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#i sound very nonchalant rn and these seems really fucked up but genuinely im. just sort of excited that
basaltbutch
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jesus fucking christ it feels so weird to be Aware
#it speaks
#wonder if this means ill get to have memories????
#that would be sick but also idk how id cope
#anyway tw for. accidental eating disorder? but yeah turns out the reason for my constant disassociation is.
#maybe 25% unresolved trauma and 75% the fact that ive been accidentally eating less than a thousand calories a day
#OH MY GOD WAIT IS THAT WHY ALL MY CLEAREST MEMORIES HAPPEN RIGHT AFTER I'VE EATEN???
#oh fuck. hang on thats really messed up
#:/// jesus christ. how am i still alive
#i sound very nonchalant rn and these seems really fucked up but genuinely im. just sort of excited that
#i finally found a fix for all my memory problems and constant disassociation
#because ngl it was REALLY BAD. like my baseline was usually around 50% - 60% just. spaced out
#anyway fun fact kids don't get into eating disorders. ever. bc thats what i was doing at 15
#PLEASE DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME IM GENUINELY JUST THINKING OUTLOUD AND IM ALL GOOD. im chilling and im eating well now 👍
#this wasn't a self-harm thing this was literally just me not realizing i wasn't eating enough
#please don't rb :(
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