#i know i just posted the video but. honestly i think he deserves gifs too.

[girlfriendline]

local dad tries to tell child off, can't stop laughing

[lonely-cowboy]

future of us

pairing: connor (rk800) x f!reader

summary: after finding a box of home videos, you're overwhelmed with thoughts of the future. only connor can ease your worries.

word count: 2k

warnings: panic attack sorta, good ol' daddy issues, a 6yo (and a however old you are)yo having an existential crisis about death, i actually don't know what this is i just felt like writing it, rushed ending

author's note: yes i was complaining about my angsty gameplay in my last post and yes i am posting angst after saying i needed more fluff to feel happy. what about it. i like the angst, it makes me feel smth.

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The television flickered in the dim living room, the shadows shifting like otherworldly creatures. The heavy rain pounded against the windows combined with the quiet whistle of the winds. You would think that with such advanced technology nowadays the intense weather wouldn’t affect the power. Apparently, that hadn’t been a priority during this era of technological breakthroughs. But you didn’t mind. The flickering screen and hissing static were comforting, reminding you of the days Hank still had his old-fashioned television.

In the peaceful hours of the early morning (or late night depending on who you asked), you sat huddled on the couch with your eyes glued to the television. Wearing one of Hank’s old sweatshirts that was far too long for you, you hugged your knees tightly. 

You watched the screen as a little girl sat bashfully at the head of a long dining table, kicking her feet giddily as a birthday cake with six blazing candles was placed in front of her. She was surrounded by loved ones who looked at her fondly, singing in unison with enthusiastic, booming voices. One voice– the cameraman's– overpowered them all, his voice uncharacteristically jaunty and cheerful. As the singing reached its end and the little girl blew out her candles with a big breath (and a lot of spit), the cameraman squished himself into the frame with a wide grin.

And there was Hank Anderson. A younger, much happier Hank, but Hank nonetheless. He grinned at the camera, calling the little girl’s attention. They both smiled brightly into the camera, ignoring that it was a video and not a picture. Hank and his goddaughter. Hank and you.

You were honestly surprised when you found the box of old VHS tapes. Yes, VHS tapes. No, you weren’t that old, far from it actually. Hank was just always old-fashioned; he never had a knack for technology. So any videos from your childhood were found on VHS tapes that Hank had kept for all these years.

You found them when you were organizing his garage. The entire day, you had been cleaning around his house with Connor’s help because his drunk ass could never do it. You hoped that maybe by giving him a clean environment he might be able to clean up his act. You weren’t too sure about that, but the thought was there.

When you found the tapes, it was already well into the night. Hank had passed out hours ago, and you released Connor to recharge not long ago. That’s when you decided you were deserving of a much-needed break, dragging the hefty box of VHS tapes into the living room for your viewing pleasure.

Only you hadn’t realized the experience would be the exact opposite of pleasurable. The more videos you watched, the more your misery grew.

You couldn’t exactly explain why you were so upset. All you knew was that your chest was heavy with dread, your eyes forlorn as you watched video after video.

You were so distracted by the video of your sixth birthday (Hank was now interrogating you about the differences between being five and six, ever the detective) that you hadn’t heard Connor’s light footfalls. Though you probably wouldn’t have heard them anyway. Androids were scarily sneaky like that. You didn’t realize Connor was even in the room until he was standing right beside you, his figure nothing but a shadow in your peripheral vision. You had almost forgotten he was here, simply resting (or whatever it was androids did) in Hank’s spare room.

Your attention snapped to him, fumbling for the remote to pause the video. With only the light of the television to guide you, you struggled to find the pause button. By the time you finally found it, your cheeks were unbearably warm with embarrassment. 

Watching videos of your childhood self to remember the good times with Hank before he practically cut you off completely, dried tear stains on your cheeks and fresh tears welling in your eyes? Pathetic.  

With your face buried in the baggy sleeves of Hank’s sweatshirt, you tried to casually wipe away your tears, but you knew it was too late. Connor had already seen them. And even if he hadn’t seen them, you were sure he could guess by the shaky tone of your voice.

“Hi, Connor,” you greeted weakly.

Connor was silent for a moment as his eyes trailed over your figure, surely analyzing you. His LED circled yellow for a long time. Even when he sat down beside you, it continued to show yellow.

“Are you alright?” Connor asked softly, reaching a hand forward to rest on your knee and giving it a loving squeeze.

You were so surprised that he didn’t offer some kind of thorough analysis of your current mental state that a guttural laugh escaped your lips. The sound confused even Connor, his eyebrows furrowing at your impromptu reaction. You covered your mouth sheepishly, flashing Connor a look that said “I’m-sorry-I-don’t-know-what-that-was-either-kindly-ignore-that.”

Connor was silent again as he considered what to say. His eyes flitted to the television screen that had paused on a frame of you shoving your face into the camera with a toothy smile. You were missing two of your bottom teeth.

“Is that you?” Connor inquired. He was only being polite. You both knew that with a simple facial scan he had already determined that it was, in fact, you.

“Yeah,” you answered lamely. “My sixth birthday.”

Connor’s hand that was resting on your knee moved to your hand, slowly pulling the remote out of your grip. He unpaused the video and sat stiffly, his eyes darting from you to the screen like he didn’t know which to watch. The television showed you as you flaunted your missing teeth before pulling back to answer another one of Hank’s questions.

“Alright, last question, kiddo,” Hank said off-screen, his tone teasingly serious. “We gotta hear the final verdict… d’you like being six?”

Your little self squinted her eyes in consideration, lips pursed into an extreme pout. For added effect, you put a finger to your chin and tapped it thoughtfully.

“Hmm…,” you thought loudly. “No!”

“No?” Hank repeated with a hearty laugh. “Why not?”

“I don’t wanna get old,” you admitted innocently as if it was the easiest answer in the world. “Getting old means I’ll die.”

You snatched the remote from Connor’s hand and hurriedly paused the video again. All of a sudden, your breaths were coming out in sharp pants as your body was filled to the brim with an inexplicable panic. You needed a distraction, you didn’t want to think about any of this. 

Connor was calling your name calmly, his voice a steady, grounding force. Your wide eyes snapped to meet his, hands moving to clutch both of his. As you latched onto his warm gaze, you felt an odd imbalance. You couldn’t tell if you were comforted or stressed by his presence.

“How can I help you?” Connor murmured, allowing you to grip his hands as tightly as possible.

“I don’t know… I don’t know,” you stammered. “I’m scared, Connor.”

“What are you scared of?” 

“I don’t know.”

“Okay… okay,” Connor whispered soothingly.

Freeing one of his hands from your grasp, Connor’s hand snaked to the back of your head and pulled you forward until your forehead was resting against his lips. He pressed light kisses against your skin, murmuring comforting words as tears started to silently spill from the corners of your eyes. You collapsed forward until your face was buried in the crook of Connor’s neck. His lips moved to your head, kissing along the top of your head.

Why were you crying? Why were you crying? Why were you crying?

You didn’t understand why you were so overwhelmed, you just knew that you were. You had felt it so suddenly that there hadn’t been time to ask why. 

“Are you scared of… losing Hank?” Connor questioned.

No, that wasn’t it. Well, yes, you were. But that wasn’t the cause of your unexpected anxiousness.

“Are you scared of… dying?”

Yes. Yes, that was it. That was it. Sort of, at least.

Too broken to speak, you simply nodded against Connor’s body. 

“Can you tell me what scares you about it?”

Could you? You thought about it, blinking furiously to slow the tears. Why were you scared? Sure, death was scary in general, but there was something else. There had to be something else because your heart was still pounding furiously.

“I… don’t know,” you croaked.

“Okay,” Connor said patiently. “That’s alright. You don’t need to know.”

With his hands still on you, Connor carefully pulled away from you to meet your gaze. The corners of his lips were raised in a loving smile as he studied you, his thumb absentmindedly running along your knuckles.

“I want you to know that you’re safe with me,” he continued.

You matched Connor’s smile hesitantly, feeling your heartbeat slow to a resting state. Your attention was drawn to Connor’s spiraling LED as it returned to its usual blue.

That was it.

Your smile vanished quicker than it appeared. Your eyes were now fixated on the LED at Connor’s temple, a constant reminder that he was an android. And you were only human.

“I’m going to lose you,” you whispered hoarsely.

A puzzled look crossed Connor’s features, the crease between his brows returning. His LED blinked yellow again as he realized you were still in distress. 

“You won’t lose me,” Connor promised, giving your hand a reassuring squeeze. “You can’t lose me.”

“That’s the problem, Connor,” you sniffled. “Someday, I’ll die. And you’ll keep living.”

The tension in Connor’s face eased as he realized the root of your sadness, though he didn’t look at ease himself. His LED quickly turned to a solid red. He looked so… sad. As if it hadn’t occurred to him until now the inevitable future of the two of you. 

The look on his face made you want to apologize profusely. You were sorry for ever putting that thought in his head. But you didn’t have the words to speak. You were frozen, just as he was.

Connor broke your suspended state by inhaling slowly, nodding his head as he thought to himself. You noticed that his grip on your hand was tighter as if he was afraid to let go. His other hand had moved to rest on your upper arm, rubbing it soothingly. It seemed to be a calming gesture for both you and him.

“Maybe that is how it will be,” Connor muttered, his eyes finding yours again. “Or maybe there’s another way we don’t know of. But that… that’s far in the future. That’s not something we need to concern ourselves with right now. Right now… is right now.”

Your tears had stopped falling long ago once there were no more left to cry. You resorted to chewing your lip worriedly, ignoring the bead of blood that infested your tastebuds. Connor’s hand moved to caress your jaw, running a thumb across your lips to stop you from hurting yourself. 

“Right now… I’m holding you. On this couch. Because I care about you,” Connor continued, though his voice was still slightly frazzled. “And that’s all we need to worry about.”

Either way, his words did do something to calm you. You nodded along as he spoke, leaning into the warmth of his smooth palm. Your fear wasn’t gone, not completely anyway. But it was certainly less than it was before. 

You moved quickly into Connor’s arms, pushing him back so that he was lying on the couch. Your head curled against his chest, holding the front of his shirt tightly. You never wanted him to leave. His arms naturally fell around you and lightly rubbed your back.

It wasn’t necessary for Connor to breathe, but you could feel the steady rise and fall of his chest. You knew he was doing it for your sake. You followed the pattern of his breathing until you finally felt a sense of peace for the first time that night.

“Will you keep holding me like this?” you mumbled.

“I’ll hold you like this, right now and forever.” 

[afriendlyblackhottie]

get chris into a room with jiggling butts and its GAME OVER💀

Request: Sorry but I was just wondering if you could do a C Evans or S Stan fan fic about a famous black reader because I haven’t seen you do one in a while . I don’t mind if you don’t I’m just asking. 😁

Need to Know

Summary: as soon as you laid eyes on chris you knew you needed to have him

Pairings: Chris Evans x famous!black!reader

Warnings: smut, minors dni, daddy kink, dirty talk, unprotected sex

(A/N: idk wanted to put something out for Halloween. Obviously title credited to Doja Cat. Unedited (sorry). Please like, follow, and reblog with a comment 💜 ✌🏾)

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Chris felt almost overwhelmed as he walked into the room. Not even knowing where to start.

This isn’t how he planned to spend his Halloween, but if anything it felt pretty appropriate. He wasn’t exactly sure what the theme for the video was, but he couldn’t wait to see after you got out of hair and makeup.

He was used to living life as a player but this was something else. When you invited him to be apart of your video shoot he’d looked up what to expect but damn. This was something else.

What had started out as a little joke on the timeline with you asking what his number, sign, and how he liked his eggs had turned into this.

While the two of you joked around on Twitter at first, things had quickly escalated to him actually giving you his number. Fans geeking out because how fucking unexpected. But apparently you’d watched Infinity War for the first time and had to know.

Leading you to post.

Daaaaamn what’s your name, what’s your sign, how do you like your eggs in the morning? Can I get that number booo daaaamn he fine

Obviously the internet practically exploded.

Especially when he responded.

Chris. Gemini. Scrambled.

Normally he didn’t do shit like that but fuuuuuuck he saw that ass. And those tits. How he wanted to put his lips on your brown skin and feel how soft you were.

And honestly the more he talked to you, the more he liked you. But meeting hadn’t been possible with your schedules. That’s why he was trying so hard to keep his eyes to himself.

Not that it was really that hard. You looked… you were the star for a reason. But shit he was still a man.

Maybe this was a test.

You had to know he was into you and clearly you were into him. Maybe you were making sure he could keep his hands to himself and… shiiiiit he didn’t even know they made asses like that.

