#for my

[aeinzalot]

this is the worst crossover image ive ever made lmao

[awesomefringey]

Do we agree that Harry confirmed that WAOYF is about him? We already know how he punishes Louis "with the silent treatment" and it's not the first time they say it 🙊

Aquarius ofc 🙊🙊

Harry *scoffs*: They say WAOYF is about me?!

Louis: Well… I mean…

Harry: …

Louis: Umm… I can read you pretty well… Don’t you think?

Harry: …

Louis: …

Harry: …

Louis:

Harry:

[urban-unease]

[avaetin]

Alabaster calling Nico:

- Human Gerbil

- Your Shortness

- Pipsqueak

- Hobbit

- Gremlin

[hela-fortia]

I desire the things which will destroy me in the end.

-Sylvia Plath

[fr-wiwiw]

I have no art to post— actually I do. It's my studies and sketches, sfw & nsfw, things like that. But I haven't been deliberately drawing something. Mainly I've just been focusing on sharpening my art skills to gain commissions as I'm a freelance human artist, in the midst of AI chaos, I'm trying my very best to keep up while not draining myself.

So I just want to give you some updates of my life, idk if this is important or not. I'm still a bit constipatedly (is this even a fucking word lol) awkward with communicating with my followers or advertising myself. Ironic, really, bcs I majored in design & advertisement.

Hi there, my lovelies—I hope you don't mind me calling you all that. I've been trying to do healthy habits and diligently fulfill my needs in 3 aspects. Mentally, spiritually and physically. For the past 7± years, I was not really in a great place mentally. I will not expose it in this post, don't worry it doesn't have anything to do with drugs or whatnot. Just that I've been constantly working and working, controlled by fear and my anxieties and I got depressed I think.

I didn't really understand how to actually 'heal' back then. But now I do now. Starting from January I've been trying to bounce back to have a healthy mindset again— trust me when I say I'm an overthinker & problem solver, it's such a nightmare to live in this body sometimes. Fellow overthinker, problem-solver & feeler type will relate to this perhaps hahah.. I'm a turbulence type too, fucking yay. Luckily, my prayers are answered. I can't write it down one by one here, you would be reading a 10k+ fanfiction and I'm sure you'd rather have me draw or write a real fanfic, smut would be preferable won't it? lol

I have many things change, become my better self (bcs I was, still am obsessed becoming better than my past self and I'm tired of living in such dark headspace). I do feel the changes, it helps that I have better friends, filtered out some that affects me negatively. This journey going into my 30s really is such a roller coaster, I never liked my 20s bcs of all the trauma and pain. But I wouldn't be able to reach this point if it wasn't for it.

So.. I'm grateful. Trying to always be grateful too, no matter how hard my circumstances are. I have faith that I will get what I've always envisioned and dream of

I'm also grateful that in 2022, a friend encouraged me to post my Gahan fanart. Now this may seem like biased and dedicated post for my Gahan moots & followers, in some way yes, I cannot deny that. But mostly this is too all of you, who come here and follow me bcs you like my arts & fanfics, supports me however you can despite having our own hardships that we may or may not share here. Your responses to my creations really feeds me and help me boost my confidence to keep drawing & keep creating, keep hoping. I always read your hashtags here, a lot of you are really such a hilarious individuals. I'm grateful my art can find you or you find my art and take delight in it. Because I do take delight in your reactions. In some ways, I never realized it, but you guys feel like penpals. It still feel one-way communication most of the time, idk if it's because of my awkwardness to respond to such responses. Feeling like, ah this too will pass or just bask in the reactions and sit then do nothing productive. I'm kinda scared I will be satisfied with one post and then not post anymore. You get it.. Yea you can probably tell by now I'm up in my head thinking too much. Posting that first Gahan fanart on twitter really was the best decision. It feels like I gained a special community, that's surprisingly still active and alive till this very day, I'm always waiting for new fics to drop gosh. I get to see tweets & tumblr posts that are deranged, detailed analysis, fan edits, those gifs, aus, fellow artists & authors! I get to know little bits of your daily lives too and what kind of person you are online haha, just so fun.

And then my freelancing journey.. My decision to become a freelancer has always been one of my dreams but boy oh boy isn't it fucking hard to start from 0 and exist in confusion haha. Money doesn't come easy too bcs I help feed my family along with my siblings. I've been swallowing all my jealousy seeing ppl my age can go out and watch concerts (even tho I don't like crowded & noisy places like that). Going on vacation, be in a romantic relationship, marry, so on and so forth. Idk if this is tmi posting my feelings like this out in the world, but it is what it is.

So.. TLDR:

Hi, I'm alive. I haven't post or updated much bcs I've been focusing on my well being. Honing my art skills, trying to get art commissions to put food on my table and simultaneously enjoying life as much as I could wisely. Thankyou to all of you who are still following me and keep supporting me, I will have to say, If you follow me for only Gahan posts, I have to disappoint you bcs I won't always post Gahan bcs I draw other things too. For my enjoyment, yours, others and mostly for me to gain market for commission too. This is norm, I'm sure most of you realized that too. But I still want to address things to you, I like interacting with all of you. I won't be surprised if one day you leave/unfollow, but let me be grateful to you while you're still here supporting me ^^

That's all for my update. I try my best to make this post as short but effective as possible so I don't bore you with my long ass writing, per usual lol. I cannot seem to write in shorts, I have accepted my faith lmao.

