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xanyiaz · 4 months

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guys i found myself /j 💀💀

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boxwinebaddie · 3 months

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gm angels! it's time for ur random rm fun fact of the day!

which is that ravenstan's spice tolerance is scary high and when he was on Hot Ones it was a legendary experience bc he was just having a blast, decimating vegan wings, rating the quality of the hot sauces, unphased by how fkn spicy all of them were and when he finally got to the last wing and the last dab, he forgot he was only supposed to put a little on there and SLATHERED HIS WING IN THE LAST DAB.

and sean evans/the production team were so worried he was going to pass out or something...but he was Stoked! he was like woah, this is fucking Delicious, dude! can i have a second one? MY BOOOOOY!

#nina speaks #ravenstan x hot ones supremacy #i wanna say it was post rm just so he can talk abt kyle #and his insane backstory because pls #ANYWAYS PEOPLE WERE SCREAMING #LIKE STAN SLOW DOWN PLS DONT EAT THAT #and he was like goddamn this is a good vegetarian wing #where did u get these like i gotta know #ok are u sure this one is spicier than the other one #like are u fucking with me be honest #describing the hot sauce notes like he’s fine wine tasting #i'm literally obsessed with him #abt to drink the hot sauce bottles #honestly impressive im floored #my hero #jersey was like am i...Attracted to this?#help #the answer is yes im afraid #hot boy shit

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saifuckr · 3 months

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feels like ive been seeing a disproportionate amount of posts criticizing people who dislike children and im just here to say that this is a child hate accepting blog. this is a child hate safe zone. theyre fucking annoying hit post

#a lot of these posts have good points like yes children are developing minds new to the world they dont know most things yes #and i am patient and respectful with children i encounter because any little thing in a developmental age can shape a child i am aware #and some children are cool like ill give you that but even if i dislike the presence of one im ofc not gonna be a dick abt it #but all of this can still coexist with my dislike for them. is the thing #were allowed to find children gross and annoying still #i very much prefer to not be around them if i can help it #and everyone is allowed to complain to their internet friends abt grabby screaming gremlins because it literally doesnt matter #so theres my hot take #saitxt #delete later

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psi-spectacular · 3 months

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he has. some complexes

#psy2k #sister hes referring to is thalia (formerly dion)#uggghhhhh just. as an adult raz somehow gets worse adjusted. He refuses to adress a lot of stuff thats been building up over the years #and hes just reluctant in general to get anyones help.#lotta internal screaming and accidentally repeating a lot of mistakes the psi6 made in the past despite obsessively trying to avoid it #also. imposter syndrome!#he doesnt feel like he deserves any of the good things he has and feels like such a whiny bitch sometimes.#like in his job he sees so many people who are so much worse off than him with better attitudes he feels guilty for even complaining #even if that complaining is venting about feeling burnt out or depressed #he has some pretty bad insecurities in the “its fine if it happens to anyone else but its literally awful if it happens to me” vein #like he hates gaining weight or taking a break of any kind #but doesnt mind it and insists its ok in anyone else #“everyone is perfect in everything they do except for me. if I make any mistake im the worst person ever.”#and instead of working it out he decides using an emotional distiller to get everything out is a better idea

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handsomegentlebutch · 1 year

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GOOOOOOOD MORNING DYKES!!

I have an interview today, I look fine as hell, and I started my grad school application today. Feeling good, feeling GREAT!

#butch speaks #selfie #butch lesbian #lesbian #literally vibrating with excitement #im... gonna be a social worker #screaming crying throwing up #im gonna do good in the world #im losing my mind #im applying for the spring/summer semester for next year #so its gonna be a minute #but like. i love people. i want to help people.#the system is broken but i will snap its bones to make it work for someone else #this is not just a promise but a threat

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simcardiac-arrested · 1 year

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Needed a warm up, remembered how I saw this little guy for the first time and literally screamed

She is so ever to me, I think she should cause so many problems on purpose

i just opened tumblr and saw this and i am being so serious when i say this made my organs turn to mush and make me pace around the house for a good 3 minutes just to start having coherent thoughts

