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[nuclearloop]

I'm really good at remembering to share things here

Been re-cooking and oooolder character to use for my frenzy ending run, and she turned into an ex-finger maiden, Rhian (hilariously her OG name is Ranni which, would be a lil awkard now in an Elden Ring setting LOL...)

Info dump under the cut...feel free to send questions if anyone's curious for more I feel like talking about her now

As a child Rhian was a refugee among a small group who sought the shores of Limgrave for safety, and unluckily their camp was raided by a small Demihuman Frenzy Cult (kinda inspired by the flame of frenzy village on the Weeping Peninsula where a good bunch of demihumans lurk nearby)

Her people were subjected to the Frenzy Flame or otherwise outright slaughtered, but Rhian and a few other captives were to be set up for a special kind of sacrificial ritual.

Rhian is touched by the flame, but the ritual is interrupted by a noble house that was headed toward Castle Morne who intervene and save her before the worst happens and they take her back home with them to figure out what to do with her.

The Tylluan noble house is newly established in Liurnia, made up of a family of Tarnished whose youngest daughter, Ewin, has been called by grace. They pretty much make this their entire personality from then forth, and with the coming of Rhian (and her and Ewin getting along quite nicely) it was an obvious sign this was destiny written out clear and true for the girls.

From then on Rhian is raised adjacent to the noble house through their own church to begin her life toward the honorable duties of serving as Ewin's finger maiden. She doesn't know how to feel about this, but is obviously indebted to their kindness...right?

As they grew up alongside one another, lovingly raised into their destinies by House Tylluan, Rhian and Ewin became close friends

...with a little "it's complicated" sprinkled in....

They get close, perhaps by obligation (or rebellion) to their role as tarnished and maiden...or maybe they really did enjoy the other's company in a lonely life that has been planned out for them.

Rhian gets comfortable in her role as finger maiden and accepts, even welcomes, her duties in assisting Ewin to become Elden Lore and restore the lands between (for House Tylluan yippee)

It eventually is revealed, however, the true Destiny a maiden must uphold if her tarnished is to become Elden Lord...the final act of burning your maiden, to burn the thorns away at the mountain top, to gain access to the Erdtree.

Despite their bond, Ewin seems to agree to this, albeit solemnly, and just like that the veil is lifted.

Betrayed, terrified, and angry, Rhian rejects this and escapes.

A spark had lit, one that had been germinating quietly within her as she grew into a lie where safety and love was nothing more than a fabrication of her way of life. She had been rescued from a fate of slaughter, only to be raised like the finest livestock for an even more grandiose slaughter.

Perhaps that Spark within her was right. The one she pushed deep down when her ruminating doubts pillaged her mind. The one that occasionally surfaced when it all seemed wrong. Too good to be true.

Perhaps it truly was unfair. To live is to suffer, after all. But it could stop. It could all stop for good...no more suffering.

That spark, that fear and pain in this poor soul whose life was ripped from her for selfish means, since becomes a distant light. Rhian follows it, seeks it like an old friend. Wears that friend on her shoulder, the one friend who gets it.

To live is to suffer. But it's her life now.

[pixelatedraindrops]

The NDA afflicted with different illness 😷 + sprites :3

Yuma: Influenza/High Fever

Yakou: Stomach Virus

Halara: Bad Allergies

Desuhiko: Laryngitis

Fubuki: High Fatigue/Dizziness

Vivia: Severe Anemia/Dehydration

Kurumi: Common Cold

~

[leosgreyfringe]

it was a wild ride but I was able to get tickets to see the boys ‼️‼️‼️‼️

[guiding-starshells]

ANDARNA

XADEN

LILITH

FUCK

[around-your-throat]

the thing that sucks the most is that you will finish the introduction and get half-way through the literature review before realizing the thing you're advocating for is actually just like. a bunch of baseless bullshit

[strange-creature-with-a-hat]

I saw that you said you maybe wanted to check out “Life in the world to come” and as a life in the world to come fan, just a heads up it’s a little hard to get into but once you get into it it’s a pretty good podcast. Also FYI the first 15 episodes or so are WAY edgier than the real so do with that what you will (also the first six are only available on some website called “listen notes”

-Elanor

Uuuuh yeah I've been listening for a few months now lol

I think I know what post you're talking about, and if I'm correct I believe I was trying to say that I should find time to listen to this weeks episodes of currently running podcasts I like (tmagp and litwtc) sometime soon

ALTHOUGH I DIDN'T KNOW THE FIRST EPISODES WEREN'T ON SPOTIFY SO NEW INFO YAYY

i kinda just started with the most recent episode of litwtc at the time (yes and) and never really dug into past episodes

[drzephyr]

All my life I wanted to be eloquent but instead I get described as dry and too talkative 😞

[sunsrefuge]

cool !!! cool cool cool.

[millkiii]

Im opening commissions ^^

please have an idea in mind when messaging

provide as many references for original characters as possible (for accuracy on my part!) --as well as things you want drawn (clothes, poses, background, etc.)

please have an idea in mind when messaging

provide as many references for original characters as possible (for accuracy on my part!) --as well as things you want drawn (clothes, poses, background, etc.)

i got red bubble :3

[rucow]

omg we're on the same wavelength. you tagged 'kili' on that cat vid of the cat biting the cardboard. I did the same thing for a vid of a cat sliding down a ramp like it's a slide.

kili is so cat.

fíli and kíli my fave kimtty cats,,,,,

[psychosomaticdeicide]

Tomorrow I gotta message my godfather’s ex-wife about adult mandarin lessons because she’s the principal of a Chinese school that just started offering them. And I gotta get my coworkers tea. And I also gotta get my boss’s pickup order from a store.

But hey I’m getting paid for the last two things!

[8bit-mau5]

congratulations on the Aquilas no longer being white

[raeathnos]

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[steampoweredskeleton]

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Ignore

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

Am I the asshole for not telling my sister not to drink out of fly traps?

So there's a fly problem in my apartment right now. I'm (NB 26)trying to get rid of them by setting up glasses of pink Moscato around the apartment to trap the flies.

Mixed results but it's helping. And then I had a sister come over (F 22) who was visiting for a few minutes while I grabbed something in the other room. (I think it was a vacuum for her car).

So I left her alone in the living room for a few minutes to grab the vacuum when I came back she was drinking one of the fly traps.

When I asked her what she was doing she said she smelled alcohol and she figured it was okay for her to drink. I then told her that wasn't for drinking it was for catching flies and she got so upset she started puking in my living room and she left so I had to clean it up myself.

I got a text from her saying I was an asshole for not warning her that the glasses of pink Moscato were fly traps.

I didn't think I would need to warn her because who drinks an open glass from someone else's house? But now I'm wondering am I the asshole for not warning my sister the glasses of wine were for trapping flies

What are these acronyms?

[trixree]

Can folks do me a favor and circulate this post widely to people with POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome)? I've got a question.

Bonus info: About a year ago, I lost my appetite completely and have been dealing with chronic, debilitating nausea (but rarely ever puking) for about a year and a half. I got diagnosed with POTS 3 years ago and take ivabradine daily for my tachycardia. All standard GI exams (colonscopy, endoscopy, gastric emptying study, full body CT with contrast) have come up perfectly normal and my IBS-C medication does not impact my nausea at all; it's equally bad when I take those meds as when I do not take those meds (constipation does not seem to be the cause of the nausea).

At my last electrocardio appointment, my doc said that colloquially this is a problem for POTS people. He said we don't know anything else. He said "sorry. Hang in there." This is ruining my life, so please throw some data at me. I want to have NUMBERS for my GI doctor at my next visit.