#i dont get paid till friday

[caidsjacks]

Ugh

[pathologising]

I need baking freaking supplies

[alittlebitofrainbyyourside]

....

[smudgedeyeshadow]

anyways its not like ill be able to pick up my prescriptions anyway considering i have ¢87 to my name rn

[abra-ka-dammit]

today has been such royal horseshit i really need to fuckin relax

REALLY wish i wasnt outta vapes man i could really use some weed rn

[positroniccunt]

eugh both my bank accounts are way overdrawn rn and i dont get paid till friday

my links if u wanna help

dont tag ‘d*n*tions’ or ‘s*gnal b***t’ or anything like that pls

[porcelain-rob0t]

i want 2 get wawa but i dont get paid till Friday DANG

[yamneko]

Comical levels of dumb at work.

So i work from a database that someine has to upload info from aonthat database.

We were low/out of items on Thursday. Normally Monday we get a new upload, but manager sent a request Thursday for whatever was available so we would have work.

It was not answered and we ran out Thursday evening.

Friday morning comea, no uploads. Another request. N O T H I N G all day. So all 4 of us are sitting around doing nothing. For whatevee reason, they dont tell us to clock out, so we're getting paid to... Reorganize our notes all day?

Monday morning. The database login isnt working. Its almost 2 hours since i notified anyone its down till its working again.

Check the pending queue. NO NEW ITEMS

I feel like theres normally a new upload by now. No idea what our upload guy is doing. I feel so bad for our manager. We just did months of OT to get caught up on dates, and now we are being blocked from outside forces to even work.

Comical.

[bloodenjoyer]

why is my paycheck already pending we dont get that shit till friday and i liteally work tomorrow how do they know i wont stay late??? theyre always asking me to stay late, and like TOMORROW i have plans so id say no but what if i did??? would i just not get paid?? how is the Exact amount already hovering ready to deposit...

[dear3st-dead-diary]

D3AREST DEAD DIARY.

I think my boyfriend and I broke up?? I went too hard partying and currently experiencing delirium and alcohol psychosis so that's fun.

I just woke up from near sleep paralysis, I scared my other boyfriend awake.. poor guy :(

One bf is pissed at me while the other just wants me to be happy. Both of them know what I did while manic and high & intoxicated... but I kind of don't.... this past week until a couple days ago I was simply drinking till even the idea of a previous I'd forget... self destruction 💯 👌 (why are those the suggested emojis for self destruction? xD.. anyway)

I had a dream something large was charging up the stairs and each time I panicked the charging got faster till the walls and bed were shaking and right as it was about to round the corner I woke up wailing and whimpering.

Why do I do this to myself? Cause fuck it honestly.

Fuck my neighbor for being a Karen and "I'll cAlL tHe POlicE AaAaaAa..." when I rang her doorbell at 1 am (on a friday) to tell her I scratched her car. SHE WASNT EVEN FUCKING MAD ABOUT THE CAR!?!?! So? Why threaten LIKE WHAT? And her son just looked at her with such destiny and embarrassed no wonder for the past 2½ years he told me to never bug his mother. Fuck that asshole. Sheeeeeeeesh bitch.

And FUCK MY BOYFRIEND for being mad I didn't shave?? Sorry baby I didn't have the ducking time since you RUSHED ME to be as your house A. S. A. FUCKING. P.

And to top it all off I witnessed a homeless person possibly overdose so I called somebody for that and panicked and IM THE ONE WHOS IN THE WRONG? Sorry I inconvenienced your fucking live asshole and furthermore sorry I can't be your perfect hairless prince princess 24/7.

Fuck. He hasn't even texted me since I called him a couple days ago and he just played it on me without actually telling me exactly what I did wrong. Same shit as always. No one ever tells me what I fucking did and then wonders why I don't feel bad, it's cause I. DONT. Bitch? You never told me explicitly WHY I'm in the wrong. Whatever.

I also drunk called 3 girls and I think 3 or 4 guys to talk STRAIGHT DIRTY to them... I don't remember exactly what was said but some of those Cals were almost AN HOUR 👁👄👁💀💀💀💀💀.

So, I'm not a mind reader, don't wanna tell me there's a problem? Then there's no problem, is there? So no, I don't feel bad for my actions and I cannot take accountability for my actions if no one's gonna tell me.

I'm so pissed at the "world".. my "world" right now.

ALSO I MAXED OUT MY CREDIT CARRRRRRD FUCK.

I still haven't paid my phone or internet bill or my utilities but.. fuck I have 4 to 5 days to figure something out. I paid my rent though. So thank goodness for that.

I have bipolar and sometimes I hallucinate during an episode. Sometimes I'm delusional. And sometimes I'm convinced everyone around me wants to be my friend.

