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heyitsspaceace · 2 years

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Hello, since the forms were anonymous, do u think u can post some of the reasoning of some for how they rated some of the drivers?

Ur post abt the 100 respondents let us see some thoughts, and I know some of the comments that u have mentioned was from me (i know i'm the one who thirsted on yuki's thighs)

I personally wouldn't mind if u'd publish the reasonings or the thirst paragraphs

I think it'll be either really funny, lovely, or horny or weird

oh my friend you've opened the floodgates

anyways here's the og link the quiz

so here are some memorable responses

Yuki Tsunoda

"He has a manly, manly body with a nice set of abs. He can successfully backflip into a pool and he's just plain hilarious. Plus he's got no filter, can cook you breakfast in the morning and can even sing. multi-talented"

"*Fernando Alonso voice* YUkiii"

"Have you seen those thighs?! And he's just so soft especially in pastel clothes, he loves food, and his eyes when he smile just melts me. Did I mention his THIGHS?"

"So smol. Idk who any of these are but he looks like he finished his A-levels and went 'fuck it' before turning up at the local f1 track and won."

"Food obsession, funny, homoerotic tension with Pierre, what more could you want in a man?"

"Even thou wer'e the same height, he'll forever be my short king and the thighs."

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Lando Norris

"Less baby than Yuki but Baldo Norris is haunting my dreams"

"the hair ✨✨"

"An absolute icon. Gen z at its finest ✨"

"When I watch his intweviews it's always has me rolling at some point , mammmmm those choclate curls."

"British +1 for the hair"

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Fernando Alonso

"This man. So hot. Renly tormenting Stannis with a peach was inspired by this man. One sexy motherfucker. Unfortunately dates women he’s own age. An absolute menace. He’s in it for the long con, when Yuki retires Nando is the shortest on the grid. Chase that title king!"

"Best Friend's Dad who will fight anyone for you. Also, makes a great sandwich."

"Unhinged petty energy, I thrive to be like him"

"He's a bastard menace and also petty as FUCK. I love the drama this old man generates"

"he’s a bastard but there is something attractive about it"

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Valtteri Bottas

"underrated unproblematic king"

"best wag & tiktok, porridge king"

"Gentleman ♥️"

"Malewife"

"THIS is the ideal male body. Sorry if society isn’t ready for it. Sexy AF"

"I have a thing for people from Finland. He gives me a warm fussy feeling, and he’s gender envy"

"I like how he keeps showing his ass. I respect that hustle."

"Idk what about this man but I feel absolutely safe around and I have never met him in my life."

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Sergio Perez

"also Dilf but also cheater"

"Decent driver, I cheered when he won. Wish he said fuck team orders, I’m here for ME!"

"Everyday i hate this man more and more i used to actively root for him but now all he does is terrorize my faves as per the rbr agenda and the wifecheating thing is hilarious but horrible no bonus points for being petty or occasionally hot from one angle sadly so 1"

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Zhou Guanyu

"actually a talented dude, his modelling pics were just too good"

"He so sexy,he cute,he hot my husband"

"down points because he has more style than me"

"Very cute. Best friend who doesn't really show care about much but will randomly give food and 3am 'I can't sleep so you're going to deal with it' texts. Also, says 'don't die' instead of goodbye. 10/10"

"A Goddamn Model. Absolute beauty. Also he looks like someone I'd come across at the mall. One point deducted bc I dont like boba but he does."

"Fashion icon, he is the moment when he steps on track."

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Sebastian Vettel

"Daddy" x2

"Okay! Cool teacher that has been there for a year or two but it feels like forever. Gives off an ally to whoever needs one vibe. Like a 'You're gay? Great (insert support here)! Now let smash this quadratic formula!' Will die for any of his students."

"How much time do you have to hear me talk about the love of my life? Love al his eras has never done anything wrong in his life I would support him ni matter what team he races for and how much of a bastard he is. Crid over sebtirement many times and now i will force myself to watch races that are at 3am for me because i can’t miss any of his remaining races. Giving him 10 bonus points for being hot asf with every look and bringing back the sebstache his official score is 100/10"

"HIS PERSONALITY IS VERY SEGGCY. SAVE THE BEES. physically tho, not my type, aha"

"I have a thing for Germans too"

"Activism so hot on seb"

"Invented flirting. Has Lee Mckenzies number. Has the charisma bill Clinton thought he had."

"I like how this man likes bees. You go, little bee man!"

"Red Bull twink era was a 10, now -1 point because of the hair"

"Babygirl-coded old man"

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Mick Schumacher

"He's just a golden retriever (and I'm German and biased)"

"gorgeous gorgeous shoulder to waist ratio. angel baby"

"Normally an 8 but u chose the right pic i guess also does have sexy moves on track when given the chance"

"Cute smile a little twink-ish"

"Ray of sunshine, I’m always rooting for him. Does amazing things in a shitty shitty car. If Sebastian teaches him to flirt is over for all of us."

"self explanatory, I would kill for him as well. fun fact my dad would yell at me and my brother when we were little if we said Michael like the English pronunciation and not the German, because "U can't disrespect a Schumacher". So I won't."

"That one boy who excells at P.E and his exams. No one knows how or why. Probably plays for a local football team."

"Seems nice, i want to see what would happen if you put him in a competitive car. Can say "rawr" without making me cringe"

"Very golden retriever wonder bread and love him for it"

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Lewis Hamilton

"Smash. I dont care for the NDAs, I'll screw this man. Love him to bits"

"sebs boyfriend. literally so fucking hot. also a king. 8x world champion"

"Walk walk fashion baby"

"1) the tattoos, 2) the smile, 3) his eyes when he smiles, 4) the way he says Bono"

"he is the most beautiful man i have ever seen. hes sexy and handsome, of course, but hes also BEAUTIFUL."

"I like him, i like his angst, i want him to win"

"Babygirl-coded old man two EXCEPT this one's wayyy more beautiful than what should be legal. Like holy fuck. Also he's like the only driver who I desire carnally"

"handsome, aware of social issues and uses his platform to spread awareness, has a dog"

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Kevin Magnussen

"dilf" x3

"The beard *chefs kiss*"

"that's my type right here"

"fok smash. but like sometimes is soft a lil."

"He’s Danish, I’m legally contracted to like people from Denmark"

"Head teacher vibes. Tries his best but is often caught between teachers, students, and everyone else. Mr Vettel doesn't always agree with him, but they respect eachother alot."

