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jerimovich · 1 year

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#writer problems #twitter #found this tweet on an old twitter of mine & was like #hmm still applies!!!

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flamemons · 1 year

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It's alright to scream

I'm screaming too

Why'd you think I do the things I do?

For shadows haunted me like ghosts

So I became what I feared the most

I conduct fear like electricity

A manmade monstrosity

Killer — The Hoosiers

i woke up from a nap with this song stuck in my head and. yea

#kouichi kimura #koichi kimura #digimon frontier #digimon #AGH ok drawing to a song is. a new level of vulnerability for me and im trying to get past the mental block of OH THATS TOO CRINGE #because cringe isnt REAL #((but it sure feels like it))#i fucked up and accidentally made a kouichi playlist and so many of my favorite edgy songs ended up applying to him #and i was like....hmm ok.....this kid is suddenly very interesting #...not that he isnt already very interesting like. he is but hes still sort of hard to grasp since he never had time to really be himself #....anyway #i have. so many thoughts about songs i associate with takuya but. i cant draw that #because i would go through organ failure #like i would literally explode and die #oh the struggle of admitting i have human emotions

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bad-traffic-smp-ideas · 9 months

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Every Life

Everyone has 3 lives in the beginning, and get added a number of lives ranging from none to three (L). You're also soulbound and share your hp with someone, and the only enchanter is in the ancient city.

When a player's lives drop to half of their original amount (3*L/2) (if it's an odd number round it down) their lives get converted into time (1 life = 4 hours). Time is only gained when one player who's timed(only has time and not lives) kills another player who's timed but above their color (-4h is red, -8 hours is yellow, -12 is green, +12 is dark green).

Players at all times have three rows of hearts, get secret tasks, but no natural regeneration. If a boogeyman fails, their life immediately goes limited and their timer gets set to 4 hours. They also lose 10 hearts if they don't finish their task in time. The reroll mechanic is not changed and will still give you 20 hearts for succeeding, and take away 20 if you fail.

Extra gimmick from all the seasons: If someone is about to die, jimmy gets /kill'ed right before it happens.

Yeah this is a feasible way to combine all the series I thi- JIMMY GETS SLASH KILLED :(

#AW-#does this still apply?? this was sent before jimmy was 2nd out-#hmm...#bad traffic idea #ask #trafficblr

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ravs6709 · 4 months

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idk if this is something im maybe hallucinating or maybe its just the posts that i see occasionally but ifl sometimes its hard for the fandom to let yjh exist outside of kdj?? like i know the whole kdj being the reason for the story and yjh as an extension to exist is a thing but yjh separating himself from the narrative and establishing himself as not just the protagonist but a person is Also a thing and i feel like we don't talk about it as much.

like i dont know man!! maybe this is all in my head but sooo much of the yjh content also doubles as joongdok?? and you KNOW i love good joongdok but where are the character studies. where are the deep dives. where is the acknowledging yjh as an intricately convoluted and complex characters with his own wishes and desires and the way those desires fuel the narrative like goddddd hes SUCH a Character i think we need to discuss it more. anyways hes my fave btw no one gets him like i do

NO YOURE SO RIGHT THAT IS EXACTLY WHATS HAPPENING

Like yjh becoming a Person is his whole growth??? I haven't been consuming nearly as much orv content, and I'm pretty sure it's for this very reason cause I want more character studies so bad!! Or dynamics with other members of kimcom!!

