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captain-watercress · 3 months
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thanks for coming to my ted talk
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pixelatedcrown · 3 months
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I've been watching a ton of pokemon challenge videos on youtube and it made me wanna try draw pokemon girls - I've never actually tried making gijinka before, I wanna do more…. and just draw more in general!
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adonisbeloveds · 5 months
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You did it! You came back! You actually came back! Don't EVER leave again please! you made them so worried :( Your...your using them? Your not just coming to do your dailys and logging off? oh! they are so so happy they could just pull you in and give you the biggest hug so you never leave again! Your back to your normal self! oh how they missed you using them to explore, farm, quest, everything! they missed your amazing face, your amazing voice, they missed you so much but your back! Please don't leave them again :(! they didn't mean to get angry! but why did you leave them for others? what was it called again? honkai star rail..? no matter what its called just don't do it again!
Your their creator! your their overseer! only theirs!
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magician-in-love · 2 months
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are we still here in 2024 arcana lovers
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pixelins · 1 month
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all the stickers in my shop✨
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itsapmseymour · 11 months
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daily-haunted-tv · 1 year
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Happy Pokemon Day!!
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gobblewanker · 8 months
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"I fucking love you, you idiot."
Love Lies Bleeding (2024) dir. Rose Glass
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jerimovich · 2 months
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seichira · 11 months
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will you, won’t you, be the one i’ll always know?
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you always worry for sae and he always worries that he might lose you. when everything spins out of control, when his lies come crashing down on him, and when he is confronted by his fear—he has you to slow it all down.
pairing : itoshi sae x reader
content : hurt and comfort. inspired by the fray’s look after you. no manga spoilers. keeping of secrets. multiple injuries.
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your boyfriend sometimes forgets that he is just human. he disregards all limitations and challenges boundaries that would have been extraordinary and great if it doesn’t worry you.
but it does—it worries you. the actions that his fans and the media label as out of this world are the same actions that inflict pain on him.
on your itoshi sae.
it broke your heart when he had to exert more effort than most at the start of his international career just to prove that he is as good as the european players. it was disheartening to see that even after he has proven that he is better than all of the midfielders in his league, he was then criticized by his own country for leaving.
welcoming him and his tired eyes home will never not tug at the chords of your heart but you do it anyway.
massaging his limbs to release tension and hearing him groan in pain will never not bring tears to your eyes but you offer it to him anyway.
embracing him to sleep and watching his face contort in fatigue will never not make you want to keep him in your arms forever but you let him go in the morning anyway.
it hurt, over and over again, yes—but you followed him to the ends of the earth. you followed him to spain because no matter how much it hurt, you knew that football made him happy. his happiness was yours, too.
you do your best to let your encouragement shine through and overshadow your worries so that it will make everything better for sae. the smile and the kiss you send him off with in the morning are nothing short of love and support.
but it doesn’t remove the fact that his career scares you. it terrifies you that one day, he’ll get hurt. your nightmares lately are composed of scenarios wherein sae gets himself hurt and there is nothing you could do to change it.
you’re worried and you’re scared, but you will wake him up anyway to start his day—because that is what you’re here for. to support him and help him live his dreams.
“sae, love?” you gently move the stray hairs away from his face and caress his arms to wake him up. “it’s time to get up.”
your boyfriend gives out a small hum of acknowledgement and he pulls you close to give you a loving kiss on the temple.
“good morning. thank you for waking me up.”
without another word, he gets up and gets ready for his morning jog. when he finally leaves for practice, all you could do was watch his car leave the driveway and pray to the heavens that sae would come home to you in a better state that the night before.
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later that evening, sae comes home exhausted like always. you noticed that there was a slight limp to his walk but the next time you look, it was gone.
“everything okay?” you asked as you welcome him at the doorway. he shrugged off his coat and places a quick kiss to your forehead before walking past you.
it was complete silence from his part but you are not one to give up easily, especially not when it comes to him. “are you alright, love?”
he sits down on the sofa and wipes his face with both his hands in obvious frustration.
this makes your eyebrows furrow in concern and you immediately throw yourself on his lap, which he welcomes, and he wraps an arm around your waist.
“nothing’s wrong. just… tired.”
“are you lying to me?” you ask genuinely. “tell me the truth. what happened?”
sae hides his face in the crook of your neck and his breath tickles you but you could not care less when he’s clearly bothered about something. in return, you run your fingers through his hair in an attempt to comfort him.
