Begins ≠ Youth (2024)
Kim Joo An
01:
- Face cut and bruised after being beaten (he has some form of bruise or cut in most episodes, allegedly due to his father’s abuse)
02:
- Applying pain patches to his arms and back after overworking
04:
- Smacked to the ground by his father
- Hit in the head with a football, knocked to the ground, writhing in pain, temporarily unable to hear, panicking, examined in hospital, revealed to have lost hearing in his left ear due to his father’s abuse
- Emotional breakdown, lashing out at his friends, restrained, screaming, sobbing, comforted
09:
- Flashback: Cuts his hand on broken glass
- Bruised face, admits his father threw a photo frame at him
10:
- Flashback: Bloody scrapes on his knuckles
- Confronts his abusive father, crying, screaming
12:
- Shoved by his father, hits his head on a cabinet, ringing ears, temporarily deafened, stabs his father to save his mother and sister, in a state of shock, sobbing
Park Ha Ru
03:
- Suffering auditory hallucinations linked to PTSD, attending regular therapy sessions, flinching when touched
- Suffering flashbacks and hallucinations, sobbing, guilt-stricken, collapses to his knees, rocking back and forth, comforted
04:
- Still experiencing auditory hallucinations, clutching his head, rocking back and forth
- Admitted to a psych ward, still hallucinating
05:
- Still in the psych ward, tormented by another patient, traumatic flashbacks
06:
- Nightmare, rocking back and forth, flinching and yelping when touched
- Emotional breakdown, scratching at his own chest, tries to drown himself in the bath
07:
- Revealed to have scars and scratch marks on his arms and chest
- Hallucinating, declining in mental health
08:
- Still hallucinating
09:
- Finds out he was hallucinating his best friend, struggling to tell if his real friends are also hallucinations
- Traumatic flashback, panic attack, falls while trying to run, hallucinating
- Rushed to hospital after slitting his wrists, bleeding
10:
- Unconscious in hospital with his wrists bandaged after last episode, readmitted to the psych ward
- Flashback: Found unconscious in the bath, bleeding from the wrists
11:
- Still in the psych ward
- Thrown in the sea, shivering, accidentally reveals scars on his arms and shoulders
12:
- Locked back up in the psych ward, head bandaged after an attempt to self-harm
Kim Do Geon
01:
- Elbowed in the face trying to break up a fight, nosebleed
02:
- Applying pain patches to his arms and back after overworking
07:
- Feeling unwell, coughing
08:
- Still coughing from last episode, feverish, given medication, taken care of, collapses, wakes up in hospital, diagnosed with influenza, quarantined, discharges himself AMA, still sick, nosebleed
09:
- Still pale and sickly, emotional breakdown, sobbing, screaming
10:
- Hand bandaged and face scraped after a fall
12:
- Pain patches and cupping bruises on his back from overworking
- Motorcycle crash, lying in the road, emotional breakdown, sobbing on his knees
Jung Ho Su
01:
- Narcoleptic episode, collapses and passes out
02:
- Flashback: Found sitting outside in the snow, shivering, memory loss
- Wakes up in hospital after last episode, head bandaged from the fall
- Applying pain patches to his arms and back after overworking
06:
- Outed for not taking his narcolepsy medication
07:
- Recovering in the nurse’s office with his head bandaged after falling down the stairs during a narcoleptic episode
- Bandaging the blisters on his fingers
08:
- Admits to faking his narcolepsy out of desperation for affection, sobbing, comforted
09:
- Self-medicating, gagging, vomiting
10:
- In a state of shock, narcoleptic episode, collapses and passes out
12:
- Beaten up, face badly cut and bruised
- Overdoses, unconscious on the floor
Min Sae In
02:
- Flashback: Threatened with a knife, “I’m not afraid of dying”, almost collapses from shock afterwards
- Hallucinating his dead mother, crying
06:
- Discloses his past trauma, fighting tears
08:
- Provoked, loses control and attacks someone, fighting tears, collapses to his knees
09:
- Accidentally injures his friend, in a state of shock, guilt-stricken, sobbing
11:
- Revealed to have committed suicide
12:
- Flashback: Hand bandaged after breaking a window
- Flashback: Shuts himself in a burning building, dead body removed on a stretcher
Kim Hwan
01:
- Kicked in the chest, knocked to the ground, pinned down and punched repeatedly in the ribs
03:
- Pressured into drinking by his father, vomiting, dizzy, blurred vision, collapses and passes out
05:
- Smacked in the face by his father, bruised cheek, fighting tears
10:
- Almost hit by a car, falls, bloody scrapes on his hands, limping and clutching his leg
- Knocked to the ground in an explosion, cuts his face, tries to enter the fire, restrained, sobbing
11:
- Drunk, momentarily passes out, struggling to stay awake
- Grieving, crying
TW: Contains themes of child abuse, suicide and self-harm
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