#i smell a new band hyperfixation :)

[genderlessghoul]

Me at the end of 2022 when Ghost started popping up on my Tiktok feed : Wow, this band that uses a cult-like gimmick as their image, has incomprehensible lore, who hires touring musicians, always wear masks on stage and causes discord in the metal community sounds pretty interesting, let me check them out.

*proceeds to fall in a deep hyperfixation over Ghost that costs me thousands of dollars and consumes my every waking thought*

Me now that Sleep Token is popping up on my Tiktok feed : ... Oh no.

[sunflowerrboyy]

uh oh ajr brainrot tonight girlies

[shyphonics]

Salad Days - Chapter 1: I Against I Against I Against I

Rodrick Heffley x Reader

Baby-Punk AU ✨ (part 2 here!)

No use of y/n, no physical description of reader, fem pronouns

Put yourself in the shoes of a snarky, hyper-competent punk bartender with a tragic backstory (but it's totally not a big deal! Who needs therapy?? lol lmao 🤪)

Some loser from the ‘burbs comes into your bar, and against your better judgement, you decide to show him the ropes of the scene. Even though his band name totally sucks.

Rodrick is kind of a sad, insecure boy in this. He's on bad terms with everyone back home, and absolutely refuses to fully acknowledge it. He refuses to acknowledge any of his emotions. And his quickly growing crush on his new bartender friend…

Also it's 2005 because I say so. Flip phones and email babey B)

Lightly angsty. Lightly based on my own experiences bullshitting my way into the bar scene. Lightly based on my hyperfixation on punk history lol.

Songs for this chapter:

(I haven't written anything in YEARS so I'm sorry if this is bad lol. part 2 and 3 are almost finished oops so let me know if you like it)

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In a quest for the test to fulfill an achievement

Everybody's only going to pursue themselves

When the fact of the matter is they just don't care

To extend a helping hand to anyone else

“What the fuck are you doing?”

The kid turns around. He looks like a wet rat. His facial expression says he knows he’s in trouble. He's tall and kinda goofy-looking. His dark hair is messy, and his eyes are overlined in black.

“Uh, hi. I'm Rodrick. I'm in a band, I uh, I wanna play a show?” He squeaks out, waving a barely legible flier in the air.

“Have you been in touch with Mike?”

“Mike?”

“You gotta get in touch with Mike.” you cross your arms and lean against the doorframe, one foot kicked over the other.

He stares at you, guilty and confused. Your expression is throwing him off. Raised eyebrow, pursed lips. It’s the face of a disappointed mom, but you’re… young. And pretty?

“Do you want the email, or what?”

You break his thoughts.

“Yes! Email. Mike.”

You retreat to the office, rifling through papers until you retrieve a business card.

“Mike Morello. By the way, you might wanna change that band name.”

He looks at his flier, “Why? What's wrong with it?”

You look at him for a while, raising your eyebrows higher and higher, as high as you can, until he’s frustrated. His lanky figure is bouncing all over the hallway. Like a dog who needs to go outside. A big, dumb dog. You look at him in true disbelief. You can’t believe he doesn’t know. He has to know.

“What? What?! Stop looking at me like that!” His eyes are wide and frantic, begging you to say something.

“It sucks!” you laugh.

“It does not suck!”

“Dude, it totally sucks. It's gross. What kind of music do you even play?”

“Fucking rock n roll, baby!” He’s pissed off. It’s hilarious.

“Uh huh. And what are your influences?”

“Influences?”

“Influences. Motives. Backstory.” You clutch your hand into a self-important fist.

“What's with all the questions?” He nearly screeches.

“I'm preparing you for Mike. He's a cynical old fart who's mentally still in late 70s San Francisco. You need to impress him, get a good story going. He's not gonna put some suburban garage band up there.”

He frowns. That's exactly what they are…

“I-” he starts.

“That's exactly what you are, yeah. I know.” You smile, “I can smell suburbs, dude. You'll figure it out.”

“Can I have your email? Or y'know, your phone number or something?” he looks nervous, “Just for, like, advice.”

You cock an eyebrow, think for a minute, then grab a sticky note. It’s surprising after how riled up you got him, but boys are weird.

“Number’s too risky. What if you're a weirdo or something? Here’s my email.” you finish scribbling down the address and extend your hand.

“Cool. I’ll use it.” He nods, taking it from you very delicately. Weirdly careful not to touch your hand. Again, boys are weird.

“…cool. See you around. Maybe. Diaper boy.” you smirk.

Before he can retort, you shut yourself in the office. He stands there for a while, trying to think of something to say back, but nothing comes to him.

~

I am a patient boy

I wait, I wait, I wait, I wait

My time’s water down a drain

Everybody's moving

Everybody's moving

Everybody's moving, moving, moving, moving

“I think she’s saying we need, like, punk cred. It’s a punk bar, after all.” Rodrick leans back on their crappy couch. It was free on the side of the road when they were moving in.

“Pshh, we are so punk!” Chris chimes in. “Ward has a shaved head!”

He points at Ward's head. Ward crosses his arms and nods approvingly.

“She knew I was from the suburbs just by looking at me.” He puts his head in his hands.

“So what are you gonna say to the guy?” Ben asks.

“I dunno, I kinda wanna email the girl first and ask for advice.” Rodrick mumbles.

“Oh, sure. Advice.” Ben rolls his eyes.

“Yes! Just advice!”

“Is she hot?” Ward giggles.

Silence falls upon the room.

“Whatever! What are our influences? Punk influences!”

“Dude, you're, like, totally wearing a Dead Kennedys shirt!” Chris pipes up.

“Okay, yeah, I like Dead Kennedys.” Rodricks sighs, relieved. He knows ‘Police Truck’. Who doesn’t? It was in Tony Hawk’s Pro Skater for fuck’s sake!

“Okay! Uhh, shit, what else did she say… motive!”

“Dude, what?” Ben's eyes go wide, “Like murder?”

“No, dumbass, like why did we start the band?” Ward tosses a crushed beer can at him.

“To get girls? To, uhhh…” Chris trails off.

“To rock and roll! To tell everyone to fuck off and prove them all wrong!” Rodrick yells.

The rest of the guys give a resounding yeah! and raise their beers.

Rodrick opens his laptop, making a big show of stretching his hands. He’s gonna write a masterpiece. Löded Diper is gonna take over this town.

He starts typing furiously, ignoring all the little red squiggles appearing among his words. It doesn't take him long to slow down, though, and he gives up and passes the laptop to Ben. Rodrick’s mind is cloudy. He’s thinking about that girl at the bar. You’d been so… mean. But not? Did you like him? He doesn’t get it.

Heather Hills had made it incredibly clear she did not like him. In fact, she hates him.

He remembers the last day of senior year. He’d handed her a Löded Diper CD, masterfully engineered by the man himself in GarageBand, and asked her to sign his yearbook.

Are you being serious right now? You still owe me for my ice sculpture, pleb!

Oh, uh, right, he’d replied, how much is that again?

Four. Thousand. Dollars. And you’ll never make that much in your life, freak.

He grimaces as the memory infects his brain. Four thousand seemed like a lot for just some ice. He remembers fantasizing, though, about getting signed and nailing down a solid deal. Reimbursing Heather for the sculpture and so much more. Maybe she’d marry him. Hot rockstar with a hot, blonde trophy wife. That had been the dream. Until…

Well. Don’t focus on the past. The past sucks. The future is now.

“Rodrick!” Ben’s hand shakes his shoulder.

“Sorry. Um. I don’t know. I think it’s pretty good!”

Between the bones he had put down, and some additions from the guys, they have what they think is a pretty kickass email.

Rodrick’s mind is still elsewhere, though. The thoughts of Heather had kind of messed with him, and now he’s just thinking about home. He hadn't left on great terms. He really wishes everything could be better. The only support system he has is the band, but they don't talk about that kind of stuff. Not more than once in a blue moon.

He’s where he wants to be and everything. He's living his dream. But something still feels wrong. He feels a little empty.

Your emotions make you a monster

Your emotions make you a monster

Your emotions make you a monster

Your emotions make you a monster

[littlest-bugz]

current hyperfixation? (feel free to infodump!!)

YIPPEEE!!! This made my day FR!! Thank you, mutual <3

ANYWAYS

This is kind of embarrassing, but I’ve been deeply invested by my own OCverse for going on 8 years now. Its my Special Interest, which sucks because,,, im the only one who can make content of these stinkies,,,,,

I really find it hard to hyperfixate on anything else because of the fact Ive been invested for so long (except for Web Design and coding, which I wont infodump about, since its literally all for these stories, deadass).

It is not fun at times because 1) all the characters live rent free in my head and criticize how I write them in my novels [that DID life] and 2) its SO hard to make new projects and get attached to them. Ive been trying for 2 years to make a horror project out of one concept but I seriously cant get fully invested and it SUCKS. Let me make my silly little horror web series damnit!!!!! (@ my brain)

I have 3 novels and one fantasy series im working on so,,,, Infodump time >:3c

TWs: Terminal Illness + brief mentions of (mental institute) hospitalization, murder, war, and some others that I’m not 110% sure the exact tags for them (basically kind of cannibalism, but between nonhuman species). Other than terminal illness, they’re super brief mentions, but still proceed with caution.