#but don’t be fooled i do NOTTT have coherent thoughts anymore because HUH ?!?! HUH ?!?!?!?!? C ?!?!?!!?!?!#⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ THERES JUST NO WAY THIS IS IN MY INBOX RIGHT NOW IM HALLUCINATING THIS BECAUSE OF THE 31 C HEAT SURELY #OH MY GODDDD #screaming at a brick wall HHHEEEELLP HELP MEEEEE SOMEBODY HHHEEEELEPPPPP GHEEELLPPPP #WHAT ARE YOU DOIGN TO ME #oh my god they look so fucking good in your style i dont even know what to say. i dont know. i need to give you money #THE POSES???? THEY ALL LOOK SO AWESOME SHE’S SUUUUCH A LITTLE EVIL BEAST DOING STRETCHIES #oh good gracious (falls on the ground and explodes)#i’m in love with how you drew her human form as well i need to ruffle her hair. quickly #the warning sign on her eye ueeeueuehgghhhshhh #literally what are you doing to me. whag are you doing to me #cramswering #is for me tag #oc: cognitive dissonance #adding tags with tears in my eyes #do you u even understand what you’ve done I HAVE MUSIC CLASS IN 15 MINUTES I SHOULD BE FOCUSING ON THAT #BUT INSTEAD I’LL BE THINKING ABOUT HOW U DREW CD FOR THE WHOLE HOUR. DO U UNDERSTAND #aueueghhhgg THANK YOU SO MUCH MAN i’m so honored you would draw my ocs as warmup ueeue #soungof crying

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sa-bo · 1 year

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Genuinely need a break from this arc real quick why does One Piece delve so deep into the ethics of war this arc, like holy shit I'm gonna fucking die

#so much emotional shit been happening during the marineford arc im gonna come out of this feeling like a jaded war soldier #seeing coby having a downright full-on panic attack while bodies fall to the ground around him?? isnt this kid like 15-17 #and literally any scene where some shit happens to luffy is absolutely mortifying in nature ever since drum island #one piece sets itself up like ''lol look at these pirate friends getting into hijinks and saving each other and conquering the world!''#but then shit gets crazy every time #i can no longer in good conscience recommend this without warning people abt how scary it gets sometimes #i feel like the first taste comes during arlong park where we see nami repeatedly stabbing herself #then with us seeing zoro's wound stapled shut and bleeding like a motherfucker as he still tries to fight #because they couldn't get professional medical help even if they probably saw his fucking guts and ribcage #but shit just keeps getting more terrifying every arc #alabasta? civil war. we see the princess of her country screaming her lungs out in vain for her people to stop fighting #sky island? mass genocide. for funsies. by a man so hopped up on delusions and apathy he thinks it's funny #water 7? we see the downfall of ohara and robin trying to Fucking Commit Suicide because she finally found ppl who like her #thriller bark--THRILLER BARK SPEAKS FOR ITSELF.#seeing brook's crew sing together one last time as they all progressively drop dead one by one until only one is left #and the utter terror as we see zoro standing surrounded by his own blood in a 20 foot radius around him #impel down we see the horrors of the world government and how they treat their prisoners with layers of hell #and marineford we see a war even worse than that which we saw in alabasta #horrible horrible shit

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hotch-girl · 2 months

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yes im being very dramatic but the s17 finale was the worst thing since j**d

#.txt #I HATED IT #the first half of the season was good i don't understanddd #not even talking ab the emily sister thing bc i thought it was clear she was lying #the team being so blase ab finding her #where is spencer to throw a book bc shes missing. literally screaming at tara framing her being missing as good news - bad news #no one even helped her up after she was tortured 😭 it might actually be worse than jj at the bar in 200 #the gold star story was so unsatisfying #wouldnt it have made more sense the director forced the voit deal on them by saying 'this is ur fault - something something WHITE PAPER''#mb im just DUMB but it doesnt work for me #also rossi agonizing over his life work being used to create serial killers wouldve been more interesting than the voit stuff/repeat of s15 #and im sorry i liked doug better when he was just a bimbo #i needed to get this out 😭#criminal minds spoilers #criminal minds evolution spoilers

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tortoise-teapot · 4 months

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this tiny mortified storyboard solas is my favorite one i've ever drawn

#how the FUCK am i going to translate this to my regular style #i don't know what this even looks like on a real face #Fucking Mortified #personal log #this comic is gonna suck because i literally cannot write solas but its funny and i need to see him embarrass himself so bad #“ohhh yeah i am so fucking efficient i am going to impress lavellan so hard rn this guy is going to be all better in 0.5 seconds im so sexy #*heals like marcille dunmeshi in front of healer lavellan*#*man experiences the worst pain in his entire life* *sound of wet bones popping* *guttural primal screaming*#“hm. i think i should go now.”#and he only ever healed unconscious people again lmao #he leaves big ole fuckin scars too. he's shit at healing #actually i take it back it's 'oh. no. he asked me to help. this is literally a no win situation for me'#instead of 'hehe im so sexy'#because he knows that the guy he's trying to impress is mr. 'huh. that kinda tingles.' specialized healer #who has only ever seen solas heal unconscious people before #SEE I CAN'T WRITE HIM FOR SHIT #no. no i was right. he's both. version 1 is revved up youngblood solas #then he fucked around and found out that people generally don't like severe pain sounds #dammit i'm an artist not a writer jim #ranting to myself in my own tags. if you're reading this: hi! it feels good to be known

