#i hope you had an amazing day darling because you absolutely deserve it!

[salty-croissants]

I don’t know if this has been done yet but can you please do a Plus Size Gender Neutral reader who feels insecure about their weight and gets reassured by Bullfrog/Rayman/Ramon that they love the Reader regardless of their weight?

Thank you for the request !

I always love to write about the boys being accepting of the reader and loving them for who they are , I really enjoyed making this ://) ❤️

Hope it turned out okay ! 

Details : use of gender neutral reader ; 

established relationships ; 

no warnings needed 

Bullfrog 💚

Bullfrog’s number one objective is definitely to make you see that you’re perfect just the way you are , and he takes this goal of his very , very seriously . 

< I don’t know … sometimes I just feel like I don’t look … good enough to be with you , and that scares me … >

< y/n , that’s insane ! 

You’re beautiful my dear , inside and out , and I couldn’t wish for a better partner . > 

< … are you sure … ? > 

< Of course !

Je suis sérieux mon amour . > 

Bullfrog is always watching over you whenever the two of you go somewhere together , and if anyone even dares to make a bad comment about the way you look or your weight … well , whoever they are , they can be sure that your boyfriend will react to it accordingly . 

< Oh hey - I recognize that person … heard them talk about me earlier .

… wait , why are they running ? They look frightened ! > 

< Well , I may or may not have had une petite conversation with them : just them , me … and a knife too for good measure . > 

< Aw …Bullfrog honey , I really appreciate you trying to protect me , but you should be careful : what if you threaten the wrong person and get yourself hurt ? > 

< It would be worth it : nobody gets to disrespect my bien-aimé and get away with it .  > 

Sometimes you just turn around to find Bullfrog staring at you with those big adoring eyes … 

He just genuinely loves to look at you , he thinks you’re the most gorgeous person in the world , and that thought never fails to make you smile . 

< Mon dieu y/n … you really do look wonderful , you know ? ~ >

< G-gosh sweetie … are you just trying to make me blush ? ~ > 

Rayman 🧡

Given how well known and famous Rayman is , sometimes you can’t help but feel insecure about your relationship with him … he can get anything he wants after all , so what if he ends up finding someone better … ? 

Well , if those thoughts worry you , trust me when I say that he will do all he can to make them all go away . 

< y/n … there is literally nobody else I’d want to be with , I want you to know that .

I don’t care what anyone thinks : you are the most beautiful , amazing person I’ve ever met , and nothing will ever make me change my mind on this . > 

< … really … ? You aren’t bothered by … this … ? > 

< Darling , I could never be bothered by the way you look …

Plus you being chubby makes you even more adorable and pretty ~ > 

< Hehe … thank you Ray … you’re a sweetheart ~ > 

He definitely loves to hug you : you’re just so warm and soft , it definitely makes the times the two of you cuddle together even more comfortable ^//^ 

I hope you’re ready to spend your days being showered with compliments , because Rayman is absolutely determined to make you see just how beautiful you are to him , and he will stop at nothing to achieve that . 

< Have I told you you look lovely this morning , y/n ? 

Even more so than usual ~ > 

< I can’t help but smile when I’m near you … you’re the light of my life ~ > 

< I could just hold you forever honey , you’re so soft ~ > 

If you’re someone who easily gets flustered … I really do wish you luck : 

your boyfriend is an unstoppable affection machine ;//C//; ❤️

Ramon 🖤

Okay , so this guy ? 

He will straight up murder anyone who makes you uncomfortable by mocking you for your weight , no questions asked .

Your safety means everything to Ramon , and that also includes getting rid of those who don’t treat you like you deserve . 

< Woah - what happened here , Ram ? > 

< Ah … sorry about the mess y/n , just finished teaching a lesson to some random douchebag who said shit about you earlier . > 

< I … see .

Are you okay though ? You look like you got hurt … > 

< Nah , ‘tis but a scratch , I’ll be okay . > 

< Hmm … still , let’s go home to get you patched up , sweetie : for just a scratch , it seems pretty painful . > 

Ramon honestly can’t understand how someone like you , who is beautiful in every conceivable way , could be insecure about themselves …

Still , he definitely does his best to comfort you , demonstrating his unending love for you with loads of physical affection . 

If he could spend eternity just kissing you and your pretty face , trust me , he would definitely do that … 

Whenever he needs to calm himself down after a rough day , all that Ramon needs is to lie down with you and hold you in his arms : 

it works wonders , and you can hear him whisper sweet nothings in your ear while his hands travel through your body … 

He just can’t seem to get enough of you ://) 

< Mm … y/n … you’re so warm darling , it feels so nice … ~ > 

< You’re my everything , angel … don’t ever doubt that , okay ? > 

< Can’t believe I was lucky enough to find you … you’re all I need ~ > 

[konigenblobbity]

Request: Out of Line [Miguel]

Miguel O’Hara x GN!Reader

Warnings: Angst, yelling, insults, sad reader, crying, cursing

—> [Hobie’s Version]

Request: [Anon] your angst is so UGHHHHH AMAZING. im literally reading every single thing on your masterlist. i need more hobie hurt/comfort or miguel or anyone actually idc who it is i just love your writingggg. maybe like they’ve had a bad day and reader tries to help but instead they get annoyed and say sum ab then being annoying n never shutting up and reader gets quiet after and stuff. although i’ll literally read anything you put out thank you!!!

A/n: More of a repost because I wanted to separate Hobie’s and Miguel’s so :) might even make a part two for this

Miguel entered your apartment, slamming the door behind him as he did. You could hear his heavy footsteps before you even saw him, he was cursing under his breath planning on going straight to your shared bedroom, ignoring your silent figure sat on the couch.

The sound of his footsteps made their way behind you, walking past the couch and you without another word. It was then that your anger turned to rage. He doesn’t spare a single word to you after not showing up to ANOTHER date. It was the same date you’ve rescheduled 2 times before, seeing as he missed those too.

You turned your head and looked over at him, watching as he walked up the steps. That’s when you stood up off the couch and walked over to the base of the staircase. “Took you long enough…” your voice causes him to stop in his tracks, he turns halfway and looks at you. His face was blank, clearly unbothered and indifferent.

“Oh… hi darling, didn’t see you” his voice was calm and smooth. It wasn’t what he sounded like that threw you off… it’s what he didn’t sound like that did. His voice held no remorse or guilt… how could he not feel guilty!? He then pinches the bridge of his nose and sighs “I’m gonna take a shower and go straight to bed. I’ll see you in a bit” he turned to walk back up the stairs.

With that you can’t help but scoff, crossing your arms before speaking. “That’s all?” He stops again and turns, this time making his body fully face you. “What?” He asks, and you picked up on a hint of irritation in his tone. He placed his hands on hips, and when you didn’t clarify immediately he raises his eyebrows and shrugs obnoxiously.

“Miguel I deserve an explanation before you just ‘go straight to bed’. Where were you?” Your tone was stern and you looked at him expectantly, waiting for his apology. He just looked at you as if you had grown two heads. He then let out a chuckle… looking down and shaking his head.

“Sweetheart… I was on a mission. I always told you not to wait up for me didn’t I? You could’ve just gone to bed without me” he looked at you as if it was obvious. Your eyes went wide and you looked at him absolutely speechless. He brushed you off entirely, assuming you felt bad, and spoke again. “It’s alright… i forgive you” and that’s when you broke out of your daze.