Right now, I’m working on one of the books I’ve been writing for nearly my whole time writing. Ive been only working on it since feb 1st (it’s, like, the THIRD draft tho).

Blurb about book

Melissa is a bassist in a rock band she formed with her high school friends. Just as her, and her friends’, career begins takes off, she gets diagnosed with a terminal illness. With a month left to live, and a shit ton of unfinished business, she invokes her best friend’s patron deity who is capable of miracles, Flip. Melissa and Flip make a pact to keep her alive until her business is over, but oh no! Melissa has caught the eyes of another god, and a pretty shitty one at that. How is she going to make her last months peaceful if she’s being hunted down by a god?

The working title is called “Ensuring Your Spot In Hell” because Flip is, essentially, a demon in the universe (rules an infernal ring of hell- it means I would have to explain the worldbuilding around hell and its A LOT), but titles are!!! So hard for me!!!

A list of random facts about the book™️ because I don’t want to write full paragraphs bc I can go on forever if u ask me to:

Flip’s name is a shortened version of his actual name, Fli’pyek. Furthermore, the domain Flip rules over is that of Wrath and Violence

Trinity (Melissa’s childhood bestie, and the friend that worship’s Flip) is a hereditary witch and pagan. Her family has been worshipping Flip and practicing witchcraft for several generations! They literally have their own holy book (generational BoS/Grimoire/whatever u want to call it).

Melissa had been sick with the disease™️ since she was 16. She just neglected the shit out of her own health (me too bestie, me too). It easily could have been prevented if she went to the doctor back when she was, at least, 18 years old, max 24.

At the time Melissa is diagnosed with her terminal illness, she’s 26. By the time she was supposed to die, she would’ve been freshly 27. Has anyone heard of the 27 club theory before? Or is it just an obscure reference I made LMAO

Melissa has extended biological family that worships Flip! It gets super awkward when Melissa visits them with Flip lol

The other primordial god that Melissa finds herself in a predicament with is named Ama, the god of Cruelty and Torture. Not a swell guy to get mixed up with, that’s for sure!

Melissa has an orange and white cat named Cheddar!

Flip always smells like whiskey and freshly cut tobacco. At all times. It’s bc his blood smells like it (and tastes like it too, but why are you tasting it? /j)

Any other facts might be getting into spoiler territory, BUT!! Thats the one Im working on rn, in February. In January I worked on another book, but that one honest to gods might be too triggering for this acc for an indepth thingy like the book I just did. It’s being rewritten to not be so triggering, but bc it’s a throw up of some of our trauma, it’s not an easy task to censor it.

REGARDLESS, Here’s a rundown of ALL of my main novels (minus the one I already talked about)

The Case of Twin Woods [mystery, drama, crime] (the one i worked on January)

Chastity hates her life. She hates her shitty job, she hates her shitty friends, and she hates her shitty family. After opening up too much to an online friend about her chronic suicidality, Chastity gets taken to Twin Woods Mental Institute, the state’s mental institution. There she befriends an eccentric group of patients, then finding out something terrible might be going on with the head warden, Leon Bellamy. She takes it upon herself to find out and solve the mystery, but she may have bitten off more than she can chew.

Untitled One (but leaning towards the name of ‘Jealousy’ or somethin idk) [drama, romance, crime]

Mia has a quiet life. She works at a library, she fosters cats, and by all means, has what could be considered a ‘boring life’. One day, she gets laid off from her job under the excuse of “cutting costs”, leaving her without a job and severance. While scrambling for a job, she finds one at a local cafe, the most frequented one in the city. There she befriends one of the regulars, a cold, quiet man named Zander, and after she unknowingly helps Zander’s brother, she becomes significantly closer to him. However, her boss, a bitter ex of Zander’s, hears about their ensuing closeness and decides she doesn’t like what’s going on. One failed dinner party and murder attempt later, Mia is left scrambling to hide that she killed Angelina in self defense. Will she be successful in hiding the murder? Or will the justice system make quick work of her?

Untitled Fantasy Series (has about 2 actual novels and 3 novellas… a possible third novel too) [drama, romance]

book one

Since his birth, King Sunshine has known his fate. He is to be sacrificed for the greater good of the realm he resides, killing his oppressive father, but losing his life in the process. It’s a prophecy that has been laid out since the beginning of Racktokian history, one King Sunshine was never able to escape due to his father’s unspoken rage at his own murder. After meeting a Vurtock for the first time, a species his father only used as cattle, Sunshine finds himself quickly entangled in a plot to overthrow his own father to liberate the Vurtockian race. He knows what he has to do, but it isn’t easy.

book two

The great war tore apart the country King Sunshine called home. His father left no stone unturned from his rage, and public opinions split the people. In the rubble of his home, he builds a new country founded on the importance of the civilians, only to be elected as a King in place of his father. Living in the palace he always called home, but had tried to escape, he finds that his father keeps sending assassins to make attempts on his life. One assassin, a vurtock with nothing to lose, hits a soft spot in Sunshines heart. After deescalating the attempt on his life, he offers the vurtock to stay in his castle until they’re able to find the proper resources to help him build a life in the new country. Far away from the oppressive dictatorship of his father. Yet, as his guest begins to stay for longer than intended, he sees that yet another step in the prophecy will begin.

Despite how the second book blurb is written, it’s more from the vurtock’s point of view than Sunshine’s. I just had a total brain fart.

The novellas for the fantasy book follow the POV of other important characters, such as the ruler of the Vurtockian rebellion, the POV of other rulers. For a while I wanted to write one from Raphaël’s POV, but I decided it wouldn’t be worth writing a whole book about a piece of shit finding joy in the pain he causes. Like, no thanks, ill pass.

Theres a possible 3rd book that would essentially be an extended epilogue, since the prophecy doesn’t stop at Sunshine’s death. I just haven’t thought as far as the 2 books and 3 novellas, in terms of outlining the books and stuff.

I honestly could give TONS more info on the fantasy books because that part of my universe has been around nearly the whole time Ive been writing. I have maps of the world, maps of countries, maps of even just cities, house and castle layouts, moodboards, art. Visual references galore. Not to mention the playlists for each character + each book. I also made a document called “The Remian Bible” because it has everything about the world in it, including the alphabets of the languages, grammar structures for said languages and literally 5 holy books for the religions even tho they wont evEN BE TALKED ABOUT IN ENOUGH DEPTH (why did i do that to myself /lh j/. It doesn’t help that I still want the write the holy books in their native languages… oo,,, and imagine writing the actual novels in the native languages,,,,). It’s honestly kind of,,, surreal how much time Ive put into this world 🧍 Like??? Damn,,,,

BUT YEAH!!! Those are all the books that take place in my ocverse + some other info!!! The things that are my hyperfixation,,,, My own books and world LMAO— The books don’t include half of the ocs in my ocverse tho, so thats where the website im coding comes in. It’ll have short stories based on the backstories of various characters on it, and Yes, even the background characters will be on it bc Im fucking bonkers and fleshed them out, even though some of them are in one scene for 2 minutes.

That being said, if anyone, or u mutual (if u read this wall of text), found any of this interesting, or wants to read even just the prologue of any of these, DM me!! I’m always looking for beta readers!! Or people to talk to about it too, that’d be fantastic. I really need beta readers, so seriously. DM me if u want to read my cringey stories!! I can give better in depth tws too!!!

EDIT: I need to mention that I go through spurts of hyperfixating on only one book or series. Thats why its both my hyper fixation AND my Special Interest

[the-ravenist]

Here is my HEARTSTEEL OC

It's the one that says Phin (heartsteel) you can look at my others I don't mind

Name: Phin Trill

Pronounced fin trial

Pronouns: They/She

Age: unknown..yet

Height: 5'10.5

Zodiac: Aries

Power/Ability: Infrasound Manipulation

Occupation: Bands assistant producer, music video director, tattoo artist & wardrobe specialist

Spouse: Yone

Quick bio/extra facts:

Phin's longest and best friend is K'Sante, he was Phin's first tattoo client and soon became a regular. They bonded due to his recent visits, not just because he wanted more tattoos. With K'Sante's recent visits, they have met the rest of the guys including Yone. Phin is an introvert through and through unless you want to talk about any form of technology, they'll never shut up.

Phin had been hard of hearing pretty much since she came out of the womb, somebody had popped a confetti popper in the hospital room and pretty much damaged her barely formed eardrums. Along with her hard of hearing, their form of speech isn't the best, no amount of speech therapy has helped. So they use sign language to communicate. Phin originally would've been a triplet, yet she swallowed both her siblings in the womb. Yes, they are a natural blonde. Phin's bike was originally her mother's before she passed, and she's worked on it since she was 10. Now the bike is perfect, greatly matching her aesthetic. Despite being a tattoo artist Phin only has three tattoos, a heart tramp stamp, a band-matching tattoo behind her left ear, and a medium medusa tattoo on the right side of her pelvis.

