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[monpetitchattriste]

No thoughts just them

[lustandrot]

To those new followers,

// Just an ooc reminder, only because I have several newer followers and I'm not sure just who is interested in writing as of yet! So this is to just help those individuals out so they aren't confused by the things I post here. Most of you following my blog already are probably no doubt o.g fans of THoND and so this isn't really to those who already know the original novel and other novel-leaning canon renditions of this story. 99.9% of the time on this blog, I will be writing as Claude Frollo from Disney's North American musical adaptation from 2014, which is not completely book-canon, but it's not exactly animated movie canon, either. Very much like the book, Frollo is the Archdeacon of the Notre Dame Cathedral. He was involved in the church for pretty much his whole life and took care of his younger brother, Jehan. However, in musical canon, Jehan ran off with a Romani woman and later, Quasimodo was born. So Quasi is his nephew that he takes in once Jehan dies, leaving Frollo with a "burden" to take in the deformed baby. He also just does not naturally possess the insanely righteous power to just turn over the whole city of Paris and condemn people to death. Considering that musical canon Frollo is granted military power by persuading the King, to which he of course... goes completely overboard anyway. He can negate the laws of sanctuary in the final finale because he basically owns the church. Just a lot of things make more sense... I'm not going to blabber on here about it, because it's not all that important to list all of the differences, but I will say his character arc and development are vastly different as well from the animated movie. We see a more human side of Frollo, the side I feel like we were always really meant to see, even in the original film, but there was no time. It was a kid's movie and he was the bad guy, right? This is where the book really interests me, but I won't get into that, either. The book is a lot to read. Regardless of such, I just didn't want anyone getting confused over why my version of Frollo seems to be nice? Well, he's not nice. But there is such a deep-rooted part of him that ultimately attempts to help Esmeralda. In this version, he is convinced that he needs to save her soul... and of course, if he can't and she resists, he's willing to let her burn for not choosing him. For not allowing him to save her. Same concept. But we get to see him actually in pain over his desire for her. We get to see him attempt ... try... and then fail. I love the animated Frollo, but sometimes he's just too callous (and sometimes batshit af) for me. (In my opinion. Just watch the musical and then watch the animated movie and you'll see. It's like wtf.) Which is fine! I love him. He's a good baddie. But... you really see more of a LACK of humanity than you do any proof that he is indeed human and struggling with very human things. Of course, as the viewer, we know he's human and what's wrong with him, but we aren't really inside of his head enough to grasp it fully. He goes from "Omg, she danced on me and humiliated me" .... to "Find her...." ..... to "Choose me or the fire" really fucking quickly. There's no conflict with himself besides 'Hellfire', which makes him sometimes unrealistic to me. Especially as a writer? Needless to say, I have nothing against the original film. I just wanted to post a lengthy response as to why I almost never write the Frollo that most of you would be expecting.

But, of course, this slimy, racist, holier-than-thou Judge is always available by request.

I can't say I won't or don't write for him, but it's just not my usual cup of fresh tea. He's fun but sometimes I get too into the whole Disney-villain-esque thing and it's hard to sometimes draw the line between what the real Frollo would do and what the animated Frollo would do. If you feel me? He is just even more of a piece of shit than the book Frollo (outside of a few things anyway.) Anyway, feel free to drop a line or anything if you're interested in writing at any point!

[m1d-45]

i’m having shining nikki sagau thoughts everybody beware. so first of all like i remembered that elves canonically exist in miraland (idk if we ever mentioned this before) and there’s elves or at least elf-like creatures in teyvat…… i’m connecting the dots (<- they’re not connecting shit)

second of all. the new skins. “sailwind shadow” and “blossoming starlight” are SUCH designer’s reflection names like if i opened up shining nikki and saw those there they wouldn’t even be out of place. idk about everyone else but i think it would be cute if sailwind shadow was bandit. i have more to say but i need time to put my thoughts in Order - teddy anon

shining nikki!!

honestly despite red being in my head on and off, i didn’t even CONSIDER sailwind shadow and that is a tragedy. i have his skin but didn’t do the quest relating to it yet (it’s a costume he wears for a play right?) but the entire thing with this event. god he’s so perfect.

blossoming starlight is probably just klee but higher energy and less fear, and while i don’t doubt the power of klee dps i do doubt your conscience allowing you to bring a child into battle, double so after red split. she’s just. a little girl. so we move on.

