#i mean the whole album rly but this one is stuck in my head rn

[carfuckerlynch]

i want to talk about that unwanted animal. can we talk about that unwanted animal now? i’ve been dying to talk about that unwanted animal

[coalessscence]

The Big Mun Questionnaire Thingamajig— answer these questions then tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better!

tagged by: @patiencetaught !! thank u sm my babe! tagging: UHHH ok imma try my best here, @zerotoherc, @gentlegently, @dvstv, @infcrtunii, @gvtshct, @skepticspooked, @skepticreal, @kradljivac, @bruadcr, @prctextlve, @amourfugitif, @keepgcing, @17escapes, @scaredvicious, @surrepo-iuvenisdomina, @withhclding, @femmeveined, @dyingthing, @thriceflamed, @axisii I THINK THATS 2O OF U and uhhhh whoever else wants to ???

nicknames: none that i know of?

zodiac: libra

height: 5′ 2

time: 9:24 a.m.

favourite band / artist: it’s hard for me to have just One (1) fave but if forced to arbitrarily make a choice i will say currently working fave is a toss up between panic! at the disco and marina & the diamonds, all time fave regardless of the fact that they are not together anymore is triumph, and/or rik emmet as a solo artist after triumph broke up, even though he’s now getting ready to retire

song stuck in my head: literally was humming “fuck up” by shane dawson all last night and this morning. i am currently listening to twtltrtd (its a panic album that has a long ass name dw abt it lol) so technically its not in my head rn but im sure it will be later.

last movie i saw: in my psych class we had to watch that movie with all the emotions in the girl’s head that the “do you ever wonder what is going on inside someone’s head” meme is from what is it called akdhffhg UPDATE: after much meme googling the last movie i saw is called inside out

last thing i googled: literally the entire text of the what is going on inside their head meme to find the name of that movie lol but before that, it was ‘sniper elite 3 siwa oasis’ bc i was looking smth up for my dad who was stuck on a level in a video game lol

other blogs: i no longer have any other rp blogs, just this one!

do i get asks: sometimes i do get memes and sometimes i even get those kindness campaign or similar messages which is hella rad and y’all are a buncha babes ok ily

why did i choose this username: uuuuh so basically i had like, a LOT of single muse blogs and brought them all together to this multi. so the word coalesce was relevant bc to coalesce means “to come together, to form one mass or a whole”. coalescence is like, the verb?? version of that word ??? idk how grammar works but basically thats the other tense of coalesce and it looked pretty so i chose it. then i just added S’s until the url wasn’t taken and here we are lol

following: 709 i need 2 stop

average amount of sleep: like, 5-6????

what i’m wearing: normally i make an effort to display Style and Fashion (tm) but atm i’m in pajamas lol rip i guess

dream job: i rly want to be an entertainer ???? like idk. i wanna have a youtube channel. i wanna get to work on tv somehow, i wanna be on a radio show or podcast, i wanna write a book,  i wanna put out an album and tour on it, i wanna be a model. i wanna build my own career based on doing a lot of different kinds of things that are fun for me to do and even more fun for other people to consume as content/media, but find the common thread in all of those things being my brand??? which sounds literally crazy i know but idk. with the internet doing what the internet has done for everyone i think its more possible now than ever so who knows. but i’m going to school for computer science so idk if that will EVER happen lol

dream trip: i honestly don’t know.... there are places i wanna go, like japan, but idk. i RLY wanna do that thing where you go from one end of the US to the other on the amtrak train with a good friend ??? and just see my own country and stop off in stations in little towns and see what people’s lives there are like ??? i just think that would be really neat. i’d make a video series about it.

favourite food: nearest food. nearest food is favorite food.

play any instruments: kind of sort of guitar/ukulele/piano also does singing count as an instrument? but at the same time god help me i probably sound terrible at all of them in reality so dont bet on it

eye colour: brown

hair colour: just as brown

languages you speak: english, know some very basic basic spanish and i barely know like five words and 2 of the 3 alphabets in japanese (one day when i have time to do things and can spend less time being Stressed & Depressed (tm)  i would like to be halfway fluent in spanish, japanese, korean, and hawaiian. if the resources become available to do so i would love to learn pottawatomie as well, which is the native language of the tribes where i am from, which is a big part of the culture there still (tho there are dwindling native speakers of the language itself and not a lot of resources atm, altho conservation efforts are being made).

most iconic song: im gonna be honest with you, the first thought i had upon reading this was all star, and i cant say im fully committed but im not gonna sit here for twenty minutes analyzing this answer so ????? its all star fight me

random fact: i need to wash my heckin makeup brushes more often bc damn im a Mess

describe yourself as aesthetic things: a pastel pink shirt that reads ‘empty inside’ in fanciful cursive. bright 80s colorblocking covering the void in your soul. white and gold christmas decor that’s still up mid january. a bed that used to be made but was rumpled by sitting on it. getting a hand cramp from taking notes with a glitter gel pen. a collection of handcreams in various airy scents. a heaviness in your bones that you can’t escape from. the fallout from rainbows of makeup smeared onto a desk. paint chipping off where your wrists touch a laptop from overuse. an adorable hair ribbon paired with a leather jacket. the tragedy of emotion. self deprecation that edges into mirth. being self aware of an unhealthy nature. kawaii smeared by the remains of an emo phase that never happened and invaded by the jewel toned velours of modern day culture.