“I’m sorry what?!” Your sudden harsh tone shocked Miguel, his hands visibly lifting off his waist for a moment as his brows furrowed. “You let me wait for you for 3 hours in a restaurant, alone, only for you to FINALLY come home and then say that you forgive me?!” you shake your head in disbelief.

You rub at your forehead while letting out a long breath, hoping it would subdue your rage. Miguel finally processed what you said, his eyes widening in realization. The date… oh crap the date! His hands fall from his waist and one goes to run through his hair. “Shit… it completely slipped my mind. I was caught up in an important mission”

He begins to walk down the stairs, his expression a mix of indifference and exhaustion. When he reaches you at the bottom he gives you a smile that barely read as apologetic. “I should have called or texted bu-“ he leans in to kiss your cheek but you immediately step back, looking at him with an awestruck expression.

“No. Miguel. You should’ve been at the restaurant. It was your idea and you promised you’d be there” when you pull away he placed his hands back on his hips before letting out an annoyed huff. “Look I’ll make it up to you. I just got busy” he wasn’t even looking at you, he hadn’t even apologized yet… you felt your blood continue to boil at how little of a shit he seemed to give.

“You always ‘get busy’. This date was supposed to be you making up for the other two dates that you missed because you ‘got busy’…” he picked up on your irritation and immediately made it worse by shrugging. “You know my line of work. Things come up” it’s then that you scoffed, really sick of how he was brushing you off while you were about to explode.

“Miguel. I get that. But then don’t promise me you’ll show up! I’m sick and tired of you making promises you can’t keep!” As you got louder, not dropping the topic, Miguel became even more frustrated… his patience slipping. You watched as his expression shifted to reflect his irritation.

“Fine. I’ll stop making promises… seeing as they only lead to you yelling at me” he mumbled the last part under his breath but you heard it. You physically step back at those words, that’s when his eyes focus on you again, the lack of remorse in his gaze hurting more than his words.

“Why do you have to be such a prick… what you did hurt me Miguel, don’t you get that?! Not only did you forget, but you bailed… AGAIN and then come home and brush me off like I’m nothing” you weren’t yelling, keeping your voice low and rather accentuating the malice behind every word you spoke.

“Well I guess I have bigger problems than hurting your feelings! You ever think of that huh? I don’t have time to care about whatever the hell you’re going through!” The words spilled out of his mouth before he could filter them. As you process his words, your face shifts to shock, fists clenching tightly, waterline glistening as your eyes well up.

The man you’ve known and loved for years… who you thought you would marry, just told you he doesn’t care about you or your feelings. Not only that… he didn’t even hesitate to say it. You step back further, placing a hand on the wall next to you, as if to brace yourself. His demeanor shifting as he saw your bottom lip begin to quiver.

His eyes, having been heartless and cold seconds ago dropped into a look of guilt. His whole expression fell… his brows furrowing and lips parting as he too realized what he just said. He watched as you placed a hand over your mouth as your tears began to fall, softly beginning to sob into the palm of your hand.

“Shit… sweetheart I didn’t mean that.” He tried to approach you, arms raised so he could hold you. His heart pained as he watched how you continued to step back, slipping away from him. “D-don’t…” your voice was breaking, shaky with your heavy breathing before soft sobs began to rack your body. It’s then that you walk forward, past him as you begin to walk up the stairs.

He tries to reach for your arm but you manage to dodge his hand and rush the rest of the way upstairs. His footsteps can be heard behind you as you hurry your way to your shared bedroom. He continues to try and plead with you as he follows behind “Darling please… I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have said that. Please just let me explain” you ignore him entirely.

Once inside the bedroom you grab a pillow from the bed and hurriedly grab a spare blanket from the closet. You walk to the doorway of the bedroom where Miguel stands. Harshly you shove the pillow and blanket against his chest, causing him to stumble back a little at the strength your anger gave you.

“You can sleep on the couch. You get your wish, you can go straight to bed” somehow you found the strength to look him in the eyes. Yours were glossed over with tears and the only thing he could find in them was agony, his eyes began to well up at the sight of you so upset… especially since he knew it was his fault.

“Sweetheart please… let’s talk about this” he drops the pillow and blanket and reaches an arm forward, softly circling it around your forearm. You forcibly pull it back, wincing as you feel the claws of his suit scratch at your skin. Glancing down you notice the claw mark and how you began bleeding… Miguel noticed too.

“Shit you’re bleeding!” He goes to react immediately, trying to step towards you but you just push him away again, with both hands this time. “No! Stop it!” You yell and he’s frozen in place, eyes glancing between your bleeding arm and burning eyes. Your breathing was heavy, he saw it in how your chest frantically rose and fell.

“But you’re in pain!” He tries to reason but you just scoff. An grin crosses your face, it immediately unnerved him… it was made worse when you chuckled softly. “What do you care… like you said, you’ve got bigger problems” with that you slam the door in his face. He could hear your footsteps retreat into the bathroom.

He stepped up to the door and leaned his forehead against it… he could hear your sobs through the wood. They were frantic and distraught, he heard how your breathing was split as you tried to gasp for air. Your whole body overwhelmed with this feeling of misery and pain. If Miguel wanted to he could open the door and walk in, but he didn’t dare… too afraid of hurting his chances for forgiveness by doing so.

Miguel began to cry silently, when the first tear broke away dozens more followed. Burning a hot trail down his cheeks. He stayed at the door for a while, whispering softly as if you could hear him. “Please… sweetheart I’m sorry” his voice was pleading… begging for you to be the one to open the door.

Even if it was to hit him or cuss him out… He just wanted an opportunity to drop to his knees and apologize, tell you just how sorry he was for hurting you like this. After your sobs fell silent he called out for you. “Darling? Please… I know I messed up” he was met with silence but he knew you were awake… he knew you were curled up in bed hugging your pillow tightly.

“I didn’t mean it… I swear. I should have never said it and I should have been there tonight.” Once again you say nothing, he does however hear the soft rustle of the bedsheets. He let out a long breath and spoke again “We’ll talk about this in the morning… alright? I’m so goddamn sorry sweetheart” his voice was raspy and trembling slightly, his breathing uneven and broken.

“Good night… I love you” that was his last attempt and like all the others… he got no response. Slowly, he leaned away from the door, wiping his tear stained cheeks with the back of his hand.

As he did that, he noticed the slight blood that glistened on the claws of his suit. He grabbed the blanket and hurriedly wiped his claw clean with the edge of it, hating the sight of it on his hands. His stomach turned at the fact that it was your blood… practically a physical symbol of how he hurt you.

He then grabbed the pillow you gave him… his wounded heart warmed slightly at the fact that, no matter how angry you were, you still gave him a pillow and blanket to sleep with. He was about to head down to the couch to sleep but stopped, instead dropping down onto the floor and leaning against the wall of your bedroom.

He took a moment to close his eyes and steady his breathing. He then grabbed the pillow and placed it on the floor, lying down and pulling the blanket over his body. As his head hit the pillow his heart skipped a beat… in your anger you accidentally gave him your pillow. He was so glad that you did.

It smelled like you and Miguel couldn’t help how he immediately embraced it into his arms and nuzzled his face into it. Taking a deep inhale as his body melted at the familiar scent that he loved so dearly.

He slept outside that door the whole night, holding your pillow close to his chest, eyes not closing once as he thought of what he could say or do to make it up to you.

[yandere-paramour]

Today is my birthday! 🥳

Could I get a happy birthday from all of your sweet creations? They have made my day brighter for the last months and it would make this day even more special if they were a small part of it.

Also, here is a pretty late happy birthday to you 🎉 Happy birthday! I wish you the best in your future.

