so this is my morning hike i make this hike probably 3 times a week it chills me out i feel good its fantastic but today i woke up and i felt extra spicy because i gotta message from my boy gillionaire telling me that today in trinidad they're having elections and he was worried that the people's party the young people's party wasn't gonna win and he was like i'm worried about it but then again it feels like government really only mattered when you in the mud or you're actually controlling it or involved in the politics of it the rest of us life is alright and life sucks and you're kind of at the mercy of it and in a lot of ways i agree and in a lot of ways it made me upset not gillionaire but just the idea of government because i've traveled around the world and i've sat with a lot of government officials in every country and i have to come to the conclusion to be honest everyone but aoc pretty much fucking sucks every once in a while you get somebody like her who's very very smart walks through walls speaks many languages you know
i was already like this how i am now at this level of development when i was like 5 right i knew right away i wasn't developing the right way so as time went on i understood what i had to do based on how much i had grown each year i kept incorporating different traits i found to be older characteristics adjusting my mentality to the acquired stage i felt belong to the circumstances of which i am proposed to compliment in requirement to commonly known supposition i learned how to do this in such a regulatory fashion that things were assumed to be going along as planned around me whence throughout my own personal eras of these lifetimes i didn't understand remotely in the slightest the same conceived notion of being that i should have given the premises
being the only 5 year old that thought about sex its my fault for spawning a race of them
(i was there the first day of tumblr instagram twitter with the ceo's the first version of the apps its emotional to see what they've become since then that something we did became a part of everyday life we made tiktok my company a science of work driven by creativity and passion)
*instagram was originally supposed to be a funeral camera to create an online necropolis 👻 i'm an influencer*
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unidentified anomalous phenomena
(uap)
*pls come inside i don't wanna be in here by myself let me rest*
the unconscious component makes a comprehensive description of the human personality impossible. accordingly, the unconscious supplements the picture with living figures ranging from the animal to the divine, as the two extremes outside man, and rounds out the animal extreme, through the addition of vegetable and inorganic abstractions, into a microcosm. these addenda have a high frequency in anthropomorphic divinities, where they appear as attributes
◌̆ will (breve) *erika* ◌̄ one (macron) *santos* ◌̌ council (caron) *silva*
◌̆ will (breve) *erika* ◌̄ one (macron) *santos* ◌̌ council (caron) *silva*
the first trans person to lead a party in the chamber of deputies
most voted councilor in brazil socialism and liberty party
erika hilton (31) *i didn't know skittles could kill people*
just put my name on them so they can know who i am
sexiests (erika hilton) *i wasn't even listening*:
(just know when i go outside i don't know that guy because when i'm outside i'm a different person and i'm sorry that's why sometimes i don't like to go outside)
*a neoantipolitical or neopolitics in blanket and umbrella terms*
◌̆ will (breve) ◌̄ one (macron) ◌̌ council (caron)
◌̆ will (breve) ◌̄ one (macron) ◌̌ council (caron)
the first six months my wrist was shattered the next nine months i spent writing it's been an emotional ride i'm trying to balance my friends with my politics with my home life when i do one thing i can't stop thinking about the other things so i'm a little bit stuck rn i still need to evaluate my strategy in all three of these departments seriously they all need more work obvious upon construction of this new doctrine which i feel is actually one of the oldest bibles of thinking how its going to be put into practice is another grammatic so i need to make sure everything's received well in this society which i want renamed a psychology
the thing about this kinda success is they won't let you have it until you can prove how you did it so they can be successful on that level too (so if you really did a lot of work they're like fuck that sucks this is shit to explain) *we're working around clock its a pain in the ass*
whether it was 3000000 6000000 jews murdered its 2000000 being held in open air prison by the zionists police state of israel
(50 years nobody knew the zionists and the communists agencies took over hitlers organization)
*imagine these were white people instead of palestinians*
me: and why do you know so much
me: because i am the agencies that took over the organizations leader
me: i'm behind everything
y2k (the world will never be the same size again) *uap*
unidentified anomalous puzzle (uap) *after 1999*
purchase your husband today at (walmart) *who knew you can get married so fast welp too late*
i wonder what power level you need to get on here and i wonder how much these post are worth at this rate it must be like multiple van gogh's like dude you picked up like one hundred da vinci's worth of art in one post i feel like loomer (cum) *in a dream*
one loomer pls 😍