"This man is really driving that shitbox to points finishes, gotta appreciate"

"He’s married😔"

"Dilf, tats, beard"

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Carlos Sainz

"TITS"

"he always looks super dramatic but really his favourite hobby is playing golf"

"Smooth operator" x4

"idk he looks constantly like he doesn’t know where he is or why he’s there"

"SMOOOOTHHHH OPERATOR. Deserves all the love in the world"

"You and that one friend who have grown apart over the years because life sucks and gets in the way, but who will always makes sure you're ok and will drop anything and everything to help if you aren't. That's him. He's the friend."

"🌶️🌶️🌶️"

"Tits and thighs, deadly combo, it should be illegal."

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Pierre Gasly

"oui oui, has labrador energy"

"the hottest right after Sir Lewis. He had an amazing glowup and i can't forget the way he was whoring around with diff women. Really, REALLY desirable. HIS BODY IS AMAZING, MF WORKS OUT A LOT. his voice is hot and is humor is exactly my favourite kind"

"I highly respect his horny on main attitude"

"hot."

"french slut we love it"

"IM OBSESSED. I LOVE HIM. Him + yuki= fav couple in the paddock"

"MY KING MY HUSBAND MY BABY"

"I think about monza 2020 every day i need this man to succed or so help me, I JUST WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY!!! (also very hot)"

"I want him to break my heart so bad that i spend every night sobbing on the bathroom floor that i miss him while he forgets about me immediately aka good 4 u vibes. If he asked me to commit a crime i would do it"

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Max Verstappen

"just love him ♥️ Dork!"

"Aww u put the out of office max, soft max is the best and besides yuki, he also has got one of the nicest thighs on the grid and his lip freckle is just so cute i wanna kiss ot and pull at his post race hair thank god also that his wearing curved caps more these days and ahhh so fucking soft love him"

"Cute, hot after the races"

"That one person you know who says they're a twitch streamer/influencer and you're like 'Having two followers and led keyboard doesn't make you a streamer Barry' but then you check his Twitch and he isn't half-bad? You watch in secret of course until you accidentally sub with Prime and the entire friendship group gets dragged into becoming Max's #1 Supporters. Will tease you about it (affectionate)"

"Post race Max hits different"

"When I tell you I had the most epic haters to lovers with this man. I didn't like him at first at all but now I still don't love him but I do have a strong liking to him . His smile and thighs ."

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Lance Stroll

"My favorite color is green, my lucky number is 18. Hate to see people living the dream I can’t 😔"

"i just love lance and I mean look at his hair"

"actually boyfriend material tbh"

"Andrew Rannels but make it F1"

"idk idk idk dont come for me but i love this unbothered king so fucking much"

"wonderful eyebrows. expressive face, love the faces he makes. seems very polite and respectful. cute smile. i am not immune to dark hair dark eyes combo."

"Blah blah he bought his seat, whatever he seems sweet okay? Also love a snarky comment here and there"

"ANOTHER UNDERRATED KING everyones like hes just a rich kid blahblahblah umm okay so is 90% of the grid?! Good vibes good energy occasionally hot and not as bad of a driver as people want to believe"

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Daniel Ricciardo

"AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE OI OI OI, miss him winning"

"My babygirl. I will die defending him. I love everything about him. How can i not?"

"perfection. beautiful boy"

"Also thighs plus the tattoos (so of course special mention to the thigh tattoo)"

"how could u not love himmmm seriously. I hope he bankrupts McLaren. Also I'm getting my friend into F1 by exploiting her crush on Daniel."

"He feels like a day spent by the pool in Spain with your best friends, good music and cocktails"

"The curls, the nose, the side profile, the smile!?! This really doesn’t need any reasoning."

"he's hot, the curls, the tattoos but his character makes him a real 10/10"

"It’s either 1000000/10 or your wrong."

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Charles Leclerc

"the (himboest) prettiest boy on the grid"

"most gorgeous man in motorsport"

"kitty<3 he’s my babygirl"

"There he is my baby, king of my heart, loveliest boy, tu es bel, tu es mon ange, so fucking beautiful, i actually cried once (thrice) just looking at his pics and gods have u seen that latest thirst trap from ferrari and i am the perfect height to just bury my face onto his chest and his eyes (everchanging and twinkling, tho not much these days so f u ferrari), and his dimples, i just wanna poke those dimples and have you seen his upper bod, its the perfect mix of abs and a lil tum tum and i rlly wanna boop his perfect nose and run my fingers thru his hair (i bet itd feel like clouds) and he'd whisper sweet nothings in english italian and french. And really his thighs are perfect too, like the way he manspread on that pic on the yacth (i died, true story) and u know that beauty mark near his nose, i wanna kiss it so bad and the one on his neck too and the ones on his torso and i love the way he plys piano and the way he wears jewelry (that's hot) i just rlly love him even when he's a lobster"

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Nicholas Latifi

"the 2 things I know about him is that he's canadian and he likes nutella"

"Listen, i just saw that gamer!nicky photo and it did things to me"

"That one person who is lovely but one bad day away from snapping. Pls, give him a hug."

"i like his nose a lot. legendary eyebrows. hot streamer boy nicholas forever in my heart. hes also very nice and friendly looking and i feel bad for him jskfkalfjfbsk"

"This man really likes Nutella and that's really sexy."

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George Russell

"GEORGE!!!!!!!!!!!! acts like a private school boy"

"it's so much fun to see my brother annoyed every time he is told he looks like Russell. I love convincing people he looks like russell. He does. I can convince you too."

"bf material right here as well"

"The guy who comes in to assemblies to give those talks on stupid things. Like a Tedx talk level of why... kinda cute tho"

"Him fanboying over Daniel Is my suicide prevention. Also is so nice 😭"

"Something about a guy that loves a powerpoint and knows the rule book and WILL ARGUE... debate kid vibes but hot? very confusing! I also really enjoy his brand of british accent"

"my beloved, I'll rate him 100/10. Love his eyes, his appearance, his accent, his talent and his personality. (love his friendship with alex as well)"

"Fantastic driver. And he’s the biggest DR fanboy so he gets extra rights"

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Esteban Ocon

"adore him a lot. got a soft spot for the man because of his childhood story. and he looks very hot at times without excess gel in his hair"

"Fav string bean"

"love him fr <333 estie bestie truely the most real nickname"

"He's french :( but he's friends with Mick :) , soo fuck it, he gets a 5"

"I fell in love with him when he and max almost got into a fistfight. General mischievous vibe."

"estie bestie...we stan"

"estie bestie! but idk i also spell like este maybe i'm a fake fan. i think he is cool! and also like that he comes from a more humble bg ig"

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Alex Albon

"albon pets >>> anything else"

"i like his name and his girlfriend!!"