“Cah-ris,” you said in a sing song voice as you came up to him. “What do you think?”

He cleared his throat, tearing his eyes away from a girl walking by him. You giggled as you looked at him. Giving him a little twirl.

Chris couldn’t help it as he let out a laugh at your costume. Not that you didn’t look good, but he just surprised.

Your skin had been painted green, antennae’s coming out of either side of your temple. Still half naked but honestly he was kind of appreciating the whole alien aesthetic. You were even wearing a shirt that had the nasa logo with your name in it. Obviously that was some merch he’d need to cop.

“You look-,” he laughed more. “Beautiful. You look beautiful. I like your antennas.”

Not like he was lying. By now he’d done a pretty fair amount of ‘research’ on you. Had practically studied your Wikipedia as curiosity had killed the cat and he needed to know more. From there it went to watching a few videos and fuck you really liked to be half naked. And you looked cute as hell right now.

It wasn’t like you hadn’t done the same. Had gone on a googling spree when you saw him fine as hell in that movie.

Then you had the nerve to get along over text which lead to a phone call which lead to face time. Talking at all hours of the night. Staying up late despite the time differences.

Sure he knew he swore off dating celebrities, but he had a soft spot for you. It was the same for you too. Had promised yourself no more men like Chris. They never deserved what you had, but there was something telling you that he would be the exception.

“Thank you,” you said with a grin. “You need to get ready, though. You’ll be on soon.”

Your voice had come out like a purr. A natural sex appeal that just seemed almost unfair. He had a hard time finding someone to match his energy and shit you definitely gave him a run for his money.

If anything it scared him a little. That you could switch over so quickly. Going from hot as hell to his sweet girl mumbling into the phone because you wanted to wait up for him and say goodnight. It was quite the mix. Probably why he was so fucking obsessed.

The way you hugged him when you first saw him, letting him pretty much mold into you. Wanting to feel his whole body swell against yours. Had been dying for one of his hugs even though you’d never tell him that as you tried to keep up this persona for the day.

You’d caught him staring at that girl’s ass. He’d been so cute trying to be all sneaky. It was okay you didn’t mind. Besides you hired girls like her for a reason.

At least it had been fun for him to watch you do your thing as you filmed. Next time you’d have to come see him on set. Of course there wouldn’t be any half naked men around you that aren’t him, but he kind of appreciated that you didn’t seem to care in the reverse.

As he was almost done getting his own makeup on, you popped your head in. Still in your NASA shirt, but with your makeup a little more dramatic. Fuck you were hot.

“I don’t know if I told you, but thanks a lot for coming through. Definitely an upgrade from some male model,” you said, leaning against the vanity as the makeup artist finished with him.

“You know I’m always a phone call away, Babe.”

He was just so sexy when he said shit like that. Fuck he looked so hot. Was making you consider changing your thong because he looked so yummy he was making your pussy all drippy.

“Ya know I’ll hold you to that.”

He smirked. “I was hoping you would.” You were still in your heels and Chris noticed the way you were shuffling to get comfortable. “You wanna sit?” He asked.

“It’s okay. You don’t have to get up for me.”

That’s when he rolled his eyes because that’s not what he was asking as he reached up to tug on your hand. Obviously pulling you into his lap.

“Chris!” You squealed.

All he did was chuckle as he helped you get situated. Besides the two of you were alone for the first time ever. Of course he was gonna get your ass on his lap. “Comfortable?” Was all he asked.

“Mhm,” you replied. Fuck he smelled so good. And these tiny little shorts you were wearing. It really was not a good idea that he’d done this.

But you looked fucking hot perched on his lap. Even as an alien.

“How much time do we have?” He asked.

“A few minutes,” you replied.

“Yeah?” He asked. He didn’t mean for his eyes to drift down to your tits but that’s exactly where they went. Fuck they looked so good. Shit he needed to stop before he-

“Wait, are you?” You giggled. “Oh my god! Chris!” Then you gasped as you felt it through his pants. Oh shit. Damn. That was a thick ass-

“Shit. Sorry.” He blushed. Really didn’t mean to get like this. What were you a telekinetic.

“It’s okay,” you purred again as you trailed your fingers on his arm.

“Yeah?” He asked, licking his lips. “You don’t mind?”

You shook your head, looking up at him through your lashes. “No.” You let out another little gasp as he pushed it against you.

Fuck he liked that noise. “What about now?” He asked moving you over it. Fuuuuck he was thick you could tell. No wonder you were obsessed with him when you first saw him. Could tell he had good dick.

Once again you shook your head, biting your lip. If anything leaning into him a little more. “No. It feels good.”

Not like you hadn’t been fantasizing about him for weeks. The real thing just might beat the him you’d created in your head.

“You’re trying to get me into trouble, huh?” He asked into your ear.

You giggled again. “Maybe.”

“Fuck you’re cute,” he said ready to lean in and then end it. Didn’t seem fair that they’d be sharing their first kiss on screen when he had you like this already.

“Mr. Evans, you’re on in five,” someone said through the door before he the the chance.

He groaned. “Okay,” he replied.

You pouted before standing up. Dammit. “I should go get changed.”

Chris nodded before standing up with you. “I’ll go with you.”

“You’re just trying to see me naked.”

Fuck yeah he was.

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When it was his time to go on and you made eyes at him from across the bar, he could feel himself getting hard again. Which was not what he wanted with the camera on him like this.

At least as you felt yourself getting wet in your thong, no one would be able to tell. He couldn’t stand there with his dick hard as hell. Only made worse when it was time for you to start shaking your ass against him.

“You know what the fuck you’re doing,” he whispered in your ear when it was time for him to hit on you.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” you whispered back into his. As if what happened in his dressing room didn’t just happen.

Fuck it felt so good to have him this close to you. Tits pressed to his chest. You hadn’t even gotten to the best part yet as you grabbed his hand to lead him to the dance floor.

Grabbing his tie as he put his hands around your waist. Fuck you could feel him against your ass. He was thick.

Of course you’d went asking around about him. Hollywood was a small town and you didn’t want to waste your time. But it was kind of why you were so down bad because one of your friend’s friends had said that his dick was a ten out of ten and now that it was right there you really wanted to check for yourself.

Only made worse when the two of you had to finally kiss on the couch. He was used to having to do shit like this for roles but this was the first time he wished he’d gotten it out of the way first. Wish he could keep you straddling him without prying eyes.

Damn he couldn’t get you alone fast enough. You had to know what he was going to do to you when you were alone. Know you weren’t doing it on purpose but he could feel his breathing getting all labored and he could really do without having a panic attack with you on top of him.

“What are you doing after this?” He asked in your ear as the music played on.

“We were supposed to go to a party. Why?”

“Wanted to know if you wanted to hang out. Maybe watch some scary movies?”

“Um, not unless you plan on spending the whole night holding me,” you giggled.

That could definitely be arranged.

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“Ready to go?” Chris asked. Poking his head into where you were getting changed. Back in his grey sweats and t-shirt. His NASA cap covering his hair.

“Yeah,” you replied, yawning as you stood up in your shirts to gather your bag. Kind of happy you weren’t going to that party anymore. Would much, much rather hang out with Chris.

He put his hand on the small of your back as he lead you to his rental car. Couldn’t wait to get you back to his hotel room.

His hand was on your knee the whole time as the two of you chatted. Glad that how easy it was to talk to you over text and the phone had translated well in real life. As bad as he wanted to rip your clothes off he was also pretty sure he could talk to you for hours.

“You hungry?” He asked.

“I’m starving. I haven’t eaten all day.”

“What are you in the mood for?”

You giggled. “I don’t think you really want me to answer that.”

Chris raised an eyebrow. “I dunno know. Maybe I do.”

“Oh please. You know what I want.”

“I don’t know unless you tell me, Babe,” he replied, hand going up to finally make its way to your inner thigh.

Your mind just couldn’t help but wander to all of the things you’d been thinking about. Where the hell would you even start. You were definitely in the mood for a few things he could give you.

“You know exactly what I’m talking about,” you said, opening your legs a little bit more.

Fuck you were trying to kill him. Chris was sure of that. He also didn’t wanna push his luck, but fuck you were right here giving him every sign that you wanted him to.

Surprisingly the two of you hadn’t explicitly crossed these lines over the phone. Had waited until you were face to face and yet it was like you’d been like this since forever.

He took the hint. Fingers getting really close to the edge of your shorts. Happy that you’d decided on something he’d be able to easily get passed.

“I dunno, Baby. If you really want something, you’ll have to tell me what it is. I don’t play games.”

Your pussy felt like it throbbed at that. Fuck he was so… ugh. You knew you wanted him worse than you can say.

“I want you to touch me,” you whimpered.

“Yeah?” He asked smoothing his thumb right over the center. Hips jutting out as you gasped. “Is that where you want me to touch you?” He asked.

“Yes,” you whimpered.

“That’s okay,” he said. Pulling up outside of the hotel so valet could park the car. You’d be fine. Could wait until you got inside.

You were all pouty and he took note to teach you some manners. Didn’t say please. Had the nerve to have an attitude as if you weren’t about to get what you want.

Chris grabbed your hand, had went through the back so nosy ass paparazzi wouldn’t have shit.

As he got you closer to his room, he leaned down to squeeze your ass. Making you squeak but you made no move like you wanted him to stop. Took it as a sign to grope you even harder.

Could barely hold on as he went to scan his keycard. Feeling yourself dripping all in your shorts. Not like he was any better off. Fuck you had him harder than he’d ever been.

As soon as the door closed, he picked you up. You wrapping your legs around his waist. Hands all in his hair as his settled on your ass.

Not wanting to waste anytime in pushing your lips together. Fisting his t-shirt in your hands as he finally kissed you. Fuck it was as good as you thought it would be. Knew he’d be a good kisser.

Didn’t even wanna make it to the bedroom as he sat down with you in his lap on the couch. Rocking your hips as soon as you could. Wanting to feel that fat dick.

“That’s so good,” you whined. 

“What feels good?” He asked in your ear. “Gotta talk to me, Baby.”

“Your dick. It’s so good.” You whined.

“You haven’t even had it,” he said.

That’s when you climbed off of him because fuck it you were gonna get a taste at least. Getting on your knees to see his length pushed against the fabric of his sweats. Looking all nice and thick. Fuck your mouth was watering just thinking about it.

“Can I taste it?” You asked him.

Chris groaned as he looked down at that pretty face. Eyes begging for him. “Yeah, Baby,” he replied, licking his lips as you finally went to pull his pants down.

You gasped as his dick popped out. Jaw dropping as it finally came into view. Shit. Fuck. It was- ugh. She was so right this- fuck he had a pretty dick.

Biting your lip, you gulped getting closer to it so you could put your fingertips against it. “You’re so big,” you whimpered.

“Think so?” He asked, hissing because fuck your touch felt good already. You nodded before leaning up so you could place a kiss on the underside. Why the hell were you teasing him so bad.

Just prepping him with kisses like you were assessing the situation. Honestly unsure if you could handle this. Sure you felt him through his pants but now that you were face to face with it, your mind wasn’t letting you make up your mind.

Fuck can’t believe you wasted your makeup artists time in having her touch you up after you took all the green off. What a waste. Eyes were watering as soon as you tried to take him down your throat.

“Ah fuck,” he groaned, tossing his head back as you finally did it. “There it- fuck you’re such a good girl. Good fucking girl.”

Fuck it really was everything you’d built up in your head. Just too much and yummy.

Had you so wet as you slurped him up. Putting his hand on the back of your throat as you tried to deep throat him. “Right there, Baby,” he groaned. “Doing so good.”

You pulled off if him so you could kiss his balls. Wanting to show them attention too. Getting them all nice and covered with slobber.

Chris couldn’t believe how pretty you looked. Even with your makeup running down your face. Grabbing either side of your cheeks so you’d have to lean up. Wanting to kiss you again.

Not stopping himself so he ended up pulling you up. Making you get back in his lap.

This time he didn’t waste any time in touching you. First grabbing at one of your tits. Pinching your nipple between his fingers making you moan into his mouth. Putting his hands under your shirt so he could take it off of you.

“So fucking pretty,” he whispered. Chris laid you down so he could kiss up your stomach. Getting to your tits so he could suck on your nipples.

“Ah!” You cried. Fuck his mouth felt so good. “Ugh right there,” you moaned.

He needed you so bad especially as he went to pull your panties off. Needing to finally touch you.

“No panties?” He asked when he finally pulled your shorts from you. Met with the sight of the prettiest pussy he’d ever seen.

“I had to take it off. You got me too wet,” you whined.

“That’s okay, Baby. I’m gonna take care of you. Gonna take care of you so good. Gonna make you cum so much.”