Do antipsychotics work? No..

Here's with luck work picks up again, and my drinking isn't the only thing people worry about. And here's hoping I can afford my bills.

Shit sucks but it will get better.

Right?

Your bi(sexual)polar bitch head.

- A

Also p.s. as of almost an hour after writing this post... I just remembered I had I dream about Jennifer's Body and the nightmare part was mom's dressing as Hannah Montanna for Halloween in the 80s... like before the show existed???

Anyway.

[banukai]

man. asshole sibling left the jelly out so now i wont have pbj for my lunch next week. i dont get paid till next friday so i cant go get some >:/

[caidsjacks]

We have no food at the house right now and i dont get paid till friday

(We have eggs but i have to save those to make for the bella, or pidge if her food runs out before i get paid)

And even when i get paid i probably wont be able to get anything because bills getting taken out.

I am exhausted

Someone take me out I'm done

(Haha on a date, or via sniper, either would be great. I'd rather it be the "haha take me out of the over cause im BAKED" but no one loves me enough to fund my grass habit)

[misrich2026]

life

kim

why can't people just let people cry in peace and not ask why like bitch shut up and let me cry if I wanted you to know why I was crying I would tell you and if I won't tell you what is wrong what makes you think i will tell someone i don't know and i don't talk to family because i don't really know them and if I'm crying don't start crying because you don't kone how to help like bitch if i wanted yout help i would ask i have been wearing the same shirt that friend mom paid for all weekend and she hasn't said anything about it like i got Friday and it is now Sunday she hasn't said crap thank god she works tonight we have 4 more days till school ends and it is going to be an extremely long summer epshaly if she doesn't let me get a job when I get my license she is not going to like me because I will never be herei stay in my room all the time becase when im with yall you pay attenos to me as much as if i was in my room so another resone I dont tall to the family much women is becasue when im old enough im getting the hell out of the stupid town and probly not going to come back and you ake like stone stpends all this time with you and he stays in his room at a frineds house or in the living room alone so i dont being my frinds around becasue they all have crap to do familys or are gay or suicldil and like last time some came over and had an epiode all you wanted to was send them home where it is wores so yeah why do you atomatly jump to oh it is clayton and bitch its not i love him more then i love you and you are bio family like i get stone is your real kid and every thing but you took me in and you get 1400 dollers from the state for me so you can attest anoge i egkoleg and talk to me and satreday you problpy got mor sleep then me fridaynight and after work saterday you came and took a nap bitch if i can go to schooh running off like less then 5 hours of sleep you will be fine to sit and talk at the stupid mothers day thing and if you would let me pratice drive some i propbly would pass the drivers test and you ask like me takeing drivers ed was such a big deal 10 dollers is all it would take of incusers that is litterly nothing and if you dont start letting my pratice drive im going to do something your not going to like and i dont really care becaue if you are not willing to be there when i need help doing something i will find some who will also konwn as erica regarless if you like it of not and i might have a better chanse of passing the test if you let me practe dive but in order for that it happen you have to pull your head out of stones ass or you own and get out of the bed in 4 days i will be a sophmore and in 79 days i can get my licese and a job and never be home 4 more days that 28 more classes and 32 more hours of the 2022/23 school year my freshmen year is alomst over and im glad but im also kinda sad like a dont want my freind to gradute but at the sametime i want to hurry up and gradute so i can go to collage and move out and get married and to all things i need to do in the life like claen up my beith mothers mess and make one TRUMBONE SECTION LEADER a very happy man parts of my life i woundt frade fro anything then some time i whihs i could kill someone plus i thing im in my taylar swift era so there is that i got necked in the back of my boyfrands truck after tha band banqet becaues it was so hot and the dress was sqineey and it was itchey and it showed more clevge then what i was comfterble with so when we went to mcdonles after the banqet i clumeb=de in the back seat and took it off so we were both eating and i was dressless in the back seat lets just say that was a fun night but the people on the main road may have saw a mostly neked teenage girl and a teenage boy jerking off in a truck in the mcdolnds parking lot but what ever we had fun

[homophobic]

i am literally so hungry and i dont get paid till next friday, anybody willing to spare 5 bucks? my venmo and cashapp are @augurize

[batgirlii]

Hey my family has literally no food rn 🙃 if yall wanna help

Paypal @cartermay

Venmo @Rubymay

Cashapp @doobiesprings

[chilewithcarnage]

hey y'all, I finally got a legit job 🎉🎉🎉 unfortunately I can't hang up the e begging cape just yet because my snap is empty until the 24th and I need to pay my 65 dollar phone bill, so

*respectfully shakes tin can*

paypal

cashapp

venmo: @Ari-McDonald890