“i’m not lying, baby. it was a bad day at practice and didn’t get the results i wanted. i’ll try again tomorrow so it’s not a big deal.”
you let it go and accept the truth, but what you do not know is that sae got a mild injury in his left ankle when someone had purposely toppled him over. he was worried you might see it and he did his best to conceal it.
“don’t worry about me, hm? i’m fine, but i’ll be so much better once i taste what you cooked for me tonight,” he says with a gentle smile on his face. you mirror it because how could you not?
sae gives your waist an assuring squeeze before you both stand up to go the dining room and go about your night with each other.
he knows how much you worry. he knows how much you have sacrificed to support him in his dream. he knows how much you hurt.
sae is also a man with a lot of worries, so he understands you. he lives in his head more than he lets on and he would never voice it out.
he worries he might not be good enough. he worries he made the wrong decision of leaving him. he worries that his relationship with his brother can no longer be repaired. he worries that you will wake up one day and realize this is not worth leaving him for. he worries that he will lose you.
he is worried because while he tries to manage a lot of things, the things that matter most to him are out of his control, and that haunts him wherever he goes.
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sae had managed to keep himself away from more damage to keep you from unnecessary worry. he had also successfully kept his injury a secret from you—until the day you were both at the airport bound to japan.
his phone lights up with a notification from a message while he is fetching some food for you. see, it was never a big deal for the both of you to go through each other’s phones. you knew his password and he knew yours.
so, you open the message for him. much to your surprise, it us a message from sae’s physical therapist, saying: sae, your scans came back and despite recovering from your recent injury, i do not advise you to play in this weekend’s match in japan just yet.
your heart sinks to your stomach and it goes wild with all of the questions running through your brain.
“what injury?” you whisper to yourself.
the last injury sae had that you know of was in barcelona and that was over a year ago. that was the most recent one and he had been cleared to play! he recovered from it well! you were there at the doctor’s office with him in every appointment when he had that injury!
your head is throbbing with all of the stress brought by the unanswered questions in your head that only your boyfriend can answer.
as if on cue, sae arrived with your food on his hands. “baby, they didn’t have the flatbread that you asked for but i knew to get—hey, hey, what’s wrong?”
in the blink of an eye, sae is kneeling on the floor at your aid and looking up at you to search your face for answers. you raise his phone that flashes the text message.
his eyes widens in shock, or perhaps, guilt. “i-it could just be a misdirected text or something,” he tries to reason with you.
no—he tries to lie to you.
he knows it’s wrong, but god, he can’t afford to let you know about this now. not when you’re so excited to fly to japan for a game and have a taste of home after so long!
“if you lie to me one more time, sae, i don’t think i can take this anymore. just tell me the damn truth! when were you hurt?!”
your voice shakes but it is demanding. it is a result of the many years you spent waiting for him to come home to you in one peace. it is a manifestation of all your nightmares combined.
it brings sae to sit down next to you and take your hand in his, to try and make the blow as soft as possible. he looks down to your intertwined fingers, as if for courage, while you stare at his crestfallen face.
“last month. when you had asked me what was wrong, and i told you it was just a bad day. i lied. i didn’t want to hide it but—“
“but what? sae, we talked about this! that i followed you here so i could be with you every step of the way! this,” you motion between the two of you, “this is not letting me be with you in every step of the way! this is shutting me out!”
“i didn’t want you worry for me!” his tone becomes defensive but he doesn’t mean for it to come out that way.
his words are like a trigger to a bursting dam of your tears. they start to fall one after the other, and they don’t stop.
“i worry for you either way! i worry every day of my life that i feel like i will die early because of it! i take care of you because you don’t do that for yourself! i worry, and i always will! it is unfair for you to keep this from me, sae!”
the sight of your tears are enough to break his heart into a million pieces. right now, he knows he is wrong. he knows he made the wrong call. he knows he broke the promises he made to you when he had asked you to come with him.
“i’m really sorry. i thought i was doing the right thing but i know now that i wasn’t.”
“you can tell me anything. don’t ever let my worrying get in the way of that, please? it kills me that you think you should keep these things from me. i want to be there.”
you speak again when sae cannot seem to find the right words to say. “you are not playing in this weekend’s game, sae. i’m telling you.”
he is quick to shake his head in defiance. “listen to me, yeah? i promise you. i promise that i’m alright now. my therapist is just overreacting, but i’m fine. please.”
