#i don't know if i want to tag this as re cuz im honestly a bit scared of going there

[theghostofwilburtheworm]

they should make an resident evil 3 remake just for me personally

[originemesis]

"creation took 7 days; now watch me fuck it all up in one night"

canon divergent adam / abel // haz.b.in h.o.tel

21 + / mid-low activity / private

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about // playlist // active headcanon // current verses // rules [beneath]

Caard-Esque:

Blog is 21+ for content concerns and mun is 25+ (an old) and will not interact with minors on this blog. minors should technically not follow me here either ~ so, don'tttttt...do that? thanks! if i catch you, you're yeeted to the shadow realm.

Do not follow this blog if you are sensitive to the sensitive topics related to this particular genre. I tag with "content word cw" for the extra wild stuff, but that's about it. adam literally has the highest swear/slur count in the show and he's only in 3 episodes, so be aware of that.

I tend to be private/selective as i get fairly overwhelmed with too much activity. i really get into plots though, and i'll spam the dash with some silly original dick chauvinism from time to time when ive fed my inner gremlins past midnight. That said, I do get easily overwhelmed when I'm following too many people and multi muse blogs in particular can exacerbate this feeling, so if I do not follow back - I might just not be in a good place to atm or I just don't see possible interactions btw our characters. It's nothing personal! ^^

This is a mutuals only interaction blog for my sanity (anons being fine). if i can see plots happening between us, i'll likely follow. but i get overwhelmed easily so please don't take it personally if i don't follow back or follow back right away.

I am not exclusive, but I prioritize my plotted threads and may have some mains/activity based off that as far as my main verse goes. But I will never be fully exclusive and i enjoy exploring different character dynamics. Also multiship is fine, but I am not exclusively here to ship or write suggestive content. My muses have always and will always require plotting and scene chemistry for me to consider writing ship material. In the case I do reblog shippy prompts still feel free to send in ofc! I'll see if I can make it work or not.

If I don't get a follow back within a week or two, if blogs i follow go inactive for up to 6-7 weeks, or if there's just no attempt on either of our ends to connect for an indefinite amount of time - i'll occasionally go through my list and soft block to clean things up. if we ever want to give it a go in the future, the option is there for us to re-follow and resume! i have in the past been made to feel like I'm walking on egg shells in rpcs regarding these matters and id rather avoid it here...im just here to chill, write and leave weird surprises in dms.

I don't like the feeling of being 'collected' so...if you are interacting with multiple of my muses, I ask you have a different dynamic for mine than them. This is just an act of courtesy I also extend to my rp partners. I interact more with folks that have a special relationship with my muse, so it's needed to deep dive into more interesting topics for me. I also do not usually interact w/ other of the same muse cuz I feel like I 'absorb' how others play him and I want to keep my version separated from that. I might give it a shot some times though depending on how it's presented.

I know that Adam is a bad guy. He's insufferable and can push buttons- but I am not him and I dislike constantly feeling like I'm being barraged for his actions, especially since I consider him to be a heavily layered character that should not be shoe horned into a standard 'ok irredeemable and never allowed nice things' box. So- if you honestly hate this character please don't interact. I am here for exploring taboo topics and ways that a flawed character can make others think he's justified, betray them, make people feel COMPLICATED things... I also love torturing my muse and taking the piss out of him, so I don't need people moving in and tying to constantly put him down/ruin his current plots by being god modey or not at least asking me how we should proceed in a power dynamic, or relationships cuz you don't ship what I ship, or find my interactions with other characters 'toxic' and 'not allowed'...let me explore and enjoy what I like on my blog within reason and do talk with me on dms if you don't like how things are going with our muses and you wanna explore other routes. I love to plot and I am very reasonable.

This post/my rules and conditions are subject to change based on what I get up to on here.

[azureitri]

✧ [ AZURE : CHARACTER INSPIRATION ]

finally decided to do this properly as promised :) here are the characters that inspire azure! most are not exactly inspired but rather characters that remind me of him as i was creating his character.

explanations below (left to right) (vertically):

fyodor dostoyevsky (bungo stray dogs)

— you can clearly see where the character design inspo comes from lol. azure's character design is my own sona, and my sona's design is inspired by fyodor and miyamura.

— some of fyodor's traits are similar to azure in reasons i can't explain at the moment as you will find that out soon in project re: azure.

luka (alien stage)

— need i explain more?