To work their power, they often need some sort of sound hence the guitar. K'Sante had given the angel guitar to them for their birthday. Sometimes she'll use her powers on the guy's voices, to make them louder in case of a mic malfunction. Or just to hype up the crowd.

Phin knows how to sing, just thinks it'll mess up the band's vocal vibe. Their voice is a contralto. Kayn and Sett are the only ones who know about their voice. They were singing a bit too loud while cooking forgetting that Sett and Kayn were still at the house sick.

Now onto Yone & Phin's relationship. They're the intimidating and silent couple. Yet in the comfort of their own space, they're as sickeningly close and gross as it gets. They were definitely secret fwbs to lovers. They're the parents of the group, the guys often call them mom and dad(phin being dad and yone being mom). Yone knows how to do Phin's hair. Phin had gave every member and match tattoo yet Yone and Phin's are slightly different, have a tiny heart next to it.They guys didn't know about their relationship until Yone and Phin got caught making out on the couch.

Phin smells like sorbet, their favorite dessert is key like pie, and loves mango. Phin's eyebrows are dyed black. She always carries a camera on her when she travels just in case. The guys, especially Yone and K'Sante often go to them for fashion advice. Phin is actually quite thick despite their height.

Similar to this.

She has quite a lot of scars around her lips and cheeks, hence her reason for wearing a mask. They had gotten the scars from a technological experiment exploding on her face.

If annoyed w/ any of the guys or upset, they'll take out their hearing aids and continue what they're doing. When their hearing aids are dead or for some odd reason, not working she'll place her hands on the guy's throats as they talk to further understand what they're saying. It's especially handy when the guys forget to sign to them. Since her hearing isn't the best the rest of her senses have heightened making her a hard target for Phel's pranks.

That's pretty much all I have so far. This OC really aligns with the HEARTSTEEL AU rather than the actual League of Legends lore, especially when I don't know nor do I play the game. I just love the song and the video that it has become my new hyperfixation. And I hope y'all enjoyed my OC.

Another picture of her w/o mask and jacket

Aesthetic/ outfit inspo

[jdsgothwife]

Answer All of Them

Portrait of an American Family:

My Monkey: Preferred name or pseudonym?

kitty katastrophe-berkowitz

Dope Hat: Pronouns?

she/her/hers

Lunchbox: Birthday/Zodiac?

december 21st/teh one that’s a long word and starts with s!! i can’t spell it lmao

Get Your Gunn: How do you feel right now?

good, thank you!!

Cake and Sodomy: Something that makes you happy? (other than Manson)

gingerbread men!! they’re a long-standing hyperfixation/comfort thing for me

Smells Like Children:

Diary of a Dope Fiend: Do you have any addictions or obsessions? (does not have to be drugs, could be sweets, social media, a certain band ;), etc)

marilyn manson ahahah

I Put a Spell on You: What do you look for in a friend/partner?

for both a friend and a boyfriend, sweet and kind and someone who enjoys hanging out with me and who i enjoy hanging out with as well

Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This): Biggest dream or goal you have?

i have quite a few!! being in a band, being a mom someday in teh far future, owning a parrot!!

Scabs, Guns, and Peanut Butter: Do you have any piercings or tattoos?

one ear (other ear has a rip in it and so it can’t be pierced), eyebrow piercing, septum piercing!l. more incoming

Shitty Chicken Gangbang: Something that pisses you off?

hmmm i’m not sure!! i’m not very angry usually

Antichrist Superstar:

Irresponsible Hate Anthem: What is something you are passionate about/would fight for?

ableism and disability accomodations

The Beautiful People: Talk about someone you love? (platonic, romantic, family, etc)

meh mommy!! she and i are extremely close <33

Antichrist Superstar: What do you like most about yourself?

i think i’m very loving and have a lot of love to give

The Reflecting God: Are you religious?

yeah, i definitely believe in god and heaven. i would consider myself catholic

Angel With the Scabbed Wings: Biggest fear? Or just a fear that you have?

dogs!!

Wormboy: Do you play any instruments or sing?

i sing and i’m trying to teach myself keyboard

Tourniquet: Ever broken any bones? Which ones and how?

nope!

Mechanical Animals:

Great Big White World: Any place you want to visit or your favorite place you have visited?

i’d like to go to new york city!!!

The Dope Show: Favorite movie/TV show/book?

fight club, pokémon anime, also fight club

Rock is Dead: How did you find Marilyn Manson and/or become a fan?

picked up a random cd at a store when i was 11, and it turned out to be gaog!!

I Don't Like the Drugs (But the Drugs Like Me): Are you closed off to new people or more outgoing?

i’m super shy until you know me, and then i am Not lmao

Last Day on Earth: Do you have a bucket list? If so, what's on it?

i don’t exactly, but i just want to live life to teh fullest in general <33 there are things i want to do, certqinly

Coma White: Have you ever lost someone important to you?

yes.

Holy Wood:

The Love Song: Relationship status?

single

The Fight Song: Outlet of choice? (writing, exercise, social media, substances, etc)

music listening and drawing

Disposable Teens: What music did you listen to in your teens? Was it embarrassing?

i’m currently 17!

The Nobodies: What helps you feel better when you are depressed and/or lonely?

meh family

The Death Song: Thoughts on death? Do you fear it?

i do fear it and have anxiety about it sometimes, but i do believe in heaven which is a comfort

Burning Flag: Do you hold grudges?

i try not to!!

The Golden Age of Grotesque:

This is the New Shit: Define your music taste?

goth rock and metal are meh favorite genres!! i really like industrial and emo as well.

mOBSCENE: Where do you feel most at home?

meh house!

(S)aint: Do you think you're a good person?

i hope so!!!

EAT ME, DRINK ME:

If I Was Your Vampire: Favorite mythical/fantasy creature and/or cryptid/monster?

vampires, actually!!

Heart Shaped Glasses (When the Heart Guides the Hand): Describe your personal style?

mall goth <333

You and Me and the Devil Makes 3: Why do you love music?

it’s a medium of both comfort and expression for me

Putting Holes in Happiness: Biggest insecurity you have? (about yourself or otherwise)

ooh lol that’s a hard one! i have a lot of them unfortunately haha

EAT ME, DRINK ME: Favorite food and drink?

chicken sandwiches with pickles and nothing else, and monster energy drinks!!!

The High End of the Low:

Devour: What drains you, mentally or physically?

school

Arma-goddamn-motherfuckin-geddon: You're going to die tomorrow, what do you do today?

spend time with meh loved ones

Running to the Edge of the World: Something you wish you could leave behind?

meh trauma from being bullied

I Want To Kill You Like They Do In the Movies: Are you interested in serial killers or horror?

not serial killers in real life, NEVER anything true crime. but yes horror!!

Born Villain:

No Reflection: If you could change one thing about your appearance what would you choose?

more piercings without me having to set up teh appointments and wait and feel teh pain haha, just like magic instant piercings :PP

Pistol Whipped: Sexuality?

straight

Slo-Mo-Tion: Song you could have on repeat for hours? (Manson or otherwise)

spade by marilyn manson

You're so Vain: Last person you said "I love you" to?

meh daddy

The Pale Emperor:

Killing Strangers: Favorite Marilyn Manson album or era?

mechanical animals album wise, but era wise spooky kids

Deep Six: Is Marilyn Manson important to you for reasons other than being an amazing band?

yes <3

Third Day of a Seven Day Binge: Ever been to a Marilyn Manson concert before? How was it?

i have!!! twins of evil tour :3 it was awesomeeeee, so good!!!

The Mephistopheles of Los Angeles: Favorite music video?

long hard road out of hell!

Cupid Carries a Gun: What do you consider Manson's genre?

gothic industrial rock

Heaven Upside Down:

Tattooed in Reverse: Favorite song? + Favorite Marilyn song?

user-friendly + user-friendly ahahahah

SAY10: Most underrated song?

red in meh head

KILL4ME: Favorite member or member you most admire and why?

daisy berkowitz!! founding member who is very little acknowledged, seems like he was a total sweetheart by all accounts, extremely talented, adorable

Saturnalia: Are you attracted to any member (past or present) of Marilyn Manson?

literally so many of them 😭😭😭

JE$U$ CRI$I$: Which past member (if any) do you wish stayed in the band?

daisy berkowitz

Blood Honey: Most underrated/underappreciated member?

…also daisy berkowitz

You're so Vain: Last person you said «I love you" to?

meh daddy

Heaven Upside Down: Do you think Marilyn's a good person?

no.

Singles:

God's Gonna Cut You Down: Has his music gotten "worse" over time in your opinion?

nope!

WE ARE CHAOS: Did you like WE ARE CHAOS and/or thoughts on the new album?

i liked it very much!

