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#i hope this isn't too shitty 😩
jackharlou · 2 years
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Can you write something where Jack and reader get into an argument (try not to make him unrealistically harsh) but the reader starts crying and Jack feels bad so he goes out and buys her flowers and a gift and she’s emotional about it because nobody has ever done that before
"but why is he texting you?" - Jack asked raising his voice a tiny bit.
He wasn't the jealous type, but he had his insecurities when it comes to being in a relationship, specially knowing that there are guys who are into you and that are able to be close to you, something he couldn't do all the time due to his work.
"Jack, we go to the same class. We have to make an essay that we need to send as soon as possible, that's why he's texting me"
"out of all the people in that class, you two got paired together, that's funny" - he was getting more and more into your nerves with each word that came from his mouth.
"If you have an issue with that then go talk to my professor, he did the pairing, and even if we had the chance to do it ourselves, I would have chosen him. He's a great friend and an even better student, yes, he did wrong when he kissed me but he didn't know I'm in a relationship. Besides, being paired with him is something I could use because I've missed so many lessons because I'm following my stubborn boyfriend around all the time"
"now it's my fault? I never asked you to follow me" - he said with a sarcastic laugh.
"you're right, I'm the stupid one. What an idiot, chasing a man that will never put an ounce of his trust in me because he has fucked so many relationships that he thinks every girl he meets will do the same to him" - at this point you were tired of fighting with him, so you stood, grabbing everything you brought with you to the studio.
"where are you going? I'm guessing to meet with him"
You turned before opening the door, and with tears falling down from your eyes you said - "actually, I am. I'm going to finish my homework and go home, alone, because I don't want to be with anyone tonight, that includes you. I love you Jack, so fucking bad, and because I love you it hurts me that you can't trust me. I don't think I've ever given you reasons to doubt me or us, but if you really feel like I'm not trustworthy or loyal to you then let's just end this here, because I'm not going to live fighting against a wall that keeps closing on me" - when he noticed things could end there because of his insecurities, he stood, walking towards you, maybe to hold you and say sorry, but you wouldn't know because you stopped him before he could get closer - "have a good night"
His heart broke when he realized he could lose you over a stupid thought, but it was too late to run behind you because the team entered the studio, ready to work, but he promised himself he would fix his mess, including his insecurities.
So, later that night you were alone in bed, scrolling through your Instagram app when you heard your ring bell. When you opened the door the first thing you saw was a huge bouquet of flowers covering the face of the person holding it, but you didn't need to see it to know who it was.
"I thought I said I wanted to be alone" - you said harshly, making him feel so small, even though he was way bigger than you.
"I know, but I couldn't let this go for longer. I fucked up, and I'm so so sorry" - he said giving you that puppy look you couldn't resist - "can we please talk? I'll leave as soon as you want me to"
You thought about it for a second, you didn't want to hear him, in all honesty, but you also knew that a successful relationship is based in many things, including communication, so you just moved to the side and let him come in, closing the door behind him.
"give me that" - you basically snatched the flowers from his hands. You were mad at him but you couldn't deny the flowers were insanely beautiful. You found a vase to put them in and after filling it with water, you placed them in your living room. You sat on your couch and got comfortable - "I'm all ears"
He sat right next to you, leaving some space in between to not over step your boundaries - "I'm sorry. I truly am. I trust you, but you're right, I have fucked so many girls and relationships that I know karma is going to get me at some point and fuck me where it hurts the most and you are the only person that could hurt me. I also get jealous because you have all this friends, male friends, that get to be with you, take you out for dinner or drinks, or take you to the movies. They can do things with you that I can't do because I can't do normal things or I'm just not here. I feel at some point you'll get tired of waiting or following me and will fall for someone who can give you what you deserve"
You did see where he was coming from and you somehow understood him - "I don't want to sound mean, but that's a you problem, not mine, so stop making me look and feel like the villain, like the issue, when I know I'm not. I'm not your personal karma, Jack. I love you, only you. I love you with the crazy schedule and little time you have. I love you with your hectic life and career. I would trade all the silly dates for just a night in with you because I don't care where we are, what we are doing or who we are with, I only care about you. I don't care if you have a dollar or a million, I will love you the same. I truly don't know how to make you see that I'm here for you, that I love you, that I see you in my future"
"you're right. It's not you, it's something I have to work on"
"and I'm here to help with that, but please don't throw it on me, because I would never do anything in purpose to hurt you"
"can I kiss you?" - he asked, being respectful of the distance you clearly wanted between you two. You nodded, making him move slowly, cup your face between his hands and placing his soft lips on yours - "I love you like I've never loved anyone in my entire life"
You pulled him closer towards you, hugging his body and burying your face on his neck - "I love you too, Jack, I do hope you understand one day how much"
He pulled back, taking out a little box from the pocket of his jacket - "don't panic" - he said laughing after seeing how wide your eyes got. He opened the box for you, revealing a tiny ring with the letter J on it, formed with little and very shiny diamonds - "I want to give you this as a sign of me making a promise to you; I promise to give all of me to you, the good and the bad, and I promise to work hard on turning the bad into something I can learn and grow from. Maybe it's too soon but I also promise to replace this ring with something bigger and more meaningful one day"
It was your turn now to cup his face on your hands and kiss him while a few tears fell down your cheeks.
"you don't like it?" - he asked a little scared.
