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aspenmissing · 1 year

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𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙷𝚘𝚕𝚢 (𝙿𝚝 𝟸)

Father Gregory's tombstone is covered in creeping vines; Dean, Sam, and Y/N crouch before it.

"That looks like-" Y/N starts.

"It's wormwood. A plant associated with the dead; specifically, the ones that are not at rest. I don't see it growing anywhere else, except over the murdered priest's marker. It's him, Sam."

"Maybe."

"Maybe?" Dean asks.

"Dean, I don't know what to think."

"Okay. You want some more proof? I'll give you more proof."

"How?"

"We'll summon Gregory's spirit."

"What? Here? In the church?" Y/N asks.

"Yeah. Yeah, we just need a few odds and ends, and that, uh, seance ritual in Dad's journal."

"Oh, a seance, great. Hope Whoopi's available," Dean deadpans.

"That's funny, actually. Seriously. If Father Gregory's spirit is around, a seance will bring him right to us. If it's him, then we'll put him to rest."

"But if it's an angel, it won't share. Nothing will happen," Sam says.

"Exactly. That's one of the perks of the job, Sam: we don't have to operate on faith. We can know for sure. Don't you wanna know for sure?"

Y/N, Dean, and Sam leave a small grocery store, Sam holding a paper sack and smiling.

"Dude. I'll admit we've gone pretty ghetto with spell work before, but this takes the cake. I mean, a SpongeBob placemat instead of an altar cloth?"

"We'll just put the SpongeBob side down," Y/N says. Sam and Dean laugh, then Sam stops in shock, staring at something across the street: a young man holding a bunch of flowers; a bright white light glow behind him.

"Guys, that's it."

"What?" The twins ask.

"That's the sign!"

"Where?" Dean asks.

"Right there, right behind that guy! That's him, Guys. And we have to stop him." The young man crosses the street; Sam starts to go after him but Dean and Y/N stop him.

"Wait a minute," Y/N says.

"What are you doing? Let me go."

"You're not going to go kill somebody because a ghost told you to, are you insane?"

"Guys, I'm not insane, I'm not going to kill him. I'm going to stop him."

"Define "stops", huh? I mean, what are you going to do?"

"Guys, please, he's going to hurt someone, you know it."

"All right, come on," Y/N says. The young man has gotten into a car and starts it up, pulling away. Dean gets into the driver's side of his car and starts it; Y/N gets into shotgun; Sam tries to get in the back but the door is locked.

"Dean. Unlock my door."

"You're not killing anyone, Sam. We got this guy; you go do the seance."

"Dean! Y/N!"

"You'll thank us." Dean and Y/N pull away, following the young man at a short distance. The man stops at a corner and gets out with the bunch of flowers, handing them to a woman waiting on the corner. They both get in the car and drive off again.

Kneeling before Gregory's grave, Sam has the spell materials spread out: a circle of small white candles, a large black candle in the middle, the placemat, and the journal. He lights the candles, picks up John's journal, and reads.

"Amate spiritus obscure, te quaerimus, te oramus, nobiscum colloquere apud nos circita" (Beloved hidden spirit. We seek you; we beg you. Come speak with us. Join our circle - Loose Translation) He sprinkles some herb on the black candle and it flares once, brightly.

"What are you doing? What is this?" Father Reynolds asks as he enters.

"Uh, Father, please. I can explain. Um...actually, maybe I can't. Um. This is a seance."

"A seance? Young man, you are in the House of God."

"It's based on early Christian rites, if that helps any."

"Enough. You're coming with me."

"Father, please, just wait a second!" As Fr. Reynolds pulls Sam to the exit, a familiar bright glow builds behind them. They turn, Fr. Reynolds in awe, Sam in disappointment.

"Oh my god! Is that... is that an angel?"

"No, it's not. It's just Father Gregory." The bright glow dims and coalesces to reveal a young, handsome priest.

"Thomas?!"

"I've come in answer to your prayers." During this, Dean and Y/N continue to follow the supposedly evil young man. Sam approaches the Gregory-spirit cautiously.

"Sam. I thought I sent you on your path. You should hurry."

"Father, I'm sorry. But you're not an angel."

"Of course, I am."

"No. You're a man. You're a spirit. And you need to rest."

"I was a man. But now I'm an angel. I was on the steps of the church. And I felt that bullet pierce right through me. But there was no pain. And suddenly I could see... everything. Father Reynolds, I saw you, praying and crying here. I came to help you."

"Help me how?" Fr. Reynolds asks.

The allegedly evil young man turns down a dark alley and the twins lose sight of him. Dean slams the steering wheel in frustration.

"Dammit!"

"We can't stop now."

"Those murders - that was because of you?" Fr. Reynolds asks.

"I received the Word of God. He spoke to me, told me to smite the wicked. I'm carrying out his will."

"You're driving innocent people to kill."

"Those innocent people are being offered redemption. Some people need redemption. Don't they, Sam?" Sam looks away, touched a nerve.

"How can you call this redemption?"

"You can't understand it now. But the rules of man and the rules of God are two very different things."

"Those people. They're locked up," Sam says.

"No, they're happy. They've found peace, beaten their demons. And I've given them the keys to heaven."

"No. No, this is vengeance, it's wrong. Thomas, this goes against everything you believed. You're lost, misguided."

"Father. No, I'm not misguided," Fr. Gregory says.

"You are not an angel, Thomas. Men cannot be angels."

"But... but I, I don't understand. You prayed for me to come."

"I prayed for God's help. Not this. What you're doing is not God's will. 'Thou shalt not kill'. That's the word of God."

The supposedly evil young man stops the car; the young woman holding the flowers looks confused, smiles nervously.

"Why did we stop?" The supposedly evil young man smiles back more nervously, his eye twitching. He leans over suddenly and kisses her. She fends him off with a laugh. "Um, weren't we going to go to the movies? Ah, we should go, or we're going to be late." Suddenly, the evil young man hits her, hard, across the face. She yelps in shock.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, it's just I've never done this before." She tries to get out of the car, but he's locked the door and she scrabbles uselessly at the handle. "Look, I said I was sorry!"

"Please." The man pulls out a knife. "What?" He lunges at her with the knife; she tries to fight him off. They struggle for a few seconds.

"No. N--Stop it!" The window shatters behind his head; Y/N reaches in, punches in, and slams his face into the steering wheel. Y/N unlocks the door and the woman gets out; Dean helps her out and holds her close. Y/N tumbles over the hood to reach her, looking her over.

"Are you okay? Are you okay?!" She asks.

"Thank God!" The woman cries. Behind them, the evil young man has come to and started the car; he drives off.

"Dammit! Are you sure you're okay? Do you have a cell phone?" Dean asks. The woman nods, still sobbing. "Call 9-1-1!" Dean and Y/N run off and get into the car to chase after the young man again.

Fr. Gregory is staring, bewildered, at his own headstone. He turns to face Reynolds and Sam.

"Let us help you," Sam says.

"No."

"It's time to rest, Thomas, to be at peace. Please, let me give you Last Rites." Fr. Gregory nods in resignation; Reynolds lifts his hands in prayer. "Oh Holy Hosts above, I call upon thee as a servant of Christ to sanctify our actions this day, in fulfillment of the will of God." Reynolds gasps as Gregory flickers like a distorted image.

"Father Reynolds?" Gregory says.

"Rest." Gregory kneels; Reynolds holds a hand over Gregory's forehead. "I call upon the Archangel Raphael, Master of the Air, to make open the way. Let the fire of the Holy Spirit now descend, that this being might be awakened to the world beyond." Fr. Gregory glows brightly, then vanishes to a soft chorus. Reynolds lowers his hand in awe.

Dean and Y/N are chasing the evil young man at a more frantic rate now. Dean grips the steering wheel tightly, and Y/N watches the cars' every move. They cut across lanes, over grass, and generally cause mayhem; at a cross-street, a small pickup truck carrying long metal pipes screeches to a halt in front of the man's car. A pipe spins off the truck bed, bouncing once on the ground and plowing straight through his windshield. It impales him straight through the chest. Dean stops the car in shock and gets out, followed by Y/N with widened eyes.

"Holy..."

"...Shit."

Sam is packing. Dean and Y/N approach the room and enter from outside.

"How was your day?" She asks.

"You were right. It wasn't an angel. It was Gregory," Sam says, sadly, dully, demoralized. Y/N pulls the flask from her inner pocket, takes a drink, then considering, offers it to Sam. Sam takes it. "I don't know, Guys, I just, uh... I want to believe... so badly, ah... It's so damn hard to do this, what we do. You're all alone, you know? And... there's so much evil out there in the world, Guys, I feel like I could drown in it. And when I think about my destiny, when I think about how I could end up..." Dean and Y/N sit on either side of Sam.

"Yeah, well, don't worry about that. All right? We're watching out for you."

"Yeah, I know you are. But you're just two people, Guys. And I needed to think that there was something else, watching too, you know? Some higher power. Some greater good. And that maybe..."

"Maybe what?" Y/N asks.

"Maybe I could be saved." Sam nervously laughs. "But, uh, you know, that just clouded my judgment, and you're right. I mean, we've gotta go with what we know, with what we can see, with what's right in front of our own two eyes."

"Yeah, well, it's funny you say that," Dean says, sharing a glance at Y/N.

"Why?" Sam asks.

"Gregory's spirit gave you some pretty good information. That guy in the car was bad news. We barely got there in time."

"What happened?" Sam asks.

"He's dead."

"Did... you?"

"No. But we'll tell you one thing. If... the way he died, if we hadn't seen it with our own two eyes, we never would have believed it. I mean... I don't know what to call it."

"What? Guys, what did you see?"

"Maybe... God's will."

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seodami · 3 years

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Gym surprises | KTH

Genre: Fluff, simping, (((suggestive???no?)))

Warning: thirsting over muscles, being awkward, mentioning of sweat

Word count: 1376

Pairing: Kang Taehyun x reader (gn)

Note: so so I just imagined going to the same gym as Taehyun after watching talk x today and he would honestly be a great gym buddy fr love his determination! Go go Taehyun!✨ anyways please don’t sexualise him I just think he has been working great on himself and has great physics! He is really working hard!

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Sweat was dripping down your forehead, over the bridge of your nose onto your fitted red sport shirt. You quickly let go of the handles, belonging to the hanging leg raise workout equipment of your local gym. You tried standing.

Your feet were still wobbly from the previous exercise, now having to mainly focus on the intense pain in your abdominal muscles. With a quick movement you grabbed your small towel and dabbed away the fresh sweat on your face. A long sip of water closely followed.

Still with heavy breathing, trying to calm yourself down, you took a glance around the almost vacant gym. There were not many people around at this hour. Most people decided to come near the afternoon.

There was an older woman running on the track mill, humming softly to the tunes played from her headphones you believed. She obviously tried to block out the fast energizing sounds from the gyms speakers. You never minded them, being too occupied with your own thoughts anyway.

Further on the side, there was a very muscular man, working further on his biceps and triceps, even though they probably already had the size of your head. There were some actual gym monsters here. You and your noodle arms couldn’t even dare to compare. But you still wanted to keep fit and sporty, not being the next bodybuilder.

Your eyes moved towards the fully mirrored wall. Your eyes froze upon a head full of reddish hair. And an extremely attractive backside of a young man, probably around your age. Instead of being the decent human being, you should probably be, your eyes watched attentively how his muscles tensed at the impact of the weightlifting. His arms were smaller than the guy before but they looked just right on him. You already admired his hard working spirit.

To put it into words: this guy was absolutely goddamn attractive in your eyes. He had a determined look on his face, his dyed sweaty hair was sticking to his forehead. Besides that, his facial features were just heavenly. Eyes as big as coins and a defined jawline, sharp nose.

When your eyes met his suddenly in the mirror, it struck to you how long you must’ve stared at the stranger. You immediately averted your gaze, anywhere else. Oh look, what a nice water dispenser and wow, nice sweat stain on your shirt. The incoming blush on your face didn’t make it any easier.

Suddenly remembering you still haven’t finished your set, you moved up your recently used machine, propping your back up against the backside and started moving your legs upwards. You just prayed that he didn’t just catch you staring at him so obviously and that wasn’t looking at you now. Why was your life so humiliating sometimes?

When you finished your set, you quickly moved machines, just thinking about moving out of his eye sight radius. To your disadvantage, you didn’t think clearly about where to go next, resulting in you awkwardly trying to find out how to work this machine in particular, you never happened to use before. Really humiliating Y/N, actually!