“Please?” You preened.

And who was he to deny you.

You tasted so damn good when he finally got the chance. Everything he’d been thinking about for the last few weeks didn’t even fucking top it.

“Fuck you’re such a- ugh- you’re such a daddy,” you managed to finally get out as he bent your legs back further.

“That’s it, Baby. I’m Daddy. Don’t fucking forget that.” He pulled away to say. “C’mere,” he said, snatching you up so he could finally take you to bed. While he planned spending his entire visit fucking you across every inch of this room, he wanted the first time to be on the bed where he could really fuck you right.

Well he did go back to his feast first. Not ready to stop eating you out. Better than any candy he could have eaten tonight. Couldn’t get enough.

“D-daddy,” you whimpered. “Oh! Ugh! You’re gonna make me cum. Please.”

That only made him eager to keep going until you let out a yelp, sitting up a little to grab the back of his head.

You cried out. “I’m- ugh- I’m cumming. Fuck me, Chris. Fuck me!” You sobbed.

He didn’t need to be told twice.

Everything had told him to grab a condom but he just couldn’t wait anymore. He was so glad he didn’t because even as he pushed the tip in he couldn’t believe how wet you were.

Chris leaned down to kiss you as his thick dick seared into you. Pulling away when he bottomed out as you threw your head back. Eyes rolling to the back of your head. Already scratching this itch inside of you.

You knew the dick was gonna be bomb. Just knew it when he grabbed that fucking scepter looking handsome as hell. All broad shouldered and sexy.

Fuck you were so tight. So wet. Took a minute when he was fully inside of you to just take in the feeling of you wrapped around him so snug. Pushing your legs back with his biceps wrapped around them so he could hit the perfect angle inside of you. The both of you letting out grunts as he went as deep as he could. Nudging against your cervix.

“You’re- ah!” You cried out.

“I know, Baby. I know,” he said getting in your ear again.

Chris got on his knees, yanking you closer so he could start thrusting in and out of you. Rolling his hips in such a way that would have been mesmerizing if you could keep your eyes open.

“Nuh uh,” he said. “You better look at me when I fuck you.” You let out another grunt digging your nails into his arm. “Or I’ll stop,” he threatened when you didn’t do as told.

“No,” you whined opening your eyes, but fuck it wasn’t easy he was just going so deep what did he want from you. “Fuck. Please. I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay, Baby. I just gotta teach you good manners, huh?” He asked. “That’s okay. Daddy’s got you.”

“I know,” you whimpered. “Fuck I’m gonna cum again.”

“Oh yeah? Gonna keep cumming on my dick, huh?”

You nodded brow furrowed as you could barely hang on. Sobbing when it hit you. That clench in your lower stomach snapping as your pussy tightened enough to push him out.

Chris chuckled, climbing on top of you so he could kiss you. Giving you a minute. What can he say, he felt a little cocky that he was getting you so good. “C’mere, Baby,” he cooed pulling you into his arms. Laying down with you. Kissing you. “Maybe we should take a break. Get something to eat. Watch a movie.”

You nodded, not able to respond and just letting out a hiccup. Chris chuckled kissing your nose this time.

“Look cute as hell when you’re cumming on my dick. It’s okay. We got time. I’m not done with you yet.”

————

Obviously this break didn’t last long. Chris hadn’t gotten off yet and there was something in his eyes that definitely told you he wanted you to ride him.

Especially as you climbed into his arms when any scary parts came on. Hiding in his arm when anything happened. Of course the two of you were going to end up making out. You climbing on top of him so you could finally ride that dick.

Chris held onto your hips, forcing you down onto him and holding you there so you had to feel him as deep as he could go. “Ah fuck, Babe,” Chris groaned, eyes squeezing shut.

“Nuh uh, look at me when I fuck you,” you mocked him.

Chris smacked your ass at that. “Little fucking smart ass.” Keeping his grip on it after.

“Uh huh,” you breathed out, making you yell as he sat up. Grabbing your hair so he could smash his lips into yours. Making you move just right.

You started kissing on his neck. Not able to help yourself. Wanting to get him off like he’d done for you.

“If you keep doing that I’m gonna cum,” he groaned.

As if that’s not your goal.

“Fuck, Babe, I’m gonna fuckin’ cum in you if you- shit, Baby.” You kind of loved how desperate he sounded. Only made you wanna work harder.

“Do it,” you breathed into his ear. “Cum in me, Daddy. I want you to.”

That’s when Chris slammed down down so he could fill you up. The feeling of him loading inside of you only made you do the same letting out little whines before smashing his lips into yours again.

After a few minutes, Chris laid down on his back, taking you with him. Dick softening inside of you. Neither of you making any moves to pull him out.

Oh yeah you couldn’t wait to spend all night finding out how nasty he could be. Honestly couldn’t think of a better way to spend Halloween.

[jnnul]

let me let you go

a/n: no, i still don’t like it but it’s been a full 10 days since i’ve posted anything so i feel like i’m gonna fade into the abyss unless i post smth. sorry lol 😕

word count: 0.7k

tags: angst bruh, uhhh, breaking up w the one person u know will always love u, not my best writing i’m ngl sorry to disappoint guys

gif creds: @choibeomggyu​

beomgyu choi has but one little regret in life.

not to say that he hasn’t done many stupid things in his life. in fact, beomgyu has probably done every stupid thing there is to do when you’re young, dumb, and broke.

he’s accidentally set his hair on fire (no one told him that hairspray is flammable), sent his high school homecoming date an ‘i love you’ text the first time he got drunk (she’s lesbian and was in the closet at the time), and has greened out and eventually had to be hauled off in the trunk of yeonjun’s car because it was too much of a hassle to get him in a carseat. 

but even so, he’s never regretted any of those things. sure, he didn’t like the fact that it took nearly a year to grow his hair back out but he really rocked the buzzcut. and his lesbian homecoming date was the one who hooked him up at the internship he was at right now. and every time he had done a little too much at a party, he had woken up the next morning with videos he knew he would look behind on fondly.

and with even all of these things, beomgyu regretted you the most. 

he regretted not being the man you deserved. you were just so sweet, so kind, so good and he had let you slip through his fingers. every time he did something dumb, you would be there to smile and laugh at his uneven hair or his crazy stories.

you never made him feel dumb for the stupid things he did. taehyun always got on his ass about doing things impulsively without thinking about how the consequences might play out. beomgyu had a really habit of just rushing into things - especially if he thought it would be a good story to tell later on.

you were the opposite though. you didn’t really party (although you went hard when you did), kept to yourself most of the time, and honestly, you were a little bit of an overthinker. it was like you would go through every single terrible outcome from each small step you took before you finally made a move.

and yet, you never tried to rein him in. honestly, maybe beomgyu wouldn’t be wrestling with so much regret if you had. if you had tried to change him, maybe beomgyu would remember the memories he had with you with a little more contempt than he does now. maybe he wouldn’t try to access your instagram page through his friends accounts just to see what you were up to.

or maybe he would be here with you right now. maybe if you had tried to change him, beomgyu finally would have come to his senses and would’ve learned to settle down. or settle up, really.

even if you never tried to change him, and you always told him that you liked him just the way he was, beomgyu felt like he was the best version of himself around you. he thought a little more, spoke a little less, and laughed a little louder every single time he was in your presence.

instead of getting down in the dumps about he felt about himself (inevitably causing him to then do something stupid to get his mind off of it), he felt like he could talk to you. he liked to hear your calm and rational opinion on his matters. because you would never try to overly praise him or try to bring him down too hard. you would just tell him the truth.

which was why he broke up with you. 

you brought out the best version of him, sure, but beomgyu couldn’t hide his faults forever. even if you never judged him, even if you always laughed at his stories instead of scolding him, beomgyu couldn’t help but wonder if you would still look at him the same way if you knew just how much darkness he hid behind his smile.

and so, he broke up with you. he knew if he told you his true and honest feelings, you would’ve called him out on his bullshit. that’s just who you were. even if you knew it would hurt, you would tell him the whole, neutral, honest truth.

beomgyu didn’t like that. he didn’t want someone as perfect and accepting as you to be with someone riddled with too much energy to expel and too many overwhelming emotions. so he let you go.

and he has regretted it every day since then.

[moonstruckloverwritings]

Yandere! Michelangelo x Reader (general)

Honestly, I think it would be really hard to notice Mikey having yandere tendencies, if you did at all. The only two that would really pop out is his clinginess and maybe if you squint really hard, his jealousy. And even his jealousy is coated as a joke.

When he first met you, he would first try to become fast friends with you. All he knows at first is that he really enjoys being around you and if it’s not hurting anyone.. why deny it?

He would become different things for whatever you needed. Someone to have fun with and distract you? You got it! Want someone who can be serious and listen to you? 100% He’ll bend and flex to be whatever you want him to be. He just wants you to like him

Also, side note, I feel like he’s more serious and more of a thinker than anyone actually realizes. I personally think he’s more in touch with his emotions and is in his own head a lot more than even his brothers think. Maybe even suffering with depression. Being the youngest and constantly over looked and underestimated isn’t easy. I think he might use video games as a distraction and hides his emotions with a smile because people rely on him to be the one who up lifts others☝️. Sorry for the rant. I just think he deserved to be checked in on too. That’s a whole other post though, onto the regularly scheduled program.

I think when he figured out he liked you he would ask you out in a very comfortable fun way. You might even think it’s a joke but it’s just that he’s comfortable enough around you to bring up that topic and not be as shy about it. He knows you wouldn’t judge him or stop being friends if you weren’t interested. And yeah, he’d accept a no.

This is actually my first yandere that I think would not only not kidnap you, but wouldn’t do anything if you said no.

It would break him and he’d be depressed for a long time but he’s happy just being in your life at the same time, you know?

That is until you get a boyfriend. Then things start to change. He still doesn’t do anything to you but would act as a ward to others if they came around. They would just.. avoid you. One day you’re fine and the other, they scatter then they see you. You never get an explanation. You’re just heart broken. But Mikey’s there for you.

It gets to a point where it seems that you come up with the idea to be with Mikey. (Not that he had manipulated it that way at all)

He would be super clingy in the relationship. Any moment you had free, in his mind, is a moment you could be spending with him. And even if you aren’t free, if it’s not something really important.. it can always wait til tomorrow right?

And the jealousy, it would be played off as a joke but his brothers knew the underlying truth off it. They teased about it and sometimes would back off if Mikey came to them in private saying it was too much. Much like a cycle. They were still brothers and still very close.

As a boyfriend though he’d be very doting and compliment you all the time. He would also call you very cliche or overly sweet names like for example, sweet cheeks. That’s the first one that came to mind.

So all in all, he wouldn’t force you to do anything or limit any freedoms. But he would metaphorically back you into a corner where what he wanted to happen was the only option. In his mind, he wasn’t doing anything wrong as it wasn’t directly forcing you to do it. Just a … manipulation of outside forces. And he’d do it all over again if he had to.

[curio-queries]

FRI(END)S : THE SONG

This post is part of a series of my thoughts on this release. It's time to finally get these out of drafts and posted before Hobi's release. Here are links to the other posts:

QUICKCOMBO: Continuation

QUICKCOMBO: Termination

The Song (this post)

The Music Video

The Promo

First, if you haven't heard the song yet, please give it a listen and make your own impressions.

Initial Thoughts

The night this was released, I was having some sudden internet issues and was slightly panicking about being able to work the next day so I was admittedly a little stressed by the time I got to listen even though I stayed up specifically for it.

Usually I would listen to it first on Spotify before watching the music video but I was able to get the mv to load first for some reason. My first impression on the song itself was actually a little bit of confusion as to how long the track actually would be given all the 'non-song' space in the mv.

When I did finally get Spotify to work, I definitely thought it was too short but I was so excited that I was vibing with it as much as I did. V's solo work is very hit or miss for me, with most of LayoVer being a miss. I don't think the album was bad, I just had a hard time with it since none of the tracks really appeal to me. But Fri(end)s? I liked on the first few listens. Which is kinda funny because I was actually wondering pretty early on if Fri(end)s would work as part of LayoVer...more on that later in this post.

I still think the song is too short. I realize that's the trend these days as it's more of a marketing tactic but that doesn't mean I have to like the trend. Especially with the extremely clear folding of the song into two parts, it's pretty obvious to even some casual listeners that there's something missing. Not enough to make it a bad song but it just feels slightly unfinished.

Performance

If you haven't already watched the Live Film, I highly recommend it.