You ever think about him and mia, mia who is suddenly so distant from her brother, you ever think about him and jihye, how she wants to be strong like him

Or sp!!! Who carries so much grief, and it saddens me that his "why is it not me, but you?" line got reduced to "oh he's jealous he doesn't have a kdj" when it's "he doesn't have ANY companions he doesn't have a SISTER A DISCIPLE A TEACHER"

#god if i knew how to write yjh i would be making sm stuff #yjh hobbies post epilogue: gardening is one of them. i think something hands on #also yjh transgenderism study. i need to make her genderfluid/transfem #i mean ive seen more of them throughout my time but still. whats more transgender than literally becoming your own person #i remember really wanting a fic of the yjh pov during divorce arc where he thinks about himself being a character #hmm way back i vaguely thought up a mini oneshot collection that wouldve been about kimcom and each a mini study about them and Characters #im pretty sure youve never watched utena but in it is this idea of being trapped in your own coffin #and applying that idea to being a Character has always sat distantly in my mind but i could never articulate it enough to try and write it #maybe after i finish a couple other fics first ill attempt it idk #if i ever do ill so get back to you on that #cause for that one i would need to actively discuss with someone i just know it #orv #astra's asks #roshan

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grandcovenant · 10 months

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suddenly thinking a lot about venigni's line about being thirty and going god he's probably closer to the age carlo would've been if he was alive than geppetto's huh

#like. i'm not suggesting they would've been close enough in age to be peers because i don't think that's the case #but even if you say carlo was just 18 and fresh out of the charity house when he died i think this still applies #given if v is thirty that puts his birth around the time geppetto was invited to krat by the alchemists as an already renowned inventor #that said. would've carlo resented venigni on the principle that 'that's probably what geppetto wanted his son to be like'? hmm.#lies of p

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topnotchquark · 7 months

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Okay who's the undisputed MotoGP supreme pretty boy?

Tell me with reasons in reblogs/anon messages.

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bunnihearted · 7 months

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#need to clear my head;#im in such a bad mood. my face is in a perpetual angry state. im just so so bitter nd pessimistic rn #trying not to get stuck in negative chaos thought spirals nd to just take it as it come #nd be patient bc recovery takes time i know. but i havent been able to feel healthy or functional for 7 months nd i am so tired #i cant help but worry abt my health nd what kinda diet i can have nd how to work all of that out.#like the removal of the gallbladder dont ensure a good digestive system. they remove it bc it can irrepairably hurt u #also im so so stressed out abt school nd my courses. i already had to drop one last week. nd it isnt looking like i'll be able to pass my #eng class.. it just isnt looking like it's realistic at all :/ i personally dont mind if i fail. but i can get issues w my wellfare hmm #bc like im still feeling rough nd u only get sick leave for one week after surgery.. so i have to go on thursday nd friday but im gnna #be in pain plus be so hungry nd be unable to concentrate idk #idk idk!! im already willing to take out loans to finish my upper secondary school.. but i have to make it work w timing nd stuff so im not #sitting here unable to pay rent or the bills or food lmao. so idk have to fix it somehow #nd the pressure of this country rapidly declining state is stressing me tf out!! having nazi conservative rightists in the ruling is just #dreadful!!!! for many reasons but atm idek if i can do distance classes like i wanted to ://#i just.. wanna be able to go for my long walks. go to the gym. eat normally. have coffee. study nd finish highschool.#then apply for whatever program i can nd move to another calmer city. prob eventually find a path to move to another country. like norway..#im thinking too much but my thoughts are spinning nd killing me like i cant stop it im so scared nd anxious lmao 💀#im also trying to be brave and write to the psych clinic for personality disorders nd be upset nd 'beg' them for help ksksksks.#but like... the thing abt having avpd is that i kinda dont wanna bc im scared of the possibility of them helping me lol #im just in a low place nd bad headspace and it's just getring worse nd im getting more nd more tired #i dont have much more energy to keep it together nd pretend like im ok or like i have hope lmaoooo idk what to do #anyway... idk idk guess i just gotta .. keep crawling forward anyway i can

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xiaeom · 1 year

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'to be loved is to be changed' okay... what about people who always love from a distance

#just saw another 'to be loved is to be changed' slideshow and realized that it doesn't apply to me #at all #like. the plush i've had since i was born still looks the EXACT same #it hasn't shrunk #the fur hasn't matted #its the exact same as it was 19 years ago #and suddenly im thinking hmm is how we love our possessions how we love irl too #from a distance from a distance #too scared to ruin it

