#i haven't drawn in a hot minute because i get sweaty just from doing that

[hedjblogr]

this heat is homophobic against me personally

doing anything, even sleeping, is nigh on impossible :(

[anashins]

Why Don't You Stay? || Jaehyun

“So, that means we have more time than just to talk?”

After a one night stand, you don’t know who’s lying next to you. Certainly, you haven't expected it to be your long term crush.

Warning: Mentions of smut

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Stretching yourself in bed, you slowly fluttered your lids open, immediately having happiness wash over you as you felt the first rays of sunshine warming your cheek. Today was going to be a good day it seemed, and you could relax all morning before you had to go to class by midday.

Seating yourself up, you tilted your head in confusion as you looked at the unfamiliar band posters on the wall in front of you. Had your roommate decided to spice things up or why was the wall not decorated with your own paintings anymore? And since when was the window located on the right side of the room and not on the left?

As you felt goose bumps on your skin, you instantly pulled the blanket closer around your chest. That was until you realized that you were completely naked - and that a male figure was lying right next to you. Suppressing a scream, you threw your hands in front of your mouth to keep yourself from making any noise, and you looked at the guy to your right with much distress.

He was lying on his stomach, his back turned at you, and even though the blanket was covering him up to his hips, you could tell that he was naked just like you. As your heart started to beat faster with each passing moment in which your panic only increased, you tried to remember what the hell had happened the night before.

“Okay, calm down…” you whispered to yourself.

You had never been the type for one night stands at all, only having had one boyfriend in high school so far. You had always dreamt of finding the man of your dreams in college, and by the second year now, you had nearly lost hope as you had been pining after one specific guy only all this time.

Jung Jaehyun, the sporty student every girl was head over heels for.

But being a lone wolf, he had never struck up a conversation with one let alone let someone hit on him. So you hadn’t even brought your hopes up in the first place, but had never let go of his sight as well, watching him whenever possible during basketball matches in college.

How come, a girl so head over heels for a guy she could never have, had landed in bed with another one so randomly?!

“Have you lost your mind?” you cursed yourself. “Have you turned so desperate already?!”

When your roommate had talked you into accompanying her to the next bar, you hadn’t expected her to be the target of a group of frat boys, leaving you all to yourself at the bar for the rest of the night. You had been mad as hell, and you were sure you remembered it right that you had left the bar right after, but looking at your bed neighbor, it apparently hadn’t been like that. Slowly and without making a sound, you turned to the edge of the bed and placed your feet on the floor to leave before the guy would wake up.

Then, you noticed a polaroid on the ground that seemed very familiar to you. Picking it up while still seated onto the mattress, you looked at it and realized the photo showing your art project that had won the first prize during the college’s recent annual exhibition - a painting of the night sky.

“It’s beautiful, isn’t it?”

You flinched and didn’t dare to look behind you as you realized that your one night stand had apparently woken up as well, the mattress behind you giving in as he leaned in to you. You didn’t want to face him yet, but his voice sounded so familiar, and it immediately brought you back the night before right after your roommate had left you.

You remembered leaving the bar rather drunk and having seated yourself on the campus’ front yard, angry at your friend for dumping you and angry at the world for not having played out your life like you had imagined, especially in the field of love. There had been a guy approaching you and you clicked well, which had probably resulted in you two landing in bed together.

“It’s my work,” you answered dryly in hitches.

“I know. That’s why I photographed it.”

No, this couldn’t be. You knew this voice, even though he had never directed it to you.

As you abruptly turned around, you looked into the face of Jaehyun - the guy you had always admired from afar but had never brought up enough courage to ever talk to him.

He was grinning brightly, having his upper body supported by his left arm propped against the mattress. His dark hair was a mess, and you had certainly never seen him that revealed before, which was probably why you were flushed red right now.

If this was a dream, then this was the right time to wake up as the memories came back moment by moment.

It had started with a nonchalant talk after he had shown you the picture you were now holding in your hands. Your tipsy attitude had quickly led your lips to boldly press against his after not even one minute of talking, yet he hadn’t pushed you away. As his dorm was closer to the campus, you had crossed the yard hand in hand, accompanied by light-hearted giggles, until you were in his room.

From then on, everything was a blur, but you still felt his sweaty skin on yours as he moved on top of you. You could also still feel his tight grip on your breasts as you bounced up and down on him, your loose hair grazing his chest, and his fingers playing with the strands in the aftermath as you felt his heartbeat against your palm after he had pulled you into an embrace and drifting off to sleep together.

You stared at him in disbelief, the color on your cheeks probably rosier than before. “I-”

“Remember now?” he teased.

“I don’t understand,” you admitted. “This picture…”

“When I saw it at the exhibition… I was so drawn to it that I desperately had to get to know the person behind it. But I’m not the best with words, so all this time, I wasn’t sure how to properly approach you.”

You couldn’t believe it. The Jung Jaehyun who girls could never approach, actually had the hots for you because he admired your art?

“What is it that you admire about this picture so much?” you asked him.

“Do you still have time?” he questioned back with a grin.

With a chuckle, you answered, “ I don’t have classes in the morning.”

“So, that means we have more time than just to talk?”

You didn’t miss the innuendo in his voice, and nodded willingly, but shyly.

“Why don’t you stay?” He reached out his hand and brushed over your cheek.

It sounded absolutely promising and you had no intention to leave this joining as a one night stand, one bland name among many others. You wanted to be more for him if you got the chance. You wanted to look behind the guy everyone saw and get to know the person that was interested in the same things as you, that you shared a mutual understanding with.

So you placed the polaroid on the nightstand and crawled back to the middle of the bed where he lifted up the blanket to let you hide under it. Settling yourself on top of him, he embraced you with warm arms as you placed your legs on either side of his thighs, feeling his hard-on pulse against your groin.

“The first time I noticed you as the artist was at the basketball match two months ago… And what I thought back then was how beautiful you were. Just as beautiful as your art. Even more, if possible.”

You wanted to hear more of these stories as you slowly sank onto his length, the bed starting to quietly creak under you as you repeated the actions from last night, but this time, fully conscious, your eyes never leaving his that looked back at you with a gaze filled with admiration.

And something gave you the feeling that this was the exact same gaze that he had been wearing the night before as well.