(Sorry, I've been out at a gala all evening, I hope it's still in time! Also for the purposes of this, you are Asteria and Jamie's child-in-law)

Vivien: Happy birthday Y/N!!!! Today's the day you were born!! I'm so happy!! (Drags you over to the table) I made your favorite, Let's eat together! I took the day off so we can hang out alllllllll day! What do you want to do? How about we have a picnic at the park? OR we can check out that arcade place and race go-karts, I love that place. Oh, oh, we can go to that food hall place and just eat ramen and sweets all day. Anything you want, today's gonna be the best day ever!

Noelle: Happy birthday, Y/N. Did you sleep well? Let me run downstairs and grab you a coffee, is your regular order okay? I'll grab you a cake pop too... because today's a special day. I made a reservation for dinner so we have until 6 to do anything you want. I suggest we simply stay in and rest but it's up to you. Anything you want, Darling. I'm just happy to spend the day with you.

Atalanta: Happy birthday, my love. Did you rest well? I noticed you tossing and turning when I got up this morning, I hope everything's okay. It's your birthday so I was thinking you might want something sweeter; I had the cook make waffles for us. No, not the protein waffles. Real waffles. I've got a lot planned for today, lunch at that tapas place, shopping, all culminating in dinner and that musical you wanted to see. We can do whatever you want, love. I hope today is amazing for you, my beloved wife.

Asteria: Y/N, happy birthday! I truly am glad to see you looking at home here. Are you happy here, my child? I hope so. Atalanta absolutely adores you. It pleases this mother's heart to see her child so happy with such a lovely person. I hope you have an amazing birthday. Please come to me if you need anything at all, or even just to chat. I would love to get to know my future daughter better.

Jamie: Hello, Y/N. I wish you a happy birthday. Thank you for allowing me to make your birthday cake today, I promise I will do my best. Are you having a good day? (affirmative answer) I'm glad. You deserve to be happy on your birthday, my daughter. I hope today is lovely for you.

[alotofpockets]

How I see you | Yelena Belova

Pairing: Yelena Belova x Reader

Prompt: “I wish you could see yourself how I see you."

marvel masterlist | Words: 500

When you arrive back at the Compound after working on a case all day, you’re looking forward to cuddling up with your girlfriend Yelena and spending the rest of the evening doing nothing together. You were tired after your long day, so you left the others in the common room with some quick hello’s and continued on your way to your room.

What you hadn’t expected was Yelena curled up into a fetal position, laying in the middle of the bed. You rush toward her, your body forgetting all about being tired. “Hey, baby.” You say as you sit down next to her and place a comforting hand on her back. “What’s wrong?” In response Yelena just starts crying. “Oh, baby. I’m here.” You move your hand up and down her back in a soothing manner.

“You deserve someone better than me.” Yelena says between sobs. “You are amazing, why would you think that?” You say, not at all knowing where this is coming from. You love Yelena, you love absolutely everything about her. “Someone who didn’t go through the past that I have had would be so much better for you. I have moments where I want to isolate myself because I can’t bear the things that I had to do as a child, the things I had to go through. You deserve someone who isn’t going to disappear when things get hard. My past has held us back before and I don’t want that to happen again. I want you to live your life and be happy and I am scared that I can’t offer you that, not every day of your life at least.”

You listen to her words carefully, wanting to fully absorb each detail that she shares with you before answering her. “Baby, you make me very happy, I hope you know that. Your past will never be a reason for me to not want you, I know what they put you through will forever be a part of you. You need time and space to deal with that at whatever point of our relationship, and I will always be okay with that. I want you to be able to process and heal, though like I said, I know it’s something that will always be with you. I will always support you and be there for you whenever you need.”

Yelena sits up in the bed now, the two of you are facing each other, your hands holding on to hers as you continue talking. “I wish you could see yourself how I see you, Yelena. You are funny, kind, considerate, smart, strong, beautiful, loving and so much more than that. You are the person that makes me happy, you are the person I want to be with for the rest of my life.” Yelena pulls you into a hug, and you hold her close, only letting go when she does. “You will always have me by your side, darling. I am not going anywhere.”

~

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[onboardsorasora]

Isabel (@rizzstappen) showed me this DARLING photo of Daniel (that I am going to hoard like a dragon until I write about it!) But I still wanted to write for our himbo disney princess baby

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

Part 4

It took no time at all for Charles and Lando to be endeared to Daniel. In fact, it took 20 minutes and a short explanation about why Sassy couldn't also be in these ‘passport photos’. 

Daniel instead made them promise to take 'passport photos' for Sassy because she's a good cat and deserves to get to fly like the birds too. Not wanting to be left out, Jimmy had padded over and chirped at Lando– a sound Max had never heard him make. And that's how Jimmy got his own 'passport photos' done. 

Now Lando and Charles were giggling with Daniel on the floor by the patio doors stroking Jimmy and Sassy reverently because before today the cats have never even sniffed in their direction. 

"It's because you move too quickly and smelled like a big dog one time." Daniel had said sagely, kissing the top of Sassy’s head, between her ears.

Charles' brow furrowed– he was still reasonably wrapping his mind around the fact that Daniel was actually speaking to and understanding the cats.

"You should go to Alex's house. They have like 12 cats, a dog and a horse." Lando said offhandedly. Which Max thought was the absolutely incorrect thing to say because Daniel's eyes shot up in pleasurable surprise and he turned those big brown cow eyes on to Max imploringly. 

Max stood stock still, he had been in the middle of emailing the photos of Daniel to Michelle and now he wished he could turn invisible. Was he also magically adept? How did one find out? Could he pee in a cup like a drug test or did they prick your skin like an allergy test?

"Max, can we?" He asked with a hopeful smile, a tender slash of his lips. "Please?"

And Max…normally he has no problem saying no. He's even told his nephews no when they beg him with a similar pleading look. But there's something about Daniel's big eyes that made him want to cave in and say yes.

"I…" Max sighed because he was weak to Daniel's charms. Weak to that beautiful expressive face. "We can find out if he's home I guess." 

The three men on the floor cheered happily and Max blinked because he had completely forgotten that Lando and Charles were there. Daniel bounced to his feet and launched himself into Max's arms in excitement– his mouth wide in a happy happy smile. 

Max caught him– hello, reflexes– and was stunned at how Daniel's face transformed in his glee. He was struck dumb, maybe. Daniel tucked his head into Max’s neck, he was so so happy. Monaco was amazing, everyone he’s met so far were so nice! (Except the birds, sadly)

“He says he’s home and we can come over for a games night. He’ll order pizza.” Recited Lando and Daniel jumped at the mention of pizza. Max had promised him pizza and now he’ll get to meet 15 cats, 2 dogs and horses and get pizza?? This was the best day ever. Monaco was the best ever.

Daniel kissed Max’s cheek in his exuberance and started singing about his new friends and Monaco. Lando and Charles, who truly weren’t paying attention before, were once again stunned silent while Daniel’s tattoos shuffled and glowed and the cats became boneless purring monsters in their hold. 

“Holy fuck Mate.” Lando whispered in awe, Charles nodded silently. Max’s attention was on the bit of his cheek that still felt warm from Daniel’s lips. Was it normal to feel jealous of your own body?