[syddsatyrn]

Piece of your Action (Eddiexfemreader)

☆Pairing: - Eddie Munson x Fem Reader

☆Song: Piece of your action by Mötley Crüe

☆Warnings: Fluff, swearing, drug use, cigarettes, bullying, Characters are all 18+

Minors DNI, scram!

☆Words: 2k

Chapter 2: Looks that Kill (EddiexFemreader)

☆Summary: Moving to Hawkins wasn't easy. What do you even do for fun in this little down? So boring. Until you meet a long haired misfit in front of the video store. Maybe this place isn't so boring after all.

☆Notes: I'm baaaack. Didja miss me? I now present to you my Eddie Munson hyperfixation. I finished Strangers things and I was HOOKED. This is a series so check back for the next chapter.

“Honey, can you grab the boxes for the kitchen?” Julie shouted. Your mother is definitely putting you to work. You groan and grab the first box you see in the truck labeled “Kitchen”. The box made a loud thud as you dropped it on the floor. “Be careful! You’ll break your grandmother’s dishes!” She scolded.

“Whatever…” You scoffed. It’s not like you wanted to move here anyways. Your dad got a new job and your Aunt convinced your mom to move to Hawkins. Which is 6 hours away from your hometown. You grab another box and head back inside.

“If you want to take a break you can.” Julie says while putting away cups and plates. Before you could finish your sentence, you're already out the door with a cigarette in your mouth. “I really wish you’d quit those!” She shouts as you leave.

You take a seat on the curb and inhale the smoke, and exhale the stress. “What even is there to do in this little town?” You wondered. You pick at some of the fraying patches on your jeans absentmindedly. Taking another drag every couple of minutes. “This is totally bogus.” You say under your breath and put the cigarette out on the curb. You might as well go to your room and get situated.

You had already put up a bunch of posters. Iron Maiden, Dead Kennedy’s, Slayer, the Misfits, all your favorite bands. You take off your patched up denim jacket and toss it on the floor haphazardly. The day is almost over, you fall backwards and flop onto your bed to stare at the ceiling. “I hope this town isn't filled to the brim with country bumkin hillbillies.” You think to yourself. The grumbling noise of your stomach is enough to wake you from your thoughts.

“I brought home Chinese!” Bill says as he walks through the door carrying a couple of plastic bags with to-go containers. You spring from your bed and head downstairs, you can already smell it.

“I knew that would get you to come out of your lair.” Dad says with a grin.

“I’m hungry.” You retort and stick your tongue out. “You’re always hungry.” He jokes and bumps your shoulder. After the table was cleared, your mother handed you a plate filled with delicious take out. In a matter of seconds you're wolfing down your food like you haven't eaten in days.

“Slow down!” Your mom says with a slightly disgusted look on her face. After chugging the glass of water on the table, you apologize under your breath. “Soooo….” Julie starts and you're already rolling your eyes. “...I was thinking we could go tour some campuses next week? Maybe start putting in an application or two?” She asks with a smile.

Your parents have been hounding you to get into college. It's only been a year since you graduated high school, why rush? School was always a huge pain. Everyone makes fun of you for the way you dress or they are afraid of you. The bullying got so bad you had to change schools, and how could we forget the time you beat up the schools quarterback in the lunchroom. Somehow, you always manage to have decent grades, you just don't play nice with others.

“Mom, you know I’m taking a break from school.” You remind her before shoving more noodles into your mouth. “We’ve already had this conversation.” You say with your mouth full.

“You know your mother just wants to make sure you get a proper education.” Bill chimes in, attempting to keep this conversation a peaceful one.

“I already told you guys I’m taking a couple years before I dive back into that hell.” You retort and Bill snorts before taking another bite.

“Please don't swear at the dinner table…” Julie sighs with disappointment.

Your eyes roll so far back in your head you swear you could see your brain twitch. Your plate is finished and you stand up abruptly. “Mom, this is the third time this week you’ve brought up college, quit while you're ahead. I'm tired, I'm going to bed.” You say with what your mother calls “a tone”. You rinse your plate, set it in the sink and begin to head back upstairs.

“Y/N we are not done with this conversation…” Mom shouts

“Yes we are.” You shout back and shut your door. Julie and Bill just give each other concerned looks.

Your jeans drop to the floor and you change into some cotton shorts and a worn out Slayer band tee. Then begin digging in your backpack for a tin that used to contain mints. When you find it, you let out a sigh of relief and pop the top open. A pre-rolled joint you’ve been saving is calling your name.

After retrieving the lighter from your jeans, you slide the window open carefully, you don't want your parents to hear. You take a seat on the roof and look up at the night sky. “The stars are brighter here…” You think to yourself. The breeze was cool and the neighborhood was quiet, not a single peep. So you carefully light the joint and take a few heavy puffs.

Here you are, daydreaming again. You lay back and stare at the sky while you enjoy your reward. You were almost finished with the joint when you heard loud music in the distance. It shakes you from your thoughts and you sit up. A dark colored van speeds through your neighborhood blaring some pretty sick metal tunes.

You watch as it drives off, maybe this place isn't completely full of country folk. Suddenly, a few of the neighbors porch lights flicker on, it looks like the van woke a few people up. You quickly put the joint out and crawl back in through your window. What if someone sees you? They would most definitely tell your mom, and she hates when you hang out on the roof.

You turn off your lamp and crawl under the covers. It's time to put this day behind you and get some rest. You fall asleep wondering if you’ll see the van again. One could only hope.

Day Two in Hawkins

You wake up to the sound of knocking on your bedroom door. “Y/N, it’s time to get up! I don't want you wasting the day away in bed.” Julie is always a morning person. You groan and pull the covers over your head. Mom opens the door and greets you with a bright smile. “C’mon, you can't hibernate like a bear in the woods.”

She opened the blinds and the sun came pouring in like a wave. You let out another groan and lift the blanket just enough to see your alarm clock, it reads 12:32 PM. You throw the covers off of you irritably and get dressed. 

You pick out a pair of patched up denim shorts and pair it with another band tee. You slip on your rings and add a chain to your shorts. After you pack up your backpack, you head downstairs to put your boots on.

“Where are you going in such a hurry?” Mom asks from the kitchen. “I’m going into town to see what kind of ‘attractions’ Hawkins has to offer me.” you answer sarcastically. 

“Stay out of trouble, please!” She calls, but before she knew it, you were already out the door with a skateboard in hand.

You drop the skateboard on the sidewalk and effortlessly push off into the street. The wind in your face is freshening and the concrete is a nice smooth ride. You swore to yourself you’d never skate again after you biffed it on a pothole that sent you flying. “Why do you always ride that dangerous thing!” You mom always asks. You always tell her it's a cheap thrill.

You see a cluster of stores in the distance and as you get closer you realize it’s a video store, a record shop, and a small café lined up next door to each other. You step off your board and pick it up. The signs in the window are advertising a vast horror movie collection, right up your alley.

The bell chimes as you push the door open. The cashiers seem to be arguing about something.

“No, Robin, you're not listening to me.” The male cashier starts to rub his temples.

“I am listening and that movie sucks, I'm not going to sit through “Maximum Overdrive”. Don't you dare play it on the display TV.” The woman scoffs and her coworker sighs.

“Hey.” You said softly and they both gave you a startled look.

“Uh Hey! Welcome to Family Video.” He says, his name tag says “Steve”.

“You guys got horror flicks, right?” You ask with a half smile.

“Yeah! Back corner on your right!” The woman says while pointing to the other side of the store.

“Thanks…uhhh…Robin.” You reply as you look down at her name tag.

“Am I losing my mind or is she new?” Steve leans in and asks Robin. “No, you're right, I've never seen her before.” Robin whispers back.

“I dig her style though.” Steve remarks and Robin sneers. “I bet that girl could eat you alive, Harrington.” She teases, Steve rolls his eyes and returns to his task.

You pick out a few movies, Nightmare on Elm Street, Invaders from Mars, and a movie you haven't seen advertised called “Creepshow”. Satisfied with your choices, you make your way back to the front counter.

“Shhhh here she comes.” Robin whispers and elbows Steve. “Did you find what you're looking for?” She asks and you nod.

You place the videos on the counter and retrieve your wallet inside your backpack. “I’ve never seen you around here before.” Robin asks and Steve looks kind of shocked at how forward she can be.

“I moved here yesterday. I’m just getting to know the place.” You reply as Robin totals up your purchase.

“They are going to have a field day over this one.” The male employee says with a smirk.

Robin turns her head and tells him to shut up under her breath. “That’s 6 dollars even.”

You pay her in exact change and take the videos, placing them in your backpack. “I guess I’ll see you guys around then.” You say with a half smile while making your way to the exit. Robin and Steve are speechless and Robin tries to hold on to her customer service smile. But when the door shuts they bust out laughing.

“You are SO rude!” She shouts.

You place a cigarette between your lips and notice a dark van parked next to the cirb. It looks like the one you heard last night. It's old and has seen some miles, that's for sure. You attempt to light your cigarette but it seems your lighter is finally out of fluid.

“God Dammit…” You swear under your breath.