"Boyfriend material + nice and comfy"

"a sweetie. a cutie. i love his laugh"

"Tho if u had put in lily, i'll give her a 10 too"

"his cats>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ❤️❤️🥰❤️❤️❤️😍"

"WILL NEVER FORGET HIS ICONIC ROOKIE POEM"

"If you don't like alex albon i do not trust you!!!!!'

"love his smile, his positive energy. and his friendship with george. and his cats."

"🫶🫶🫶 very boyfriend coded (would steal lily off him though) kind sweet nice deserves good things"

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and that's all!

IF ANY OF YOU SEE YOURS AND WOULD LIKE IT REMOVED PLEASE LET ME KNOW I WILL OBLIGE!

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drag0nalias0 · 2 months

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Hrng. Its kinda just hitting me that its febuary rn.

Another valentines day is coming up soon. Sometimes i feel like im the only one who gets a slightly bitter taste in the mouth when i think of the holiday. Like i love putting blorbos and such into valentines situations. But well... if i think about myself during valentines day it just bring back that one scene from a few years ago. I wonder how shes doing now. I wonder if she ever thinks of me. Fuck, now im sadder than i was before :(. Anyway i hope shes doing well... i wish our paths would cross again. However i doubt she has many fond memories of me. I was too clingy back then. I mean i see a mutal friend most days so if i really wanted to... but a coward will always be a coward. I wish i was better to her. I just miss her so much. If i was just a little less intense with my weird interests she probably would have let me stay a little longer. I wonder if she still remembers when we used to hang out. I still have a little bit of the valantines choclate she gave me... still in the bear packaging just sitting in my side drawer.

At this point ive kinda forgottern what she looks like. I dont think ive ever taken a photo with her. I was such an idiot. I just remember a ginger bob cut. So vibrantly orange i kept thinking it was dye. Her things were around the same size as mine. I remember being so insecure about being "fat". I wasnt. Just most other people were quite skinny. I honstly loved how she stood out from the stick thin girl i always saw. She was just so very beautiful. Sometimew i fear ill never fall in love with someone the same way i was in love her. Sometimes i fear ill never fall in love at all.... The other thing was the way she wispered to me. She said some rather innapropriate stuff. She also kabedonned me a few time. It was one of the best things i ever experienced....

Anyway if i really really wanted to give someone valentines choclates there are 2 people i could think of giving it to, i mean i find them more attractive than most people and i like both of them a lot (also both of them are the only trans people i know irl so t4t agenda) . However it probably would be too weird so i guess not. Although i could do one of them (mutual friend mentioned earlier) if i done it anonmously....

ugh this is cringe

#Vent #?maybe i guess #Yeah ig just to be safe.#Valentines day just means so much yet so little to me #🌼

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midnightsorrowsworld · 5 months

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Dream Journal

15/11/2023

Before i write and tell you my dream. I want to let you know if i sholat istikharah regulary for several few days. I seek for Allah's guide to help me healed, i raised my hand and told Him to enlighted me, and give me a sign thru my dream. I asked Him if you're right for me, right for my akhirat, right to polish up my faith to Allah hence give me a sign with green or white color ini my dream, but when you're not right for me i beg Him to erased you from my mind sincerely, and signed me with black or red color.

This morning i'm alone in my house, i feeled so bored scrolling my phone, and feels so sleepy. It's still 9 am in the morning LoL. so i decided to take a nap (is it even a nap time? LoL) and then i had this dream, a clue from Allah. I dont know if this the answer of my prayer or just random dream.

So in my dream, i was in airport waiting room not sure but i feel like im accompanied by novi and della. And then there were a bunch of boys, and you're one of them, i ran to you. And you know what??? you're wear a green shirt !!!! yess im positive with my vision of you in my dream. (please god, is it your sign?) you wear your green shirt with leaves pattern print on it. is it green right? you always wear it.

anyway, your style look exactly like this photo but not wear the jacket. And anyway, in my dream i couldn't see your face, but i knew it is you. I knew from your jaw line, your skin, your hair, your neck, and your body feels like when you hug me. I ran to you, hug you, touch your face and see it carefully, hug you so long, and kiss you softly.

I repeated all of this activitites, i wont to lose you, and because i miss you, i enjoyed every second to hug and kiss you. I stare at you and i feels like you smiling back at me, even tho i cant see your face in my dream.

And then the scene change in bakery shop near the waiting room. i bought us some soft cake, i buy my self swiss roll cake with blue berry cream (tumben banget rasa ini) and della with novi nitip belikan rasa coklat dan strawberry . There are a long queue, and i start cranky, and the cashier girl give me a small tester of choclate strawberry roll cake to cheer me up. For god sake, this scene makes me confused, because i saw the red strawberry color. But the color not so bright (kamu tau kan jam strawberry warnanya merah bening, terus dicampur sama cake coklat jadi ga begitu keliatan merahnya, tapi teteo aja bikin aku bingung dan takut)

but i positively sure, the main color that i saw in that dream was your greenish shirt. I saw it so many times everytime i hug you.

And then its your boarding time, you said goodbye and you go upstair with your boys group. Not long long after that, it mine boarding time too. I walk to my gate, but the path was not good (kayak ga rata lantainya, banyak undak2annya) i feels like you come with me, and help me to bring my bag (LoL) and finally we arrived in an harbour and i saw a huge ship. (LoL i thought we take a plane ride)

Finn.

I wish my dream is a sign from Allah but im still have a doubt about it. And i will sholat istikharah again until i get an obvious answer.

#dream journal #dream diary #love #romance #affection

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hyperdragonthings · 11 months

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I feel like scaring y’all today

COMMENCE THE CREEPY (this my be triggering, it just some paranormal spooks, but dont read if it will make u feel bad!)

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I had always liked the cold. It gave me an excuse to wrap up in blankets, to complain to my friends about the weather, but secretly dance in the snow. Today was no different.

The dinner had been delicious, and I could feel the air cooling with the night. I said farewell to my friends, and they looked at me, joy fading to sorrow as they turned away. I frowned and spun on my heel, heading quickly towards my apartment. The long streets were lonely and black. Tall lamps flicked on and off above my head, hordes of moths swirling around and around. I counted the building numbers, looking for 566, my apartment.

I took the familar steps up the stairs, six long flights, and walked towards the door i had decorated with hordes of paper flowers.

I reached for the worn handle and placed my dark bronze key into the lock. The door swung open smoothly and i stepped inside, breathing in the scent of cinnamon and choclate and coziness, with a hint of-

I froze.

It smelled like death.

I looked around, plugging my nose and barely breathing, when i spotted a window cracked open.

I looked out and laughed in relieved horror. A rat had died on my windowsill. I thought to myself, how did it even get up six stories? Ah, didnt really matter anyways, I am just glad that i was something explainable for once.

