#i hate that prick so fucking much

[lyriumsings]

i’m not even gonna stress myself out by attempting to seriously draw today lmao i’ll do my 1 hour of study and i’ll be lucky if i even get to play a game

[franken-shits]

Thinking about punk herstory again...

[daemon-in-my-head]

I'll never be over Sally calling her own son a dreadful child or saying she should've ended him before he was even born. I don't give a single flying fuck about the crimes he's committed (at least in this context). Nobody should talk about their child like that. And you know this absolutely vile woman probably told him this and much worse shit straight to his face. She said all that shit to a small kid that was presumably still innocent at that point. Aka, she most likely told her child it would be better if he were dead. Aka, she told her kid to kill himself. A FUCKING CHILD. And thx to the Belladonna lying around in their kitchen, I'm still convinced she tried to kill Gortash once he came back.

'Sold him cuz they needed money' my ass. You made your own kid, the person you were supposed to protect, pay for your own fuck ups and debts and mistakes and send him straight to hell. LITERALLY. FOR SOMETHING HE HAD NO FAULT IN. AND THEN THIS THING HAD THE AUDACITY TO TRY ND KILL HIM.

The absolute hatred and disgust I have for this fictional woman. I despise Bhaals A+ parenting, but this woman is worse than the fucking lord of murder. Imagine being more loathsome than an evil deity whose whole bit is goddamm murder and death. I swear to fucking god-

[zerootherian]

Old drawing or whatever but

Posting this image of the Abnormality that I have conflicted feelings with and how many times she destroyed my days in Lobotomy Corp or destroyed my Tiphereth Team in Library of Ruina

Queen of Hatred my lovely little PRICK

[flowersfrombefore]

Self aware king

[normal-thoughts-official]

i should be allowed to blast him off a cliff for this one. and i should get companion approval for it too

[red-ash-art]

you ever wanna just punch dokja in the ball for all the shit he does?

cause i do.

[raksh-writes]

Laena, sweetie, baby, my dear, you deserve so, So much better, Im so sorry ;_;

[faksyan]

Slowly going red and having smoke come out of my ears like a cartoon guy as I frantically mutter it's not that serious it's not that serious and try not to type five paragraphs about some dumb mgs opinions I accidentally see. idgaf about any real discourse why the FUCK would you say that. biting you biting you biting you i am doing so fine. this happens twice a day at least.

[keyh0use]

I look away from my phone in embarrassment every time I'm forced to read the word member in reference to dick

[frostycatblr-fandom-files]

if you're sitting there feeling sorry for yourself, wondering why no one's commented on your hiatus status(es), i'll help you figure out why

you're behaving like a selfish, entitled bitch. you're throwing a pity-me-party while you accuse people of favoritism in the same breath. like, no wonder your ~CoMmUniTy~ won't feel sorry for you, or interact with your bad artwork or your other uninspired bullshit when you bitchfit that no one's sharing your shit: no one wants to interact with that melodrama. there's better writers out there that don't cry about interaction bullshit.

you need to grow the fuck up, and maybe do people all a favor by not coming back.

Wow... thank you for sending me this present shortly before Christmas (Dec. 20th, to be exact). Real lovely stuff.

So listen while I break this down by section and say things later on that I don't mean:

If you're going to call me an 'entitled bitch' or criticize my content, you should really take ownership of your words like a grown-up first. You're welcome to those opinions, I suppose; but it means NOTHING when you send me this from a position of cowardice. If your goal was to hurt my feelings and upset me, I would only award you with partial congratulations, if that.

I'll concede it was a bit of a "bitchfit" if it makes you happy, because yes, it kind of was. I'll take ownership of that: I should have been better, and I wasn't. I should have been a lot calmer, and I wasn't.

Maybe then more people would have given a damn about me and what I had to say. Or maybe they wouldn't. I don't know anymore, quite frankly. I can't say I ever did.

Your point about "better writers out there [who] don't cry about interaction bullshit" is wrong, by the way. I can think of several fan writers (and I'm not going to compare content quality because that's gross) either on my dashboard or in fandom tags (many with larger followings + outreach than me) who've complained about lowered interaction these days at one time or another.