"no, no. It's not that" - you said caressing his cheek with one hand and holding his free hand with the other - "I never had someone put this much effort for me and it just feels good. It feels good to notice the way someone loves you"
"it does" - he whispered on your lips, before kissing you again. He could truly feel how much you loved him, something that made him love you even harder. The rest was something he knew he could work on and fix. You deserved him growing and being a better and more mature partner and he was going to give you that.
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borathae · 1 year
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Hello Sibi💜 I hope this isn't rude, but I recently found out that I'm a domme and that I love pegging 😭 I never did it in real life and I really want to do it but as for now I only think about it and read stories about it because I don't have anyone in real life😭😭 I haven't followed you for long, but I saw in the horniest stories ask that you wrote about pegging and now I wanted to ask you if you mabye could write a masterlist about all the pegging stories you wrote? Or were these the only ones you wrote? I'm sorry if this is rude and you don't have to do it if you don't want to 😭 I'm sorry and I really love your stories even if I haven't read a lot of them yet becuase I'm new 😭💜
You aren't rude at all my love!! 💜 also omfg jfsd biggest mood fjadjf my single ass can relate so fucking hard 😔💔
You came to the right place fajdfja I wrote way too much pegging smut fajdfja get ready for a long list (*whispers* I love lists, you just made me so happy with that request) HAHFAHDF 🥴 also jjfasd they will be mainly my three bois Taegikook because I have a problem AFDFH 😩
Yoongi
Peaches in Bed
Only for You
Drunk on You
Yummy
Jimin
Stripped
Taehyung
Brat
On His Knees
A Regular Thing (feat. Kook)
Jungkook
Pegged
Wet Dream
Make You Mine
Peg Me
A Regular Thing (feat. Tae)
Five More Minutes
Creampies & Fishnets
Searching (honestly you gotta read aaol to understand this)
Two Months (aaol again, read it)
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Bonus List which includes them receiving anal, but it's not pegging per say. So for example fingering, fisting, toys, rimming etc.
Amazon (SJ)
Miss You (YG)
Crave You (YG)
Sanguis (TH)
Unveiled (TH)
Ridin' High (TH)
Cherry Popped (JK)
Double Ended (JK)
Deep (JK)
Disconnect to Reconnect (JK)
Bratty (JK)
Happy Once (JK, please read aaol to understand this)
Feeling Shitty (JK, please read aaol to understand this)
Birthday Boy (JK, aaol read it fadj)
Cutie with his Ripped Blue Jeans (JK)
The Games We Play (JK)
Punishment (yoonkook 3sum)
Ride (sope 3sum)
Worth Loving (taegi 3sum)
The Morning After (taekook 3sum)
What You Deserve (yoonkook)
Backseats (taekook)
Motel Room (taekook)
Reaction to Anal (OT7)
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gunsatthaphan · 2 years
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That Khaotung anon. The thing watching Khao take care of First insistently drives me crazy is about me having seen people be that caring about others when they're relatives and/or friends who are older. I have never seen any guy this young be this attentive and caring. Maybe it speaks to my experience but like!!! From the way he gets annoyed for a second before controlling it when F hurts himself to him rather giving his guitar to F just to uplift his mood or knowing when to step away or be on his side when certain ppl are present or listen to him natter off about the most random things or if he can help do his things for him. Actually, that last bit makes me laugh because it is what is called 'disguised unemployment' - more than one person doing the same job when just one might have done it xD I genuinely wanna know how someone can be like this so young. I know I've grown up around shitty ppl and was something like that till I understood the lack of kindness in myself but like how
Hope this isn't too long an ask :3
Khao losing a round and immediately making a cute pouty? face at First who immediately takes the cards and chooses to lose? Can u tell I'm losing my mind
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literally anons the more I'm seeing of them in that house the more I'm losing it djkghd 😩😩
khao has legit turned into first's personal assistant over the last 6 days, arranging food for him, bringing him utensils, helping him dress, putting cream on his face and then First losing that game for him like please what kind of married behavior is this 😩😭😭
thank god it's ending today because I can't deal with any more of this soft shit dkjghdf
xxx
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bluecrusadearcade · 2 years
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How do you get the motivation to study 😩
I don't-
Okay that's not necessarily true. I've had a shitty two weeks and finally decided to put at end to it today. No more 'I'll do it tomorrow', tomorrow starts today.
I always remember why and for what I am studying for. like grades are absolutely necessary but I never study with the aim of getting the highest score. Its always 'this information is important because this is going to help me save someone's life or help someone one day. It is absolutely a must that I understand and learn this with my best abilities'.
But that applies to Biology and Chemistry, not Physics which I COMPLETELY understand. Even though i sort of dislike physics, I try to think that 'hey, this principle, this thing, is ALL around me, this laptop I'm watching my lectures on is a baby of physics, the reason I get water from a tap on the 3rd floor of a building is a baby of physics' and so forth. I try to make the subject interesting by applying it in day to day life, which also calls for a great method of active recall btw!
another thing I do is I try to make my notes aesthetic/pretty, so that I actually pay attention when the information is being given. I also write little jokes in the margins related to that topic so that Its fun for me later on when I revise the topic. For example - I wrote 'Kabhi Khushi kabhi GUMS' in a big font in my notes so that I would remember to learn the dentition formulas and types, or i sometimes used words like -
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to spice things up a bit [ casual-ification of the concept helps me in memorisation, also please ignore my handwriting ik its not even average lol]
Here's a sample of how i take my notes- Pick a generic ink pen + Colour scheme, and then stick to that colour scheme throughout
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again, this is just my style, in no way I'm telling anyone to do this * just like me*, I have listed the ways that work for ME.
