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skreebs · 1 year
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When in doubt gerard post
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pasta-in-the-pudding · 7 months
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nina, jane, jeff and clockwork with a scene! s/o? :3
scene kids >>>
Also i feel like you picked some of the most perfect creeps for this prompt
Thank you so much for requesting!!
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Nina
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I feel like she would be a mix of scene and emo
Mostly scene though
So she adores having a scene s/o!
You borrow each other's hairspray and teasing combs and accessories, etc
She steals your shirts sometimes if it goes better with her outfit
She always returns it....
....after she covers it in her perfume
Hair dying dates are very much a thing!
Whether shes dying yours, youre dying hers, or maybe you both do each others!
Another common date is making kandi together
She's made you bracelets that say her name, say both of your names, and say silly things like "fart"
Someday, she wants to go on a concert date with you
The two of you, wearing matching outfits and partying all night long to the music
It makes her heart flutter!!
Speaking of things that make her heart flutter, she gets butterflies when she hears your clothes jingle
She doesn't quite know what it is about it, but she loves it so much
If you are someone who wants to get married, she constantly talks about how she's gonna get gerard way to play at your wedding
She also loves doing your makeup!!
Her favorite part is the lipstick
In her opinion, it brings the entire look together
Though, you'd look gorgeous no matter what
Jeff
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This guy is an absolute metal head
But in his younger years, he was a emo kid
We're talking sode part, too many belts, a strange amount of mcr t-shirts, the list goes on and on
So when your relationship with him begins, he will most likely give you all of his old gear
You will have to wash most of it because lord knows this boy does not shower
Maybe if you asked nicely enough hed dress up again for you
But he would refuse to go out like that
He would like to go shopping with you though!
A date i think he'd have fun with is going to the mall together, getting boba and just walking around buying clothes and accessories
Which is something he can do now, since he spends most of his time in the underworld
You'll just have to hope that you don't get caught up by the paparazzi
Which is almost never the case, especially with him being JEFF. THE. KILLER.
If you do manage to have a nice time with just the two of you though, congrats!
Jane
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I feel like Jane doesn't really enjoy the scene aesthetic
She's a very toned down person, so all of the accessories and loud music just kind of overstimulates her
But, its not like shes gonna make you dress any way
If you like the way you dress, then thats your choice and she respects that
She would like to watch you style your hair and do your makeup though
Shed find it intriguing, and she enjoys seeing how your styles differ
She might let you style her hair as well, but it would take a lot of convincing
She is very particular about her hair, and seeing all of the hairspray you put in yours, it would really make her uneasy
But if you did convince her, she'd be pleasantly suprised!
She'd want you to style her hair more often, because she discovered that the way you style it actually flatters her face shape very well
I feel like shed be open to going to a concert with you!
Just dont expect her to really do much
She'll be very busy just enjoying the music, she wont drink or really even dance much
If you are shorter than her, she will hold your hips and sway side to side with you to the beat
If you're taller than her, then she will stand in front of you, with your hands around her shoulders
Clockwork
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I feel like she wouldn't really care that you're scene
In the nicest way possible
Like she just doesn't really care what you dress like, she loves you and thats all she knows
But if you wanted to ramble all about your fashion or music, shed be happy to listen!
Shed be the most willing (besides nina) to let you dress her up
She feels super cool once she gets all of the belts and chains around her waist
It gives her a sort of nostalgic feeling
She wasnt necessarily scene when she was younger, but she had the classic bangs and she wore mostly baggy jeans and band t-shirts
She is willing to let you do basically anything to her
If you wanna practice makeup on her, she will let you
If you wanna see how an outfit looks, she'll model it for you
Shes the most chill with doing whatever you wanna do
Like she will literally say yes to anything
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almanacrat · 2 years
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Heaven Help Us (part 1)
Gerard Way x femReader
A/n: Yes, I am still posting Greta Van Fleet content, but I will be posting some MCR content as well bc I love them. 
Warnings: Swearing and sexual innuendos. This fic is definitely 14+ and some parts will definitely be 18+
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My alarm beeped, waking me up. The screeching sound reminded me of a wretched prison, foreshadowing the school day.
I grabbed my rugged Green Day shirt and pulled it over my head, stepping into my blaack jeans and putting on an oversized black jacket next. I slipped on my combat boots before grabbing a breakfast bar and heading to the door, but not before applying my dark eyeliner and mascara.
   Upon getting to school, I found that most kids were already in their cliques. I padded across the school’s dewy lawn, getting my shoes wet. My boots squeaked annoyingly as I stepped on the grubby school floors.  I ventured up to my locker and put the essentials in it. A few binders, some paper, and an extra lighter. I was about to close my locker when someone closed it for me. Slammed it, actually.
   "Hey! What are you doing in our hallway?"  A kid with black hair and hazel eyes questioned menacingly.
Don't back down, Casey. Don't do it.
"I dont see your fucking name on it, and what does it look like I'm doing, fucker?" I crossed my arms in defense.
This kid was definitely taller than me by a few inches and he had his gang behind him. One had glasses, the other was short, and the last had an afro.
"It looks like you're about to learn who this damn hallway belongs to. Usually I'm nice to new kids, but then again they usually don't mouth off to me."
“Well I guess it's your lucky day. You found someone who isn't a pushover." I sassed back, letting my bitchy side get the better of me.
"I don't know what your deal is, but listen here-" he began.
"You listen to me. I don't know what your obsession with me is, but if you want to take me to bed at least be nice." I watched the anger on his face grow.
"You little fuck!" He pushed me against the lockers, using one hand to pin my arms above my head and the other to apply pressure around my neck.
"Kinky. At least buy me dinner first." I smirked.
"You're in for it now." He growled.
"Hey, lover boy. Cool off, I never said I wasn't into it. Level with me, huh?" I smiled as he pressed down harder.
