#i tried using a cube bomb and blowing that up next to it to give it some speed. that didn't work
So I haven't been updating anyone on my BotW progress, not really, but I felt like doing that right now.
Last night I finally made my way up to my first Devine Beast (Vah Medoh), and with that I also got to see the first flashback with Revali, and... I think he deserved to die in the Calamity, actually
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Every Dog Has His Day
Chapter 3
Characters: Hound/OC
Summary: Good boys, fuck boys, and the things between
Warnings: Aggression toward women.
A/N: does anyone feel like I should put Mandoโa translations in at the end? Would it be helpful?
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โGood morning GAR. Itโs 0400. What does โoโ stand for? Well I can think of a few things but letโs go with Oh maker, Iโm ready to hit the rack. Any boys in white care to join me?โ
Hound would. In a heartbeat. In a Coruscant minute.
Hound is in the gym early. Really early. Heโs never needed much sleep to function at his peak but 0400 is stupid oโclock even for him. He passes the time until the mess opens lifting while Grizzer snores near his armor across the room. Right now the massiff is using his rolled up kama as a pillow and Hound wonders idly how hard itโs going to be to clean the drool off. Heโs alone with his thoughts and the radio.
He falls into the steady rhythm of sets and reps. He wasnโt a small vod by any means. Thereโs been a joke in his batch that the settings had malfunctioned on his pod. He was only a half an inch taller, but he was thicker than his batchmates, not commando big but enough to be noticeable in a line up. Lifting weights kept his bulk from atrophying. He didnโt mind the small layer of fluff over his muscles but he wanted them strong and ready for whatever the Grand Army called him to do.
The radio plays quietly over the weight roomโs audio channel. Nunaโs smokey voice is a highlight too late to save a very bad week. Two bombings and a half dozen threats (most, copy cats) had kept the Guard on edge and high alert. He and Grizzer had worked them all, tracking and searching wreckage for survivors. Hound glances at his partner. One too many dead bodies had left the massiff feeling dejected and down. Not even his favorite tug toy or a big meaty bantha knuckle has been able to cheer him up. Hound isnโt feeling much better.
Heโs not sure what was causing the surge but he knows heโd give just about anything for it to be over with. On top of that (and a far better distraction than the chaos and death of terrorist attacks), there was still the matter of Nuna herself that had him spun out of sorts. Theyโd had fun at the Fete, even if it had only been a short time. She hadnโt been faking that and he certainly hadnโt. Maybe heโd come on too strong with the call but, honestly, heโd thought it was cute. Maybe heโd embarrassed her?
He wasnโt ready to give up just yet. It was how heโd gotten his name. Tenacious like a hound. The trainers on Kamino had joked that once he was on a trail he wasnโt giving up โtil he completed his prime objective.
His prime objective now was getting Nuna Skiiโs commlink. And a date.
It didnโt matter that Rule had teased him after his on-air brush-off or that Ryk had given him a look that said he didnโt believe he'd had lunch with anybody let alone Nuna Skii. Hound knew though, and he knew that sheโd had fun. If she hadn't, why had she smiled so brightly when heโd asked her questions? Why had she braced her hand on his arm and dissolved into laughter when he said something that was, admittedly, not as funny as it sounded in his head?
The barbell comes to rest on the rack with a clatter. Grizzer looks up from his nap, his great tongue licking lazily at his maw.
โDo you think Iโm being stupid?โ
The massiff stares blankly.
โWell, yeah, but she did seem interested.โ
Grizzer rises slowly, stretching with a groan before ambling over to his partner and laying his head in Houndโs lap. He manages to roll onto his back without losing contact. Hound reaches down to scratch his leathery belly.
โYeah, well, thereโs something about her I really like. I think I should try again.โ
Grizzer whines.
โBut how, you ask? Iโm not sure, bud.โ
โIn bigger news, itโs the end of the week and I think we all deserve a bit of a treat, donโt you?โ
Grizzer turns toward Nunaโs voice and lets out a happy sound. Hound laughs.
โNo treats before breakfast, Grizz. You know the rules.โ The massiff offers his handler a sad pair of eyes and Hound shakes his head. โNot gonna fall for that.โ
โTonight ladies and lads weโre having ladiesโ night at 79โs. Come find yourself a battle buddy and if one of you lucky listeners can find me I may have a special surprise just for you!โ
Hound listens intently. Ryk and Rule were sure to be down for a night out after the week theyโd had. The Commander has been busy keeping his assistant working late so he likely wouldnโt be game - not that Hound could blame him - but Thire might be convinced. Since the scuffle with the 501st boys a few weeks back the buddy system has been in play. The more the merrier as far as he was concerned. Now all he had to do was find a way to talk to her.
โโโ
โIf you pull on the skirt one more time, I swear to the maker I will end you.โ
Nuna rolls her eyes at Tullyโs threat. The skirt was too short and the Pantoran was out of her fekking mind if she thought this wouldnโt be the way the rest of the night played out.
โI dressed you pretty for a reason. Stop trying to ruin it.โ
โI look like a cased sausage.โ She tries - and fails - to keep the whine from her voice. Tully softens and grips her shoulders gently.
โFirst off, if that's the case, you are the sexiest sausage Iโve ever seen.โ Nuna stifles a laugh behind a pout. โSecond,โ Nuna winces as her friend punches her in the shoulder, โThereโs more where that came from if I hear one more second of negative self talk tonight. Got me?โ
โKriff Tull-โ Nuna rubs at her shoulder. โFine, Iโm the sexiest sausage Coruscant has ever seen. Just donโt hurt me anymore.โ
The Pantoran laughs and leans forward, placing a smacking kiss on the shorter womanโs head. โI love you and your issues,โ she mumbles.
โCan we just have a drink now?โ
79โs is packed. Shebs to gettโse. Thereโs the usual mix of clones from various divisions and battalions crowded in small groups of grey and white with pops of color signaling who they were to the world. Thereโs also a large contingent of women - every species, color and shape known to man. Nuna smiles happily as she brings her drink to her lips only to frown a moment later at the deep plum smear of lipstick on the glass.
โNo transfer my ass,โ she grumbles as she takes another long pull. Tully bought the first round, and whatever it is is sweet on Nunaโs tongue like star cherry candy with the familiar burn of booze behind it. Itโs good but if she fills her night with more of them sheโll be nursing a killer hangover come morning. โIโve got the next round.โ
โAs if I was going to let you get away without paying your fair share.โ
Nuna rolls her eyes as she finishes the last of her drink. Sheโs already feeling just a little bit more loose and relaxed. Her hips move in a mindless, lazy figure-eight to the driving thud of the bass. Not her favorite, but Nuna loved to dance nearly as much as she loved music. Well maybe not that much, but certainly a close second.
Back home on Irmenu both had been frowned upon by the Priesthood and if they didnโt approve it was almost heretical to go against them. It hadnโt been โtil sheโd been exiled with her parents that sheโd heard her first real music - outside of mindless chanting - and her first experience with really letting go and letting her body take over. It was freeing. Liberating. It was at that moment that sheโd known she wanted to work around it, to be part of it somehow, for the rest of her life. It had been the driving force for so long that she had a hard time looking outside of it. Maybe that was how sheโd gotten to nearly 25 and had nothing but a paycheck and an empty apartment to keep her company. Tully tries to say something over the noise of the speakers.