At the end of the day anon, Its not motivation but discipline that should keep you going. Motivation is fleeting and inconsistent, discipline is permanent, so I would suggest you/ or anyone to develop discipline to study rather than search for motivation, It has worked out great for me so far <3
I hope you take care of yourself too, because sometimes, what you are lacking isn't motivation, its just a lack of change. All of us have been in a pandemic for almost 3 YEARS now, and many of us didn't have the privilege of escaping somewhere or even taking a vacation ( I certainly haven't) so its okay to feel stuck.
try doing the things you love say painting, or staring at the sunset while listening to music to get you in a fresh mindset.
I hope this helped in any way! apologies for this being so long! Have a good day and happy studying<3
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unicat-w · 1 year
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I just saw some post about shadow and bone might not get season 3 and i can't, not when i start to like it 😭
(I haven't read the books)
Tbh season 1 doesn't interested me storywise, i was focusing on world setting and wow at costumes and stuff. Alina's story isn't something new, it's a classic this char discover they have great power, now what will they do next. For me i gotta feel for the character first in order to be really rooting for them but i was so confused in what the heck is going on when they keep cutting to the crows part. It's feel like two completely different stories... turn out it really is lol but i'm glad they woven the books together tho
The character that i was curious about most was the darkling but i personally from a country that ppl still can get kill from speak ill of the monarchs, so i was like "man you don't need to wait for a sun summoner, you can just coup. The king is shitty, just play your cards right, act like you love both grisha and otkazat'sya. Make all the ppl your ppl". The feeling of miss opportunity is strong here 😂
Now for season 2. As the first season tell two stories at the same time, so i brace for it. But i didn't brace for freaking four stories!! It's like alina gang, the crows, the darkling, and the jail. Wait i just remember Matthias and nina part in season 1 also feel like another story. Gosh why do they keep putting everything in an episode, it's all over the place, one minute i got immerse in kaz revenge the next nikolai blind me with his sunshine personality. Too much, just too much.
So i kinda love hate the ending. I like that they tryna give more depth to alina and mal relationship and i love the what if alina corrupt. But then i kinda hope they end like the book and those two live a life of ordinary, so they won't split one episode into hundreds of story again and just focus on maybe the crows or nikolai?
Then i've to go and watch cast interview... This is my downfall, they all are so freaking CUTE 😩💕💕💕 now i just KEEP THEM KEEP THEM ALL!!! Like can uncle ben come back for season 3 also? Maybe as a flashback?? Can they keep working together so we could have more interview and cute moments 🥺
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baekhvuns · 2 years
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Yeah, sorry the idol x idol, idol x staff, idol x fan stories are usually cringy and not at all accurate it's just not it...
I'd like to think my faves aren't homophobic and I think younger idols (4th gen) are much more open, but still... people are reaching for their own comfort but is it really worth it, is it fair to do so? Sometimes it feels like gay olympics "MY IDOLS ARE GAYER THAN YOURS" Ok???? Been called home of phobic by fellow gays so many times, I'm just tired of this clownery 🤡 I guess if you don't make gay jokes left and right you're a cishet homophobe with no sense of humour. Sorry but some people are beyond joking, they can't even accept the possibility of their fave being *GASP* a straightie 😭 maybe because I'm older and don't need to project onto people so hard, but I hope young fans realise sometimes the jokes are stupid and too much especially when they reach the idols e.g. Seonghwa x Soobin rumour when some bitch asked about it during a fan call, not only Seonghwa but Hongjoong??? too... Not to mention for people who belong to the queer community it feels strange they act like there are 2 orientations, gay and straight 🤨
Omg, yessss, I get it you're a sub, but calm down maybe djhsudisgsjahsysystw sure there's the "lady in the streets freak in the sheets" saying and looks can be deceiving, but just because someone is more serious doesn't mean they're gonna call everyone whores in the bedroom, also someone who is very cute might not be the subbest person on earth. But when I see hard dom daddy headcanons about an idol who is very sweet and sensitive and like 19 years old I wanna give up on life permanently too 😭
So true about kpop stans, yikes... or when they find out some Asian guy isn't actually Korean but Vietnamese for example - because of course they can't tell the difference - and they drop them, because they don't fit their Koreaboo fantasy
Exactly. Seonghwa is my husband but metaphorically 🤗
Sorry but sometimes you gotta kink shame when they throw it in our faces.
We all AWOOOOD bestie it was so funny, we were doing the choreography as well! They played Ko Ko Bop too among other Exo tracks and Peaches.
Songs were cool except for no Shinee :( they mostly played the newer ones, but some older stuff made it like Touch My Body and I Am The Best
Why does he look so sad in that hworehead photo 😭
I got some stuff too: https://twitter.com/hoshifan420/status/1526061356780294144?s=20&t=Y3IAoeD3TkgyljHVh7-ohQ - Oh to be his single dangly earring... new fantasy unlocked lmaooo
https://twitter.com/MAS_43ver/status/1526113349716430848?t=naTFWbOK1475PZys_05Hjg&s=19
Peak cosy boyfriend I'm uwuwuwuwuuwwuwuing 🤧🥰😩 though the prices What the fucjkcfjjdhsjs.
Some vlogs are so beautifully made even the shitties places look good, lol. But if the scenery is already beautiful on its own 😍. Bestie do not rob me I need to buy that Ateez merch. And I'm going to Spain soon (if only I went when Ateez was there 💔) - DV 💖
hihi!