"I'm not into hitting girls, so I'm gonna let you go for now. Just know that the next time you pull something like this, it'll be the end of you." He shoved me against the locker before walking off with his friends.
This is going to be interesting. Fighting with fellow emos already.
The bell rang shortly after, sending me on my way to my first class: English. For all that I slack off, I'm actually kind of an English whiz.
"I'm going to be giving you guys a worksheet. It is about Shakespeare, and you'll need to find the answers yourself, although you are allowed to work with a partner." The teacher announced before going back to the lounge at her desk.
Great. Work on the first day. I glanced at the kid next to me. I was pretty sure it was one of the kids in the hallway with that guy earlier. I finished the worksheet in less than two minutes while I noticed others struggling.
"Hey, do you need this?" I said quietly to the kid next to me while sliding over my worksheet.
"Uhh, yeah. Thanks." He replied.
"No problem."
"I'm Mikey, by the way. Mikey Way."
"I'm Casey Abrams."
"Sorry about my brother earlier..." Mikey trailed off.
"That was your brother?"
"Yeah. He gets like that" he scratched the back of his neck.
"It's fine. Nothing new." I gave him a half smile.
I met up with Mikey in the hallway as I headed to lunch. We talked about different things like music and I found out he played the bass. He was a pretty cool guy, and I definitely felt like we would be friends.
"I'm gonna eat outside. I'll see you later though?" I offered a small smile.
"Why don't you come sit with me?" Mikey asked with wondering eyes.
"Your brother and I aren't besties at the moment." I explained to him, but he got the hint pretty quickly.
"Oh...yeah." He said, looking disappointed.
"I'll be fine, Mikes. I needed some fresh air anyways." I gave him a reassuring smile and elbowed him lightly.
"Okay. I dont think we have any more classes together so I'll see you tomorrow."
"Sure, bye Mikey."
He waved bye and as I was turning around I noticed his brother glaring at me. I went on my way and ate my lunch, then doodled until the bell rang again. I had always liked art, especially when it wasn’t in a classroom setting. I was pretty good at art, sure, but I found that art teachers always tried to make you do it a certain way. Art doesnt belong in a box. It can be whatever you want it to be. It can be a bunch of scribbles that look like shit, but as long as it truly means something to you, it’s art.
I headed to the art room. The vibrant green grass and looming trees turned to linoleum floors and beige walls rotting under the fluorescent light. The more hallways I turned down, the more I felt like I was caught in a modern labyrinth. I walked into the art room and the smell of paint, clay, and expo markers immediately flooded my nostrils. I set my stuff down on the desk when a fist slammed violently on my desk, making me flinch against my will.
"What did I tell you about getting in my way again?" Mikey's brother boomed.
I stared back blankly, I didn't know what I had done to him this time.
"Dont fucking look at me like that. You know what I'm getting at. Why are you all buddy buddy with my fucking brother, huh? What's your deal?" He raged.
I still stared back at him, dumbstruck.
"Forget how to talk? You seemed to have some quite clever responses this morning. What happened to that?" He taunted.
"Is being friends with Mikey really a problem, or did you just need an excuse to talk to me, Romeo?" I shot back, glaring at him.
"Excuse me?" He was clearly taken aback when I didn’t cry at his threats.
Just then, the teacher walked in, slamming the door and beginning class. The whole time the threatening boy kept glaring at me. I flipped him off from under the desk, causing him to get even angrier. He clenched his pencil with white knuckles, almost snapping it from how much force he was squeezing it with.
When the school day ended I shoved some papers in my locker and went to go down the stairs, but not before I could be stopped by a jock. After trying to get by him to no avail, and him tormenting me, I realized this would end in a fight, which it did. He threw a punch which I dodged. I kicked him in the side and threw a few hits of my own. I kickbox, which no one expects, resulting in most of my victories. I ran down the stairs before he could get back up and hid around the corner until I was sure he wasn't coming after me. I headed to my kickboxing studio to blow off some steam. I couldn’t stop thinking about the violent boy from this morning, Mikey’s brother. At this time of day the studio was pretty much vacant, so I liked going. It was in a half abandoned mall a few miles down the road. Wrappers littered the parking lot, and the ghost of an old plastic bag floated through the air, bumbling through trees and bushes before finally getting caught on a branch. The smell of stale, greasy diner food permeated the air, causing a subtle nauseous feeling to wash over me.
Halfway through my workout I noticed some kids outside the window smoking. This was normal, but it was Mikey and his brother's gang. I continued to workout, but I noticed them stealing glances at me. I was. In a sports bra and leggings. I finished my final few kicks and punches before taking off my gloves and putting them in a bag, which I slung over my shoulder. I noticed Mikey's brother and the short one were gone. I exited the building after freshening up.
"Hey, Mikey." I greeted.
"Hey, Casey. I didn't know you do boxing." Mikey replied, seeming a bit nervous.
"Yeah, it's fun. You should try it out sometime."I smiled.
"Oh, um, this is Ray Toro." Mikey introduced me.
"Sick. Nice to meet you." I spoke.
"Yeah, you too. Cigarette?" He replied, holding out a small stick in between his fingers.
"Yeah, thanks, man." I took it from him and lit it, blowing the smoke from my lungs, glad to feel the familiar, subtle burn of the hot smoke.
After smoking and chatting for a bit I heard some distant voices and turned around to see the other two walking our way. They kicked rocks that were in their path, scattering them across the parking lot. The two of them were laughing and joking until they saw me. Mikey’’s brother gave the other one a nudge and a nod toward me, silencing him. Their posture got a bit more intimidating as they walked with more anger.
"It was nice hanging but it looks like this is my cue to go." I told Mikey, getting on my motorbike.
They said their farewells as I started the engine, getting a heavy stare from his brother on my way out. The little tingle in my stomach didn't go away for a few minutes after seeing Mikey’s brother. Sure, he was a bully, but God, he was gorgeous.