She had Tully too. A better best friend no girl has ever had.
โHave you finished yours yet?โ The Pantoran holds up her glass, shaking the lone ice cubes around for show. Nuna holds hers up to show hers in the same state of emptiness.
โReady for another?โ
โYou have to ask? Pony up girl. Itโs your turn.โ
There was something nice about the anonymity of her radio persona. As she moves through the crowd she doesnโt need to worry about being recognized or stopped by a fan looking for a picture. The one disappointment was that she still had to wait at the bar like everyone else.
She taps on the bar once to get the tenderโs attention. The Twiโlek woman gives her a nod and the finger gesture for โone momentโ before quickly changing it to โtwo moments.โ Nuna blows a breath from the corner of her mouth. Ok, maybe a little notoriety wouldnโt be so bad once in a while. Sheโs waiting patiently, hip pressed against the bar, booted foot tapping along to the beat when someone taps her on the shoulder.
โNuna?โ She cringes at the voice, doing her best to press a convincing smile into place as she turns. โHey, I thought that was you.โ She flinches when a long thin finger flicks at one of the curls sheโd managed to cultivate in her short hair. It bounces merrily as she looks into the face of the last man sheโd hoped to see.
She only has one to go off of but, as far as exes went, Nuna was fairly certain she had one of the worst. All of the things sheโd once found incredibly handsome about Alistar Sโuun were nowโฆ what did Tully refer to him as?โฆ ah yes, smarmy.
Sheโd been lonely and wholly too innocent to get involved with him when sheโd first arrived in the Triple-Zero, but that hadnโt stopped her from losing her heart - and other things - to the arrogant son of a bantha. Heโd been all slicked back hair and clothes that screamed money. Heโd taken her to nice places, introduced her to important people. Sheโd thought it was love until sheโd walked in on him and his assistant one day when sheโd stopped by to bring him lunch.
To say it ended badly was an understatement, but sheโd been lucky. She hadnโt seen him in nearly a standard year. Lucky until tonight.
โAlistar,โ she greets, tucking her hair back behind her ears, as if it would stop him from touching it if he wanted to. Alistar did what he wanted when he wanted, and you either dealt with it or got out of the way.
โYou look great. Lost a few of those troublesome pounds?โ
A wave of annoyance washes over her as she glances back over her shoulder and toward the bartender. She just needed her karking drinks so she could make her escape. The Twiโlek is still occupied further down the bar.
โHow have you been?โ she asks, ignoring his questions and the undertones it entailed.
โOh you know, doing a bit of this and that. Father is letting me take some of reins on the new acquisitions-โ
โThatโs lovely, Alistar. Iโm very happy for you,โ she lies through her teeth. His father was a shipping magnate and nepotism had been good to Alistar.
Nuna glances toward where sheโd left Tully and sees a flash of red and white talking to her. Her heart stutters only to realize that itโs not the now somewhat familiar armor Hound wore. The trooper is somewhat smaller, less broad through the middle. The tell-tale snarl is missing from his helmet.
โI hear that little radio show of yours is still doing well.โ
Here it comes, she thinks. This was always how it started. Alistar would make some little undermining comment and sheโd get upset. Inevitably sheโd be crying and heโd tell her she needed to get a sense of humor. Nuna could see it all unfolding before her eyes, but this time she wasnโt going to fall for it.
โI always knew you had a face for radio-โ he smiles widely holding his hands up, โOops! you know what I meant, right Nunz?โ
โYeah, Al, I got you loud and clear.โ Her smile is forced and she grits her teeth with such force sheโs surprised one doesnโt crack. โSo itโs been lovely catching up but Iโm going to go find Tull-โ His hand catches her upper arm as she turns to leave. She regrets wearing the sleeveless top Tully had picked out. She doesnโt like the feel of his skin against her own.
โStill friends with the Pant? Maker, you really are desperate arenโt you? Stay and talk for a while. Iโm better company.โ She shakes off his grip, his smile now beginning to look just as fake as the one sheโd been wearing.
She promised herself wasnโt going to take the bait, really she wasnโt, she was better than thatโฆ but heโd brought Tully into it.
โShe cares about me more than you ever did.โ The smile is gone now and Aliatarโs pale brows arch up in surprise at the venom in her voice.
โSo are you laying like a cold fish for her to fuck you too? Low standards-โ
She turns to move again, puts one foot in front of the other, before he yanks her back. The heel of her boot slips and her stumble only makes his grip tighten. Her arm twists in a way that sends pain shooting like wildfire from her shoulder to the tips of her fingers.
โDonโt you dare walk-โ
Nuna had never hurt so much as a fly in her life, but the blinding rage that rises up from her gut does something to her. Before she can even comprehend what sheโs doing her balled up fist is connecting solidly with Alistarโs face. He doubles over while Nuna whines, snapping her hand back to her chest before beginning to shake it roughly. The pain sheโd felt in her arm was nothing to what her knuckles were feeling now.
โKriff, Kriff, Kriff,โ she grits out, flexing her fingers.
โWhy you dumb little nerf cow-โ She glances up to see Alistar take a step toward her. Something akin to fear prickles at the back of her senses. Sheโd seen that look before in his eyes. It scared her now like it had back then.
โWhoa. Whoa. Whoa.โ Red and white armor steps into Nunas view. โWhat seems to be the problem here?โ Hound's voice is easy going as his head swings from Nuna to Alistar, who is rubbing his jaw, his other finger jabbing accusingly in Nunaโs direction.
โThis little bitch-โ
โAlright buddyโ Hound holds a hand up calmingly โIโm going to stop you right there. Let me clarify-โ he turns to Nuna fully. Her heart stutters as he pulls the hand sheโs cradling close to her chest up for inspection. โWhatโs going on here, sweetheart?โ he asks quietly.
โI was just trying to leave and he grabbed me. It hurt,โ she tries to tamp down the tremble in her voice, โI just wanted him to let go.โ
Hound gives her an unreadable look. His thumbs stroke gently over her knuckles. Something warm springs to life in her belly that takes the edge off her discomfort.
โHey, you! Clone,โ Alistarโs voice rises up, โI demand this woman be arrested. Iโve been assaulted. Youโre in the Guard. Do your job.โ
Thereโs a tic in Houndโs jaw, really the only thing that gives the slightest hint of his annoyance as he turns back to the other man. A small crowd is gathering around them, mostly clones with a few civilians scattered in.
โOk friend, first itโs Sargeant. Second,โ he glances around and Nuna sees familiar colors of clone armor; blues, yellows, and reds surrounding them, โFrom my vantage point it looked like you were hurting the lady.โ The clones around them nod in agreement.
โOh this is just fracking great!โ Alistar laughs, throwing his head back and taking a deep breath before glaring between Hound and Nuna. โYouโre fucking her arenโt you?โ he spits at Hound before rounding on Nuna, โYouโre fucking government property now? Thatโs low even for you.โ
Nuna feels tears welling up. She didnโt want to do anything now but go home and get away from the looks she just knew were coming her way. She glances down at her feet. When she looks up Hound is grabbing Alistar by the shoulders. His movements are quick, efficient, and practiced.