Yeah, sorry the idol x idol, idol x staff, idol x fan stories are usually cringy and not at all accurate it's just not it...
YEAH !! it feels a little uncomfortable to read it in my opinion bc then i start to relate it to the actual idol x idol my mind goes 📉📉 whomp whomp
I'd like to think my faves aren't homophobic and I think younger idols (4th gen) are much more open, but still... people are reaching for their own comfort but is it really worth it, is it fair to do so? Sometimes it feels like gay olympics "MY IDOLS ARE GAYER THAN YOURS" Ok???? Been called home of phobic by fellow gays so many times, I'm just tired of this clownery 🤡 I guess if you don't make gay jokes left and right you're a cishet homophobe with no sense of humour. Sorry but some people are beyond joking, they can't even accept the possibility of their fave being *GASP* a straightie 😭 maybe because I'm older and don't need to project onto people so hard, but I hope young fans realise sometimes the jokes are stupid and too much especially when they reach the idols e.g. Seonghwa x Soobin rumour when some bitch asked about it during a fan call, not only Seonghwa but Hongjoong??? too... Not to mention for people who belong to the queer community it feels strange they act like there are 2 orientations, gay and straight 🤨
YEAH some are just beyond joking and sometimes these jokes can be harmful, it goes out of hand, certain media’s in sokor can manipulate them into destroying someone’s career 😭😭😭 yEAH that hwa and soobin thing, even the knetizens thought it was a funny joke but some pPl jUST LIKE TO RUIN IT TBNWBDMW,, YES LAST PART ABSOLUTELY a lot of my queer irl friends also talk about this misogyny and this pathetic lust kpoppies to assume someone’s preferences and deem them correct + def the new generation is open to it but they be bullying ppl or making colourist remarks 😭😭😭
Omg, yessss, I get it you're a sub, but calm down maybe djhsudisgsjahsysystw sure there's the "lady in the streets freak in the sheets" saying and looks can be deceiving, but just because someone is more serious doesn't mean they're gonna call everyone whores in the bedroom, also someone who is very cute might not be the subbest person on earth. But when I see hard dom daddy headcanons about an idol who is very sweet and sensitive and like 19 years old I wanna give up on life permanently too 😭
YEAH 😭😭😭😭 like some ppl who act cunty can actually not be a dom and vice versa 😭🔫 this whole assumption based on looks is quite wack bc it tells u nOTHING about them and creates falseness STOPPPP THOSE FRESHLY LEGAL IDOLS HAVE SMUTS UP THE NEXT DAY OF THEIR BIRTH AS IF TURNING 18 IS SOME SORT OF A PASSPORT TO SEXUALIZATION
exhibition a : 😭😭😭???
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So true about kpop stans, yikes... or when they find out some Asian guy isn't actually Korean but Vietnamese for example - because of course they can't tell the difference - and they drop them, because they don't fit their Koreaboo fantasy
the “not this asian” when they talk about anyone else who is not korean 😭😭😭 the way so many do the “oh” when someone isn’t what their fantasy made them out to be,,
Exactly. Seonghwa is my husband but metaphorically 🤗
EXACTLY!!!!
Sorry but sometimes you gotta kink shame when they throw it in our faces.
LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭😭 I WILL FOREVER SHAME PISS KINK
We all AWOOOOD bestie it was so funny, we were doing the choreography as well! They played Ko Ko Bop too among other Exo tracks and Peaches.
PLSSSSS 😭😭😭😭😭 MATE CALLINGS WITH THE AWOOS 😭😭😭😭 AAAA TO BE AT THAT CLUB DOING THAT AWOO STEP
Songs were cool except for no Shinee :( they mostly played the newer ones, but some older stuff made it like Touch My Body and I Am The Best
shinee is the main party ppl 🔫🔫😭 dj fr did half his job OKAY AT LEAST THOSE TWO WERE GOOD
Why does he look so sad in that hworehead photo 😭 I got some stuff too: https://twitter.com/hoshifan420/status/1526061356780294144?s=20&t=Y3IAoeD3TkgyljHVh7-ohQ - Oh to be his single dangly earring... new fantasy unlocked lmaooo
LMFAOOOO ??? 😭😭😭😭😭 the earring getting fancams wHEN IS IT OUR TURN 😭😭
https://twitter.com/MAS_43ver/status/1526113349716430848?t=naTFWbOK1475PZys_05Hjg&s=19 Peak cosy boyfriend I'm uwuwuwuwuuwwuwuing 🤧🥰😩 though the prices What the fucjkcfjjdhsjs.
may or may not have created etl au bc of these pictures <3 GDAKDHWK NO BC WHYS IT SO EXPENSIVE???? AND THE KQ SHIPPING TOTAL?? LORD HAVE MERCY
Some vlogs are so beautifully made even the shitties places look good, lol. But if the scenery is already beautiful on its own 😍. Bestie do not rob me I need to buy that Ateez merch. And I'm going to Spain soon (if only I went when Ateez was there 💔) - DV 💖
FRRRRR so so pretty,,, UR GOING SPAIN 👁👄👁 BESTIE VIDEO IT !!!! id ROB U OFF THE MERCHES THEN FBENDH
THE SPACE COWBOY HONGJOONG PHOTOS I DROPPED MY YOGHURT??? 😵😍 They released them right after I talked about space pirates Ateez?! I will not be alive after Seonghwa's photos drop because LONG-ISH HAIRED PRINCE HWA?! GOOD FUCKING BYEEEEEEE. I mean the other previews are giving prince but Hongjoong is a cowboy 🤔 - DV 💖
NOT THE YOGHURT 😭😭🤚🏼 PLS LITERALLY HIS HAIR 😩😩😩 LONG HAIRED HWA >>>>> GDKWHDWK PRINCE HWA AU WHEN WHEN WHEN,, hongjoong cowboy au coming to ur local theatres in your dreams <3
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choke-me-eddie · 3 years
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30 for levi pls 😩😩😩😩 ilysm mom, you're hella talented. if you don't want to do this/feel too pressured, then by all means ignore it!