sailwind shadow. i’ll choose to interpret him as a mix of the dagger bandit and kaeya himself, which makes for a fun little guy in my opinion. always trying to sneak you off to somewhere “more interesting than sitting around all day, no?” and thinks that the others are being far too uptight. does he understand the gravity of the hunt? absolutely. but whereas red (and the two archons) want to keep you safe in the cave you’ve made home, he’d much rather whisk you away down a path in the forest.

less for combat, i’d imagine, leaving that to nikki and the others. has quite a few stories to tell, most made up but some gathered from his weak memory. dislikes kaeya, but less so than red, surprisingly. he seems to view him as having no other choice, that he’s “already conflicted enough without that fake touting him about as their sword.” he views kaeya with more pity than anything else.

he and red have a.. strange relationship. at their cores, they are diluc and kaeya, but that affection is hidden beneath the several layers of trauma painted over. they both worry for the other in their own ways—he checks red for injuries from afar when you all regroup after a fight, and red makes sure to make chicken mushroom skewers when he’s having a bad day—but it’s still a tough trial. it’ll probably go quicker than diluc and kaeya, but you’ll have to wait a while before they connect properly.

in his early stages, he’s not all that dissimilar from red. clingy and always hesitant to leave, but does do more to try and keep your attention on him. he’s kaeya at his core and the costume is from a play, so he’s got quite a few tricks up his sleeve to prolong his stay.

(these tricks commonly include starting to tell you a story only to reveal that the ‘ancient artifact’ is one of fischl’s arrows, or red’s rings. your laughter is enough to keep him stealing them back—anything to be the source of that shine in your eyes.)

less prone to violence than red, and definitely safer to take out in public after everything’s over. at worst, he’ll make a passing comment, but is too worried about his image. what if you see him sneer, or if the other person sees and tells you? no no no, it’s far safer to just pull you away again, even if he has to lie as to why. you’ll understand if the crowds are getting to him, or if he feels trapped indoors, right? you were meant to be amongst nature anyway, so if anything he’s just doing you a favor, surely.

(he doesn’t often leave your side as you sleep, but he did see red in the middle of.. taking care of some things once. while he prefers to keep his hands clean—it’s awfully hard to lie to you, and he doesn’t think he could stay quiet if you asked—he doesn’t look down on red’s choice of problem solving. he recognizes the person beneath his boot anyway, hands slightly twitching at the memory from earlier today. when the two of them return to camp by morning, he lets red do most of the talking, only adding in the small half truth of “just having some fun” when prompted. he did his best to wipe his sword clean of any unsavory stains, but does keep it safely in it’s sheath whenever you’re around.)

however, just because he’s less violent than red doesn’t mean the source of said violence went away. he still gets jealous, and if he finds his theatrics don’t make you laugh as much as they used to, he‘ll begin to panic. are you growing bored with him? are his stories getting predictable? do you look down on him for running away with hunters with you instead of staying like the others do? he promises he’s not just dead weight! please, what does he have to do? do you want him to be more like barbatos? he can’t quite help you fly like he can, but he can try to pick up a bow! do you like red more? he’d really rather not get blood on his outfit, but anything for you. anything, anything at all… just keep your attention on him for a little longer. please?

[thalassous]

oh i don't know the ship names UH sonya x dolokhov and anatole x mary

OOH LETS GO MY TWO BEST FRIENDS WHO ARE EVIL

SONYAKHOV

why don't you ship it?

I MEAN . i dont think with sonya's people pleasing/dismissal of her own feelings it'd be very fun even in like. an evil way but this is a HEAVY asterisk (i think dolokhov would find out who she was truly and absolutely despise her personally . and the crux of this ship is that dolokhov actually likes someone for once . via canon etc etc)

what would have made you like it?

honestly if dolokhov was more patient and less stuck in his own head, and if sonya ACTUALLY could stand to realize someone out there was willing to care for her without any blood relation (nobody ever ask me how i feel about the rostovs) give both of them time and they would be a good match for each other. my read on sonya is pretty aro as far as it goes and dolokhov DOESN'T have a very nice relationship with romantic love so i think. i think they'd understand each other on a certain level which is nice. (comet canon is soo different and thats a whole nother. thing)

despite not shipping it, do you have anything positive to say about it?

coming back to that asterisk. IF they were fucked up in a romance way. oh how badly would i be down for them. LIKE wap ships are gonna be interesting to me since there's already very few that are nice, healthy relationships. but if you took an obsessive dolokhov and a distrusting sonya and ACTUALLY made it work. grits my teeth together id be so normal about that dynamic .