— prince of the stage who features a soothing voice. very luka and very azure.

— honestly don't need to explain this one, it's there 😭

hayate ichikura (play it cool, guys!)

— before i start explaining i just wanna say: blue, if you're seeing this and you think about your character because of the similar name, i totally get you. that's what i thought of when i saw your hayate's name for the first time. made me think of this guy.

— modern au! azure is inspired by hayate because they both don't know what they want to do in their life. much like hayate, azure feels like he lacks individuality and struggles to envision his future. both characters also work part-time and major in economics (yes, college au! azure is an economics major).

me

— gave azure some of my traits, uh, that's all.

ivan (alien stage)

— like ivan, azure puts on this act for the aliens. their similarities are shown in the outstanding student interview as azure's interview answers has a similar style to that of ivan's.

— would like to add that one official art where ivan is looking at a puddle and practicing how to smile. azure does the same thing.

winnie bosko (cold front)

— now this one doesn't really have anything deep to it.

— winnie is considered an inspiration for azure simply because of his sprites. winnie's sprites are very expressive and enthusiastic, so whenever i think of azure's act i visualize him in winnie's sprites.

— that was the initial thought but as i think more about it, one of the things that azure and winnie have in common is their imitating/copying(?) of people? im not quite sure how to explain it.

— winnie's copying(?) comes from pure admiration while azure's comes from utilisation, so that's a difference. still, both have that quality.

— also blue, once again if you're reading this, don't you find it absolutely funny how one of kyo's inspo is auggie while azure is winnie? literally fueling the caskyo and azure dynamic 🔥 (explanation: the one that winnie idolizes/copies is augustine while kyo is one that azure mimicked to fool castor making them reanimate the cold front dynamic in their own way) (this information is semi-canon btw as it was a hypothetical round that me and blue like to entertain).

and that's all! im sorry if i didn't got to explain it properly. if you're confused with anything, feel free to ask me! (tagging you @bluemoonscape cuz i mentioned you a lot 😭)

[grapecaseschoices]

Re your tags on the horseback riding post:

There are actually not insignificant number of people I’ve seen start learning to ride when they retire. Every barn I’ve been at, there have ALWAYS been at least three women in their 60s just learning to ride and having an absolute blast.

And as someone that’s had shitty knees and a slightly crooked spine that causes my hips to be at two different heights since I started and developed hip problems since, there are ways to compensate for it and it’s a form of exercise that’s decently easy going on your joints. (Jumping is a different matter because a lot of people don’t realize that while the horse is the one jumping, you’re also taking impact in your joints from it)

For knees, there are SO MANY different kinds of stirrups to use. For hips, it’s all about the saddle and how it’s built. (There’s a whole big explanation but I’ll save it unless you really want to hear it) WHICH. I will say that saddles get hella expensive and o wouldn’t invest in one right away, trainers or other people at the barn may have something that they’ll let you use other than the schooling saddles. And obviously I can’t speak to your specific pain and conditions but there are options you can try. (And for what it’s worth, there have been times where being in the saddle was the least painful for my hips of sitting/standing/laying down.)

So, if it’s just the knee/hip pain you’re worried about (“just” can be such ab understatement, I know), there are definitely ways to try to work around it if you do want to learn how to ride. (This comes with the obvious caveat that I don’t know how much these things affect you and anything else going and whether or not you HAVE tried to ride in which case ignore me, im sorry.)

(Hi, I just love riding and want everyone that wants to to have the chance to learn cuz it’s honestly one of the most rewarding things I’ve ever done in my life.)

sorry for taking so long to look at this.

i am saving this because i don't think i will be doing this anytime soon [im unemployed] but it's very encouraging in a: it's not too late, it's never too late. i always wanted to learn since i was a kid. to the point that i was left horses by deceased family members in Haiti [but I guess life happened and I never got to meet them].

i'll definitely keep your words in mind and thank you for reaching out :-D

[babyharleezy]