Hound tips Alistar forward just enough to bring an armored knee up into the other manโs unprotected gut. Alistar doubles over with a strangled wheeze, gripping at the bar for support before sinking to his knees. Hound turns his soft eyes to her.
โYouโve never punched someone.โ Itโs not a question. He takes her hand again, thumb stroking over her tender knuckles. โWiggle your thumb,โ he encourages, offering her a bright smile when she does.
โOk. Good. Itโs not broken,โ he announces to himself, โNever wrap your fingers around your thumb. Next time you might not be so lucky.โ
Nuna nods mutely.
โSo what you want to do is-โ he proceeds to shape her hand into a fist. His big gloved hands completely envelop her smaller one as he tucks her thumb against the outside of her balled fingers. He presses it firmly as if to make the point that this was where it was supposed to be.
From the way heโs acting, sheโs more inclined to believe sheโs part of one of the โgirl powerโ self defense classes at the community center around the corner from her apartment as opposed to a clone bar. Hound is pleasant- no, heโs nearly perky.
โSee how much nicer that looks? Certainly safer for your hand.โ Nuna hears a few clones around them hum in agreement. Surreal. โNow, it wasnโt a bad first swing, but you didnโt follow through.โ
โKriffingโฆ seven hells,โ Alistar wheezes behind them. Hound makes a sound in his throat to catch her attention from the other man struggling to stand up.
โWhat you need to do next time is follow through. The target isnโt his jaw. Itโs this magic little spot behind his jaw. Do you understand?โ
Nunaโs eyes are drawn to Alistar who is rising to full height, murder written in his eyes.
โHound-โ she tries to warn him but he merrily waves her off.
โLet me show you, ok?โ The big man turns without missing a beat and his fist makes its best attempt at going through Alistarโs jaw. Her ex crumples into a heap, platinum hair disheveled, onto the sticky bar floor.
โKriffing glass jawed pretty boy,โ Hound mumbles as he turns back to her just as jovial and happy as heโd been devouring the nerf skewers and talking about Grizzer at the fete.
She hears a small cheer of โOya!โ go through the gathered ranks as a few clones grab the unconscious man by the shoulder and the rest begin to disperse back to their various areas.
โSee? Just like that.โ
Nuna swallows hard, bites back a nervous smile and finds her voice. โJust like that?โ
โYup.โ Hound rocks back on his heels. โSo do you wanna come have a drink with me- us?โ
He sounds so hopeful, like pulling the whole Jedi Knight in shining armor bit hadnโt won him at least a little favor. She nods and he gestures for her to move ahead of him, leaving the other troopers to see her unconscious ex out the door.
Hound takes up a position behind her, his hand hovering over her hip to guide her toward the table his brothers stood around. Tully is already there with a serious look on her face.
โAre you ok?โ She takes Nuna by the shoulders, looks her over.
โIโm good. I promise.โ
โMaker I hate that no good piece of bantha spit.โ One of the Guard behind her chokes out a laugh. Tullyโs eyes fly to Hound, narrowed and assessing. โSo this is the guy?โ
โIโm the guy? What guy?โ He looks at Nuna questioningly. Something mischievous sparkles in his gentle brown eyes.
Nuna feels her cheeks heat up as she bites out her friend's name. Tully ignores her.
โYou bought her lunch at the Festival of Life?โ
โYes, maโam.โ
โAnd you called into the show to ask her on a date?โ
โYes, maโam.โ
Tully looks to Nuna and then back to Hound. โWhatโs up with the maโam?โ
Hound rubs at the back of his neck. His brothers snicker in the background. โCourtesy, maโam?โ
โCall me Tully,โ she orders shortly, finally relaxing. Hound breathes out a sigh of relief.
โVod? You gonna introduce us to your little friend?โ
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5 times Leonard was surprisingly affectionate
1
They had been loitering at the New York Zoo and Sara was just uncharacteristically frigidity. She kept inching towards the bird section that was chaotic with sounds of macaw squawks, dove coos and the never ending screech of some tropical bird that Leonard hated. The noise was driving him nuts.
Stein had advised that it would be a great place for a 3rd date as that if they had an awkward pause, there was an automatic conversation starter if a lion ever got loose. Right now he wished a lion would go on a rampage right now and kill those stupid birds.
Sara really seemed to enjoy the trip so far, he didn't get the big deal it was just a bunch of animals in caging staring back at you. Or just sleeping.
Sara just smiled and dragged him to the bird aisle. Leonard couldn't help but give a small smirk. He really liked her smile, it was bright and casual. Yeah, that's it, casual. Not too big or that blinding smile that made him feel warm all over.
Just casual.
He was with someone he trusted. Not a daily feeling in Leonard Snart's life. He hadn't felt safe since he killed his father with the cold gun those many months ago. Or was it a year?
But with Sara it was different kind of safety. An emotional one. That she understood what it was like to be one of the bad guys. The feeling that no matter what you did, you couldn't be redeemed. The vulnerableness of being with all those "heroes," the disbelief that you could ever become that good.
She went through it to. She got through it and somehow it made him feel hopeful that he could too.
Sara raced past the tropical birds and scanned the name cards.
Then a beep sounded. From Rip.
"Savage, 1997." was his message.
"Oh,โ Sara sighed, shook her head and strode confidentially out of the zoo.
At the Waverider, the team was leaving the base after Rip informed them that getting Savage before the Team had formed might be their only chance at saving Carter and maybe getting another muscle. Sara was leaving to her room to get a katana, when Leonard stopped at her door.
"I got this before we left." He handed her a wooden canary that started to play a simple tune.
"How did you?" Sara gently took the canary, a giddy smile
unconsciously spreading over her face.
"I have my ways."
2
She had been shot by Nyssa and was lying on the hospital bed getting stitched up. She stated that she didn't mind the pain, it was numb to her, she had worse things. But Leonard could tell she was in pain.
Just not the physical kind.
Leonard was aware of her past with Nyssa and he could just imagine the hurt of her former lover shooting her in the shoulder.
To be fair, Nyssa didn't know who Sara was. She was just raised as Ra's daughter, to kill. Sara had been standing between her and Chronos. He also knew Sara was berating herself for getting shot, for being weak.
"Sara, you can't blame yourself."
"Yes, I can!" Sara protested "I knew she didn't know me, and I kept telling her what a good person she was. It was just stupid. I'm so stupid. Ugh!โ
"No you're not. You're badass but not stupid."
"This is not the time." Sara glared.
"Fine but I'm taking your night watch" - Night watch was when two team members stayed at the base to study any activity from Savage then shifted to another two later in the earlier morning. Today was her turn to watch with Stein and Leonard was suppose to take the later one with Ray.
"Leonard, I'm shot not disabled, I'll do it." Sara insisted.
"No, you won't."
"Yes I will."
"No, Sara." He leaned close to her, whispering in her ear, "It's okay to be hurt right now. Just sit and relax" Then walked away.
Sara remained in her bed like Leonard told her and in the morning she heard the toy canary by her bedside, singing and an exhausted Leonard was asleep in the chair next to her.
3
The third time was four months after they made it official. They were boyfriend and girlfriend and life couldn't be any easier, well love wise, the world was still in danger.
They were watching the Matrix on the couch and Sara had fell asleep at some point when the Matrix exploded.
Sara because of her assassin tendencies and the probability everyone tried to kill her in her sleep was a very light sleeper.
