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growing-fire · 6 months

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Really really tempted to tell my brother's girlfriend to run while she still can... woke up this morning to my father screaming that he was going to kill my mother, ran downstairs to get in between them, screamed my brother's name to tray and get him to help me, he stayed in bed doing nothing. She fucking deserves better, and honestly so do I.

#swag #i need to get a new job and leave #but i can't fucking accept that all my time has to be spent on either going to work or looking for other jobs #i am considering trying out for the greece job since they contacted me again #even tho it's a call center job #and the pay is fucking laughable #“competitve salary for Greece”#that's not what the internet says #even tho it's kinda hard looking into what rent could be without you know #actually knowing greek #saw some houses that don't seem like vacation houses and the rent is pretty fucking high if i get only 850 € net a month #the salary is for a full time job btw #i earn more monthly now doing a part time #even tho it's cause i decided that the 13th and 14th salary could be diluted monthly instead of all together #but still then i would get the same salary of a part time job #maube i should just simply give up the idea of living a decent life but at least i would be free of the violence #but that also means leaving my mom behind #idk maybe i should just kill my self

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miodiodavinci · 5 days

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im being so so brave but also i am gripping you by the shoulders and leaning in and letting you know i am so tired of being brave

#my job has invented new and even more agonizing ways to make itself stressful to endure #and that isn't even counting the fact that i've now seriously fucked up my wrist transporting 30lb boxes up and down stairs #or the fact that i occasionally get piercing shoulder pains if i'm not super careful about how i use the hand truck #or the fact that whenever i come home on mondays my entire lower body is so sore that i can't move beyond a weak shuffle #it's the fact that my boss has no sense of organization #so my supervisor and i are basically salvaging or starting from scratch every week #it's the fact that some of our clients are asking for things we're not even contracted to provide #like access to our company materials or additional resources outside of our scheduled bookings #and that there's this constant looming threat of 'ohhh don't be bad at your job!! or else we'll lose our contract with these people!!'#but 'bad at your job' in this case means 'not bending over backwards to accommodate the least accommodating circumstances possible'#like 'hey you need to lead this training exercise meant for 20 people except actually you only have 4 people'#'and actually none of them are familiar with the prerequisites for this training or have any experience with the skills'#'and also none of them want to be there and half of them just Don't Do These Things as a rule'#'and if you try to make them do anything they don't want to do (even if it's literally the point of the training) they Will leave'#'and then we will no longer have enough clients to pay you'#like. what am i doing. this company was not designed to work with this format. we're not an arts and crafts group or a club meeting #hi so i wrote this post before starting weekend work prep #it has been 3 hours now #im still not done #i haven't eaten and my wrist hurts so bad #i need to.................. take a break................................

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alinelie · 1 year

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sheet for kian

victor's sheet

#oc: kian micelli #ts4 #I feel the need to bring out some backstory #Kian leaves his house early because he planned to start a career in a big city and he worked hard to make that happen.#He got a position where he may be promoted after getting a degree and achieving his dream job #but he didn't enjoy it as much as he was expecting which broke him #He returned home and soon discovered that he supposed to stay there #Victor however would work in his parents' business for the rest of his life but he found it difficult to adapt to adulthood #He dropped out of college moved out with his parents and is now attempting to figure out his future steps #and they first met at this point #Kian gave himself time to work with his parents all summer before beginning looking for a job #Victor wants to begin a new life.#Before Victor’s family lived there but after several problems that include his brother they left #and now that he’s returned rumors about his family keep being spread so he needs to find a strength #oc stuff #my sims

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chittychittyyangyang · 1 year

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His heart was too weak to listen, so I gave him a little bit of mine.

Soon they realized their new creation could do their job for them, finding the broken parts of the Ever After.

#rwby #rwby9 #curious cat #ccyy edit #robbie cat #I am still sad about the cat #getting created to do the job your creators got tired of doing #they made you curious about why things happen and break so you know if they need to be fixed #then they leave you to make new creations with more complexity and more free will #able to explore and do more than just their one task #never thinking you could also break or that you would need more to your life than just fixing what's broken #I have a lot of feelings that just boil down to 'I'm sad about the cat'

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shima-draws · 8 months

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Me: Oh god. It's time for our company's yearly performance review. Where my boss will judge my performance over the past year and see how awful I am at my job and--

My boss: You're doing such a great job and I'm so happy you're here <3

Me:

#SLAMS MY HEAD INTO THE TABLE I probably need therapy.#Shima speaks #LMAO #I always. ALWAYS get stressed about these and they ALWAYS turn out just fine #It's the self-esteem. The self-esteem I don't have :)#Anyway glad that I wasn't roasted and fired and I'm doing good at my job.#I'M GOOD AT MY JOB?? ME?? OKAY I'LL TAKE IT! I'LL TAKE IT #Listen this may not be my dream job but it's a good job with good people #And it pays my bills. Couldn't ask for more #Eventually I will leave to work elsewhere but I'm glad I'm doing good 😭#Realizing like. How important my job is actually. When I do leave the company I'll have to train the new hire #For at LEAST a couple weeks #Bc I'm the only one in this department that knows how to do payments! Just me!!#Anyway. Glad that stress is gone now #I can go home and watch One Piece and NOT cry over a tub of ice cream #(I'll probably do that anyway but bc of the anime Emotions and not bc of work. LMAO)

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palms-upturned · 3 months

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#meg talks #tmi gross medical stuff ig #oh but also #emeto warning #menstruation warning #tried to put on my hip brace and the compression or the way i moved made me spasm so bad i puked #i can’t keep fucking doing this man im nearly out of leave time #and im so physically exhausted it’s a struggle to stay awake even after like 10 hours of sleep #and my period has been going for like a fucking month straight #what is going ON #‘’you have long covid’’ ‘’you need to see a gyno’’ ‘’you need steroid shots’’ ‘’you need physical therapy’’ ‘’you need a wfh job’’#‘’you need a ground floor apartment’’ ‘’you need to eat better’’ ‘’you need new meds’’#‘’you need to take more regular vacations to rest’’ ‘’you need to stress less’’#well where the FUCK do i get the money for any of these things #like what am i supposed to do abt any of these problems without money. or a college degree ig but that comes back to money #i just want a wfh job where i can be part of a union… or even union staff… i don’t want to give up the fight…#sigh.

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guinevereslancelot · 20 days

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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy

#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her #she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy #and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general #HOWEVER #i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids #one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids #and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere #like im actually worried about it #i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly #and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on #so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention #anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho #and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job #but im so sadddd #also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group #its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff #and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly #literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving #things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much #but i literally can't see a future here #and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired #she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks #anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids #its just really hard #which is why i've stayed this long #i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss

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bucephaly · 1 month

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Job is starting in like 3 days and I'm so excited and also so stressed

#lots of shit goin on!#mostly just need to do a lot of cleaning. ill be gone for a month and i dont wanna leave my housemates with a mess #get everything set up for ori #im gunna miss him ):#i think thisll be the longest ive been away from him maybe ?#and im.mostly excited abt starting the job but i still have some nerves about like. new social situation and new people #but i think i can be chill #i just have trouble letting myself be genuine and be myself when around others. i feel like i need to perform all the time to be acceptable

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gideonisms · 1 year

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can tamsyn send me the google docs link to atn I have experience as a beta

#ms muir please.#and it's NOT because i'm using my fixation on her books to medicate my depression i'm normal (lying)#look i'm just saying i need a burst of energy so i can get a job and a new place and avoid the #moving back in with parents and working at a certain retailer pit #and fixating on whatever book or show of the year does achieve that #anyway i'm super normal and will NOT leave devil emojis in your google document and tell you that i'm about to bite the computer ♥️

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waywardsalt · 3 months

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ive been rereading tnp and it’s bothering me so much i need to mention it here; it’s kind of insane how much the erins bend over backwards to make brambleclaw deputy, it’s kind of just nonsensical.