I know it's kinda a flex in music communities to value live versions over studio releases but I rarely fall into that camp. (I honestly think it has something to do with a sensory issue I have and extra noise that is often present in such recordings...anyway back to V). This performance is so great! It perfectly embodies both Tae's personality and the energy needed for a song like this. I honestly just felt so good listening to him sing this because he did it in the exact same way I do when I sing along to music; adding extra little rifs and bits just for the fun of it and avoiding the typical notes that all of the members leave out of most performances.

I'm not qualified to comment on the musical technique needed for this song but there are definitely some fun challenges that make for a satisfying singalong once you've nailed them!

LayoVer

If you haven't listened to the complete album in a while, here's a link. Always a good idea to give an album a complete top-to-bottom listen every once in a while, especially this one with how Tae agonized over track sequence of his solo work as mentioned during Festa 2022.

So, if you just list the key words of the lyrical themes and musical elements of both Fri(end)s and LayoVer, you'd think they'd be an easy match but the more I investigated, the less I think so.

First, I'm not really a music researcher when it comes to credits or following specific contributors but from what I can tell, there weren't any of the same individuals listed between the two projects except Tae himself. Which honestly surprised me.

Just going off of memory, I thought it'd fit in smoothly either before or after Slow Dancing but after trying it out, it just doesn't land for me. It absolutely deserves to be its own single and I'd initially wondered if it had been ripped out of the album as the track to tide us over during this chunk of ms but I really don't feel that way at all.

It honestly reminds me a little of how JK released 3D as a separate track. That song (as much as I don't love it) does stand on its own without the support of an album. Maybe Fri(end)s was one of the other songs Tae found during his search for LayoVer but that team didn't have enough material for a cohesive album? He didn't want to lose it so kept it as a single to release later.

I want you all to know that I wrote the above before seeing this video...thanks for proving me right V!! 😆

More thoughts on some of the meaning(s) of the song in my mv post!

(Sidenote, if you haven't seen the full set of the gif at the top of this post, I highly recommend checking it out. It's gorgeous! Absolutely astonishing work @kimtaegis 😍)

[racfoam]

https://www.tumblr.com/whoishotteranimepolls/751940358581157888/whos-hotter-fandom-wars-one-piece-edition

You’re might enjoy these polls but Doflamingo doesn’t have a good track record 😖

Oooh, polls! I think I saw these!

EVERYONE GO VOTE FOR DOFLAMINGO!

(smashes Doflamingo button)

Rosinante is beating him by a mile hahaha 🤣🤣🤣 honestly, I'm happy for Rosinante, he deserves it after everything he went through. And they choose an absolutely precious picture of him, while Doflamingo is about to crush someone's head with his foot 🤣🤣

Yeah, it's probably because he went from slaying fashionably to slaying... people. While still slaying fashionably, mind you!

Also, most people think his fashion is over the top but I love that sorta fashion on a guy! I like flamboyant men!

People just don't appreciate fashion these days, I'm telling you 😔

This look SLAYS. Orange pants? Orange pants! Fckn awesome. I adore orange! Amazing. And the shirt being halfway buttoned? 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

And that's not even his final form!

This is what he wears post timeskip. Shirt open. That shirt doesn't even have buttons to close it. Letting everyone see what he's packing. Absolute confidence.

They say he isn't hot bcs they are too scared of him (I mean, fair) or think his outfit is corny (also fair, not all people like such clothing attires)

I watched a video of a fashion designer rating One Piece warlord outfits. They put Doflamingo into an A-rank, just a rank below S-rank. They know what's up.

The civilian ladies in One Piece canonically like him. Like, suuuuure, uh-huh, he isn't hot 🙄 though, fine, civilian ladies in One Piece can have questionable standards 🤣. Civilians in One Piece overall are... really dumb. Overall, Doflamingo has a pretty handsome face shape, too.

I think most people don't like him cus of Law's backstory which, fair, I had cursed him in English and my own language for the next hour after Law's flashback, so I get that part.

My friends were like "How can you still like him after Law's flashback?"

And I was like...

"You want me to hate a villain for... doing villainous things?"

Other of my friends were like, "Ha, told you! Pay up! Ten euros!"

And then we all had a great discussion of how Doflamingo was definitely hurting during that scene and how he doesn't know how to handle emotions so the only way he shows those high passion emotions is by anger bcs it's the only way he knows how to react.

Yeah, I am of a much tougher material. He can kill Luffy and sure, I'd bawl like a baby and curse him to hell and back, but after an hour I just love him again! 🤣 Yeah, he's evil, he's an asshole, but he's my evil asshole.

He makes me laugh. He is so fckn funny. I laughed for a good 10 minutes after one of his lines I had to pause the ep because I was crying how much I was laughing.

There is NOTHING, and I mean NOTHING, better and more attractive for me than when a man is funny and makes me laugh. He is already attractive and then he can make me laugh, too? Attractiveness SKYROCKETS into space.

Fun headcanon I have is that he saw the sunglasses he wears on the women's aisle (because when did you EVER see a man sunglasses be white with this cool frame design? Exactly.) and they just slayed and he bought them and now the design is considered to be for both genders and it's all thanks to Doflamingo making the design his.

ABSOLUTE KING.

Plus, polls can cometimes be unfair. They once put him against his younger brother who is LOVED by the fandom, of course Rosinante would win. Hell, I didn't vote on that poll bcs I couldn't choose! 🤣

Sorry for going into detail, anon, thanks for the ask.

This has been my daily Doflamingo Appreciation Post. 🦩🩷

[justaredheadf1fan]

The Final Lap

The saddest day so far came.

Today's Seb's last race. I hope it's not his last ever, but for now it's his last. I truly hope both Fernando and Lewis are right and he'll come back sooner rather than later.

I've seen the Driver's Parade for once and several videos for Seb in the program prior to the race in DAZN Spain and the whole Guard of Honor for Seb and I can't. I can't process this. It's too much. Seb and Daniel taking pictures of each other while the other was talking in the interviews 🥹

They took the Class of '22 picture today and all drivers applauding Seb was too beautiful, honestly. Then the Guard of Honor. He deserves it all.

Even Kimi posted to say goodbye to Seb. THE ICEMAN. He truly loves him and I'm here for it.

Now it's time for the start. Alonso, I'm trusting you with Seb's wellbeing. I'M SERIOUS, FERNANDO, YOU GOTTA PROTECT HIM AT ALL COSTS.

LEWIS!!!!???? What a start, he goes flying off track due to Carlos closing the door. So tense, Jesus Christ. So, they don't investigate Carlos but they do investigate Lewis. Fantastic. The crybaby gets his way while Lewis says absolutely nothing about him being pushed off track flying around to stay on the race, but on we go.

YES LEWIS!!!!! THAT'S HOW IT'S DONE. No complaints, and yet he just keeps his head down and gets the job done. Carlos, learn a little maybe.

SEB AND ESTIE BESTIE FIGHTING WHILE ALONSO KEEPS HIS BACK PROTECTED, I'M HERE FOR THIS.

What is going on with Lewis? George just flies by and that's it. I'm speechless right now. So he's losing power, maybe those jumps off track damaged the car. For fuck's sake, NOT TODAY.

Esteban giving Seb space so that they don't touch is amazing. I love to see this respect for him. Now Vettel fighting Checo and Vettel takes the cake! I know it won't last much but everything to fuck up with Checo.

And Russell is gonna get penalized after that unsafe release after that horrendous pit stop. What the fuck Mercedes?

Lewis' stop is pretty good but he says that he thinks the floor is broken. I'm so done with this race. I don't want it to be over because of what it means but I need it to be over to stop suffering, if you know what I mean.

George given the 5-second penalty, he'll serve it once he stops again. And now Seb stops and drops to P19, this is so sad, I hope he regains positions the way he knows how. What the fuck Aston Martin.

And Alonso retires. Probably a Power Unit thing, because they were trying to keep it at all costs since it was their last without penalizing maybe? But it's a shame since he won't be able to donut his way with Lewis and Seb...

Sharl is flying right now and Checo complaining about Cuntstappen. Living la vida Loki right now.

We need to burn the W13 to the ground ASAP. We need someone to cause a Safety Car? Yes, we do. Who's volunteering? Latifi, it's your last race, you should celebrate it by stomping the wall with your car, just a little bit without any harm coming to you, of course. Just to get the SC.

AND HE DID IT!!! JESUS, I BARELY FINISHED WRITING THAT WHEN HE COLLIDED WITH MICK. My poor Mick, I didn't want to get you involved 😩 We don't get a SC but a slightly Yellow Flagged moment there.

So, the Latifi thing was a no-go, so we just need a double RedBull DNF. Universe, work your magic, it's time. you owe it to all of us.

Shit, 5-second penalty for Mick. I do't really know where he went wrong, because I don't see it that clearly.

Please, Mercedes, don't leave Lewis hanging again with the pit stops. Not today. Not in Abu Dhabi.

RedBulls you need to stop on track, both of you, so that we get a SC. Like NOW.

Checo passing Lewis BUT LEWIS COMES BACK. COME ON LEWIS, YOU CAN FUCK UP WITH CHECO. AAAAAND SHIT.

Is that Costappen being a good teammate? Or trying to look like it. FFS.

LANCE STROLL WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? AND MERCEDES WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOT STOPPING LEWIS?????

I can't take this, it's unbearable. Charles please bring it home, we need you to fuck up RedBull even if it's just a little.

Mercedes I hate you so fucking much for doing this to Lewis all over again. Wasn't it enough last year? Hasn't it been enough through the whole season? DO BETTER, FOR FUCK'S SAKE.

Lewis losing the car. Another one not being able to do donuts with Seb? This is fucking ridiculous. Honestly. I hate you so fucking much, Mercedes/W13.

Poor Seb, 2 of his besties out and not being able to do donuts with him. I hope at least Mick does. Seb gets P10, last point of his career for now. Amazing race, amazing career, better person. I don't care about anything else. so sad to say goodbye to Seb. So sad Fernando and Lewis weren't there with him doing those donuts.

My heart is broken, right now. I was growing up when Seb came into Formula 1. I was very young, but in the end so was he. I grew up watching him win. I just wish I'd appreciate it more at the time, but mostly I wish I'd appreciate him more at that time. I can't picture Formula 1 without Sebastian Vettel.

I'm crying too with Daniel's and Mick's farewells, even with Lando's message to Daniel on the radio made me cry. This is so unfair, losing these 3 altogether. My emotional support idiots on wheels. Seb at least got Driver of the Day too, so that's something positive at least, right?

I got hooked again to Formula 1 after watching DTS with the additional commentary session with Marina every episode to get myself into the atmosphere again after I watched the last 3 races of last season (plus Brazil afterwards). And I got hooked because of Daniel mainly. I already knew who he was but at the time I didn't really pay attention to him being a newbie and all. But I never knew that that personality of his would be the reason I needed to jump back in. I can't imagine Formula 1 without him either. He's been my emotional support idiot this whole season.

And what can I say about Mick. At first I didn't even realize last season that the son of the very Michael Schumacher had gotten himself into this circus. The last memory I had related to Mick was his dad's accident, because I knew he was with him that day. But after watching the first DTS 3 seasons and diving into the loop of F1, I started digging and finding whatever info I could find on all the new drivers I didn't know and I came across him. This kid with Michael's features and I couldn't believe it. I loved Michael Schumacher with my whole heart despite of my family being complete assholes about it and I definitely feel the same about Mick, I don't care how many mistakes he's made or how much he's struggled. I trust that he's not done, he'll be back and he'll be biting everyone in their asses.

I don't know if I'll be able to post anything at all before I go on my trip to the USA on Thursday, and I'm not sure if I'll be able to post after I get back. I'd like to write a few things about this season before the 2023 season starts, but I'll have to find my will to do so after this devastating last race.

I'd like to thank all the people reading me on here, especially the ones that do it every week. It's nice to see you there after each post. So thank you all, truly.

For now, peace out and see you soon.

[youremyonlyhope]

The Giggle

Final Fourteen episode*. If I've added an asterisk it means that I correctly interpreted the vague spoiler I saw and am not happy. (Edit: Yep added the asterisk.)

Anyway. I'm just glad this means we'll finally get Gatwa!Doctor. We should have had him already.

Also forgot to put this in the last post. But. Pandemonium, the world ending, people going insane, and a Toymaker. My prediction for the plot of this episode: StarKid's Black Friday.

Sorry, all I can hear is Barney Stinson. I'm sure he did a bad German accent at some point in HIMYM. I like dolls but these puppets are creepy even to me. "Sunnier climes" OH, SO HE'S A RACIST. Hey dude. Tell Baird about the human hair before it blows up. "Imagine if it could talk." No no no. Be careful what you wish for.

Something I forgot to say much much earlier. I don't know how I feel about the intense zoom-in on the TARDIS in the opening sequence. It's almost a Torchwood level of dramatic zoom.