Suddenly a man outstretches his arm, lighter in hand.

“Need a light?” The mystery man asks. You turn to face him and you're taken aback by his clothes. He looks…well, he looks just like you. Black jeans, Leather jacket, patched denim vest. His long curly hair was gorgeous. Your face flushed as he lit your cigarette. You inhale and manage to say “thank you”. 

“Never seen anyone like you in Hawkins. You must be new.” He remarks.

“That's what everyone keeps telling me.” You say with a quiet giggle.

“So, what's a girl like you doing in a town like this?”

“I’m on vacation, duh.” You say sarcastically and take a drag of your cigarette. The misfit extends his arm and you shake his hand.

“I'm Eddie….Munson. Eddie Munson, at your service.” He grins and you can’t help but submit to his charm, he's pretty cute after all. You shake his hand in return, noticing the chunky, silver, rings on his fingers. 

“Y/N, It’s nice to meet you, Eddie.” You return the smile and put out your cigarette on the curb.

You both lean against the back of his van and chat a bit. You tell him about your mom pressuring you to go to college and how boring this town is.

“So tell me, what do you do for fun around here? Besides speed through neighborhoods blaring loud music at ten o’clock at night.” You tease, all you want to do is make him smile again.

“That was your street? Well, in that case, I’m not sorry.” Eddie says playfully. “I’m glad I got your attention.”

A loud car abruptly interrupted your conversation. A group of teenage boys all wearing letterman jackets in a convertible pull up next to Eddie's van.

“Hey freak! This is for yesterday!” The jock yells and tosses something at Eddie, but suddenly a cold substance smacks you in the mouth. It was a milkshake and it’s now dribbling down your face and shirt. Before you could protest or get revenge, they sped off hysterically laughing like a bunch of dumb hyenas.

“Shit, dude! I am so sorry, that was meant for me.” He says opening the back door to his van. He grabs some napkins he had laying around and hands them to you. As you are wiping off the milkshake bomb, Eddie swipes his finger across your cheek and puts it in his mouth.

“Hmm…It's chocolate this time. Last week was vanilla.” That signature smirk grows back and your face turns several shades of red. 

“Can I give you a ride home?” He asks sweetly and all you can do is nod. 

[intercosmicpunk]

11, 24 and 38?

11: Favorite extra-curricular activities?

It depends on my hyperfixation at the time. Right now it's marching band (I'm a tenor drummer).

At other times, I like playing my other instruments/making music, doing MMA, working out, and reading. Like I said, it depends on my hyperfixation at the time, so I could be putting all of my energy into any one of those for ½-3 months at a time. Every once in a while I find a new activity that doesn't stick and I forget about it.

24: If we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing?

I guess since I don't know you irl, we could get to know one another? But I hate small talk, so I'd probably start ranting about how much I love being outside and how beautiful the stars are and living in blissful existentialism when I think about how small we are compared to the universe. YOU WILL ALSO NOT GET ME TO SHUT UP ABOUT THE MOON! I LOVE HER! I WILL TALK ABOUT HER! I WILL TALK *TO* HER! SHE HOLDS MY HEART IN HER GENTLE EMBRACE AND I WILL MAKE SURE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT!

38: A soap bar that smells good?

Normally I just use Lever brand soap, since it works best for my body odor (unfortunately my genetics makes it so that I start to smell faster and I smell stronger than most other people in my demographic. I'm hygenic and I try to smell good as often and long as possible, but once I develop an odor, it's almost like a middle school boy's). Lever gets rid of it most efficiently, and deviating from using it doesn't get the best results for me. It smells good, but it's nothing too remarkable.

My friend asked me to buy soap for her once, and though I'm not entirely sure, I think I got her Power Berries scent by Dial (I'll check the next time I go to the store to verify and edit this post accordingly). It smelled absolutely wonderful.

[batsandnerds]

1, 2, 8, 11, 12, 19, 22, 23, 25, 26, 31, 50

1. What’s your sexual orientation?

I'd say bisexual, but I've never been with a woman, but I've been dating only one person so far, so I don't even know anymore

tl;dr I have no idea

2. What are you obsessed with right now?

I'm in that weird period when my old hyperfixations kinda died out and I haven't found any new ones

8. What’s your favorite show to binge?

Trailer Park Boys

11. If you could teleport anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?

some 80s/goth/industrial club, I miss alternative music parties so much

12. What’s one of your fantasies?

being mentally stable lol

19. If you could change your name, would you? What would you change it to?

I'm fine with my current name

22. Tag someone you think is hot.

@bloodstonegoth @ninatastic @gossamerdreaming @memezeek and that's only off the top of my head bc I have much more hot mutuals ❤️

23. Who are five of your favorite bands/musical artists?

The Cure, The Birthday Massacre, Depeche Mode, Drab Majesty, Neuroticfish

25. Describe your perfect Friday night.

1-2 beers with friends or playing video games at home with someone cute or a night out in some alternative club

26. What’s your favorite season?

spring 🍃

31. Do you like paper books or ebooks better?

Paper books if I'm at home, ebooks if I'm out

50. What’s your favorite kind of weather?

right before the storm, when it's cloudy and windy and you can already smell the fresh air

[og-danny-dorito]

Bucky Barnes SFW Headcanons

a new hyperfixation to avoid my growing anxiety with my personal life? yall already know whats up, and i'm feeling angsty so brace yourself

PUBLISHED :  2 - 17 - 20

S F W : 

- to start off of a positive and happy note (jk you already know thats not how it works) its very likely that upon first meeting, any touch directed towards him is met with an alarmed grunt and/or a slap of your hand away

- anything unsolicited makes him nervous and uncomfortable, so if you really do want to pat his shoulder or hug him or something like that you'd have to ask if it's okay first. now it's pretty easy to see the reasoning behind this but for those doubting it i will explain

- big man has been trained to kill in hand to hand combat and advanced weaponry and countless other things, meaning that he's pretty much wired by this point to have a gut reaction that automatically goes to the fight or flight instinct. it doesn't make logical sense that he wouldn't get uncomfortable and jumpy at loud noises and unsolicited touching since his ptsd has accumulated over the years to MAKE him react like that. he doesn't want to accidentally punch you in the teeth

- like yeah he's all tough and shit and could break the a dude’s neck if he really tried, but the issue is that once his walls are broken down he's sort of akin to that of a regulated killing machine having to redo its wiring to be “normal” again. the transition itself would be traumatic, but the process of initiating it would be even more difficult

- so that means that in the first few months of his recovery, he probably would do a lot of absent-minded staring and just long spells of silence where he just doesn't do anything. it's sort of like a reloading point for his brain, and he starts to pick up the habit of daydreaming a lot. sometimes you'll have to say his name a few times to snap him out of it, but when he does come to he looks a little embarrassed

- it's not that easy to elicit an emotional reaction out of him. you'd have to be fairly close with him to actually get most responses out of him that are more than a word long, and so thus starts my favorite trope; hard depressed kill man falls for person who just Keeps Trying

- it's not that easy to get under his skin, but meeting him somewhere normally and constantly talking to him will probably start to make him feel more encouraged to speak in the sense of making normal conversation

- he's a little awkward so in this case patience goes a long way (as does with pretty much everything with him). it gets to the point where after a month or so he may feel weird if he doesn't talk to you at that specific time of the day. if he's grown that fond of you he'll even go out of his way to ask a few people where you are

- part of him hates getting this attached for a number of reasons. there's that nagging feeling in the back of his mind that his environment is temporary and getting attached to the things and people there will hurt him more than he'd like. while he knows that it's not temporary, that he's not leaving anytime soon and probably won't for a while, it all goes back to the killing machine thing

- when he was under hydra’s control, the only thing that was certain was the base he resided in and it's hard to come out of a state of mind where the only thing you know to be continuous is your continued existence as a tool. the place itself brings back horrible memories, but you get what i mean

- so initially he may resist conversation for that very reason

- he tends to pick up on details more than anything, and most of your smaller traits tend to make him quickly used to you. like for instance, if you're prone to pursuing your lips and narrowing your eyes at something odd you've heard or seen, he might find it cute mentally and then immediately correct himself for it. if you tend to snort a little and roll your eyes when you laugh, he's going to notice that and MAYBE try to pay more attention when something funny is said to hear it again

- i would generally think that he doesn't really have much a type or preference at all. in fact, i'm pretty sure the only thing he seemed consciously aware of that he likes in a partner is ability to understand. cause if you can't forgive him for the things he's done and see why he does what he does now, he can't bring himself to feel like he needs to go through all of his self hatred and doubt more intensely than he already is

- he probably is asexual as well but that's sort of iffy considering he's canon been in sexual relationships so that's a maybe. but he's definitely demiromantic. it's not that easy for him to find people attractive anymore. when he starts to get to know you better he starts feeling some sort of way and picking up on MORE details that you may not even notice yourself

- bucky is also incredibly skilled at remembering things you might've said a month ago and completely forgot about. some find this off putting and that's understandable, but when it comes down to it, its a product of sorta okay memory

- “My cousin almost flipped his car over this week.”

