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the-catboy-minyan · 2 days
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non-jews only
answer honestly, there's not really a point to this poll except remind people to check on their Jewish friends.
keep your answers anonymous while reblogging, and be honest while answering. no-one can see what you voted so being honest is only for your own sake.
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vs120shound · 3 days
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Willow quit for three months and another time for five days! Didn't quite work out for her. Willow without her Marlboros is a Martian on Venus. Before she was 13 y.o., she had become a regular smoker!
WILLOW COMBO VIDEO: TALKS AND ANSWERS QUESTIONS!
Willow is brutally honest here about her smoking habit and how she loves it, all about it. "It's a good, little time filler," she says of her half-a-pack per day habit. "When is the best time to have a cigarette," she is asked. Answer: "Honestly? After sex! (she pauses before beaming with smugness and laughing for three seconds!) . . . I love it."
Tri-Media 27-Post, 139-Pack Ultra-Megapost!
Not only is Willow candid about how much she loves smoking, her pride in her habit comes shining through as well. She has thoroughly dissected her habit, having analyzed and justified every step along her journey to where she is today at approximately 10 cigarettes a day. Both parts of our combination video, produced by the staff, were uploaded from Instagram@ciggietimetime10. The second part (Marlboro 100s), in which Willow is reading off a set of prepared questions, was added to our archives on March 12, 2024. And 12 days later from "Ciggie Time!" we coppied the Instagram post in to our library of the first half (Marlboro Reds king size) on four dual-clip video in which Willow was speaking extemporaneously with a friend off camera who was asking her questions.
"Yeah, I feel like a bad ass!" . . . "I've been smoking for a long time!" ⏤ Willow
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Videoframes (Screen Captures) from Our Centerpiece Video (First Part)!
Compiled by vs120shound staff!
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Videoframes (Screen Captures) from Our Centerpiece Video (Second Part)!
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Recent Megaposts! of Willow!
From vs120shound on March 13, 2024 . . .
From lostlighter23 on March 13, 2024 . . .
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hekateinhell · 1 day
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I just need to get something off my chest real quick, there's really no need to read this unless you want to because you're bored lmao.
So I used to be really good at answering the asks I got. I wouldn't say I answered all of them, but I think overall I had a good ratio for a long time! And I loved it! I think the asks feature is the best thing that tumblr has to offer as a social media platform (god knows just about everything else sucks).
I loved getting asks and answering them and it's a great way to talk to others in our little fandom bubbles and trade thoughts and insights with one another. My mental health did take quite a few hits in the past several months, and part of that was real life (school, sickness, death in the family) and part of that was bullshit fandom drama.
But it just occurred to me yesterday that the reason I'm nowhere near as prolific in answering the asks I get is because I have always put so much effort into putting disclaimers behind all my meta, walking on eggshells so people won't throw tantrums every time I share an opinion they don't like.
And you know what? That just made me an nervous, erratic person afraid of her own tumblr shadow. The thought of having to do all the work to put ten thousand disclaimers behind everything I say so some asshole won't vague me because I accidentally hurt their feelings just made me not want to reply to anything at all. It's fucking exhausting having to think of every scenario in which people might interpret whatever you're saying (about fictional characters may I remind you) in the worst light possible.
In the end all that time and effort I put into censoring myself—because I try to be a nice person, I don't want anyone to feel bad because of me, regardless of the fact that that's been never my intention—in the end none of that mattered! There's people that have been vaguing me for almost two years now and it's not like I go seeking out this information but it's a small fandom and I stumble over it on another blog or some shit every once in a while.
Agonizing over whether or not some random is going to interpret everything I say in the worst possible faith and have a fit on main about my shit takes and make a block list of people who interact with my posts is just so stupid honestly, and trying to censor myself didn't do me a shred of good. People still regularly call me names and insult my intelligence because of the characters I ship, the meta I write, and the kinks I enjoy talking about. It doesn't even matter if I've been active recently or not, they're still mad about stuff I said ages ago! I can't win!