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michaelmilkers · 5 years
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I saw in one of your tags that you mentioned how 21 pilots made emo pretentious and im actually curious about why you say that (not hate i just never knew about them that much)
my friend you have asked me about a topic i am very knowledgeable and very angry about so prepare yourself for what you have wrought
it isnt just twenty one pilots but theyre just the biggest and most popular example
like. take my chemical romance in the early-mid 2000s aka the peak of emo. it was very melodramatic and theatrical, the way emo should be. there was a presence of “we are not like other people” in a lot of the songs, but it was never just that. it was more of a “we have been cast out and we kinda suck but thats okay.” one of the best examples of this is, ironically, i’m not okay.
take, for example, the opening to the mtv music video:
[Ray] You like D&D, Audrey Hepburn, Fangoria, Harry Houdini and croquet. You can't swim, you can't dance and you don't know karate. Face it, you're never gonna make it. [Gerard] I don't wanna make it, I just wanna...
this immediately establishes the song as being about social outcasts and people who dont fit the mold. the fucking tag line of the song is “i’m not okay” ffs, that really tells you all you need to know about the song. but the important thing is it doesnt take itself too seriously either. the music video takes place in a private school, and shows scenes of the band members eating lunch alone, being bullied by jocks and preps, etc., but it ALSO shows scenes of frank putting swim goggles on in chemistry class and ray drawing on his test with a crayon and then licking it, and at the end they all ambush and beat the shit out of a guy in a mascot costume. all of this is cut up by text saying things like “if you ever felt alone” “if you ever felt wronged” “if you ever felt anxious”
do you see the juxtaposition here? the music video could very very easily be a fake deep bullying psa, but its not, because while theyre getting bullied and playing their music in a garage they are also, unequivocally, total fucking losers for obvious comedic effect. it is a very exaggerated and lighthearted version of real phenomena, which makes it more relatable to a wider audience.
the same can be said about the song itself. it has some pretty heavy and angsty lyrics (”i’m not o-fucking-kay”) but the instrumentals are punchy and energetic and catchy and gerard’s vocal delivery is very theatrical but also very deliberate and he still puts real emotion in the words. it sounds like its taking the piss out of not being okay, which is exactly what i as a clinically depressed 13 year old needed, and i bet a lot of other people can say the same. i’m a loser and thats okay. i fucking suck in school and thats okay. i feel shitty and thats okay. i’m not okay and that, in itself, is okay.
with twenty one pilots, on the other hand, there is no theatrics, theres no taking the piss, theres no over-the-top melodrama that made emo what it was. 
take, for comparison, the opening lines of heathens:
All my friends are heathens, take it slow Wait for them to ask you who you know Please don't make any sudden moves You don't know the half of the abuse
and this presents, immediately, one of my biggest criticisms of twenty one pilots: their rampant appropriation of mental illness.
because my first thought when hearing this is as an abuse survivor and someone with ptsd they can kiss every single square inch of my ass.
Welcome to the room of people Who have rooms of people that they loved one day Docked away Just because we check the guns at the door Doesn't mean our brains will change from hand grenades You're loving on the psychopath sitting next to you You're loving on the murderer sitting next to you You'll think, "How'd I get here, sitting next to you?"
they try to do the same kind of nuanced poetic lyrics that my chemical romance did and in my opinion is just doesnt fucking work because they take themselves SO. FUCKING. SERIOUSLY. it sounds JOYLESS. 
and the song closes out with this:
Why'd you come? You knew you should have stayed (It's blasphemy) I tried to warn you just to stay away (Away) And now they're outside ready to bust (To bust) It looks like you might be one of us
this is what i mean by pretentious. there is a clear separation of the person/people from whose point of view the song is told and the people the song is meant to be listened to by from the greater population, but theres no high energy or comedic self deprecation to counteract it. 
now take some lyrics from heavydirtysoul, a song i actually really like the sound of, im not just shitting on this band bc its not to my taste yall:
There's an infestation in my mind's imagination I hope that they choke on smoke 'cause I'm smoking them out the basement This is not rap, this is not hip-hop Just another attempt to make the voices stop
Nah, I didn't understand a thing you said If I didn't know better I'd guess you're all already dead Mindless zombies walking around with a limp and a hunch Saying stuff like, "You only live once." You've got one time to figure it out One time to twist and one time to shout One time to think and I say we start now Sing it with me if you know what I'm talking about
right back at it again with that appropriation of mental illness symptoms! and some dumbass critique of our generation that doesnt fit in with the rest of the song at all, closing out the verse with “we are not like you” shit. the vocal delivery at least has more energy than heathens, but the lyrics just feel like a mishmash of different points theyre trying to make that have nothing to do with each other.
the best line of the song is undoubtedly “death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit” but its poetic just... for the sake of being poetic? its one of those lyrics that sounds like someone came up with and was like “bro we gotta put that in a song” but then couldnt actually figure out how to fit it into a song in a way that would flow. another example of this is “i cant drown my demons they know how to swim” in bring me the horizon’s can you feel my heart. not shitting on bring me the horizon, i really like sempiternal, but thats another line thats just poetic for the sake of being poetic. and to be put on t-shirts. i know this because when i was 12 i had a shirt that said “i cant drown my demons they know how to swim” on it.
i could do more analysis on other mcr songs, namely welcome to the black parade and famous last words, but i would be here for literal hours and idk if people actually care that much.
to sum my points up:
they take themselves too seriously. they appropriate and romanticize mental illness (forgot to mention that top’s website, at one time, described their music as “schizoid pop” lol). they pull a lot of “We Are Not Like Other People..,.,.,,...” shit. 
that last point is not inherently a bad thing, for example the new slipknot album is literally called “we are not your kind” but the song that contains that line as a lyric is all out life, and corey taylor is screaming that entire song and the instrumentals are reminiscent of speed metal with how fucking energetic they are. its edgy and its GREAT. twenty one pilots just sounds like they think theyre the shit.
also, and i want you to read the following sentence in a bass boosted voice to best understand how i feel when i say this:
the twenty one pilots cover of cancer is an embarrassment that completely misses the point of the original song and changed it into a weird amalgamation of lo-fi synth pop.
emo music is dead. thank u and goodnight.
