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reicchel · 2 years

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While Tamayo and Yushiro are both characters i adore, i don't really ship them as they are in canon. I slightly favor Yushiro over Tamayo because his obnoxious personality truly resonates with me like. he and haganezuka are the two kny characters i relate to so you get the picture even if Tamayo is a doctor and a honorary immunologist. So there's a part of me that would like to see his love being requited. I would also love to see Tamayo forgive herself and be able to let go of her late family, even if not necessarily only to get together with Yushiro.

But if they were to get together, I would like to see Yushiro help her accept that she is a demon, and that even if she was turned into a demon by Muzan, she's got nothing to do with him anymore thanks to her own will that allowed her to change the demon qualities she so hated. Because it feels like she thinks she completely lost her humanity, but i think she regained a lot of it as we see through her kindness, mercy, generosity, etc--like, there are humans more cruel than her. I know Yushiro can see this, but he either doesn't tell her or she just won't believe him.

#kny talk #tamayo x yushiro #on a side note im going to divide all important events in immunology as before kny and after kny #for studying for the exam purpose #...as if i will have time to study TT-TT

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plutorine · 7 months

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razras doing that megurine luka/hatsune miku magnet pose rkgk 🥳

#i purposely studied for my exam on saturday early so i could draw gay shit in my free time #yes #crime and punishment #rasraz #fyodor dostoevsky #rodion romanovich raskolnikov #dmitri prokofich razumikhin #russian literature #rin's stuff: rkgks

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rotisseries · 2 months

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i want to get around to reading all the bsd light novels but I have separation anxiety in regards to atsushi and can't consume a piece of bsd media if he isn't there so I keep thinking "hmm well i guess i should read dead apple next" when I know that makes no fucking sense there's literally an entire movie that I have seen that covers that plot exactly already and in fact the ln is just a novelization of the movie. i just don't want to acknowledge that my only options now are light novels without him in it

#read beast already. read 55 minutes already. I know that I need to get on reading dazai's entrance exam #BUT ATSUSHI WON'T BE THERE ☹️☹️☹️#my levels of atsushi attachment are actually insane maybe. it's affecting how my mutuals write their fics #hella put one singular sentence mentioning atsushi in the dazai character study and I read it #and immediately texted her like oh yay atsushi mention!!!💖💖💖💖🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#she was like yeah I did that on purpose for you exclusively

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newtness532 · 10 months

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im so annoyed with everything today, i think i need some tasty food and a million hours of sleep and then I'll be back to normal

#the teacher at the first class today was so dibsjdhdhdhdhsgs 😫#like she was teaching us things that are like unrelated to the class that shes teaching so idek why she was teaching it #but also its things that we have been learning since the 1st semester and we've done them in at least 10 classes and she was acting like #this was the 1st time we were hearing about it #like oh yeah we're on the 7th semester of studying nutrition but no one bothered to tell us how many calories are in a gram of fat #and she gave us homework 'to see if we know this' like #oh yes i can make a meal plan for a child with crohns or cystic fibrosis or celiac disease or everything else we've done this semester and #all the other semesters but i guess i cant tell you what micronutrients are in this one breakfast meal #like fuck off and stick to what you're supposed to be teaching #anyway i know im getting more annoyed than i should but she was just even more annoying than usual today #like she interrupted the lesson every 5 minutes to yell at someome to be quiet i wasnt even aware there were people talking until she yelled #anyway #also my new earphones aren't working well idk why ive definitely not been mistreating them that much for them to break in less than a month #like i had my old pair for at least 4 years until the broke and i dont think the wire got cut in them like the sound was coming out weird #but there was sound coming out. in the new ones you need to hold them in a very specific angle for sound to come out #and like im careful with how i put them away so what is up with them?#my theory is that they make wired earphones shitty on purpose so that you will spend a lot of money and buy wireless #also we had said from Tuesday that we would hang out with my friends today but i guess they forgot or idk and they made other plans #(to go home and sleep) and during the weekend the one friend wont be here and next week my family will be here so we probably wont hang out #again until next year and we have exams almost immediately so we wont be hanging out much then either #also my period is supposed to come soon and i hope that it will either come today or it will wait until after Christmas #ideally it will never come ever again but we cant always get what we want #anyway im gonna go eat the rest of my μεσογειακό and go take a nap #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

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mediocrefruitlover · 8 months

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I'm so angry right now and nothing is helping

#my friend asked me to come to campus early so i could help her study for our exam in the afternoon #i slept at 4 am but i got up at 8 and went to campus because of course ill help her #unfortunately she is held up by a class/presentation that should've ended at 9. it's now been 2 hours and i am tired and sleepy and waiting #of course its not her fault she'd never do anything like that on purpose but it's just such a maddening situation #cos i am on 4 hours of sleep and im on campus when i don't need to be which i hate #i could've slept for two more hours 😭😭#and now i am anxious and angry and today's one of those days where the university feels like it's going to eat me alive #and there are people around me right now who were my old classmates which makes me want to jump off a cliff

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ourladyoflight · 7 months

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Angel doesn't need to eat.

