NANA MANGA HUGE SPOILERS BUT the fact nana runs away kinda slays now that im thinking about it…
as in, she was so heartbroken by her lover’s death that she couldn’t bare the thought of losing anyone else, so she isolates herself, both to grieve and to form this protective barrier between her and the loss of those closest to her… god just imagine if hachi died 😭 (giving birth for example ?) nana would lose her absolute SHIT
I also think just knowing that hachi was going to form a family was in some ways hard for nana. she can’t protect hachi from getting heartbroken like she wishes she could and they can’t live together anymore. and now ren is dead. nana has no safe port to go back home to (literally). and now yasu is dating and she can’t crawl back into his arms whenever she wants (debatable. I mean she still could, but she’s too proud for that in some ways)
nana wants to have them all to herself. the moment someone else steps in she feels like she was robbed of her person (which is heartbreaking) (nana they wont LEAVE even if you don’t feel like you’ve got them chained to you) (literally chained ren to his grave🙏) (i don’t mean that as a burden)
then ren dies and she gets a taste of loss. she runs away like a hurt cat, spends time alone and grieves. even if and when she manages to overcome that and be ok with the possibility of future losses, she might then feel ashamed to go back because of her decision to leave in the first place, like ren being ashamed to face blast after leaving them for trapnest.
she lets her hair grow, dyes it, no more punk bracelets or chokers. her and ren don’t look the same anymore.
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𝙼𝚈 𝙱𝙴𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴𝙳 𝙷𝚄𝚂𝙱𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙸𝚂 𝙵𝙾𝙻𝙻𝙾𝚆𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙼𝙴 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚈𝚆𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝙽𝙾𝚆 o(TヘTo) !! 💕 🪷
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the four horsemen of song writing
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