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ULTIMATE SCENE/EMO ASK GAME!!
ULTIMATE SCENE/EMO ASK GAME
TAKEN FROM: xxleaf3on-luci3nxx
i iz gonna answer them allz!!1 >w<
(´• ω •`)ノ 。.:☆*:・’ ☆*:.。. ⊂(・ω・*⊂)
1. Are you more Scene or Emo?
emo >:3 im more scene in the summer
2. Were you ever into Never Shout Never?
i needz to get into them :0
3. Fringes or Coontails?
fringe!!1 i waznt allowed coontails n i dont rlly dye my hair anymorez now
4. Bright and colourful hair, or dark black hair?
from 2016 to late 2018 i had white hairz!!
now i have dark blondey brown n white!! (i haz had lotz of colourz tho!!)
5. Gloomy bear or Hello Kitty?
gloomy bear
6. How often do you shop at a HotTopic?
i iz from england so i cant go to hot topic ;-;
7. How many band posters do you have up?
a LOTZ!! i haz my full room covered!!
8. Have you watched Invader Zim? If so, who’s your favourite character?
yush!!! probablyz dib
9. Opinion on Gerard Way?
hes kool!! i luv his 2002 - 2005 stylez! when i waz 16 i had to do a french speaking exam n i said that gerard way inspired my fashion >w< 
10. Waffles or Tacos?
tacoz!! i recently found taco bell n OMGZ!!!
11. Have you played Gaia?
yush!!! iz had it since 2014 i need to play it morez! my name iz: xbleaxhx but i needz to redo my profile >o< itz from 2014 q-q
12. Dear Maria or Check Yes Juliet?
check yes juilet!!
13. Do you drink Monster?
yush!! white ultra iz my mainn
14. Have you had a scene phase before?
kinda!? more like i loved botdf but i was scared to dress scene
15. Do you make Kandi?
yUSH
16. Do you wear a lot of Kandi?
when i can! i find braceletz ichy now n-n 
17. Do you have a Blingee account? And/or make Blingees?
yes yesz yezz!!
18. Are you a furry? If so, what’s your fursona like?
kind of?! i haz a fursona/snakesona! i needz to work on dem
19. Do you listen to BVB, AA, or BMTH?
bvb n bmth yush!
20. Do you have Funko Pops?
yush <33 i haz 3
21. Do you watch Anime?
i waz a huge weeb in 2014, now not so muchz ><
22. Do you play Animal Jam?
nu :c
23. Are you okay?
i am today actuallyz
24. Are you Lol Xd Randum??
i haz embraced being “cringey”z!!
25. Opinion on Nyan Cat?
nostalgic n adorablee
26. Big hair or big accessories?
big hairz when i can!
27. Did you ever have a MySpace? Do you still?
i tried but i waz late :c
28. Want any emo/scene tattoos?
i wantz the hanging man from mcrs bullets!
29. Have any emo/scene tattoos?
i haz a playstation tattoo
30. Do you like Furbies?
not really ;w;
31. xD, Xd or XD?
xD
32. Do you like Care Bears?
not rlllyz :c
33. Is Avril Lavigne a clone?
i hope notz!
34. Do you want fangs?
yush!!! since i waz 14
35. Does emo/scenecore make you happy?
GOT YUSHZ
36. Have you dyed your hair? If so, what colours and how long ago?
lotz!!:
yellow, blonde, darker blonde, blonde and white, yellowy white, lilac, purpz, blue (hatEZ!) white, white andpurpz, white n pink, silver, grey, light pink, natural n white again :3
37. Do you want/have any piercings?
i wantz moar ear piercings n my nipplez done!! (im 18 dw!!)
38. Do you wish you were in a band?
kind of :3
39. What Warrior Cats clan are you in?
i dont readz warrior cats ;-;
40. Is Gir annoying?
nopz!
41. Have you ever played Imvu?
no :c i waz too scared when i was 13
42. Are you a Killjoy or a Youngblood?
killjoy?
43. Do you have any emo/scene friends irl?
my boyfriend is v skatery! we lookz so 2000s!
44. Who’s your favourite scene/emo blog?
all my scene frenzz!!!
45. Do you wear Converse?
yush!!  ALL DA TIME
46. Does “Rawr” mean “I love you” in Dinosaur?
ofcourze it does!!
47. Favourite Pokemon?
ditto, chikorita, bellsprout, requazar
48. Do you like Decora fashion?
wha..?
49. Do you like Sparkle Dogs?
YUSH! DRAW WHAT YA WANT :33
50. Show us the most emo/scene picture of you!
(IN DA REBLOGS!!)
