#fyolai coded

[chocsra]

"just a thought"

in my mind

i kissed each of your knuckles before falling into a dreamless sleep

your spilled words of hatred

made me feel as though

my love was far too cheap

but go ahead

eye the sunsets

yearn for romance

wait for a star just outside your window

that star will hold a glimmer

in my eyes when i weep

the setting sun is just as beautiful when asleep

your yearning

is a long chase with no destination

but don't worry

just press your lips onto bruised knuckles

thinking of my skin

maybe then

you'll feel more than disgraceful sin

[maalidoesart]

„i fought so i could lose myself“

[onstar9]

Loverboy except his love is a boy. (He (optionally) has a girlfriend and they’re both doomed by the narrative)

[cereal-abyss-mage]

fyolai rats fyolai rats fyolai rats

[flyolai-brainrot]

this song was written about him, i was there

[dazai-on-my-mind]

So many Tyler The Creator songs are Fyolai coded to me. If only more people would see that 😭

[adonis-blu]

- Bakrom

[pegging-satan]

Fyodor is so Molchat Doma and Nikolai is so Дайте танк

Let me explain:

[caffeiiine]

give me a ship please i will give you a song i like that i think goes with it

[irritablepoe]

holy fuckery

[kiukiu1270]

15 Fyolai <3

“bingo bingo baby, I love you ain’t that crazy?”

“I want you I want you over again” <3

More 15 Fyolai!!!

I love them so much they deserve to be normal silly (ALIVE) 15 year olds ><

If you look closely, you can see Kolya’s lower half in the bg ;3

I love Creantzy so much

☁️🍄🌲🌻🌿

YAYAY AND SUMMER IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER (damn time flies) and so I am DEFINITELY making more 15 fyolai art while I’m still 15 myself lol

Im not quite sure what I’m gonna do when I turn 16 this summer but 16FYOLAI LETS GOOOO

YAYYY I LOVE SUMMERR they are so alexg summer coded

I redrew a frame from my comic I made cuz I liked it

Also counts as a background study (the bg too so long omg)

9 hours 16min

96 layers… (this killed me)

I love stars

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[etrevil]

I need to talk about how well Bones did the skk apology/confession scene.

Like, oh my gosh, the lightning. Red and blue contrast? Yes. The focus solely being skk, and no unnecessary still frame of other characters (mourning the Fyolai scene rn)? YES, AMAZING, PERFECT.

They captured Dazai's expression so well. He looked miserable, he looked so deep in thought, like he was saying goodbye to that one, good, beautiful aspect of his life (Chuuyaaaa 😭).

His eyes were closed, he was taking a walk down memory lane, he was thinking back to when they were fifteen, he remembered when they held hands to defeat Rimbaud, when No Longer Human took affect and-

The cut using Dazai's ability made me need a moment. And then we have the close-up to his face, followed by Dazai finally opening his eyes after about half a minute of flashbacks. Of memories where he and Chuuya connected.

And then we have his close-eyed smile, so we don't see what he's actually feeling, where he's practically baring his teeth. He's back to his cheerful, devil-may-care persona while leaving his partner, a person others have described he shares a soul with and mimics perfection together (cough, Adam, cough), to drown.

I was offended on Chuuya's behalf, and I felt like tearing out the smiling menace's hair follicle by follicle when ONLY Chuuya's hat came into frame.

It was like I was experiencing chapter 101 all over again when it came out. And that, I think, is when I realized Bones did well on this. Amazing, even.

Because one thing I genuinely feared was the anime-only fans missing out on the emotions the manga brought out. What if the anime leaves out important bits about their relationship?

But this episode made me relive the night Dazai drowned Chuuya and there wasn't a next chapter to settle to fears. It made me feel so much injustice that I couldn't even cry.

I was absolutely scandalized by Dazai's "See you later, alligator!" (in one translation, cause the official uses the same, simple "goodbye!" as in the manga) and that makes me love it even more- because of course that little shit would bid Chuuya farewell like that.

Because of course, it's soukoku, and this is what they do best: secret codes, phrases only they can understand, soulmatism… And I like to think that see you later can either pertain to Chuuya coming back, or Dazai joining him, if you will.

tl;dr is that Bones did what we wanted and served the same emotional damage to the anime-only fans.

Alright so maybe this was all over the place but I think I finally got my thoughts down. I'm still not fine after this episode lol, and I probably never will be considering we might get chapter 109 animated at this rate and pace.

If that happens, I'm gone. Just, disintegrated. Nothing more.

What a year to be alive 😭

[adrielxle]

okay but why is kainess so fyolai coded

LOOK AT THEM.

AND BRO THESE TWO PANELS TOO ITS LITERALLY SO SIMILAR

[rikushka]

In my brain Nikolai texts using English, Russian AND Ukrainian words, in the LATIN script, with zero punctuation and sparkle emojis thrown everywhere except he doesn't latinise the words properly AND he makes typos so it's just utter utter chaos

Poor Fyodor. Imagine fyolai in a no abilities highschool setting and Fyodor is just staring at the sparkly shit nikolai just sent him and trying to decipher this new code. Nikolai just keeps sending more. This is how Fyodor got so smart he had to understand what was happening in that chat

[syunkiss]

i could talk about malice mizer songs and bsd for a whole day

Like. Baroque is obviously Fyolai (Nikolai to Fyodor) coded. No discussion.

"Because I stopped your breath with my hands (...) oh, My Sweet Corpse, I put weight on this love..." - Baroque, Malice Mizer

Au Revoir was MADE for Rimlaine. (Rimbaud to Verlaine) Not only because its name if french lol but the lyrics. Is just so.

"Your familiar form leaning on the windows, flickers among the hazy sunlight and disappears, a whispered phrase in my crowded memories says (...) Just a while more, I want to fall asleep holding you.." - Au Revoir, Malice Mizer

Unfortunately I will have to relate Odango (Ango to Oda) to Syunikiss (🤭) because. Just. Read these lyrics.

"Ah… To the lord who dwells in the sky that has answered my prayers, crant one more prayer of mine… “Return her heart to her.” (...) With a cold finger I trace the tear stains running down your cheek And in a trembling voice I repeat, “Return to the sky…”" - Syunikiss, Malice Mizer

And UNFORTUNATELY I WILL have to relate Ma Cherie to Soukoku. (Dazai to Chuuya) I AM SO SORRY. Just. Read that.

"Because of the tight shoes that it was forced to wear, that doll in the show window cannot move. Today I have no plans, so it might be nice to absorb myself in the passerbys... In the morning after the rain, I will jump in puddles, and I'll wait for a night with falling stars and make a wish... Ma chérie, are you missing me?" - Ma Chérie, Malice Mizer

[burninbriight]

i'm gonna miss you fyolai... rip you were so jesus and judas coded