Hometown Love Chapter 4

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(jack harlow x reader)

bloo's notes: i really had to go back and re read chapter 1-3 cuz i forgot what happened lmao. i also forgot what chapter we were on. ENJOY babes!! tag list: @watercolorskyy, @severewobblerlightdragon

as you woke up you checked your phone and hopped on twitter. you were scrolling and saw a tweet of jack promoting a new song. you decided to like the tweet and give him a follow because why not. you then decided to to scroll through his account. suddenly your eyes fell onto a tweet he posted 7 hours ago. "Nothing like a woman in some scrubs 😍😍😍😍 thank you for your service" you read. you rolled your eyes at it, yet you couldn't help but smile. you quickly realized your smile and instantly dropped it. you decided to go to a small breakfast place that you seen on yelp. quickly getting ready and walking out of your apartment. as you were locking the door, the man, the myth, the legend, jack harlow was making his way out of his door. amazing you sarcastically thought to yourself

"mornin neighbor" he said with a smile. "morning" you grumbled out. "where you headed" he asked. "breakfast" you said; being short with him. "yo same, im actually heading to my favorite spot" he told you; turns out he was going to the same place as you. amazing you sarcastically thought to yourself once more. "you want me to give you a ride y/n" he asked sweetly. and of course your dumbass complied. you hopped into his jeep and drove fifteen minutes to the spot. within those fifteen minutes you two had got to talking, he changed a lot. he definitely matured and that made it hard for you because you felt yourself falling back in love with him. on the other hand, jack had never fell out of love with you; honestly, you may have never fell out of love with him either.

the entire fifteen minutes felt like the old days. you and jack hadn't talked to each other in years but no one would ever notice because of how fast you two clicked with each other. as you pulled into the breakfast spot you two were cracking jokes and laughing at each others stupidity. you almost forgot about the tweet.

you two made your way inside and sat at a booth. both of you skimming the menu and you spoke up which broke his attention off of the menu in front of him. "i saw your tweet jack" you said, loud enough for only him to hear. "oh yeah, you like the new song?" he responded enthusiastically, he was playing dumb. "no, stupid, not that tweet. the one about scrubs" you giggled. "oohhh that tweet, yeah well i just had to show my appreciation for the nurses out there" he said slyly. "oh so it didn't have anything to do with me at all?" you questioned. "oh no, it had everything to do with you baby" jack replied in a low, raspy voice. oh i am so fucked. you thought to yourself. thank god the waiter came just in time and asked for your orders. the food came quick and jack scarfed his food down. he was finished by the time you took your fourth bite. you looked at him with concern. "jack, you shouldn't eat that fast, it isn't good for you. you'll be more bloated and prone to having more gas. and it can fuck up your metabolism" you told him, your inner nurse shining through. it's something you always had told him in the past. "yeah yeah. i've heard you tell me that a million times" he said with a quiet laugh. "and clearly you don't listen" you said with an attitude. you two continued talking and you finished your food. the waiter came by with the check and you grabbed it while taking your card out. "no, this is on me. i know you can pay for your own meals with your nurse money but lemme treat you. for old times sake" jack said sternly. after a lot of back and forth, you finally let him pay. "thank you, but just know that next time i'm paying" you told him.

next time.

"oh so there's gonna be more of these?" jack asked you with a smirk and you just rolled your eyes at him for the umpteenth time.

you secretly hoped there would be more days like these. you missed him. but you knew you two should just be friends. nothing more and nothing less. just friends. no matter how much you two still wanted each other, you both knew that you didn't wanna hurt each other again.

you two made your way back home and made your way up to the elevator. "i missed you y/n" jack said quietly. he was getting shy for some reason. "i missed you too jack" you said with a soft tone. oh no this was not going as planned you thought to yourself. your heart was beating so fast. and what you didn't know was that his was beating just as fast as yours, if not faster. the eye contact the both of you held held so much tension. he wondered if you wanted him just as much as he did. the both of you were interrupted with the ding of the elevator. both of you stepping out of the elevator and making yall's way to your doors.

"thank you for breakfast jack, i had a great time" you said to him; you could feel your cheeks burning up. "yeah i had a great time too y/n, thank you for letting me take you" he said before he made his way into his apartment. both of you feeling giddy. it felt just like your first date, back in high school.

~

the day went on and you both did what you needed to do. by the time it was 11 pm, jack had made his way back home from the studio. you heard his door shut, indicating that he had just came home. you hoped he wasn't working himself too much. although you weren't his partner anymore, you still worried about his well being. suddenly you heard a notification pop up on your phone. a text message.

"you up"

after all these years you were shocked that he still had your number and that he didn't change his own number. you also had forgotten that you still had his number.

"yeah, you wanna come over"

you mentally cussed at yourself. no way you were giving into him.

not even a minute later, you heard knocking on your door.

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