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angryscreaming-blog · 6 years
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I dare you to do ALL of the music asks. Ly
,here goes an hour of my life spent on g o o d s h i t1. A Song you’re ashamed of liking-my guilty pleasure is e.t. by katy perry (it also works well with fandom ships!!)2. Favourite lyrics-go to 2:55 in helena and youll know both what they are and why they are3. Favourite band/artist-mainly mcr,but sytem of a down has DAMN GOOD songs4. Top 5 Favourite songs at this moment-b.y.o.b,i never told you what i do for a living,spiders,helena,and let me out5. Latest song that made you smile-not just for gays anymore by nph,GO LISTEN TO IT its funny af6. An overrated band,7. An overrated song-i cant really think of ones at the moment??? ill say it if i remember8. Latest song that made you cry-brother by gerard way never fails to do exactly that9. Artist/band that saved your life -mcr,especially with the light behind your eyes10. If you could see any band/artist live, who would it be-ah fuckk,,,if i say one then ill regret not saying anyone else,,but gorillaz is probably the one,like,,holograms?? hell yea11. What song/album/band/artist always brings back memories for you-twenty one pilots since my ex best friend used to love them so so much12. saddest song you know-.....brother by gerard way....13. Favourite song to sing in the shower-anything severely overdramatic or loud14. If you played an instrument in grade school, what was it-never played an instrument,but i love the guitar and the piano!!15. What song would you like to have your first dance to at your wedding -waltz no. 2 by shostakovich!!! 16. 5 Songs to have sex to-S K I P17. One band you’d have get back together/bring back from the dead-either queen or mcr,cant decide ://18. You’re forced to listen to only one album for the rest of your life, what album is it-three cheers for sweet revenge definitely,that album is my aesthetic19. A song that gets you through shit-the light behind... by mcr20. A song to shut everything out-chop suey! by soad21. A song that’s a joke between you and your friends -anything by severina,gucci gang,most mainstream stuff 22. A song to jam out to at 4am-wires by the neighbourhood has that kinda energy23. A song that punches you in the gut every single time-i said the name more times than acceptable in this ask24. A song that calms you down-another medium from the undertale ost25. A song that makes you feel alive -planetary (GO!) by mcr26. If you could get any lyrics tattooed, which would you choose-”and never again,and never again,they gave us two shots to the back of the head and were all dead now” has great potential27. What band/artist would you get your children addicted to at an early age -a lot of 70′s rock bands,emo bands and punk bands28. Can you play any instruments, if so, which -nope :(29. If you could be a member of any band for one show, who would it be-i imagine performing with gorillaz to be DOPE30. CDs or Vinyls -we own more vinyls than cds,so that31. 25 songs to play at your funeral -all of them are either helena or waterfall (toby fox)32. What are some song titles that you love-the longest mcr titles are the ones i love the most33. If your life ended today, what song would you choose to represent it-”ding dong the witch is dead” from the wizard of oz34. Can you give me a 10 song playlist on ____-on what anon? hahahhah i get to skip this one35. A heart wrenching song-idk man,i dont have feelings36. A band/artist you’re proud of-im proud of all of my children37. A song that has a lot of meaning to you-village by wrabel is GREAT and NEEDS MORE LOVE38. A song that reminds you of school-highway to hell for obvious reasons39. A song not sung in your native language-pffft everything i listen to isnt in my native language my man40. An instrumental song-anything and everything by toby fox41. A classical song-masquerade waltz because i already said waltz no.242. A song with no percussion-idk man??? i cant dig that deep into my brain43. Something you’ve heard performed live-n o t hi n gggg im broke44. Something you’d give ANYTHING to hear performed live-welcome to the black parade so i can cry even more45. A song from a band/artist that’s from your town/city/state/province -not from my city but terca na tišinu by silente>>>gonna do a second part,just a sec
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hellofanimagination · 7 years
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Lost Boys
Prompt: I saw this post and it got me thinking. Imagine if the guys from mcr where homeless and you took them in and you become a little patch work family
Warnings: Self Harm, mentions of abuse, blood and such, generally people being traumatized and fucked up by past events
Word Count: 1,458
Pairing: None unless you want there to be
A/N: i dont rlly know what this is tbh it was kind of just word vomit
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You’re kinda like Peter Pan. Not in the flying green tights and singing kind of way, more like the you opened up your house to a bunch of lost boys and now they raid your fridge, show up covered in cuts and blood all the time, and basically have become your family, kind of way. You didn’t plan on this, you met Mikey on your way to the shelter you help out at and he was going there too so you walked together and you noticed the fresh cuts on his arm and offered to clean them for him. He was taken back and didn’t really know what to say so when you got to the shelter you took him to the nurse station-that’s basically just a closet with bandaids and antiseptic, and cleaned and bandaged him up. He was sweet and shy and you talked and bonded and ate together. You offered him a place to stay the night he got to the shelter too late and there were no free beds, you let him bring his brother.
Gerard is shy at first but then he’s loud and excited and sweet and he eats all your cereal before bed. You see how Mikey looks at you, like you saved his life, so you let them stay as long as they want as many night as they want. You let them eat and shower and you drive them to job interviews. They don’t get hired, not yet anyway, but they keep trying. And then Gerard is carried home by a kid named Frank and they’re both bleeding everywhere and Gerard’s breathing is shallow and Frank won’t let you take them to a hospital. You patch them up, the shelter has taught you enough as well as your sister who’s a nurse. You clean the blood from their faces and Frank keeps hitting on you but he also flinches at the warm cloth on the cut on his forehead and he gets quiet when you ask what happened.
It’s dangerous and you’re used to them coming home with bruises and a missing jackets or shoes. They’re barely out of high school, Mikey should still be in school but he dropped out. They all did actually. And they fight back, you witnessed it when a fight broke out at the shelter and Frank kicked someone in the stomach and Gerard got thrown into a wall. A guy named Ray defended them but he got punched hard enough you heard his jaw crack and he spit a tooth on the floor. He looked so fucking upset and then Frank was tackling whoever punched Ray and you were frozen in place.
You took them all home and cleaned them up and Mikey was shaking and clinging to Gerard and your stomach hurts. You eat leftovers and don’t talk much and they all crowd in your guest room with pillows and sleeping bags and you somehow feel at home knowing they’re there. Ray and Frank are gone when you get up but Gerard is sleeping in and Mikey is eating your cheerios. You ruffle his hair and he smiles and you talk about the call back he got at Wendys while you eat breakfast.