Or several times, even. It was largely and perfectly fine when they spoke up about it. Weird to me, anon, how it's okay when these unnamed and so-called "better writers" speak up, but not the little guys.

Some people are a little too comfortable telling those with smaller followings/outreach to just suck it up because interaction has been bad for everyone lately. Or placate themselves with excuses for why they didn't offer any sympathy to people who admit to struggling with feeling like belonging, or those wishing they felt more included. Noticed. Remembered. (Whatever the case may be.)

I mean I've seen who repeatedly makes the cut on these stale recommendation lists that float around… Your 'pool of so many talented writers/artists in this fandom' is more of a damn puddle. You'll have to fucking forgive me for just wishing to be remembered (for one or the other) and included in these little "~fandom enrichment activities~" at this point once in a damn while! Why's it such a fucking crime to you, anon, that I just want people to remember I'm here too?

I spoke my feelings about things feeling like a popularity contest rather than a true community back in December, and you thought that warrants calling me a selfish, entitled bitch? Telling me do people a favor and not come back?

What the fuck??????

I think you're something of a rancid tar pit for hoping to kick someone while they were down, or whatever it was you intended by all that. Did you get the warm and fuzzies typing this out? Did you feel good about yourself for choosing to be malicious to someone going through a hard time? Someone admitted they were going through a hard time between Seasonal Affective Disorder, and being upset about a lot of trivial stuff, and you thought "Hey; let's pile on!" was the correct solution rather than offer any kindness where you had witnessed a lack of?

It would be so tempting to stoop to your level and wish you nothing but ill on top of telling you to do me a favor and fuck off; I'm going to encourage you to learn to have a little more compassion for people instead and be a better person than whatever you are now going forward. May you learn to be kinder to people in the future, anon… You make the world a far better place that way.

[proship-anti-discussion]

Not All Coping Mechanisms Are Healthy

and that‘s okay.

I‘m serious. Developing an alcohol addiction is a negative coping mechanism. Believing you are a fictional character, creature, or other real person (copelinking, a otherkin term) is a negative coping mechanism when it’s gone too far. Physically hurting yourself is a negative coping mechanism. By no means are we wanting them to hurt themselves to feel better. We don’t want to see them hurt.

Insulting, shaming, mocking and overly criticizing people however does more harm to those people than good.

It can be triggering to be around that person who drinks a lot. It can be triggering to see people writing stories about suicide. It can be triggering to see people drawing characters suffering from eating disorders.

And that is okay, too. It doesn’t bring you comfort, no one should shame, insult, mock, or criticize you either for something only hurting you more.

You cannot judge coping mechanisms by how they help you or not. Some coping mechanisms, like self harm, are later controlled by therapists. With self harm, a lot of therapists recommend snapping a rubber band against the skin when the person sufferers from thoughts of self harm. It is still a negative coping mechanism, but there is a reason that people cope the way that they do. Stop placing judgement when you don’t know those people.

[nyekergek]

Netflix instagram is finally doing something. 😩

[writeronartblock]

(spoilers to Oshi no Ko chapter 161 under the cut)

...what the fuck?

WHAT THE FUCK?!

WHAT THE FUCK!!?

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!??!

AQUA YOU STUPID STUPID BOY! HOW DARE YOU? HOW FUCKING DARE YOU?! I'VE BEEN ROOTING FOR YOU TO BE HAPPY, AND YOU DO THE EXACT OPPOSITE!! YEAH YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT YOURSELF AND CAN'T FIND IN WITHIN YOURSELF TO PICTURE A GREAT FUTURE YOU COULD AND FRANKLY ALREADY SHAPING UP TO HAVE! YOU AND YOUR STUPID COMPLEX! YOUR STUPID INFERIORITY, SAVIOUR COMPLEX YOU!!

AAAAAAARRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

(full rant in the tags)

[bluebellhairpin]

I shouldn't be crying over a fictional character yet here I am. Shedding real world tears at 11:59PM.

[volivolition]

Idk if you saw or not but a new chapter of the fury of a shattered mirror dropped last night! I haven’t read it yet but I thought I should let you know 😎👍

awughgh HELL YEAH!! ive been away from my laptop for a while so i didnt see, thank you birdy!! :] this is the best news ive had all day hkjgh <33 excited very excited going to read it now <33