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binders-and-beanies · 4 months

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#sry I need to vent more abt my tattoo pain bc I physically cannot do anything productive rn im completely and totally incapacitated #can’t read anything beyond short posts or texts. can’t eat or move at all #tried to sleep through it so it would at least Be Tomorrow so I can get medical help. but the jolts of pain make me like Jump #hence me being sent home from work early today like it’s not even that I was complaining I was just flinching involuntarily so much #and was unable to work or function at all. thank god I don’t work retail rn I remember the pain of tattoo infections in that context #it’s so Abrupt it feels like I’m being stabbed or repeatedly bitten #literally trying not to scream bc I have a roommate. but he almost certainly hears me crying and saying ouch #which sucks bc I barely know the guy lol he has no context. At least on my drive home I could scream as much as I needed #literally would go to the ER if I could afford it and that sounds so dramatic bc it is #it doesn’t feel like it can wait. genuinely don’t know how I’m gonna get through the night #I haven’t slept in like 60 hours and I doubt I will tonight. but it hurts too much to even tell if I’m tired #and I don’t have time for this!! I have so much I need to be doing. I hate that the only way I can have Time is to be Extra Disabled #in a way that leaves me completely unable to do the things I normally can fight through despite burnout #and I was just at health services yesterday asking them to do insurance paperwork that they couldn’t do #it’s embarrassing having to be like hey I was just there but can I come back #I have Another tattoo infection but I pinky promise I take such good care of them #and my artist is like the best of the best too. it’s like it doesn’t matter what either of us does to keep me safe #and I know if anyone responds to this it will be to tell me to stop getting tattoos #but that’s literally like telling me not to get top surgery if I’m immunocompromised n might have recovery complications #both are equally important gender affirming medical procedures to me I’m not joking #and I hate always having to justify this whilst in agonizing pain. I hate answering the same things every time bc still no one believes me #I say this as someone who lives every moment in baseline pain that would have your average person writhing on the floor and I ignore it #this is truly unbearable if I hadn’t been through it a million times I would think it was life threatening #just needed to get it out ig. bc it’s all I can physically do. until health services opens in 12 hours #PLEASE let them have availability tomorrow bc i have literally no option on weekends #this is just. so upsetting and embarrassing. I don’t have time or emotional capacity for this #personal #mine #vent post

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meateater-rabbit · 5 months

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#vent #ahhh my best friend has once again told me to move out and look at shelters hahahahahahaha #like fuck man there ISNT A SHELTER HERE.#the only one we have is only open a couple months in winter #and also a shelter is THE WORST OPTION #esp in utah #like if i move out i need 2 have like help i cant just do it on my own yknow #he did have a good idea abt a mental health professional being able 2 help me tho..#but then im 2 scared my mom will find out im going to therapy!!!#but i am going to look into it #bc like. i just cant do this anymore yknow #this place is killing me #like literally #both my mental and physical health are. very poor rn.#idk what 2 do idk. i am fuckin scared abt everything yknow #dissociation has gotten worse #i keep seeing things #heart is acting up #cant eat #keep having nightmares #mom wants me 2 give her $1.5k #my dog is super arthritic n im the only one who will do anything with her #which is making MY joints and body pain way worse #i am always sick n i always have the smell of mold stuck in my nose now #i cant even function man #i just lay on the couch all day sick and out of my mind n then i get screamed at for it #bc im the only one who cleans so if im not cleaning the house is fucked and so the house is fucked #i cant see a way out idk #nothing makes me happy and i feel like im dying again #my entire life is fucked

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sensitivegoblin · 1 year

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life update

therapy is going really good, i think im actually gonna be able to make a change.

thank you all for staying with me throughout all of this and bigger thank you to the close friends that were there up close for the bad