Holding my breath, I grabbed a broom and slowly scoched it off the windowsill, shutting it fast before i could hear the sound of itś body hitting the concrete.

Febreeze was sprayed around the apartment and all was well.

Two hours later, I snuggled up into my bed and switched on the TV, turning on the Hallmark channel and watching drowsily as the cliche-heavy plot unfolded. I was just starting to fall asleep when my movie flicked and turned off. I sat up, annoyed and clicked the remote repeatedly. When that didnt work, I sighed and went to my window, squinting into the darkness to see if any of the fragile power lines had fallen. I saw one, but I saw an odd amount of passerby walking around, and they seemed farther away, even from my favorite people-watching spot.

The only other explaination was that the power box outside on the roof had broken. A large crash from above seemed to confirm that.

I grabbed my flashlight and raincoat and went out to investigate.

Upon reaching the roof, I found nothing amiss, but that strange feeling you have when your back is exposed to a dark room began creeping up on me. I started to hurry down the stairs (Were they longer than usual, and I speed-walked down the hallway, the red backup lights from the generator flicking on and off.

On and off.

I grabbed the handle off my apartment door and reached for my familiar silver key (This seems wrong) , unlocking the door when a heavy cold settled over my body.

I leaned against the wall for support, rubbing my arms and desperately trying to restore heat to my body. My head bumped against the number plate on my door, tracing over the worn Braille (It felt different from normal. I pushed myself up, and suddenly the lights in the hallway lit up blue. They had never done that before

I frowned even deeper and went to open the door, when my eyes locked on the numbers beside it. I only got a glimpse before everything went black and I was dragged away, but it was enough to tell me what I needed to know. Taped over it with a bright yellow sticky note, read three numbers I hated with a passion.

666

Hello this is my attempt at horror writing, let me know if u want a part 2, which will include explanations, and u decide the ending!

#horror #tw horror writing #by me!!!!!!

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liathgray · 2 years

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🌹🌹 (also I like milk and dark chocolate equally, and hope you have a wonderful day🍫)

The tires rattled under him and the floor jerked up to give him a solid knock to the head.

The yelling fizzled in his ears, popping and crackling like the shell was suddenly carbonated. Ed considered, for a single happy little moment, closing his eyes and letting sleep drag him into a dream vat.

But unfortunately, he was a little too petty for that and there were two people absolutely screeching right now.

“You weren’t supposed to say anything!”

“They were military anyways! It only matters that we keep this from civilians.”

for every "🌹" received in my inbox i'll post one random sentence of a random WIP i'm currently writing

#anon gets it #both are excellent #white choclate tho... disogsiting #it just tastes like sweet milk I dont get it #anyways thank u for the roses hehehehhe #blueprint for a dancing corpse #cece writes #anon #I need a tag for asks so bam

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jrueships · 2 years

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Shoutout to the wifey

#ngl i thought someone else was callin gup their wife 😭#instead of gup aiming the message at his forever boo #i was like damn.. jalen rlly gettin bold with it at practice lmao #they did just one on one b4 the post like #im not insane #but this is cute <3 #gup is a TOTAL french nerd i bet #has over fifty barrettes bcs he thinks theyre peak fashion #thinks france is the most romantic city state capitol country region land whatever #probably thinks that girl from ratatouille is hot #she is #look at him <3 #goin all out !!#super flashy but in an aesthetic elegant way #men who are crazy #top ten men who'd break up with you if you take baths instead of showers #is this one of them mukbang shits ?? with like u know #everythings chocolate actually even tho it looks like real stuff (iunno why im actin like choclate aint real) n they eat it hella loud?#i like mukbangs they dont make me hungry and i dont eat with em i just watch lol #anyways what was i sayin????#oh yeah i wonder if he ate this #gup #the gup/green agenda is Real and Tangible

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quackisinnit · 3 years

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What Dream, George, Sapnap, Karl, Quackity, c!Techno, Wilbur would get you for Valentine's Day

Note: probabaly the biggest headcanon i've ever wrote KDSHJS i'll only do this when theres a speacual occasion. sorry it came out so late!!

Genre: fluff, romantic, irl and in-game, gender neutural, they/them

Warnings: none

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Dream

Heart Shaped Balloons and Flowers

he would bring you to a fancy restaurant

like he would go all out

anyways

he gives you the gifts like before you leave the restaurant

he payed for the check

and he just stands up and says "wait here, i'll just get something real quick from the car"

you're so confused cause like

he already brought you to a fancy place?? what other surprise does he have for you

and he comes in with the balloons and flowers

and you're all like

"dream you're too sweet, i'm gonna cry"

"aww no dont cry D:"

when he gives it to you he kisses your cheek and say some romantic stuff

"i love you so much y/n"

"i'm so grateful for you, thank you for sticking withme theough thick and thin"

George

Chocolates and A Teddy Bear

you would both be at home

just hangin out

cause why go out if you can just stay at home an watch movies together??

he'd even make you pick the movie

which is pretty rare

cause in his words,

"you always pick the worst movies"

"wdym??? i pick the best movies D:<"

and while watching

he gets up and you dont really expect anything

cause yaknow he could be going to the rest room

and when he comes back,

he calls out to you, gifts in hand

"y/n,"

you then look at him and he smiles at you

"happy valentines day:)"

and he'd give you the tightest hug in the world

"aw george thank you, you're the best"

"i know😏"

"oh shut up"

Sapnap

A Big Teddy Bear and Flowers

he would try to plan something big

like a big banner with "happy valentines day!", lots of flowers, etc

but he couldn't cause he was busy:((

and a few days before valentines day he'd just buy you flowers

he planned to give it to you before you wake up

so he woke up earlier than you

he tried to make breakfast for you

but he was so nervous so it was pretty hard

like he would be trying to make you some eggs but heended up burning them on accident

in the end he just made you a sandwhich

when he went in you were still alseep

and after a few minutes of deciding,

he called dream LMAOO

"DREAM HELP WHAT DO I DO"

"JUST WAKE THEM UP"

and so he did

you were greeted with a very happy and nervous sapnap

"happy valentine's day:)"

and he'd give you the flowers and sandwhich

later on in the day you both went to a carnival and win you a big teddy bear in one of the games

cause he felt bad for just getting flowers djshsj

Karl

Cupcakes and A Teddy Bear

he'd first greet you in the morning by peppering your face with kisses and handing you the bear

"here you go love, happy valentines day"

and he'd be all giggly that day too

for the next surprise

he would make this a bonding experience

like you would both make the cupcakes

maybe even make a contest and see who makes the better cupacakes

and it'd be so much fun

he'd throw flour at you, try to mess up the color of your icing by adding more food color in it, etc

like you'd be mixing and he just comes up behind you and probabaly throws an egg at your head LMAOO

"okay so i nee-" you feel something hard hit your head and then hear a cracking sound

you turn around to see that karl has thrown an egg at your head

but it didnt break, it only broke when it finally hit the ground

"oh karl you're in for it now-"

you'd be throwing different ingredients at eachother

maybe even spoons and spatulas

"HA get recked y/-" he pauses

"y/n."