Part 5

[v3nusxsky]

Hiyaaaaa, so this is a little bit of a weird request so I hope it's not too weird. Could I request a caregiver larissa weems x fem reader? Maybe reader is having an awful flashback from their past, a flashback that relates to pregnancy and birth and stuff, and so maybe Larissa helps her slip? Maybe by making her feel little by carrying her around, giving her her favourite teddy bear or a blankie or a paci, cuddling her and bringing her something to rehydrate her since she's been crying, makes her feel super safe and maybe she says something like "You're the only little one, darling, my little one, the only baby I need"

If not that's completely okay!!

Hey lovely I hope this is what you were after and didn’t mind me adding about vts as I’m a twin who lost their twin during pregnancy and I thought it was a good way to spread awareness.

My little love| fluff?

*Authors note~ I adore this prompt and I'm glad I can add VTS into it to spread some awareness. I'm a Twin of VTS and I can't honestly say I notice my twin's absence and always have, I'm very lucky to be here just wish he was too*

Trigger warnings~ age regression, miscarriage (vts~ vanishing twin syndrome) self hatred over the losses mentions of passing babies :(

Prompt~ see ask^^

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The day they died would haunt you forever. Twins. You should have two perfect little doves flying around the shared quarters, bring joy, laughter and light into your lives. But that wasn't what had occurred. You lost your boy in the three month mark. He should've been safe, but he just vanished. Okay so that wasn't exactly true, there was bleeding and then you passed him. Your perfect innocent baby boy gone. His sister still remained. That help sort of. The guilt of failing him but trying to stay strong for her. It was single handedly the worst time of yours and Larissa's life. Not only had she lost a son but she had to watch you break down into a shell of yourself and your constant fear of losing baby girl. Unfortunately after losing your son -who you later named Samuel- made your pregnancy high risk. Your daughter left you three weeks later. All you had now was memories and one scan photo with the both of them, and one with baby girl by herself.

You had to go to therapy and so did Larissa, doctor Kimbot was amazing with you, so gentle and kind and she is actually the reason you named the babies. A way to help you both deal with the loss and keep their memory alive. Larissa choose Samuel and you choose Emily. You both had agreed that the names were perfect for them, your angel doves in the sky. But that doesn't mean you would ever be fine again. You remember having to pass both babies, the pain you felt knowing they would enter the world sleeping. Your body not ready to deal with the contractions it would take. Larissa was with you the whole time, holding your hand and whispering words of love and support through her own tears. That memory haunted your dreams for weeks and occasionally it still does. On special days like the days they passed or what should've been their birthday, you and Larissa found it hard.

You never tried again, it felt too raw. But now three years on? You really wanted to give Larissa a baby of her own, but would your body fail you again? You couldn't risk seeing the pain in her eyes, all because your body refused to carry the babies. It seemed unfair to put Larissa through that. You clearly deserved it otherwise your body wouldn't have betrayed you like that. But not her. She's so perfect and pure, absolute perfection there was no way she could deserve to suffer this way. You wanted to try again but the fear was just too strong. And you knew that Larissa understood that but still you can't help but blame yourself. What kind of wife were you if you couldn't even give her a child?

You laid curled up in the bed, tears that you didn't even know were falling were soaking on to your wife's pillow. And that's how she found you, completely spaced out torturing yourself. Today was hard enough without you ignoring your own needs. She knew by the spacey look you needed to regress. It was how you coped and she had no issues looking after you. But you had the habit of ignoring the need if you felt like you deserved to be punished. So on those days Larissa would always add an extra helping hand.

She filtered about the room, unnoticed by you, grabbing your special box and selecting a few chooses items. Your childhood bear "Emery", a weighted blanket and your choose pacifier. It was rare you would use it but she wanted to be prepared just Incase it was one of those days. She brought them all to the bed and gently called out for you. "My sweet girl, are you okay?" To which you shook your head spotting the bear. You sat up and snatched him into your arms, not meaning to be so forceful but seeing him overwhelmed you with a need to feel him. "Oh my sweet little one did you miss ems?" To which you nodded and tried to wipe your tears. Failing, you felt Larissa wipe team for you. "Would my baby like a hug?" She whispered to you watching as you crawled into her arms and sobbed. She gently rocked you, covering your form with the blanket and cooing calming words of love and reassurance to you. Her hand rubbing slow firm circles on your back.

Only when you had fully calmed down and it was clear you were just hiding in her neck from embarrassment of slipping when you "didn't deserve it" , Larissa moved you gently back into the bed and went to retrieve you some water in your sippy straw cup. She hadn't even left the room before you sobbed her name. Your hands outstretched much like a toddler who wishes to grab something, indicating you wanted to be held. "Sweet girl mommy needs to get you some water, you'll dehydrate little one. I'll be right back okay?" She murmured watching as you violently shook your head trying to crawl to her. "Would you like to come baby? Is that what's wrong?" In which you nodded stretching your hands up once more. Larissa scooped you up with ease and held you close to her body, as if you were a koala bear clinging to a tree. It made the task a little difficult but you were happy and that's all she ever wanted for you.

Once you had your water she made her way back to the bedroom with you and settled in bed. Your head resting on her chest, listening to the beating of the organ that lay beneath the skin there. Her fingers stroking through your curls watching as you played with the bears fingers and ears in thought. "Baby" you muttered quietly to yourself, before repeating it louder turning to look at her. "You are my baby yes" she confirmed watching as you shook your head no. "No! You wan baby" you stated, staring at her waiting for her to disagree. Which of course she couldn't. "I fail no baby" you mumbled the sobs threatening to break your words. "You're the only little one, darling, my little one, the only baby I need. You didn't fail, it wasn't your fault my love. And when your big again we can talk more but for now come and snuggle with mommy baby" she comforted you and held you tight ensuring you drank your water before you passed out from the exhaustion you were feeling. You may not have given her children of her own, there was plenty of time for that in the future, for now she was content to be a momma to her little love. And you provided her with that.

Word count ~ 1327

[lady-corrine]

Hello!

I just wanna say I love seeing all your love posts to Rhaenyra. Because she deserves them all. Rhaenyra is a beautiful character because she is a girl who likes being a girl. Is she stubborn and prideful? Yes, but it doesn't matter. She has every right to be, moreover, she should be. She doesn't have to apologize for the fact that she exists. She has every right to be proud of herself and what she has done. Another thing I love about her character is that she is very feminine and in a powerful position. She relishes having someone protect and care for her, she wants to dress pretty and be a good mother. All of this, and being in the position of someone usually very masculine. She defies what is expected, and Rhaenyra rallies love and admiration from her people and family. For being a bright person who is good at her duty.

I am sad that they changed her in the show for these reasons. Don't get me wrong I love her still, but I would love to see Book Rhaenyra in the show. In the show, she is more masculine, wanting instead die in battle than birth children. Book Rhaenyra did not want to die a knight's death in battle. It is sad the show made her into a tomboy-ish character, instead of having her be a feminine girl who wheeled power well. Who didn't see a need to change herself just because she was going to be Queen. Who stood her ground and people loved her still. I am very passionate about Rhaenyra.

Love your posts about Rhaenyra and Daemyra.

Hello, @tinemilk! God, I am so, so sorry for the late reply! Only these days I finished with my exams!

Thank you so much for your kind words! I am glad to know you love Rhaenyra as much as I do! I must say, seeing all the vile hate she received and continues to receive is genuinely jarring to me. Other than Dany, Rhaenyra is the most hated Targaryen in my opinion.

Rhaenyra... God, where do I even begin? She makes me so sad. The way this fandom perceives her, the fact that she is not allowed to be loved and cherished, the fact that every single rumour about her - which absolutely screams misoginy - is not questioned even once by these people. Seeing Eustace and Mushroom's obsessions with her virginity/sexual life as something normal? Body shaming her?