No matter how hard you tried to move it, it didn’t budge by the impact. Not even an inch. This was just your lucky day. You were on the verge of quitting this unexplainable weird machine and moving on, when you suddenly heard a voice next to you.

“Do you maybe need help with this?” Your head whipped in lightning speed towards the source of the soft voice, to your shock swing the blond haired attractive guy in front of you. He now had a grey towel hanging from his shoulder and a water bottle in his hand. The strands of his hair were still sticking on his damp forehead. You nearly choked from pure air, being in such close proximity to him. From up close, he looked even more handsome.

Your eyes went wide, struggling to say anything. Your head was like cotton candy, nothing wise seemed to come out. You remembered faintly croaking out a strained and way too high ‘yes please’, when he started to explain you what you did wrong. You subconsciously held your breath, having him bend over to the front of the machine to adjust the settings more fitting to you.

“It’s a tricky machine, honestly. I wouldn’t have understood it either without a coaches help.” He explained, his hand now resting on his hip bone. You noticed the thick veins along his strong muscular arm, making you literally wanna hold onto them.

You looked up to him again. He had a gentle smile on his face. “Is it now better? You need to move this up in order to begin- yes just like that - perfect” he watched you finally being able to move on your own. You sighted in relieve, giggling slightly in embarrassment.

“Thank you, oh god I must’ve looked so embarrassing.” He looked down swiftly on the ground before shaking his head laughing lightly. “No it’s all good. Not many people use this machine in the first place. I’m glad to help.”

“You didn’t say it wasn’t embarrassing.” You chuckled, nervously trying to avert your gaze onto his shoes. He giggled childlike, not fitting to his first impression exactly, but still making you feel giddy. “Well, it looked a bit funny but it was cute.” He grinned cheekily. You flushed even harder, trying to persuade yourself that it was only looking like you just had finished a heavy workout.

“Hey, if you have any more questions about equipment or else wise, I’m right over there. Don’t feel shy to ask.” He pointed pack to the place in front of the mirror, he was standing before. His other hand reached for his neck as he send you a last smile, seeing as you nod and thank him again.

You couldn’t help but smile to yourself, feeling the typical symptoms of an incoming crush. In the corner of your eye you saw him get into position again. Your eyes met again for a swift moment before you both looked away. Were you really that easy to be swooned? Yes you were.

Half an hour and three more exercises machines later, you finally figured out a plan inside your tiny head. You couldn’t just let this chance slip away like the other ones. You were a goddamn strong woman who can pursue her own desires. And you were feeling surprisingly bold after this small encounter, so why not giving it a shot? The worst thing could happen was that you need to change gyms. You could live with that.

So after finally collecting all your courage you possibly could have, you went to the counter, asking for a piece of paper and a pen, quickly writing your phone number and name in large letters.

With a last deep breath, your feet carried you over to the other end of the gym, where the attractive boy was now working hard on the lat pulldown machine. Standing in front of him, you suddenly felt shy again, twiddling with your fingers.

He stopped to greet you again with a bright smile. Without much overthinking, you pressed the small piece of paper in his sweaty hand. He looked up to you with big sparkling eyes as if you should elaborate.

“Just...just you know, if I need anymore advices.” You managed to say, feeling your cheeks warm up once again. Before he could reply anything, you already muttered out a high pitched ‘bye’ and turned around to head towards the changing cabins. You gathered your belongings and left without making a scene or embarrassing you even further. Your whole car ride home was filled with doubtful discussions with yourself.

What you didn’t saw, was his relieved gentle smile after he opened the folded piece of paper, finding your phone number and name on it. Y/N...

So instead of having a shower on top of his priority to do list after going to the gym today, it changed to texting your number with the best feeling of confidence in his system.

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thefloorisbalaclava · 4 years

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pragma - part twelve

Pairing: Frankie “Catfish” Morales x Female Reader

Warnings: light smut, angst (but there’s some fluff as well)

A/N: Here it is. We’ve all been expecting it so hopefully it doesn’t hurt too much. If it does, feel free to come yell at me lol. (It’s from Frankie’s POV)

Summary: It’s time for Frankie to go but not before he spends one last day with you.

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Frankie had a hard time sleeping for the past few nights. It seemed the closer he got to leaving the less he slept. Now his last day with her was here and watching her sleep was all he could do to keep himself from losing his mind. How could he leave her now that he had her, now that he had experienced true happiness?

He decided to make this day a good one—one that neither of them would forget. The sun was just rising as he kissed her softly to wake her.

“Mm morning,” she said sleepily, stretching and looking out the window. “It’s early.”

“Yeah, it’s gonna take us a few hours to get where we need to so we better get a move on.” He sat up and ran a hand through his messy hair.

“Where are we going?” she asked.

“You’ll see.” He smiled down at her and touched the dog tag she hadn’t taken off since he gave it to her. “Looks good on you.”

“The guy who gave it to me is really hot, you know?”

“Is he? Do I know him?” He played along.

“You might.” She sat up and the sheet fell from her naked body. He determined then and there that he would never see anything lovelier than his dog tag on her bare skin. She moved closer and kissed him.

“As tempting as you are, ángel mío, we gotta go.” He got out of bed reluctantly and walked to the bathroom hearing her wolf whistle behind him.

“I’d follow that anywhere.” She rolled out of bed and followed him to the bathroom, tapping his bottom lightly then wrapping her arms around him from behind.

“I can’t move,” he said.

“Too bad.” She kissed his back and kept holding on as he struggled to turn the shower on. “See? You’re doing fine.”

He finally pried her off and turned to face her. “This will be a quick shower, you understand? None of that…other stuff. We gotta get on the road.”

She pouted. “Fine.”

They had still stayed in the shower for about an hour and Frankie blamed her for that. She knew how irresistible she was. He could never say no to her.

As they walked downstairs together, she asked him for the fiftieth time. “Where are we going? Am I dressed right for it?”

He turned and looked at her outfit—jeans, boots, a tank top with a flannel she had stolen from him thrown over it. “You’re fine.”

“You’re fine too.” She giggled at the look on his face.

“I’m gonna make us some sandwiches for lunch. And, yeah, I already know your favorite.”

“Oo sandwiches. Are we going on a picnic?”

“Not tellin' you.” He moved around the kitchen grabbing what he needed.

“Fine. Are we taking my car or yours?”

“Mine. I gotta stop home and get something out of the garage. That okay?”

“That’s fine.” She tried to help him make the sandwiches a few times but he always stopped her. “What am I supposed to do?”

“Be patient.” After a few more minutes he was done. “See?”

“Sandwich bags are in that drawer.” She pointed to the one left of him.

“Thank you.” He handed her the bags. “You get to hold these while I drive.”

“Great,” she said unenthusiastically.

“Oh, we also need to stop for ice.”

“What in the world?”

“That’s why I said we needed to get going but someone has the hormones of a teenager.” He eyed her.

“Okay so you didn’t like the shower sex?” she asked.

“I…didn’t say that.” He walked around her and grabbed his jacket. “Come on.”

The first place he stopped was a little convenience store to get the ice and a few snacks. Now they were on their way to his place. She kept glancing at him and he knew she was itching to ask again.

“If you ask again, I’ll leave you here,” he said.

“That’s not nice.” She sat back and stayed quiet as he pulled up to his house.

“Be right back.” He smirked as she ignored him and pretended to be mad. He knew she would be watching his every move out the window. The first thing he grabbed from the garage was a cooler then went to the fridge he kept in there that was full of beer and put a few in. He knocked on her window and she rolled it down. “Gimme the sandwiches.”

“Here. Meanie.”

“Love you too.” He kissed her forehead as she leaned out the window and watched him. Next, he went back for the fishing poles and he saw how she perked up out the corner of his eye.

“Are we going fishing?!” she asked excitedly.

“Yeah but there’s a little more to it.” He loaded the things into the cab then got back in the truck. “It’s gonna take us a while to get there.”

“That’s okay. I’m with you.”

“So, you’re not mad at me anymore?” he asked.

“Nope.”

“Good. I thought I would have to tickle you.” He started the car and began to drive.

About two hours later, he pulled up to a quiet spot and woke her gently. “We’re here, baby.”

“Hm?” She blinked a few times and stretched. “Where are we?”

“Come on.” He got out then walked around to help her out.

“It’s beautiful,” she sighed.

“My dad used to bring me here to fish. It was our secret spot now I’m sharing it with someone else I love.” It was another memory he wanted to leave her with. This was his first time bringing anyone else here.

“Frankie…” She put a hand over her heart and blinked tears away. “Does anyone know about this?”

“Not that I know of. Ready?” She nodded and helped him unload the cab.

As they walked towards the water, she stopped. “Do we have bait?”

“No…we’ll dig for some though.”

“Dig for some? Dig for worms? I haven’t done that since I was a kid." He loved seeing how excited she got over the smallest things. She put the stuff down and ran to find a good spot. “I think we’ll find a lot here!”

“I think you’re right.” He joined her and they both started digging. She squealed happily whenever she found a worm and each time, he fell more in love with her.

After ten minutes of digging, they had enough to last them a while so they headed back towards the water.

“You know how to do this?” Frankie picked up one of the poles and baited the hook. “Come here.” He held his arms open and she stood between them, facing out towards the water. “Hold it right here. Make sure you watch your line. Where do you think we should cast?”

“Hmmm…there.” She pointed to the middle of the lake.

“Okay, so…you’re gonna pull back…good…and swing. Look at you, pro.” He moved away and watched her.

“Fr-Frankie…don’t leave. What if I catch something?”

“You start reeling it in,” he told her.

“What if it’s big and pulls me in?!” The panic in her voice made him move close to her again.

“Guess I gotta jump in and get you then, right?”

“You better.” They stood quietly for a while until she gasped and looked over at him. “I felt something! Here!” She tried passing him the pole.

“Nope, you’re doing it. You got this. I’m right here.” He put his arms around her then placed his hands over hers lightly. “Pull gently and start reeling it in. If it starts fighting, let up a bit.”

“H-how am I doing?” she asked nervously.

“You’re doing great. Keep going. You almost got him.”

After a few more minutes, she shouted as she pulled the fish out of the water. “Shit!”

“You did it!”

“What now?!”

“Take it off the hook.” He pointed to the fish.

“Do what now?” The fish flopped and she jumped. “You do it!”

“Fine.” Frankie could do this blindfolded but she watched him in awe as if he had just shown her a secret move. “There.” He threw the fish back in and she handed him the fishing pole.

“Thank you. I’ll sit and watch you now.” She kicked her boots and socks off then rolled her pants up and sat down to put her feet in the water.

They fished for a few hours and she eventually learned how to take a fish off the hook which made her more excited than it should have.

“Let’s eat,” she suggested, standing and grabbing her boots to walk back to the truck. She hopped up into the cab and pulled out hand sanitizer. “Here.” He took the bottle from her after jumping up beside her.

“Snack or sandwich?” he asked opening the cooler.

“Sandwich please."

“And we got Coors or Bud.” He held up both cans and she grabbed the Coors. He always loved how she enjoyed drinking beer.

“This is so nice.” Then sun was high in the sky and she turned her face towards it with her eyes closed. “Why’d you bring me here? Is it because…”

“I wanted to spend time with you away from everything. Just us. Living in the moment, you know?” He took his hat off and scratched his head.

“Because you leave tomorrow.” The emotion in her voice made his heart hurt. “This is the last thing we’ll do together until…”

“None of that. Look at me.” He wiped a tear away from the corner of her eye and ran his thumb along her cheek. Her skin was warm from the sun. “We’ll always have this, okay? And we’ll come back here over and over again. We’ll make it our thing.”

“Our thing,” she repeated before taking a bite of her sandwich. “Yum. I want you to make all my sandwiches from now on.”

“You got it.” He took a bite of his sandwich and she laughed as she wiped something from his lip.

“Can we stay here forever? We’ll just fish if we need food.”

All of a sudden, he felt emotional. Seeing her sitting there so content wanting to stay with him forever.

Forever.

She really wanted it and he could be taking that away from her.

“I love you. I always will, Frankie.”

That broke him. He lowered his head and cried. “I…”

Dropping her sandwich, she scrambled to him and made him look at her. “What’s wrong?”

“I don’t deserve you,” he choked out.

“But you do.” She wrapped her arms around him and let him cry.

“I don’t wanna die,” he whispered.

“You won’t, you know why? Because I said so. You can’t die. We have so much more to do.” She wiped his tears away then ran her fingers through his hair and he closed his eyes.