Ohhh my baby ilysm too!!!! Thank you for requesting this, I hope I've done it justice!!!
cw: smut, pissy and dom! Levi, unprotected sex (don't be silly, wrap your willy), swearing because duh Levi, use of princess as a pet name, Levi has his hand over the reader's mouth
I write on my phone so there may be some layout issues, for which I apologise!! This isn't beta read before posting 🥺
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30. We have to be quiet, can you do that for me, princess?
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Levi was pissed.
In fact, he was livid.
Today was a rare day off for the Scouts, and boy weren't you taking advantage of that. Gone was the conservative military uniform and now your body was adorned in a white low cut, off the shoulder bardot top and a loose, floaty, actually quite see through cream skirt that clung to your every curve when a gentle breeze ruffled it. A sliver of stomach was visible where the hem of the top didn't quite meet the waistband of your skirt, and your hair was spilling down your neck, shoulders and back in loose curls.
You were breathtaking, and Levi wasn't the only person to know it. He glared daggers at every single one of the little shits that ogled you as you returned to the bar to order another round of drinks for you all. Levi didn't event want to be here, but you and that damn shitty glasses Hange had convinced him to join you. Fuck, he couldn't say no to you, but at this point in time he'd rather be in his quarters, with you on your knees for him, bringing you orgasm after orgasm until your cheeks were stained with tears of pleasure and your voice was hoarse from endless cries of esctasy.
But here he was instead, watching a load of just legal shits drink their body weight in booze and eye fuck you as you laughed and joked with your friends.
And he was mad about it.
But the thing that pissed him off the most was how fucking good you looked. The outfit you were wearing, although simple, may as well have been lingerie and suspenders to Levi. The top accentuated your waist, and pushed your tits up and in so it enhanced your cleavage.
And the skirt, fuck, the skirt! Flaring beautifully outward from your hips, the silhouette of your long legs that wrapped around Levi's hips as he pounded you into his mattress the night before just about visible whenever you walked past the open window of the bar. And god, when a breeze blew in Levi had to grit his teeth together to stop him from leaping over the tables and taking you there and then, because the way the material clung to the swell of your ass as you bent over the table to deal out drinks had his cock half hard and desperate to break out of his pants.
He had to have you. And he had to have you now.
As he stood up, your eyes met his. With a subtle tilt of his jaw toward the bathrooms, you immediately knew what he meant. Luckily, the others were so engrossed in their drinks and their merriment, nobody really noticed you and Levi heading back to the bathrooms together. Your cheeks flushed and immediately your core began to throb as you trailed behind him.
Suddenly he came to a stop, spotting a supply closet. He opened the door and yanked you inside by your arm, making you squeak in suprise.
"Levi!" The door slammed behind you as your lover crushed his lips against yours. You let out a moan, sinking into the kiss and wrapping your arms around his neck. He groaned against your lips, pushing you up against the wall. He rolled his hips against yours, letting you feel the effect you had on him. Without breaking the kiss, he lifted you up, allowing you to wrap your legs around his waist. Thanks to all those years of military service, Levi's body was just a slab of pure muscle, and he was able to hold you up in one arm with ease, allowing his free hand to roam up your leg and under your skirt, pulling your panties to the side and sliding a finger into you, making you shiver and moan loudly against his mouth.
"You're soaked already," he chuckled, smirking against your lips, pushing another finger into you and curling them to find that one particular spot. He finds it within seconds, fucking his fingers into you at a relentless pace. "Do you have any idea how badly I've wanted to just bend you over the bar today?"
"L-Levi!" You whine, as his thumb grazes your puffy clit. "Levi, please, I need you, I need your cock!"
"Hmm? Tch, I don't think you deserve it really, but I've been waiting too long for this," he grunts, pulling his fingers from you and sucking your juices from them. "Fuck, you taste so good, it's a pity I can't taste you properly right now." He quickly undoes his belt and pants, pulling them and his underwear down, fisting his cock before lining up with your eager, dripping pussy. You whimper and try to roll your hips forward, but he holds you in place.
"Levi, please! Fuck me!" You cry out, eyes widening in surprise as he clamps a hand over your mouth at the same time as he drives his cock into you, fully sheathing himself in your tight heat.
"Surely you don't want all your friends out there to hear you, hmm? We have to be quiet, can you do that for me, princess?"
You shiver and nod, your eyes flicking up to meet his steel grey ones. He rolled his hips, dragging his cock out and back in to you, making you moan against the palm of his hand, the sound muffled as your eyes rolled back into your head. "Good girl, you're so good for me, fuck, look at you, taking me so well..."
His cock grazes your G spot and your mouth falls open against his hand, drool coating his skin. "Been thinking about this all day, do you know how good you look? Of course you do," he growls, a thrust of his hips to punctuate every word of his last sentence.