I wish you all well, wherever you are. I hope we can all be happy and well in this dark and uncertain place. Don't hesitate to give comments or drop questions here, I'm cooking my skills and art taste so I can give more to you and be satisfied with what I will achieve along with the progress.

See you in the next post!🌟

[valiantsuitcaseskellington]

Phandom I need help! I'm writing a Danny Phantom fic where his family has pet blob ghosts, and they need names! The parents in my story are still doing research on ghosts, but much more ethical and have been researching many different types of blob ghosts, and have kept of few as pets! They come in all kinds of colors!

Put your idea for what you think the parents would name the blob ghosts, as they would name most of these guys, or if you think someone else would name on!

[nelkcats]

I feel like I need to say it? But majority of the things I write are going to stay as prompts, if you want to write a story, a fic, a continuation, feel free to do it! It's perfectly fine

If you want to ask something about some prompt I already wrote (scenario, what is happening, why, expand the universe, etc etc) just ask! I will answer! My box and Dm's are open

And if you write a fanfiction using some of this ideas tag me, I would want to read it, but rn I am only writing the Hood Assistant storyline (and have plans for Meta Babysitter for later, but I did not want to write both at the same time) so yeah, just that

Also, I am starting to ask to myself If I need a tag for my prompts but meh too much work

Have a good night! <3

[xx-thedarklord-xx]

For those that are reading Five Seconds, Two Breaths and One Silence, I am sorry that this week's chapter is late. I am almost done with it. In about a month I am moving across country over 2k miles away (yikes) and I am trying to juggle that and writing and fests that I need to get started on yesterday oof.

[divinitygirl]

On my period and while I know I won't be eating clean, I'm going to have a warm orange citron and ginger, cardamom green tea 🤍✨️

[heythereofficerfriendly]

[askanautistic]

I'm still living in Huge Hoods t-shirts and hoodies, so for all my fellow baggy-clothes-Autistics (or taller neurodivergent people!): Long, baggy clothes without tags!

[6ebe]

adding this to the collection

[sweet-little-dude]

Your stupid embrace

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Notes: Highschool au cuz it's the easiest (and most fun) to write, gn reader but a mention of wearing a skirt, for @virtue-and-beneviolence cuz she just reblogged a post that me an idea (hope you enjoy this), find more of my x reader content at @makinmefeelspecial

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"Can I have a hug please"

You sat in shock, questioning your hearing. Did he really just say that or did the cigarettes you were smoking finally start kicking in?

"What?"

4 hours prior

"I said, do you wanna go to this party with me?" The teen repeated, his tattooed hands tucked into the pockets of his skinny jeans. The two of you were at the back of your school, he'd caught you and a friend skipping your final class, but it wasn't like he was doing any better. "Since my only friend wouldn't go with, I wanted to ask you." The sudden pink tint to his cheeks pushed you to at least tease him. "Aww, does this mean me not being one of your friends mean I'm something more?" You smirked. Since the both of you had been hanging out lately, he should be able to take this buddy buddy joke lightly, right? He looked down at you with those golden irises of his, boredom swimming through them only sending an electric shock of excitement through your body. Hanma sighed, "And if you were?"

You didn't mind the idea.

...

As soon as you and Hanma had arrived (late) to the party, he took your hand and dragged you to the food table, filling your cups with alcohol and getting a pack of cigarettes from one of his companions.

Burnt out, the both of you sat down infront of a tv, and as you began to calm, Hanma just had to fluster you by plopping his head onto your short leather skirt. "U-uh, Shuji? What are- what are you doing?" He grumbled against your clothing, "Tired. Lap's warm. Boom; heaven."

Present

"God, this is the second time you've asked me to repeat myself today. Your hearing ok?" Hanma joked, bending his legs to nuzzle against you, "I'd like a hug please." As if there wasn't already one, a blush began rapidly spreading across your face. "I- uh- uhm-" You were cut off suddenly and without warning, Hanma wrapped his arms around your waist and pressed his face into the crook of your neck, in search for warmth yet again.

"Y'know, I don't actually have anyone else other than you." He whispered into your ear, nothing more and nothing less. "Pfft, well that's hard to believe, you're real popular from what I've seen, Shuji" You said in comfort, his dry chuckle ringing in your ear as you feel him inch closer. "It may seem that way, but sometimes, even the most crowded may be the most lonely." "Wow, and since when were you the poet?" He giggled, "Well, I guess since I became alone."

You lifted his chin, aiming his eyes to yours, "But I'm here with you now, so you don't have to feel alone."

You watched as his eyes wonder down your lips, then back up to your eyes. "But the emptiness hasn't left, not for a while."

"Then I'll help you find closure with it, and we can do it, 'specially if it's us right?" You slowly enveloped his hand into yours, and you saw if he smiled the littlest bit, "Yeah, maybe."

[aspiring-awesomeness]

Grumpy lizard.

To close out the year RIGHT.