You all become a family, a bit of a messy one with bloody knuckles and bruised jaws, but a family. Frank doesn’t trust easily and Gerard can’t hold down a job, Mikey doesn’t talk much and you know he’s seen some shit, shit that Gerard turns into art and Mikey into nightmares. Ray is a father figure but he works too much without enough pay and he doesn’t know how to be part of a family anymore. It’s not easy and there are nights you stay up until the sun comes up because someone didn’t come home and you’re worried sick. Sometimes Frank vanishes for weeks and Gerard is selling himself on the street and you’re crying because they don’t have to do this anymore, you don’t mind paying for them until they can find honest work.
Mikey gets a promotion and Ray gets fired and Frank quits and Gerard stops looking for work and locks himself in the bedroom for two days and comes out with blood on his wrists and paint in his hair. You take him into the bathroom while the others watch movies and argue over dinner ideas. He sits on the toilet while you run a bath, helping him undress and get into the tub. You clean him off while he shakes and apologizes over and over. You tell him it's okay. You tell him you still care about him. You tell him he never has to leave, you’ll always want him. You watch him cry while the paint washes from his hair and you hold him wrapped in a towel as the water drains and he clings to you.
“I’m scared,” He mumbles and you hold him tighter, you kiss his head and rub his back and tell him it’ll get better. He doesn’t eat, he tries but nothing stays down and you stay up with him all night while he mumbles about what his family was like and what they did to them, how they ended up on the streets and what he’s done to provide for Mikey. He shaking and  you just hold his hand and listen. He sleeps in your bed, holding you like a lifeline and neither of you really sleep you just breath and watch the fan spinning on the ceiling.
Ray gets a job again and he makes friends with his co workers and Mikey’s health insurance kicks in so he can go see a therapist and you’ve never seen Gerard so supportive. Frank runs away that night and no one knows how to find him. Mikey talks to you instead of cutting and sleeps close to Gerard on nights when talking doesn’t work. Ray opens up about how his family died and how he’s all alone and you promise him he’ll never be alone again. You grow closer and call each other family and you all miss Frank.
He comes back three weeks later, thinner than before and shaking from the cold. He’s dripping wet and you can see the dark circles under his eyes. The bruises on his arms and the blood on his temple that's dripping down his face. Everyone else is out or asleep and you reach for him but he flinches away. He looks broken down and beaten up and you hold your hand out slowly and wait for him to take it. You lead him into the bathroom and he won’t sit down so you clean his wounds standing up, listening to him whimper and shake while you wipe blood and dirt from his face. He needs stitches but he shakes his head near violently at the thought of going to the hospital so you use bandaids instead and hope the scar isn’t too bad. Maybe you can get stitches from a free clinic or something in the morning. You let him take a hot shower and put on clean clothes-some of Mikey’s you think-and then he curls in on himself on the couch and he still hasn’t said anything.
“I’m glad you’re home, Frank.” You tell him softly and you think he mutters ‘me too’ but he’s so quiet and he’s still shaking. You give him a blanket and a pillow and tell him he can have your bed but he wants the couch. You leave water on the table and tell him you went shopping yesterday so he can raid the fridge.
He’s still there the next morning, talking to Mikey in the kitchen and you just watch for a moment, flooded with relief.
Frank doesn’t leave and Gerard gets a job making a logo for a company downtown, it doesn’t pay much but it's something and the look on his face when he can buy his own clothes is all you could ask for. Mikey starts going out with coworkers and friends and he’s starting to, you think, understand his place in the world and who he wants to be. He still has nights where he wakes up screaming and Gerard rushes to him and sings him back to sleep, but not as much as before. He talks more and hides less and laughs and smiles and he’s bright and wonderful and he’s family and you’re so proud of him.
Ray starts bringing home records and music and the guys all sit around listening to it while cooking or talking and the house is warm and full and bright and sure it's a little broken but this is exactly what you had always hoped your family would be.
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wretchedgremlin · 5 years
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today has been the first night in a few weeks that i don’t feel like absolute shit so im able to do the good things list!!! i should have done them all along, but i just felt really sad and didnt want to....without further ado, the good things list for the past couple of days:
sunday:
-went to multiple comic book stores and got some comics!!
-it was a beautiful day out, i actually had to take off my jacket and just be in a t shirt and jeans because it was so nice out!!
-got a large iced coffee with extra caramel
-went to the thrift store and tried on the ugliest sweater but didn’t buy it because i have too much clothing
-got a bubble tea from this bubble tea place i had been meaning to go to for months
-found out that the video game store near the sky train has mgs games for really cheap and so when i have money, im gonna go buy mgs4!!!
-my grandma and sister came over for dinner!!!!
-my grandma’s dog gets a special mention because i love him so much....his name is max and he is chumby but not in a way that’s unhealthy but in a way that he is just big boned dog!!! he is a very snuggly boy and loves to sit with me!!!
-my dad made a turkey and my grandma brought apple crumble!!!
-finished the umbrella academy!!
Monday:
-listened to a lot of mcr
-hung out with eli
-went for a walk in the big park near my house
not much happened monday, i was really sad for the most part 
tuesday:
-hung out with hope!!! we went to starbucks and i got a large caramel iced coffee, and we walked around the area and we went to the comic book store near my house, and we went to a wendy’s that was a liminal space!!! it was really nice to see them!!!
-it was a beautiful day out
-that’s all that really happened, i got kind of sad later on in the day for some reason
wednesday:
-woke up early to watch eli for my dad
-went into the city as a little outing!! went to a cool area and walked around and rode the bus a bit!!!
-this gets it own mention but i went to the value village in the area i was in and i found the best garf!!! it’s like a weird trophy thing and it was $3!!!
-while i was at the value village, someone complimented my pins and told me about a pin collecting group that meets up at the end of the month!! i might go!!
-got a large iced caramel coffee
-wore an excellent outfit that consisted of my mesh t shirt, plaid skinny jeans from hot topic, my jean vest that i put some pins on, my vans and i did some revenge era gerard way-esque eye makeup!!!