"Phuck, -evi, pleath," you beg under his palm as he fucks into you, his cock slamming into your cunt at a delicious pace. The drag of his cock against every single ridge of your walls was too good, almost too much. As fit as he was, the confined space and the energy used to hold you up and fuck you was making Levi sweat, his hair hanging in his eyes and glistening on his collarbones that were visible under his shirt. He looked like a fucking god.
"Hmm? What's that, princess? Are you gonna come for me? Gonna come on your captain's cock like the good little brat you are?" Levi groans as your walls flutter at his words, his hand still clamped to your mouth. You nod fiercely, tears brimming in your eyes from how fucking good it was as the head of his cock bumped against your cervix, and just how close you were to an earth shattering orgasm from the man of your dreams fucking your brains out in a damn cleaning closet.
"Fuck, wanna hear you," Levi growls, taking his hand from your mouth and snaking it between you to rub your swollen and sensitive clit with his thumb. "Sound so pretty when you come for me, let them all hear it, let them all know who you belong to-"
"Fuck, yes! Right there! Levi!" You call out, following it with a drawn out moan as your orgasm hits you like a freight train, your body convulsing and your nails digging into Levi's shoulders. The shock of slight pain, the sound of your voice and the sudden gush of your pussy as you come for him has Levi following suit, slamming his hips against yours as his cock twitched, spilling his load inside you with his head buried in your neck to muffle his moans and curses.
As you both come down from your highs, he slowly places you down on the ground, allowing his cock to slip from you, pulling your panties back up. The thought of walking around with his come still inside you was enough to get you going again, even with the light headedness and shaky legs you were currently experiencing. You pull him towards you, kissing him hard as a knock sounds on the closet door.
"Uhh, Captain? Y/N? If you're done...the next round is on you!" You could practically hear the smirk on Eren's face through the wood. Levi growls in annoyance.
"Buy your own damn drinks, Jaeger!" He yells back, and then turns to you, giving you a little smirk of his own. "I think we'll skip this round...I'm not done with you yet."
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lsd-astronaut · 2 years
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SO i haven't written in a whole two months. like wth???? anyways, i know i'm supposed to be studying rn but you see, i've been doing so for 6 hours so i thought that i deserved a rest. So in order not to be rusty af for not having done this in ages, i'm writing a lil scenario with ur fav (and mine ofc) murderous bb💕💕💕💕
this is gonna be fluffy af even tho i write angst better bc i like to make myself suffer in my free time and everyone needs fluff in their lives once in a while
So, imagine you've had a shitty day at work (or college, it's your choice really). You feel like you've been ran over by a car multiple times (yikes)
As if you hadn't suffered enough during the day, when it's time to come back home, God decides to play some tricks on you by making you miss your bus and you having to walk home for like an hour bc it was the last bus too
When you arrive to the familiar warmth of your house, you see that it's empty and the lights are off
Which means something horrible: Roger hasn't come from studio yet! (insert a pic of The Scream by Munch)
This automatically puts you in a much worse mood if that was even possible
So you just throw your coat in the hanger by the front door and your shoes haphazardly on the floor
Then, you walk to your room and just... let yourself fall down on the bed (absolute mood)
You wrap yourself with the blankets and stay with your eyes fixated on the wall, and your back to the bedroom door
You don't sleep bc you're just frustrated af and understandably so
Ten minutes later, the front door opens and Roger comes in
"Y/N, I'm home!!", he screams yknow like it isn't almost midnight and your neighbours are surely going to bed rn
He gets confused when you don't scream at him to shut up answer
He steps forward but almost trips with one of your shoes which immediately makes him be concerned bc you're a tidy person (act like you are even if you aren't irl)
So he goes to your room as every light is off and he figures out you're sleeping
But when he comes in the room and sees you lying on the bed, he immediately knows you aren't asleep bc you see, he knows how your breathing sounds when you're asleep
He carefully approaches you and sits down on the edge of the bed
Meanwhile, you feel the bed sinking a bit but try to ignore it the best you can
Roger leans down and softly kisses your cheek after brushing your hair away from your face
"How are you, my love?", he whispers
You, however, stay silent
Roger smiles sadly and rubs your arm and cheek with his fingers (he is still in a sitting position)
"Rough day?", he hums against your hair as he presses soft kisses
You bite your lip as not to show any emotion
Roger, though, keeps caressing you like you're the most precious thing in the world
"You know I love you so so much, don't you? I couldn't imagine a life without you by my side", he smiles against your skin as he kisses your face again and again.
That, for you, is the breaking point
You start to softly cry and you turn around to hug Roger's waist who is still sitting on the bed
He holds your head close as he strokes your hair and your back, and he shushes you
"It's okay, my darling. I'm here. I'm not going anywhere."
Finally, after some minutes, you stop crying and move yourself to a sitting position
You hold your forehead and Roger chuckles when you pout "Great, my head hurts now."
"Then I'll give you a painkiller and some water, but you need to eat something. I'll prepare you dinner.", he says before kissing your forehead
He gets up from the bed and beckons you with him by extending his hand towards you
You happily take it and 1. He pulls you in a hug and 2. He accompanies you to the kitchen
As you're sitting in the table, he cooks you two dinner (imagine he can actually cook) and makes you laugh and forget about your shitty day by telling you about what they've been up to in the studio
hehe oh god i hope you guys liked this as much as i did when i got the idea😩😩😩💕
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breakup comfort||bakusquad (part 2)
PART 1
pairing: platonic!bakusquad x gn!reader
type: angst, comfort
warnings: toxic relationship (not w the squad), breakup, emotional manipulation, guilt tripping
author's notes: thank you. thank you all so fucking much. im working on the other requests ive gotten, too, i hope to get them out soon!! i hope y'all are doin ok 😩 love yall so much!
