#i can't leave the flat without loads of pain so i cant do my anti depression trips often at all
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Every day I'm just like "oh god yeah that's painful but I think I can live, i can carry on" and then every night I MENTALLY SCREAM
#delete later#oh my god the pain at night. nothing to distract from it#no way to lie that is comfortable just all varying levels of fucking ow#hurts so i cant turn my brain off and sleep#having constant nightmares and stress dreams bc of it#there is around 10 minutes in he morming when i wake up that the pain is minimal. and then i start moving and it KICKS THE FUCK IN#i need to job apply session again tomorrow. god shit sucks. everything is stressful#i still need to visit family but god that is going to fuck me up#shit sucks lads. eating is becoming near impossible we're dosn to one meal and a snack a day and im desperately trying to claw it back up#i can't leave the flat without loads of pain so i cant do my anti depression trips often at all#just. GAH#im bruised across my arms bc of the crutches. shit sucks
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