- “Phillipe?”

- “Uh, yeah. How did you...?”

- “You mentioned him two weeks ago... when he almost fell of your roof the week before.”

- “I did?”

- remembers dates, names, eye colors, and a multitude of other things, so sometimes he'll just mention something important you may have forgotten and pretend like he definitely wasn't paying too much attention to you. it's surprising how good his memory is even though he can't remember any of his past. so this most likely means that he has issues with remembering events and how they happened, but not the details of them. like how you can remember your shirt color a few week s back but not what you did while wearing that shirt

- and on that note, he kinda shuts down if he gets a weird flashback in the middle of something. they're mostly triggered by smells and sounds, but sometimes if he sees something while he's walking down the street he'll just stop and stare at it. it's best just to stop and stare at it with him, or alternatively if you don't want stares, act like you're taking a picture. but don't talk to him while it's happening cause it'll interrupt the train of thought and derail him completely

- he tends to talk a lot about things if he's grown very invested in them (he's very good at keeping focus). if you're out walking together or just sitting down he might stare and absentmindedly reach out to touch you before stopping himself at the last minute. gently grabbing his hand and placing it wherever he wanted to touch makes him flustered every time. that and hes super soft but is afraid to be vulnerable around anyone

- just gently grabbing his hand makes him all mushy, and it’s more often than not that he finds himself weak when someone shows pretty much any form of affection or endearment towards him

- probably not into pda though, not that much. he will hold your hand if you want to, but don’t expect to like sit in his lap or like straight upstart kissing in public cause any attention in a public setting makes him nervous

- really likes a kind of homey s/o. someone who likes to cook or bake or whatever makes him feel a little bit like he doesn't have to worry about something for a while. like if he comes home and dinner is just waiting on the table for him or you’ve already drawn a bath for him and/or made the bed or whatever, he literally appreciates that above pretty much anything else

- love language is most likely acts of service. hes not very good with words unless he like thinks it out beforehand, but pretty much buys you gifts all the time because he likes seeing you light up when you see them. he does try to spend as much time as he can with you but either anxiety gets the best of him or hes literally too busy, and so it ends up being more distant with him coming over a few times during the week, even if you live together. and we already know the deal with physical touch so im not gonna restate my strong belief in “big man has trauma no touch big man unless A S K”

- but a lot of the things he does are situational. one day he may be very down to be super affectionate and the other he’ll be painfully distant, but the main issue with all of it is that hes very very bad at communication

- this poses an issue for a number of reasons, but his responses and reactions are more physical than anything. so for instance, if hes uncomfortable with something he’ll start to shift and stare and be very tense the whole time it’s occurring, or if he’s feeling a bit more sad or depressed he’ll isolate himself and consistently stand slouched or look as if he hasn't gotten enough sleep. it’s mostly body language, but after a while he’ll feel safe enough to tell you how he feels about certain things

- this takes a while to actually happen, but when it does he manages to just,,, say things that are on his mind. like you’ll be reading or scrolling through your phone or whatever and he’ll randomly be like “The table has a lot of scratches on it.” it’s just observations he has, but usually it translates to him wanting to change the stated fact. best thing to do is just to roll with it, since hes practically learning how to communicate again and he’s picking up on things socially

- now let's get to the “a little fluffy” and “kinda-already-known” shit, shall we?

-  miscellaneous headcanons;

gets jealous pretty easily in the early stages of your relationship, but only ever indicates this by staring the person in question down and refusing to admit to it later

likes having his hair put up into cool hairstyles and likes colored rubber bands (or hair ties if youre not where i'm from). seriously, he may loose his shit if you just like put cool braids in his hair one day like hes a viking or whatever

kind of tone deaf but his singing is more of like this raspy and slightly more “Misty Mountains” vocals sounding

is touch sensitive, so even doing something as small as like rubbing your thumb on his arm makes his hair raise on end

doesn't like his metal arm at all and quite obviously wears long sleeves all the time to hide it, but occasionally wears short sleeves when he's feeling less insecure

oh, super insecure btw and THATS why he feels all mushy when someone is kind to him because he KNOWS he's a freak and that he's weird but you're not still being sweet??? too pure, must protect

gives great hugs since he practically smothers anyone he meets with them, but is also basically a walking heater

is terrified of the idea of taking care of children or just anything weaker than him, but is good with them since they always hang on his arms and hold his legs when he walks

super strong

likes sweets a whole lot, specifically fruity sweets like apple pie or peach cobbler. never bring those wallmart cakes or whatever near him cause it'll be gone in like an hour flat unless you tell him to leave you some

- in conclusion, he needs therapy and probably won't be very responsive when he's not sure what to do. it doesn't mean he loves you any less, but he may have a hard time communicating it to you. all he really needs is some patience and a bit of understanding, and he'll get better with the whole s/o thing soon enough. cause you mean the world to him, and he doesn't want anyone or anything to make you feel like less than that

[thoughtfulnerdcycle]

all the even numbers (for the send in numbers to get an answer thingy) >:D

gonna be a long one :D

2: Age

19, born in 2001 lol

4: 3 things I love

music

my friends

animals

6: 4 turns off

(these are just a preference and only count for people i could be romantically attracted to u can have these things and we can still be friends)

dirty finger nails/uncared nails/hands

dreadlocks

crooked teeth

just personal preference not attacking anyone <3

8: Sexual orientation

lesbian

10: How tall am I

im around 5“3 or 161cm

12: What time were I born

around 8.30pm!

14: Do I have a crush

kinda recovering from a crush rn

16: Favorite place

my house if i’m alone and outside if i’m not alone

18: Do I use sarcasm

i think i try to but probably fail miserably

20: First thing I notice in new person

hands

eyes

lips

22: Eye color

brown :(

24: Favorite style of clothing

(korean) streetwear, or dark academia no in between

26: there’s no 26 lmao :D

🪨

28: Favorite movie

i love shrek lol and basketball diaries, very basic but i also like pulp fiction

30: Favorite band

queen, bon jovi, pink floyd, arctic monkeys, one ok rock, oisicle melonpan

32: Someone I love

my newest friend - she’s a lovely person and i alr feel like i’ve known her for years <3

34: My relationship with my parents

sometimes it’s pretty good but there’s no trust

36: Tattoos and piercing i have

i want tattoos don’t have any yet

i have s helix on my left ear and two ear lobes, two on my right ear and i used to have a nose piercing on the right side

38: The reason I joined Tumblr

i was 13 and not like other girls

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?

not really :( i want one

42: When did I last hold hands?

i don’t remember

44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?

nope

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?

not my friends bc they’re drunk too

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?

my mom and my stepfather, idk where my father is

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?

my best friend - i love him so much and he always listens

52: When was the last time I hugged someone?

unless a quick hug counts idk if it counts then on thursday

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?

i trusted my ex best friend even tho i knew i shouldn’t

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

this is such a hard question tbh i can’t decide id love to meet all the famous people who died like Freddie Mercury or Kurt Cobain maybe Marilyn Monroe or just my soulmate lol

58: What’s my strangest talent?

i can tie a knot with my tongue?

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

i wish i was confident enough to be in front of it but i’m good behind lol

62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

i usually hate talking loudly at home as i’m scared my parents could hear so neither texting is best

64: Do I believe in magic?

dunno

66: What’s the weather like right now?

warm with a harsh find

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?

yes

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?

does my chronic illness count lol

72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?

no

74: Favorite animal?

cats for pets and ducks for non domestic animals

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?

cool people don’t use last names like zendaya

78: How can you win my heart?

give me attention and be as passionate as me (or just try) for my hyperfixations lol

80: What is my favorite word?

i love handlettering the word moist, girls, history and love

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

love is love

black lives matter

stop racism against asian people

stop the hate

but would probably be to nervous to talk ingrown of ppl i almost lost consciousness when i had to present smth in class

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?

teleportation would’ve neat

86: What is my current desktop picture?

leafs lol

88: Bought condoms?

for a friend that had a hook up later that das but didn’t have enough time to get them lol

90: Failed a class?

yes but on purpose

92: Kissed a girl?

yes

94: Had a job?

kinda?