Sara hadn't been sleeping lately for various reasons, Nyssa being one of them. 2nd timeline Nyssa shooting her had been a recurring nightmare.
The sound of the Matrix exploding had been surprisingly calming, like how she wanted to kill someone and that just watching someone in pain made her feel better.
Sara had woken up to someone brushing her hair, she was about to stand up and ask what he was doing when she felt him lay his head on hers then he put her head on a pillow and walked away.
Sara shrugged and went back to sleep, probably some his brooding walks of thoughtfulness.
A few seconds, she heard him tiptoe back and put the blanket over her.
4
"Sara what were you doing?" Rip yelled.
Leonard cringed as Sara frowned. Sara had just killed a flight attendant that was preventing her from getting into Savage's private jet.
The killing had accomplished the goal to get into the jet, but Savage still escaped, Sara was covered in blood and the news reporters were more than eager to get the headline of Victor Scolia's attempted murder, assassin in jail.
Then the team having to go to jail to bust her out hadn't made Rip's twitch any better.
"My job to get Savage," Sara replied stiffly.
"By killing the guy. You could have just hit him on the head and be done with but now all of Cincinnati has your name on America's Most Wanted." Rip continued on with tirade on how she must use simpler means such as a small blow to the head to make people unconscious, not dead.
Leonard gave a small internal sigh himself. He knew how difficult it was for her. The spent many nights were Sara discussed her bloodlust and how she wanted more action. She needed to feel the blood over her hands, smooth and sticky and know that she was alive because she ended someone else.
Besides it was more practical, sealed the witness more quickly. But since his little deal with Scarlet he had resided these urges. Then again, he hadn't been resurrected from death in a Lazerus pit so this must be a different level of bloodlust.
Sara strode to her, poised as usual. But he noticed a slight dejected slump. She knew she screwed up It was best to leave her alone.
But the part of being a supportive boyfriend wouldn't let him.
Sara was sitting in her bed, staring at the wall.
"I had to kill him. For myself. Like a monster," Sara muttered, vaguely registering his presence.
Rather than doing another one of the talks that had been played over before, he sat next to her. Sara leaned against his chest and screamed in frustration. He slowly patted her shoulder.
5
She attempted to cook for him for their first anniversary. It was a simple meal, just some mashed potatoes and an omelet but it went wrong.
Really wrong.
She had burned both the egg and potatoes and left the bottoms scorched. She had tried to make it up by posting ice cubes to lessen the heat. Leonard felt a little fearful for his stomach but gave a shaky smile in return and put on his best poker face.
"Enjoy," Sara sat down with her own glass of water and played with her eggs.
Leonard noticed the way she looked at him worriedly. "She really wants me to like it.โ Leonard thought and decided faking until he made it would be the best option. Just this once and it was for her.
He took a forceful of egg and shoved it in. It tasted awful. The grease and the smell of smoke filled his nose and mouth but Leonard valiantly continued and ate it all. Breaking a chair leg in the process of trying not to let his pain show.
The next morning Leonard was excused from work due to food poisoning that he blamed at the Taiwanese McDonalds.
Though Sara just knew it had to be her cooking. But he didn't say a word, he just smiled and ate those eggs.
And that was anniversary gift itself.
And the 1
Leonard had been in the shower in the men's room. Staring himself in the mirro r in disgust. He had ran into Lewis once more during their missions in the timeline and the scars across the front of his chest glared mockingly at him.
Of all those years of obeying the dead bastard.
Nothing big occurred between them, not wanting to mess up the timeline and such but seeing him again just brought back all those memories.
He pulled on his parka and strode into the HQ.
He hit the table over and over with his fist, cursing.
Sara walked in, "What is it?" She asked soothingly.
"The bastard" he replied "The damn bastard that did this to me. The bastard that treated me like his flunkies for diamonds. Couldn't hold his damn liquor. The loser doesn't know anything. He took my childhood and put me in juvie he put a fucking bomb in my sister's head just so I worked with him because he couldn't do it himself! I have spent half my life in hell!"
"Hit me," Sara commanded, holding up the palm of her hands to hit.
Leonard hit immediately, the impact only pushed her a few feet backwards.
โHarder." she insisted.
Leonard continued to hit her hands until her hands turned red and he was kneeling to his knees with effort.
Sara quietly lifted his head and hugged him.
His cold body melted into the warmth of her arms
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CHAPTER FOUR: THE PINK DIMENSION
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Located near the centre of Taishi, Inarizaki High is the town's pride for its design and prestige. The school used to house the prefecture's royalties and even though it has gone through multiple renovations over the years, its Japanese castle architectural elements are still apparent all over the school's exterior. Apart from its unique structure, academic practitioners from all over the world also flock the institution for its symposiums, which are held throughout every school term to discuss multiple magical subjects.
ย The school's main building is its Rectory and it would be the first thing for one to notice even from afar. The elegant white walls are in stark contrast to its black, pointy roof with golden details forged onto it. Other parts of the school have the same colour palette as well. The school would reach its peak of beauty during spring, when the pink flowers of cherry blossom trees planted around the vast fields are in full bloom.ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย
Next to the Rectory, the Potions faculty building appears small compared to it, when in fact, the faculty is the second largest after Pentagrams. Its roof manages to reach only half of the rectory's structure, making it the tallest than the rest of the faculty buildings (the Pentagrams faculty only wins in size, not height). A group of students can be seen exiting the Potions buildingโs main arch as school session for the day is over, including you and Suna, who are walking together towards the gate.
ย The sunny afternoon sky is decorated with puffy clouds, which are moving lazily in the wind's direction. Rays of sunshine threaten to dazzle your eyes but the cherry blossom trees lining up the stone walkway shade you from them. Soft breeze blows some petals into your way as you enjoy the scent of spring that wafts in the air. You are glad that there are no signs of rain at all today since that would meddle with your after-school plans.
ย "Gosh, this school is so big, I swear I feel like all of my cousins come here," Suna complains while faking a smile at a first year girl, who is hanging out under one of the trees with her friends.
ย "Well, literally everyone in Taishi studies here. What do you expect?" you laugh, attention now directed at him and not the surrounding anymore.
ย "For them to go study somewhere else, I guess," he retorts, sliding his hands into his pants' pockets. The smile on his face has disappeared.
ย "At least, your sibling is not here," your eyes catch the twins waiting for you under a tree upfront. They also notice your appearance and wave at you two.
ย "Oh, shut up. If not for them, you won't have any friends," Suna raises a hand at Atsumu and Osamu.
ย "Whatever. You sure you don't wanna come?" you ask Suna one last time before parting ways with him.
ย Suna shakes his head, "yeah, I wanna go home."
ย "Do you need anything?"
ย "Oh, right. Can you get me some stocks? Sparrow and jellyfish," he takes his wallet out to pass some money to you.
ย "Won't they go bad before next week's class?" you accept the notes from him.
ย "It's already Friday, class is on Monday. I think it would be fine," Suna waves his hand, dismissing your concern.
ย "Okay, see ya," you swerve towards the twins. Suna echoes a goodbye behind you and keeps walking.
ย "He's really not coming?" Atsumu asks when you are within hearing distance.
ย "Yeah, but he asked me to get some stuff for him," you respond before stopping in front of them.