#its hard for the bad voice to call me a bad person/selfish when literally now everyone around me is telling me to focus on myself #like when certain stuff comes up its hard for me to care about myself over others even when i really should be #my dad literally yelled at me that i need classes to learn to be selfish #(not bad yelling: i was having a meltdown and scream crying so he was trying to help)#its nice hearing that i need to focus on myself a lil more #its not in my nature to ignore other's discomfort or pain even if it would be healthier to do so #im prioritizing myself a lil more and i feel good #goblingrumbles

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pepprs · 1 year

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discovered miah_pie on t*ktok (<- i don’t have one btw i just stumbled upon her bc someone i follow on ig talked abt her) and her videos make me want to cry so bad. 24 year old dependent moment

#purrs #i went to a clothing store today to try to get new work shoes and pants bc the one pair i have of each literally have holes in them and are #falling the fuck apart on my body and it was a HORRIBLE experience largely bc i think everybody in town was out shopping for back to school #so it was super crowded and there were lots of screaming kids and it was extremely stressful + my dad got into a mini car accident while i w #was in the store (he was / is completely fine thankfully but the car is not which is so awesome 😍😍😍😍😍) and i was just so stressed and #overstimulated but also like… nothing fits me bc im so short lol. but anyway it was so horrible i was on the verge of starting to cry in the #store and then i came home empty handed and my mom got super pissed at me for… needing to go to the store / being the reason we were out lol #and then finding miah pie and her videos are all about making trips to the store SO much fun and buying little treats and saying yessir and #OHHHHHH MYYYYY and just finding the joy in smth that can be so stressful and unpleasant… it makes me want to cry happy and sad tears at the #same time like i want that soooo bad and i can’t do it fully yet but i want it. need it. fuck my stupid baka life #anyways im gonna start saying the stuff she says just to make myself feel better even when im not at a store. yessir! OHHHHHH MYYYYYY.#acquired. don’t mind if i diddly dooooo!#also btw i am not a dependent except for the ways i am a dependent. hope that helps 🫶🏻#the problem is really that i don’t have a car or a license and also that my mom throws a fit every time i need / want to get driving #practice bc it’s never a good time so. lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 me doing drivers ed this summer was a fucking joke i forget literally everything i #learned and have only been behind the wheel 3 times and none of them have actually counted bc im just developing basic motor skills #(literally). fmlllll im never getting out of here who am i kidding 🤪#delete later

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wayward-sherlock · 2 years

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everybody go read @smoosnoom ‘s spidey!byler fic rn

#i think it quite possibly may have cured my depression #if that’s not possible then world peace has been achieved (at least)#THIS IS SO GOOD WKSKWOMAKXOw #i need. more spidey!byler content #bylers assemble #please help me out this may be one of my favorite aus ever #and this fic encapsulates it so well!!!#im screaming literally kicking my feet and squealing as I read this #wayward’s fic recs #byler #stranger things #will byers #mike wheeler #ao3 #spider byler #spiderman au

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claudia-kishi · 2 years

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I think you wouldn't know who you are without your pain.

#transplant #transplantedit #rjs*: new #bro i was in shock #in SHOCK i tell you #i think they're both right and it seems they at least talked about it since the end she's back here #asking him to let her help him :(#but i'm literally screaming at this scene bc #she really was like you think i'm attracted to u bc of ur pain #and he was like AREN'T YOU #and she rly just grabbed him im in SHOCK #aasldkfjalksdjf #i'm just glad they are letting them just literally do it on our screens amen #anyways she's also so precious and i adore her and their dynamic is so good and ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh #okay i'm done :)

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sandupommelfrog · 7 months

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haha venting

its also so wild hearing someone say 'oh they couldve been the worst employee in the world but they were your friend' when they werent even my employee in the first place and i required very little of them in exchange for using my space and also we never interacted outside the context of our profession. like i could not name 3 of this person's hobbies nor could she do the same for me. im so fucking over this this is ridiculous

#we were literally describing everything we did to help this person and my 'friend' like my actual friend not the non-employee basically #said all we did wasnt good enough and didnt count so it was the same as doing nothing and also we shouldnt hv even tried to help this perso #in the first place but we needed to do more but whatever we did wasnt good enough #and they also acknowledge THAT THEY DONT KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON #we couldve handled some things better but ultimately all of the suggestions for what we shouldve done wouldnt change anything or helped #we left the door open for her to still be able to help connect her w other shops which is the most important thing wrt breaking into the #industry and she slammed it in our face #im allowed to be bitchy and callous after someone has her husband scream 'fuck you' at me and compare me to the man that almost poisoned me

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