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mimisdreamland · 11 months

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i am not crying..

lol its just onions and apples, my eyes are just wet

patchy is gone forever, and so is little me.

all she ever wanted was love and to be treated like she was a child. she grew up to become a disappointment, and that is now me.

#i miss patchy #i miss my old self #she was better #angst #vent

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yousonickedmyprecious · 19 days

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I miss my hair. I miss my health. I really fucking miss food.

It’s been a rough week.

#I really do miss my hair it was so pretty and long and thick #now it’s patchy and thin underneath and there’s like none left and it’s falling out again #there is still enough left that I look normal but I don’t feel normal #days in which I feel like Voss #I really oughta main Forsaken huh

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spinningerster · 1 year

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one week since closing how's everybody holding up

#ive made another brooklyn girlsie #her name is patchy and I love her sm #missing the show :(#and the lives!! that's honestly the thing I've beeb missing most #newsies #newsies uk

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#there's something really beautiful about experiencing the weather patterns of a new place #where i live now. its not like where i grew up. not like the foothills of Appalachia but its more familiar than the Chihuahuan desert was #when i go home to ohio everythings so green. so green. unimaginably green and the towns are in the woods. the hills roll #and trees billow deciduous and packed so tightly the treeline is like a wall of plant matter. here there are trees but they are tall and #evergreen. patchy in places like shrubs in the desert. the grass grows green but also pale tan and dead. houses are routed in valleys #between mountains. they're made of wood and not stucco but they still look strange and the landscape is crumpled together tall. and there's #water. it rains. days can be dreary and gray with drizzle. i forgot what thats like. when a single low stratus cloud blocks out thewhole sk #and fog clings to the trees. my school bus used to drive by a lake where thr fog was so thick i didnt kno how the driver could see the road #but somehow i forgot how much joy suspended water vapor gives me living in a place where when it rains it pours so hard the streets flood #and the greedy ground drinks the landscape dry. but there are new things as well. here smoke rolls up over thr mountains and gets stuck in #the valleys so that the weather forcast reads: Smoke for days on end. im used to tornado warnings and heat warnings and dust storm warnings #but ive never expected Smoke as a type of weather. and im sure there's more to experience. ive only been here like 3 weeks. its not as gree #as home. the storms dont seem to get quite so violent. the woods are so full of bears that its an active threat. but its not the desert #and while ill miss the shapes of desert plants and little lizards. when i look up at the pine and spruce trees i feel like i can breathe a #little easier. well see how i feel once the long cold winter sets in haha #but i dunno. part of me still longs for a violent thunderstorm. one where u can feel the temperature drop and u csn feel it building all da #one that bends the trees and smells like ozone. it was never like that in thr southwest and im not sure that happens here #but maybe thats just a desire for chaos and violence as a product of my pathological internal control. i cant be spontaneous so let nature #bring the fear to me. some of my favorite memories are watching lightning strikes #so it goes i suppose #unrelated #listen. is it fucked up to have ohio nostalgia? maybe so. but in my defense i grew up in the pretty part of ohio lol

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catilinas · 8 months

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is it mimetic when two different london theatres release near-simultaneous announcements of upcoming productions of 'oedipus' 👀

JHBGVFCGV THAT'S SO FUNNY??? yes that is mimetic. the two plays should fight a civil war to determine which is oedipus' true heir. more importantly though ROBERT ICKE OEDIPUS. IN ENGLISH. IN LONDON. WHERE I LIVE. HOLY SHIT.

#thank u SO much anon i just signed up for priority booking i NEED to see it i neeeeed to #i watched the livestream of it in dutch a few years ago but the wifi was really patchy and i missed sooo much of it :(((#oedipus #beeps

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bi-vexual · 8 months

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back in my jester cosplayer era besties

#i missed her!! so much!! i look so much better my god #please ignore how patchy the face paint and the contour are i tried out new face paint and it did not work out as i hoped rip

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dungeons-and-dragon-age · 6 months

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Psst you guys who Know The Lore... does anyone know what exactly the deal is with Flemeth/Mythal's amulet?