MARYATOLE

what made you ship it?

I DONT SHIP IT ROMANTICALLY I JUSR HAVE A SOFT SPOT FOR IT PERSONALLY. reading wap itself, marya thinking she can fix anatole and the possibility of that actually playing out is the best to me. i fuckihg love them. the blueprint is right there tolstoy did all of the work im obsessed

what are your favourite things about the ship?

ITS ANOTHER SUPER DUPER FUCKED UP EVIL ONE!!!! in the sense. that. we know for a fact anatole would never treat it seriously for even a second. marya is putting all her energy into this but she's probably aware of how futile it is and yet. she'd definitely end up feeling a little responsible for him and.. ! if that doesn't say anything about either of those two characters. im sorry marya you cant feel responsible for people i know thats what you're used to but :,(( anatole in fact needs people to stop letting him off the hook and taking his damage as their own failings :,((( let this man die marya hes gonna do it anyw—

is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

mm. hey. i cant let you all into my brain but here me out. queer platoni[is shot and killed]

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My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Why do people have this head canon that WWX hates meditating and can’t do it when we see him mediating for days in the first few chapter?? Because he’s energetic?? I don’t understand

10 notes • Posted 2021-12-15 15:04:08 GMT

#4

I only exist now to write Wen Wuxian AU’s. Nothing else matters anymore

10 notes • Posted 2021-12-13 04:42:06 GMT

#3

homemaker wwx au

modern au - large extended Lan family - more omegaverse tropes

so for this au, I want to lean more into a submissive wwx. he will still be smart (Molecular gastronomist major in uni) but after losing his parents and suffering the abuse and abandonment from the jiangs, he just wants a stable home and family so doesn't mind handing over control with lwj who can provide it. also, he knows lwj would never take advantage of him.

mini backstory for wwx is the same as canon: his parents die and he's taken in by the jiangs. yzy is still abusive, wwx isn't the closest to jyl and jc even getting bullied by jc. at age 14 jfm buys wwx a small cheap apartment and gives him enough money in his account to sustain himself each month before leaving him on his own. Facing ridicule from his peers WWX transfers schools (he has to go to jfm’s office and ask for his signature) since omegaverse is an exploration of gender imo, WWX wears the girls uniform and switches back and forth depending on how he feels. Something he wasn’t allowed to do under the Jiangs household. There he meets wq, wn, nhs and LWJ.

For the Lans everyone is alive and they’re one big happy family. Lan An is the grandpa who’s a romantic and still very much in love with his wife who passed away. Qhj and madam Lan are alive and well and happily married. Lqr is the doting uncle because he didn’t have to raise his nephews and still has the influence of his father. Lan Yi is the rich aunt who shows up to the family functions with a new partner every time. There are more Lan family members and they get together for everything! Birthdays, holidays, graduations, a work promotion. These people love getting together. When Madam Lan learns about Wwx, she tells LWJ to invite him to the next get-together. he's basically adopted into the Lan family. they adore him and love his cooking (he had to get good at it for survival since he lived alone and then it became a passion/comfort hence his major) and they are just waiting for lwj to claim him. lwj himself wants to be worthy of wwx, so he waits until after they both graduate uni to propose. (they are already living together and dating while in uni)

one day at work (he works at a flower shop) an old woman approaches him saying he looks like someone familiar to her. turns out it's bssr, his grandmother. they get together and explain how she didn't know about him (her and cssr had a falling out and cssr eloped with wcz and they never reconnected) she didn't know her daughter died or that she had a grandson. anyway for a year wwx leaves lwj to spend time not only with bssr and the rest of her family but he gets to meet the Wei's.