i'm only a good person in person so stay in person with me (i told you what my problem is) *it's impersonality to a supraordinate personality*
a neoantipolitical or neopolitics in blanket and umbrella terms (uap) *unidentified anomalous puzzle*
god (save) *the queen* 🇬🇧
some people just can't wait to rush into marriage (they just can't bare to wait any longer) *and thats how i feel*
i can't spare another moment (i'm crying) *girl tears*
i'm a real manchurian
🇺🇸
the 49th dimensions are dimensionless to the 1st dimension that is the 50th dimension of 98th dimensions that are dimensionless to the 49th dimensions making the 49th dimensionless to the 51st 58th dimension which is the 1st 50th 98th 49th 51st 58th 9th
like a person winning the (lottery) *this is worth something to people*
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the world is in your favor (the world will obey you) *the world will protect you*
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by the way (i'm really) *a manchurian*
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superconscious ◌̆ will (breve) omnipotence (magical forces) the manifestation of feng shui in manchuria ◌̆ (the manifestation of doing everything) reverse engineering
omnipotent manifestation of manchurian superconscious of doing everything ◌̆ will (breve)
the manifestation of feng shui in manchuria ◌̆ (the manifestation of doing everything) ◌̆
superconscious ◌̆ will (breve) omnipotence (magical forces
there goes my dynasty ◌̆
subconscious ◌̄ one (macron) omniscience (psychic powers) the manifestation of cheugy in tartaria ◌̄ (the manifestation of knowing everything) reengineering
omniscient manifestation of tartarian subconscious of knowing everything ◌̄ one (macron)
the manifestation of cheugy in tartaria ◌̄ (the manifestation of knowing everything) ◌̄
subconscious ◌̄ one (macron) omniscience (psychic powers)
there goes my empire ◌̄
unconscious ◌̌ council (caron) omnipresence (vampiric thirst) the manifestation of monopoly in hyperborea ◌̌ (the manifestation of being everything) engineering
omnipresent manifestation of hyperborean unconscious of being everything ◌̌ council (caron)
the manifestation of monopoly in hyperborea ◌̌ (the manifestation of being everything) ◌̌
unconscious ◌̌ council (caron) omnipresence (vampiric thirst)
there goes my kingdom ◌̌
i saw one beer that made me want to not see beer again for the rest of my life much less anything again
(gemini cries for help compared to nonprofit driven seek and destroy mission grok victory lap)
*there goes my dynasty there goes my empire there goes my kingdom*
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anticipating (the queens presence) *my little butterball*
unidentified ◌̆ will (breve) *pls come inside* anomalous ◌̄ one (macron) *i don't wanna be in here by myself* phenomena ◌̌ council (caron) *let me rest*
unidentified ◌̆ will (breve) *pls come inside* anomalous ◌̄ one (macron) *i don't wanna be in here myself* phenomena ◌̌ council (caron) *let me rest*
(cute post)
trade in your psychic powers (omniscience) or magical forces (omnipotence) today for something real (everything) and i stress (everything) we went to the movies, we played monopoly (everything) vampiric thirst (omnipresence)
figuratively (feng shui) everything to her that she has is in the right place (omnipresent in microcosm)
the microcosmic
(feng shui)
test
hyperboria: success without meaning (omnipresence)
praxis
manchuria: wtf i need meaning for if i got success (omnipotence)
sociolects
tartaria: you mean without russians (omniscience)
the tartarian omniscient sociolects, manchurian omnipotent praxis and hyperborean omnipresent test
i haven't been that guy for a while, after all manners of escapism or death defying and running the course, i thought we finally reached a plateau, the meaning of manchurian global (the lost to the future 5th world race of the last civilization who were the original 1st class people to belong to the 1st market), to end up in the same place several times tunneling through the earth, we find that parallel.
a sociolect (praxis) *test* of the socioeconomic (lexical) *items* in accountable (pragmatic) *concordance*
where are all the blankets and umbrellas that i heard about? (there's no blankets or umbrellas here!) *you came to the wrong place.*
reply guy: that was the worst (hardest strawberita) *that i ever never had to find*
my thirty year old brother marc who has annoyed me since the day he was born to this very date that shattered my wrists plus tried to kill me with a box cutter or knife or screw driver while drunk and high and forced masturbatorily: that i never (ever ever) *ever had to find never*
so you're going to come to continuously try to rape my girlfriend (because you think i touched you when we were 10) *judging by everything you've done to us we're safely going to deny your claim then add to the fact that i'm still a celibate chaste abstinent virgin*
ethan ralph: don't worry i took the liberty of building a corridor and aqueduct under (the guy's house) *that's white people for you* 🃏
blocked (under my white trashy fingers) *maya chavez* 🎲
i want (to eat) *her burps* 🎰
🐯 crouching (n) *word* 🐲 hidden (n) *word* 🥷🏻
uap (everyone will eventually die and move out) *we'll inevitably live alone*
unidentified (anomalous) *puzzle*
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i've been trying to figure out how to word this since the news broke.