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spookykestrel · 2 years

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Bad news one of the college people made me really excited for college

#hmm I have like three days left to apply #text post #chitter chatter #kestrel calls #I’m still deferring my acceptance though

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lovelyyweather · 27 days

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#even if you dont drive this still applies #hmm maybe i'll send this to a big account too bc i'm really curious #i - for one - would perish #i gotta learn one day #car maintenance #polls

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kavehater · 2 months

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It’s one am everyone’s asleep and I’m here giggling cause someone was like trump just got his ear grazed and kaveh from parade of providence broke his back with that fall and lived to tell the tale like it was nothing LMAOLMAOLMAO

#PFFTTTT HES SO STUPID #I still have no clue how he ended up like this I recall at one poijnt scara was flying and winning #then somehow he hung onto his leg or something LMFAO #HOW DID SCARA LOOSE TO HIM #when ppl be like kaveh is weak bro did you see how he fell #Ik it’s cartoon logic and all BUT FNEIDKSNS PFFTTT THAT FALL WAS HILARIOUS #thank God my falls as embarrassing as that 😭 like sure I fell in front of the castle of my uni sure it was in the centre too so everyone had #full view of it #BUT HFIESKSKS HOW STUPID HE JUST PLUMMETTED FROM THE SKY #AT LEAST Layla has a shield wanderer is an ex fatui who was experimented on and can fly he’s so durable (my son !!!😭)#faruzan has her pyramid things and she’s kinda confident which goes a long way #but tbh idrk what her pyramid does but she’s anemo so she can blow them away i suppose ?#Kaveh doesn’t really have anything like yeah he has dendro but … ☠️#he’s kinda a loser 😔 like his power is controlled by mehrak #kinda #and he doesn’t even hold his claymore for him to apply the dendro infused himself #so he’s extra reliant on mehrak and I don’t think he had her in the event ? hmm idk #one day I’ll watch parade of providence ONE DAYYYY #I hate this cause how come hsr has replayable events with prizes and we can’t have thissss #I just want to play through the story naurrrrr #even without prizes 😞👍#dora daily #anyways I’m so tired rn bggkkc

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a-sleepy-ginger · 4 months

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13/6/24

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Talked with dad

Wind felt nice

Dinner

Had fun singing while doing the dishes

#happiness diary #happiness diary: june 2024 #still no news :)#sometimes i think that my neighbour must hate it when im in alone cus that's when i end up singing #amd i am not good at singing #but then again im not alone often and even if i am i don't sing every time #but still it would be better to be good at singing #id like a vocal coach or a singing teacher? whatever theyre called #so that i can learn but theyre expensive #i could try to learn on my own but i dont know how?#like i know the theory for singing good #engage the diaphragm dont be afraid to be loud etc #but i dont know how to apply it #so i need someone to sit there and say not doing it right or that was right so i can get it #i really dont like being loud so that doesn't help #neither does the fact i have a weak voice in general #hmm one day

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michi-chelle · 9 months

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cancelled plans suck ‘cause it’s like well what am i supposed to do now?

#should i draw? should i keep reading no thank you!!!? should i start working on my animenyc vlog?#hmm but the vibes at home aren’t exactly It rn #should i walk aimlessly around the city? should i just read a book somewhere? should i get laid? should i go shopping?#all this to say i really should work on my resume and work on applying to jobs and work on finding a place to live #so i can finally be closer to real satisfaction in life instead of whining about not being where i want to be in life #but not quite knowing what that exactly looks like or even how to get there #so i instead distract myself from the vague yet overwhelming feelings of discontent #with things that give me temporary boosts of pleasure and happiness #before once again going to bed thinking Hmm I’m Turning 25 Next Year And I Still Fucking Suck #doesn’t the brain stop developing at 25? this cannot be it this cannot be who i am because i fucking Suck #………yea i think i should keep playing no thank you 🤪#michi yaps

