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lotus-pear · 1 year

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i think you guys are onto smth..

i unironically got invested in this HELP

#WHERES THE FIC AT IF SOMEONE WRITES THIS I WILL PAY THEM A HUNDRED DOLLARS😭😭#kunikida serving the country while dazai's serving cunt😔#dazai was born to malewife but forced to manipulate and i think that's the greatest tragedy of bsd #anyway some facts i would like to share abt this au thay i came up w while drawing!!#takes place in 1939 (start of wwii) and there was a mandatory draft that required one male over eighteen from each house to serve #both of them are still twenty two and had been engaged for abt two years before getting married that year #newlyweds! unfortunately kuni had to go fight and they were seperated :(#before the war kunikida was a math teacher at the local high school and dazai obviously managed the household and didn't work #he's hopeless at cooking and meal prep even w recipie books so they either get those prepackaged meals or kuni makes dinner when he gets ba #so like when he's making lunch for kunikida he normally just packs a basic sandwich w raw fruit #kunikida always appreciates the effort even tho hes probably sick of having the same thing everyday but he won't complain abt it #when kunikida joined the army he was relieved that the mess hall had better food than dazai #he was the only one in his platoon that never complained abt the food so his fellow soldiers assumed it was bc he came from a tough bg #when in reality he was just used to being poisoned on a daily basis from his dumbass husbands cooking and was hardly fazed from army ration #they write to each other although its more dazai sending and kuni receiving bc hes off fighting and doesnt have time to write back #dazai talks abt life on the homefront and how he has to grow a victory garden (everything is DYING HE CANT EVEN RAISE TOMATOES)#and kuni writes abt his fellow soldiers and how the war is going and when he thinks he'll be home and how he misses sleeping in a bed #ANYWAY yea thought i'd share sry for infodumping in the tags again #this post is for like the four ppl that care abt this specific flavor of knkdz so hopefully this gets four notes at least #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikida doppo #doppo kunikida #kunikidazai #knkdz #lotus draws #bro sry for posting at two in the morning i couldnt sleep until i got this out of my head they have infested my brain

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jawz · 10 days

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i saw the tv glow is legitimately one of the stupidest, most tryhard movies i've ever seen in my entire life. absolute dogshit. and everyone is pretending it's the most lifechanging thing they've ever seen LOL give me a break! the gall to claim this is inspired by fucking DAVID LYNCH??? i can't

#fake 'deep' shit for ppl who watch steven universe every day #i truly didnt relate to anything onscreen despite it being sooo aimed at me in so many ways.#i'm also convinced the director is racist and ofc after reading hundreds of reviews. Not One mentions #the main character's race or the alienation of being mixed......... um.#i think people are getting Very Very Dumb overall.#and it;s no coincidence that prior to being embraced by actual trans ppl all i saw was a million NON TRANS ppl falling all over themselves #to be like OOOOOMGGGGG THIS IS THEEEEEEEE TRANS EXPERIENCE COMMITTED TO FILM!!!!1!!!#like god thank you so much for speaking on something you know nothing about !!!! <3 #anyway the movie glorifies suicide more than pretty much anything ive ever heard of (including 13 reasons why)#and paints transness as Killing the Old Self. what a bleak and brutal thing to put onscreen and then CLAIM IS POSITIVE????#if this is aimed at kids (not sure if it rly is but it certainly would appeal to them and has the emotional maturity of a 14 yr old) then #its 100% going to inspire suicidal or self-injurious behavior. and it's insane and reckless as a filmmaker to craft this supposedly hauntin #and supposedly beautiful narrative where THE most important step is FUCKING KILLING YOURSELF. it's self hatred at the deepest level.#if anyone wants to shit talk this director with me lmk because that Worlds Fair movie is also some of the worst TRASH ive ever watched!!!#Amy Nicholson was spot-on abt it as always tho so i was vindicated by that