So from now on I'm just to do my best to break this depressing old habit and be online without being apologetic and diminishing my own opinions, answer asks however the hell I want without feeling obligated to coddle a bunch of grown ass adults, and if people want to cry about it, there's a box of tissues in the corner. Go nuts. ♥️
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prince-liest · 6 hours
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Happy to report that I officially bought my ace ring thanks to you! Though I know not everybody in the community wears one, it felt like the final step for me to fully come and accept myself as aroace. It’s a reminder that I don’t need to feel pressured into anything I don’t want, and that there’s never been anything wrong with me in the first place. I’d always thought there had to be something wrong with me, something that alienated me from others and made me never want to have a romantic and sexual relationship. It’s funny to think that this deep dive into my sexuality started all because I happened to stumble upon the first installment of 666 as it got posted. Now, I’m on the hunt for a matching aro ring, though I’ve yet to find one that really speaks to me. Thank you again, for giving me hope for myself if nothing else.
Happy writing!
Omg, congratulations! I only recently learned about ace rings, and this is the first time I've heard of aro rings, though it makes total sense that they also exist. I'm not much of a ring person, but it's honestly a really cute idea. I like the idea of having two because I'd feel weird wearing a ring only on my right hand (not for any specific reason, I'm just right-handed so I prefer my asymmetric accessories to be heavier on the left side), and I heard that a black ring literally anywhere other than the middle finger of the right hand is what swingers wear, hahaha. Exact opposite of the intent!
My own self-reflections have often been prompted by the most random things that I see around, so I'm fully with you on the whole, "Wow, that came from somewhere unexpected" feeling, haha. I'm happy for you, anon, and that you feel more comfortable in your skin now!! Thank you as well, for sharing and also brightening my morning!
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cronakillz · 3 days
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people you'd like to get to know better
i was absolutely stunned and touched when @dryfrooot tagged me in this! thank you sosososo much <3
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Last song: "The World We See", by C.B Moniker. this song was written and performed by my lovely friend Hannah, who recently passed away. i miss her dearly, and every day is hard, but my world is lightened up by her music. she was a person just brimming with talent that she should have had more time to make use of, but i cherish the beautiful music we were left with. rest in peach, my sweet Hannah </3
Favorite color: i can't decide between black or pink! especially together. but i think red is also beautiful, especially like, blood red and deep red.
Currently watching: ummm RuPaul's Drag Race: All Stars, One Piece, a whole bunch of anime honestly! i'm very inspired by anime and video games!
Sweet/savory/spicy: i love spice. food is usually pointless without a lil kick to it!
Relationship: taken but poly! two years strong with my best friends in the entire world. you can't be in love without finding friendship first, and i think that's definitely something to live by. friendship before romance always always always.
Current obsession: sims, fortnite, furina, the book i'm writing, and lady gaga!(always.)
last thing you googled: "is cucumber fruit"... yes, yes it is.
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i'll be tagging some creators i've been loving recently! also, i'd like to thank all of the people who have followed me. i made this account recently and have gotten nothing but support, and it warms my heart! a huge thank you to everyone who has supported me, and my content!
@imrinababy (i have already formed a friendship with you, and can't wait to keep that going! shoutout rina!), @dryfrooot , @cozytopia , @simatomica , @dejasenti99 , @d444lso , @laelaex , @simsoftly
there are definitely people i'm forgetting, but my dms are always open. drop in and say hi!
