๐ ๐ก๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ฌ๐ค ๐ฆ๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ ๐จ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐จ๐ข๐ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐'๐ฆ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ญ ๐จ๐ง๐๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ญ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ซ๐ฎ๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐
โ๐ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐโ
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I feel every fabric, every wrinkle, every seam, every crumb, any change in air pressure, any temperature shiftโฆ I feel it all & Iโm constantly trying to Not feel it all.
Yet when I have to pee, do I get up to use the bathroom right away when I feel that?
No, why?
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I do. Not have borderline personality disorder. That name is outdated and carries a stigma that causes people to assume things about me that arenโt even true. I have Emotional Intensity Disorder, which is what theyโre trying to change it to in the DSM-6. I do not want the label of borderline, I wish I had never talked about it with my past therapist when I was 18 years old. I was unstable back then. Iโm relatively stable now.
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The pit in my stomach is now a black hole
The way you make me feel is swallowing me whole
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โNow the television wants to know if I'm still watching
It's the only friend that ever checks on me these daysโ
- Citizen Soldier // Easyโs Never Been This Hard
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Empaths just know. Crazy how some people forget this.
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Well I watched Good Omens S2 and I kinda wish I hadn't.
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high, naked eating a banana while the shower warms up. i watered my plants in there. there are still flowers at the bottom
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guys. Gays. lovelies. i got LIT at my holiday party (take 1). now i have to cope with canceled warrior nun on my commute home. send me your fic recs.
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Things I was grateful for in January 2023:
Demi mid suede Keds sneakers, Glossier Boy Brow, LUSH Lip Service lip balm, Cookie Dough lip scrub, and Happy Skin face scrub, Do It Like A Girl by Morgan St. Jean, i feel everything by Amelia Moore, YES MOM by Tessa Violet, a ColourPop So Fly eyeshadow palette, sโmores cupcakes from Sprinkles, Thin Places by Kerri nรญ Dochartaigh, The Island of Missing Trees by Elif Shafak, insect posters by Kelzuki, The Overstory by Richard Powers, a weekend stay at a cabin in Lake Arrowhead with my best friends, a Frostbeard Studios Campsite Reads candle, playing Divinity: Original Sin II with my brother, Stabilo pens, Butterflies by Tom Odell (ft. AURORA), and The Mighty Nein Origins: Veth the Brave.
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the men and boys are innocent too.
we cry "the innocent women and children" to appeal to the masses, to try and force their sympathy, but the men and boys are innocent too.
I have seen sons crying out for their mothers, their fathers, their siblings. I have seen them break down at the loss of their families. I have seen them cling to their dead and grieve.
I have seen fathers cradle their dead children, seen them kiss their faces and hold their little hands. I have seen them faint with grief when asked to identify the dead. I have seen them carry their sons and daughters. I have seen them fasting to provide what little they can for their families.
I have seen men and boys digging through the rubble with just their bare hands, I have seen them comforting strangers, playing with children, rocking them, hushing them, even if the face of such imminent danger. I have seen them cry, seen them grieve, seen them break down into each other's arms, seen them be selfless, beyond selfless, becoming something I don't have a word for.
I have seen the men who are doctors refuse to leave their patients, even when they have no medicine or supplies to give them, even when they're threatened with bombings. I have seen fathers who have lost all their children pick orphans up into their arms and proclaim them their child so they are not alone. I have seen men and boys digging pets out of the rubble.
the men are innocent too. the men and boys are being hurt and killed too. the men and boys are grieving too. the men and boys are scared too. the men and boys are fighting to save their people too. the men and boys deserve to be fought for too.
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