Very carefully not showing us Wilf's face. I wouldn't have wanted Bernard present for all this chaos either though. I'm sorry. UNIT has an Avenger's Tower now? I don't like that. I liked the Tower of London. But I guess Kate wanted to make sure they definitely didn't get shut down again. I was chanting "Slap him, slap him, slap him" as Kate walked up and when she hugged him I said "Aww" in disappointment. Oh Mel! I had been vaguely spoiled of her showing up too. RTD2, I would have preferred an Old Who companion showing up in the 60th special episode that was closest to the actual 60th, but oh well I guess I should be happy we got something Old Who at all since this really was getting close to being a purely RTD focused anniversary. "The pilot declared his right to land wherever he wanted." Greaaat. Sounds like an average day here in 'Murica honestly. "Why should I care about you?" I mean look everything I've ever seen of the Tories tells me that's just what they're like anyway. What is a Vlinx and why is it here and why do we trust it? I don't trust it. Ah. Bad idea to deactivate it for even more than a couple words honestly. So is everyone just prejudiced now? Like the racist toymaker?

TRINITY WELLS!!!!! NO WAY. NO. WAY. THEY GOT MY GIRL TRINITY BACK ON MY TV!?!?!?! THAT'S MY GIRL RIGHT THERE. I LOVE HER. Ohhhh Trinity deserves the big font for that.

I've found the one bit of RTD era nostalgia that instantly gets to me. Have Trinity Wells show up. I guess this is how everyone else has felt the last few episodes. Not even Wilf got that reaction out of me. I literally just SCREAMED "Trinity Wells!" Out loud. I can't even be mad she's spewing stupidity and is "anti-Zeedex" I am just happy to see her. That's my girl.

If nothing else comes from this episode, if I don't care about anything else, I got to see Trinity Wells again. Ok that really made me so happy just now. The Trinity Wells Show. Really showing us it's her. Ahhh I love her. Seriously I'm reacting the way I probably would have reacted if they ever acknowledged Frobisher during Twelve's era. Only Martha showing up could get a bigger reaction out of me right now. Truly that was a cameo aimed at me and only me it feels like. So like the Master's network? "It's not like the old Archangel Network." Ok never mind. Oh so Rose only came out as trans 6 months ago. I WAS GONNA SAY THAT THE CHILDREN'S VOICES WE HEARD BEFORE THE TIME-SKIP WAS MY VOCAL WARMUPS. God I need to write things down when I think of them. NOOO. I THINK I KNEW ABOUT THE FIRST TV VIDEO BEING A PUPPET OR SOMETHING. THIS SOUNDS FAMILIAR. I don't mean to be That Person but the whole human race isn't connected by Internet yet. We still got uncontacted/limited contact tribes and groups all over the place. Hundreds if not thousands of people who have never seen a screen. Oh yeah! They're President of the World!

(I took way too long searching to find that specific gif. But I love that gif so much.)

"120 plus five weeks holiday." "Done." YAS GET THAT MONEY DONNA. Also find Martha to see if she's still freelance or not. "So you talk about no one. Ever." I don't mean to quote Jack Harkness, but not if they're blonde... Doctor. You are. Avoiding. Still so much Thirteen in you. NOPE. LOL at them having to use basically refurbished still images from the lost episodes. BBC, this is only the fault of your own that they're missing. I hope you two have learned from last episode to STAY TOGETHER. Rules of play. Lawless. Hmm. So the Toymaker made everyone act like kids where the world revolves around them and only them? WHAT DID I SAY. STAY. TOGETHER. Oh no he's way too light. That was way too heavy for the Doctor to lift. Who's your mummy? Not an Empty Child reference just me being convinced his mummy is going to be someone. Oh nooooo not the "mama" and the teeth. OH RECAP TIME. Is this because they know a bunch of people skipped Twelve and Thirteen and even Eleven? Oh well. At least some acknowledgement. Still wish it was in the first of the specials but ok. "Oh, well, that's all right then." Ok look Toymaker has got a point for those three "surviving" but dying. Why only reference the Flux and nothing else Thirteen went through? Part of me is upset at no mention of the Fam and Dan, not even at least Yaz since Fourteen would have seen her only days earlier, but Thirteen had a clean track record of companions surviving so it's ok. Ok NPH's using his Barney magic trick skills ok. I see you. What do you mean a jigsaw of the Doctor's history? WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT. PLEASE BE A REFERENCE TO THE ORIGINAL OLD WHO EPISODE. DON'T BE A HINT THAT RTD2 IS GOING TO TRY TO RETCON THE TIMELESS CHILD. JUST LET IT BE. I'm sorry the Master is in your WHAT. "The one who waits." Amy? Rory? They both waited. "That's someone else's game." huh. Sorry, all I see is Barney Stinson even in the mannerisms. I was wondering why if they went back in time that things would still be bad in the future. Since if they fixed it in 1925 it wouldn't happen. The Toymaker wouldn't be there. But no wibbly wobbly timey wimey just a different order. They should take the little toy box. Oh good took it. Don't you dare kill of Mel right here while she's watching the box. Don't you dare. I haven't even seen any of her episodes but I swear if you kill her.... WHAT. IS. THE. VLINX. THOUGH. Hey Doctor, at least tell Kate what you're up against. I was about to say that NPH was pretty perfect casting for a role like this, then the Toymaker threw Kate into a wall and too I'm mad now. DON'T HURT MEL TOO. Oh no. Kateeee I love you I do but listen to him ok? NOW you tell her about the Toymaker. Maybe some warning next time? Eh. He can shoot it. I didn't like this new UNIT building anyway. This is very Christmas Invasion. [thud] [glass shattering] OK that was dark. Wait celestials were a thing in Do You Hear Me? right? "And yet, I have fallen in love with humanity." Really hitting the nail on the "just like the Doctor" head here. OH. WOW. OOOOOOOOOOH. Next Doctor. Oooooooooooh. "It doesn't matter who. Because every single one of you is fantastic" RTD2 that better be a purposeful Nine reference though I know it's not. Don't you dare say "I don't want to go." for the third time. "Allons-y." Ok I'll accept that.

NO. NOT AGAIN. WE ARE NOT DOING ANOTHER TEN REGENERATION FAKE OUT. NO.

"What?" No. Nope. The spoiler came true and I am not happy about it. Time to add that asterisk. No. Is he not even wearing pants? Oh but I love Gatwa as the Doctor already so much. He's here. Oh Fifteen (fine I will say the number. I think this is the first time) gets to keep the tie. I meant to say I liked the grey knit tie earlier like 2 episodes ago. And the shoes. Oh and Ten's in an undershirt, I thought the shirt multiplied somehow just to not leave Fifteen totally naked. "Someone tell me what the hell is going on here?" I am so happy to see you. Why must your first scene involve you not wearing pants though? The disrespect. "I think you're beautiful." "Do you come in a range of colors?" "Yes." I... do not know how I feel about that line. I really don't like that Fifteen has to LITERALLY share his start with Fourteen. I was saying it when Gatwa was first announced as Fourteen and then not Fourteen because then Tennant got announced. And now it's literally happening. They're sharing the lines, the scene, 1 of 3 specials. Really more like half a special if we're being generous. I really wish we had just not done this Tenthree thing at all. See even Fourteen got to say "I'm the Doctor" first while Fifteen said "And I'm the Doctor." like. Come on. At least let Fifteen have that first line. HEY. THE CAPTIONS SAY [TENTH DOCTOR] NOT FOURTEENTH. SO WHICH IS IT. WHAT IS THE TRUTH. DOES THIS NOT COUNT?

Ok seriously. Give the man some pants. Like come on.

Eeek did he have too many teeth? He looked like he had too many teeth. Flat, 2D, like Flatline? "My legions are coming." Ok and that means... Oooh I did not like that the laugh's arpeggio didn't resolve. "And bind it in salt." SO. IS THIS SALT THING. REALLY A THING NOW? REALLY? Or is it just because the Doctor mentioned the whole salt thing being the leak that let the Toymaker in? And what about mavity? There's 15 minutes. The ball fell but did it hit the ground yet? Gravity? Maybe the game didn't end? The Doctor kissed themself. Not in the way the Master did but still.

Give him some pants please.

NO. NO. NOT ANOTHER LADY WITH RED NAILS PICKING UP SOMETHING THAT HAS THE MASTER INSIDE IT. NO. SERIOUSLY RTD WHY ARE WE DOING THINGS OVER? Unless it's Dhawan!Master. Then I will accept that. I will gladly have Dhawan!Master back. BUT OTHERWISE NO. I REFUSE. Why is Fourteen explaining this to Fifteen, he should remember it since he's him. Like come on. "This is great. I think. Is it?" That was a Thirteenism right there. "One thing you need in this place is a chair." see that's the Doctor channeling Bill judging Twelve not having chairs close enough to the console. "Adric." "Adric." ADRICCCCCC. Seriously that hurts me and like I said I haven't even watched that part of Old Who. God. Stop bringing up Rose come on. OH WAIT. WAIT.

WAIT.

"I loved her. And Rose." OH MY GOD. I hate Tenrose but even I'M freaking out that the Doctor just admitted to loving Rose out loud. OH MY GOD. I mean still fanservice pandering. But FINE. Fine. Tenrose shippers take this one I'm giving it to you. I got so distracted by my annoyance at the still constant bringing up of Rose I almost missed the weight of what that meant. Still mad about the Rose-colored-glasses of the RTD era but good for you guys getting this.

Mavic Chen? Remind me to look that up it sounds really familiar. Ah, wish I didn't look it up, gotta love that 60s racism. Rehab in reverse. So you're saying we're gonna check back in on Fourteen in the future and he'll properly regenerate and/or kind of pop into existence in the moment that Fifteen bi-generated? Maybe? Hopefully? God if I had a nickel for every time RTD had a second Doctor separate from the main Doctor and had Tennant's face stay on Earth with a companion, I'd have two nickels. Don't you dare split the TARDIS too. That's too much. I assume this hammer is an Old Who reference. If so, very cute. They split the TARDIS. And Fifteen gets the second TARDIS. I can't really describe my mood besides -_- "I am so sorry." Yeah you better apologize to her. Ok that's cute the ramp. Why the jukebox though. Traditional Earth ballad? If Billie Piper shows up I'm literally stomping across the pond to RTD's house and killing him because that'll officially be Too Much. I can't even be completely happy at Gatwa's first proper TARDIS flight. "You weren't going to leave without saying goodbye were you?" Of course he was. Ask Sarah Jane. ASK SUSAN. "As if I would ever do that." At least you're self aware. Have these two been the first Doctors to hug? So Fifteen tells people he loves them. Willingly. Openly. Frequently. And a lot. I like that. (Yes Fourteen said he loved Wilf and River but shhh that was over the course of days. Fifteen has said I love you twice in like 3 minutes and was very affectionate to Mel)

Can we PLEASE put this man in some pants though!?

The little 2-finger salute from Fourteen is cute though. "The eyebrow story." TWELVE? Nope an alien species. "Oh, you're family, darling. Sit down." AWWWW. AWWWWWW MEL GETS A FAMILY. Ok. Ok that's really sweet. That's what I care about. Not even Tenthree/Fourteen getting a family. Mel gets one. Empty chair. It's for Wilf yes but let me pretend Martha's just running late to dinner ok? Ok. "I've never been so happy in my life." That's good. Fifteen really split off from Fourteen and was like "Ok you carry all the trauma and deal with it. I'm gonna keep running away."

I knew the Vlinx was voiced by Nicholas Briggs. What IS the Vlinx though? Because I really was waiting for it to be like a plant by the Toymaker.

God I can't believe we're really gonna do the same thing all over again with the Master. Like I said, if it's Dhawan!Master then I'm overjoyed. If it's another, I'm not as happy. I'm hoping that because it was the same way Simm!Master had came back as himself, it means Dhawan!Master will too. We'll see. And who grabbed the tooth this time? At least last time the ring was in a forest. I could believe someone was nearby to take it. But they're on a HELICOPTER LANDING PAD. In the secure UNIT building. Seriously who picked up the tooth?

GIVE. MY MAN. SOME PANTS. I feel so insulted that Gatwa spent all of his moments in his first episode IN HIS UNDERWEAR.

The absolute highlight of the episode was seeing Trinity Wells. Literally the most excited I've been about any of these fanservice moments. That feels like it was fanservice just aimed directly at me. As if RTD2 was like "Hope's not gonna enjoy this. What can we do? No no I'm not bringing back Martha. Oh! Trinity Wells!"