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suckinitup · 9 hours

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felt legally obligated to tell u it has been tumblr user suckinitup appreciation day All Day among the hornfreakers btw !!!!!! u are voted new honorary fourth nhw guy for ur mark winters torment nexus &also muse & virion posting. <33

omg yippeee yippee yay yay yay !!! honourary fourth nhw guy i will wear this crown with honour and tears streaking down my face as i think about those fuckifng Guys and the horrors yall put them thru. ignore the mark horrors im shoving into the closet behind me he’s literally fine and normal

#ask #THAT REMINDS ME I HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT MUSE IVE GOTTA SKUTTLE OVER TO YOUR INBOX #its been so awesome to see yall going insane over the bug jar studf tho #and the fucking. Illnesses youve spread further. I wasnt thinking about air holes at all until ur art ros and now all i can think about #is ashe suffocating #feedback loop of horrors my fuckjgng love #AND THE MICE.#STILL FUCKED UP ABOUT THE TRICKSTER TRYIN TO GIVE HIM MICE #ik i suggested a hundred living ones but him taking the time to catch and fhen also kill a mouse??#that fucks me up in its own special lil way #okay shit wait im rambling i can mark post later the point is handshake emoji weMre all frolicking in the goddamn fields #smelling flowers and spreading torments to all the specialist lil capes of the world

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theinfinitedivides · 2 years

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the real star of Jhoome Jo Pathaan is the silver earcuff and dangle earring that they have given SRK along with his various necklaces, rings, arm taweez and glorious hair, taking no further statements at this time

#film: pathaan #pathaan #bollywood #srk #shah rukh khan #local gay watches Bollywood.txt #nevermind the fact that i am so f*cking early it's not even available on Spotify yet but #he's back in his piercing era and i am living #i think this is one of his chillest choreographies tho and i'm not too sure what to think about that?#like you can tell from the MV that the focus is very much him and Deepika-heavy and not so much dance-heavy #again a bisexual dream with the outfits and camera angles but the rest is just a bit underwhelming idk #still received the iconic T pose + there's a particular step in the chorus that has my hoe brain glitching so ig that makes up for it #along with the hundred other little classic SRK mannerisms that make us all weak in the knees #and Arijit sounds amazing as always even if the tune hasn't grown on me just yet #let me loop it a few more times to see if it's doing half as much as Besharam Rang did for me #edit: the Tamil version slaps harder than the Hindi and i think that might be what convinces me to put it on the playlist #extra edit: i can't believe i'm saying this but since it's out on Spotify now both versions slap harder without the MV #and there's a part in the instrumental that i did not notice until i listened to it over there that also has my hoe brain glitching #it's starting to redeem itself although it's no Jai Jai Shivshankar #more like a weirdly specific cross between Husn Parcham and Enu Naam Che Raees imo #with a little bit of Tattad Tattad lyrically #extra extra edit: i have given my heart twice over to this and if you got the lyrics reference have a cookie #and eat it off of the washboard that are SRK's abs #his smile did me in OK i am now actually fond of this

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solace-seekers · 3 months

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screaming into the void <3

#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn #we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey #he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve #he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday #and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them #and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense #i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor #he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally #he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok #and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning #and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him #to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing #but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday #he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight #i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning #and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because #this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn #i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say #i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense #and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year #but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better #for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows #he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand #my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary #cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it #i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn

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llycaons · 1 month

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ohh all the frustrations and disappointments and regrets of the past 30 hours are piling up...I've actually never cried at work here but there's just so much weighing on me and I wish everything was different but half of it is my fault so I can't even complain...but also. 3:30 in the morning and all

#my tooth still hurts and it's hurt for months and months and the brackets were supposed to help but my ortho hasn't done anything #and I don't care how they look I just want it to stop hurting and I really don't want braces #but im scared if I don't do enough it'll never stop hurting #my legs hurt too why am I so irritated!!!!#im so tired!!!! I haven't seen a single friend in ages!!#and the stupid couch thing is pushing me over the edge. I feel like such a failure #bc now I have to have my famile move it or pay someone too #and the first is terrible! they're all old! but if I don't I'll literally lose hundreds of dollars since I already bought it #and I just feel so stupid #even tho I measured it!!! how did I make this mistake!!#and I really like it too I'm just so upset it's thrown everything off #but of course its too big! its a fucking studio! there's no room for anything! what was I thinking!#also. im on my period #SO.#cor.txt

