#have i been consciously keeping the sadposting off here recently because i don't want people to overreact and call the police on me again?

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

every so often I'm reminded of things I can't cope with that Normal People Can. (like the way the music I'm listening to splits between headphones in stereo, I can't deal with listening to it other than through computer speakers.) I cannot and likely never will be able to cope with a great many things. rightly or wrongly, when I remember these things it's easier to rationalise to myself why I should die.