*Asterisk time! I can only hope that Fourteen is just another Tentoo and will live and die a normal human life but that's not what seems to be the case. I don't like that there's just another Doctor floating around. I had been spoiled for it. I hoped I had misunderstood the post since I hadn't properly finished reading it once I realized it was a spoiler. But I interpreted it correctly. If it ends up being that Fourteen does eventually regenerate and kind of hops back into the moment the body splits into Fourteen and Fifteen, then fine. But like. Otherwise, if there's now just a separate branch of Doctors and regenerations and then Fifteen technically has to share the title of Fifteen with whoever regenerates from this Fourteen then I will be so mad. Is this Fourteen really Fourteentoo? Or Tenfour. CAN WE JUST STOP REGENERATING INTO DAVID TENNANT AT THIS POINT. Just have him come back as Ten, he doesn't need to be three maybe FOUR different Doctors!

Oh my god. If RTD2 pulls a "Fugitive!Doctor is actually a Doctor AFTER Fourteen and regenerated and forgot everything and then met Thirteen" instead of being a pre-First Doctor then I'll actually riot. If that's the meaning of the jigsaw of their history, I'm really gonna actually riot.

Of the 3 specials. The Meep was eh. It was fine. Pure nostalgia and a nightmare fuel alien monster of the week. However, I REALLY enjoyed Wild Blue Yonder. That was right up my alley combining aspects of a lot of my favorite past episodes. And the Giggle was fine. Better than the Meep, definitely. I love Fifteen. I'm mad about the bi-generation thing. I would have preferred if after the Toymaster was gone for a bit that Fourteen got sucked back into Fifteen or something as a way of the Universe correcting itself. I'm mad that for most of Fifteen's scenes, it felt more like he was Fourteen's companion. Not the next Doctor. ALSO WHY COULDN'T WE GIVE FIFTEEN SOME PANTS PLEASE. AT LEAST IN THE LATER SCENES.

Also is it still mavity? Did Donna really just ruin all of human history with that one joke?

Oh I just started proofreading and I realize my prediction of Black Friday was wrong. I really thought the Toymaker was gonna make everyone go crazy over a puppet toy.

GIVE FIFTEEN SOME PANTS.

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Hello I'm bored and procrastinating so here's the F1 gifmaker ask game that THEE @princemick tagged me in!

1. which drivers do you mainly make gifs for?

I make mostly Lewis, Lando and Daniel gifs. There’s probably a lot less of Lewis and Daniel gifs than I WISH I had honestly only simply because there’s so many gorgeous gorgeous Lewis and Daniel gif makers on here and there used to be a lot less Lando ones but YOU KNOW WHAT. That shouldn’t stop me. I should just gif it if I want to RIGHT?? LOL. Also I’m like one of two people on here who make Max Fewtrell gifs. 

2. out of the above (if more than 1), who’s your fav to make gifs for and why?

I do like making Lando gifs because he makes about 75 different expressions so every frame is a joy but he also has the most confusing colour tone for me so it’s always an adventure making Lando gifs. 

3. link the fav gif set you’ve made and tell me a lil about it

Listen I don’t make a lot of like ~creative~ gifs even though I really want to and when I have a little bit more time to experiment I WILL but I think if you look at the original video I deserve a medal for lighting this gifset, I also like this one it’s really cute and I liked making it I think it’s very #nadiacore aesthetically and okay here are some Lewis gifs I was messing around with and that I really like but haven’t found a good way to use yet

4. link your fav gif set from another creator

Oh man @josefnewgayden is literally one of the greats but specifically THIS ONE blew my mind. And this one is one of my favs too

5. off the top of your head!! tell me about the most memorable tag you’ve received recently

@nandofuckersfc saying if she met Lando in the woods she would very deliberately not tell him her name made me laugh out loud so hard and literally SO true.

6. which f1 media source (post race interviews, sf full accesses, no brakes, sharl’s vlogs, tiktoks, etc) is your fav to make gifs from?

Love a good Landolog I think they're filmed SO well shoutout Ash, most of the things Mercedes puts out are great too, stable filming, good quality. Underrated source we should mine more is the little cheesy videos on Lewis' youtube page because those are super high quality too. And extremely cute. No kudos to every piece of shit garbage video McLaren have put out since Henrik stop filming them. Henrik....come back to me....

7. tag someone else!!

idk who hadn't done it so I'm just tagging some gif makers i love no pressure @lewisbian @paxdemon @overtake @44lh

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so. i saw a post about MatPat again and how he is stepping down from the Theory channels by March, i believe. i watched his video the day after it came out i think, and i was so shaken, stirred, rattled, and everything in between.

i was a mixture of both emotions, happy and sad. sad because i have also taken the time to watch his videos before, and i have enjoyed them a lot, and will miss him and his voice once he steps down. and yet, i am extremely happy for him. he has a beautiful expanding family of his own now and i cannot imagine how bummed he/Stephanie might be for missing out milestones their kids might achieve while they are working. both he and Stephanie deserves the rest, honestly! although i dont watch all the channels nor watch all the Game Theory videos religiously like i do with my other YT subscriptions, he has still contributed a large amount of my watch time in my yesteryears and he has a special place in my heart

taking those into consideration, i just? i could feel the looming clock behind R&L. the boys are more than just boys now, they're big boys with a well-established family of their own, with kids that are now off to college. and i could not help but feel,,, conflicted. i would love the boys to rest too given that they're chronic workaholics, esp Rhett, but i would love it too if they stayed for as long as they could. i don't know if my separation anxiety comes into play here but i really DO feel anxious about the thought of them leaving. i just love them so much

and welp, i guess i just needed to get this off my chest. i wanted to not post this at all because it's fucking sad let's be real lmao, but, i guess i just saw MatPat's pic and it's a nice innocent pic but my brain slammed red writing on his forehead and reminded me that he would be passing the baton to his other teammates soon

i suppose i just wanted to cry and ramble on a Wednesday my dudes :D

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You Need to Know About Urbano

I wanna start this by saying it’s in its demo phase right now but from the demo alone I can tell this game is going to be so much fun. I also wanna say stop looking if you want 100% total surprise for the game since this post will include screenshots and gameplay. As well as characters and traits and yadda yadda. But I won’t be spoiling major points in the plot.

If you're looking for a new game to play and you like rhythm games with cool art, story and characters then this is literally it. You're gonna have to bear with me bc I sound like an advertisement but hear me out please.

Alright, I first found Urbano on TikTok, they posted about their game and updates on it. Right away the art blew me away, it’s so unique in it’s style! Here are some example's I've got:

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I adore the art, but it's not only strong in presentation. The gameplay is extremely fun here's some of me going through the gameplay and here's the controls since I skipped past some of them on accident since I played this beforehand. U - hit W - Jump S - Crouch D - Advance towards the goal (this can be an enemy or a destination) (you can also use a to backtrack/dodge if you have to)

The game explains it but that's the short of it.

I am no expert at rhythm games but even then I'm starting to get the hang of it and the gameplay is extremely fun along with the visuals. I remember when playing I got reminded of Skull Girls. The gameplay is something I've never seen before and it has it's own formula on how you press buttons. The RPG aspect along with being a rhythm game is something that really stands out about this game. I love RPGs and I love music, this game is a love letter to video game lovers who love a good RPG and music. Even if you aren't skilled at rhythm games you get the hang of it, I did and I honestly can't wait to play more.

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Now, characters. I wanna start with HOW MUCH I LOVE RETALIATOR’S DESIGN. I love all the designs but his is just SO GOOD!!

HIS MASK IS SO COOL!! I also really want to applaud the unique weapon he has. He uses a belt, you don’t usually see belts as the weapon your RPG character uses but it’s a awesome idea when put into practice. He stands out among the rest of RPG main characters and that’s something I think a lot of people, including me, appreciate. Small spoiler ahead but you learn this fact about Retaliator almost immediately: his actual identity is a guy named Vailo, you play as him and with that you take on Retaliator’s job of hunting urban legends. It’s a really distinct concept with a character as witty, tired and sarcastic as Vailo. He’s definitely my favorite character. (Full body ref of him).

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Lofi is really fun too, she works at a store called Kittie’s Kit. She’s energetic, smug and likes spilling tea. Her dynamic with Vailo is really fun since they contrast in a lot of ways. She also has a really cute design.

LOOK AT HER!!! Anyways, yeah she’s neat, I would explain more on her but it would be spoilersssssss.

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Ok last character I’m going to talk about is Honor, if I don’t cut it here, we’ll be here forever. Honor is an entity in the Karma District which is where all of this is located. From my understanding entities seem to be ‘the higher-ups’ or just beings of a higher status. Also from my understanding, entities seem to embody a trait of some sort Honor is just what she seems like, honorable. She doesn’t get socializing at first but you can sure help her out a bit if you choose to hang out with her.

Her design is super cool and very fitting to what she embodies. She talks with confidence but gets flustered when she slips up and others notice.

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All of this but on your screen!!! The demo was such a fun experience and I’m eagerly waiting for the full release. I highly recommend this game, the project deserves so much more recognition! Here is some links if you want to keep up to date with it all!

Official Discord!

Official Kickstarter!

Official TikTok!

Official YouTube!

https://twitter.com/bar0sa

Official Twitter!

And finally…

WISHLIST/DOWNLOAD THE DEMO!!!

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The Byler x High School Musical Parallel Breakdown

It has shocked me to my core, but there is actually more to this parallel than just the funky little video that blew up on TikTok, and I'm honestly still not sure how to feel about it given that there's a substantial amount of narrative overlap, particularly between Byler s4 and HSM 2, so without further ado, let's get into it brochachos.

Like Kindergarten

Now the first thing I want to talk about here you may have already seen in a recent post of mine, but I think it deserves more attention and analysis, so let's talk about the use of "kindergarten" references in both High School Musical and Stranger Things.

In the first High School Musical movie, Troy takes Gabriella up to the rooftop garden space, which Gabriella refers to as his "private hideout," so that they can talk and be alone. (I want to put a pin in this and talk about the concept of private hideouts parallelism in a bit, but for now let's move forward).

They start to talk about how it's hard to be their respective authentic selves and constantly feel like they're being forced into these archetypal molds, but Gabriella says that when she was singing with Troy, she felt like she was "just a girl," meaning that she didn't have to be anything else in that moment but just herself.

She then sits down on the bench with Troy and asks, "Do you remember in kindergarten how you'd meet a kid and know nothing about them, then ten seconds later you're playing like you're best friends, because you didn't have to be anything but yourself?"

And Troy responds, affirming her question with a "Yeah."

And Gabriella says, "Singing with you felt like that."

Here, it's very clear that Gabriella is being vulnerable with Troy, she's telling him that singing with him made her feel safe and more like herself than she has felt in any of her other schools; she doesn't feel alone when she's singing with Troy, she feels seen.

Now there's a couple places in Stranger Things that I think parallel this conversation, and the most obvious one is Mike's S2x08 monologue recalling his memory of meeting Will.

Here, we get Mike saying, "Do you remember the first day that we met? It was...It was the first day of kindergarten. I knew nobody. I had no friends, and...I just felt so alone and so scared, but...I saw you on the swings, and you were alone too. You were just swinging by yourself. And I just walked up to you and...I asked. I asked if you wanted to be my friend. And you said 'Yes.' You said 'Yes.' It was the best thing I've ever done."

Now, although the tone of these reads somewhat differently, where Gabriella is reminiscing in a nostalgic way and Mike is recalling in a much more intimate and vulnerable way, we still get a strong narrative through-line here in that Mike and Gabriella are both talking about the fact that the other person made them feel seen.

While there's the obvious dialogue cue of "kindergarten" being used in both of these lines, there's a deeper implication here to being one's most authentic version of oneself. Mike was feeling scared because he believed that he would be rejected by the other kids at school until he found Will, in a very similar fashion to how Gabriella had felt shoe-boxed into being the "freaky math girl" by her peers and didn't truly feel like herself until she sang with Troy.

Here, Gabriella and Troy's refrain of "Like kindergarten" throughout the movie is meant to act as an invitation to allow the other to just be themselves.

So where else do we get a similar vulnerable scene between Will and Mike? You guessed it. It's the "crazy together" scene.

Leading into this scene, we see the party out trick or treating together, and Will gets cut off from the rest of the group and pushed over by a group of bullies, triggering an episode in which he enters the upside down. He calls out for Mike, but at first Mike can't find him, and when he finally does, he asks Will if he's okay and then says, "I'm gonna get you home, okay?"

Now, remember that I said we'd put a pin in the "private hideout" conversation? Well, this is where I want to pull that back out. Throughout the course of Stranger Things, we see two places that are predominantly coded as "private hideouts" in relation to Mike and Will, the first being Castle Byers, and the second being Mike's basement.