ย "Lazy ass," Osamu disses. "Anyway, can I teleport?"
ย "Bitch, no," you and Atsumu say at the same time.
ย "Your sense of direction is so shitty, it'd take forever to get to Kudo Street," you pull a face.
ย Atsumu then adds, "a lot of people are using the travel dimension at this hour. You'll surely hit someone although I don't know how is thatย even possible since it's fucking huge in there."
ย "But if I don't practise, I won't get better at teleporting??" Osamu argues.
ย Atsumu lets out an exasperated sigh, "fine, you can teleport us on the way home. Let's go," he starts walking to lead the way. You and Osamu follow him from behind, heading towards the end of the walkway where the teleportation station is located at.
ย The teleportation station consists of five open top cubic spaces lined together, conjoined on their sides. Each cube fits at least five people and has three transparent glass walls with a white marble floor, where you are supposed to draw your pentagrams on. Two auxiliary police officers are on guard to control the flow of traffic, making sure that the students are queueing up to use the cubicles. At the end of the station, you see a group of younger pupils, whom you assume are waiting for their guardians to pick them up because they're not eligible to travel on their own yet. Teleporting licenses can only be acquired once you are sixteen years old.
ย You, Atsumu and Osamu get in one of the lines and wait for your turn. Every time a cubicle teleports people, you can hear swooshing noises as they dissipate into coloured light sparks and vanish from sight in a blink of an eye. Before long, the pair of siblings in front of you enter the cubicle you're lining up for and you're now at the front of the line. The elder sister draws the teleportation pentagram, her face scrunched up in concentration, and you watch as she conjures blue sparks on the marble floor.ย ย
ย That's when Atsumu drops the bomb on you.
ย "You teleport us," he nudges your elbow with his.
ย You and Osamu look at him wide-eyed, "bitch, what??"
ย "Why won't you let me teleport, if you're letting her?!" Osamu slaps Atsumu's shoulder with the back of his hand.
ย "Bitch, I said you will on the way back, didn't I??" Atsumu readjusts his bag's strap that shifted because of Osamu's hit just now.
ย "Nooooo, Tsumu-nii channnnn!" you whine with a pout, swinging Atsumu's arm in an attempt to change his mind, "I don't want to teleport!"
ย "And that's why you're getting shitty at it," he shakes you off before pushing you into the now empty cubicle, "go."
ย "Fuck," you clench your fists but do as youโre told anyway since you don't want to hold the line up with your siblingsโ bickering. Plus, Atsumu's right, you haven't been practising ever since you got your license a few months ago.
ย Once you, Atsumu and Osamu gather in the middle of the cubicle, you inhale a deep breath whilst recollecting the pentagram shape for teleportation. In order to accommodate the number of people teleporting, your pentagram has to be huge and made to fit the whole floor. This will definitely consume a lot of energy. You sigh at the thought.
ย "She doesn't want to do it," Osamu tries again, "let me!"
ย "Shut up, Samu. Give her a second. Come on, you're gonna be okay," Atsumu encourages you with a pat on the shoulder.
ย You click your tongue at him, "I hate you."
ย Pointing a finger out at the marble underneath, you begin drawing invisible lines from memory that transform into yellow light sparks on the floor. It's a struggle but you manage to complete the shape that now surrounds you and the twins. Due to its size, the pentagram's glow this time is almost blinding and the fizzing noise that it produces is loud in your ears.
ย "Teleport," you whisper.
ย The hissing pentagram then floats and spins around the three of you as it nets your bodies tightly. You can feel its particles squeezing to decompose you into molecules. There is stiffness in your muscles and joints that prevents you from moving. The bright light forces you to shut your eyes while the sound is shrieking in your ears. You grit your teeth together and brace yourself for what's to come next.
ย The sensations become almost unbearable. But before it could get any worse, you find yourself already dissipated into tiny yellow sparks of lights, floating in a different dimension that you're familiar with. The pentagram that you drew has turned into a glowing net, holding your and the twins' dematerialised bodies together. Your mind, still intact even though your body is not, notices other nets of bodies swooshing pass by to get to their destinations through the pink abstract space that you're in.
ย It's bright here, but not overwhelming. There's no sense of temperature, only the seldom Bernoulli pull by other nets speeding by. You wonder how it smells since you have no nose to take a sniff. Time is not relevant here; you always find yourself arriving at your destination at the same time you left. Often, the only important thing is your sense of direction (of which, Osamu lacks) because the only thing guiding you is a huge ass ancient wooden compass floating in the space above you like a moon (so you feel like it's always following you).
ย It's a trippy place.
ย You collect yourself, taking control of the net to carry everyone to Kudo Street- which is situated up north. One push is all it takes for you to zoom through the crowd as the whizzing sound of air friction envelopes you. With awareness of the traffic around, you navigate your way carefully to avoid accidents (it gets super messy when disintegrated bodies collide).
ย Travelling in the Pink Dimension after school is like walking at a train station during peak hour. Everyone moves at haste in whatever direction they want to. There is not much that can be done to control individuals in a vast space as such. The only rule that applies to travellers is that they have to teleport to and from stations. This is to prevent practitioners from reappearing at a dangerous spot in theย physical world when they arrive at their destinations. If you're found to be teleporting from or to an unassigned place, you'll get a ticket for it.
ย You stay on your path while trying to search for Kudo Street's teleportation station that is supposed to be some floating Greek marble vases. You would say it only took you a few seconds to arrive but time doesn't exist here, so when you see ten vases at your two o'clock, you're pretty sure it doesn't matter anyway.
ย You choose an Amphora vase that no one was going for and jump into its opening. It becomes dark for a moment before the vase vomits you, Atsumu and Osamu out onto a marble floor, in three pieces. Your brothers stumble a bit before finding their grounds again while you, on the other hand, are bowing down with hands on your knees, panting to catch your breath. You can feel sweat breaking on your forehead and temple.
ย "Fuck, you two are SO heavy."
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A/N: where would you teleport to if you could since Ms. Corona is making all airlines bankrupt?
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Are you abble to make 1 headcanon for each menber of the felt?
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Itchy- Itchy is on constant probation from the garage because of his crimes against car-manity. He has blown up, destroyed, scratched, sunk and totaled more cars than one can count on fingers. There is a reason why there is 5 locks on the door to the garage and a sign that says 'Itchy is not allowed in the garage under any circumstance' and he just stands there in front of it is saying 'THAT SIGN WONT STOP ME I CANT READ'. He can't help it he just does everything at 6x the acceptable speed. It makes him a fantastic getaway driver-but he will always end up destroying something in the process.
Doze- Doze is weirdly good at puzzles. Compared to Itchy who tries to do something at 50 miles per hour, Doze is good at analyzing things from every angle and then breaking it down to what he needs to do because he takes his time and is careful. If you ever needed a bomb defused-provided there's not a timer, Doze is the who can do it successfully. He's the dude who takes 4 days to solve the rubix cube but it's at least better than anyone else can do.