96: Bullied someone on the internet?

i don’t remember actively bullying anyone bc i always was against that but you never know if your words were perceived the way u wanted

98: Played on a sports team?

no

100: Did drugs?

only weed

102: Drank alcohol?

yes

104: Been overweight?

yes

106: Been to a wedding?

yes

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?

does netflix count if yes then yes

110: Gotten my heart broken?

yes lol

112: Broken a bone?

no

114: Been to prom?

no

116: Fly by helicopter?

no

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?

yes

120: Wore make up?

pretty much everyday

122: Had oral sex?

no

124: Voted in a presidential election?

no

126: Had a surgery?

had 1 wisdom tooth removed haha

128: Stalked someone on a social network?

yes

130: Been fishing?

no

132: Been rejected by a crush?

yes :(

134: What do I want for birthday?

i’ve been saving up for an ipad past few months and i got almost half so maybe the other half of the money or smth idk i don’t do birthdays :D

[the-human-sharpie]

Nobody asked for this, but here’s a list of things that make me happy:

Sparkly bits in the pavement

Finding smooth rocks

Horseshoe crabs

Finding tiny crabs at the beach

I hate the beach :D

When a wave hits a sandcastle and the sandcastle stays standing up

Catching or really just watching frogs at the little pond a few neighborhoods over

Tiny candy canes

When rooms smell like oregano, basil, rosemary, or thyme

The rest of the list is under the cut :)

Eating basil leaves directly from my garden and feeling like I outsmarted the rabbits and groundhogs because apparently all they know is destroying my herb garden and eating all my blueberry bushes like mf just take a tomato i don’t like tomatoes it’s a win win if you go that way just don’t eat my fucking basil leaves istg

Getting to explain the physics/aerodynamics of the twin sonic booms that the Atlantis shuttle makes upon re-entry into earth’s atmosphere to little kids in a way that makes sense to them

Space

The way that people’s eyes light up when they infodump about their hyperfixations and/or special interests

Frogs

When movies take physics and accurate terminology into account

Using a new sketchbook that has really good paper

Ballpoint pens!!

The Royal Opera House’s ballet adaptation of Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland

Sergei Prokofiev’s Cinderella

Watercolors

When a locket makes that good click clack noise when you open and close it

Making other people happy

The way that kiwi birds run and hop around when they’re happy

Finding a snail

Finding a cat

Feeding the stray turkeys that randomly appeared in my yard one day (I hope they’re doing well)

When people do the thing like jingles out in my silly little jester hat like the fool i am

Accidentally sneaking up on friends bc I tend to walk really quickly and seeing their reactions

My pencil not dying 5 minutes into drawing something

The way I used to surprise the athletic kids— yes, I do mean the highlighter outfit ones— at school by surpassing them in physical strength bc apparently I looked like a twig to them

Antique shops (they’re so magical and special, even if it’s an old spool of thread that probably hasn’t been touched in years, everything there has a story behind it)

That one ikea teddy bear

Seeing people speak with so much adoration about their comfort characters

Seeing people gushing about their comfort characters in the tags of a reblog

Good mechanical pencils

Erasers that work

Riddles

Playing random pieces on the piano at 3 in the morning and otherwise enjoying the silence

Green things

In depth analysis of different characters and acknowledging character flaws of the ones who people adore and seeing the good (if possible) in the characters who people loathe

Good dreams that last long enough

Dreams that seem like a literal staged and edited shitpost

Seeing what songs people associate their ccs with and why

Trubbish

Joy Again (it’s a lovely band, really)

[suburban-satan]

shit my friends say

So I made a list of all the wild shit my friends say, started in January 2018 and still going. It's one year old I guess? Well, enjoy what I have so far!

2018 -d a d d y w i s e -well there’s chains on the ground so that must mean this was a kinky sex dungeon -GORSH MICKEY NOT MY G SPOT -I can wait until I turn 40 so I can troll Japanese Girls on roblox -what if we all looked like mike wizowski but our heads were the same size as they are now -I wanna give pot to a bird -I take pills without water -daddies cummie wummies are the best cummie wummies -enjoy your nonexistent stomach acid -cum glaze -I hope you choke on MY meat -who hasn’t been on pornhub -(wipes tears away and starts belting despacito) -MY GAY IS BEING TRIGGERED -that omelet looks delouse -is semen a liquid or solid -iTs nOt aQuaNauTs yOu uNculTurEd fOoK -vaginas are scary -what is menstruation -you should change your name to pussy something -my gay has been activated -“have you ever owned a vibrator?” “No” “would you like to rent one” -“do you like glazed or cream filled” -wHaT dOeS cUm sOuNd LiKe -he is on too much fertilizer -sometimes cum is hot I know from experience -if you jerked off at the speed of sound would your dick be on fire -I don’t have a sonic fetish -can your dick ignite because of the heat of your cock -aren’t dicks like cannons -who the fuck draws a glowing peepee on a skeleton -honey Freddy freaker is dancing in the living room -does penis smell like garlic -she don’t swallow in this household -*downloading garrison nudes* -don’t you realize that tentacle porn is just using octopus arms as a dildo -frickle my nipples -Minecraft porn consists of the male genitalia replaced with a stick -OOPSIE WOOPSIE!! Uwu We make a fucky wucky!! A wittle fucko boingo! The code monkeys at our headquarters are working VEWY HAWD to fix this! -“I’m big for an asian” -cockilicous -“His anal glands need milking” -fready flipper -FREADY FAPPER -daddy better make me choke -does Freddy freaker have a mutated alien dick -sonic breaks the sound barrier by beating his meat -the sun looks like it’s gon vore you -bootyhole exploration -is megalovania sex music -i like to drink cock -cum is just genital snot -penis musk -Shid piz and farbt -Bull + shit = sis it don’t add up -Hey don’t tell me at least once in your life you haven’t thought about being gently caressed across the genitalia by the kraken -I swallow boba like i swallow cum -I wuv fungus kun, the way he waps a awond my tosie wosies so tight! He’s gibing me a huggie!!!! Fungus kun gibes my tosies a new color too!!!! Wat a good fungus kun make my doki doki go “ UAU” heeheehee -eating banana with the banana peel -orang juce -father I want cheddar -don’t you just look at someone and think about how long their neck is -breathing is just boneless vaping -get outta here juuling criminal -yall ever succ a dick for juul pods -unironically drawing miss piggy -“Jack don’t let go 😱🤭🤭, jack sweetie 😐👀 if you let go 🙊🙈 you’re weave 🙀🙀 gone 😇😘💅” -I've been watching spooky movies for 5 hour -omg it’s daddy sans undertaker!!! -bröther -I ate my sister -are you'd's't've kidding me? -oh youtube please don't show me the shrek movies rn -My brother is calling me out on the family group chat for eating a bowl of peanut butter -Hamilton is best girl -get outta here you fuckin loyalist -what doesn’t cum have -drink flex seal and you won’t have to worry about a marriage -I feel water. -“Superfood or supergross? Is Sperm good?” -coochie hands gucci bands -just imagine trying to cast a spell and then you get disturbed by a banjo -toto africa is sex music now and everytime they say rain it’s just cum -y'all ever burp in your mouth and exhale it through your nose like a vaper -how dare them make my green senpai an honorable member of society -If you didn’t search big boobs video on google at least once are you really a Gen Z kid????? -laugh pussies -i’m watching the history of japan on pornhub -we have the same name because we are secretly the same person -what if you eat your phone and it’s all in your tummy -why would you ever think i’m not serious all the time you silly dragon but we’re both (my name) so we can be the silly dragon together -why would you wash your face before you go to bed when your tears wash it off for you *wooshing noises* -I want to drive a bus because I like busses -my shoe broke -why does everyone talk about the drugs i’m eating -i’m going to break her because she’s talking about smoking cocaine and I don’t like drugs -(stage whisper) metal heads live among us but we don’t know because they look like normal people -oh bye mr music teacher -the pussy? designer. cucci, if you will. -DID I HEAR S A N S P O R N -"i'm about to nay nay on your dead fucking corpse" -alert alert the toes are coming -you got a fucking problem with my 𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐛𝐬? -imagine using an oven for something designed for a microwave this post was made by the doesnt have much motivation gang -Please take my Minnesotan snow Wait that sounds like Minnesotan cocaine -when you funny scream -"dating the Bill of Rights for fun" is now exactly how I'm going to describe my hyperfixations -the penguin  from fruit loops is a twink (bitch its a toucan) -if white cheese exists is there black cheese -What’s rosum opossum -whale cum -dicko mode -(GETTIN SOME CHRISTMAS SPIRIT UP IN THAT PUSS) -pennies more like penis amirite -It’s Sunday don’t forget to squeeze cheese on the cat -the grinch is dr seuss’s fursona -everyone is gangster until the trees start speaking vietnamese -big chungus is my dad -“if the apocalypse happened what would you do” “eat bees” -I'm tired as fuck but I gotta wait until it's 4:20 to go to bed -mom: you need to be reasonable and wait two hours before having another brownie me, stuffing my mouth full of brownie: br o w n y s -This honey in whole foods is in fucking comic sans -it's more likely that I'll guess someone is gay before I remember the existence of women -im gonna say it again for the people in the back:

i eat bees -Thanos penis, it's actually called a thenis -yort -uwu its the mowst thorstiewst time of the yeaw uwu -It is I Teh gromc -The gronk is here to say eat all the dish soap in the house -the grinch but he's wearing crocs the entire time -answer my question or else i will establish sans porn -You make him doki doki uwaaaaa!!!! -birdbox but all the bird sounds are replaced by cardi b noises -THE GROMPK IS TOO POWERFUL -consume ocean sauce -square up in judge judys court -half consumes ocean sauce -ice juce -frick stick -you guys wanna read undertale fanfiction     -2019- -it might be 2019 but thats not gonna stop me from terrorizing my family's groupchat -(pineapple voice) first date idea: digest eachother -Wait dennys will arrest you for doing illegal things?? -pls purify me -my toes are very succulent today -two succs having flex two succs having sex my muscles my muscles involuntarily checks -f u r r y , N a s h . -Perfect for all occasions! Spill something on your nice shirt, give a messy blowjob, and sphagetti!!! -Do you want cum on your nice shirt??? -it would be nice if i had cum on my shirt -cocc succ machine -I KNOW TONGUE JUTSU -I feel like i’m in a meat prison -hi you obese elephant -plant porn is just flowey porn -We all love the out of the box 4am messages we get -YOU LIKE SNAS PEEPEE

[fleetwooded]

TAG GAME 

Rules: Tag the mutuals you want to know better.

thank you @nightwideopen​ for tagging me!! i love any excuse to talk about myself!!