While Mike's basement might not at first seem like a private hideout, over the course of the show, it becomes established that this is not a part of the house that Mike's parents or his sister frequent. We mostly see the basement used as a hangout space for the party's DnD campaigns, and all throughout season 1, Mike was able to successfully hide El in the basement without her being found. Given the fact that the basement is also plastered in art Will has given to Mike, it's safe for the audience to assume this is predominantly Mike's space.

So when Mike tells Will he's taking him home, the audience assumes that he'll take Will home to Will's house, but he instead takes him down to his basement, a place that is established in the show as a private space for Mike, and we see them then engage in this intimate conversation.

Will starts to explain what it's like to be trapped in this space between Hawkins and the Upside Down. After Will explains, he asks Mike not to tell the others, so we can see them establishing a special trust with one another that doesn't include the rest of the party.

Will tells Mike that the others "Won't understand," and Mike replies by saying "Eleven would," and here is where we see Mike finally being vulnerable and opening up to Will about how he suspects she might still be out there and that he still thinks he sees her sometimes, something Mike has kept from the rest of the party.

Mike confesses by saying, "I don't know, sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy."

To which Will nods and says, "Me too."

And Mike then says, "Hey, well, if we're both going crazy, then we'll go crazy together, right?"

And Will says, "Yeah. Crazy together."

Here, Will and Mike seem to establish this mutual understanding. They have both gone through a change to themselves and their understanding of the world around them that has forever altered their perceptions, and while Mike references El here, his conversation with Will is not about El, it's about revealing himself and his own fears and insecurities, so just like in the rooftop scene from High School Musical, we get this mutual acknowledgment of each counterpart seeing the other for who they really are, and not who they are expected to be or who they were before their perspectives changed (for Troy and Gabriella, they believed they had to remain as the basketball guy and the freaky math girl, but when they sang together, it changed their perceptions of who they had to be).

The "crazy together" line here functions in tandem with the "like kindergarten" callback we see between Troy and Gabriella in High School Musical. When Troy uses this line on Gabriella towards the end of the movie, it's as a reminder to her while they are on stage together performing that she doesn't have to be self-conscious, and he invites her back into that vulnerable space of being in "kindergarten" where you could just be yourself. Similarly, "crazy together" is used as a way for Mike and Will to both know they're not alone and that they equally see each other for who they are.

Sharpay/Troy and El/Mike Conflicts

Okay, so I'm now going to jump into the second movie in the HSM franchise, because I think this is where we see the strongest narrative parallels to ST4.

The setup we get to HSM 2 is that summer is coming and the main cast of characters is looking for summer jobs. Sharpay decides that this is the perfect opportunity to shoot her shot with Troy, and we see her kind of attempt to interject herself into his relationship with Gabriella by getting Troy a job at the country club her parents run, which soon backfires because Troy convinces the hiring manager to hire practically all of East High, including the basketball team and Gabriella.

However, Sharpay, being herself, doesn't give up on Troy that easily, and schemes several times to attempt to get him alone and to get in the way of his spending time with Gabriella. While I think Sharpay's whole arc in this movie is compelling for the purposes of Byler, there are a few scenes in particular I want to take a look at.

The first is the dinner scene that takes place with Sharpay and Troy. While Troy is caddying for Sharpay and her family, Sharpay lets him know that she was able to pull a few strings to set him up at dinner with a college scout who would be looking to give out basketball scholarships and basically forces his hand into attending a dinner with her, her parents, and the college scout, all while she treats Troy like her boyfriend, and we can see he's incredibly visibly uncomfortable throughout the entire dinner.

After Sharpay talks up Troy's other talents, we see her start bragging about his singing as well and even tries to get him to sing at dinner in front of her family. After he refuses under the guise of his voice being hoarse, Sharpay says, "But you will sing some other time, with me, promise?"

Here, Sharpay is attempting to get Troy to invest in her and spend more time with her. Troy knows what she's getting at and wants to shut this down, but he feels unable to do so because her parents are right there, so he reluctantly agrees to sing with her.

And we get the poor boy looking the most uncomfortable he's looked in his entire life right here:

You can see the look of instant regret on his face after he agrees.

Of course, Sharpay doesn't give up there; she orchestrates an entire romantic music number to try to set herself and Troy up as counterparts and throws the music at him to try to get him to sing along. This is where we finally see Troy standing up for himself and asserting that he's already dating Gabriella and that nothing between he and Sharpay is going to happen.

From these moments, we can clearly see that Sharpay is trying to get Troy to see romantic potential in her and admit feelings for her, even when it's made clear to the audience that he doesn't.

So why is this relevant to Mike and El? Well, if you've stuck with me this far, this narrative should be sounding a little familiar.

Aside from the fact that the main conflicts in both of these arcs begin at an awkward dinner, we see a lot of the same dynamic playing out with Mike and El when El confronts Mike about not saying he loves her.

After El brings up the way that Mike looked at her at the roller rink, Mike says that he doesn't view her as a monster and that he was just surprised and confused, but it doesn't matter because he "care[s]" for El "so much."

El looks hurt by this and says, "Care. But you don't, you don't love me anymore?"

We can see that she's looking for reassurance in this scene. She needs to know that Mike still loves her without her powers and that she can depend on him, but all we really see back from Mike is defensiveness.

He follows up by saying, "Who said that I didn't?"

And we get the infamous:

"You never say it"

"I say it."

exchange.

When El tells him he can't even write it and brings out the letters as proof, he blame shifts and says that El shouldn't let the "Mouthbreathers" ruin their relationship.

I love seeing these gifs of Mike and Troy juxtaposed because they both look equally as uncomfortable in these shots, and you would think that a guy in an established relationship with his girlfriend would not be pulling the same facial expressions when his girlfriend is trying to affirm for herself that he loves her as a guy who is getting hit on unsolicited from a girl outside of his relationship.

While these plot lines are slightly different, El and Sharpay are playing very similar roles in both: trying to get the guy they like to reciprocate their feelings.

In drawing this parallel, it forces the viewer to see El and Mike's relationship in a different light, because El is being paralleled to Sharpay who is getting in between the relationship between Troy and Gabriella. Now, I don't support the rhetoric of El getting in between Byler outside of this post, but for narrative purposes of these parallels, this is how it's being presented.

Which, in the context of the overarching story, makes seeing this TikTok in which Byler directly visually parallels Troy and Gabriella (though now it appears Will takes the place of Troy and Mike takes the place of Gabriella) all that much funnier.

(the shots here are slightly edited, so it isn't exactly in sync, but it's pretty damn close).

And if you're thinking it might be a stretch to compare these two scenarios, this is what really did it for me:

Towards the end of the movie, Troy reconciles with the basketball team after not acting like himself and putting himself before his friendships with them, and we see Sharpay looking worried at the fact that both her brother and Troy bailed on singing with her when she brought talent scouts out to come watch her perform.

While Troy is perfectly ready to just let her perform without him, we see Ryan come up to Troy and basically convince him to get back out onstage and sing with Sharpay. Ryan tells him, "Troy listen, all these people out there, I don't really wanna see my sister crash and burn. At least I think I don't. I think you should sing with her."

Troy looks pensive, and then he breathes in like he's about to go to battle before going to Sharpay's dressing room to agree to sing with her.

Now, while this ends up just being a ruse to get he and Gabriella to sing together, the narrative device of having Ryan have to push Troy into singing with Sharpay could not be any more similar to Will's "Don't stop, okay? You're the heart."

Both Troy and Mike have to be pushed into this act with Sharpay and El respectively, as neither one of them was going to volunteer of their own accord.

Try Before You Deny

I can't believe I'm saying this, but after having watched High School Musical 2, I now believe that the fruit on pizza metaphor was, in fact, intentional queer-coding, and here's why:

The subtext in the Surfer Boy Pizza scene is the same as the subtext in the scene that occurs between Chad and Ryan in I Don't Dance.

Let's take a look:

So we have Ryan coming up to Chad after Gabriella invites Ryan to the staff baseball game. They get into a little bit of a standoff when Gabriella suggests that Ryan can save the talent show after Troy bailed on them because Ryan knows how to direct and choreograph. Chad then says to him, "If you want to play ball, then grab a mitt. But I don't dance."

Ryan comes back at him by saying, "You don't think dancing takes some game?"

And Chad asks, "You got game?"

To which Ryan responds, "A little."

Someone then passes Chad and Ryan the bat, and they put their hands one over the other until Ryan has claim over the top of the bat, signifying that he will be pitching first.

This whole song is heavily queer-coded and associates itself with playing for the other team, which way Chad "swings," and experimenting at things that aren't in your wheelhouse, but I want to talk about a few of the lyrics throughout the song as they seem particularly relevant to what's going on in the Surfer Boy Pizza scene.

The pre-chorus of this song literally goes:

"You'll never know"

"Oh, I know."

"If you never try."

"There's just one little thing that stops me every time...

Yeah, Come on! I don't dance!"

The subtext in these lines is pretty self-explanatory, but this is basically Chad saying that his pre-conceived notions about himself stop him from trying to dance. He's incredibly resistant to trying anything that would shake up his jock persona.

When we look at this in comparison to the Surfer Boy Pizza scene, a lot of this dialogue shows up the same.

In this scene, we see Mike and El about to have this meaningful discussion about the last argument they had before El left, but they get interrupted by Argyle dropping a pineapple pizza in front of them.

Mike then says, "Dude, this is pineapple on pizza"

And Argyle says, "Try before you deny."

El then tries the pizza and says, "Good."

And Mike, in disbelief asks, "It's good? What do you mean it's good?"

And El just says, "Really good."

Mike then replies, "What? That's insane! That's blasphemous! Putting fruit on pizza?"

We then see Argyle and El start trying to force-feed Mike the pizza, to which he is completely resistant, until he finally tries it and says, "No, you're right, it's good."

Just like Chad, we see Mike being encouraged into an action that's out of his comfort zone, and just like Chad, Mike is adamant about not trying it and resistant to this change.

While Mike finally lets down his resolve against the pineapple pizza and finally accepts that it's good, we see a similar acceptance between Chad and Ryan when they both partake in each other's game (Chad dancing and Ryan playing baseball), and then we see them hanging out together in the next scene having switched into each other's clothes, fully embracing both parts of themselves.

You could chalk this up to coincidence, but between the narrative similarity in how these scenes play out and the use of the word "try," but specifically it's use in the same context, "you'll never know if you never try," and "try before you deny," I think there's a good chance that they incorporated some of the queer subtext from High School Musical within this scene.

This is pretty much the bulk of what I got when looking at these two in conjunction with one another, but let me know if there's a moment I missed! Hope you enjoyed this one!

[elvisabutler]

more angst/fluff with austin x priscilla!reader

anon this leaned more on the angst side than the fluff side. sorry about that. i'll make it up to you later. tw: talk of babies, hiding babies, needing therapy, character bleed to the max, pregnancy, mentions of custody battles. think i covered my bases.

so here's the thing. you need therapy. you both do is actually something that comes up as soon as you're back together. austin's cognizant of it and with time doing so much to heal a little of the pain you get it and can acknowledge it too.

you get therapy and you work out your issues. your glaring issues of you being mildly unable ( very unable ) to separate your boyfriend, your probable future husband, the love of your life from his role as elvis. and you being unable to separate yourself from priscilla despite knowing yes intellectually you're seperate people and austin isn't buried six feet under.

you have the therapist's personal number purely because she has never met a couple so in love and earnest about talking things through. the woman makes tea before your appointments and just sips away at it while you two do so much of the work. she is a spectator in this adventure that is your relationship.

you once have a blow out fight though and in her notes all that's written is: i have never seen them fight like this. this is unnerving.

consider that you once sent a text while drunk to austin as you scrolled through twitter or instagram or some news site only to see him and kaia looking so pretty and happy.

i see you found a new priscilla. she's cute when she dresses up as her. and then. i thought i was pregnant when i came home. i wasn't.

he's a few hours ahead of you asleep when you send that text. for once you're in la and he's in new york. he doesn't wake up immediately but his sleeping schedule's been a mess since you left him and he wakes up two hours later only to call you once, twice, three, four times leaving voicemails after the first phone call you don't pick up.

"What the fuck Little Dove? What do you- What do you want me to say- What am I supposed to do with that? What do you want me to do about that? Why didn't-" "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Just pick up the phone. We need to talk about this in person, I'm in New York, tell me where your apartment is, Dove." "We talked about this- why didn't you tell me. I would have flown to you in a heartbeat if I had known you thought we might be having a baby."

