Sorry I'm still incredibly overwhelmed thinking about the cannibalism thing. To think that dave k truly said that were the other still alive, bridgens and peglar respectively would resort to cannibalism in order to survive. For the other. They would survive only for the sake of the other still being alive. Eating people only because the other is still living and they cannot fucking live without each other I am going to fuckeigndndnhhshsh hdhhehshsskh <- brain blew up
Do you think Bridgens ever watched Francis’ quiet denial and bargaining, seeing a love story approach a tragic end, and realised that his own will likely end the same? Or was he holding out hope too? That parallel messes me up aha
I'm absolutely feral about Bridgens oh so gently placing his fingers over Henry's throat. I'm so fucking abnormal about it. Look at them. The way he cradles Henry's head. I'm going insane. I'm clawing out my kidneys. Look. At. Them.
in another universe either peglar or bridgens overhears poor irving’s Christian Pleasures Monologue and the two of them pull him aside later and sit him down somewhere private for an incredibly long conversation that culminates in irving going back to his berth and crying himself to sleep but then he keeps seeking them out to chat and just spend time with….and they do watercolors together or something. singing with friends,,