She can taste food, and enjoy it- but she won't feel the sensation of an empty stomach, or gnawing hunger pains. It doesn't stop her from savoring what she does have, though; food to her is a means through which care is expressed, and through which she's learned to express her own care.

But, really, she doesn't need to eat in the same way she doesn't need to sleep- her body can certainly grow weary, and her muscles can ache and strain, but she won't feel any sensation of sleepiness.

It's something she shares with her brothers, or at least a few of them. Though all relatively close in age, it isn't difficult to notice differences based on their creation order; the eldest ones have the characteristics of traditional servants, created to tirelessly serve a single purpose. Moving down the birth order means an increase in characteristics more akin to life on Earth- a need for energy, metabolisms, and benefiting from rest.

As angels, they're a spectrum- a representation of what happens when an entire group turns away from the innate purpose they were given, and towards something different. Their biology is gradually following along with them.

#𓆰 𝐻𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒸𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃𝓈 #𓆰 𝒮𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎 #(( Can you tell I've been studying for my bio exam? 😂#I hope this made sense!! 🥺 I made a goal to start sharing more of my own ideas for the angels of the Tek universe #having a common innate “purpose” that even shows up in their biology!!#And that they have to consciously choose to move away from!!#It brings them feelings and sensations they weren't originally intended to have!! 💜#I keep getting time to write at only past midnight #but I didn't want to keep myself from writing something fun tonight!!! ))

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soracities · 1 year

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I used to not like poetry growing up because school forced us to ‘analyze’ the very long and nonsensical (to a kid) passages that felt like essays the writer wanted to compress within 4 lines in 30 chunks

Anyways I’m grateful for blogs like yours because I’ve actually found a new love in poetry especially when the pandemic started…it doesn’t have to rhyme, or follow a specific format to be accepted as poetry

Just seeing various styles by so many different authors (it could even be a simple 2 lines) definitely opened my eyes!

oh anon, this makes me SO happy beyond words you have no idea.........i hope you get to continue this journey of discovery and experience new poetry that speaks to YOU, fully, truly speaks to you and keeps you in the softest company💗

#wish sometimes loving literature didnt have to be about what could survive your education and i say this as someone who loved english #but even so there are still poems i cannot read because i studied them as exam material first. before their purpose as Poems. and that will #always hang over them. the first encounter is marked forever by that.#am so glad to have been able to play even a little part in changing that for you anon <33 #ask #anonymous #soft things

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humofnight · 4 months

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chanting to myself - one more OSCE one more OSCE one more OSCE

#afton hums #every year they get more convoluted i s2g #and as an MDPhD I have been in lab and the boot camp day they give us doesn’t cover everything #BUT I get the purpose of all of these #they are like testing skills #and it’s not completely unreasonable to ask us to do them again #but I don wannnaaaaaaaaa #I’m whiny bc the one I have this afternoon is an entirely new format to me and I’m like what if I bomb it #you won’t you’re studying you’ll be fine #OSCE = observed standardized clinical exam or smth

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durchdenspiegel · 1 year

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25.09.23

This last week has certainly been a rollercoaster... I only had one oral exam left to transition into my master program (grad school?) and I've been stupidly putting it off - partially because I had been so sure I could just take it later. Unfortunately, that was not the case... I am incredibly grateful my supervising professor could make time next week for the exam (I might have cried) and I am a bit embarrassed that my awful organizational skills are now affecting other people, too... But I can take the exam nonetheless and for that I am glad.

Honestly the only preparation for this exam is reading and revising one (1) monograph in a week... If only it weren't so dry...

70/219 pages

#study aesthetic #studyblr #student aesthetic #studyinspo #study notes #university #art history #mine #sorry for the rambling this whole situation is so chaotic #i keep reminding myself that my prof did propose an earlier exam date when i told her the 16th would be too late #despite her initially not having time for an earlier date #she proposed a new date! I wasn't being pushy! I would have been okay!#I still feel like a whiny idiot who pressured her into sacrificing her work hours #and yes i am trying to force myself to work harder on this by posting about it #the main purpose of this blog is to bring myself to get things done

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freakywonbin · 6 months

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man why does my family treat me like im not a human :(((

#Like bro i get it you all just woke up but like #I did not sleep at all + i was studying which made my brain numb #and when i wake up all annoyed you all tell me i got attitude issues???#And lets ignore how my sisters literally TORTURE me to wake me up #And when im quiet all day yall ask me to talk???#Dude talk about what you guys dont even want to listen to me?#and then when i talk to myself and inanimate objects you all start thinking i have a boyfriend?#what is that logic 😻😻😻#maybe start considering me as a human who actually gets hurt and feels stuff ill start acting normal again #in the meantime #keep on using me for only your own purposes and talk to me when it concerns you only #and think of me doing stuff for you all as a “responsibility” that i have #BECAUSE IM NOT A HUMAN !!!#and ofc only my sister is stressed about her exams because i dont cry about it like her #oh no no wait till you find out what i actually did the whole past year cuz #i was so emotionally frustrated and brimming with all that ew emotions that i had to take out out somehow #its a shame how i think they know yet they dont care