"did you just hit my head with a fork?"

"... maybe"

just really chaotic honestly

and cleaning up would be pretty hard

like there would be flour and icing everywhere

but the whole experince was fun<3

Quackity

Flowers and Song/Poem

he'd be stressed about it

like "will they like it?" "is it good enough??"

just lots of thoughts racing through his head

when he gives it (the flowers) to you

his hands would be sweaty

he clears his throat and gets a piece of paper from his pocket

and its the poem

he starts readibg the lines

(spoiler, its a joke poem)

"y/n, the first time i saw you, i pissed my pants"

"and i like ants"

or somethimg like that KSJAK

he'd just say stupid stuff to make you laugh

then after that comes the real gift

the song

this man makes his own song and tune

nothing was taken from the internet

like he wrote the lyrics himself and the tune

and he'd sing it seriously

when done with the song, he looks at you

"did you like it??"

"like it?" you scoffed

his heart fucking STOPS

"i loved it:)"

and he'd just let a sigh of relief

"dont ever pull that shit again i thought you hated it >:()"

Techno

Going on Picnic and Poem

at first he wouldn't know what to give you tbh

he'd be asking phil what to give you

"phil what should i give y/n?"

and phil would help him

"just give them anything, i'm sure they'll love whatever you get"

"but phil what if-"

he'd want something good enough for you

like he doesn't want to get you just flowers

it needs to be something better than that

but at the same time he's just too lazy to plan anything that big

so he just decided on going on a simple picnic

and he also decided to write you a poem

so you're picnic takes face in a large field

in the middle of nowhere

"techno, where are we?"

"you'll see"

you both to a hill where you find a blanket and a basket, filled with various kinds of food and drinks

"aww techno, thank you. you're so sweet:D"

and he'd be all flustered

"yeah but its just a picnic.."

you both sat down and just talked about things

and before you left he told you he had one more surprise

he reaches to the bottom of the basket where a paper lays

he gets it and begins reading it to you

spoiler alert, its the poem

when he's done, just like quackity, he looks at you

"did,, did you like it?????"

"i loved it techno" and you peck him on the lips

and techno?

boom, his heart explodes

"i'm glad you liked it"

he's so awkward and flustered brrr

Wilbur

Chocolates and a Song

with the song he just speedran it

but at the same time he didnt

like he made the tune quickly

but he took a long time with the lyrics

trying to find the perfect words

but it was hard

because you were so perfect and lovely to him

also cause you were always around him

and you might see what he was doing:((

obviously that would ruin the surprise

so he tried his best to keep it a a secret

and he was able to do it

soon valentines day came

and he sang his song to you

in a blanket fort he made

out of chairs, blankets, and pillows

the fort was filled with stuffed animals, snacks, drinks etc

anything you could think of, it was probably there JSJAJSJ

and if you had a pet

they would just be chilling in the fort

he sang his song there

after, he gave you choclates

cause why not??

he loves you so much so why not more gifts???

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siriuslystargazing · 2 years

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Under Your Spell

((Okay so i this hs been in my drfats for a solid 3 years so i have rewritten it and im back into writing again lol))

Song: Desire - Under Your Spell

Requested: Nope

Summary: the boys are in 6th year, James thinks Remus and Sirius are breaking up so with the help of his Lily Flower they create a freaky friday parent trap

TW: very mild Abuse, depression, blood, scabs, needing the toilet

“good godric, this weekend has been a total and utter disaster” James huffed flopping onto his bed.

“How so?” Peter Questioned from his bed

“well if you havent noticed my dear wormy, Moony has decied to camp in the libary and my darling Sirius is sulking in th astronmy tower” James stated matter of factly. “its a bloody shambles”

“well maybe we should all talk about our feelings and then make hot chocolates, thats what my mum does and then everything is right again” peter smiled at the thought of a rich hot choclate with whipped cream on top in his favourite mug.

“as disgustingly sweet as that sounds Peter, we are infact idea men and i have the perfect plan on getting our two love dogs tounge fighting agian”

“i dont know whats worse hearing that horrific plan or seeing you in your undwear Potter” Lily swiftly entered the Marauders dorms smirking and making her way to James bed.

“Lily Flower!” James jumped up from his bed allowing Lily To sit

“i think Peters idea was good, you should talk about your feelings”

“Lily, light of my life, flower of mein eye. i cant stress how that will never happen, so in times like these i have alsways got a Plan” James rushed to his trunk as lily rolled her eyes at her excentric boyfirend, he bagan digging and pulled out a scrapbook

“whats that?” Peter asked

“this my wormy firend is my book of plans, pefectly formulated plans for any and every occasion and this” James began to flip through the pages stopping at a section that looked like it was ripped from another note book “is what we need, this is a potion i found in one of my mums books its a ... well i dont remember the name of it but it will help, its was in the ‘make Lily fall in love with me’ section but i dont need that now” James looked over to the red head who in response just rolled her eyes

“careful Potter, anyway what does that potion do exactly” Lily moved over to James and read the pages of the book. “it dosent seem that hard to make give me and hour”

“wait you want to help?”

“of course, they are my firends as well and it saddens me to see them act like this” Lily smiled once more taking the pages on the potion with her as she left the Marauders bedroom and a stunned James Potter

“bloody hell, you all right James?”

“What a Woman”

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Sirius sat in the astonomy tower his legs dangling from the balcony as he took a drag of his ciggarett he smiled at the faint voice of Remus in the back of his head “thoes will kill you y’know”

“fuck sake why am i like this” sirius said to no one

He sat there watching the constellations paint the sky and decied to head to the great hall for dinner. Sirius hadnt really being feeling himslef for days and felt better to just discontect until he was Sirius again, but Remus got mad and said thats not how this works and well know Sirius was sulking in the tower and going to dinner he really wasnt interested in. The Smell of fresh baked bread and soups of all flavours wafted out from the doors to the great hall Sirius felt the pang of hunger and walked into the hall he tried to put on a smile and hoped it will work for a few hours.