“I love you,” he said quietly.

“I love you too.”

They had drank most of the beers by the time the sun started going down. He was holding her close, listening to her talk about whatever came to her mind. It was wonderful. It was painful. He realized that he wouldn’t hear her voice for God knows how long. As night drew nearer, the further away he felt.

“You still with me?” she asked.

“Of course.”

“Look.” She pointed up at the moon. “Beautiful, isn’t it?”

“Kiss me,” he said. “Please.”

When her lips met his, he wrapped his arms around her a little too tightly but she didn’t seem to mind. She began shrugging the flannel shirt off, moving onto his lap in the process.

“You said no one comes here, right?” she asked between kisses and he nodded. “Good. Let’s...we should…”

“Yeah.” He knew what she wanted, what she needed, without words. This was it. This was there last time together this way before he left.

He undressed her slowly, kissing every inch of skin that he could. He marked her, leaving a few more reminders for her to remember him by until they faded. She squirmed beneath him, calling out to him, begging him for more. He pulled his shirt off and she helped him with the rest. They both laid there, naked as the day they were born, bathed in moonlight.

When she climbed on top of him, he ran his hands up her stomach to her breasts, touching her until she gasped. A goddess—that’s what she was. She leaned down and kissed him wherever she could, leaving her own marks on him. And as she did, she slowly lowered herself onto him. They both cried out into the night. It was beautiful and passionate and emotional. He could see the tears shining on her cheeks in the moonlight so he sat up and held her close. He cried too but when they kissed, it didn’t matter whose cheeks were wetting whose. They cried together, whimpering and moaning, making a memory.

With a gentle kiss, he laid her down on her back and gave himself to her fully. His tears fell onto her skin and she reached up to touch his face. He needed to be closer so he tucked his arms under her and put his forehead to hers as he moved inside her, as they moved as one.

“Frankie,” she cried, sniffing quietly. “Never let me go.”

“Never, baby. Never.” He grunted loudly and pushed into her a little harder and she moaned for him. He kept it up. Over and over again until he felt as though he was losing control. He felt her hand slip between their bodies and knew she was ready.

“Right now, Frankie. Please,” she begged and he obeyed. He would do anything she asked of him. The sound he let out was something between a moan and a sob as he thrust into her hard, making her cry out each time his hips slammed against her. He almost missed when she finished but the feeling of her around him pulled him back.

“I fucking love you,” he said as he kissed her salty, sweaty skin. If he could stay inside her forever, he would.

“I love you too.” She cradled him against her and they stayed that way for a long time. They knew they couldn’t stay this way forever but they would cherish every second they could.

Frankie didn’t want to go back, neither of them did, but he drove them home. The silence was deafening and even though she held his hand the entire time, he never felt further away from her. She felt it too, he could tell by the way she stared out at nothing while squeezing his hand.

As he pulled up to her house, which had become his home, he moved in slow motion. That was good. The slower time went, the longer he had with the love of his life. They walked into the house, still so much to be said but both unwilling to say it. She paused as she took in the packed bags by the door. They had been there for a while but he could see they had a different effect on her tonight.

“I’m here,” he said to distract her but her hands balled up into fists as she continued to stare at the bags. Frankie walked into her line of vision and made her look at him. “Right here, baby.”

There were no tears. She just looked at him with those beautiful eyes then put her head against his chest.

“Your heart is beating so fast,” she murmured.

“For you.”

“Are you scared?” she asked.

“Yes,” he confessed. He was ready to confess each and every one of his sins to her, but the thing was, she already knew the deepest and darkest of them. There would be nothing he could confess that would scare her away and that’s why he loved her the way he did. This was the woman he was going to marry, he vowed right then and there. When the time was right, he would ask and pray that she said yes. For now, though, he fell to his knees only to have her hold him against her, head against her tummy as he closed his eyes. Her name left his mouth like a prayer. He was asking God, or whoever was up there, to watch over her, to hold her even when he couldn’t.

She cried silently above him, her tears like holy water dripping onto his head. “Let’s go to bed.” And they did but there was no sleep to be had. They laid awake and cried, laughed, talked, and cried again. When the sun peeked through the curtains, she got out of bed and left the bedroom but came back quickly.

“Almost forgot to give you this.” She handed him a photo of herself. “You said you needed one to…to take with you.”

Frankie ran his finger over the photo, tracing her face just like he did when he watched her sleep. “Thank you.”

They sat downstairs quietly, waiting for Santiago to pick him up. She already told him that she would say goodbye here, she wouldn’t be able to handle it any other way.

“Think of me,” he said.

“Always.” She kissed him softly just as a horn sounded outside.

They walked out hand-in-hand, carrying bags with their free hands. Santiago got out to take the bags from her then hugged her.

“Please bring him back to me,” she cried. “Please.”

“You have my word, hermana. I promise.” Santiago got back in the car and she waved to the other guys before turning to him.

“So,” he said, grateful for the sunglasses hiding his tearful eyes.

“Got the picture?” she asked and he tapped his jacket near his heart.

“Yup.” He sniffled quietly as she adjusted his hat and straightened his jacket.

“Lookin' good, soldier.” Then she caved, covering her face and falling against him. “Frankie…you better come back, you hear me?”

“Yes, ma’am. I could never let you down.” He held her tightly and let her cry before giving her that last kiss. He had been putting it off as long as he could, but there was no more time.

“Come back to me,” she sobbed. He had to wrench himself away because if he held her any longer, he’d never leave.

He sat near the window and she held onto his hand as Santiago started the car. “I…I can’t…” Her cries were breaking his heart and he couldn’t let her go even as Santiago began driving. She walked beside the car, still holding onto him. “Frankie.”

“The moon, remember? Just keep looking at the moon and I will too, okay? The same moon, baby.”

“Okay…okay. I love you!”

“I love you more.” He kissed her hand and finally let go. “Go, man. Drive,” he told Santiago, afraid that if he didn’t, he would surely jump out of the car to run back to her. Something told him not to look back but he did and he saw her on her knees, crying into her hands.

His life felt as though it was falling apart all over again and he realized it was because she was the one that held him together and now that he was leaving, everything was one big mess again.

“It’s alright,” Santiago said, looking at him in the rearview mirror. “You’ll be home before you know it.”

Frankie didn’t respond. He looked back out the window before reaching into his pocket and pulling out the picture of her and running his thumb along her smile.

Keep looking at the moon, baby.

[thirteen]

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#Frankie Morales #Frankie Morales x Reader #Francisco 'Catfish' Morales #Triple Frontier #Pedro Pascal #headcanon

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txdoroki · 4 years

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heyo ˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙ omg i love ur account, ur literally my favourite person on this app sfngnbodmv ur posts make me so happy. basically i want to start writing drabbles and fics and stuff so i was just wondering where 2 start & how u got started :)

hi! aww tysm :,) that means a lot!

well, i started by making a post asking people for requests (as i started as a request writing page, not really that way anymore because it’s easier to not get burnt out for me if i do the stuff i genuinely want to write!) and i used all of the tags i could.

(if youre planning on doing mha writing, bakugou and todoroki content generally does the best. the first 3 tags you use, your content will show up under tagged when you search the tag in specific, so i suggest doing bakugou x reader, todoroki x reader, and whatever else as your first three for your starting request post!)

if you aren’t planning on doing requests, i suggest maybe an intro post. like “hi! i’m (name) and im a writer! here are the fandoms i’ll be writing for, and a few things about me!”

try and have your first writings be consistent, it doesn’t matter that much but it’s good to have content for ppl to read rather than literally one post and it’s an intro. if people see the intro, they will prolly click on your account to see your writing and such. so, imo it’s important to have some writing to begin with

i’ve noticed, that using more tags doesn’t necessarily = more notes! the first few matter the most, and after that, it can help to do the category and such

let’s say i wrote a bakugou fluff. i’d use these tags: bakugou x reader, bakugou imagine, bakugou fluff, bakugou katsuki, mha bakugou- give or take a few! you can find examples under my MOST RECENT writing posts, as i did different experiments with it and the more useful your tags are the better. my “if you came into their room in the middle of the night” post was the experiment, and it turned out that i was right, more tags ≠ more interaction

on that note, INTERACT WITH PEOPLE. this isn’t against anyone who doesnt like interacting, but it can help build relationships with followers! if you’re comfortable with this, you can open your asks box so people can say stuff (you don’t have to have anons on but it can be nice for ppl who are shy/dont want their acc out yk)! if you get anon hate, just block the anon if you want. or dont respond.

also, it’s rlly cool to get a few mutuals! i’d love to be your mutual if you want to, just lmk your account whenever you start posting! sometimes i make mutual posts asking for mutuals, you can do something like that if you would like

my first ever oneshot thing i wrote, was one i rlly remember writing! that might not be the same for my viewers, but i usually remember someone by the first thing i’ve seen by them. first impressions matter, so try and figure out how you wanna be seen! ofc don’t fake being someone you’re not, but it might be confusing to ppl if your first impression doesn’t match with how you act the rest of the time!

your first post usually sets the tone for your blog, or at least the first one that gets you your audience. if you, in your first post that gains you followers, say that you’ll be writing for danganronpa, and then instead write for mha, everyone would kinda be like. what? i thought you were a danganronpa writer??? ya know

BE SURE TO INCLUDE GENERAL TRIGGER WARNINGS ON POSTS THAT NEED THEM. ADD THE TOPIC ITS WARNING ABOUT TOO. EVERYONE WILL APPRECIATE IT BECAUSE IT IS JUST A NICE THING TO DO PLEASE DO THAT!!

i suggest making a navigation page (like my pinned post) and a masterlist (you can do all your writing in one or even seperate masterlists for each character, whatever you’d like)! it can really help to have a spot to go and be able to find all of the writing you’ve done without endless scrolling! if you need a tut on how to add links to posts, im sure theres a tut on youtube!

A REALLY HELPFUL THING TO DO IS WHENEVER YOURE MOTIVATED WRITE LIKE FIVE THINGS SO WHEN YOU DONT FEEL LIKE WRITING, YOU HAVE POSTS! fr tho, ppl usually wont mind if you arent super active. if they do, theyre being dumb!

posting consistently CAN help your posts reach more ppl, but if you can only post every now and then, it isnt really a problem! don’t stress it if you’re too busy/dont have a schedule, it wont kill your account

tl:dr;

-add trigger warnings on things when needed

-make a navi page (not needed)

-if you’re motivated, write stuff to post later

-first impressions matter

-mutuals!

-less tags can work more, but i’ve also seen a lot of tags work good as well

-INTERACT WITH PEOPLE

-don’t say you’ll do things just for followers. they aren’t just a number, they’re actual people

how i started in five steps:

1. i made a post that was like “hey! im mack and i want to start doing writing requests! do you guys have any?”

2. i did a few posts then was like ah fuck i need a masterlist, so i made that and then made an about me with random facts i thought of and such. (also make sure tou put your pronouns in your bio so ppl arent confused!)

3. i did more posts and started gaining, but didn’t really mind it. i kind of just vibed, cause the numbers dont determine how good of a writer you are, so i focused on working on my writing style and such! i kinda ghosted the whole blog for a week straifht beside from queued reblogs, but came back later when i had inspo! it’s good not to run your brain dry

4. i redid my whole blog, made it pretty! its rlly motivating to me to have a nice blog, but it isnt required! i made an organized navigation page, and started focusing on getting my reach back. (btw, prime posting time is at like midnight!) be sure to put rules and boundaries on your page as well, so people do not end up crossing one that you didn’t state.

5. i reminded myself that i can do things other than my blog when i’d get a little too obsessive over it, and that it wasn’t going anywhere! don’t feel pressured to post a LOT. only post when you want to and can. don’t put responsibilities like health aside just for your blog.

hope this was helpful <3

#writing tips #swaggy.m #blog tips

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ichirostitties · 5 years

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I'LL BE ONE OF THE FIRST ASKS!! WELCOME FRIEND! (This is Mod Ramuda from Marble Texture Imagines!) Do you mind doing some fluffy headcanons for Fling Posse and Doppo waking up with their S/O in the morning? Like Routines, etc. It can be scenarios or headcanons or whatever is easiest for you! Thank you so much and have fun!!!! 💛💙💛💙💛💙

OH THIS ONE WAS SO CUTE IT MADE MY HEART GO LIKE UUGHJGGASGHJKSF i love them so much

Ramuda

-man imagine waking up next to ratmuda wouldn’t that be the wackiest time (u wake up to owo right in ur face)

-ok but he’s probably really clingy so you’d probably wake up and find that he’s lying half on top of you. either that or he’s just hugging you from behind because he wants to feel like you’re his if you get what i mean. ramuda is possessive ok

-you probably wouldn’t be able to move until he wakes up because he’s just that clingy and whiny (dw tho if you actually annoyed him fr he wouldn’t have let you sleep in the bed in the first place)

-sometimes you wake up and he’s already been up for a while, either way you still wake up to “hewwo hewwo onee-san ya ya ya minna genki ii ne ii ne”. Ramuda is still high-energy in the morning I think.