while he's gone, lxc introduces to the family his omega, meng yao. I don’t want to back them bad guys but there will be tension involved. Jgy wants to be accepted by the family so he does his best to be the perfect son in law (they’re not married yet btw) and he is accepted into the Lans. Fast forward to WWX coming back. Jgy and LXC are excited to share news about Jgy’s achievement since it’s rare for omegas to last long in his field. The Lans congratulate him but some are confused cause Jgy is more work oriented than following societal norms. Enter LWJ who was running late because he went to pick WWX up at the airport (he also tried to initiate car s*x but was stopped lol). Anyway the Lans attention turns towards WWX. Jgy sees the Lans in a new light with WWX around. Lqr who he always talked to respectfully and didn’t try to overstep his boundaries is now loudly yelling and chasing WWX around the living room. Madam Lan who is always supportive and kind to him is pampering WWX, something he’s only seen her do to her sons. The children are a lot more lively playing along with WWX’s mischief. The Lans don’t treat him badly and in fact treat him better than his father ever has but this is different than what he’s used too. LXC notice’s Jgy’s mood plummeting. He speaks to LWJ basically insinuating that LWJ shouldn’t have brought WWX today cause now no one is recognizing Jgy (Jgy’s achievement was kept secret though). LWJ ignores him and they go back to where the other alpha’s are.

In the other room with the omegas and children, Jgy makes a pointed comment at WWX about his time with the Jiangs, thinking that he lived lavishly while Jgy had a rough upbringing. Anyway WWX gets up and leaves the room having a panic attack. Madam Lan has to get LWJ to calm him down. Madam Lan is obviously pissed, but keeps control of herself. She leaves to get a plate of food to give the two while they’re resting (panic attacks are mad draining lol). Back with the others who are now pissed at Jgy for ruining such a happy moment and upsetting their favorite nephew. Jgy’s plan of gaining sympathy backfired. LXC pulls him to the side exasperated but understanding Jgy’s train of thought explains why his family is upset and about WWX’s past. Thinking everything has been resolved, LXC goes to reassure his mother but it only infuriated her more. She calls Jgy an outsider and that LXC had no right to tell about WWX’s past. LWJ walks in, in the middle of the argument. He becomes furious attacking his brother. The other alphas break them apart but it’s WWX that gets LWJ to calm down. LWJ says that LXC can’t be trusted not only because of this but I have a past event I’m debating on adding or not as well but wangxian leave the party to go home. Feeling frustrated that her family is in shambles and the party was ruined madam Lan storms off to her with QHJ following her. The others eat a tense dinner before going home early.

Wangxian on the other hand unwinds with a bubble bath and soft s*x, formalizing their bond with matching bites, no longer wanting to wait until the mating ceremony. A couple weeks go by and LWJ returns to work (Rich king can work from home) when WWX gets back into the routine of stopping by at his job to bring him (+ Lqr’s lonely ass) lunch. LXC tries to speak with him but outside of greetings WWX is forbade from speaking with him so he runs away.

A few months later everything has calmed down though there’s the occasional side eye from someone in the family towards xiyao but the next event is better than the first. The rule to not speak with lxc is lifted and the biweekly sunday dinners with just the main Lan family starts again (LWJ was ghosting the but then his parents and uncle started showing up at his house instead lol)

Further down the line when xiyao and wangxian are both married WWX gets pregnant first. Everyone is happy but Jgy. Feeling like he doesn’t measure up to the favorite son in law who’s now giving grandchildren and feeling like a failure for not giving his alpha children (this isn’t coming from the Lans but societal pressure and his bastard father).

After that just wangxian fluff with baby A-yuan

16 notes • Posted 2021-11-11 13:21:32 GMT

#2

medical cultivator wwx

haven't had the chance to write recently but I have a random wangxian idea that’s stuck in my mind and I have no idea if I'll ever write it but I needed to get this off my mind lol

warnings just in case (cause I'm afraid of the tag system here lol): age gap, dark twin jades