“OI PADS!!!” James shouted from his seat neary spilling soup allover Remus who’s head was buried in his book, Sirius smiled and rushed over to his firends

“oh by the way Lily made this really cool drink you should try it me and peter had some earlier” James placed two bottles on the table infront of Sirius and Remus. Remus peeled his eyes from his book and inspected the bottle “why is it blue and the smell is god awful” Remus rocoiled Sirius grimiced at the semll but couldnt care less

“well could be worse moony, could be that awlful excuse of hot chocolate peter made last week, well bottoms up lads” Sriurs took the potion and gagged and remus shurgged it wasnt the worse thing he has eaten or eat soon with. full moon on its way.

the three Marauders sat at the table exchanging small convosations James satisfied that his friends are talking again thinking the potion was working, however Sirius began to feel drowsy

“pads are you okay?” Remus shot up from his seat noticing Sirius go pale and started to sway in his seat

“umm yeah just a little dizzy i think i might head to bed”

“ill come with you i dont want you falling down the stairs or somthing” Remus hopped over the table that James considered very out of character as he followed suit slinging sirius other arm over his shoulder and headed back to the dorms.

by the time the three boys got back Remus was dragging hiself to his bed and sirius was out cold, James was starting to get worried what if he possibly poisoned his best friends the only thing he could do was run down to Lily.

“EVANS !!! LILY FLOWER I NEED YOU” James yelled in the common room frantically, a group of first years looked at him but just brushed it off as Marauders nonsense “for merlins skae James What?” Lily stomed in from the Grils dorms

“i think we may have ummm oisonedpay emthay”

“What? are you using pig latain?”

“yes we have royally fucked up i think”

“ugh just leave them till morning and keep them alseep on their sides if they decied to vomit”

“but lily shouldnt we-”

“no because they will trace it back to me who made the potion so just chill it will all even out in the morning”

“Fine,” and With lily and jmes headedd back to their respective dorms “i still love you by the way” James shouted to lily who in return shouted “i know”

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That James didnt sleep a wink, he constantly checked on Remus and sirius who both slept like the dead and that did not ease his soul at all. when dawn finally broke Remus was the first up much to James suprise he watched as Remus went straight to the bathroom.

Sirius waltzed into teh bathroom first like everymorning but found his body was far more achey than it usally is, maybe he slpet funny but didnt dwell on it much as he was busting for a piss. Sirius continued his usual morning routine of waking up and washing his face he looked and the mirror “Remus get out of the way im washing.... my ... face..” and screamed for he was infact not sirius but remus

“WHAT THE FUCK JAMES!!!!” James ran into the bathroom to see Remus standing squishing his face “WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME!!!” Remus (who is infact in Sirius body) fell from his bed and hurried to the bathroom

“i dont know what you mean i havent done anything to you moony” James defended himslef

“see thats the thing potter im not remus im Sirius but this is not my fucking body what did you do” Sirius spoke his voice rising he then noticed his body standing infront of him and he was pointing at himself

“why are you me?” Remus Began

“i could ask you the same thing” Sirius followed

“you havent gone for a piss yet?”

“No, and its not like-”

“enough not the point or time” Remus looked in the mirror at sirius refection” James that drink you gave us last night what was it”

“so you know how you two have been well not so lovey dovey and i really thought you two were breaking up and wel i thought maybe if i used this potion i found in my mums books to make you two fall in love again” James began rambling again and all sirius and remus could do was look at each other then back at James

Remus, in Sirius body sighed whislt he pinched the bridge of his nose “and did you by any chance check this potion, like oh gee i dont know the name of it and the side effects”

James opened his mouth but decied to close it again witch caused Sirius, in Remus body to walk over to his friend and slap him, but before his hand could strike the blow Sirius doubled down in pian

“holy fuck what was that... shit” sirius panted cluting his abdomen

“oh yeah, full moon tonight and thats very normal” Remus winced he forgot and he was so used to the pain he never reacted like that infront of the marauders.

“so every morning before a full moon you go through this intense pain and not bat an eye or anything?” sirius asked

“well yeah, but ive gotten so used to it...”

“SO! remus you said we wouldnt keep secrets!”

“sorry”

“Okay Okay, lets stop before we do anything else we regret, im going to get lily you to stay here okay?” James said as he grabbed his Dressing gown and headed to the common room in hopes of finding Lily.

Remus looked over at his body, he was soused to seeing it in the mirror but seeing it directly infront of him he couldnt help but grimice and be repelled by his scars “godric im disgusting”

“What?! Remus dont say that your beautiful”

“Shut up sirius look at you” Remus guestured to the body he was in, it was infact a beautiful but he could shake off an itch at his back “look you amazing and why the fuck are you so itchy, i swear to godric if you have fleas again-” but beofre remus could finsh he saw the fear in his eyes and then the familer sting of an open wopen wound. Remus decied to take of his shirt and look in the mirror along his back were 3 very large stikes along sirius back

“Sirius...”

“it was a parting gift from walburga” was all sirius could muster as his voice shook, luckily James and lily came in

“oh my Sirius your back” Lily’s hands coverd her mouth as she rushed over to Remus in Sirius’ body

“Pads Why didnt you tell mum?”

“I didnt want to bother her, besides it didnt get infected and im fine”

“Its not the point! This is why i did all this your not being you and i thought you were breaking up with remus and i got scared i would lose both of you and...”

“James, Sirius and I are still very much in love, right?” Remus reasured James

“yeah im so in love with this dork that i was so scared to admit it i might lose him” Sirius began tears pricked at his eyes “i just.. well since running away from home i just havnt been feeling me and im sorry if i was pushing you away i just didnt know what to do”

“Oh sirius you blind idiot, you know you can always talk to us” Remus hugged his boyfired plaing a kiss on his cheek “oh this is very weired”

“your telling me, i know for a fact i may act like a narcasiss but this is. a little excessive” Sirius laughed, James and Lily laughed as well joining the two boys in a group hug

“See i told you if we all just talked about our feelings evrything would be okay” peter perked up from the doorway a tray of hot chocolates in hand “you never really needed to do this excessive parent freaky friday trap in the first place”

“yeah i guess your right wormy” james laughed sheepishly

“but then again Lily, how long will this last because as much as i love remus i dont think im ready to turn into a werewolf and i am busting for a piss and well boundires” Sirius laughed, looking over at the red head

“yeah well have you tried true loves kiss if not your in for a fun 24 hours pads”

The end :)

A/N: Thanks for reading, i hope you liked it!! i want to apologose for any spelling mistakes and any other errors

#wolfstar #siriusxremus #Sirius Black #Remus Lupin #the marauders #wolfstar fanfiction #pro jily #sirius imagine #remus x sirius #sirius x reader #marauders map #jily headcanon #james and lily #james x lily #moony and prongs #moony padfoot and prongs #moony wormtail padfoot and prongs

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retro-radio · 2 years

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Three idiots one kitchen

characters: Nicky, Mr Peterson and david the demon.