Trace-Trace's favorite hobby besides following people around to see where they've been and have that level of dirty blackmail on them and playing stickball with Fin, is blowing up cars. Any day where an order comes in for the a bomb to be planted on a car for some reason is a good day to be Trace. Fin often helps him; not that he's good in any regard at it, it's just because only the two of them combined can actually remember all the lyrics to the song 'Cars that Go Boom'
Clover-Clover is the ideal leperchaun in many regards. Mainly because he's just so GOOD at charms (thanks to his luck) his riddles are always air tight, the pranks immaculate, his jokes and japes are always funny, it makes him basically the hottest leperchaun in the felt. He also has one of the better singing voices of them all.
Fin-Between the two pool sharks, Fin has lost more teeth because he just impulsively bites everything. Like a true shark, he goes thru life biting everything he can rather than using his hands to figure out what they are. They grow back rather quickly, but at the same time, it's not uncommon for him to bite into something-or someone-and a tooth to be left behind. One could make a macabe necklace from the teeth he sheds.
Die-Die is more of a complex fellow than most of his fellow members believe, he's devoutly obedient to his 'belief system' and refuses to do anything that might break it's code of conduct. He is prone to fits of Insomnia and long periods of heavy sleeping and just in general takes very poor care of himself and and is only a proficient mobster when he really puts his mind to it. He's a very touch starved person and his erratic and eerie behaviors often push people away and he is often immediately suspicious of people who willingly want to spend time around him because he assumes itโs a joke or they want something out of him. It's a private fact that he keeps secret that he simply does not like himself that much.
Crowbar- Crowbar is a firm believer that he's under appreciated in the group and feels often left out of things because he's the 'boss'. It's like you don't conventionally invite out the guy who is constantly telling you to 'cut that shit out' for drinks because he's a stick in the mud, right? He feels like always has to be better than the rest of them; be the model example, be the immaculate leader he is expected to be and it drives him up the wall half the time because he never has a real break from it. He has the stress of those kids who you know have been tiger parented into success and the idea of anything less than perfect just screws with their head a little too much. Crowbar has eldest child syndrome despite being the 7th oldest.
Snowman-When she was first introduced to the group, she highly resented all of them because by technicality, they are 'frogs' and frogs are what got her in this exiled state in the first place. She gradually warmed up to them more when she realized none of them had ever spoken to a woman and were unquestioningly frightened of her based on that fact alone. She still doesn't understand their weird customs and reasoning behind doing things most of the time.
Stitch- He's actually ironically very good friends with Die-Die thinks that Stitch is an excellent listener and enjoys his company but in actuality, Stitch is lazily grooming Die to be the next 'tailor' for The Felt incase something happens to him that makes him unable to fufill his tailor/sawbones duties. Nobody fucking ever protects the healer and now his leg don't WORK half the time and half his face is fucked up and can't see good out of one of his eyes anymore, if Die has to become the next tailor, it's YOUR GUYSES FAULT
Sawsbuck-Actually a very good gambler??? For some reasons, he plays the game of 'ooh what card game is this fellows? I do not know it but I wish to play it' on people and it WORKS. And then everyone loses their money. You'd think Clover goes to those back room dark poker room games-no, everybody in the city is too wise to play against CLOVER, but they will play his pudgey friend who is holding the cards upside down, that guy obviously can't win a single hand by the looks of him. And then everyone but Sawsbuck goes broke.
Matchsticks-Covered in burn marks from having to time travel and even though he uses his extinguisher to put it out most of the time, sometimes you're on fire just a little too long and it just leaves a big of permant damage on the skin that doesn't heal correctly. Not too many-small patches, the fire usually eats thru his clothes first before it can get to his skin.
Eggs-Eggs is not a good liar. (I have no good strong headcanons for Eggs or Biscuits because I rarely give them heavy thought.)
Biscuits- Has cried for 15 minutes straight when Itchy told him that 'bread makes you fat'
Quarters-Quarters never smiles for anything, he has an eternal poker face and Itchy's running theory is that he broke the muscles in his face years ago and now he's stuck with this neutral gargoyle scowl all the time. Which is no true; he smiles and actually laughs, it's only because the one person he actually finds funny and worth laughing at is Clover and his little antics. They're not in Fin and Trace level inseperable but are decent runner ups.
Cans-Kronk. He's Kronk. It's all coming together now. Would you like a spinich puff? (I also don't have very good headcanons for Cans. RIP.)
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โ Summary:ย The one where Katara is a spoiled heiress who manages to crash land on a (cute) soldier of one of the most dangerous nations in the world.ย
โGet your face out of my vagina!โ Katara screams at the top of her lungs.ย
โHereโs a thought, get your vagina out of my face first!โ
โ Genre: Modern!AU, humor, CEO!Katara, Soldier!Zuko, Crash Landing on You!AUย
โ Words: 10.3k
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โGet your face out of my vagina!โ Katara screams at the top of her lungs.
ย โHereโs a thought, get your vagina out of my face first!โ Zuko yelps, words gargling. He currently was being suffocated by the crotch at his neck. After Kataraโs many screams, and a swift kick to his face, they both scrambled off each other, laying on the ground for a quick moment of relief. Her body is aching after throwing herself from the tree she was stuck in.ย
ย After realization set in that he was a soldier who was just nearly crushed to death by a cooch, and she was a woman who somehow crossed impenetrable borders, they swiftly were both upright. Katara in a fighting stance, and Zukoโs gun automatically pointed at the girlโs face. Her eyes nervously darted around, looking for any escape route in the expanse of wilderness and trees and furry animals she sure were foaming at the mouth, looking for a bite of gorgeous heiress who smelled of Chanel No. 5.ย
ย โIโm a bad bitch, you canโt kill me!โ Katara screeches, taking off as fast as her Yeezys could take her.ย
ย โUm, yeah I can !โ He insists, shooting into her general direction. He wasnโt trying to kill her persay. Maybe maim. (It just wouldโve been a lot easier if she died).ย
ย โFuck!โ he screams, once the girl was out of sight.ย
ย Last week, Katara was cyberbullying Debby Ryan from the comfort of her penthouse. One of her larger concerns of the week was debating buying the rights to all of her Disney Channel movies, just because she felt like it. Then, she could post clips of her disturbing, Radio Rebel smile every day on Instagram without copyright claims and she could blissfully ignore Debby Ryan DMing her a defamation lawsuit.ย
ย She had money money . Like being able to turn on the AC during the summer type of wealthy. The type of rich that could sing John Lennonโs Imagine during any crisis and say thatโs enough activism for today . After all, she was an heiress of one of the richest families in the Water Tribesโa nation at the forefront of nearly every cultural conversation. In the past, every other nation out there doubted their abilities based on size alone, underestimating the tribesโ growing force. Once a nation surviving on simply hope to prosper post 100 Years War, they were now a cultural powerhouse you couldnโt ignore if you tried. From their dramas, skincare routines, and exquisite cuisine (two-headed fish soup and all), the nation was suddenly the talk of the entire world. They thrived under peopleโs ignorant assumptions. Blossomed despite peopleโs mistreatment of them in the media. Soon enough, those who questioned their authority were begging for alliances.ย
ย Except for the Fire Nation. A nation stuck so determinedly in the past. Notorious for their inability to move on from the world of centuries ago. The world where the Fire Nation was a dominating force. While every nation competed to innovate, the Fire Nation seemingly refused to accept reality. Their borders were violently closed off. Their trade was limited to working with the Earth Nation every once in a blue moon. Refugees who manage to escape tell stories of a cruel life seemingly stuck in the stone ages. Their leader, Azulon, threatens to bomb somewhere, something, someone every other week, and every nationโs relationship with them has remained precariously in the air since then.ย
ย โWhat the actual fuck !โ She screeches. โI thought this was one of those national parks joggers find bodies in, not the fucking Fire Nation !โย
ย Dead or alive, people werenโt allowed to make it out of the Fire Nation.ย
ย Katara was a stubborn CEO. The kind to only accept things by her way, by her standards. Coming from money didnโt mean shit when you didnโt have the raw hunger she had. She wasnโt like many of her peers. She wasnโt content with just sitting back and signing a few papers once in a while so she could make it to her SoulCycle class. But, sheโd like to think thatโs what made her so successful for the last decade. Katara was insistent on testing her clothing companyโs new batch of athletic clothing. She scaled a mountain range in the sweat resistant hoodie. She swam in Olympic sized pools in their innovative, competition ready swimsuit and swim cap matching set. Of course, it made sense to test their new paragliding uniform. At the time.ย
ย โ Donโt move. This field is full of landmines,โ Zuko warns, putting out his hand to stop the shaking girl. He sees it in her eyes, the way sheโs about to run after heโs managed to catch up to her, and unknowingly blow this entire shit up. โTheyโre grey and round, or shaped like a box thatโโย
ย โLike the one youโre stepping on, right now?โ Katara smirks, hands coming to her hips to taunt him.