wwx gets taken into the Lan sect. I don't know who found him but he is sickly when found. because he spent a while in the infirmary as a child wwx turns to focus on medical cultivation. he's still the genius that we know and love, even when it comes to martial cultivation. somehow he lives with lqr (because I'm a sucker for LQR and WWX bonding). the twin jades are older so they're like 15 when wwx is brought into the sect at like 5-6. they're excited to have a new didi, especially lwj since he's a loner, and watching over baby a-ying is a good way to pass his time when he's not busy. wwx starts making achievements in his Medical cultivation work getting the attention of WRH because WQ is his prodigy. the two become friends and do experiments together. wwx also places first during the discussion conference, getting the attention of jfm who has been looking for the boy for years. he asks wwx if he wants to come back with him to lotus pier and the Lans shut that down. time skip to the war where wwx makes a name for himself on and off the battlefield. after the war he takes on the task of helping out at the nursery with all of the new orphans. the wen remnants break out of the prison camps somehow lead by WN and live in the burial mounds. WWX still keeps in contact with the wen siblings and helps them get supplies. A-Yuan's mother is alive and gives birth in the burial mounds and asks wwx to take the baby with him cause they can't take care of him (no food, money, limited shelter, and no breast milk for the baby) wwx heads back with the baby and tells the truth to lxc, lqr and lwj about his birth but they hide it from the others. lwj at this point starts looking at wwx differently now that he's an adult. seeing him with a newborn pushes him to make his move. they start courting at some point but it's only known in gusuLan for the moment. idk how this happened but jgy is living in the CR because of dark lxc but they're not relevant to the story. after the siege (only Jins and Jiangs) fierce corpses start showing up but they don't attack anyone. a conference is called, wwx does an autopsy of the body, checking it for resentful energy etc, sees the whip marks from zidian on the body, brings it up in front of the council. jc gets angry (because his crimes of killing random demonic cultivators is being exposed not to mention the possibility of the Wen remnants might come back. they will btw) after the conference jc attempts to attack wwx while he's holding a-yuan, lwj stops it before he can. diplomatic issues arise.

i don't know where it's going with this but jc is going to get his ass beat by either lwj or the random people he's killed over the past few years so yeah!

17 notes • Posted 2021-09-13 07:18:33 GMT

#1

Shrine Maiden WWX

WWX wasn’t brought into the cultivation world but instead but was brought up in a temple (shrine maiden/priest vibes). Resentful energy is flooding the land and the cultivators can’t handle and then they see this one area not as badly affected. The cultivators look down on the priests because they focus more on talismans and believe in “myths” instead of sword-based cultivation. They let more people die until someone important gets murked (maybe Jin zixun) before they go ask for an “exchange of ideas”.

They meet WWX who is next in line to be High Priest. His knowledge and understanding surpass that of others and his intimate knowledge of talismans and arrays puts him above the rest. The cultivators go there and barely hide their prejudices except for the Lan and Nie. WWX tells them they can leave. Anyone that wants to actually listen and help can stay. The Lans love knowledge and the Nies just want a solution. It wouldn’t be a fic of mine if it didn’t have Jiāng bashing. Jfm and YZY (Lqr too) recognize WWX. Yzy makes snide comments during the meeting because of course the “son of a servant” is able to climb to a high position and they need his help to survive. Jc is pissed cause jfm is relieved that his friend’s son is alive like the brat he is. LWJ for his part falls in love instantly. They’re older in this story so LWJ can communicate better lol also competency kink is *chefs kiss*

WWX teaches the clans about the ancient scripture and how they needed to cleanse different spiritual areas for the rest of it to follow. Some people (sect leader Yao) aren’t convinced and are rude so LWJ uses the silencing spell on them. The meeting continues and they assemble a team comprised of some of the top disciples from the great sects and some from the minor. They go around and cleansing the resentful energy while wwx resets the barriers and array formations in the area to keep it cleansed. during the journey wwx and lwj become closer as he was the only one that was intrigued by wwx's inventions and knowledge. they fall in love, the world becomes stable once again. idk lwj marries into the temple and becomes the High Priest's husband lmao

25 notes • Posted 2021-11-08 03:03:06 GMT

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Oikawa HC: Crush on badass girl

Request | hii! i was wondering if i could pls get some head-canons for oikawa, nishinoya, and kenma (you didn’t have a character limit but feel free to cut it down if i gave too many!) developing a crush on a badass girl-? like she wears very dark clothes, big boots, dark makeup, that sorta thing. (bonus points if they confess only to find out the girl likes them back- 👀💗) thank youuu so much! i know your blog is v new, so feel free to alter stuff in this request if it’s too much or confusing. (*´꒳`*) 💞