Kaminari Denki
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FIRST OF ALL Y'ALL HES NOT DUMB AND I'M NOT TAKING ANY REBUTTALS
he's not dumb, he just takes a little longer to catch onto things sometimes and that's okay (this is not a self-insert i mean what-)
when you first told him about your relationship, he was immediately supportive. okay, well, maybe he wasn't supportive of WHO you were in a relationship with, but he was supportive of your decisions. he wasn't going to say anything to make you feel bad or abandon you. no, he was going to encourage you to do what made you happy, and promise to be there no matter what.
and there he was. at your door with your favorite pizza, mountain dew (for himself, of course, he brought your favorite drink), and the nintendo switch he begged sero to lend to him. why? well, he may have noticed you seemed a bit down lately. and he may have asked bakugou why. and bakugou may have hit his head a little, ask how he was so stupid, and explain blunty that your partner had basically just cut you off out of nowhere. guess that explained why katsuki seemed to be holding back as many insults.
but nobody knew how to comfort you the way good ol' denki did. and now he was on an even greater mission to do so because apparently it'd been a whole week since it started happening.
when you answered the door, music stopping abruptly a few seconds before and your eyes puffy, he really put the dots together as to just how much it was taking its toll on you.
when he stepped in, seeing your school work untouched and your laptop open so you could refresh the tab to check for new dms, he got angry. you were more on top of things than anyone else he knew, and for someone to be completely digging into your mind and ruining that for you just... ugh, he almost went bakubro mode.
but he didn't. because he knows better. instead he put down the pizza as you closed the door.
"i figured you maybe aren't ready to talk about it all yet... so sero let me borrow his switch. i know you like beating me." he gave a nervous, crooked smile as he held out a controller to you.
he wasn't good at this, at feelings, and he knew you weren't really either. but you two, over time, learned that sometimes you had to try and get it out one way before you were ready to speak it. he wasn't surprised when you silently took the controller and sat on your bed as he set up the switch to display on your pc monitor. he picked Pikachu, mostly because he enjoyed how it would make you roll your eyes with a smile sometimes, but when he saw you not smiling, he figured he'd probably do shitty and let you win and then blame his shit gaming skills.
after four rounds with only the sound of the game, you found the energy to mumble.
"bakugou tell you?"
"uh... yeah."
"jerk. he took my phone as a joke, but when i started freaking out, he made me tell him. i... you were right, kaminari. i know you never said it out loud, but i could tell. you knew it wasn't going to work. that i wasn't good enough for them."
pikachu fell off the platform, but didnt even try jumping up to save himself. instant loss. "what?"
"i saw the way you looked when we were talking. i-i was so...clingy and annoying. and i think that drove them away. and you-you saw that, but you didn't want to be mean, right?"
"hey-" he ignored your character doing their victory move. "i know i'm not the brightest, but i'd have to be some weird kind of idiot to think you were the issue-"
"then what was the issue?! and why didn't you tell me when you-when you saw it-?!"
"you were happy, [Your Name]." when you went quiet, he looked and realized you were crying.
"i'm sorry. this-this isn't your fault, i just... we talked yesterday and they- they told me what i messed up on. but they won't let me fix it and-and i just..." you sighed, trying to wipe your tears away before he could see more.
"if i thought you weren't a good person, or you did something wrong, i wouldn't have brought you pizza."
you wondered for a moment if he was just joking to make you smile, but when you realized it was 100% serious, it drew a little laugh out of you. you leaned your head on his shoulder.
"yeah... yeah, i guess that's true."
you two spent the rest of the day in your dorm playing smash with kaminari showing some progress in the game.
this wouldn't be your last day this way. some days were going to be harder than others. some days, it would feel like there was no point in trying to move forward. on those days, denki showed up with some sort of mukbang-energy meal and a couple video games or movies. he never pushed you to talk. you would talk when you were ready, and he knew that.
he learned how to comfort you better when you did open up. he learned that it's best to let you deal with it at your own pace while also making sure you didn't just hole up and neglect yourself all day. he learned how to really be there, and he did his best to be as emotionally present as possible through it.
overall, 10/10. very nice, very chill and never brings it up unless you do first. and he never treats you diffetently, really. more physically there than usual, yeah, but he does NOT pity you or look down on you for it.
yup. he's good. i can tell. :)
Sero Hanta
AGAIN IM A SIMP SO IM SORRY IF IT SEEMS SUPER BIASED BC IT IS-
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best boy. no, shut up, there is no argument, he is the best boy.
he finds out after borrowing your phone to grub hub. (look, it's not that he can't or won't cook, he just... well actually that's what it is, sorry, he's still learning-)
he was on the app, placing your order, when w bunch of notifications of messages came through. you were in the bathroom and well... sero couldn't just put the phone down. he wasn't trying to be a snoop, he was just caught off guard. the messages, they were aggressive. rude. manipulative, and he wondered who could possible say those kind of things to his bestie, the person who was practically family at this point. he looked at the contact name. it wasn't their name directly, but the little heart by the name paired with what was being said made the picture clear.
after the spam seemed to stop is when he put the phone down. he hadn't finished the order because he forgot he was even placing one.
when you walked back in, drying your hair with your towel and immediately talking about how you'd beat him up if he messed up your order again, he sat up tall on your bed. the worry was clear on his face and you stopped talking.