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reaurelynios · 1 year
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silly lil doodle
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rawliverandgoronspice · 3 months
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one of my major problems with my job is that I get sososo tired of trying to figure out how to interact with people in a way that is honest, productive, but also doesn't bruise anyone's egos, and I can feel myself getting worse at it as time goes on and it's genuinely what drains me and stresses me out the most by far
#thoughts#personal#I am sooooo wary of being banished back into the Bitch Corner#part of me feels like it's inevitable (and probably some neuroatypical behavior honestly)#that the longer the collaboration goes on and the more I feel defeated in advance at the notion that these people will end up hating me#but trying to pull out before this actually happens will lead to people not understanding why I'm backing away#and also hurt my reputation in a way#tired tired tired#not to go all sjw on tumblr dot com (the audacity!!) but#wonder how less of a problem that would be for me if not woman-adjacent in games#I mean don't get me wrong I would be a Horrible Person if I had received amab socialization I have zero doubts about that#but#yeah like a lot of the time the reason why I get shoved into the Bitch Corner is because I reacted to bullshit I did not start#but the way I react becomes more important than what I was reacting to (I have Very Bad examples of that in mind)#I've been called a living shotgun recently in a way that wasn't entirely derogatory and even a little appreciative?#and the thing is that do sound like me (oh no) and I would appreciate and own that descriptor I think#if the notion of being perceived as harsh and bossy didn't fill me with absolute dread as to how I'll eventually be treated#how people will eventually feel like it's okay to treat me because surely I must have deserved it at least a little#so#idk don't love that being a constant in my career so far!!!!#sorry I'm just being very Panic Attack Trigger Happy since a couple of days#doesn't bode well for the year to come
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northern-passage · 1 year
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the extreme in italics too? i'm imagining them like that gif of that person walking on the street recoiling in horror at zoomed in shots of lesbian behavior except in this case it's like...two references to hormone potions
transphobes will get mad any time they're put in a situation where they are forced to acknowledge the fact that trans people exist
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makerofmadness · 4 months
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Gotta say being Persian is funny because you're too white for progressives to care about your representation but not white enough to not get called camel-riders
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skullisbones · 2 months
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secret life is my favourite life series. 100%
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cakemoney · 1 year
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thinking about the whole robpat!batman movie’s thesis being “shit. fuck. turns out this whole time the legacy of my rage and vengeance-fueled vigilante justice has been enabling domestic terrorism by entitled white men. all along what this city needed and what i needed was healing and extending our hands to our neighbors instead of continuing the cycle of trauma and violence” like the movie put their whole chest into that. it looked at their audience and said to their face “you guys never actually understood what batman is about. you saw the dark brooding aesthetic and the toxic masculinity and the individualistic lonewolfism and you see that as something to aspire to, when the point of batman was always Corruption And Evil Exists Within Those With Power And Money Not In Mental Illness, and by missing that and making it all about yourself you became the villain of this story.” in theaters right in front of batman stans. no wonder robpat was cast for this like i’ve never seen someone pull off self-loathing white man so naturally
#laughs awkwardly#sorry i watched black adam recently (long story) and like. i can't help but feel like the subversive parts of it#just weren't as strong as how it felt to watch a batman movie where batman had to beat the crap of his own fans#like [SPOILERS] black adam wanted to be self-aware about superhero films and wanted to point out the american propaganda#inherent to the concept of 'international justice' but because it was primarily pulled off through funny quips it felt like it didn't COMMIT#(felt very marvel in that respect actually)#like yes your main character told off the western superheroes for the hypocrisy of their 'peace' efforts but then... what?#in the end the westerners were still the genuine and helpful people they claimed they were. the main characters had to trust them to survive#in the end the self-actualization of an oppressed people felt hollow because we barely spent any time with them during the story#in the end the people's chosen hero turned out to be not who they thought he was and his character turning point to become a hero was...#he magically knew to break out of an underwater prison? honestly that part was a little confusing to me but extremely horrifying#like this guy basically explicitly said 'you should kill me. that's what i want' AND THEY JUST DID NOT DO THAT#like obviously i know he needed to come back since the movie was about him but like. damn. way to not at all respect his autonomy#he said 'i should die' and they went 'haha but instead we're gonna put you in storage forever so you never reunite with your family in death#HORROR. THE MOST DYSTOPIAN SHIT I'VE EVER SEEN. YOUR BODY IS NOT YOUR OWN IN CASE WE FIND IT USEFUL LATER#WE'RE SO PEACEFUL THAT WE CAN NEVER ACCEPT [GASP] MURDER BUT ANY OTHER VIOLATION OF YOUR CONSENT IS FINE#HOW WAS THIS BRUSHED OVER SO CASUALLY#WHAT WAS I TALKING ABOUT BEFORE#yeah you know what i don't really know where i was going with this either. i just had Thoughts#like did i think the rob!patman the movie took itself so seriously it was accidentally kind of comedic? yeah for sure#but because they took it seriously it felt like the element of metacommentary was sincere. like i can also take it seriously#i keep thinking about that scene where rpatz was interrogating the riddler and the horror that dawns on him#because he's looking at this man who idolizes batman but despises bruce wayne and realizes Oh God That's Me. This Is What I Created#like shit dude i don't think superhero films necessarily should or must be Deep in an Artistic way but i can give them props for trying?
