listening to the loudest music I know to fill my empty and sad head
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I feel numb. No tears, no anger, nothing. Just going through the same day again and again. I would rather just sleep without waking up.
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I know no one cares but I feel so alone
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People talk about wanting to recover so that they can re-gain their old selves, their old passions, their old interests
What do you do when you don't have an old self to go back to and re-gain? There wasn't a 'me' before mental illness or if there was I don't remember them
When you start struggling with your mental health at a young age, it becomes all that you know and your identity can become distorted around it
Now I'm an adult who has no idea what they like, what they enjoy or even how to comfort themselves
What am I supposed to do with myself and how am I supposed to find reasons to recover when it feels like drowning is all I know?
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Nic nikomu nie mów.
Chuj, że masz problemy. Oni i tak Ci nie pomogą.
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I can feel it coming, the emptiness taking over, that void demanding it’s due.
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