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jinstronaut · 8 months

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doing this cc wrapped has made me realize just how many of my sets are between 100 - 200 notes. like that's my average notes per set (re: jin a day specifically)

and that's wild all things considered lmao

#i never ever ever complain about notes bc usually i dont care but like #ive been doing this series for over a year #and cc's complain all the time when their sets arent getting enough notes but its still over 1000 at LEAST #and mine are...... all consistently under 500 and i say nothing #makes you think !!! truly a thankless job !!!#esp considering ive been doing the member set a day the longest since jin left first #and i rly just dont ......... get anything for it lmao #not that i Need anything bc its a way for me to cope while hes gone and its done a rly good job at keeping me happy + occupied #but like lets just get for real for one second..... this is fucked up lmao #how is it i can do this for over a year and get literally Nothing #and im also Not allowed to complain about it ever #can we all just recognize that can we just collectively agree this is fucked up please #OVER A YEAR. a set a day for OVER A YEAR.#for the sets to get 100 notes. MAYBE #like?????????????????#idk !!!! i didnt Invent the concept of course but like lets just !!!#be for real !!!!!!!!!! that my series tho its been the longest is also the smallest in terms of notes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a lil wild !!!!!!!!#anyways ill delete this i sound bitter but like im just #you try making hundreds of THOUSANDS of gifs #even when ur working 60+ hrs a week still finding time to make gifsets #for them to get literally Dirt #its demoralizing beyond compare #.txt

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transannabeth · 19 days

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realizing i’m 160k words into a fic and have over 250k words left and i have no clue where the plot is going to go

#not pjo #chitter chatter #i was only gonna read one chapter the other day but. you know how it is.#it’s not a super high stakes story so I’m worried about the TWO HUNDRED AND SIXTY THOUSAND WORDS TO GO #I saw the writer in the comments say the characters were going to kiss next chapter so I’m like ????#obviously there can be issues before they actually get together and also after #but I’m worried things are going to start happening that I am not prepared for #edit: it was fine #I read nearly all the extras so it totaled over 540k and it was fine #I think I got fatigued but also? I think the author did too #i did read all 540k tho so ofc: kudos #tea reads fic

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ratwars · 2 months

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what are your sims naming conventions?

I just think of something in the moment. So I guess realistic first and last names?

#the last names i guess i usually pull from ones i have heard before. i never look anything up for ideas.#since i have been doing legacy playthroughs the past couple years i only have to pick a last name once #first names are just whatever sounds good at the time i dont think too much about it #i have probably reuesed max. milo. alex. alexis. miranda. devon/devin/devan a hundred times over tho lol #apparently those are my favorite names or something? or what my brain just comes up with immediately idk.#-Lue asks

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ace-trainer-risu · 10 months

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I have this silly frivolous thing I want to buy which I one hundred percent DO NOT NEED but I want it and it's only available for a limited time (ending tomorrow!) and it's in support of like a queer artist so its Morally Upstanding but like this is an expensive time of year b/c of holidays and I've also spent a lot of money lately on other necessary but expensive purchases but also like I can afford it! I am in a totally good solid place right now re: money, I can completely afford to spend money on silly pointless things, but Should I? shouldn't I save and be thrifty and my grandmothers both grew up in the DEPRESSION and my ancestors were in the IRISH POTATO FAMINE probably but it's not like I'll ever be able to retire anyway b/c CAPITALISM and AHHHHHHGHH H. help.

edit: i bought the thing.