Nicky: *looking into the camera* Hello today we have three idiots *gestures to Mr P and David who look at him rolling their eyes slightly* and one kitchen *spins around arms outstretched*

Mr P: That diane just cleaned *grabs a knife and stabs it into the cutting board what David screams like a little girl at and says through a sickly sweet fake smile* So we are gonna try and keep it clean

David: I swear to whatever god is up their you do that again i will shove that knife so far up you a-

Nicky: *Slaps hand over his mouth laughing triying to cover his slip up* Anyway! we will be making brownies *grabs his apron* ok lets get started* dont swear either of you or ill shove your hands into a blender *Turns to Mr P* got that

David and Mr P: *rolling eyes* got it

5 minutes later

Mr P: * chopping up choclate and adding it to the bowl* David be useful for once and grab me a wooden spoon

David: *grabs spoon and hittin him over the head with a spoon* Heres your fu- *ses the angry glare Nicky gives him while hes turning on the oven* fudging spoon old man *smirks*

Mr P: *grabs his hand and jamms it in the draw*

David: You son of a b- * camera cuts*

camera cuts back on.

Nicky: You idiots i dont want to get cancelled *realises the camera is on* o-oh were back *stirs batter and puts it in the bowl* David pass me a egg.

David: Ok *passes egg*

Nicky: *cracks egg into the bowl and passes the shell back to him* can you put this in the bin?

David: *smirks and flicks some excess yolk into Mr P's mouth* eat that old man!

Mr P: EUUGGHHHH David * desperatly rubbing his tougne* ewww

Nicky: Ohh stop being such a baby your fine!

Mr P: *gives him a death stare* OK *grabs a back of flour and throws it at him* Here Nicholas

Nicky: *wiping flour of himself grabs a knife* I will shove you head in that oven in a minute.

David: *putting the brownies in the oven while Mr P and Nicky fight in the background* Ok in for *checks watch* 20 mins

Nicky and Mr P: *stopped fighting both slightly bruised and covered in food aswell as the kitchen* Well thats it we will see you later *camera shuts off*

Nicky: *ok whos going to tell diania we made a mess*

David and Mr P: *Both run for their lives in opisite directions leaving their aprons behind* Bye

Nicky: *grabs temple and rubs it* Why am I their friend?

#Oc demon #Not really a Oc cause he's in the game-#So oop #Nicky Roh #hello neighbor au #Help #random ideas #Im tired ok-

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blackcafeallday · 3 years

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day 2/8

todays goals are to run workout and stay under 600 calories

9:18 just woke up and logged into school (im in online school) i feel ok havent eaten anything yet

10:09 i did the bright side leg slimming woekout and 20 sit ups and 25 bike cruches now i know this is a small workout but im sick from the vaccine so if i dont workout again today im still calling this my workout im still gonna try and run tho

12:07: i cant run again im sick but anyway for lunch i had a slice of bread (100) with half a tablespoon of penut butter (40) and some tofu (50) =190 cals

2:21 i feel amazinggg i feel like 600 cals is sooo much easier than 500 anyway im eating a snack of 4 pickles (5 each) rn and let me tell you thesse are sooo good anyway byeee = 20

4:03 i had a snack of brookside choclate blueberries abt 210 cals :( shit i have familly dinner and i have to keep it under 180 :0 this is gonna be hard but im gonna have to really try hard

7:15 honestly am shocked my parent let me make my own dinner tn anyway i literlly and not kocking when i say i made 179 calorie pastsa carzy right homnestly sooo happpy now my day total is 599 :))))))) anyway i am DONE eating for today even tho id didnt run i feel better and will be able to run tmr and i did my best and stayed under 600 cals i call today a SUCESS! so excited for tmr cause i get to have 1000 calssss

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fluttershys-lament · 3 years

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Girl how can YUO handle dark chololate that stuff is so nasty imo. Listen here, get it, heres the thing. When im bitting, bitting down into my choclate i dont want it, I dont NEED for it to be bitter! THERES NO RRLEASON FOR IT. It should be sweet. If a cocholat is bitter or spicy or anything like that, its just not good chocolate. Ya get all that?

HDJQIDNDKA ok ok......

i love sweets, but not TOO sweet or else it just gets ew with a few more bites, so in that case dark chocolate is perfect 10/10

white chocolate is just,,,,,,,,, it doesn't feel like chocolate at all yknow 😔 djskdhkans

i dunno how to describe it, because it's been a while since i ate one, but what i remember is just my mind going "WHATS THIS NOOOO" zbajzban

buuuuut anyway, y'all like and eat what ya want jdkasnkazn

ive read other things in the chocolate post rb's like dulce de azúcar and idk what else........ never ate em but now i want to dkskdbsndn

#ask

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icewindandboringhorror · 7 years

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my favorite ice cream flavor is a three way tie between mint chocolate chip without the chocolate chips, butter pecan without the pecans, and rum raisin without the raisins,, and I think that alone gives some good insight into my general temperament as a person: vaguely difficult, scattered interests, unnecessarily complicated and overly specific at all times

#better thing to think about is WHY DO THEY PUT STUFF IN ICECREAM AND RUIN IT...!!#I am also one of Those People who HATES creamy ice cream or like actual ice cream tectured ice cream #i love it kind of half melted with ice crystals in it kind of like a milkshake consistentcy #or like how hommeade ice cream is like you know as kids when you make ice cream in plastic bags with ice and salt and etc #and it comes out kind of smooth and etc. but not fully formed or creamy and is more icy #so when i have ice cream i always fill my bowl partially with milk and then mix the icecream into it until it's a more melted milkshakey #texture.. and like i JUST want that texture #i dont WANT extra chunks of stuff in it #i really dislike raisins. i moderately don't like pecans. and I'm okay with the small flakes of chocolate in mint choclate chip #but i still wish they weren't there ruining the texture experience lmao #idk but i still buy them becaue i LOVE the icecream part of the icecream like... rum raisin and butter pecan and mint choclate chip are SO #GOOD.. i LOVE the flavor i just... wish they didn't have the other stuff!!!! aaaaa #anyway i was thinking about this because i have recently rediscovered my love for mint chocolate chip #which was my old fave #i think it went in order like... my first favorite flavor was plain vanilla because I'm Boring.. then i loves mint choclate chip.. then i #forgot about chocolate chip and liked butter pecan and then later on tied butter pecan with rum raisin.. and now i like mint again #but i was thinking about it and realize not only do i have a three way tie but addtionally every favorite ice cream is an #iceacream with the specification that i only like the ice cream part and want the other things in it to be removed and then it's like #idk that's a very ... Me thing... a good... summation of how I am when interacting with the world lmao #if i ever for some reason manage to aquire any sort of fame or riches I'll do that to #so the only frivolous things i waste my fortune on are 1. an entire art and design team to interpret and make 3d environments #based on the worlds in my dreams and 2. people who will make my favorite icecreams exactly like the original recipe of the icecream but #just without the annoying bits of chopped things and i will pay extra for my own private supply of my three favorite ice creams #now in Perfect Form #aka i would be like the worst form of eccentric rich person.. I still live in a cheap apartment and never buy a nice car or nice clothes or #anything.. i give most of my money to other people in some form but that i do keep just goes to nonsense #i live in a perfectly regualr cheap apartment building but every week a delivery truck shows up and a bunch of tubs of custom #made ice cream are delivered to me.. mysterious nonsensical thinsg are always being moved in and out of my apartment but #nobody in the complex ever actually sees me or what i look like... they just know i once ordered 400 inflatable chairs and #regularly get special aloe drinks air lifted to my bedroom window by a special cat themed drone