ย He freezes, hands coming out to balance himself at the edge of the stream sheโs managed to leap across.ย
ย โAgain, I am a bad bitch. These wonโt kill me. You wonโt kill me.โ She snatches his walkie talkie from his jacketโs pocket, and thinks about just taking it and letting the guy who almost fucking shot her suffer. She decides against it (she didnโt want to get on Godโs, or Rihannaโs, bad side today) and sets it down on the ground in front of him. Heโs left to watch her expertly leap around a few stray explosives.ย
ย โIf โbad bitchโ means missing a few limbs, sure. Go ahead ,โ Zuko baits. She happily gives him the bird, before running as fast as she could in her Yeezy Boost 350s. Running even when she hears gunshots whizzing past her. Running even when she sees a sign, warning about a field of landmines.ย
ย She runs until her vision becomes blurry, and all she can hear are little children chanting a song about the Fire Nationโs greatness. She runs, even when her body feels like lead, and her eyes are a hairโs breadth away from shutting.ย
ย //
ย He doesnโt know why he helps her. Why he wants her to get out of here alive. Why he scoops her up once soldiers began flooding the village she stumbled upon. They were making sure everyone was doing their part in singing the national anthem before the enforced curfew. She shouldโve been shot to death by now by his men, or at least mauled by a wild lion vulture.ย
ย He just doesnโt understand it. Their forces were meant to kill , trained to shoot anything at the border on sight. He doesnโt understand how this five foot nothing girl had outrun men who have trained in the military for nearly their whole lives. His army was sloppy that day. Most of them were still drunk off of whatever cactus juice and homemade wine combination the ladies at the local village had offered to them. Then again, it wasnโt every day someone decided to paraglide during the biggest storm of the decade. It wasnโt every day someone managed to cross into the Fire Nation, when no one wanted to be there for decades .ย
ย He doesnโt understand why he pulled her close to his body at the sight of the militaryโs trucks, and runs them into his house at the edge of the hill. He doesnโt understand why he spent the last three hours painstakingly cooking up noodles from scratch for her. She takes a quick nap on an old sleeping mat he found while he works diligently. His stomach protests the fragrant aroma. He hasnโt eaten a homemade meal in months.ย
ย โPeople literally steal and sell my pubic hairs on eBay. The average price is one grand for a single strand. I deserve better,โ Katara says. He thinks itโs completely in jest. She cackles when he glares at her. The smile she sends him tries to relay that she's grateful, but heโs hardly swayed by her charms. Instead, heโs scoffing at the efforts.
ย A first for her.ย
ย Sheโs used to getting her way, as an expert at manipulation. When youโve spent your whole life ruthlessly competing to run one of the largest corporations in the world, you couldnโt afford to be sweet or gentle or genuine. You learned to work people, bend them to your will until they snap. Then, you move on. Find someone else, do the old song and dance again.ย
ย Before she could even lift a chopstick, Zuko quickly grabs the bowl from her grasp, a pout forming on his lips. While he was always taught to school his features, he always knew he was no good at it.ย
ย โI will continue to do what Iโve been doing for the last two hours, and just ignore everything youโve been saying,โ he mutters, sipping at the broth to her dismay. The second she walked in, she called his house โa hut with a dick in it.โ When he instructed her to take a shit in the outhouse, she didn't speak to him for the next hour. He thinks he saw her tear up when he mentioned there was no Internet. He swears he was ten seconds away from busting a vein.ย
ย โ Ugh . Room temperature water?โ Zuko guffaws once her nose crinkles up in disgust.
ย He blows a stray strand of his hair away from his face. โThere are no ice cubes.โ She hates how everything he says is so matter of fact.ย
ย โGet some, then.โ she says, as though it was the most obvious answer in the world. โI donโt drink ice cube-less water.โ
ย He just laughs. โRight, when we get any sort of electricity first, Iโll make it my number one priority to get a fridge that dispenses ice cubes engraved with your perfectly detailed portrait on them, too.โย
ย Katara shoves at him, and he just stares at the spot on his chest she touched. โFor future reference, I am vegan. Well, vegan adjacent. But still. The point is I am a delicate flower with an even more delicate diet. A delicate flower thatโs used to caviar and organic shit and the rich people gluten-free bread you get from Trader Joeโs. So Iโll excuse it this time, but the next timeย you make something please remember.โ She follows up the command with a sweet smile, as though it made up for her demands.ย ย
ย The memory of her dodging bullets with a branch in her hair easily comes up in his mind. โNothing about you is delicate.โ Zuko barely budges when she tries reaching for the bowl again.ย
ย Katara gasps. โEven my bowel movements are delicate!โย
ย He just snorts.ย
ย Sheโs annoying, he decides. All brattiness considered. Even with her tiny frame drowning in her dirty paragliding uniform, and a pout that has him wanting to laugh. The way she moves is dainty, with the self-assurance only those who grew up in comfort have. But, something about her eyes reveal something crueler, something so much more vicious underneath the soft exterior.ย
ย He was thoroughly out of options. While he has her holed up in his house until they decide an escape route, he feels his stomach churning at the thought of the Fire Nationโs regular surprise house inspections. Turning her over to the government meant a quick and easy execution for him and his men without question, and the potential to cause even more political strain with the rest of the world. Even if they do hand her to the government, thereโs no telling what they would do to her.ย
ย He tries to blink the sleep out of his eyes, rubbing at them as thought it could end the nightmare he found himself trapped in.ย ย
ย For the last few years, Zukoโs life was a monotonous routine.ย ย
ย โType 63 Rifle, Soviet SKS carbine,โ Zuko breathes, ears perking up at the sound of the weapon. His hand comes out to halt the hordes of men. โOne of us. Retreat,โ he barked, armsย motioning for his battalion to return to their hidden positions among the dwindling flora and fauna. Months in his uniform without rest, months spent guarding the border to ensure no one left.ย
ย He doesnโt remember much about his life before this. He tries to forget, because it made him too sad. It made him want to do something reckless, to break something, to even cry , because heโs long forgotten anything but getting up, getting into uniform, getting into routine.ย
ย It was his duty, as the only son of the Fire Nationโs notorious military director.ย
ย He was trained to be a war wielding machine. To show no mercy. Men in the Fire Nation werenโt meant to be weak . They werenโt allowed to be soft.ย
ย His mother tried to get away from all of it. She tried as hard as she could to tell her children there was a life you could feel beat with all of your heart, as long as cruelty didnโt find it first. She knew Zuko wasnโt meant for this life.ย
ย Zuko knew, too.ย
ย He was never good at anything, never the best one growing up. While he excelled at delivering blows, or wielding his swords, he was always told his mind was a pathetic thing. Too brash, too naive. Azula was always the better one at that. At violence. She was their fatherโs right hand, her thoughts filled to the brim with genius strategy. Always one step ahead of everyone else, even as a toddler.ย
ย Zuko was content to be in the background, to be nothing more than a decoration when the family portrait needed to be taken. He wants to be selfish, to blame Azula for pressing pause on his life. The day she was assassinated was the day his dreams of forgetting the Fire Nation all but shriveled up. After all, tradition mandated the military director had a blood successor.ย
ย //
ย โI am not going to put back on my dirty underwear after I shower! I am not a Bhad Bhabie type of bitch,โ Katara indignantly spits out, crossing her arms over her chest.ย
ย Zuko rolls his eyes. Everything she says is confusing .ย
ย โDonโt act up while Iโm gone,โ Zuko begs.ย
ย โLike the City Girls?โย
ย She feels her blood boil at his silence.ย
ย โPlease tell me youโre lying. Please tell me youโve heard of โAct Up.โ Please. Donโt let me down now.โย
ย โI have noโโย
ย โSeriously, where were you all summer? โAct up, you can get snatched up?โ Nothing? Nothing rings a fucking bell?โ He canโt help but sweat.