Denying her amazing accomplishments - her being the youngest dragonrider in Targaryen history, being bright and precocious, to prop up irrelevant side characters? Denying her popularity, the love the realm had for her, how much Viserys and Daemon adored her... And all to idolize unimportant characters with two lines max. 😐

Of course she had every right to be proud! She was treasured by her parents, her uncle, her grandfather, the darling of the entire court, known as the youngest dragonrider - why wouldn't she be? Qualities like stubborness and pride are admired in male characters but hated in female ones. Why is that I wonder? 🤨

That is why I said that I am no "team black", only team Rhaenyra. Because self-proclaimed team black move extremely nasty when it comes to Rhaenyra and everything connected to her - from her relationship with Daemon to her children (we know who those people are, but let me not name them).

All in all, I find the attitude towards her character to be baffling at best and deranged at worst.

But I am glad to know you appreciate my posts and my takes on her character. And thank you so much for your message once again! I hope you have a great day! 🤗

[sarahrogersevans]

You Are Worth It- Loki Laufeyson xreader fan fic

Summary: Y/N is feeling depressed and bad about themselves & Loki comforts & reassures Y/N and helps cheer her up

Warnings: mentions of depression, mentions of not feeling good enough, mentions of crying, soft Loki, angst, fluff, let me know if I miss anything

~Y/N’s POV~

I’m not sure how it started but I felt really low about myself and didn’t really feel like doing anything today so I decided to lay down in bed and I scrolled through social media for a while to keep my myself from crying but that didn’t work as I had hoped, I started to cry really hard. Loki ran into the room looking panicked and said “darling what is it?? What’s the matter Y/N? Did you hurt yourself?” I shook my head after wiping my tears away and got myself to sit up and said “no I-I’m ok Loki.. just feeling really down and I just.. I don’t feel good enough Loki.”

~Loki’s POV~

I sat down in bed next to Y/N and pulled her into my lap and held her tight and moved her phone to the bedside table and said “Y/N my pet listen to me, I know exactly how you are feeling, I’ve gone through these feelings many times before but you know who helped me to help remind me that I was good enough?” Y/N sat up a bit and said “me?..” I smiled and said “that’s right darling , listen to me, you are more than enough alright? You are perfect, the most wonderful woman I have had the pleasure of knowing. You are perfect regardless of what your mind tells you my sweet, please promise that you will never give up on yourself and that you will love yourself because you are worth it. I love you so much darling.”

I kissed her head and held her while she cried everything out and she lifted her head up to look at me and said “you are amazing Loki thank you for taking care of me baby it means so much and I promise Loki I won’t give up I’m just having a hard day.” I kissed her forehead and said “I know darling but I promise it’ll get better, why don’t we go out and do something, anything you want my love, we can go get one of those sugary drinks you love or just go out for a walk what do you say?” She smiled and said “that sounds really good Loki, I love you so much.” Y/N leaned in to kiss me and I smiled at her and said “I love you more my sweet, why don’t you get dressed and we’ll go do something hmm?” She got up and said “ok, give me a few minutes and I’ll be ready.” I was so proud of Y/N for being so strong I couldn’t bare it if anything happened to her.

~Y/N’s POV~

I got dressed in my favorite hoodie and jeans and brushed my hair and met Loki by the front door and went to hug him and said “hey love, I’m ready to go.” Loki smiled and wrapped his arms tightly around me and said “I’m so proud of you darling, have you eaten today at all yet?” I felt guilty and shook my head feeling shy and he just smiled and leaned down kissing my head and said “no matter Y/N it’s alright, that’s what we’ll do first we need to get some food into your system you’ll feel better.” I never felt so loved and cared for in a long time, Loki changed all that and never made me feel bad or thought less of me and I always felt safe with him.

We went out to our favorite restaurant and Loki ordered me my favorite meal and made sure I ate everything and would tell me stories while we were out. I loved hearing his stories about Asgard and his adventures with his brother Thor. Loki saw I had finished eating and said “good job Y/N thank you for eating I’m proud of you, feel better?” I nodded and I did actually feel a little better, I looked at the menu and saw there was a desert section and I said “hey would it be ok if I ordered a piece of pie while we’re here?” Loki looked at what I wanted and said “oh absolutely darling you deserve it.” I smiled feeling excited and I waved someone over and ordered the pie. When the pie came loki said “ooh may I try a bite?” I handed him a fork and said “please! Help yourself honey! Take as much as you’d like.” Loki took a piece and said “yum, that is very tasty pet, what do you call it?” I ate another piece and said “it’s chocolate silk pie it’s very popular.” loki smiled and said “it is very good, how are you feeling now darling?” I finished the last piece and got the check for the meals and said “I’m doing a lot better Loki thank you for helping me get out today, this is just what I needed you are wonderful to me.” Loki took my hand in his kissing my hand and said “darling I would do anything for you, I hate seeing you sad, you deserve to be happy.” I blushed and said “Loki, I’m happy with you as long as I’m with you I have everything I need, wanna go for a walk?”

Loki nodded and we both got up and went for a walk along the river and I breathed in the fresh air feeling so relaxed and Loki had us stop at a spot for a moment and came closer to me lifting my chin up kissing me and said “darling you did great today, and if it’s possible I’ve fallen more in love with you and remember never give up and if you ever feel low again please tell me.” I pulled loki in for another kiss and said “I promise Loki thank you for an amazing day I love you so much.” He smiled and noticed I was sleepy and said “let’s go home Y/N you’ve done enough today.” He took my hand and we both went home and as soon as we got home I curled up in bed with loki and closed my eyes feeling relaxed on his chest while he held me close to him. Loki played with my hair and noticed I fell asleep and whispered “goodnight my dear Y/N I love you.”

Hey lovelies ♥️♥️ I wanted to write this Loki comfort fic bc I have been feeling low recently and writing this helped cheer me up a bit 🥹💚 I hope you enjoy this soft Loki fluff, love you all dears xx

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[lesbiancartoonlover]

Hello everyone!

So this is going to be something new. I never made a post like this.

So as I'm sure that most of you know, it's National Girlfriends Day.

So I wanted to surprise my girlfriend with a little something.

@firefly-fromhell I know well that you can't wait to find out what I've been up to hahaha

So, if you don't know yet, my amazing girlfriend is an incredible author. She wrote the absolute gem of "And the waltz goes on" on ao3. I'll leave a link at the end of the post for those who want to check it out.

Now I was thinking about doing this thing where I pick out my favourite line from each chapter of that fic and share it here. It wasn't easy to decide and if I'm honest, I'd just copy paste the whole fic here because every part is my favourite part.

But without further ado, let's get into it:

Chapter 1:

As they walked under thick apple trees, Donna thought this was not the Alcina most people got to see.

Chapter 2:

"And, if I do say so myself, I look impeccable in it," she concluded, running her fingers through her hair.

Chapter 3:

In her eyes, Donna was always the most spectacularly beautiful person at any gathering, and there was not a power on Earth that could convince Alcina otherwise.

Chapter 4:

"Just promise me there are no more ex-girlfriends who are obsessed with you."

Chapter 5:

"Ah, you must truly love her... you will understand me, and what I had to do."

Chapter 6:

And in the back of her mind, there was a nagging feeling the call she had with Donna would be the last moderately normal conversation they'll have in a long time.

Chapter 7:

Donna cried, but she wanted to scream.

Chapter 8:

"I want the castle."

Chapter 9:

"I miss you," Donna whispered, still holding the silent phone to her ear.