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aberooski · 6 months
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I honestly wish my birthday wasn't in 2 weeks. I always get really depressed around my birthday.
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infriga · 2 years
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Broke: I don't read as much as I used to.
Woke: I read twice as much as I used to, plus now I can tailor the experience to my exact preferences.
#I've come to realise in recent years#that the reason I don't read original fiction as often anymore isn't because I've somehow lost the motivation to read#I read all the damn time#I just don't like how when I try to read original fiction it's become a gamble#Even if I only ever got books free from the library I only end up enjoying what#5 out of 10 books if I'm lucky?#Because all I can go off of is the blurb on the back#I remember making threads on forums and reddit and stuff asking for recommendations for books that don't have romance#And so many answers would involve ''well it has romance BUT'' like bitch did I stutter???#But with fanfics they almost always explicitly state if there's romance or not#And I can filter for that#I can filter for all sorts of niche preferences#To my heart's desire#So if original fiction and libraries in general had a tagging system as extensive as AO3#Then honestly I'd probably read a lot more original fiction#And like of course it helps that I already know and like the characters with fanfics but that can actually backfire sometimes#if the characterization doesn't match my interpretation#But even then people often tag for certain depictions or behaviours or actions so I can still filter a lot of them out#Not perfectly but better than with original fiction#So for me the lack of a good filter system is the main barrier when it comes to reading original fiction#And I don't see original fiction as being somehow better than fanfiction tbh#Random#Idk why I suddenly had to make this post with a novel worth of tags on it but oh well here you go lol
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blujayonthewing · 1 year
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patreon: [adds ability to see how many times a post was actually viewed]
me looking back through them: [steepling my fingers in front of my lips] .... should I be doing more pinups.
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blindedguilt · 6 months
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((from @booksofthelibrary ))
The young girl runs up behind the boy and sprays him playfully with a little bit of water. A harmless prank as she giggles before handing him a brand new net that she made for him. A 'R' carved into its handle.
"happy birthday!"
::RIVERSAL
"Waaah...!!" A sharp squeal erupted from the boy at the feeling of cold water on his back, the momentarily cry of shock quickly turning to a string of bright giggles as he flicked back a few drips from his hair towards Daffy. "Oi, you!! I'll get you for that, you know! You better watch your back, miss..."
He could hardly say he was displeased at her betrayal so much as pleased he had someone to play with! His brothers tried, but could never fully get in on his games, whether it be through confusion or other business they had to attend to.
Admittedly, though he would never say it out loud, he secretly felt rather jealous, perhaps even upset at the news of her getting together with Lukhege when he had initially found out. It was frustrating, in a way - he had finally found himself a friend to play with, and for what? ...Yet, even despite those initial worries, he was glad to be further comforted in the thought that he hadn't been forgotten by her presence with him that day.
The once beaming smile faded with the momentary rush of excitement and into curiosity as he was offered the finely crafted net. "Oh...This is..." A soft red creeped up to his cheeks with a sheepish, somewhat awkward look to his smile as he idly turned it over in his hands. It would have seemed forced in a way that he was trying to smile if not for the faint twinging at the corners of his lips threatening to break out into a wide grin. For someone who was usually so excitable, it seemed Riversal in particular had the most trouble accepting gifts - even compared to his younger brother Laum, who, while sheepish, was always capable of clearly showing his gratitude. Riversal, however...