-if you have to get up to go somewhere he’d maybe let you go but you’d have to ask really nicely

-if he wants to have sexy times ur going to have sexy times that’s just how it is but i wont go into any detail this is a Christian ask

-he eats candy 4 breakfast (ok but for real are his teeth ok??) no ok so i think he’d love to make breakfast with you. he acts really cutesy 99% of the time so it’d probably be a lot of fun!! Ramuda’s a fun dude who’d still call you onee-san even after you’ve married him.

-usually though you guys probably just do your own thing food-wise (aka you have something normal like toast and he has 60 donuts or something) and just chill out. I think Ramuda is the kind of person who needs to trust someone before he even lets them get remotely closer than just a one-off date like everyone else and um. u moved in with him so i guess he trusts u now for the most part. you can probably talk to him about anything and he’d go with it.

-he’s really affectionate as usual so he’s probably really touchy and u get lollipop breath in ur face cause he wont stop smooching u sometimes (if he can reach). but do u smooch him back?? absolutely

-overall Ramuda doesn’t actually enjoy the company of others as much as he seems to, so I think he’d really appreciate just being able to spend the morning doing meaningless things with someone. He’s actually genuinely sweet when it’s someone he loves, even if he just plays it off as him being his normal self

-he’s babey!!

Dice

-damn where would u guys even wake up. wild.

-In all seriousness Dice would simultaneously the best and worst person to wake up to (at your place definitely because he’s lost his poor babey). He’s so affectionate he’s probably clinging to you in some way (maybe a little too tightly but you probably don’t mind. he’s a cutie)

-well it’s either that or he’s completely sprawled out and has taken All of the blanket and his arm is across your chest or something and is probably snoring or sleep-talking (IT’S CANON THAT HE DOES BOTH AND IT’S THE CUTEST THING EVERB I LOVE DAISU). so you may wake up to that or because of that. honestly it’s probably not a big deal since you’ve been with him for this long lol

-uh oh i can feel my dice love coming out ughgjhjhjgjghasd oh no here it goes

-dice 100% wants to go back to sleep once he’s up (”I WAS DREAMING I GOT TRIPLE 7s BABE U GOTTA LET ME GO BACK TO SLEEP”) and you probably just go with it cause he’s r eally cute + u get to hug him for longer so i really don’t see any negatives

-unless you’ve gotta be somewhere then uhh gl!! you’ll have to drag yourself from his grip if you’ve woken up with him holding you and if not you’ll have to manually move each Dice Body Part that is currently laying across you so you can actually move (and you’d probably have to leave just as he’s waking up/he probably hasn’t woken up yet. but if he was up he’d give u the biggest hug ever before thanking you endlessly that you let him stay with you)

-but if you didn’t have to go anywhere it’d be a really relaxing and chill time! Dice isn’t really used to having a place to stay so he’d be SO grateful like aww,,babey ;(

-he eats so MUCH and isn’t past pouring cereal and milk on toast or something outrageous like that. hopefully you don’t mind him eating so much! he swears he’ll pay you back (and he will for sure). except he says it with his mouth stuffed full of food so you may have to ask him to repeat himself (or you can just make fun of him if you want. he has the best reactions)

-dice is probably itching to head down to the slot machines (esp after his dream lmao) but he’d be content to stay with you for the morning because he usually doesn’t head out this early anyway!! and he loves spending time with you

-if u play mobile gacha games u guys go through the morning login bonuses together aw how romantic

-every morning with dice would be something different cause he’s just an unpredictable guy honestly, like I don’t think you guys would have a set routine. he’d have some wacky dream to tell you about every morning and you just sit there and listen and nod because 9 times out of 10 they make no sense but you go with it because It’s Dice

-he’s so cute please love him he takes all my uwus

Gentaro

-Gentaro is almost always up before you, he strikes me as an early morning person, so you would almost never wake up to him. He’s not used to affection so if you did wake up next to him and hug him or something he’d probably get really tense and wake up immediately. you could possibly get him to go back to sleep but for Gentaro it seems like once he’s up, he’s up

-not in a creepy way or anything, but Gentaro really likes to watch you sleep cause you look so relaxed and peaceful, and it puts him at ease. he takes half a minute or so to appreciate your sleeping face before he gets up for real. He doesn’t realise that sometimes you’re awake when he does this and you are 100% aware of it. but it’s okay you think he’s cute

-he’s probably sitting at the table drinking tea or something. When you get up he probably just smiles at you while you wake up. I’d like to think this is part of the routine, he smiles to acknowledge your presence while you wake up properly and it just sort of happens every morning

-mornings with Gentaro are usually really quiet. Neither of you feel the need to say much, so there’s a fair amount of comfortable silence and it’s really nice. Even if you have a bad sleep, Gentaro will always be waiting at the table with his cup of tea (and some for you if you like it :0)

-I think he’d like to tell you stories to wake up, especially if you’re stressed! Honestly he’d put so much effort into making you feel loved, but only in ways that aren’t immediately noticeable because he still isn’t used to intimacy and he probably still gets embarrassed even now ow i hurt myself thinking about gentaro’s past ok i’ll stop

-he really enjoys your company no matter what you’re doing, but I think what Gentaro enjoys most about mornings is that you guys just get to talk. He finds you so interesting to speak to (he himself is super interesting?? he knows so much) and he loves learning about you. Early morning and late at night is probably the prime time for you guys to just talk, so that’s what he looks forward to the most. Gentaro is so sappy he’s secretly a big romantic what a softie

Doppo

-THIS POOR MAN he really really doesn’t wanna get up :^( since he works all weekdays, this would unfortunately be the most common way to spend mornings with him

-his alarm goes off and he just knows he hasn’t had enough sleep, and he wakes up next to you he wants to leave even less, but he has to (the devil works hard but doppo kannonzaka works harder)

-most mornings he wakes up before you, but you’re usually up before he leaves, just in time to wish him the best before he leaves (please give him the biggest hug ever he really deserves all the love). He doesn’t have time to make himself breakfast most likely, so he just has coffee or whatever and leaves. He feels really guilty for not being able to get anything ready for you though :^(

-if you get up before him you could make him breakfast!! He’d really appreciate it and probably apologise for making you do that, but you can assure him it was all of your own will. He would probably be close to tears he’s so happy to have someone like you aww

-on his days off Doppo sleeps like a brick, so you’d almost always wake up before him and he’s definitely tangled up with you cause he really really enjoys your warmth

-he doesn’t wanna get up, so mornings where he doesn’t have work are s o lazy. You just lie in bed with him while he sleeps, but if you really want to get up he’d probably whine and pull you back. It would be an endless struggle and honestly who can say no to him (just look at him..uwu!!!)

-by the time you get up it isn’t the morning anymore. Doppo probably gets anxious about it being another few hours closer to him having to go to work again but he has you there to reassure him that it’s okay, and find something calming for you guys to do for the rest of the day.

-please love doppo he deserves a big rest!!! i love him so much i want to give him all my support ;( he’s so soft

#hypmic #hypnosis mic #fling posse #ramuda amemura #dice arisugawa #gentaro yumeno #doppo kannonzaka #IS THIS TOO LONG I HOPE NOT #i have many feeligns about them all

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dragontag420 · 6 years

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Valentine’s Day (Rah)

Rah has a GREAT idea for a Valentine’s day present! Maybe....

Rah/Coypu, Gen.

Read it on Ao3! [Link]

This was originally shorter bUT! Jack sent me his Valentine’s Day Message first so I... may have edited it to incorporate that aheheh @jacketyjackjack-fr

Rah knew he'd be coming. He couldn't believe they'd been together over a year now.. Their second festival of love together, maybe there was a chance he'd found love for the long term.

Since the large, scaly man had come into his life things had gotten horribly hectic, a change which he had initially been wary of, but might now be pressed to admit that he enjoyed. It brought variety to what had once been completely controlled and monotonous. Rah enjoyed the monotony and the sense of control that accompanied it, but integrating Coypu into his life had become a challenge. And no challenge could defeat the Scribe of the clan SedAhrkMen.

Still, the festival was coming again, and although he'd heard nothing from Coypu, there was a 99.9% chance he'd be showing up for it. The thought alone caused Rah to blush and clear his throat, adjusting the papers on his desk. The way his mate doted on him was most certainly excessive and unnecessary. But... He had to admit it was pleasing to be so loved and admired. Over time he'd started to feel more deserving of the attention and affection, but he wasn't entirely sure how to match it.

Coypu was thoughtful, and his gifts reflected that, although often they were a bit crude and suggestive as well. Rah wasn't exactly comfortable in his ability to match such a thing, but was determined to get him something in return as well. Something... meaningful. Something important.

He'd been tapping his pencil for days on the subject when inspiration struck. He'd been processing acquisition forms for fabrics and threads from the marketplace, scratching his head in frustration at the notes CONEX had left, likely vague and hard to read on purpose. He'd nearly dropped his pen and gotten ink everywhere in surprise. Of course! His lok'vin!

He hadn't added anything on to the strand of flying fabrics above his lair in a very long time. Traditionally lok'vinne would have any sort of nice or interesting fabrics on them, but Rah preferred to keep his clean, with only the most meaningful flags and fragments on it. His own personal banner, his title as scribe, relevant pieces from major events, Loquat's old banner, things like that.

Throwing the forms to the side he had rushed to CONEX's workshop, slithering impatiently through the piles of fabrics and the minefield of half-finished projects. He'd proposed his idea to her and they'd had the mock-up done in a matter of hours. She’d kicked him out immediately afterwards to work.

When the day finally came he tried his best to hide his enthusiasm, the box tucked away on the small shelf of his work desk. He kept glancing at it, the ribbon perfect and prim. He smothered another smug grin, prideful and very sure he’d outdone his boyfriend this time.

When Coypu arrived he had a letter and a box of his own, the usual flirtatious smirk fixed firmly in place. Rah accepted the gift and the kisses, rolling his eyes playfully at the winks thrown his way. He opened the letter, which simply read “Happy Valentine’s Day”.

“Did you write this yourself?”

Coypu’s chest puffed out, “Sure did!”

“Your penmanship is much better,” he smiled at it softly before placing it gently on his desk. “If I didn’t know any better I’d think you were trying to write well.”

That got him a laugh. He took the heart-shaped box and roses next, untangling it carefully and placing the flowers to one side. He’d have to get them water, soon. Perhaps even preserve a few. The box itself was filled with... ribbons? Awards. He shifted through them a little, noting one which seemed to read “best butt award”. Clearly he’d have to read them all later.

He frowned slightly as he got to the real present, a necklace and.. a ring? He looked up at Coypu, head tilted a bit in confusion. He didn’t have a chance to ask, Coypu already telling him.

"I ain't gonna do anything too wacky today, but, I was just thinkin' it'd be nice to one day settle down or somethin'. And who else am I gonna wanna settle down with 'sides you? I'm not askin' you to marry me or nothin',” he scratched his head a little bit bashfully, “not yet anyway... But I'd sure like it if you thought about doing so."

Rah stared at the box in his hand, trying not to notice that it was trembling slightly. He swallowed thickly and bit his lip. Coypu noticed the tension building in his shoulders and reached out a hand, placing it on the small scribe softly. Had he been... out of line? He hoped not.

“You ok?”

Rah tried to nod, but it came out as more of a jittery twitch. He squeezed the box in his hand and turned his head, looking around. “I’d.. Um. Perhaps I should... sit down.”

Coypu nodded slowly and gently steered him towards his stool. The worry was evident on his face. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’a assumed, um-”

Rah shook his head in quick tiny turns, “No! No. I- I’m just.. Oh wow, I...” He let the box rest in his lap and ground the heel of his hand into his eye, only mildly surprised that it was somewhat wet. “Marriage is.. gosh, um.. It’s.. different here.” He let out a shaky breath, “I just... I’m not saying! No! Or.. yes.. or.. well I don’t really know what I’m saying, um.”

