I wish I had a person that I could kiss, I want a boyfriend/partner so bad
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I want to be someone’s pretty boy.
I want to watch their favorite shows with them, go to their favorite places, share our favorite foods with each other.
I want to hear their breath even out as we both fall asleep and know that they’ll be there in the morning.
I want to wake up in a bed that doesn’t feel too big, and smile when I feel warmth next to me.
I want to share quotes, and make inside jokes that people think we should go to therapy for.
I want to not only love, but be loved back.
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i need a s/o that will go to an art museum with me</3
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I want the weird trust. Not the "ohhh you can hold and kiss me" kind of trust.
I want to gently hold a bit of someone's shirt between my lips and they just laugh and say "what are you doing" in an amused and non mocking tone. I want someone to ask "do you want some eggs" and when I say yes they ask nothing more because they already know how I like them.
I want someone to pick up my hand and I let it go limp because they want to examine the tendons and fingernails, and they move my fingers gently in their own as though examining a precious new object found on the ground. I want to show someone the precious objects I found on the ground, colored tile and glass and marbles and cool rocks and sticks.
I want someone to examine the scabs on my scalp and the ripe acne on my face. I want to be able to hop on the back of my couch, roll to be sitting upside down, and then curl into someone's lap, cat-like all in one fluid motion, and they find it cool instead of weird. I want to say "look I can touch the ceiling" and jump and yes, I can touch the ceiling, and they try to do it too. If I go silent, if I wave instead of say good morning, they'll wave back.
Can we walk to the library? Can we walk to Burger King? If I still leave candy in front of mom's urn, will you laugh? If I dye my hair the color "f-words" do, will you tell me I look cool? If the sunscreen I buy has body glitter in it, will you rub it across my cheeks before we get in the pool?
I've never tried to hurt my friend's feelings on purpose. I've never intentionally made my sibling cry. I've hurt people, yes, but I'd sooner allow angry words crash over me rather than them. Maybe I could be someone's beloved tapestry, instead of a doormat. It's all a matter of placement, love.
Typing all this out I realize what I basically want is someone I can trust to have fun WITH me instead of make fun OF me.
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hey lol (with full intention of adopting a cat with you)
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i need an eddie to my richie so bad.
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Not saying I need a scientist but I need someone who knows how to make mug cake without the top burning and middle still batter, but I like my mug cake with at least a 90% success rate <3
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my partner has about 3 genres of youtube video they watch, so I've decided to combine them all into what would be their Ideal Video
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