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drag0nalias0 · 5 months

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Earlier today at like half 3-4 (as in like 8-9 hours ago) i was walking to a stall at this market i was at(the lady running that particuar stall had some rabbit hide on her table, unrelat

ed to what she was selling, and i had to ask her where she got it from)

And as i was walking there, this guy wearing a green shirt who i didnt recognise stopped me, pointed at the sky which was dark and cloudy but not quite raining, and told me "Hey look whats happened to the weather, its because youve stopped smiling! Smile! Great!" something like that. It wasnt condesending or rude and it did actually make me smile.

I generally dont smile, i think, and today was a really bad day due to my period starting that morning and i had a horrible and almost constant cramp. Not bad enough to stop me walking or talking but it wasnt nice. I also dont take painkillers and such so the most i had was some chocolate a few hours before. I was walking around all the stalls for a good while as i had gotten there just before 1. And i had gone to a smaller craft fair in a different village beforehand, but it was in a very small village hall so there wasnt much walking.

I did sit down once whilst at the market to drink hot choclate, so hot that i can still feel the tingling heat on my tongue from the first sip i had. I had to wait for it to cool down for a bit so i got a nice little rest.

Anyway i hope that guy had a good day as he seems quite kind and like he actually wanted to cheer me up. Good luck to time

Oh also i won two raffel prizes at the end. I was praying to Hualian so i could win. I was praying to hua cheng and xie lian and the kingdom of xian le ( which i bow know how to pronounce properly thanks to thw donghua) as i done it the first time i got distracted by a really nice table one of the stalls was selling and i didnt win anything untill the second tine i done it (admittedly the first one i won was a fifty-fifty. However i think the second one was quite popular)

Anyway thanks to you randon stranger

#Post #Txt #Text #My day #I was also crying over scenarios in my head bc i was scrolling through yt shorts and stumbled aross a #Genshin animatic of the blond guy and the silver hair guy (one of their names is kaveya or something i think idk genshin)#And the music was “i dont know how you can e oect anyone else to love you when you so clearly hate yourself” and #Scenarios played in my head of my own fantasys and i legit had some tears running down my cheek #Anyway kudos to that guy in the green (i think) shirt. Genuinely made me smile for a bit #He just walked off after that #Meant to post earlier but i was a bit busy doing nothing

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its-3am-sadness · 4 years

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getting lost up in the past— this is what I found

Friday February 1st, 2013:

ugh..im sitting in third hour..i wanna cry, but i cant theres to many people..

can anyone really save me? ..no.. noone ever can.. i just wanna be happy, truely always happy.. )': ughhhhhhhhhhhh! i gotta go..

Monday February 4th, 2013:

holy shit that was a longg weekend.. i almost cut saturday.. i got a new razor & everythingg.. Jake told me to go chuck itt in the snow, soo i did, but then on sunday i went & found itt.. soo i have itt in my ipod case like my other one.

I stayed up till 3 saturday nightt watching 'Enchanted' i love that movie now (: and i sent Jake a 7 and a 9 page text.. he was asleep though..but his best friend is a girl & i have nothing at all against that, i don't have a reason to hate her at all, i havent even met her, but i still am so super jealous.. i hate that they hang out and slepover together and i dont know, i trust him.. but look what happend with the last guy, i trusted him with all my heart, i never thought he would cheat on me and he ended up fucking his ex-girlfriend and lying about it.. im so scared.. i dont wanna be here.. i was thinking saturday & yesterday how i wish i was single just so i don't have to be so paranoid..but i love being around Jake that i wouldnt dream of ending it..

Shawntay said i should tell him about how i feel with him & his besty, but i idont wanna be the dumb bitchy girlfriend who is all 'you cant talk to girls-blahh blahh blahhk' shitt, ya know?? So ima just leave it to myself because i don't care..

im really trying not to cut.. Tabby (my ex's girlfriend) told me that it takes 21 days to break a habbit & we both last cut on the 22nd, soooo we'll see how that goes..

on wednesday it'll be me & jake's 4 months.. & next thursday is valenitines (how ever you spell itt) day and i wanna get him something.. hmm..

my tits now have names.. right one is Adam & the left is Ryder (:

I love him, my baby. <3 soo much.. </3

Wednesday February 6th, 2013:

today is 4 months with my baby!! i love him sooo much. dude. <3 he is so amazingg. i just want to push him in the snow and kiss him and be crazy. i am crazy about him.. like super crazy aboutt him. <3 i dont wantt him to be taken awayyy! ):

Hunter said he was going to ask me out last week on friday on the bus.. god he's a douche.. he broke my heart so many countless times and just left.. and my ex. my good lord, he is such a dick. im sick of them both fucking with my head and heart. ive moved on and it Shawntay's words 'have a new life with a better guy'.. god i love her. i dont know where i would be right now if it werent for her.. <3 i love you shawny'z forever <3

Friday February 8th, 2013:

well..i almost cut last nightt, i didnt but i was aboutt to.. im not taking my meds, im just throwing them in a bag & ima sell them.. they weren't working anyway soo..

Im seriously so sccared that Jake's going to leave me.. even though he says he's not going to an yada yada yada, but still.. im paranoid.. it's just who i am... i love him with all my heart though.. ya know??

im diguesting..im a whore..a damn slut.. in love with a guy who prolly cant stand me.. im fucking pathetic.. why..why..why would, HOW could anyone like me, or put up with me.. i mean, what the hell..im a little ugly bitch. a fat, pathetic, stupid, idiotic, loud, sluty little damn bitch...fuckkkkkkkk.