#felix.stuff

[paodocinh]

wip!!!

so i have this royal rwby au and you guys... the drama is JUICY

i'm making this piece because my friend suggested i'd start posting it and i'm gonna do that so this is an art for the fanfic and the objective is to make it look like an oil painting some fucking how but i'll get there

stick around to see the process if u want to

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finished v8 today @four-cats-in-a-trenchcoat

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I'll walk around with you like this

tbh with your height you'll be the one needing a balloon so u can reach me

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i promise im normal

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I like adding pictures on the beginning of my chapters so i can tell them apart more easily in Google Docs.

anyways.

i am so sorry

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i started watching rwby and kept joking that qrow was my dad now i have TERRIBLE luck. please someone take this curse off of me

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my obsession for cute school materials

but then there's my bag that's black and edgy, i have a cute pink one but it's super uncomfortable to use. Funny enough, my favorite color isn't even pink — its blue lol

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A small analysis on 3 'Can't You See Me?' Characters: Giselle, Six, Mono.

TW: Mentions of alcohol abuse, hospitals/pills y etc, blood?, religion, traumas.

Small context: This is me elaborating a bit on my thought process in a few characters of my Little Nightmares AU. It is on Ao3, with 10 chapters, and you can find it in my pinned post!

> Giselle.

I have yet to make her character sheet — But one thing about Giselle:

She doesn't have a set nationality. The thing about nationalities in CYSM is that they don't exactly interfere on the character's plots, but they help to bring in more depth to their designs through actual real-life cultures that they'd be a part of, or are inspired by, if the countries said cultures are a part of even existed in CYSM.

In a technical level, they do, but not explicitly —A Brazillian-inspired place isn't going to be called Brazil but readers would eventually find out it is basically the in-universe Brazil equivalent ig

So, with Giselle: She doensn't have a set nationality.

Giselle's nationality is a mystery because i personally thought it'd be cool if the girl who worships a alien god from somewhere from outer space, also decided to keep her roots hidden — It makes her more similar to her god and more mysterious in a way.

However, she's highly inspired by vampires and Rosaria from Genshin Impact.

Giselle is a character that's very in line with toxic religion — not a specific one in mind, but just the obsessive faith one might have that they think they're entitled to something just because they believe on a certain god, even if the decisions they make around their faith might harm the people surrounding them, even if they don't hold the same beliefs.

I tend to be as light as possible on topics as these, to be honest — I don't think a Little Nightmares fanfiction is the place to discuss real-life serious issues, though with brevity and creativity, I think Giselle's concept/idea as a character works balances things out quite well — it doesn't go too deep on said topics but it also goes far enough for the storyline to progress while sending a message across.

> Six:

Okay so brace yourselves — Six is kind of a doozy.

Six is... well, she's a mix. I think she encapsulates well the aesthetic appeal of games like Silent Hill — when i think of Six, I think of something like that, believe it or not.

Blood splatters on the snow, cloudy skies on a windy day, open bottle pills — Six's personality and even her concept board(Sorry i can't show it :( Has spoilers) is very intertwined with hospital imagery. It could be because she herself feels ill, even if her own body is seemingly fine. There's a lot to Six, and obviously the themes of lost childhood are very present on her entire characterization in CYSM.

She looks like the kind of girl who'd stitch up creepy teddy bears and plush bunnies, the kind of girl who'd still play with and cherish her dolls even if she's past the age of playing with toys (perhaps once everything's normal again, she could become a collector?), and the kind of girl who enjoys cute and morbid things alike.

I think, if i had to choose a description for her — I'd probably call her a fallen angel or something along these lines. She has a unreal beauty and tragedy to her, and such a specific personality I often find myself having difficulty explaining how much thought went into her characterization with just words. She's much deeper than how I've written her so far.

Here's a small look into her pinterest board:

> Mono:

Mono, or also known as Mauricio — He's brazillian! — Is an artist. He's the definition of the word; a creative young man who isn't afraid to use his talents to change the world, the boy is afraid of life, but presses fowards even if he's terrified of what the future may hold for him. I mean, after nine years of doing nothing, it was about time he'd start exploring the world around him, yes?

And as he explores, he brings messages of hope and kindness for other survivors, through his art! Mono is the kind of relaxed, laid-back artist who enjoys scribbling in his notebook while drinking something, so he can eventually bring those drawings to life by replicating them on the walls everywhere he goes, may it be cities, broken houses, forgotten towns and village or even random rocks he finds in the wilderness — The world is his canvas, his home, and he's determined to try and fix it.

So it's not a surprise, as seen though his entire personality, that Mono is the kind of artist who enjoys making critics about the world they live in — He doesn't consider himself a hero, but he feels pride in sending the messages and criticism he believes the others need to hear.

hes also kind of a drunkard lmfao

(i couldn't find any credits for the art of the wolf on the print below, please tell me if you know so i can properly credit!)

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this. I take quite a lot of pride on absolutely cringing at my "outdated" writing(not really outdated, but from the beginning of the year), because i kinda learn stuff quick as hell, but there's a few stuff i kinda think are bangers even if they're old, like that one sentence of mono on the abandoned battlefield if ykyk

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I've been hit with a very big wave of misfortune so like every troubled teen, i'll cope by being extremely obsessive over my fanfiction/au about troubled teens ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

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chapther 10 of CYSM is done already :) I mean, it is almost done but I could always increase the word count suddenly to 8k haha jk unless

dont get your hopes up, its a fleeting thought, but i might actually do that. It'll be bigger work but tbh i dont mind, it'll just take a tad longer to be released and It'll be more packed with content and idle chit-chat of the characters so i can get to properly convey their vibes now that there'll be further interaction aside from mono-six

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FEESH. Love the merm au the inner little mermaid loving child in me is spinning in circles

omg first ask,,, tysm,,,

also SAMEEEEE i have a huuge passion for mermaids, im really trying to cook fast and release the fanfic as soon as I can so yall can have fun reading this little story i have to tell, It's been really fun planning and organizing it too

to be honest, I'll just drop it already: this is the playlist i listen to while planning/drawing/writing and even daydreaming!

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So guys. 3rd chapter will be delayed by quite a bit. Got some really bad news irl rn and it will take me a bit of a time to organize everything & post while handling everything — But i expect it to be out today — just later than usual.

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me when chap 7 and 8 are done and chap 9 is almost finished

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of course its midnight and im listening to gravity weapon look at what my friend did to me

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i love designing shit.

like im doing research for mono's design(i already have most of it planned) to add more details because i felt like it was quite bland and like. THE SILVER JEWELRY??? ITS NOT JUST BCS HES EXTRA THERES ACTUAL SIGNIFICANCE ON IT

DESIGNING HIS SCORPION??? BITCH ITS SO FUCKING COOL HAHAHAHAAAA

someone hold me im abt to go on a rant to all the details i added on this bitch