The boy's long coat swayed as he rocked back and forth once on his heels, unable to fully look the other in the eyes as he spoke in a quiet, awkward little peep. "Thank you, Daffy... This is... Nice. Um...! Thank you. Well..."
Promptly, he spun on his heel, took a few awkwardly shuffled steps, and sat with his back turned and his feet spread to either side of the net he held between his legs. Though she couldn't see it, it wasn't hard to guess how red his face must have been as part of the kind gesture.
"...Come back later," He said suddenly, a flatly dismissive, determined tone to his voice, "I have something to think about." One of his tricks, now involving his new present, most like. "Thanks... Again."
His next words, though meant to be spoken in a tease, came off as nothing but a half-hearted suggestion in all his distraction. They were nothing more than a mouthed, near-inaudible whisper as he stared and plucked idly at the strings of the net with his fingers, too deep in thought to even notice the water dripping from his hair, much less to speak. "...Go chat with your boyfriend..."
Whatever could he be plotting? Whoever could he be plotting against? Riversal didn't speak, and sat there deep, deep in thought for a very long time.
"Hah! Got you!!"
...Ah, poor Leonard. It seemed that he had been chosen the unfortunate victim of his prank that evening. From a distance, the small Riversal could be seen standing triumphantly atop his older brother's back like a proud hunter with his prey. Leonard, conversely, would have been near invisible if not for his large form and the striking beige of his coat against the greenery of the forest. The poor hermit laid cruelly fettered on the ground, all that was visible being the blond of the head that laid face-down and the shoulders of both arms spread on either side. The net that had toppled him should have been relatively easy to remove from the foot tangled within it - his brother that stood on his back, however, was not.
"Please, release me at once!" The muffled plea sounded from the ground. With a dramatically boisterous laugh, Riversal's hands found themselves resting smugly atop his hips.
"No! I've got you, now, brother~!"
"Riversal! Please!!" A bit more insistence in his tone, and enough in a voice as deep as his to make the now 11-year-old almost immediately jump out of his skin and straight to the side of his ailing brother.
"Sorry, sorry! I'm sorry!!" Riversal was the one pleading now, his tone as frantic and shaky as his hands as he removed the trap net from Leonard's back. The eldest looked pale as he sat up on his knees, deathly silent in the face of his younger brother's apologies and concerns as to his wellbeing - his eyes were screwed tightly shut. He seemed shaken, with his shortness of breath, Laum noticed with a tiny frown.
...Maybe he was claustrophobic? Poor brother.
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no-one-hears-me · 7 months
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I don't understand how people get excited to start college
#even as a freshman I didn't wanna go#i knew it was gonna be rough#and I enjoyed hs ngl. I just knew college was gonna be bad#and it was! hate that place#it literally ruined my personality and I actually am upset about that#I used to be soooo funny and cool. but being absolutely exhausted and miserable constantly drained the life outta me#then I also got very deep into ed behavior which also drains all the energy and personality away#it's weird to talk about ed things bc like. I think of that as a relapse but I never recovered#I have had this for years now and have never stopped. it's still very present#it just doesn't consume me as much at certain times ig. so when it becomes a very big focus I think of it as a relapse#when in reality. my behavior hasnt really changed. I just spend way more time thinking about things#honestly my current situation is worse than it was before. now I'm running more than before while eating less most days#I'm gonna be honest. idk how my body does this#the amount of energy I expend vs the amount I consume. very disproportionate#I also have been sleeping less recently and I normally don't sleep much sooooo that's not great#where is my energy and ability to function coming from? I don't have much to burn up realistically#ALSO idk what I did but I've started feeling genuine hunger for the first time in years#usually what I consider hunger is actually just some sort of sickness/weakness/nausea and pain that lets me know to eat#but a few days ago I actually got hungry. which I did not enjoy but it went away after a little while#idk why that happened#Sera
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