Coypu put a hand on his back and rubbed slightly, “Take your time. I’m not goin’ anywhere.”

With a grateful nod, Rah cleared his throat, tucking his hands firmly under his legs on the stool and trying to regain some semblance of composure. “I.. If I’m completely honest I’m simply awestruck by the very idea that-” his voice broke slightly, falling to a hoarse whisper, “That you’d so much want to stay with me. For the very fact.”

The laugh startled him, and he looked up at Coypu. “That’s it? ‘Course I wanna stay with you, darlin’! Who wouldn’t!” He kept rubbing circles on Rah’s back, and brought his free hand up to wipe at a single stray tear on his face. “I’m not proposin’ or anythin’. Just... maybe think about it, yea?”

Rah nodded and sniffed, still overwhelmed by the gift he’d been given. The real gift seeming to be the strong bubble of warmth that had planted itself in his chest.

He wiped his eyes again with the back of his hand, leaving a small smear of ink on his cheek. He gestured to his desk, “I got you a present, as well.” He gave a small laugh, “Somehow in the same vein of thinking, I suppose...”

Coypu got up to retrieve it, bringing over the small package and turning it different directions as he walked back over. “This paper is so fancy. Damn.”

“It’s just shiny, is all.” He smiled as Coypu sat back down next to him. “That’s not the present, though.”

“Well I know that!” Coypu huffed and started trying to peel the paper off carefully, but still managing to mangle it pretty good despite his best efforts.

It was a box, small and flat. Inside it, wrapped in tissue and folded carefully was some sort of cloth, heavy and dark. Coypu pulled it out carefully to look at it, turning it this way and that. It was various shades of green and somewhat iridescent, the primary color being similar to Coypu’s own shade of green. It was elaborately embroidered with thin golden thread, soft patterns and whirls forming a thick border on the lengthy piece of fabric.

He tilted his head, clearly a bit confused. “Is it.. clothes? Don’t think it’ll cover much, babe.” He winked, “Unless that’s the idea.”

Rah gave a long and frustrated sigh, shoulders deflating a little bit. He wasn’t upset with Coypu, but rather with himself for not even thinking about the fact that his boyfriend likely wouldn’t even know what it was. Suddenly he was nervous. If he didn’t know what it was, then... it probably didn’t have much meaning to him, which meant it really wasn’t as much of a gift as Rah had thought it would be.

He placed his own box to the side on the table and reached a hand out to flatten the large piece of cloth some. “I-It’s a flag. For the lok’vin. For my lok’vin.” He cleared his throat and stretched it fully, the long shape a rectangle with a triangle cut out of one end. “You know.. The um, the large ropes in the sky? They’re on all the houses and the buildings and we each have one, and of course I-I guess it might not actually mean much to you now that I think about it, but the fabrics on them all usually mean things o-or have a um, purpose.” He shrugged and smoothed it between his hands nervously. “I wanted... to put this on mine. It’s.. It’s for you. It means you.”

He pointed to a thick line of text embroidered onto the bottom edge. “This is.. our language. It’s your name. And.. a small title. I....” Rah let go and ran his fingers through his hair nervously, “It’s silly, isn’t it.”

Coypu held the cloth up higher, squinting at it. He lowered it into his lap and turned to Rah with a large grin, shoving his face into his boyfriend’s and planting a solid kiss. He pulled back and continued to grin, running his fingers over the section that Rah had said was his name. “I love it!”

“I get it! It’s like puttin’ my name on the mailbox!” He laughed loudly and draped the flag over Rah’s head. “So you’re sayin’ I’m important to you. And askin’ me to move in with ya’?” He wiggled his eyebrows and winked.

Rah blushed and pulled the flag off of his head. “You already basically do, I’m simply commemorating your importance in my life and-”

Coypu cut him off with another kiss, pulling back a few inches, his smile much softer and eyes gentle. “I get it. It’s perfect.” He kissed Rah again, pleased when the scribe leaning forward into it, a small hand coming to rest on Coypu’s leg.

“Okay.” He nodded, “If you say so then I believe you.”

Emboldened by the newfound knowledge that Coypu was considering marrying him of all things, and pleased that his gift had supposedly gone over well, he slipped the hand on Coypu’s leg in further.

“Of course... I never said I only got you one present,” he said with a grin.

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anabe23bookwormstuff · 5 years

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Chapter 1

We got to a big room full of colors, everything was full of colors around here in Sakaar. I stood there without moving as Loki closed the door and then went for a drink. I as trying to pepare myself to be okay with whatever he asked of me.

If I'd survived something like this before, I'll do it again.

"Can you tell me your name again please?" he asked leaning back on the black wooden desk.

"Anette" I aswered and crossed my arms over my chest.

I noticed that Loki had an accent, most people from Sakaar weren't actually from Sakaar and no one was really sure of who the original population were, still there was something particular of his accent, like he was from some realm really far away from here.

It remembered me of the accent I once used to have, I'd lost it along the way through the galaxy and many years of changing.

"Can you just tell me already what you want from me? I want to get over this as soon as possible" I hurried him.

"There it is. You're a little too mpatient aren't you love?" Loki asked taking another sip of his drink.

I didn't answer, instead I tapped my foot impatiently against the floor. He was still studying me and I was getting tired of so much staring.

"What's wrong with me? grab a drink, make yourself comfortable" he said shaking his had, sddenly there were two of him. One leaned on the desk and the other walking to me offerng me a drink.

"Magic" I whispered while cautosly taking the drink he was offering me. I finished it in one long sip, making him laugh.

Since he was so insisting on me making myself comfortable I took off my shoes and went dor another drink, after I finished half of the bottle I felt like I was prepared for whatever he wanted, or glad that I'd may have disgusted him and I'll be free to go.

He hadn't complained yet, so I decided to make a move then.

I stood in front of him, took the cup from his hand and started unbraiding my hair as I spoke.

"Can you already tell me what you want from me? I've drunk enough alcochol to not complain much and get over with this faster." I took his arm and pushed him towards the bed. There was one thing men always demanded when they got to spend the night with us, at least I knew it now.

He stopped me when I tried taking his armor off and held my hands together.

"I see you are eager for something to happen between us tonight, but, I'm gonna have to stop you my lady" he said standing up. He was really tall, I was tall too but that didn't stop me from having to lift my head in order to see his face.

"It's not that I'm eager, it's just that I know what you want"

"Then why bother asking?"

"I guess for once I tried beng polite. Now, I really want to go so please just go ahead" I didn't took my eyes away from me when I felt his hands touching my waist, suddenly he made me sit on the bed.

"I'm afraid you don't know what I want" he went back to the desk and recovered his drink.

This confused me, why was he making so much out of this, couldn't he just be clear?.

"I'm confused" I admited.

"I don't know what you expect from me, but I have no interest on forcing myself on you, you can keep you clothes on and your hands to yourself. I really have no plans with you" he spoke calmly.

"But don't you... I mean every other men-"

"I'm not like every other men" he declared.

I didn't know what to say, the alcohol was taking a toll on me and it wasn't helping either.

"What then, am I supossed to do? Can I go?" if he didn't want anything from me then I could just go back to my cell right?

"No" he sat on the bed aganst the head reast, the bed was soo big there was a decent amount of disance between us.

"So you do want something from me"

"It's not what you think" he declared making me feel embarrashed of the ideas going through my head.

"Then what?"

"Information. You see, I got here today and got lucky by befriending the Grandmaster, and as much as I find it" he looked around the room and lifted a brow. "Around here, I need to go back to my realm and find my brother"

"I'm afraid I won't be that helpful" I wanted to lay on the bed and remember what sleeping on one felt like, but I wouldn't him that satisfaction.

"You must know something, how long have you been here?" That was a good question. How long had I been here? I think fourthy... maybe fifthy years had gone by since I got to Sakaar, around thirty of those I'd spent locked in here, fighting.

"I guess something between fourthy or fifthy years" He chocked a little on his drink and I chuckled.

"I'm an old lady I know"

"You certainly don't look fifthy years old" he said.

"That's because I'm not that old, or am I? I don't know, time is weird around here and... I grew up in an strange way..." I wasn't sure how to explain it.

"You weren't born here, were you?" points for loki.

"No"

"So where are you from? you look like... you almost look midgardian, but f you were then you'll be old"

"The midgardian thing hurt me" I jocked "I'm from Vanaheim, well I was born n Vanaheim but I'm from Asgard" This took him by surprise, maybe he knew more about me of that place other than the name.

"You... are an Asgardian?" he asked confused.

"I'll say that I'm not really from anywhere. I don't know what belonging means." The alcohol was making tongue a little too loose.

"The gods... they really have a plan" he murmured

"Are you okay? I drank more than you and yet I'm not talking about-" he wasn't paying attention to me, he stood from the bed and started pacing around.

"Do you know if there's any way out of here?" he asked

"The door's right in front of you" I answered. He rolled his eyes.

"I don't know how to get out, I've only seen people coming in. We all came from those hideous wormholes"

"The wormholes" he repeated. "Maybe that's also the way out"

"Why don't you wanna stay here? I mean, you were really lucky. You're friends with the grandmaster, you have a place to sleep, food, slaves" I added thinking of me.

"That's very nice of the Grandmaster but I have to go back" I had a feeling that he wouldn't tell me where if I asked, so I waited for him instead.

"How did YOU end here?" he asked me.

"I was sold, first I helped someone selling trash and other things around here. Then he abandoned me, someone else fond me on the streets and sold me to the Grandmaster"

He bit his lip unsure on what to say to that.

"I'll make you a deal" he said, his eyes lighting up in excitement.

"Something tells me I shouldn't trust you at all" he ignored me

"You help me get information and a ship, and I'll take you out of here"

"Nice try, but I can't get out of here"

"Why not?" I pointed at the chip on my neck.

"That's no problem, I have this thing" he said taking the control out of his pocket.

"Which you have to give back to the Grandmaster once we are done here" I reminded him

"I really don't think that that's a problem, when we leave I'll just help you take it out" I shook my head.

"Then what ,what? Are you really gving up just because of some stupid shock thing?"

"You could buy me" I knew there was no way he had money to buy me, and I knew that getting hope from this stranger would only result on me getting hurt.

"Buy you... I'm not sure" I let myself fall down ont he bed.

"I'll find a way okay. First things first, I need the information and I'll make charge of the transportation, you just have to keep being a pain in the Grandmaster's ass and listen to what everbody is saying" he explained.

"You forget that I also have to stay alive"

"Well if you've managed fourthy years then you can held out fr a few days"

I exhaled. this wasn't what I expected at all. Getting a proposa to get out of here, it was possible that I was even dreaming.

"Can I go now then?" I asked. He sighed exasperatingly and pinched the bridge of his nose.

"Why the rush? You really want to go back so bad?"

"It would be more comfortable, yeah"

"I'm sure my bed is more comfortable than the wet cold floor Anette" the sound of my name surprised me, and also the fact that he knew, that of course, his room was a better place than my cell.

"How do you know is cold and wet?"

"I've had my experience with prisons too" I raised a brow.

"Are you a fugutive or something?"

"Something", he agreed.

Honestly laying on that bed was doing the job for me, and I could feel how I slowly drifted to sleep.

A cold hand on my back woke me up later, and I jmped at the contact. Loki stood in front of me with his hands in the air and a devilish smile on.

"I'm afraid this time you really have to go back to the Grandmaster" he explained

"Is it morning yet?"

"Before six, just in time" I yawned and stretched before standing and putting my shoes on again. Loki scorted me to the cells compound where we were meant to meet the Grandmaster.

"How do I look?" I asked suddenly

"Fine" Loki replied without looking at me

"No you fool. I don't have to look fine, listen, wait a minute" I stopped walking.

"What?"

"If I just go back like this the Grandmaster will know that nothing happened and maybe won't trust you"

"Well, you don't exactly look fine Anette. I was lying" he snorted

"Do I look like you shocked me?" he was confused at first with my question.

"Was I supposed to shock you?"

"Well probably, yeah"

"Oh"

"But don't do it" he took out the control.

"Well, if that's the ig problem then-"

"Loki don't" But Loki pushed the button. This shock wasn't as hard as the ones I was used to receive, but still wasn't pleasant.

"Asshole" I muttered when I could walk again and punched his arm. He grinned.

"You look like you wanted now"

I could hear the voices of some men and the Grandmaster not too far away now, before Loki opened the door he grabbed my arm making me stop and rubbed my lips with his thumb.