#my brain is just this unreasonable circle of 'you don't need it' 'but i WANT it'#i gotta sorta kinda scammed a little bit once in college and it ended up costing my poor parents a couple hundred of dollars #and i seem to have FULLY blocked out the memory of this. i don't remember this happening. apparently i was borderline hysterical over this.#and idk sometimes i think maybe that's at least a factor in why I am very WEIRD about money now #i just feel so guilty about spending money on anything other than the essentials. and sometimes even that.#even tho again i am totally financially solvent! its weird. and annoying. hrghgh.#squirrel posting #vent post #its not even an exciting story btw which is bs. I just lost my auto-refilling mta card when i was an idiot freshman.

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unityrain24 · 6 months

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#well i've officially had tumblr for a little over a year now and officially have a little over a hundred followers #joined march of last year just before ides of march #and it says i have 106 followers #i think a few are bots that were too sneaky for me to be able to tell they were bots tho.#and a few have literally never reblogged smth from me #but #the 6 gives it a lil wiggle room #unityrain.txt

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aprillikesthings · 7 months

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y'all I am cracking up at the top "additional tags" for She-Ra on ao3

CATRA ALSO NEEDS A THERAPIST god I think everyone in that show does except maybe Bow lol

Anyway.

One, why is smut a tag. I don't think I've ever tagged a fic "smut," I just slap an "explicit" rating on it and call it good. If it's rated explicit but doesn't have a major archive warning for violence I assume it's pornographic???

Secondly: of all the tags people could've used for "a version of these characters where they're not in a fantasy universe" how did y'all settle on "modern setting" or "modern au"?? Though I do find the implication that She-Ra happened (just in the past) to be pretty damn funny.

Third, someone remind me to stay out of the post-canon fics until I'm done writing mine--the one I'm currently reading is already making it a struggle to keep writing because I keep bumping into ideas I've already written/ideas I was likely to write/ideas I hadn't thought of yet and wish I had, and ugggh I am terrified of accidentally plagiarizing already

#spop #april writes #the one I"m reading is so good tho like I'm having to read it in tiny pieces to savor the damn thing #*cries*#on the upside it's not smutty and doesn't (I think?) go more than like a couple of years past canon???#like don't get me wrong my actual over-arching plot is totes different #but in terms of 'dealing with the fall-out of the events in canon' yeah #BUT ON THE OTHER HAND like 80% of post-s2 sherlock fics had like three plots #'sherlock lets john know he's not dead....things happen....they fall in love/fuck'#and I read. hundreds of htem. HUNDREDS.#'but how does it happen THIS time'#so I need to cut myself some goddamn slack

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terrorbirb · 1 year

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There is literally no way to crop my drawing that isn't both an instant dox and also idk not allowed because of disclosure, BUT I am selling one of the first products I designed. 5 year job anniversary is today!

#totes bro #i recently went through my personal tag 'totes bro'#and i really am happy i made so many stupid personal posts over the years because 10 years later its fun to look back #wish i could show my products lol #sometimes its very surreal to know people buy things that i design. not that its like complex or anything #i was watching some videos about like idk art/industrial design idk from people who major in 'design'#i will be real i have no idea if i work in 'design' as a space tbqh because theyre talking about a lot of stuff that i dont encounter lol #well thats not completely true i do have 'pushback' prohibiting me i guess like sometimes people dont buy the thing i design #i don't think people who work in design have like hundreds of products they design it sounds like they work on teams for a dozen or somethi #not me tho i just draw up some stuff and go 'this is your only option'#recently i designed like a product line for a guy only to find out he completely lied about volumes #i also design a commodity product so nothing is like special i think this one is like a dozen lines #with my dolls i try to make scenes like the rooms that architects live in lol #they have such particular spaces which are the literal opposite of my life #where everything is cheap and sometimes disposable. nothing is meant to be looked at.#my house is kitch and filled with stuff

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ambersky0319 · 10 months

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Wow it's been ages since I like, actually talked art with someone? Like art program stuff???

Anyways

910 characters listed so far!