Chapter 10:

"Three roses for three daughters, symbolism and all that jazz," Cassandra smirked, looping her arm with Donna's.

Chapter 11:

"Come, let us welcome Donna to the family."

Chapter 12:

"If you had your way, you would probably protect me even from myself."

Chapter 13:

"Many things have changed, but not my feelings for you."

Chapter 14:

"What you two feel for each other is no ordinary love, it seems," Sorina said, then briskly walked away.

Chapter 15:

"Mother Miranda doesn't seem half as miserable as I imagined she would be."

Chapter 16:

"But us monsters don't deserve to feel sorry for ourselves, do we?"

Chapter 17:

She had thought they learned quite literally everything about each other in the course of forty years, yet Donna still found ways to surprise her.

Chapter 18:

"Alcina always hated yellow too," she said, glancing down at her wedding band and chuckling to herself.

Aaaaand that concludes it guys. I hope you all liked it, and if you did, do consider giving the whole thing a read.

As promised, here's the link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/34720936/chapters/86450344

I hope you'll like this little something I put together, darling <3

[beenbaanbuun]

HI BUNNYY!! HOW ARE YOU TODAY!!

i just read what you posted and OMGGGG! SANNIEEEEE IM SCREAMING AND KICKING MY FEET!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE MORE OF HIM! the poor man must have been traumatized though, but he has to get used to it 🫡. AND THE LITTLE ASK OF SWEET SAN AND SLIGHTLY JEALOUS YEOSANG IM IN LOVEEEEE OMG!! im fangirling like crazy right now, youre spoiling us with content i swear (/pos). I AM JUST SO EXCITED! I WANNA ASK SO MANY THINGS ABOUT SAN, BUT ALSO I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I CAN ASK WITHOUT IT BEING TOOOOO MUCH OF A SPOILER (or being annoying 😔). he didn't even make an official introduction and i'm already attached to him omg 😔😔.

also the matz smut i was blushing like crazy, why are they so hot i am so weak. i am too obsessed with them like, if i start speaking about how much i love the way you write matz i will literally never shut up. AND ALSO YEOSANG BEING A LITTLE MENACE, HES SO CUTE I WANNA SQUISH HIM. I WANNA GIVE HIM A LITTLE SMOOCH EVEN IF HES BEING A TEASE. HES JUST TOO CUTE I CANT HELP IT!!

I ALSO WANNA SAY THAT I LOVE DARLING SO MUCH. shes an icon, shes a legend and shes the moment.

I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE THE REST OF THE CHARACTERS TOO!! THE THINGS YOU SAID ABOUT GHOSTS OMG, DARLING IS FINALLY MEETING HER BESTIE IN PERSONNN??? 👀👀 i just know she would be SO happy.

ANYWAYS!! I HOPE YOUR DAY IS GOING SO GOOD, YOU DESERVE AMAZING DAYS AND TO FEEL AMAZING!! TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF!! SENDING YOU POSITIVE ENERGY AND LOTS OF HUGS TOO! 🫂🩷

— 🩰

EEEEEEEE THANK YOU!!!!! i was so excited to introduce san and i was going to make you wait longer but i just had to introduce him because butler!sannie is what we all need!!! he’s just be so dumbfounded and confused all the time because what the fuck is going on in this house?? why has he ended up with goth mommy and daddy and their pastel darling who always has a werewolf draped over her shoulders?? honestly, what the hell is he doing there…

and the matz smut!!!! hehehe…. i hadn’t written smut for them in a while so i had to give you guys a little something, right?

IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT!!!! i know i’ve said it a billion times but i love this series and i love these characters and you’re right, darling is an icon and she absolutely has these men wrapped around her little finger!!

MWAH <333

[tea-with-evan-and-me]

(request for meeting Evan at a wedding. I'm not sure if this will be super long or in parts yet, but I think it's a good time to incorporate car sex? Yea. So, here goes nothing. Hope you enjoy!) edit: decided to do parts.

Part 1: my big fat bad attitude

"Bartender, can I please get something fruity and I will slip you 5 bucks if you make it strong for me" I wink at him. He's kinda cute when he smiles.

"Sure thing, darling"

Oh, boy. This is going to be a long night.

I'm at my cousin Megan's Lake Tahoe wedding. The weather is perfect this time of year for having an outdoor wedding. This one happens to be absolutely amazing. Fairy lights adorn the white canvas walls of the tent. The dance floor is beautiful with lights and flowers. The food and the DJ is awesome. The ceremony was stunning next to the lake. My cousin is stunning too.

She was so excited for me to attend because, aside from her parents and brother, most of my family was not going to make the trip from the Midwest to California. I figured this was a good opportunity, not only for a well deserved vacation featuring a destination wedding, but also because I was seriously thinking about looking for work while I was here. I needed a fresh start.

My aunt and Uncle said they would hold onto the place they had rented for my cousin when she moved out here for a few more months if I wanted to explore my options in LA. They knew my circumstances and are super generous people. Megan, of course, has already vacated the rental and moved in with her now husband. I get a pang of panic that my cousin, who is 13 years younger than me, is married now and I have been gutted and tormented by my supposed soon to be husband.

He was supposed to be here with me. We were supposed to get married in the fall. But, two weeks ago, I forgot an important document at home and went back to get it. That's when I walked in on my fiance fucking some bimbo from behind on the rug by our living room fireplace. My thoughts went from shock to smirking about the rug burn she's more or less already feeling on that carpet by now. I know it all too well. Back to shock and then seething anger. They didn't realize I was there cause they were so loud and he was pulling her hair. She sounded like a valley girl when she moaned and I thought how annoying that must sound to him. I cleared my throat and they both yelped and jumped a literal foot off the ground. The clumsiness of it all had me hysterically laughing. I was afraid to stop because I might have ended up going to jail that day if I did. She was his secretary. I made some joke about it not being 1950 anymore and told him to get the actual fuck out of my house. Now, here I am at this beautiful wedding and feeling like absolute trash.

The bartender hands me a tequila sunrise. I take a sip and it makes me choke a little. Perfect. I hand him a 10 dollar bill and tell him I'm gonna trust he will keep his excellent skills up for the remainder of the evening. "Anything for you, beautiful." Yea, yea. Keep it in your pants.

I turn on my heels, feeling giddy about my soon to be drunken state when I nearly collide with a handsome stranger. It was like a slow motion scene in a movie as we both try to grab the drink and right it before it crashes to the ground and shatters. He succeeds, although half of my drink splashes out the sides. Mostly landing on the floor. Some landing on his white shirt that, I now notice, is hugging his broad shoulders and muscular chest. It's now stained pink. We are both holding onto the to glass. Tequila covering our hands. Our hands are touching and we both have a surprised look on our faces. After a beat we both realize what we must look like and start laughing.

"Here, you got it?" He asks, kindly.

"Yea, Thanks." I say letting out a tiny chuckle

He walks over to the bar and grabs a stack of napkins. He makes sure he wipes down my glass and our hands and then cleans up the floor as best as he can.

"Dammit, I'm really sorry. Let me know when you are ready for another one and I'd be happy to grab it for you"

"Oh my gosh, no worries" I wave my hand at him as if to say no big deal.

"At least it's an open bar, right?" He smiles and I notice his dimples for the first time.

All I can do is nod my head. Fuck, he's gorgeous. Ok, thoughts go away. You are in no position to date right now. Politely excuse yourself. My brain is sensible. My vagina is not. I can feel that familiar pressure when you get turned on. Sigh. Oh well.