Notes | This is sooo exciting!!! You’re my very first request!!! Nothing in here is confusing no worries <3,,, I however will be posting each boy separate as a preference. There’s no character limit as of right now, but I prefer to write them separate since it makes me feel more structured so I hope that’s alright. I hope you enjoy this!! Lmk if you don’t and I’ll try my best to improve! I hope this doesn’t feel too rushed, I will have the other members out tomorrow if that’s alright :))

he’d probably not pay too much mind to it at first

he’s definitely the type to go after popular blonde peppy girls,, mean girls sometimes

he noticed you when you started ditching outside gym to hide in the bleachers where the boys practiced volleyball

he didn’t understand why coach never fully kicked you out

sure

you’d bicker with the guy

but he’d eventually give up and go back to training his boys

however

there was one day

you were just completely pissed at the whole world

someone stole the last banana milk and you had been looking forward to it after having such a shitty day at school

and out of all the times you sneak into the boy’s gym,

you get smacked with a fucking volleyball

“oH fUck! Ow! What the hell guys!”

ngl

you were in a shit load of pain

like on the verge of tears bc you already had a headache and this just made it worse

“Oikawa, get the girl to the nurse since you caused this!”

“Ye-Yes coach!”

he awkwardly tried to help you walk but you flinched him off

“Get off!”

“. .sorry, but in my defense, you shouldn’t be in the gym anyw- sorry.”

you shot him an evil glare

“you volley boys sure know how to swing ffs”

there was a really awkward moment when he attempted to examine the forming bruise, but his eyes went to your lashes instead.

He tried to stick part of it back to your eye since it was falling off but-

“OH MY GOD I’M SO SORRY, I JUST TORE OFF YOUR EYELASHES OH MY GOD OH MY GOD-”

“It’s fine, stupid, you didn’t yank the real ones.”

he’d shake off the embarrassment and continue walking in silence w you

he’d feel too awkward to start anymore conversation with you

“How did this happen?”

“He spiked a ball at my head.”

“iT wAs aN acCiDeNt!!”

yeah

you didn’t have a concussion

but the nurse suggested you rest for a bit

 “Do you wa-”

“Go back to practice Onion Head”

he was taken back by the weird name

Onion Head?

what does that mean??

does he have an onion head???

he’d look in all the reflections of the school windows on his way back

he’d think about it constantly

“Iwa, do I have an onion head?”

“Stfu and help me clean up Idiot.”

from then on

you have most of Oikawa’s attention

i say most bc he thinks about volley ball so much

anyways

he sneaks more glances at you from that point on

mainly thinking about the name you gave him

but he kinda finds you intriguing

he just hasn’t come to terms with it just yet

its new to him

you’re new to him

it takes about a week and a half before he gets the courage to actually talk to you

he was slightly scared that you’d snap at him or something

but eventually he asks how your head is and all that jazz

then bring up the name

you’d shrug

“you just remind me of and onion.”

he drops it at that point

but after some time

he starts noticing that you randomly pop up in his mind

like when he’s talking a test

or walking home

and even during some of his practice games

it was bugging him big time

“Iwa, I can’t stop thinking about her, what’s wrong with me??”

“Sounds like you like her, Stupid.”

he’d probably deny it a few days

bc like

how could he possibly have feelings so fast?

he barely even knew you!

a few days later when he was walking to practice

he saw these three guys surrounding what looked to be a girl

he didn’t get a good glimpse since the guys were towering over her

getting a little closer,

he caught a glimpse of your leather jacket

something weird struck him when one of the guys moved closer while asking for your number

Oikawa broke through the wall of men and placed his arms around your shoulders, pressing your back into his chest while glared at the boys

“Mind backing off before I break your faces in?”

the only reason that threat worked was because Iwa was definitely taller than them

they all scoffed and said their whatever’s before walking away.

you took a second to process what just happened

it was definitely scary being trapped by three taller boys

you thought they were going to hurt you in some way

and you had this feeling that you didn’t want to move Oikawa’s arms from your shoulders just yet

you were still slightly shaken up

Oikawa made a realization that he had never really seen your vulnerable side

it hurt him in a way to see you scared

he felt a sense of protectiveness over you and turned you around to hug you

you blushed into his shirt bc you don’t really know Oikawa like that

eventually your shakiness was gone

and Oikawa stopped petting your hair

“Are you okay? Did they hurt you?”