"uh... sero?" you paused again, and then let out an uneasy laugh. "you-you messed it up, huh-?"
"[Your name]. I wasn't looking for it, you just got a ton of new notifications. But before you read them, I want you to know they had no right to send those."
he barely finished when you grabbed your phone, face fallen as you scrolled through the messages.
"no... no, no. this is- this had to be a mistake. they-they just left. right? and now they're - uh... they're just talking out of... out of..." he watched as you sat on the bed, staring at your screen. he heard your voice crack. "they didn't mean to send that."
"[Your nickname]..." sero sighed quietly and scoot to sit next to you. he gently took the phone from your hand and set it aside. touch. y'all's love language was touch and he knew it. he wrapped an arm around you and you fell apart, leaning into him as the tears started to fall.
"i knew i shouldn't have- shouldn't have kept trying to reach out, i- i-"
he let you vent it out. there was no use in cutting you off, no use in letting you keep all those thoughts and fears in. so he let you get it out of your system. by the end, he was leaning against the wall your bed was pressed against and you had your head in his lap. you were staring at the ceiling.
"you did nothing wrong, okay?" he started running his hands through your hair. "you know that. i know that. they know that. that's why they said all that nasty stuff." he didn't look at you. he knew you needed some time to brrathe without being watched.
"can you spend the night? we can olay on my console."
yeah. that was okay, too. he did spend the night, insisting on taking the floor at first until you insisted on splitting the bed which turned into cuddling. you appreciated that he wasn't too reserved about that, that he didn't make it into a huge deal or make you feel weird about it. you two didn't talk much, not until around midnight when you started spewing thoughts out like word vomit. he joined in a couple minutes into it, and that's how you two were for the next couple days.
you'd space out sometimes to avoid getting caught up in all the hurt, and he knew that. he went along with it, responding to you in a way that made sense without making you feel guilty for going on your rants.
nobody else really understood, but as long as sero did, it was okay. he also helped you through the process of actually ending contact with them. it was at whatever pace you felt comfortable with, and so long as you promised to let him know if you ever changed your mind or were having second thoughts about anything.
sleepovers. yes. you would sneak. you thought you two were so smart too 😩 aizawa knew, he just let it be because they made you look better emotionally.
1000000/10, would also learn to cook w you and y'all would make a fuCKING MESS BUT IT WAS FUN-
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So I have really bad body image issues too. I’m also not on the skinny side. That in no way means that you can’t feel insecure in your own skin. It sucks. I hope you know you have a group of people that absolutely love you and personally I think you’re a knockout anyways 😂 I’m sorry you had to go down that rabbit hole it’s not fun 🥺🥺🥺
TRIGGER WARNING AGAIN FOR WEIGHT AND BODY ISSUES.
I think it might have been shitty timing too. So I saw this kind of controversy thing about a song a tiktoker made called 'fat funny friend'. The songwriter had to post about people gate keeping it. Generally the idea was that if you're considered healthy weight and/or skinny. You can't relate and aren't allowed to feel insecure.
Generally if you're on the skinnier end or somewhere in between like I am, you can't relate to the song. I relate to more of those lyrics than I'm willing to admit but was being told that I couldn't because I am, as those around me say, skinny if not on the skinnier side. But I don't see myself like that. I'm vaguely coming to the realisation that my weight and body image, in my perception, is attached to my self worth by no one else but myself. Those who thought that way are no longer in my life. Yet it feels like the damage is already done?
Again I don't want to be like 'oh pity me'. I feel I should love myself the way I tell everyone to love themselves no matter their shape and size. Y'know, actually practice what I preach but I don't. I bought those clothes and wear more confident outfits going to an event or something to actually make myself feel more confident and build self esteem. Hell, it's why I make tiktoks and post selfies. To try and accept that my face is my face, my body is my body and I am who I am. Yet I tried those new clothes on today and and I immediately out myself down and was so convinced I'd have to lose weight if I wanted to actually pull them off.
I don't want to be one of those people at like fifty years old and onwards saying to younger people or even my own children that I wished I wore something when I had the body for it and was younger.
It just feels like such a deep rabbit hole that me just being nicer to myself isn't going to fix. I don't understand that part of my brain yet but I've been doing little things to try and counter it. I don't need it getting any worse when it feels bad enough as it is🤦🏼‍♀️
Omfg it sounds like a pity party for me and I hate it.
Silver lining, I got a part of chunky heeled boots and I love them. Anyone knows me and they know I love my chunky heeled boots. Had to get rid of my old pair after many years. 😩 It was heartbreak.
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MINZY IS BACK <3
University is literally going on my nerve rn, so i was pretty inactive for a while 😩
but i hope you are doing well and work is not so stressful for you, my love 💜
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MINZYYY SO GOOD TO SEE YOU'RE BACK♡♡♡
Oh I know how stressful and shitty university can get so please take care of yourself and believe me, everything's gonna be alright so don't stress too much💙
I moved to Denmark for a few months and I love it so much here. Will definitely move here once I will convince my sister haha
And work isn't stressful at all! I thought it would be but with lots of courage i walked to my boss and talked about how i am treated being the single girl in a house with guys so i got a very good promotion 😄
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