"It wasn't your business at that point, Butler. I didn't- it wouldn't have have been our baby and I certainly didn't deserve it by then. I only thought because suddenly a month had happened and there was no period nothing. And my boobs and everything felt so different." "You didn't want one with me."

the fight in the therapist's office? stems from that. stems from you telling austin that honestly, even if you had been pregnant you wouldn't have told him. you would have just let the paparazzi take a picture of your bump and he finds out that way.

austin sees red at that idea. that would have been his kid with you and he would have had to fight with you over custody because how dare you try and hide it. try and keep that part of both your lives as only yours.

the fight ends in you saying it wouldn't have been your kid. at least you wouldn't have felt that way. it would have been more priscilla's than yours. austin scoops you up into a full hug as the sobs start to hit you fully.

but consider in another time and another place maybe that's what does happen. you hide and don't tell him until tmz posts a video with you in his sweatpants and in a t-shirt that hides the bump for the most part but when you look close enough you can see it. austin can see it after a date with kaia and it's a mess. because that's his dove, his little dove and that's her baby bird in there. their baby bird. and he's not there, you didn't even give him the chance to be. but he'll change that.

but you know that's the hard parts of everything. the parts you and him don't dwell on.

consider. when quarantine starts and you've chosen cereal on your bed three days in a row austin gets annoyed. he knows you have food you just don't want to cook breakfast.

consider daddies aren't always sexual. you're more used to that than anything else but austin? the man loves to cook for his people. and you two haven’t defined what you are yet but he wants you in his life somehow. which makes you one of his people.

the night before he asks you what your favorite breakfast is. thankfully your answer is all in his pantry and his fridge and wouldn't you know it he can make it. and make it he does. except you're not here to enjoy it and can't come up to him. he knows the protocol and that he's not supposed to leave the apartment but he needs to just drop this off.

so like an idiot he runs down the flights of stairs to get to you only to knock on the door after leaving the food at the door. it is like a wonderful version of ding dong ditch.

you call him as you open up the food with a sort of glee he wants to see on your face every single day. you're touched and you return the favor in kind with dinner the next day. in fact that's how the two of you eat your meals together. with food the other snuck up to each other's apartments. it's romantic and maybe after the third day of this you realize that austin might be the perfect daddy for you.

by the end of the week and his own realizations that have your head spinning you realize that you want him as daddy as your boyfriend as something.

"you really care for me don't you?" "i don't know why anyone wouldn't care about you." "i'm a bit much." "then aren't you lucky i can handle a bit much plenty."

that's when you maybe start to fall a little in love with austin.

no it's that exact moment that you know you just fell definitely a little more in love than you should be just yet.

[ayamturd]

bisexual│mcyt hc

warnings: small mentions of hate, fluff

prompt: (requested 1 & 2) “Hello uh I saw one of your posts about the dream smp reacting to you coming out so I was wondering if you haven't already done it can you do dream smp reacting to you coming out as bisexual?” 

“Hello yamturd so I was wondering if maybe you could do tubbo, Tommy and Ranboo reacting to reader coming out as bisexual or lesbian if you haven't already done it :)” 

pairings: irl platonic! dream, ranboo, tommy and tubbo ; c!technoblade

a/n: if i offend or misinterpret anything in this hc, please feel free to message and correct me otherwise. i will always try to correct or delete this post if asked so <33

sending my love to all those who identify as bisexual <33

wc: (1.5k) - m.list

dream - 

considering his prideful personality sometimes, you probably wanted to play with his ego and drop subtle hints

not anything too obvious, but enough to make him kick himself when he realizes

though it was admittedly difficult since he plays into the dnf ship so much that he thinks you’re also joking more than half the time 

imagine you two were in a voice call one evening and randomly discussing the recent fanon and what would be funny to turn into canon (to mess with the fandom)

you’ve been recently shipped with two other content creators, both of opposing female and male gender, separately and together

“Honestly, I wouldn’t mind hitting that.” “Which one?” “Both.”

He’d laugh, but you didn’t.

“Wait, you’re serious? You actually identify as…?” “Bisexual. Yeah, I’m pretty sure anyway.” “Y/n, that’s amazing.”

takes pride in the fact that you trust him, but would feign being upset that you messed with him for as long as you did

be jokingly offended if he found out someone knew before him

“Wait…” “Yes?” “You told Bad??” “Yeah, he was one of the first.” “W— Why??”

It was your turn to laugh while he gawked in disbelief.

“It’s Bad! Of course I told him.” “… Fair enough.”

hate is a given, and he’ll always be there to support and defend you

he’ll always ask your permission before taking any action, however, because he respects you too much and knows you can fight your own battles

dream is someone will show relentless support, whether that be through words or moral support, he’ll always be there for you 

c!technoblade - 

i honestly feel like you never officially came out to techno

as you began to recognize yourself as bisexual, you slowly expressed yourself around him more openly to the point where he unconsciously knew

it’d probably would have hit him in the most random moment after months of assuming he knew

imagine you’re in the midst of battle when techno paused entirely with wide eyes 

“Y/n!” “What!?” “Are you gay??”

you would tease him when discussing your love life in one-sided conversations with him; him basically choosing to ignore you when you talk to him

“Honestly, Techno, how could you not want to hit that?” “Please, just stop.”

(i’ve written this before but will stand by this that) he truly doesn’t care for your sexuality

you’re a friend, someone he trusts and relies on, he doesn’t need to consider who you’re attracted to since he sees you for your skills and friendship

the only, and only time he is mindful of your sexuality depends on others unnecessary comments about it

the smp is a known judgement free land, but there will always be someone with ignorant opinions that he is always quick to shut down (or kill)

nothing much can be said besides the fact that you’ll always be y/n to him: a loyal friend and someone he would fight the world for

ranboo - 

oh sweet ranboo, dear ranboo

considering how openly supportive and kind he naturally is, you didn’t question the idea of telling him

i’d like to imagine that unlike most where you planned or waited to tell, the moment you knew, he would know soon after

imagine you called him before he began his lore stream to hype him up

you both were talking about more mundane things to calm his nerves as people joined when you brought it up

“Oh actually, before you start, I wanted to tell you something.” “Sure, what is it?” “Well, I— I’m Bisexual.” “…You’re tELLING ME THIS WHEN I’M ABOUT TO START MY STREAM??” “Y/n! I’m so happy for you, that’s amazing!”

he’s incredibly patient concerning how you wanted others to know or when you were ready to be completely out

similar to c!techno with the same beliefs you’re still y/n, and nothing has changed besides you coming out as yourself

he’s your go to when days are rough, because he knows how to help you understand you’re still loved as the same y/n and nothing less

“Hey, hey, listen to me. I love you, y/n. We all do, and you’ll never be alone when things get rough, alright?” (love /p)

knows how to silently deal with hate in his chat unless it becomes evident enough to address it (doesn’t want to bring attention to meaningless words until it becomes serious)

ranboo’s your rock and makes show that he’ll never believe anything other than that you deserve love

tommyinnit - 

as someone who took pride in defending the LGBTQ+ community, you had no hesitation when coming out to tommy

if any, your reluctance would come from accepting yourself to the point to be open with other people

it’s not as if he didn’t accept you, he could never imagine doing so in the slightest, but he probably wouldn’t know what to say initially

imagine you both were in the midst of playing bedwars together in a recording for a video

he had been busy gathering emeralds while you remained at the base, and the comforting silence gave you the confidence to blindly address it

“Hey Tommy?” “What, y/n? I’m in the middle of something right now.” “Oh, um, I’m pretty sure I’m bisexual.” “…” “…Tommy?” “…” “T— Tommy?”

it’d be dead quiet for a few seconds before you heard the noise of him rustling in realization

“Wait wait wait, you’re serious? You’re bisexual?” “Haha yeah, yeah, I am.” “WHA—!”

he was happy for you, to say the least

tommy loves to joke, and one he loved to make would be your attraction to both genders

you like women? pog!

you like men? a shame, honestly

if you were publicly out, his favorite bit would be to include you in his obnoxious swooning

imagine he was streaming while talking about his love for women

“Boys, honestly, the ladies just can’t resist me.”

The ding of discord notified you entering the call, the sound of your laughter immediately coming through.

“I agree, Tommy, I definitely agree.” “Y/n! You are attracted to women, and I am also attracted to women. You can agree women are amazing, yes?” “I can, Tommy. Women are indeed amazing.” “Good lad!” “Tommy, you do realize I’m not only attracted to w—” “Shush, we don’t speak of that.”

he showed his support by normalizing your sexuality, his acceptance quick and easily integrated into your lives

(this is getting long but—) tommy was well aware he lacked some knowledge when being in the LGBTQ+ community, but openly voiced his ignorance as a sign of awareness itself

he was always quick to correct either himself or others, he refused to accept slander of any type in his streams

would probably try to keep it light heartedly, but scold nonetheless

tommy was your figurative cheerleader, always there to include and uplift you, whether that be through the smallest gestures or loudest cheers

tubbo - 

poor tubbo

since he wasn’t the most careful with secrets, you probably withheld telling him till you were ready for most to know

this isn’t to deter anything of not trusting him, he’s still supportive and loving tubbo that wouldn’t dare do anything purposeful against you

if anything, you might have forgotten that he didn’t know when you were casually taking about it within a group

imagine you and Ranboo were trying to get him to sleep one early morning but gave up

you started talking about personal stuff and the topic of your love life came up, specifically the attraction to someone of the same gender

“I don’t know, Ranboo, I mean, I think I like them but at the same time I’m not sure.” “That’s fai—” “Wait, y/n. You’re gay??” “Bisexual, actually.” “WaAA—”

his very sleep deprived state was extremely happy and emotional for you

he’s like the little duckling with a knife, like he loves you completely but will try to hurt anyone that offends you

like tommy, he has no personal knowledge when being in the LGBTQ+ community but will solely learn for your sake

whether you’re younger or not, tubbo never fails to remind you that he looks up to you

he gives his all and won’t hesitate to provide in any way he can if needed

“You matter,” he’ll always say, “you’re important and no one else’s opinion matter.”

is proud to be your friend and expresses his platonic love in full, for you’re you and are so brave to be yourself despite all

choosing not to tag my usual taglist just cause its a headcanon with a specific request <33 (huge ty to @basilly​ and @inniterhq​ though for the advice/motivation to finish this)

[nightswithkookmin]

Thought I was the only one who suddenly feel possessive over Jimin. Like, I really hope he is feels loved and cherished right now because he deserves the world and going into surgery and waking up when no one can touch you without family or friends there is awful especially if you are worried you gave them it too without knowing. When I had the virus I felt alone and was really worried for my parents I think the distance from everyone was the hardest part for me. I was surprised by my worried reaction when I read the news but I guess I didn’t realize how much I care about him until now. Why do you think the timing is sus? Isn’t it night time in Korea?

This makes me even more jittery

Not sure if this is a mistranslation but uhm...

Reading this in conjunction with your experience of covid makes me...

I'm really not feeling like myself honestly to be making analysis and stuff.

I said the timing was sus cos he and Tae posted around the same time for one.

Remember this?

Same vibe of them playing video games at night and cuddling in bed.

If they both online they definitely been dialoguing and I wonder what got Tae so chipper. They are midnight pals and I want in on their late night whispers.

Tae probably told him we been losing our minds- I'm just curious okay? Especially as I said in my earlier post that Tae finna call him 24/7 to check up on him and tuck him in and shit. They both jumped online after talking or something and I'm both jealous and happy at the same damn time.

Vmin's relationship is fascinating and beautiful and low key threatening. They be making Jungkook look like a bad bf sometimes someone gotta say 😭😭😭😭😭

Jungkook will wake up early morning and be doing his own analysis like

It's his "yall cried together huh" for me. Jk is a funny guy. Lmho

Then the other thing that makes it sus- can yall just do your own analysis?

I really don't wanna

Just go back to Suga's surgery stuff, when it was announced he had covid, what he did right after. Start from there.

Jms situation is either really so bad or someone a real slytherin and lowkey saddist💀💀💀 😭😭😭😭

If that's what he and V been akekeking about they work overtime for the devil on god😭😭

I was so worried I couldn't eat nothing at all. Was so scared to come online cos my heart skips whenever I hear or see his name anywhere. Do you know anxiety makes you poop more often than not? My menses came earlier than usual too damn.

I'm really in a one sided relationship with this man and he don't even know my name

I hope he never talks about his covid experience, his isolation, being cut off from his loved ones and his worry over passing on the virus to them. My poor heart can't take it.

Now I'm worried for Jeikei😭😭😭😭😭

If he gets it it's game over for Jikook😭

Dude too silent on the gram. Where art thou Jungkook😭😔😭😭😭

Lungs under water but we breathing fine🤣

I shouldn't laugh💀

GOLDYMINGOLD