theres something very deeply wrong with me that is impossible to change. i dont feel like im worth anything#because nobody else seems to think i am when im being myself. not even my so-called friend for these last years. which is why i never really#considered her a friend and she never fulfilled that role in the slightest. instead just made me very uncomfortable and pressured a lot#i wanna stop feeling this way. i wanna believe that its possible for me to meet people who will like ME. but i just dont know
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