#i need out

[charlottan]

im like dropping hints that one of these days ill get so stressed at work that i start shouting and hitting things

[orphyd]

30 Minutes left of the shift before my vacation....light is fading I am currently blind in my right eye, I've lost sense of taste and smell this office is killing me-

[nervoussubject9000]

Hey did you guys know Ohio is banning HRT for trans minors in 90 days

[postmodernlover]

Pretty fucked up how we are all just gonna work until we die huh?

[not-actually-human]

a year and a half and i can leave. thats all i gotta make it through. thats it

[goldensunset]

as an underclassman early morning classes and boring classes were what i detested and feared most of all. now it’s difficult classes and evening classes. my evening class last semester actively made me want to become the joker with how disruptive it was to my schedule. i sure would have never wanted to switch into a 9am yawnnnn history lecture class but at this point that sounds like a dream compared to all the tons of active work outside of class with every single professor trying to scare us to death on the first day. i would rather wake up early every day than suffer the hell that i’m currently slated for. last semester brutalized me so badly it’s not even funny i can’t do the same workload again yet worse i need a relative mental break. i do not have that dog in me. i will be going to my advisor screaming and crying tomorrow asking her to make some changes

[youresupposedtobeonlockdown]

If 100,000 people tipped $1 on this post, I would finally be able to buy myself my first house for Christmas and finally be free of this burden

[bisexual-horror-fan]

Hey, just wanted to give you all a life update.

So you might have noticed that I only posted one fic this month, updating Through The Heart Is The Only Way, and nothing else. Which for those of you who have been following me in my nearly three years of doing this knows that is like unheard of for me, one fic in an entire month? And you are correct it is not normal at all, of course as life happens my creativity and activity will wax and wane, this is normal, naturally. But to this level and as much as my creativity is suffering and is stunted is very much not normal. So as it turns out my current job is not a good fit, I am definitely not happy here, they have some very illegal practices. Take long hours with no breaks, combine a bitchy ableist coworker, not liking ANY of my coworkers and a boss that is bad at business and can’t respect my physical boundaries and it is no wonder I don’t have the drive to create when I get home.

So to rectify this I am starting to look for another job. I have still been working on some stuff behind the scenes, I have a few WIP’s on the go, just can’t quite finish them, but there has been writing during this month, I promise you. 

I know I don’t owe anyone here anything but I personally wanted to be honest about the lack of activity and posted writing, my job fucking sucks and is draining me and I am going to try and look for a better fit. I appreciate people’s patience and hope to come back better into it, esp with March in a few months. March will mark three years of this blog and of writing and I totally wanna do something special like I usually do for it! Let’s hope I find a new and better job swiftly, wish me luck!

[themagical1sa]

the mentally ill urge to drop out of college, get a job, and move out so i can stop burdening my mother financially mentally and emotionally

[confused-red-head]

I'm currently looking into positions at the local libraries in my area because I kinda hate my current job. Wish me luck on living out my librarian!reader AU dreams or that i at least get a library with an abundant manga selection.

[eeveelution-fun-gang]

*HELP ME- 🍦❄

[pics-and-fanfics]

Here’s more of why I hate my mom and need out! Please get me out.

I texted my friend and told her about it (diff friend than usual, she’s going to Ohio for a week, I’m praying for her)

I fucking hate my life. 😭

[coconutshygame]

Unpopular opinion: Seb got on Instagram, wasn't decided to retire. Saw all the social media shit and made his decision.

[hit-the-dirt-and-get-back-on]

I can't wait until the day comes that I get to move out. I'm so tired of this toxic ass house.