“i-i don’t know, sae…” you are now hesitant because you know how much the next game means to him. you know that he has spent his life training for games like this, a game at home, where he can show them that leaving was not a waste of efforts after all.
he holds your hand tightly before bringing it to his lips for a kiss. “i promise. i’m okay. i’m not lying this time.”
“lie to me one more time, sae… and i don’t think i have the heart to stay through this any longer.”
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he wasn’t lying, he knew he was in the condition to play but he didn’t know what would happen at the game itself.
the first ultimatum that you have given him in the length of your six-year relationship kept on replaying on his mind when his legs betrayed him at the day of the game. his past injury that he had healed from suddenly came back when an opponent tackled him to the ground.
the whole stadium shouts in shock the moment the star player rolled on the grass in sheer pain, but no one there is as heartbroken as you.
no one there is as scared as sae—as he thinks, this is it. my girlfriend is going to leave me after this. my career will be over after this. my country will praise my brother and i will go down in history as a traitor. this is the end.
the stretcher brings him to the dugout and then the ambulance, and all sae could think about is your face.
his head spins as he thinks of a life without you, an unimaginable one that he could not even stomach to imagine. yet, he is forced to do so right now. because he knows that no one is stupid enough to stay in this predicament.
it hurts. it kills him because you are his everything. whenever sae loses control and everything spins around, he had you. you always knew how to slow down the world down for him.
and now, you will leave him.
but he’s wrong. he’s wrong because he will always have you, no matter how many promises he breaks.
you will always be the one he knows. you are the same person who fell in love with him in high school. you are the same person who said yes when he asked you to move with him. you are the same person who told him that you will love him forever, even when things get hard.
“sae! sae, baby… come on, look at me.”
so, the next thing sae knows, he is pulled away from his reverie and the first thing he sees as he opens his eyes is your face. the siren of the ambulance you are both in is loud, but he cannot hear anything but your voice.
“it’s okay. it’s okay. they gave you anesthesia to keep you from feeling the pain, baby. you’re going to be okay, yeah?” you say to assure him but you do not know that the thought of losing you hurt a million times more than his injured leg.
your presence is enough for him. nothing else matters, not even his broken leg. not when you’re next to him like this. he’s sure that you are more in pain and more terrified for him than him.
for the first time in forever, a tear escapes his eyes as he finally heaves a breath of relief.
“i’m sorry, baby.”
you signal for him to stop talking and you continue crying. “it’s not your fault, sae. don’t apologize to me. let’s just make sure you’re alright, please?”
he loves you so much. he loves you for being here. he loves you for staying. he loves your for understanding him. he loves you for taking care of him. he loves you for worrying about him. he loves you for silencing his demons.
he loves you.
“i am in love with you,” he whispers loud enough for you to hear. you grip his hand and kiss his head, “i am in love with you too. i will look after you, okay? i’m here.”
sae thinks, yeah. when i’m losing my control and the city spins around, you’re the only one who knows to slow it down.
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lumi’s note: i recently got a report that someone has been translating my works into another language (most likely portuguese) on tiktok. i want to ask for your help in reporting them when you come across them! i do not post anywhere else nor do i translate my posts into another language. thanks, loves! <3
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marauders-peace · 4 months
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Loving lies
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Masterlist
Pairing: Sirius black x hufflepuff!reader
Tangled in lies
Whispers of th Heart
Unveiling Loyalties
The Whims of Fate
Dating?
Black Secrets
Moonlight To Dawn
Hey there 😅
I was gone for a while, because I just couldn't write anymore :') And I wanted to ask if you were still interested in my Sirius x hufflepuff reader story? This is the master list that should have been made a long time ago, but I didn't expect it to be so long.
Thank you for all the loving comments!!! Everytime I read them I am so proud and happy that I wrote my silly idea. I hope you would still read it and leave your sweet comments for me to read. Love you alll<33333
Just leave a comment if you still want more <3
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klaustopia · 2 months
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MY MAN MY MAN MY MAN
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smol-lucy · 1 month
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Be kind 🌸
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ghosttb0y · 11 months
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Sweet Conversations <3
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that-fox-thing · 3 months
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Doing some animation rn
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