#laya plays dragon age #the whole. the amulet is a promise made by someone whose name still holds weight thing #a promise by mythal? or to mythal? and to/from whom? solas?#who was she trying to avoid? whats the whole splitting herself deal?#also inchresting that its a rite for the dead that is needed to bring her back #my lore knowledge (specially elvhen/solas related rip) is really patchy so i might just be missing something obvious idk #but either way a long way home always feels like it's one of the more important quests in the game #in the long run anyways

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dracolizardlars · 9 months

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Haven't played Dragon Cave in several years but I'm honestly impressed with myself for consistently remembering to log in for 30 seconds every 25th December to grab the new holiday release in case I ever wanna come back to it.

#just checked and I haven't missed a year of Christmas ones in the history of that account #I'm patchy on remembering the Valentine's and Halloween ones but every Christmas day I think of Dragon Cave #been playing it on and off for 15 years #draco speaks

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tittyinfinity · 1 year

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I have the most beautiful partner in the world omg🥺

#he video called me today and i hadnt seen his face in a while #his hair is getting long again and hes still pulling off the emo kid long swoop bangs and beanie style better than anyone else ever has😍#his facial hair grew in a bit too he said it had been a couple of weeks #he looks so hot at any point in his facial hair growth bare faced stubble patchy full it all looks amazing #and he has these thick kissable lips🥺#his eyes are sky blue and they turn ice blue in the light #his hair is so dark and thick and luscious #i miss him so much why does he have to be a 12 hour drive away #.bdo

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epersonae · 2 years

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The thing is, they hated their birthday. Bad memories, mostly, including the year when they broke their ankle and their (best?) friend died. In the same month.

And I too had had a lot of shit birthdays, and they'd given me such a nice one, despite the wildfire smoke.

My therapist asked me yesterday what we'd done, for that one birthday of theirs that we had together. And I couldn't remember. All I remember now is that I baked a cake, and they decorated it. And that it was a nice time together.

A good birthday, an easy birthday. Just one, together.

#Today I am especially plagued by the problem of memory #And how mine is so patchy #I burst into tears earlier when I couldn't remember their favorite weapon in Hades #Trying to make my peace with it but it's hard #and i miss them so much #Not all exits are made equal

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noodyl-blasstal · 2 years

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How do we think voidfish knowledge works compared to normal knowledge?

Do people always remember all the details of voidfish knowledge? Or can they forget it? Does everyone remember every single detail of the seven birds' story no matter how terrible their memory, or do they just know that they saved the world?

#Sponsored by my terrible memory #But really would you have this incredibly detailed nemory of their lives while lots of your own was super patchy?#taz #taz balance #I may have missed something in canon here because; once again; terrible memory

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nerdie-faerie · 2 years

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Should I be packing for my last minute travel plans back home for break in 2 days? Yes. Am I instead wasting time redyeing my hair so my mum won't say shit about it? Also yes.

#packing perils #+Extra #Ratchet Salon #its pretty much completely faded and is patchy in places and i just know my mum is gonna make a judgey comment either way #but less so if its fresh and I'm less likely to get sht from my siblings too in that scenario #was gonna go back in January so i could work over Christmas but my mum guilt tripped me 'the babies miss you'#so i am once again traveling last minute

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catholicjinx · 2 years

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*brings you a cat*

PATCHY?!?!

#I miss u patchy and yr mcdonalds bag head #ALSO KITTYYY #aasks

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the-busy-ghost · 2 years

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Love how my taste in poetry is utterly irrational, has absolutely no rhyme nor reason, and seems to be based solely on Vibes

#I'm not a poetry person though I do intend to read more of it #And there are a lot of mediaeval poets in the category of 'poetry I like' but that might also just be because I've READ more mediaeval poems #Meanwhile my knowledge of modern poetry is patchy at best and it's really not clear where to start if I don't want to do it chronologically #But yeah #Setting Chaucer Dunbar Henryson and the rest of the gang to one side #And Burns whose works are written on my heart due to upbringing even though I've not read much of him as an adult #There seems to be absolutely no reason why I go 'Eh it's alright I suppose' to some poems and 'YES THAT ONE YES' to others #Entirely vibes #I'm coming to the conclusion that that's maybe the best way to consume poetry anyway #My lack of modern poetry knowledge is not helped by the fact that I like to have the whole of a poet's output at my disposal #But I also like to dip in and out of poetry #So staring down a 400+ page collection of poems is not helpful they'll all start to run into one another #But at the same time I don't want to buy individual collections as I might be missing out on something #So I just never read it