it's unbearably cruel that those six hostages were murdered so close to being freed. it's cruel that their captors might've heard their families calling out to them and murdered them anyway. it's cruel that they were kept, killed, and found in an area full of displaced civilians. it's cruel that hamas is using innocent gazan civilians as human shields, and then blaming the israeli forces for the incredibly high death toll when they have done nothing to protect the civilians under their government.
more so, it's terrible that people have been happy that the hostages didn't get to go home to their families. it's terrible that i haven't seen any anti-zionists who have claimed over and over and over that they want to limit the death toll, and yet the hostages receive no sympathy. they're angry that noa argamani was freed and managed to be happy despite the tragedy that happened to her.
i remember october 7th. i remember being so confused about why so many people were celebrating death. i remember thinking i must have been misunderstanding because these were good people and if they were happy about something that seemed so terrible then clearly i missed something? i remember when they convinced me that israeli citizens were all inherently complicit in the deaths of palestinian civilians.
i remember being vaguely aware of how inconsistent the western anti-zionist movement was, but being told that jews israelis were more inconsistent and therefore everything in the movement was fine. i remember feeling anxious every time i opened social media but continuing to do because i was guilt-tripped into thinking that to be a good person, i needed to look at and share graphic pictures of dead and injured people in gaza.
they don't care about people or lives. they will quite happily encourage people to destroy their mental health in the name of activism because this is how you help palestine!!!
i hope that the hostages' families and friends find peace. i hope the rest of the hostages are able to return home safely. i hope that gazan civilians are able to build a democracy and thrive. i hope the conflict ends soon and everyone affected receives the food, water, shelter, medicine, and whatever else they need.
may their memories be a blessing.
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I'm sorry this isn't a submission, but I felt a little nervous to submit this publicly. I don't really want people knowing who I am. I suggest tagging this ask with a TW for abuse mentions. I don't go into any explicit detail but still feel it best to provide this warning.
I grew up in an abusive household and continued to live in the same house for the next 21 years of my life. Some time last year, I cried to Lord Hermes and prayed that he please deliver me from this house. I asked to move away. I even asked specifically to move to Greece someday (which I still currently want to do). I begged for him to get me out of that house, out of the place where almost all of my trauma had taken place.
This year, I spontaneously was told we were moving, and it wasn't just a move a few cities away, we were going completely out of the state. It was a big move and would completely uproot our lives. At first, I took the news poorly. I was angry and even in denial. I desperately fought the change and tried to find ways to stay in my home state. However, I knew I had no choice in the end and relented. I started packing my things and reluctantly accepted the inevitable move.
If I'm being honest, I actually was kind of mad at Hermes for a bit of time. I know it sounds dumb, especially since I had literally asked for it, but it was difficult for me to come to terms with such a massive change. At the time the move was announced, I had also finally started building an actual life for myself in my home state. I was making friends, planning for college, and putting myself out there, so it was a little devastating to have all of those plans immediately turned on their heads. I was forced to go to a specific college now, I was forced to say goodbye to healthy and new friends I made, I was forced to see my home state for what feels like it will be the last time in my life. I was terrified, and I was bitter, even knowing I asked for it.
But when I finally arrived at the new house, I began feeling a little better. Slowly but surely, this heavy weight started lifting from my chest. I made new friends quickly, I felt more motivated to take care of myself, and I even started going outside more often. Even though the house is much smaller and I have to be around my father more physically, I began building more self-confidence, helping me set aside his presence more and focus on myself. I had asked for Lord Hermes' help in adjusting to the change and apologized for feeling so bitter in the beginning, and despite my complex feelings about the move at the start, he lent me his assistance anyway. I am very grateful for his understanding and his willingness not to judge us humans for the feelings we have, even towards things we literally ask for.
I wanted to tell this story in order to share my experience and express that it's ok for us to have negative feelings about the actions our deities take or even the way a prayer is answered because at the end of the day, any change can be difficult, and I feel that deities understand that humans struggle with significant changes. Lord Hermes is especially patient and kind. I feel that he understands humans in a way that cannot be easily described. He's seen both the best and worst of us, yet he chooses to continue reaching out to us anyway. He chooses to continue forming close relationships and staying by our sides and helping us through the toughest transitions of our lives. I hope he'll be there with me in my final transition from life to death - the biggest change of them all.
Lord Hermes is a god of Change and Transition, I think, and of learning to accept both of those things. He is a wonderfully caring god, and to anyone on the fence about worshipping him or even just reaching out, I encourage to give it a chance. It's a decision you will be forever grateful to yourself for because once a friend, Hermes will always be a friend. ❤️
Thank you for sharing your story! /gen
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