Still have some fandoms left to list tho and those will probably add quite a few to the list

Obviously now this project will take far longer than a year, however, I'm actually pretty okay with that since I don't plan on making things super polished

If anything the most time-consuming parts are the actual character listing and then the ref collecting

And maybe figuring out how I'm gonna go about drawing all of them. Because I don't wanna make it completely random but I also don't wanna focus solely on a single fandom at a time - I'd get too bored and some fandoms have well over a hundred characters

I was thinking maybe alphabetical regardless of fandom? That would be fairly random in terms of character, species, and fandom but have enough structure that I'm not too worn out or frazzled about where to start

#Im also debating doing mlp (gen 4) characters along w some of the other fandoms i have listed #itd be the only all-animal one unless i decided to chuck in equestria girls as well (but thats still a different part of the mlp franchise)#on the one hand i kinda wanna draw mlp characters but on the other id be drawing a ton of horses #and i KNOW theres most definitely over a hundred characters (because im drawing plenty of one-off characters for others so i would for this)#idk we'll see #im also considering the trafficblr series but tbh i dont think ill do that one #im not as familiar with them in any way and i dont have a strong inclination to get more familiar #i am scrapping spyxfamily from the list tho im just not as invested to include it #anywho!#amber's shit you can ignore

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daz4i · 2 years

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if i may complain for a bit about something that doesn't actually matter and can be easily avoided. god i hate fics that baby-fy chuuya

#yeah yeah i know just don't read them w/e. there's no tags to avoid these unfortunately 😐#it kinda feels like a fanon of fanon. it's so far removed from his canon self even if some core elements are there.#why write him like a 15 y/o even as an adult. and the thing is. even when he was 15 in canon he wasn't this childish. c'mon.#a lot of the most popular skk fics have him characterized like this and man I'm tired. look how they massacred my boy.#ok complaining session over. i feel like i sound kinda mean. sorry abt that.#it doesn't actually matter that much just a bit frustrating when it keeps happening when you're already a couple hundred words into a fic #edit: i lied I'm not done complaining i gotta turn this into a rant bc ppl misunderstanding my favorite character online is a crime.#childish was the wrong word for me to use ig it's more like. innocent.#girl. bestie. he has been part of criminal organizations quite literally since he remembers himself.#he is not some sweet uwu baby who's a bit of a tsundere or w/e. he's got genuine reasons to be angry yknow. he's been through shit #and he's not innocent? he's in the fucking mafia lol we literally see him kill like 20 people in 5 minutes at 15 y/o.#he's not naive either???? he may not be dazai levels of smart but he's still capable of figuring things out himself????#like he did figure out rimbaud's thing by himself. he's not stupid or slow. he wouldn't be a mafia executive otherwise.#and that's also the reason he can't be naive like... he is in constant danger after all #and idk watering down all this^ for aus is boring and turning him into practically an oc but it's even worse in canonverse #or literally any au where he suffers the same amount as he does in canon. bc then what's your excuse for watering him down.#it feels like forcing him into this very clear cut mold you see in every media when he is literally. not that.#no one in bsd is honestly that's part of its charm imo. they all subvert your expectations of their character archetypes #i think this is why it's making me so angry bc it doesn't feel like just misunderstanding the character but also the whole story. in a way.#am i going too far? perhaps. i dunno. i do feel less Dirty after letting out this frustration tho.#complaining session is now officially over okay. yes. sorry. i don't mean to offend anyone sorry if i sound mean at any point.

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moonswa1ker · 2 years

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Does anyone else have an ever-growing list of shows to watch, books to read, and anime/manga to look at but never actually watching/reading them?

#i store my lists on my phone notes #sometimes i just spam take pictures of books im interested in at the bookstore #i think theres over a hundred TBR/TBW now #all ive done was get around to watching trash anime (10/10)#speaking of does anyone else like I’m The Villainess So I’m Taming The Final Boss #like it lowkey slaps tho?#🎵never gonna finish these🎶#honestly this applies to my hobbies and stories too

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