“No, sorry you had to step in”

“No apology needed, I would do it for anyone.”

you let out a “oh gee, thanks for telling me I’m not special” kind of laugh

Oikawa realized how it sounded and cleared his throat

“I mean, of course I’d do it for anyone, even though you’re not just anyone- I don’t know how to explain myself without sounding like an idiot or weirdo. Yes I’d do t for anyone, but especially for you. Not in a creepy way of course, I just, I- I don’t know the words I’m trying to say.”

you’d laugh and dismiss his nervousness

“Thanks Oikawa.”

“Y-You said my name?”

“Figured I owed you one for saving me.”

silence followed as he relished in hearing your voice say his name

“I’ll see you around the-”

“Wait! Wait. . .”

god your eyes

so beautiful

he could stare into them all day

“W-Would you maybe want to go out on a date with me?”

“I uh. . .”

“You don’t have to, it was stupid, I’m sorry, I probably look like a creep.”

“I’d like to.”

and boom

the start of a relationship no one predicted

and the rest was history,,

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Kiss and Make Up

DBK/KMA/Kiss the Series, PeteKao Inspired by Kiss and Make Up by Dua Lipa feat. Blackpink This is dedicated to @ctl-yuejie​. Merry Christmas!

Summary: Pete and Kao have a history of fights, even after they started dating. Non didn’t make things any easier. But with the truth of Non’s deception out in the open, things have finally begun to resolve themselves. And yet… It’s still been weeks since Pete’s seen a trace of Kao. Kissing and making up was what June had suggested before. He suggests it again, but this time, Pete sees the merit in the suggestion.

We haven't talked all morning Bang my head, bang my head against the wall I'm scared, I'm falling Losing all, losing all my control And I'm tired of talking Feel myself saying the same old things But this love's important Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose you this way I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I Feel like we about to break up I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I Just wanna kiss and make up one last time

Post Dark Blue Kiss Ep 11, but you know, with my own twist as per usual. Because fuck canon. 

This fic went through so many iterations in the past year I’ve had it in my WIP folder. Thankfully DBK gave me a reason to finish it and I hope you all enjoy. 

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Pete’s FB Live was still the most talked about thing on campus. Non had deactivated his Instagram after the wave of negative comments he received in response. About Aboyz also distanced themselves from Non. Non’s father stepped down from the director position at the high school. 

Slowly, but surely, Kao’s name was cleared bit by bit. Even the cover of Kao’s tutoring notes was suddenly a common sight again in hallways and cafes. 

But Kao himself had disappeared. 

No texts or messages were read. No matter which hallways Pete, Sandee, Thada, or June scoured, their friend was not to be found. It was as if confirming his innocence had set Kao free from this mortal plane and he was off to better things.

“So what do we do now?” Sandee asked as she slumped against Thada’s shoulder. Thada wiggled his eyebrows at June and Pete, only to suffer an elbow to his ribs for his troubles. “If Ai Kao doesn’t want to be found, you know we won’t find him.”

“Ai Pete, why didn’t you speak out sooner!” Pete shot June a glare, but June had long since gained immunity to anything that didn’t involve physical violence. “If you had that kind of evidence, why didn’t you release it immediately! Instead you let Kao get dragged so far down, he must have buried himself already!”

“Ai June.”

“What?”

“Shut up.”

June instead stood up and kept wagging his finger in Pete’s face while Pete grumbled and growled. Thada was sure that one day Pete would bite the finger June was so fond of using. At least if Kao was here, he’d hold him back from biting the entire finger off. 

“Ai Pete really is feral if Ai Kao’s not around, huh?” Thada asked.

Sandee rolled her eyes and finally shoved June and Pete apart. “Enough. Ai June, it’s good enough that Ai Pete said something to clear Ai Kao’s name. What were you doing the entire time?”

“Me? I spent every day declaring Ai Kao’s innocence!” June thumped his chest. “Any time I found a person looking at that story I declared it slander! You can ask every student here in Engineering! I was a good friend!”

“You’re a shit person!” Pete shot back. 

June rounded back on Pete. “If you had just listened to me and kissed Ai Kao and made up in the bedroom, we wouldn’t have had all these problems.”

“And if you hadn’t tried to be so buddy buddy with that fucker, Non, would he have continued to go after Ai Kao?!”

At last, June quieted down. “How was I supposed to know such a sweet looking junior had venom like a viper?”

“You should have known because I said so!”

“Ai Pete, you’re not exactly known for your judge of character,” said Thada. “But enough squabbling. Who wants to go to Ai Kao’s house to check if he’s there?”