"What- what are you doing?"

"I'm pretty sure that lipstick of yours should've been a little messed up too" he winked.

Narrowing my eyes I wiped some of my lipstick off and rubbed it on his jaw and lips.

"Pretty sure you shouldn't look so composed either" I walked in front of him and heard him wistle behind my back.

"Loki, my friend. Good morning. Did you enjoy last night?" the Grandmaster asked and when he looked at me I tried lowering my face and I tried to curl my body like I was afraid and weak. He aprooved.

"Very much Grandmaster, thankyou" Some of the girls looked at him with curious and lustful eyes the moment they heard his acccent and I had to contain myself not to roll my eyes.

"I'm glad, I hope you teached that girl some manners. Now, my friends you can go back to sleep if you want it, or join a part or watch the fights which will begin in an hour. Don't forget to bet" He added.

Then we went separate ways, he and his friends exited the room while the guards took us back to the cell. Logically the girls didn't want to talk to me know, because thanks to me they'd probably gone through someting horrible las night.

Topaz threw us our regular clothes back and left us there. Now I was back to the routine, sit on this floor and wait to be called for a fight, stay alive and repeat.

I shouldn't allow myself to get my hopes up and trust Loki, but I figured that nothign worst than being here could happen.

#loki #fanfic #loki laufeyson #avengers #endgame #fanfix #ragnarok #nordic

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punkscowardschampions · 5 years

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Rio & Indie

Rio: How did you even? Rio: Soz Bills but this is next level sorcery! 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Indie: is it? then how am i clued that mckenna aint the strong silent type that he is in the streets 😏 boy got some volume Indie: gurl we need more paper if you want that privacy cos thats how the walls be in this drum Indie: yeah? i love you bitch 💖 Indie: naaaah you kno he aint getting himself dirty like that with no oil or grease Indie: 💰 only Indie: & he took me buying off them travellers and DAMN how some of those lads be 😍 Rio: Imma pretend I didn't hear THAT 'cos I ain't about to share his secrets 😏 Rio: I'll work on it then 😜 Rio: Always gon' love you bitch 🧡 Rio: What a tart 🙄 Rio: Not you though don't be tryna give me grey hairs already gurl 😂 Indie: 😂 Indie: me too cos you the only 1 getting that work done free baby Indie: 💖💖💖 Indie: gotta look good for his fancy piece innit 🏥 Indie: catch me on site tryna get grabbed rn giving you all the alone time w mckenna you be needing Rio: Trust, feeling that special with it 💖👸 Rio: 'Course, not that he's afraid of hard graft or anything, nah 😏 Rio: Hold up on the heart attack you gonna give Ma Rio: 'cos about to both have all that alone time 🛫🏖 Indie: safe 👑 Indie: nah nah 😂 hardest working rudeboy in the 24 Indie: self titled drew innit tho Indie: ma can get in line cos how these boys are got me feelin i could have one of my own 😍😍 mines bout to stop on the words they say & them accents Indie: gotta play hard like my wifey do so i dont get vexed being here in this temp at this time Indie: stuck schoolin & hustlin like 😒 Rio: 😂 Rio: I ain't no snitch so I'll keep it on the dl Rio: but bitch knows her way 'round that site herself so 👀 out for her even if your 💘 is gone like Rio: Poor baby 😟😥 Promise it's your turn next, anywhere you wanna Indie: ✌✌✌ Indie: its chill ill party like its my bday & im legal Indie: cant keep a rudegirl down Indie: gimme the 411 on how mckenna did tho did he come through w your 💍 or nah Rio: Gotta have one on me, like Rio: wouldn't be polite otherwise 😋 Rio: [pics] Rio: Bitch, when I tell you I can't even Indie: 😮😮 bitch WTF Indie: how he out here doing it like that?? Indie: boy stop Indie: but like dont Rio: I know Rio: and you're gonna see where we're going Rio: it's ridiculous Rio: he's ridiculous Indie: 😍😍😍 Indie: and you dont want me on his friends bitch EXCUSE ME Indie: i gotta tap this demo Rio: I thought we was all about the travellers now? Rio: if I can't keep up with you idk how these lads stand a chance 💔😉 Indie: allow it Indie: not trying to get wifey'd by anyone else Indie: & no lad has said yeah to my 💘 yet Indie: hmu all of yous Rio: At the risk of sounding older than the 18 I'm repping now Rio: Enjoy the ride, babe Rio: way more fun Indie: 😂😂 Indie: this boy tho i need him 💰 or nah Rio: Gimme the deets then! Indie: i gotta go back & get em im pure 💘 from first 👀 Rio: You best hmu when you do Rio: just 'cos Imma be in paradise don't mean I'm not still mumsie Indie: if you dont hear then you know i been owned by my 😍 & hes some chief wasteman who just thinks he bad Rio: all been there Rio: and you know, can't be judging whilst you keeping my secret can I? Indie: ma please thats your whole job 😂 it is how my step be doin it like Rio: I'll let her cover it then Rio: be the cool mum we all know i'm destined to be Indie: is it? Indie: can you be cool & tell her to hurry up and drop so the baby girl can vex her stead of me Indie: living so dry rn Rio: You reckon that'll make her any cooler? Rio: Mumming even harder, just you wait babe Indie: 😒😒 Indie: tell her i got loads of mas then Rio: Bless Rio: least we're back on so you don't have to live with her and Drew, like Indie: 🙏🙏 foreal tho shes flatroofin me from afar i cant be running in that house no more Indie: dont leave me woman Rio: Promise Rio: that said, a bitch be packing Indie: not gonna say take me w this time cos i kno what you finna do w that boy Indie: 😏 mad jealous Rio: 🤐 remember Indie: trust Indie: if i go back for that lad tonite is that too hype? its been a minute since i was there but idk Rio: Nah, go for it babe Indie: ✌✌ Indie: garda better keep things jam cos i aint asking drew for a ride there Rio: Not the vibe getting your Da to take you to a dick appointment, like Indie: 😂😂 Indie: hes been in a weird vibe Indie: must be cos the 👶 is due soon Rio: Yeah? Rio: Know he ain't go as hard as mine but hardly new to the game Indie: first time hes done it standard tho Indie: still no excuse to get so high off your own supply tho Indie: idk man Indie: maybes hes having a midlife Indie: maybe shes just driving him how she do me Rio: God knows Rio: ain't your job to stress it tho Rio: leave that to them, like Indie: innit Indie: just dont let mckenna put one in you Indie: its a madness how she flips Rio: Err no chance Rio: I bet Rio: already highly strung bless her, then you throw a load of hormones at her, nah, I'm good Indie: you can rep that how you like babe but aint none of our parents tryna bring us & still we out here vibin Indie: least they wanted this one like Rio: Yeah but I've heard of birth control 🙄 Rio: You think she'll make him marry her? Rio: Get a dress, like Indie: how un 🍀 of you bitch 😂 Indie: yeah shes been after a 💍 since she landed back in his bed Indie: better not try and put me in no dress Rio: 😂 matching with your younger Rio: so cute Indie: allow it Indie: ill 🛑 that shit fore i agree that Rio: 😬 no one needs to see that Indie: or other mckenna snapping the day like she needs the 💰 Indie: wheres the peng one taking you then? Rio: fr fr Rio: Maldives baby Rio: I'll send you all the pics Indie: 😮😮😮😮 Indie: that boy gon kill me & i aint even going Indie: don't send me ALL the pics tho I dont need 👀 for what ive already 👂 Rio: this place gon' kill me Rio: i been some places but damn Rio: behave Rio: gotta pay for that privilege honey 💁 Indie: when you fam & she still tryna charge 😂 Indie: tax a celeb hottie aint that how & where they hang? Rio: You want that new drum babe Rio: 🤞 Indie: hells yeah i want that new yard for a 🐶 Indie: make it happen ma Rio: 💪 here's hoping there's a becks or some shit out here Indie: spoke like mckenna aint dropping that dime on you standard Indie: lookin & actin all 😇 Indie: 💸💸💸 Rio: Think asking for a new gaff is taking the piss though 😉 Indie: IS IT THO 😂 Indie: boy down to move you in if he coulda Rio: I don't think he down to be livin' in the 24 tho 😏 Indie: bitch you know id change postcode if i can party in his Rio: You'd hate it 😂 Indie: nah all dem rich rudeboys wanna slum it for a nite Indie: hmu lads Rio: been there done that Rio: 'less they upped their game Rio: not worth the plane ticket Indie: waste 💔 Rio: truly Rio: keep rinsing their da's, like Indie: if youd let me babe ✌ Rio: bitch, not you ⛔ Indie: jokes Indie: imma link my gypsy prince Rio: 👍 Rio: how many 👙s do I need Indie: how long he ticking you away from me & these ends for? Rio: only a week Rio: should be in school, like Indie: 😂 Indie: at choir practice or some posho shit like Indie: but forreal like you dont wanna repeat gotta keep the looks fresh and the game 🔥 Rio: 😂 can you imagine Rio: lawd Rio: yeah, fuck it, one for every day and a spare it is 😉 Indie: 👑👑 rep that Indie: you kno that boy gon be carrying more clothes than a store Rio: Well, he ain't dodging those extra baggage charges by putting shit in my case, like Indie: 💔 Indie: honeymoon off fore its on Rio: When I can't quit being a bitch 🤷 Rio: awks Indie: you bad & he loves it Rio: hope so Rio: don't need domestics in the airport forreal Rio: don't kill my vibe boy Indie: 😂 Indie: bitch like he could when youre ✈ maldives Rio: Yeah we both gon' put up and shut up for that view Indie: forreal gon be lush Indie: im vexed but stealth bout it Indie: save you that domestic baby Rio: We gon' brawl when I'm back? Rio: Okay, I'll prepare my best dramatics in my downtime Indie: depends how im vibin Indie: got my own plans for this week Rio: Aside from riding a gypsy or? Indie: thats day 1 gurl Indie: keep w me Indie: drew best not be trying to chill & ruin my empty Indie: brawl him no drama Rio: Do my best Rio: and if you change the locks on him, send us a key, like Indie: innit tho Indie: get to steppin man Indie: your drum be lavish use it Rio: When he ever there man Rio: how they found time to make this baby is impressive if not gross Indie: 😂 Indie: no shade but im shook she could Rio: Literally though Rio: could call her a medical miracle, might not clock the shade over the ego boost Indie: good she aint here cos im creased rn Indie: their life is mad jokes Rio: s'alright, she can take a good laugh at mine if she gotta Indie: please your life is bare hectic 💖👑 Indie: dont trip Rio: Doubt the Cambs med student turned super doc is jelly tho 😜 Indie: what she kno? shes drews piece & he still more about you 😂 Rio: Shut up Indie: ✌ Rio: You crazy Indie: he is Indie: for ya Indie: chatting at me about how you grown good Rio: He really is high Indie: you kno Indie: old man relax 😂 Rio: Nasty Rio: gimme my card and cash and begone Indie: gimme your slice of cake too drew cos you aint eating for two Indie: abs are welcome like Rio: 😂 Rio: sometimes i reckon you are Rio: you and ya tapeworm Indie: big love Indie: even if i am marv Rio: 🧡🧡🧡 Indie: keep me knowin & ill give you same back 💖 Rio: 'Course, goes without saying Rio: ✌ out lil one Indie: safe

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kmackenz · 6 years

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I’m ab to blog the fuck out of my feelings bc it’s not like I know anyone who follows this shit anyways. And I heard blogging can help so... A year ago on February 12th I started seeing a girl. The first girl i’d ever tried to carry out a relationship with. I knew nothing ab my sexuality I was confused as fuck so for me, it started off somewhat experimental. But within like a week of talking to this girl, I couldn’t put my freakin phone down. I thought about her all the time, I was so excited. We met when I went to ATL for a concert, I had my location for tinder on so I was able to pick her up from Athens, GA. This girl was crazy for me because she was so opposite. She loved country music and had loving protective parents, she grew up in a traditional Christian home. I didn’t have any of that, I liked rap and pretty much all music except country(surprise was that I grew up with a country ass daddy and loved country music but when he died I didn’t like it as much), I had parents who chose drugs over me and God was not on my radar. That’s a whole different story though.