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dabislittlemouse · 1 year

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I’m procrastinating so much with my studies it’s insane, I need Dabi to fry my ass into studying fr

#thinks of a drabble to write of dabi punishing you for not studying and failing exams #that way i’d fail even more on purpose tho

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possiblytracker · 1 year

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started talking. forgot everything. had a breakdown. started talking again. had another breakdown. lecturers went "ok fine you've covered basically everything let's just skip to the questions" and started asking me shit and I straight up transformed from quivering wreck to Knowledgeable Professional in 2 seconds potentially saving my entire grade

#i hate just Talking without a defined goal or purpose bc the pressure just Builds #but ask me a question to answer and i can sound like i know what im doing real fast. turn on a dime #anyway i left that room and the adrenaline immediately hit me again I it a brick im going home to take headache meds and a nap #IM DONE. NO MORE DISSERTATION #i still have to study for my exam on Monday but i can at Least let myself have the afternoon #need 2 distract myself with other games I've been meaning to play so i don't snap and just start playing totk

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mossuaries · 2 years

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the fact that we as humans cant spend all day creating and consuming art and expressions of our love and joy for the world around us makes me want to bite someone

#this is inherently cheesy but im just really tired w the state of the world #i want draw not do exams for the sole purpose of being employable!!!!!#let me spend hours studying someone elses linework and loving it

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skrunksthatwunk · 1 year

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ouhohoohh wait. sorry gender moment. changing my pronouns but it's like a werewolf transformation scene where their clothes stretch and rip and tear as i become the evil transtrender i once feared. adding it/its to my bio lol

#makes me feel like im a dog getting scratched on the head it feels affectionate and familiar and nice #which is generally the opposite of how ppl view those pronouns but hey who give a shit #it's like. idk. it's nice being treated like a creature sometimes. like the opposite of if you cant beat em join em #like on purpose dehumanization. i am detached from this shit entirely #look if im gonna feel like the Other all the time i might as well be treated like an Entity yk #kinda works for me im realizing #which is weird bc it's never really struck a chord with me. but ig i never really considered it that much before now #and i mean ig thats the fun/trouble with genderfluidity is the impermanence thing. gotta keep checking in on it #and neopronouns have never really worked for me but they isn't really great either (except for the once in a blue moon where it's perfect)#but i still need smth neutral... yeah.... yeah ok #ok!!#yeah.... gender getting weirder by the day all right!!!#not getting rid of the other pronouns im just adding to them lol #wow yeah. i feel way more seen like that rn wowza. ok #probably not an always thing bc nothing is with this godforsaken gender (affectionate in a shitty first car way)#but like. yeah :)#at least something came out of today (<- was supposed to do like 8 things and did not)#got mildly upset early on and everything just fell apart. whyyyyy im gonna fail my french exam TOMORROW #did not study hhhhhhh but whatever #i was so ready and willing too i had a fucking plan i erased the rgg guys on my whiteboard (rip) to draw a chart and everything #whateverrrrrr it's fine. augh

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chicorysaints · 9 months

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i have got to get more gnc i have got to get certified i have got to start taking my meds again

#chatter #anyways i’m gonna buckle down in the next few days and actually study for the cpht exam #and i’m gonna get a haircut and i’m gonna get a refill on my birth control and on purpose i’m going to take care of my body

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heartburstings · 2 years

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like i don't disagree that jason can be an unlikeable little guy (i'd even argue that it is, in some parts, a feature and part of the larger point), but what i don't understand is that the "solution" to this is that the show should not be about him and peter and should instead be about 2 other characters. because it's like. so dismissive to me. like forget jason for a minute and think about the themes of the show as a whole and tell me it would work if jason was not one of the main characters. like how would you build those themes and explore them without just changing the story and characters entirely

#wynn speaks #not gonna tag it bc if that person sees this post i'll scream out of fear bc i am a coward first person second #but it's like #if the show revolved around nadia and ivy... how would we explore the same themes. they hate each other (until all grown up)#i guess i could see it working in a kind of rosencratz and guildenstern are dead kind of way tho but w/o the fourth wall breakage #but idk. to condemn the whole show just bc it centers around peter and jason bc it uses peter and jason as the main tools of how #it examines homophobia and how it interacts w society and expectations and the harm we can do to each other #i don't think the show would have the same impact if everybody in it was Flawless. they should be messy!#and the reasons WHY they are messy are on full display! and they struggle with it! with themselves and each other!#like sorry jason is an asshole and u don't relate to him. he was kind of written like that on purpose tho #where even someof the writers/actors were unsympathetic w him (iirc)#and sorry that you saw a musical about trying to understand each other in spite of how we expect others to be #and assume them to be as according to what society tells us #and then proceeded to ignore it bc the 2 gayboys in the late 90s/early 2000s were not relatable or appealing enough for u. sorry.#love is love tho live ur truth and whatever #^jason icon haver pretending he is not biased in jason's favor #like i don't disagree with disliking jason. like i like him but i get it if you don't like him. but come on #idk i might be going crazy. i'm studying for exams so that's part of it. but like. AM i going crazy tho

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