-went to the mall i used to work at to go to the hot topic, saw a pal who works there, got a junji ito pin and a neat patch!! 
-when i was at the mall, i saw one of my favorite regulars from my old job, and she asked why she hadn’t seen me lately and i told her i quit and she was really upset because everyone has been quitting and she was like “all my favorites are leaving!!! im going to phone head office and complain because this isn’t right!!! i have no shame!!!” because she asked me if i quit because of the new manager and i said yeah. she said she hopes to see me around, and i said she probably will!! im really glad i got to see her again because i was worried i’d never get to see her again!!! it also made me feel nice that someone liked me enough to be upset that i quit, because i was worried i wasnt any good at my job and that’s why the new manager was pressuring me to quit.....but i dont think that was the case!!
-went to the comic book store near the mall, had a nice conversation with the guy working there about the umbrella academy comics, and i found out that they can special order the comics i dont have in because they didnt have any in stock!! im gonna go back on the weekend when i have some money to get issues 4 and 5 of hotel oblivion!!! 
-got the biggest size of water at a starbucks and i was really surprised that they gave me it because at my work, we were only supposed to give people the tiny cups for water so when they asked me what size i wanted i was like ?? i can choose?? the big size please!! and they gave me a trenta!!
-had sushi for dinner!!!
thursday (today):
-my sister came over for a little bit this morning!! i didnt know she was coming, so it was nice to see her!!
-it was really nice out!!
-went to my school to get a document for my medical withdrawal, ended up leaving with some free oranges AND i got a free lunch because there was a special event happening!!!
-i got an idea for a zine on the way home, and so i asked my dad where my old sketchbooks are, and he said they were probably at my grandma’s, so we went after dinner!! i took some scans of my old art, got what i needed and some extra stuff for fun!!
-my grandma and her dog max get a special mention because i love them and they’re part of the reason im in a good mood today
-my grandma gave me a raspberry ginger ale
-my dad bought me mint chocolate chip ice cream!!!!! i didnt tell him to buy it for me or anything, he had stopped to pick up some milk and toilet paper at the store and when he came back he was like “oh i got u some mint chocolate chip ice cream” and it was so nice of him because i’ve been having a hard time eating lately, especially with finding things i actually want to eat, so i was happy
-i replied something really nice to a tweet my sister made and someone said something nice to me because of it!!!
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You know what really fucking sucks in the bandom?
Prejudice. I'm sick and TIRED of seeing this shit so i'm making a long post about it. Now, i'm not calling y'all out that have given the music a shot but it's just not for you, but u respect the band and the fans. I'm calling y'all out that judge this band SO HARD because of a stereotype of the fandom. Listen the fuck up: the skeleton clique IS cringey sometimes. I know, there are 12 year-olds that are in the fandom that are self-entitled dicks. There are also young adults who are art students and have gotten into college because of a top inspired piece of artwork. So HOLD UP: I think we all need to step back and get some rules about how we treat an entire group of people. 1. DO NOT JUDGE A CLIQUE MEMBER BECAUSE THEY CLAIM TOP SAVED THEIR LIFE/MEANS A LOT TO THEM/ ETC. If you are a fan of any band, especially one in the emo trinity, sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up. Being a fan of the band means you are someone who knows a lot about the band (dont judge them because they know Tyler and Josh's birthdays), you care about the band, and more often than not you have a special connection with the band. Most fans (OF ANY BAND) feel as though that band helped them through a rough time, so don't give clique members shit for saying that. 2. DO NOT HATE THE CLIQUE BECAUSE THEY'RE EXTRA (WHETHER OR NOT BECAUSE OF THE SLASHED Øs) OR THINK, AS AN EMO TRINITY FAN, THE CLIQUE IS EXTRA BUT YOU ARE NOT. Ya like Brendon Urie? Your fandom calls him Daddy. Panic! At The Disco, and Sinners in general, are S O E X T R A. THE BAND NAME LITERALLY HAS AN '!' IN IT. Sinner Daddy™ is so fucking extra he wears tight leather pants and gold jackets. Ya like MCR? Don't fucking tell me Gerard Way isn't extra, and do NOT tell me that you are obsessed with that band but they didn't save your life/mean a lot to you. Like FOB? Petey boi is quite extra, i mean short pink hair and EVERYTHING with the design of his own tattoo?! FOB literally did essentially a movie comprised of music videos and the entire time they just threw new symbols in because they wanted to. All of these bands are also over-the-top angsty so dont blame the clique for that either. 3. STOP HATING ON THE GODDAMN BAND AND NOT GIVE THE MUSIC A CHANCE BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE THEIR FANS!!! Don't like Blurryface? Fine, that's okay! But listen to self-titled, listen to Vessel, listen to Regional At Best. I, personally, love top musically and lyrically. You don't have to like the band, you don't, but you sure as hell don't get to call the music "shit" because u dont like it or because of their fans. You also dont get to call it "shit" because you heard one song on the radio a bunch and it's mainstream now/you're sick of that one song. I cant stand pop music, but i have REASONS, EDUCATED REASONS as to why, and i dont go around calling pop music "shit" or calling their fans "shit" because they like pop. 4. DO NOT ASSUME THAT SOMEONE FITS THE STEREOTYPE YOU HAVE ASSIGNED THE CLIQUE THE SECOND THEY SAY "I like Twenty One Pilots". Ive fallen victim to this SO MANY TIMES and im not even in the clique! I just like the music! There are people like me out there, but there's also talented, creative people who are musicians, artists, writers, and other types of creators who are inspired by top, love top, and are in the fanbase. And most of them arent even "cringey"! Theyre really talented, give them a shot!! Guys, I'm serious about this. Sure, the fandom can seem sucky on the outside, but Panic! At The Disco is literally a cult with songs about a band member who's moved on from the dead ship. Their fanbase idolizes a broken and burnt guitar and holds a LONG ASS fanfiction as gospel. You also can't say "milk" without the entire fanbase giggling or wincing. BUT SINNERS ARE GIVING THE SKELETON CLIQUE SHIT?! Twenty One Pilots is a GOOD band. They are, I really do enjoy their music. Sure, sometimes the clique can be toxic, but I think that's for the clique to work out and for you to not assume everyone who listens to the music is like that. Y'all flipped shit when Gerard died his hair or Pete cut it and bleached it or literally any time Brendon changes his style. Let the clique freak out about Tyler shaving his hair and Josh dying it. If you are a stan/in the emo trinity fandom, guess fucking what: the clique is your little sibling. It can be cringey, but so can you. Stop judging it and educate it, help it become a healthy non-toxic environment instead of making fans/ex-clique members ashamed of where they came from. Please, guys, reblog this and let's STOP judgement and prejudice against the clique. Isn't that what Tumblr is about? Breaking down stereotypes and supporting everyone, especially those not liked by the masses? Aren't we supposed to help each other? If you weren't in the emo trinity fandom and you stepped back to see how you act, you really think you wouldn't seem cringey? I feel like the motto of any fan should be "don't knock it 'till you try it." Top is a great band. Top deserves respect and so do their fans. I'm not saying they can't be shitty at times, but we can be too. Even if you don't like top musically, they do deserve respect for their hard work and their fans deserve not to be judged. Sorry for any mistakes/shitty grammar, I was mad. That is all. Have a great day. ❤️
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pavlovers · 6 years
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unusual asks: 2, 6, 14, 26, 31, 32, 35 (or name a couple bc i already know a deal of yours), 36, 41, 51, 55, 73, 76, 80, 94, 97 (sorry to send so many asdlfiasg they were interesting)
2. is your room messy or clean?
oh you bet… it’s not that it’s cluttered with a ton of stuff or anything it’s just that i tend to leave clothes all over my bed instead of putting them where i should and plus my closet and wardrobe are extremely disorganized because i just like shove random clothes in there,, same with other drawers full of school supplies and stuff, i can never put away stuff neatly it seems
6. describe your personality in 3 words or less
bore, bored, and boring
14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?
oh man idk, i think i’d just like to live somewhere where it’s not easy to be isolated, like right now i live in a small house where there’s no sidewalks in my neighborhood and it’s impossible to walk down the street without a car zooming past and i’ve lived here for about 11 years and i only know one of my neighbors and i just hate it a lot. i remember before i moved when i was 5, i lived in a small city in a multi-residential house, and me and the three other kids who lived in it would always hang out together, and my grandma would like to take us to the small little cluster of grocery stores and bodegas less than a mile from our house and buy us candy and fun-yuns and stuff, and maybe i just remember it so fondly because i was just a little kid, but i really do miss that. 
26. how many pillows do you sleep with?
i’m a one pillow kinda person, more than that bothers my neck
31.  3 favorite boy names
um elijah, oliver, and leo i guess
32. 3 favorite girl names
mia, alexandra, and uhh natalie ? take all of those with a grain of salt because like honestly i dont think i feel strongly enough about names enough to have favorites
35. who is your celebrity crush?
if you follow me you pretty much know who all of them are,, uhh lemme think who don’t i post about too much
brandon flowers is,, a big one like i don’t get how he just looks!! like that!!
ooh alexa chung is lovely and gorgeous and alex turner never deserved her 
and um,, yeah i guess i do post about him frequently, but gerard way is truly one of the most beautiful people to exist
36. favorite movie? 
um idk honestly, but i guess i’ll say either the breakfast club or heathers
41. top 10 favorite songs
currently: fob’s cover of i wanna dance with somebody by whitney houston, there is a light that never goes out by the smiths, flaming hot cheetos by clairo, empty by kevin abstract, don’t panic by coldplay, music when the lights go out by the libertines, pale shelter by tears for fears, desert song by mcr, the numbers by radiohead, and isolation by john lennon
51. how old were you when you found out santa wasnt real? 
well my parents never really gave me presents for christmas, and whenever i got stuff from other relatives or whatever they wouldnt tell me it was from santa so i guess i always knew he wasn’t real
55. what is your dream job?
i’m not really sure what i’d like to do yet, but if i was good at it, i think it’d be cool to be a baker, my cousin is one, and he has the quaintest bakery and makes the best chocolate croissants, and idk it just sounds fun
73. do you want to get married?
idk, i guess it depends if i ever find someone i want to marry
76. what color looks best on you? 
oh lol idk i don’t put nearly enough effort into how i look to notice… black maybe? sjdnjdfjhfdjj
80. what is your biggest pet peeve? 
i think pretty much all my pet peeves boil down to people who are narrow-minded and can’t listen to or respect other people, while it’s talking over/ignoring others in conversation, or being inconsiderate of people’s feelings. 
94. favorite lyrics right now
I’m big, humongous, enormous and smallAnd it’s not fair that I am nothing and nobody’s there
- Declan McKenna, Humongous
so i decided to finally check out his stuff at the beginning of this month because he was showing up in my recommended a lot, and man for being pretty young (18? 19? im not quite sure) he’s putting out some insightful stuff. this is probably my favorite song of his i’ve heard thus far, and it just like, hits the nail on how frustrating it is to be a teenager. you’re bigger, and you have to make big decisions about the future, but older adults still look down on you like you’re small, and oftentimes don’t value your opinion. it’s enough to make you feel worthless and that “no one truly understands”. 
97. dark, milk, or white chocolate? 
milk definitely, i think dark chocolate is so bitter, and i havent had white chocolate since i was little so i honestly cant have an opinion on it
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skreebs · 1 year
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I love this dog so much guys hes so silly he loves nagito so much
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