I loved everything ab her tho. Even her name.... I thought Rachel was the most beautiful name. She was so gorgeous and I couldn’t ever believe she actually went for me. We had such a fire connection it was crazy. We would stay up all night because we didn’t wanna stop talking. We had so much to catch eachother up on yet it felt like we had known eachother forever. What we shared was literally the definition of soulmate. I drove out to see her as much as I could, almost every weekend. Every time I saw her it was like a child seeing their favorite Disney character or something I mean I was so fucking excited dude it was crazy, I would be jittery the whole drive there and when I’d get in the car it was like I hadn’t been home in years and I was finally home. Don’t even get me started on the chemistry dude we were so turned on by eachother lol it was like all the freakin time. I had never really had a crazy sex drive before but with her it was so natural. Touching her felt so right and I know she felt the same. We were crazy about eachother. We got serious real fast and I was dying to tell her how much I loved her so I decided not to wait. We caved for eachother. I dropped my guard completely because she was so safe, so sweet, so protective. I knew she would never hurt me.

Nearly 3 months later I just couldn’t wait. I needed my girl and she needed me so I jumped and I found a place in Athens and I quit my job and found a new one and like that, I was there. Life with Rachel was beautiful but I was sort of sad because I had moved there for her and we still only got to see eachother fr once or twice a week starting off. We fought ab that... I wish we hadn’t. She would spend more time with her family and we fought ab that too.... again, I freaking hate myself. Why was I so jealous that she had family? Deep down I was happy for her but I behaved selfishly and wanted to be her family. It’s hard not having anyone ever choose you man it’s not supposed to be that way. I couldn’t help but want her to choose me but I don’t blame her for being hesitant. I should have been more hesitant. Things continued to be strong tho and we knew the other was far worth it.

I remember when I started going on grand openings for chickfila it just broke her little heart to watch me leave and it just wrecked me. But I needed the money so bad my new job just wasn’t adequate and I wanted the opportunity to travel, I never wanted to see her hurting or missing me, I never wanted her to go through that man I hated it for her I hated it too but I won’t lie, I wasn’t nearly as attached as she was either by this point. But it wasn’t because I wasn’t in love with her, it wasn’t because she loved me more, it was because I thought we were in it forever. I thought she wasn’t going anywhere and I thought I wasn’t either. I felt safe in knowing we could get through anything and come out of it still holding hands. Time was just time to me at that point....

Around August my friend logan moved down to be my roommate and she started school. This is when things got too tough. This is when I fucked up everything. Logan got there and I hadn’t had anyone except Rachel in a couple months. I was so excited to have my friend again but he had changed and that really hurt me... at the time I thought his changing was my fault. I thought he was mad at me for leaving earlier or for choosing Rachel instead of our initial plan in ATL. I felt like I needed to make it up to him, like I needed to earn his friendship back and for whatever reason he stopped supporting me and Rachel. I was so desperate for him to be my friend and I don’t even know why man. I don’t know what fucked my brain and made me think Rachel was not enough for me. I mean it’s probably true that she never could have met every single one of my needs it’s just not humanly possible, that’s more of a God thing I think. But I didn’t need logan, I needed Rachel. She was my girl, my soulmate, my lover, she was the one who was gonna walk with me forever.

I kept trying to take space so I could make my own friends, I was sick of being criticized for smoking too much weed, I was tired of having to cater to all of her feelings. I thought that meant I wasn’t right for her. I started to worry i would hurt her. That was the last thing I wanted so I kept trying to push her away. When I was alone and by myself I would think about marrying the freakin girl. I would think about our wedding and our home and our dogs and kids. But when I spoke to friends from home I would get so insecure. So fucking insecure. I felt ashamed and judged and I don’t know why. I still don’t know why I felt that way.

All I know is I kept putting both of us through unnecessary hell. I loved that girl so fucking much and I still love her that much. My heart has never stopped skipping beats for her, my brain has never stopped thinking about her, my heart has never stopped longing for her. I can’t be with anyone else. I can’t stop loving her. I can’t forgive myself for letting this happen. I can’t breathe or sleep or even eat. Food has no taste, I throw up what I do eat usually. I’m so lonely but I have all these friends.... I really got what I asked for man....

I want my baby back. I want my sweetheart, my “soup”, my stinky. I miss all those stupid little nicknames. I miss the way your body fit perfectly next to mine. I miss the way we would both snuggle with puppy. Of course I couldn’t let you know I was snuggling with him too bc I just had to come off as some tough chick even though I’m just as sappy and sensitive as you are. I just had to make sure everyone thought I hated country music, I didn’t actually believe in god, that I thought you were wimpy. Because I’m insecure. I put those insecurities off on you. I’ll never make that mistake again. I’m better than that now. I understand the consequences now. I’m so fucking sorry baby. We are the same but I was ashamed. You are so beautiful for being so confident in yourself.

I miss our trips we would take and staying in Air BNBs I miss our breakfast dates and waking up to you every morning. I miss cooking spaghetti for you. I miss coming home from work to your sweet little face. I miss saying soup with you and coming up with our funny words. I miss all of our laughs. Baby I miss you so much if you could only feel my heart bleeding for you. I’ve never been like this. I thought I was fucked up my whole life but now I realize that I’m fucking broken. How can I fix this? I can’t... you’ve met someone else. You’re moving on. And I’m stuck back here begging you not to go. I threw my forever away.... I didn’t know it would turn into this.... I just want to cry out to something to take away this pain but I don’t even know what anymore. I can’t ask god to bring you back because apparently god doesn’t approve of same sex love. I’m so hurt.... this pain is so unbearable. I just keep waiting for my love to come home and she never does....... she never will

I love you so much Rachel I always will. Please come home one day..... you are my forever baby

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STASH OF ADVICE

These are tips for future Nicole fr past Nicole who made a lot of mistakes this school year ┗(•̀へ •́ ╮ ) so I hope at least some of you can relate to this stash of tips I have kept for myself in my notes for incoming Senior High levels!

1. WRITE NOTES ON GIVEN ACTIVITY SHEETS & keep your papers organized (please)

Write tiny notes on the given activity sheets instead of putting them in your binder notebook (ok my own preference tho!!) bc one paper = topic is better than multiple messy papers = one huge topic!

2. Find the best kind of review style

so this year actually last school year but its been 100% proven this yr that I don’t really remember well when I read notes from a notebook (weIRD IDK WHY) so heres a list of the methods I personally use (bc Im pretty sure someone alrdy made a different kinds of studying methods here!! :> ) a) Loose leaf paper + intense color code: by intense color code I mean theres a specific color palette for every topic! b) Flashcards + color code: best when it comes to language classes (in my case I should have done this with every short story we read but I didn’t so I had a hard time n i only remembered terms fr my friends flashcards! (ᴗ˳ᴗ) ) c) Notes in book: useful when you need to remember like parts of something (like biology) you put the starting letter of every term under the major topic they’re under! like posterior pituitary: O, A : oxytocin and antidieuretic hormone! ヾ(´･ω･｀)

3. Color code your notes

I gave up like half way through the school year bc my pens started to dry out and I was too busy to go out and thrift cute gel pens that didn’t skip either ヾ(´･･｀｡)ノ” (also my askbox is open to fellow fil studyblrs who know cute gel pens..that aren’t mygel HUHU) and I do regret not color coding my notes bc since my attention span is so sHORT and looking at monochromatic notes doesn’t hELP THAT AT ALL u know i just ended up never opening my notebook so a) Color code your notes : use the same colors for everything b) How to color code: look at past notes and base it on that ｡ﾟ(ﾟ＾ω＾ﾟ)ﾟ｡

4. Rewrite notes (especially Math drills) (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑

I don’t have pictures of my Math notebook at the moment since we submitted it but when I rewrite my notes I put notes on the drills I failed (ahem ..most of them) ( ꒪Д꒪)ノ so that I don’t forget like on this Algebra reviewer I had (like bc i forget to square root n shiz)

5. Buy pens you actually like

ok we’re all certified stationery addicts in this side of Tumblr but ok I regret all those D*iso ballpens I bought just bc they were cheap. I hated using them & they made my notes ugly? (・_・ヾ so @ / nic specifically pls buy gel pens only it fits ur aesthetic and u are oc with ur notes so just pls buy pens u like (also remember that planner u loved so much that u ruined it bc u used different ballpoint pens so now it looks uglie good job nice)

6. Get a TO-DO List app & planner (ｏ・_・)ノ”(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)

I had various planners throughout the year (or more like any random notebook within my reach n copying the assignments on there) but as I got attached to This One planner I started filling it up but when I got home.. I don’t open my planner…at all. (シ_ _)シ so I found some apps that helped remind me to do my homework. Most of the time I would just put a reminder with the topic of the subject then the content would be: Check your planner so these are the few apps I downloaded a) Memorigi: ALL TIME FAV! the design is so minimalist n the icons + colors are super cute n theres enough space to put a lot of content n thats what I need for overlooking project progress SO YES MY FAV ー( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ b) Google Keep: perfect for like random brain dumps & checklists! c) Any.do: perfect for checklists or like short summary tasks! d) Wunderlist: same with for any.do if your tasks don’t need any specific details (like a grocery list for example) this app is perfect for u e) Ike: THIS IS CUTE bc like there r 4 boxes then u rename it to whatever u want (& they have cute color palettes too!!) then you assign your tasks to any box (like i had a christmas break goal, & a TO DO RN & a TO DO of the month & dreams/bucketlist) so this is super nice if u wanna see ur life goals not just acads!!

7. Shower when you get home

Literally I just started doing this at the end of the school year (bc there was so much work to be done that One Week)(I usually shower like after dinner) & it helped so much, I, a certified coffee drinker/lover, was surprised that showering as soon as I got home helped more than having dinner with coffee (I kno..it bad) first before my shower! also wear comfy clothes while studying! (✿◠‿◠)

8. Wake up early on weekends to rewrite notes

FIRST OF ALL THIS IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD! like im not even saying this like sarcastically but i felt like a true hashtag studyblr when i started doing this, bc 9.1) u can watch a movie from like 5am - 8 am without feeling guilty bc damn gurl i still got the entire day 9.2) its like ur fooling urself bc when its commercial break u can start doing homework n by the time the movie starts playing again ur like halfway done 9.3) good breakfast will push u to actually finish ur work ?? idk if its just me but it does 9.4) no one is awake at 5am on saturdays so (maybe) u have the entire house to urself u can sit on the floor while reading or plug in ur usb to ur tv and jam to ur study mix (bc admit it…having earphones on can be like sometimes distracting idk) 9.5) NOTHING INTERESTING ON UR TIMELINE!! bc everyones sleeping or ded or hungover fr friday night so ur forced to like do something else than just chat with friends

9. Do studyblr challenges (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

I didn’t do any this school year but I feel like if I did 100daysofproductivity challenge I think I would feel guilty for skipping so much (✖╭╮✖) so this is a list of things I want to do next school yr a) 100daysofproductivity: post 100 days of productive days here on tumblr or anywhere! b) don’t break the chain: especially if it comes to math practice (。-`ω´-) or exercise maybe! c) pomodoro timer: 25 minutes of intense studying // i think i need to start using this method again!

so thats a wrap up for school year 2016-2017! it was a hellish school year （ﾉ´д｀） NO JOKE I WAS SO EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY PHYSICALLY stressed this year idk why but it was for me one of the worst school years and oh btw (don’t have a crush on ur classmate ur life will be ruined..or if they’re too cute..try getting into a new show or get a hobby n keep them out of ur brain bc u only need Knowledge And Wisdom for now my bbs don’t be like stupid nice) OK THATS THAT I hope you all have a wonderful day! Take care!! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ＾ω＾ﾟ)ﾟ｡

#mine #mytips #heysareena #studybuzz #academla #hi xuanlin #studyrose #areistotle #long post

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yellin’ at songs: 4.28.2007 & 4.29.2017

the songs that debuted on the billboard chart this week and ten years ago this week.

4.28.2007

67) "Thnks fr th Mmrs," Fall Out Boy

The song has everything that's missing from "This Ain't a Scene." It's about something that is a thing, it's coherently put together, it has maybe the best chorus Fall Out Boy ever wrote (don't hold me to that), it's actually clever and not just trying hard to be clever (though it is trying very, very hard), and it has that breakdown, that "I only think in the form of crunching numbers" over the acoustic guitar that gets me every single time. This is the song that put me on the path to liking Fall Out Boy again after a couple of disappointing years. It’s what helped me accept that the adorable young boys of Take This to Your Grave were gone, but the confident snarklords had much to offer.