“Where else could he be?” June asked.

“P’Sun’s cafe?” Sandee suggested. 

“I’ll check his house. You guys go check the cafe and anywhere else you think he might be.” Without saying goodbye, Pete got up and left. 

“He’s really confident Ai Kao is at home, huh?”

“Ai June?”

“Yeah?”

“Shut up.”

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It hadn’t been so long since Pete had seen the gates to Kao’s home, and yet the familiar sight gave him a sense of nostalgia. Had it really only been a short while ago that they teased each other openly here. Only a few weeks since Pete had begged Kao to let him stay the night to avoid practicing for one of his speeches. A few weeks since Pete found Non walking about so casually, claiming to be Kao’s boyfriend.

Pete rested a hand against the bars before leaning his forehead against them. A few lights were on in the house, but whether they were because of Kao or his mother, Pete couldn’t say.

“Ai Pete?” Kao’s voice suddenly appeared from behind. Pete whipped around to face him. Kao was dressed as casually as usual, a convenience store bag dangling from his fingers. “What are… Why are…”

“Where have you been? The gang’s been worried sick about you,” Pete blurted out. “You think you can skip class just because your name has been cleared?”

“I didn’t-”

“If you had listened to me about Non-”

“Okay! I get it! Non is-”

“-this would have never escalated this far and-”

“He’s still just a kid!”

“A kid who plotted every step of the way to break us up and stick himself in the middle!”

At last Kao just sighed and allowed his shoulders to slump. “Did you come all this way just to yell at me?” Kao’s gaze also dropped. “I know I was wrong about Non. But I also didn’t do anything wrong. I kept turning him down, you know that.” Kao walked past Pete and pushed the gate open. “If you’ve said all you have to say, then you should go.” Kao moved to close the gate, but Pete slipped in.

“I’m not done yet.”

“If all you’re going to do is lecture me, then do it another day.” 

Kao finally looked up and Pete could see that although his name had been cleared, dark circles were still under Kao’s eyes. His complexion was paler than ever. Pete reached out to trace the ridge of Kao’s cheekbones, feel the circles under his eyes, as if he could wipe them away. Kao flinched back.

“I’m… I’m not going to lecture you any further,” Pete said quietly. “Please let me come in.”

Kao only turned around and continued walking to his house. The front door was left open. Pete took it for the invitation it was. By the sound of Kao’s footsteps, he had retreated to his room. Pete followed. There, the curtains were drawn closed. No lights were on. It was a stark contrast to the usual bright and cheery atmosphere Kao preferred. 

Kao sat at his desk and turned his tired gaze on Pete. “So what else did you want to say?”

Pete took in all of the sticky notes and pictures of them together surrounding Kao, shrouded in the shadows of the room. He closed his eyes and inhaled deeply. “You lied to me. And it hurt. But that doesn’t mean that I should have hurt you in return.” Pete opened his eyes. “I should have tried to listen to you when you were making amends. I’m sorry.” Pete stepped closer. Kao didn’t move. “I’m sorry.” Pete cupped Kao’s face and Kao didn’t stop him. At last Pete’s thumbs rubbed the circles under Kao’s eyes and Kao allowed it. Pete touched his forehead to Kao’s. “I still want that future with you. I still want to be a boyfriend you can depend on.” Pete brought his lips closer. “Please say I can still be that boyfriend.”

“Pete,” Kao said after an unstead inhale. “You can’t just-”

“I’m going to do better, be better. For me and you.” The warmth of Pete’s breath on his lips made Kao feel dizzy. Pete kept talking all the same. “I won’t ask for us to be what we were. I want us to be something better. So say yes, and keep doing your best. And I’ll do mine.”

“Pete…” Kao tilted his head just the slightest bit and Pete took it as his signal. 

After so long, depriving himself of Kao’s lips, soft and sweet in memory and reality, Pete felt some thrashing and angry part of himself come to peace. Kao whimpered, his hands formed fists in Pete’s shirt. Pete didn’t smile, but instead pulled Kao closer, wanting to sear the imprint of Kao’s body on his bones.

“I love you, Kao. I don’t think I’ll ever stop, no matter how mad we get at each other,” Pete said as they broke apart. “And as long as you love me too, I think we can make it work.”

Kao didn’t reply, but instead curled himself under Pete’s chin. It was answer enough.