"Well I'm sorry your shirt is stained. You aren't in the wedding party, are you?" I ask.

"Oh, no. Just a friend of the groom. I'm not worried about it. I can always put my jacket back on. I'm just glad it didn't get on your pretty dress." He realizes he blurted that out and shakes his head. Blushing. Fucking adorable. I notice the style of his curly hair. It reminds me of something I can vaguely remember.

"Do I know you from somewhere?" I suddenly blurt out the question.

He gets kinda anxious. "Possibly. I'm an actor. My name is Evan."

"Wait, are you the actor that volunteered at the homeless shelter downtown and gave the kids acting lessons? My cousin volunteered there and that's how she met her husband."

He nods his head "Uh, yea. Yep. That was me" he says shyly.

"Megan told me how everyone was swooning over how sweet you were with the kids. That you were really patient and they looked forward to your class weekly. That's really amazing. I couldn't stop thinking about that after she told me."

He blushes and turns his head.

"Yea, I had to go away for work and then I just didn't have time anymore. I do miss it. It was fulfilling."

I smile and nod my head in approval "Very cool. Well, Evan, I'm Andrea and it's super nice to have splashed my drink on you. Maybe I will see you around."

"Ha! Nice to meet you too. Have a good night!"

I take my annihilated drink to my seat and I sit down and take a breath. Wow, that was...interesting.

______

"Hey Cousin!! Andrea!!" I hear my name over the loud music and look up. Megan is standing on the dance floor motioning me to come out. I start to get up when she holds her bouquet out and I realize a second before the DJ speaks that there is about to be a bouquet toss. Bonus. I sit back down and shake my hands in a "no thanks" gesture. That prompts my 5'2" cousin, dressed in her ball gown and stiletto heels, literally climb over a chair, march up to me, grab me by the hand and pull me to a standing position. "Get your motherfucking ass out there." Shit, she's a strong little thing. Yes ma'am.

Once I'm out on the floor and Megan's back is turned, I step out of the group and as far off to the side as I can. This, however,doesn't work. Did I mention she works with kids? Yea, she must have eyes in the back of her head. Because fuck if that bouquet doesn't shoot right at my face so hard I would have had to duck if I didn't have cat-like reflexes. Goddammit.

I catch it and hold it up with the most fake smile I could muster on my face as everyone cheers. My cousin walks by me and I swear I hear her mutter "fucking right" under her breath. As I'm walking back to my seat I catch a glimpse of the handsome, not so stranger, stranger standing between two tables smirking at me. I quickly look away and walk straight to the bar. Cute bartender winks at me and I ask if I can just get a straight shot of tequila. He hesitates, but only for a minute when he sees my face. He starts to pour it.

Just then they call the guys up for the garter toss. I'm thinking to myself that it's such an old fashioned thing to have at your wedding and why is she doing this to me, when the groom tosses it and I see a big veiny hand shoot up into the air and snatch it. What. The. Fuck. Evan turns in a circle until he finds me standing up at the bar and then holds his arm up, clutching the garter. I swear under my breath and smile at him. The DJ then asks if the bouquet and garter winners could kindly come to the center of the dance floor. Shit, fuck, I mutter. Then I grab my tequila, cheers it in his direction, and shoot it down.

(I will get to the next part sometime this afternoon!)

oh heyyy there 👀

[oneshortlove]

And to run around the ask boxes some more I venture into yours Mimi

From the moment i first saw yout tumblr and endless love for everyone I knew that i found a special friend and Im so happy and glad to know that I can hopefully count you as one despite my absolute social anxiety and awkwardness in all directions

Youre my twin for realsies and i couldn't have asked for a better one ever <33 love ya and i hope youll have such an amazing and great and awesome day Mimi

KIWI?! KIWI?!?!? CRYING! ME! <- IM CRYING!

Kiwi I just had to have an emotional talk with someone and possibly say goodbye to them forever

And then you!!! Come in here, and just... you made me feel so much better I don't even know. Actually crying right now btw I was in fact not lying haha

You are possibly the greatest thing that has come out of my wishes of happiness, truthfully. You are one of, if not the most, sweetest people I have ever met darling. It surprises me everytime to know you're friends WITH ME of all people haha

I'm gonna stick around as much as possible kiwi and hopefully that's for life because I can't forgive myself for leaving such a happiness as you<3

I hope your day was wonderful and lovely my dear twin, I hope you got treated with the love and kindness you deserve, and I hope that continues for many lifetimes<3

[absentlyabbie]

Hi.

I just finished LWD this first time and wanted to convey my thanks to you for coming up with such an awesome piece of fiction and what an amazing job you have done with it. Your tommy is to die for and all the characters rightfully deserve the same love.

I just wanted to leave behind this note and say that your writting deserves to be celebrated and you have a way with words that not many do.

I dont want to pester, and please feel free to leave this oart unread. I know how much fanfic writing is a thankless job and to pester the writer to request for an update is thr morally wrong thing to do. I hope, if you still read this part, then please know it is not thequestion of when, but if you will return to this fic? And whether you are hoping to complete it someday. Please ignore this part if you have had enough of ramdom people coming to bug you.

Just know, that your fic had a new admirer today, who basically fell in love with your universe and wanted to take this moment to share that love and admiration with you. What a journey this has been.

you. absolute DARLING. <3 thank you so much for this kind, and honestly patient message. i am so so so so glad you've enjoyed the story so far so well. and i do hope you will enjoy what's still to come, because indeed there is still more to come.

i am absolutely not giving up on long way down. i am definitely slower these days, like a lot slower, as the last couple years has seen my chronic illness rather rudely kicking things up a couple notches.

my pace may be slow, and i am sorry i cannot promise a timeline or even an expected window of next update. but there will be one, no matter how long it takes to get there. whether you are still reading along with me when it comes or have moved on by that unknowable date, i am terribly grateful we've intersected long enough to share this thing with each other, and for the time and love you've given to what there is now.

[seijorhi]

fic asks <33

most of these are for Sea Change and Heedless, Heartless, but there are some other misc ones in here too!

I just finished reading 'Sea Change'... It was— I don't even know how to describe how stunningly written it was! The care taken into crafting the story, to give the readers an entire movie with just words— it's amazing! Seriously, I could vividly see everything! Even little Hatori, looking like a tiny little Oikawa, I could picture Darling's crying face as they remembered everything leading up to that particular situation! It really did play out just like a beautiful, heartbreaking film in my head! I just adore your writing so much. I hope you're doing amazing. Take care!! 💙💙 - @perhapsimacat

ahh thank you my love <33 yea sea change is just... sad. cute, because hatori's so damn adorable, but i wanted sad vibes there, so i'm glad that came through! ILY!! <33 i hope ur day is going well too bby!

Rhi! How you write such good works??

i made a deal with a witch <33

Two fics in a row???? Rhi, pinch me, I must be in heaven - @artemis32

it's cuz ily so much. i gotta keep y'all fed don't i??