74) "Summer Love," Justin Timberlake

"Ridin' in the drop top/With the top down/Saw you switchin' lanes girl." "So chillin' in the front seat/In the back seat/I'm drivin', cruisin'/Fast lane, switchin' lanes." Which horrible line about switching lanes is from this 2007 hit, and which is from Rebecca Black's "Friday," the song everyone hated? What does switchin' lanes even mean in this context? No I'm not going to pay attention to the rest of this song, the rest of it probably sucks also as well, I wanna harp on this first line. Like how do you know a girl is sexy from the way she merges on the highway? Or are you in the club? If you're in the club, how on earth are you in a drop top with the top down, like what would that be a metaphor for? I can see how switchin' lanes would be the girl flirting with all sorts of boys, but what on earth is your drop top. Are you shirtless? Are you wearing an open leather jacket? I don't, ugh, all of your songs are bad, literally your entire catalogue infuriates me.

75) "The Story," Brandi Carlile

is there a better moment in music than when this song plugs in. that's a serious question. how many moments in other songs are better than "i climbed across the mountain tops/SWAM ALL ACROSS THE OCEAN BLUE." Like that was such a miracle the first time I heard it, it sounds like this sort of pretty song I might usually skip but stuck with for some reason, and then it goes absolutely insane, like first those drums come in and it's like, "Oh, this is more plugged in than I anticipated!" AND THEN WE'RE ON A ROCKET INTO THE FUCKING SUN. This is the only alt-country song that turns all the way up, and it has never stopped being a miracle.

84) "Earth Intruders," Bjork

/smiles politely /sorts gently into the 'not for me' pile there, there, dear sweet. you and i both know your home is not with me.

86) "Que Hiceste," Jennifer Lopez

Yo! So, the Jennifer Lopez Spanish-language track was dope as hell, which I didn't see coming. A thread through 2017 has been how dope the Latin pop songs are, and this is everything I want, something over-dramatic that I don't 100% understand but is funky enough to get into. It kind of tracks why it took me this long to hear it, I think the public was over J.Lo in 2007 and probably treated her Spanish-language album like a joke, but y'know what, I was wrong to not take her seriously, and my world is better with this song in it. Hey. Hey, everyone. It’s me, the man with music opinions, saying he likes a J.Lo song more than a Bjork song. Please give my opinions credence.

91) "Umbrella," Rihanna ft./Jay-Z

This is a towering achievement worthy of the onslaught of thinkpieces about its lasting impact sure to pop up on your favorite culture websites over the next couple of weeks. This is also the worst Jay-Z verse. At least the verse on "Monster" is stupid enough to be memorable. What even is that thing at the top of the song? How come I couldn't find an upload that cut his part out? It's literally at the beginning of the song and adds nothing, Jay-Z doesn't even ad-lib at all for the rest of the song, you could remove that and miss nothing. I'm focusing on the negative when this is one of the best pop songs there ever was. (It won't be #1 on the Top 20 because SAD INDIE SONGS YOU GUYZ, but it'll be at the forefront of the pop game.) Bless whoever heard this song and thought it should go to the girl who made "Pon de Replay," who heard "Pon de Replay" and heard the ability to carry this track home.

94) "I'm Throwed," Paul Wall ft./Jermaine Dupri

All these mid-aughts Houston rap singles have been way better than I expected. Also, I can't tell if "I'm a sharpshooter like Steve Kerr" was an outdated boast in 2007, or if it only seems outdated because Steve Kerr is a notable head coach in the National Basketball Association. Kerr was GM of the Suns in '07, wasn't he? Like I get his name rhymes, but you've gotta be able to name a more current basketball player than Steve Kerr, dude. Steve Novak was on the Rockets that season, literally his only NBA skill was the three, maybe try to squeeze him in there?

100) "It's Me Bitches," Swizz Beatz

it's disappointing that swizz beatz gave this beat to himself, but it's also perfectly understandable that no one else wanted to try to handle it. also if anyone wanted to hear the opposite of "Lady Marmalade," the remix features lil' wayne, r. kelly, and jadakiss, it features wayne and r. doing jamaican accents, and it starts with the words "voulez-vous couchez avec moi bitches." literally, the opposite of "Lady Marmalade."

The in-progress Top 20 for 2007: 20) “Kiss the G 20) "Que Hiciste," by Jennifer Lopez (4.28.2007) 19) "When I See U," by Fantasia (4.21.2007) 18) "Movin' On," by Elliott Yamin (3.17.2007) 17) "U + Ur Hand," by P!nk (1.13.2007) 16) "Doe Boy Fresh," by Three 6 Mafia ft./Chamillionaire (1.20.2007) 15) "Breath," by Breaking Benjamin (4.14.2007) 14) "Stolen," by Dashboard Confessional (4.21.2007) 13) "Beautiful Liar," by Beyonce & Shakira (3.31.2007) 12) "Cupid's Chokehold," by Gym Class Heroes ft./Patrick Stump (1.13.2007) 11) "The River," by Good Charlotte ft./M. Shadows & Synyster Gates (2.10.2007) 10) "Say OK," by Vanessa Hudgens (2.17.2007) 9) "Alyssa Lies," by Jason Michael Carroll (1.13.2007) 8) "Get Buck," by Young Buck (4.14.2007) 7) "And I Am Telling You I'm Not Going," by Jennifer Hudson (1.13.2007) 6) "Thnks fr th Mmrs," by Fall Out Boy (4.28.2007) 5) "Candyman," by Christina Aguilera (1.13.2007) 4) "Because of You," by Ne-Yo (3.17.2007) 3) "Umbrella," by Rihanna ft./Jay-Z (4.28.2007) 2) "Dashboard," by Modest Mouse (2.17.2007) 1) "The Story," by Brandi Carlile (4.28.2007) I think we all understand that “Kiss the Girl” is the Top 20, and that there is no reason to bother reviewing 2007 after last week, as “Kiss the Girl” was perfect.

4.29.2017

4) "Sign of the Times," by Harry Styles

...I can't deny that this is an ambitious song, and I cannot deny that it is focused in its ambition. If forced to make the choice, I would take this over ZAYN mumbling any day of the week. But you also made me listen to five and a half minutes of some misguided nonsense. This feels like a song you can sell once you've proven you can deliver the basics. This is the eleventh track of the rock opera you get to make once you have established enough credibility to sell a rock opera, the dark night of the soul a track or two before the climax of your career’s defining work, and it doesn't work as the first post-boy-band single. I can't believe this exists. Think of all the people who had to listen to this and sign off on it. "Yeah, a five-and-a-half minute epic ballad, that'll get the kids talking. That'll launch this kid into the stratosphere!" And, well, #4! hey! alright!, but fucking Liam could have a top-ten single tomorrow if he dropped a new track, #4 means nothing. I salute the ambition. I find nothing to applaud anywhere else.

50) "Now or Never," by Halsey

it's going to sound weird to critique halsey for lacking a sense of urgency on this song when that "hit the sin" song had ALL THE URGENCY but like as pleasant as it was to hear her whisper over a beat that bleeped and blooped agreeably, this song is called "now or never?" like this is the only time i've heard a halsey song where she seemed calm. maybe i just don't know what i want out of a halsey song. maybe this is Great and i'm just committed to not seeing what's Great in here. but like of all the songs to not overdramatize, you pick the one with an ultimatum! help me figure you out, dawg!

74) "Unforgettable," by French Montana ft./Swae Lee

This was fine! I have a thousand nitpicks -- ft./Swae Lee? FT./?! He was the entire song! -- but they, more than usual, add up to nothing here, because I enjoyed myself! Not the best song, not a song painting outside any lines, a song that'll prolly sound dated in 10 years (ah yes, 2017, when we revived dancehall for some reason), but a four minute ride through a nice part of Music Town!

79) "Everyday We Lit," by YFN Lucci ft./PnB Rock

The YouTube description informs the this is off the album Get the Nut, and my entire opinion of this song is colored by the fact of its origin. Fuck this. Like I know I'm supposed to judge the song and nothing else, but that album title tells me more about who this person is than anything on this world possibly could. And since we're talking about song-related ephemera, we've got dudes in rap videos wearing Toon Squad jerseys. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I kind of wish he'd take this more seriously. You're on this song about how awesome life is, but life's not so awesome that you can't participate in irony? I don't get this choice you have made.

89) "Cake," by Flo Rida & 99 Percent

this is just a two and a half minute party jam about fucking. bless this song. no frills, nothing overly complicated, ya just start it up, there's maybe half a metaphor and a fuckton of "whoa-ohs" and we're done. flo rida is the reigning king of trash pop rap, and i would listen to this 40 times before i ever listened to more life again.

92) "Bar at the End of the World," by Kenny Chesney

This sounds like it was designed to be the soundtrack to your CVS shopping experience. CVS might be too urban for this song. This sounds like it's going to be the song that plays every single time you walk into a gas station in a rural area for the rest of your life. They delivered this to every convenience store out in the sticks, they assessed their primary music delivery system and dropped off the cassette or the CD or maybe they had to hex the radio, but this song has been delivered, and the proprietors know the drill. You will be on your way up north for a cousin's wedding, fill up the tank and maybe get a Cherry Coke and some Twizzlers, still got a bit of a drive ahead of you and hey what the hell it's a vacation have some sugar, and you will hear this song, because it is the only song you can hear. You'll hear precisely 71 seconds and won't mind or notice any of it, meaning the song will have done its job.

97) "Weak," by AJR

So this is an anthem about saying "fuck it" and making bad choices, which sounds like it'd be right up my alley? But I don't dig it, and I'm trying to nail down what I don't like about it. Something about this track irks me, and I'm like one word away from figuring out what that is. It's not the fact it kind of reminds me of "Love in This Club," though that doesn't help. Maybe it's just too precious? It's like the first draft of a Fun. song, the outline of where a song could go before they add specific details about the relationship and what makes giving into it such a bad idea. I don't leave this song knowing anything about these dudes, other than the fact they want desperately for other people to like them. Cloying. Cloying! That's the ticket! They want very badly for you to feel sympathy for their plight, but they don't want to be too honest about themselves, lest you find something unrelatable. It’s a song about a damaged person by people who aren’t open about their own damage.

99) "If I Told You," by Darius Rucker

this how you do me shane mcnally. this was the one thing i was looking forward to, and it's this. whatever. it's fine. what a dumb week.

100) "Flatliner," by Cole Swindell ft./Dierks Bentley

maybe it's not the chillest thing to praise flo rida for making garbage pop/rap but chide these yutzes for making what is basically the same song, but

The Top 20 for this week is the same as the Top 20 was last week because 2017 didn’t even fucking try. 20) "Tin Man," by Miranda Lambert (4.22) 19) "Everyday," by Ariana Grande ft./Future (3.4) 18) "Everybody," by Logic (4.22) 17) "Guys My Age," by Hey Violet (2.11) 16) "Heatstroke," by Calvin Harris ft./Young Thug, Pharrell Williams & Ariana Grande (4.22) 15) "Yeah Boy," Kelsea Ballerini (3.4) 14) "You Look Good," by Lady Antebellum (4.22) 13) "Selfish," by Future ft./Rihanna (3.18) 12) "Slide," by Calvin Harris ft./Frank Ocean & Migos (3.18) 11) "Now & Later," by Sage the Gemini (2.25) 10) "It Ain't Me," by Kygo x Selena Gomez (3.4) 9) "Craving You," by Thomas Rhett ft./Maren Morris (4.22) 8) "That's What I Like," by Bruno Mars (3.4) 7) "The Heart Part 4," by Kendrick Lamar (4.15) 6) "Chanel," by Frank Ocean ft./A$AP Rocky (4.1) 5) "Run Up," by Major Lazer ft./PARTYNEXTDOOR & Nicki Minaj (2.18) 4) "Green Light," by Lorde (3.18) 3) "Despacito," by Luis Fonsi ft./Daddy Yankee (2.4) 2) "Issues," by Julia Michaels (2.11) 1) "iSpy," by KYLE ft./Lil Yachty (1.14) Hey: “Issues” is #12 on the real chart this week! That’s cool!

Who won? hahahahahhahahahahahaha 2007: 3 2017: 2 Though, hey, at least this week didn’t have as much Chainsmokers as I feared! That tally still doesn’t really reflect how badly 2007 is outpacing 2017, though. The 2007 Top 20 is officially nuts, like, “U + Ur Hand” at #17? But it might remain static through next week, that 2007 Top 20, 2007 looks to be leaving the door wide open with next week’s offerings. Do I think 2017 can notch another empty victory? TOTALLY, DUDE. (Foreshadowing.)

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