not even him not having an apprentice when he’s picked, though that is kind of wild, he just… there’s basically no good reason other than him being a main pov character and tigerstar’s son. literally any other thunderclan warrior who’s had an apprentice (barring maybe ashfur) would have been a better choice. thornclaw dustpelt sandstorm cloudtail brackenfur- brackenfur is one that firestar explicitly considers and the reasoning why he decides not to is so incredibly weak ‘oh i dont think he’d be right for leader’ number one what are you talking about number 2 then use him being deputy as an opportunity to help him become right for leader are you telling me firestar thinks the cat he once considered letting die in a fire is a better fit for leader than the cat he half mentored. dustpelt is clearly an experienced warrior, sandstorm is someone firestar obviously has faith in, thornclaw is experienced and i’m pretty sure you even see firestar consult him a few times (cloudtail is iffy bc thats cloudtail but he’d really be a better choice, just how he treats daisy and her kits would be an interesting justification for firestar making him second-in-command) but honestly besides the narrative jumping through hoops to act like the other very viable options are either secretly bad choices or otherwise ignore them (why is bramble the only cat we ever see jump to help firestar with stuff they just wrote everyone else to be silent or w/e) but in twilight where he arguably acts the most like de-facto deputy in leaf and squirrel’s pov he’s framed as a jackass half the book??? why would you do that if you intend to make him actual leader?? in his trial run of being kinda-not-deputy you just make him use his semi-authority to be cold and fucking mean to his friend and her buddy??? like i see him being qualified due to having experience being the travel group’s leader and whatnot, but barely anything else is done to make him realistically more qualified than anyone else- he just angsts about his ambitions and gets handed the position because starclan vouched for him for some damn reason even though by his society’s laws he should not be in that position

#sorry its just really bothering me bc i am NOT seeing why he should be deputy #warrior cats #salty talks #the new prophecy #i dont hate tnp i just hate the bramble wants to be deputy plot he does not deserve that shit #not even on the level of him being a shitty guy or anything he literally should not have been picked #its probably the most egregious example of the authors just forcing a plot point instead of like. building it up realistically #literally in twilight he just comes off like he’s going to be a cold distant asshole as deputy it’s not a good look #opposed to firestar being deputy gaining his position while qualified and also through the understandable logic of bluestar’s mental state #fire just picks bramble be leafs like hey starclan says so and fires like oh ok even tho he’s literally not qualified #and also barely seems like he’d be a good choice anyways despite having been a main pov character #yes im complaining abt bad writing in the Bad Writing Cat Books leave me alone this is bothering me #adding while i read sunset; i will concede that this one does a better job building him up as possible deputy with the trust he’s given #its still just. why him (besides him being the mc) why is no one else given this trust or somewhat filling this role the same way #i feel like it would be more interesting if someone else got chosen over bramble and he had to be at peace with that #instead of oh he gets what he wants yayyy. idk switch the fox trap scene to hawkfrost trapping the new deputy #i feel like bramble not being deputy would be interesting like helps him realize that he doesnt need to be in a position of power #for his clanmates to trust him and rely on him if hes still worried abt the tigerstar’s kin thing and maybe confront tigerstar abt it

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hxhhasmysoul · 6 months

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wouldn't it be nice if the author of the fics finished them. the author is me.

#vent #for the last 4 months my life has been in stupid crisis mode #like constantly #from major ones where i had to move out for a while because it was impossible to stay where i lived #to not being able to use my kitchen for over a week #and like other more or less minor house related stuff that made it impossible for me to use something normally #not a single week without something like that or shit at work which is constantly being so fucking chaotic #and now someone died in my family #not someone very close but i liked them #and of course like feeling sad that they are gone can't be the only thing #because it has to come with the headache of i need to travel for their funeral and it's just before easter #so there's no one in this city to leave my dog with #because most of my friends either live abroad or have cats or are busy before easter..#i'd just want a week where nothing happens #and like the writing is weighing heavy on me #because i miss it #also i wish i could finish something #i wish something good would happen that i could feel proud off #also because i'm mentally ill and fucking stupid when i was going crazy with my kitchen not working and work shit #i bought new furniture #because after 15 years i've finally had enough money to buy some that aren't fucking black and inconvenient and ugly #which is like a huge project and a crisis i brought onto myself #just because i was too burnt out to write #and i wanted something nice to happen to me #like a nice living space that doesn't make feel like i have no ownership over it because everything in it was some else's choice #and that old furniture was bought by my mother and my brother ages ago and it's handmedowns #and my fucking horrible mother feels personally slighted that i want to get rid of a bed that is broken #because my brother's kids jumped on it regularly when they used to visit pre covid #yeah it's been broken that long because i lost all my savings during covid and had to change careers to a souless pointless corpo job #long pathetic whine and overshare over

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quasarkisses · 4 months

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my workload is about to double until someone applies for the open position so indefinitely. my wedding is in less than 2 months. I'm trying to keep up with housework and establish good habits on top of all this.

any suggestions for how to survive hell for a little bit would be greatly appreciated ;-;

#blah blah blah #i will leave if it gets too much bc there are jobs near me i would prefer but i have 2 weeks pto i kind of need for wedding/honeymoon #starting a new job would also be bad just different bad

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aurorashard · 24 days

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