U ARE AMAZINGGGGGG IM CRYINGGg sREAMING for THAT iwa shsksjjsjsjsj can he bully me like that iM BEGGING

iwa: i'm not a bully like oikawa

iwa: proceeds to be just as bad if not worse than oikawa ghfjdkhfjd

love how u keep the obsession over iwaoi alive for me, two such AMAZING works n on my knees to thank u for that rhi muahhh <3<3<3

UR WELCOME BBY!! i'm just glad you liked em :)

well. well you’ve done it again. chilling work rhi!!! i have to ask—how did oikawa react when he found out you escaped? how did hatori react 😞 oh poor bubs

poor hatori :c @krystalwithakay made comment about how ANOTHER mother is abandoning him and i felt so guilty vgfdhjkcjhfdjsk SHE DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE! but no, hatori's so confused about where his mama is because quite literally up until that point, as far back as he can remember she's spent every single day with him. he's so devastated but also too young to really understand why she's not there and giving him good morning cuddles??

oikawa on the other hand?? oof. he has to try very, very hard to keep his cool so he's not scaring hatori but boy is PISSED. also, very worried about the reader cuz she's six months pregnant with his daughter, alone and god knows fucking where.

oikawaaa

agreed <33

Amazing writing rhi!! I am absolutely screaming though at how oikawa was deserted in both fics (deserved, but god damn)

i know!! who am i?? being so mean to my beloved. but he did definitely deserve it in both fics. i like to think that sea change is more of a... temporary problem hehehe. heedless, heartless on the other hand... who's to say :))

Reader Chan’s friends and family are the worst and the school let Toru stay but kicked out reader what kind of sexist double standard is that anyway great fic reader and Hajime both need therapy tho I think Toru is beyond help

literally the standards are below the floor. everyone knows it's oikawa in the vid but because you don't technically see his face the school's like :)) welp not our problem :)) meanwhile to the reader they're all 'we have a reputation to protect this is unacceptable, begone, whore!'

there wasn't as much i was able to elaborate on with her friends and family, but her family had incredibly high expectations of her, she was very much a good student who wanted to do well and had like a five year plan and so getting kicked out of school a few months out from graduation, not to mention the reason WHY she was kicked out, yeah they were not happy. assholes the lot of them. poor reader, i still love her (and so does tooru and hajime hehe)

Do you think yan! Emma is someone who would take advantage of her family (having all three brothers in powerful gangs must be rly convenient) to get to her objective, or do you think she'd actually do the dirty work herself ?

i actually think she'd wanna keep her darling as separate from mikey/izana/shin's gang related stuff because she doesn't wanna put the reader in danger. she's not above a little dirty work herself ;))

you said koko thinks himself to be in love with reader, but do the other bonten guys think the same? like in the privacy of their own minds, can they admit they have some sort of love/fondness for reader (even if they’d never act like it or say so), or do they genuinely think of her as a toy to play with until it breaks and nothing more?

mikey knows he's in love with her, kakucho admits that he feels something for her (he's probably the only one to admit to himself that it's certainly not a healthy kinda feelings, but feelings all the same) sanzu and the twins definitely have an obsession, and there's a fondness there, but i wouldn't go so far as to call it 'love'.

whoa okay but choking and slapping? Now that’s terrifying for reader...I would have thought kaku might be a little better than the rest since he seems more calm and kinda looks out for reader? Also, I cannot imagine how terrifying sanzu’s bad day will be for reader since he’s already unstable

as i said kaku's fine on a good day, but not every day is a good day. he carries a lot of issues and guilt and maybe has slight abandonment issues (people he love tend to be taken from him) that make him a little possessive and rough at times.

sanzu's bad days mean the reader watching people die in awful ways before getting brutally fucked in/around/near their blood/bodies so yeah... not fun.

https://www.tumblr.com/mintmatcha/697660715787583488 Which Yan do you think it's

visually i'd say oikawa but tbh it could work for a lot of them

[foxilayde]

Darling Danny, I am wishing you the happiest of birthdays! I feel so blessed to know you (online and IRL 🤯) and to be lucky enough to call you a friend. While I couldn’t possibly find the right words to distill the various wonders of you into a brief ask (I would need a multi-part series, lol), I will try! I appreciate your genius-ly creative, incisive, knowledgeable, curious brain and your unique perspectives, and I hope you know that you inspire me so much in so many different ways. I appreciate your kindness and heart, and all the support and encouragement you have offered me - for my writing and otherwise! It means so much. What’s more, you are an absolute pleasure and so much FUN to spend time with, whatever we’re doing - from rewatching TF and yelling Santiaaagggooo to walking in cemeteries to waiting in con queues and singing the “Oscar Day” song to chatting on the tumbles 😆. Our NYC trips have been literal beacons in an otherwise tough time, and life-changing in ways I probably don’t even realise yet! I’m always absolutely gutted when we have to part ways (tears in the airport lol) 😭. Thank you so much for the laughs and the amazing memories, and for being such a wonderful Nathan simping buddy and brainwave sharer also 😆 Basically for being YOU, because you are freaking amazing. I hope you have the birthday you deserve (i.e. the best!). Wishing you presents and fun and peace and relaxation and some top tier blorbo daydreams to boot. (Nathan had better come through as well. I hear on the blorbovine he’s been doing some fancy shopping for you 👀😁) Much love and hugs, Luna 🧡

Luna I’ve read this like 5 times. What a treat to be wished so well in writing from one of my favorite writers 💚 Beacons. Beacons, yes exactly. For me also. You make friendship feel so easy, because you’re the actual best person ever. And we are still in our good old days! still have lots of memories to make 😁

[cable-knit-sweater]

my most wonderful bubbie, my this world's sweetest man, my buster brown, or as the common less unhinged folks call ya,

MAYA!!!

I'm here to formally apologize for being behind on my “Maya’s stories are the most wonderful stories ever written because she wrote them and she’s not only talented af but the heart she puts in each one makes me want to weep” reading and though I am ashamed to admit the fact, honesty is always key in good long-lasting friendships. So, I stand before you today (figuratively speaking of) asking for forgiveness, my darling, for I will do better, I promise!

And tbh I’m just over the moon seeing all the love you SO FUCKING DESERVE and you know me, I couldn’t help myself, got jelly and had to hop on the ✨loving Maya✨ train ❤️🥰

I’m equal parts happy, proud and in awe of your immense talent and incredible discipline and I honestly, wholeheartedly, cannot wait to dig my teeth into your amazing fics, babe! 💞💕

Love you always, to the moon and back 💛💛💛

(I will be using your gif forever)

Ohhhh Oula, bubba, my favorite unhinged madwoman 😭😭😭😭💕💕💕 I love you, you know that right? I had my first day back at the office (instead of working from home which I did last week) so especially given that it’s a Monday, this morning was rough, but then I quickly checked tumblr and saw this wonderful ask you sent me and my morning got so much better, and I’ve been thinking about it all day 🥺💖💖💖

You never need to apologize for not having read my fics yet, or even if you were to not read them at all!! Just be your incredible self - you’re one of my biggest cheerleaders, and you’re always so excited for me when I’m having fun writing, or bombard you with ridiculous ideas and spreadsheets 😂 Plus, you’ve given me some of the best writing advice that I still treasure so much, so please, bubba, don’t worry! Also, I’m writing a frankly ridiculous 32 fics this month, so how is anyone supposed to keep up??!!?

Anyway, you’re such a sweetheart, and the fact that you’re this happy about me receiving some love says enough about what an amazing friend you are 🥺💖 It makes me feel so so loved, and I literally couldn’t ask for anything more. If/when you do end up reading some fics, I can’t wait for the screaming at me that will follow, honestly, because having a message from you in my inbox or DMs always brightens my day 💛💛💛

I hope you’ve had the most wonderful day so far!! I’m gonna scream in your tags in a minute about the most amazing gifset you posted for your & lila’s celebration - bc goddd isn’t it perfect that it’s my favorite cable knit sweater wearing bastard?? Absolutely incredible 😍😍

Love you the most 😘😘😘