Name: quinn

Star sign: sagittarius, but with a STRONG virgo rising influence

Height: 5′6″?? 5′7 maybe?? i don’t know anything about myself

Put your iTunes (or Spotify) on shuffle. What are the first 4 songs that popped up?

there’s too much love - belle and sebastian

how big, how blue, how beautiful - florence + the machine

it hit me like a hammer - huey lewis & the news

evil - james vincent mcmorrow

Ever had a poem or song written about you? not a GOOD one lol!! a couple shitty poems when i was in high school and dramatics were running high

When was the last time you played guitar? i spent like three years in lessons from around 11-14, but have not played since. i was not good at it lmao

Who is your celebrity crush? i’m heavily crushing on pixie geldof still. king princess, ofc. also maya jama lol she’s really hot

What’s a sound you hate + a sound you love? any kind of beeping drives me insane, probably because it gives me flashbacks to the timers constantly going off at every coffee shop i’ve ever worked in. there’s always this instant visceral anxiety that i’ve forgotten to take something out of an oven or brew another pot of coffee lmao!! i love the sound of someone else cooking - especially chopping herbs or peeling something or a pot on a roiling boil. 

Do you believe in ghosts? i don’t... think so?? leftover energies or resonations, sure! but if actual tangible spirits exist, they haven’t bothered me yet

How about aliens? oh a hundred percent. how egotistical would it be to presume we were the only living things out there!! 

Do you drive? nope haha i’ve literally never ever been behind the wheel of a car.

What was the last book you read? just finished the miseducation of cameron post, and i’m almost done a really engaging account of rock/r&b history called anatomy of a song!

Do you like the smell of gasoline? yeah i find it real satisfying!!

What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? mild gore tw but when i was about 10 i was very good at baseball, and in one all star game the other team’s stud pitcher (he literally threw like 85mph at the age of 11 and went to the little league world series that year rip) hit me in the hand with a pitch. i couldn’t take my batting glove off cause my fingers were like... squashed inside of it. nasty!!

Do you have any obsessions right now? i’ve gone somehow further down the mitch rabbit hole lately, and become REAL obsessed with his band lionel the jailbird, which is maybe my deepest dive out of a lifetime of deep dives. other than that i’ve been getting really into crossword puzzles, popular music theory, adaptation studies, and early early fleetwood mac. can’t live without a million hyperfixations!!

Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? not unless they REALLY did me wrong. there are a handful of people i will resent forever, but i tend to forget that i was ever angry pretty quick lol. aries moon!!

In a relationship? no, just five different in-another-life non-relationships

Tagging: @runthroughthegarden @thechainmp3 @eviestyles

[lisbonsteresa]

Tagging Game

I was tagged by the light of my life @letmetellyouaboutmyfeels​

Nickname(s): Chels, Chel

Zodiac:  Sagittarius 

Height: 5′7″

Time: 12:31 am

Favorite band/artist: I have to say Coldplay

Song stuck in my head: When I Kissed the Teacher (which, by the way, is a slightly awkward song to sing to yourself in public)

Last movie I saw: 10  Things I Hate About You was on tv last night, and as for movies in theaters, well......there I went again

Last thing I googled: Sierra Burgess Is A Loser (because I knew I saw RJ Cyler in the trailer and I love him to bits)

Other blogs: No sideblogs. We cycle through hyperfixations like ladies.

Do I get asked: (like ask-asks?) yes, usually because I ask for them like a weak bench who loves attention 

Why did I choose my username: Because I love surprising everyone with a new one every few weeks. (No, but seriously, I’m trying to find a more......constant url so I don’t change it every time I get into something new. And it is quite literally my favorite line from the 2015 Cinderella movie)

Following: (17.....babe are you shitting me?) 914

Average amount of sleep: 4-5 hours

Lucky numbers: 7

What I’m wearing: Pjs (plaid shorts and a shirt that says ‘good morning, I see it’s time for brunch’ bc mood)

Dream job: Anything where I get to travel (tour guide, travel agent, Samantha Brown-style show host....)

Dream trip: Irelaaaaaand

Fav food: Chicken souvlaki 

Play any instruments: I still know like....three notes to a few songs on the piano

Hair color: Brown

Eye color: Blue

Fav song: Ahhhh......it changes a lot. Currently I’d say Let Me Remind You by Sugarland

Languages I speak: English and the tiiiinest bit of French

Random fact: I have a very good memory for song lyrics

Describe your fantasy: I am standing on a balcony overlooking the sea. The early morning sun shines down on my face as my silken robe catches on the gentle breeze. My bills are paid. I have no obligations. No plans for the day at all The faint smell of coffee mixes with the salt air as the gorgeous man from last night wraps his arms around me from behind and gently presses a full cup into my hands. well you said fantasy

Tagging anyone who wants to play along

[toras-muse-cabinet]

Rules: Tag people you want to know better! Repost, don’t reblog. Original can be found here.

Tagged by: @ amidst-the-storm Tagging: Anyone that wants to do the thing

- Name/Nickname: Tora

- Star Sign: Taurus

- Chinese Zodiac: Pig

- Height: 5′3

- Have you ever thought about changing you name? If so, why?

Yes... because I have a grandma name quite literally. I’m named after my grandma. All love to her, though I never met her but it really sucks growing up with an uncommon name, especially a long one no one cares to learn how to spell

- Put your music player on shuffle. What are the first 10 songs that popped up? 

1. Cogs Intro from Cogs

2.Com64 (Bonus Track) from Sword & Sworcery LP:  The Ballad of the Space Babies

3. Living in a Bubble by Eiffel 65

4.Can’t Stop the Rain by Cascada

5. Super-Super-Man by Toy Box

6. Marsianskiye Glaza by TATU

7. 14.3 Billion Years from Outer Wilds

8. New Enterprise from the TV soundtrack

9. Toy-Box Pictures Presents by Toy Box

10. DNA by Empire of the Sun

Well that was a wild ride. I have all my sister’s music on my ipod as well so I didn’t know half of those were on there!

- Grab the book nearest you and turn to page 42. What’s sentence 13?

Book: Schone alte Stick-Ornamente: Die Sammlung klassischer Motive zum Nachsticken by Gertie Wandel

There is no words on this page just a picture of a cross stitch pattern. This book is also in German so xD

(I’m not at all sorry for being a smart ass and picking up the book on the top of my book pile that’s also the only book in another language. It was my Grandma’s and I can’t actually read enough German to tell you what the title means)

- When was the last time you played air guitar or air drums?

Probably when I was in Youth Group at church if playing Rock Band counts. Never if that doesn’t count.

- Who is your celebrity crush?

¯\_(ツ)_/¯  Don’t have one

- What’s a sound you hate?  A sound you love?

Hate: Live performances of drums.

Love: Harmonicas

- Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

I dunno tbh? If they do exist cool if not also cool.

I do believe there’s a really good chance there’s other life out there yeah

- Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

No.

- What was the last book you read?

Excluding the book I picked up for this meme the last book I read was probably the LOZ: Phantom Hourglass Manga

- What’s a smell you hate?  A smell you love?

Hate: Eggs

Love: Coffee (despite the fact I don’t drink it)

- What was the last movie you saw?

The Steven Universe Movie! Though I’ve been meaning to watch the Detective Pikachu Movie!

- If the main characters of the last TV show you watched were all that stood between you and a horde of ravenous zombies, how screwed would you be?

Uhhh I’m pretty sure the last show I watched was “Didn’t I say make my abilities average in my next life?!” So I’d say my chances are pretty good! Just need to piss off the lead and we are golden~

- What’s the last thing you ate/drank?

Spagetti! Water or Juice I keep both close at hand at all times

- What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

Proooobly the time I accidentally smashed my face into a fire hydrant by playing next to one. Had to get liquid stitches for that one and I have a scar over my eye from it

- Do you have any obsessions right now?

This blog right here is my obsession right now. More accurately my hyperfixation on Sonic has been reawakened

- Do you tend to hold grudges against people who’ve done you wrong?

Ehhh kinda? I try not to but it’s hard to forget when someone seriously wrongs me and trust them after it

- Are you in a relationship? If so, tell us about it.

Nope I’m happily single