[100percentdirtball]

like @spookyalienfriend, i don't need to be tagged to know that i am 100% going to answer all of these fucking questions, this is exactly my thing. let's go.

Taboo VI The Homecoming: What was your first exposure to the Mountain Goats?

i think, i think, that the person i was head-fucking-over heels for in 2007 made me a cd that included no children, and when i came back to austin without them, i bought protein source, and it was so very different from no children. it took me a year or so to really fall hard for the mountain goats, and it was all hail that did it.

Zopilote Machine: Which is your favorite “Going to” song?

the going to series is not my very favorite series. probably going to tennessee? "the sun is setting on memphis, the sun is setting on memphis." i would've liked this song as a young person, listening to it late at night driving up and down i-35

Songs for Peter Hughes: Which member of the Mountain Goats reminds you most of yourself?

i have written a couple of times about how much i identify with john darnielle

Sweden: Do you personally prefer the lo-fi or hi-fi albums? Why?

they do different things for me? if you asked me to list my favorites, there would be more hi-fi albums than lo-fi, but if you put a gun to my head probably all hail would be my no. 1 mountain goats album of all time. the lo-fi albums tend to have this restlessness to them that i'm not always in the mood for, but sometimes i need.

Nothing for Juice: What’s your favorite cover that the Mountain Goats has done (besides “The Sign”)?

my jokey-joke answer is the boys are back in town, bc the boys are back in town. seriously, there are actually a lot of really good ones! i wouldn't even call the sign my favorite cover. i'm so lonesome i could cry is amazing, it's a very strange thing that works much better than a straight cover would have. i think i'll just stay here and drink is pretty good--can you tell i like country music--but it's very hard to go wrong with two headed boy. maybe crazy train? fuck me it's hard to pick a favorite cover.

Full Force Galesburg: What’s a Mountain Goats song that most people don’t like or aren’t familiar with, but which you love?

i dunno about don't like, but i think alpha omega is a fairly not-talked about song, and probably my favorite of the whole alpha series.

Protein Source of the Future…Now!: Which Mountain Goats song series is your favorite? (e.g. the Alpha series, the Orange Ball series)

pure, probably? it has some of my favorite songs, pure heat and money are all some of my favorite tmg songs.

The Coroner’s Gambit: Which Mountain Goats album do you think is the most under-appreciated?

not “most under-appreciated”, maybe, but i do really think get lonely is a spectacular album, it just happens to be sort of one-note?

All Hail West Texas: What Mountain Goats song reminds you most of yourself

it varies, for sure. in the way that makes sense, right? i contain multitudes. i think there was a time it was super no children, but i think now it’s either never quite free or you were cool

Tallahassee: What’s your favorite Mountain Goats album? Why?

i don’t know how i could possibly choose. def i get stuck on different albums at different times. rn i’ve been listening to tallahasse and the life of the world to come a lot.

We Shall All Be Healed: Have you ever seen the Mountain Goats live? If so, what was your favorite thing about the show(s)? If you’ve never seen them live, is there a specific venue you’d like to see them perform at?

never. i recently saw john darnielle speak, for the universal harvester tour, which was rly excellent! and i'm seeing tmg//jason isbell this summer.

The Sunset Tree: What Mountain Goats song always makes you sad?

maybe sprout wings, i think. there's such deep longing and guilt and... idk, describing old friends as ghosts while being suicidal super gets me every time, i know that vibe too well.

Get Lonely: Who do you wish the Mountain Goats would collaborate with?

i just want there to be more tmg collaborations, generally, but i have said before that a townes van zandt//tmg thing would be fucking amazing. even just a townes cover would blow my mind. 

Heretic Pride: What’s your favorite non-album the Mountain Goats track? (e.g. a live-only song or a rarity)

you were cool isn't just my favorite non-album song, it's one of my favorite, probably top 5 or 10 tmg songs, period.

Satanic Messiah: What’s your favorite Mountain Goats EP?

real easy question, nine black poppies

The Life of the World to Come: Do you prefer 4AD or Merge? Why?

i don't think there's a meaningful distinction? and like, the producers are the same even. but if it's just, which set of albums do i like better? probably 4ad, but it's whatever

All Eternals Deck: What’s your favorite Mountain Goats lyric?

"woke up afraid of my own shadow // i mean like genuinely afraid" has been stuck in my head a lot recently. i love the delivery on "i am just a broken machine." i always feel a very particular way where i hear "crows outside complaining about the // finer points of local politics", and i have thought about "i am // coming back to midland // and i hope you don't mind" at least once a week for the last two years straight.

Transcendental Youth: What are three of your favorite bands besides the Mountain Goats?

hard to say tbh. historically, probably bomb the music industry, speechwriters llc, and american football? stumbeline deserves a spot in there, and tbh tegan and sara do too.

Beat the Champ: What Mountain Goats song always cheers you up or gets you pumped up?

chavo usually gets me jazzed. for a while, high hawk season and werewolf gimmick were some of my go-to tournament pump-up between-round songs.

i know y’all don’t usually do this, but it would be cool if @thetroubledsoup and @cornerof5thandvermouth did this thing, or did some of these questions that caught there eye, idk, and anyone else who feels into it