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revengesworn · 1 year

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i just reread chapter 204 and the chapters leading up to it and first off, I'M SO EMOTIONAL GOD-

but also i think it's interesting that takemichi says the same thing here as he does later, after mikey's killed him. saying he'll go back "again and again" to save mikey... i compared the scenes and to be fair his lines aren't exactly the same but i like the parallel there of like- in the 204, a time leap seemed impossible, but takemichi managed to go back because mikey wanted to be saved, and he finally admitted that.

so i wonder if we're meant to take the same message from the ending where takemichi and mikey leap back - that that was possible due to mikey's desire to be saved/because he finally admitted it, this time in the past?? idk, i still really wish we knew why the time leap worked but. the parallels are neat.

#ooc #i feel like this might be a huge stretch but still #god i go back and forth on the ending like a yo yo daily #there are things i really don't like about it that put me off tr for a while even but like........ there's stuff i really /do/ like too...#especially conceptually.#when i apply my headcanons it's even better haha #i'll stop because if i think on the ending too much i'll go insane again but #i might go read my old posts on the ending and see if i agree with them; out of curiosity?? hmm

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septemberlikestea · 1 year

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selfish motivation + cruel intent leper. try it :thumbsup:

#me talking #focused fault died in basically two MASSIVE crits from him #also while im enjoying how much counterplay has been added i still go hmm #the boss is nigh unbeatable without perfect prep. if you forget to get a hero who can apply blind youre so fucked #unless you get grenades randomly but like...... eeeeh #the boss is really easy with counterplay and absolutely stupid if you dont know it already (guaranteed 50+ crits?????)#idk how i feel about it considering other bosses AFTER it are completely beatable on first try before you know anything

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makkir0ll · 5 months

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"hmm, is it green apple?"

you giggle in his arms, shaking your head no and smile as he leans down to press another kiss on your lips.

the past fifteen minutes had been spent trapped under his arms while he kisses your plump, flavourful, lips. it started out when you put on some chapstick and he asks for some. you knew that this was his way of getting a kiss, but when his lips press against yours the flavor is different than your normal vanilla, its fruitier. "what flavor is that?" he asks, pulling you closer to him to plant another kiss on your lips, "berry?"

"no" you say smiling as you await his actions. hoping that he does exactly what you expect him too.

and he falls into your trap. the next fifteen minutes are spent with his lips on yours as he guesses what flavor it could be. strawberry? mango? pineapple?

all no.

at this point all he could taste was his own spit on your lips. completely kissed away all the chapstick that coated your lips. he breaks the last kiss with a whine.

"y/n put some more on, i can't taste it anymore." he loosens his grip on your body as you shift underneath him to find the chapstick in your pocket.

"close your eyes, i dont want you to see the label." you tell him and he obliges, squeezing his eyes shut in a childish manner as you apply the chapstick on your lips.

once you're done you toss the tube away, wrapping your arms around his neck to pull him down, he's smiling. his lips press against yours yet again but this time it's different. the kiss is deeper, he cups your face and his toungue swipes on your lips and you open your mouth slightly to let the wet muscle enter. it takes your breath away and you start to feel dizzy from his touch and all the sensations happening around you. he pulls away, a thin string of saliva connected the two of you. your eyes are still closed, processing what happened when you hear him say,

"it's berry isnt it?"

you nod your head no, hoping he will kiss you like that again, and he does. but little do you know that he caught a glimpse of the berry graphic on the label when you pulled out the chapstick from your pocket.

HINATA SHOYO. (probably doesn't notice the label though tbh). BOKUTO, hanamaki, oikawa fucking tooru, sugawara (he knew from the start it was berry but goes along with the act to amuse you), akaashi (same as sugawara). NISHINOYA. (same as shoyo, genuinely continues to guess), ATSUMU. KITA FUCKING SHINSUKE (he knew from the first kiss, but realized that this made you happy). KUROO. SUNAAAAA.

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