#gonchya

[agentsofoakenshiield]

I can’t stop thinking about Katya and Andrey but y’all I never really shipped them, mostly just FELT for them. I mean, this exchange???:

“Maybe if we were one person, you and I, we would be enough for the world.”

“You mean for him.”

“Is there really a difference?”

“For us? …I guess not.”

I mean…!!!

[wowitsverycool]

katya literally quotes carmilla during the boat scene in a delirious state from blood loss yet SOME OF Y’ALL ARE STILL SAYING SHE DOESN’T RECIPROCATE. ARE YOU FUCKING FOR REAL?

“ohhhh but she loves goncharov sofia just distracted her” SHE LOVES THEM BOTH THATS THE POINT THATS THE POINT THATS THE FUCKING POINT

[scraps-by-mack]

I love that Goncharov is finally getting the recognition it deserves because it takes me back to my hospital days, where there was only old movies on the free channels all day everyday, and my friend I met there was there so long he was obsessed with movies and especially Scorsese because sometimes on the weekends there’d be back to back Scorsese classics

And I remember when we got closer talking to him about it and he said how he loved the clock symbolism with Katya because her clock was started without her realising it, like he said his was with his mental illness and prolonged stay and he always liked her most because she was trying so hard to get away from everything and do the most, but her clock was still always ticking in the background no matter what she did

And I got so sad after hearing that, but then- we watched the movie again, and the scene where Andrey starts his watch hit me in the chest- like I had a full on panic attack, because while my friends mental illness was hereditary (he had bipolar disorder/depression) and mine wasn’t - I was the first in my family to ever be hospitalised for mental illness, and it’s like the night I decided to commit su1c1de I started my watch myself

And then it ended how it was supposed to end, both the movie and me and my friend- I had to go and he had to stay so in my mind I killed him, which killed me and it is such an underrated movie that will always leave me in tears

[eternally-exhausted-7]

everyone's talking abt goncharov and somehow ignoring that flashback with goncharov and alexei.... like it's so clearly a commentary on how the cycle of abuse perpetuates if left unchecked and how violence shapes our relationships with others, especially at such a young age with no support system. like if alexei had survived none of this would have happened? and maybe goncharov could have been able to form a healthy relationship with katya, who in turn would not have been forced to choose between him and sofia in such a violent manner

[keistance]

gonchey this gonchya that why are we fighting when goncheya is where it's at