ย Even when he looked up whatever she says on his work computer (the only time people in the Fire Nation were allowed to use the Internet) he still canโt wrap his head around what exactly a Bhad Bhabie was.ย ย
ย โThen donโt wear underwear. I donโt know what else to tell you.โย
ย She holds the landline phone close to her mouth, as if to make the message clearer. โWhere will the pussy juices go then!โย
ย Zuko hangs up on her, only to have her call him precisely 12 minutes later.ย
ย โMy right nipple is chafing. What about my nipple eczema!โ She protests. She feels her face shriveling up. Without her Yves Saint Laurent Firming Serum, she feels like a piece of her identity was missing. He had diligently informed her to use his sole bar of soap for all purposes before he left for work, and she nearly fainted on the spot.ย
ย โTell it to go away, I guess?โ Zuko suggests, trying his hardest to sound helpful. He tried leaving detailed notes on how to take a hot bath by pouring boiling water in his basin, and clipping the plastic shower curtain to the ceiling, trapping the heat in. He prays she hasnโt burned down his house, or someone hasnโt seen her through the gate.
ย โI canโt!โ Katara seethes.ย
ย Zuko rubs at his temples. โThis was meant for only emergencies. Goodbye !โ Zuko slams the phone, returning to his paperwork. He feels a hot blush spreading across his cheeks, and tries to bring his hand up to his face to alleviate the warm feeling.
ย //
ย She doesnโt know why heโs so nice to her.ย
ย When sheโs all but threatened him and blackmailed his entire crew to keep their silence and help her escape.
ย She simply laughs, the sound foreign to even her own ears. Her empty stomach painfully clenched in protest at the sudden sensation. It had to be some sort of sick joke. A sick fucking joke probably crafted up by Pakku! Or some of those man-children from the Northern Tribes who think they know a thing or two because they took a Marketing 101 crash course on Khan Academy!ย
ย She needed to get back for the big shareholders meeting. They were going to announce the new CEO of Moon Tech, the largest corporation in the Water Tribes. It was everything she had been working for her entire life. She couldnโt afford to miss it, lest it show any weakness whatsoever. As the most viable successor, she was sure all eyes were watching her every move. Yet, somehow, she managed to end up on the set of a period piece gone wrong. A miserable, yet probably Academy Award winning, period piece that smelled like moose knuckle pussy pickle.ย
ย She looked to the closed door, the flimsy thing separating the minute living room from his even smaller bedroom. She felt guilty for misjudging him upon their first meeting.ย
ย She thinks she feels more guilty for breaking his favorite vase.ย
ย โCโmon! That was my favorite ficus,โ he grumbles, rubbing the spot on his head she broke the vase on. He avoids her gaze because sheโs clad in one of his old dress shirts and nothing else, the thing coming to fall at her knees. If he blushes any harder, he thinks she might notice. Her hair is wrapped up in a messy updo and her face is scrubbed clean. The faintest tint of pink dusts across her cheeks.ย
ย โSorry,โ she whispers, hand coming to rub at the spot. She was nervous hearing someone wiggle the doorknob when he hadnโt come back well into the night. Why he had three locks on his door and used exactly none of them, she wasnโt quite sure. She thought she was being helpful by locking his doors. Until it was becoming apparent he didnโt care enough to carry his keys with him, and had an additional unlocked back door he was just attacked at.ย
ย He swats her away swiftly, body mechanically programmed to attack for coming so close to him. Heโs body slammed bigger men for breathing through their mouths. But something stops him abruptly, and he stills when she comes closer, roughly grabbing at his head between her two hands, and bringing it to her eye level. โA slight bump will form, but itโll go away faster if you soak some rice and press here,โ she precisely finds the swelling area. He winces when he feels the pressure.ย
ย Her eyes are impossibly wide while she watches him, and he canโt help but shrink at her careful stare. This was the quietest sheโs been since she crash landed. He feels unsettled. โIโI got you some stuff.โ He places the bag gently in front of her, a now familiar flush coming to pepper his cheeks. โIโm going to go to bed now,โ he lies, retreating to his room while still rubbing at his head.
ย โThanks,โ her voice is barely a whisper, and stops him in his tracks. He turns to her, and her smile is so genuine. Her eyes are swelling with joy and it makes his heart ache. It seemed easier to talk to her that night than in the day. There wasnโt an impossible front to break open to see how she was feeling, the moonlight peeking through the cracks in the wall seemed to make her eyes wider, smile brighter even. Her guard is down and it makes emotions easier to decipher.ย
ย She thinks she canโt feel her face when she opens the bag. โIโm such a bitch,โ she babbles to herself as she opens the boxes of shampoo, conditioner, and even signature Water Tribe moisturizers. Everything she complained about he managed to remember to a T. He even got her some traditional Fire Nation womenโs outfits, even when she was only staying for the next couple of days. The tears pricking at her eyes feel foreign. She could afford private jets to fly to Beverly Hills and start a fist fight with Kim Kardashian just because she hit Kourtney in season 18. A couple dollars worth of smuggled products shouldnโt make her a weepy mess.ย Somehow though, she feels herself unable to dim the smile plastered across her face.ย
ย Zuko wants to jump for joy. Though, he resists the urge when getting up too fast makes his head bump feel like it has a second heartbeat. He spent the better part of his evening at the open air marketplace a few blocks from the village. It was worth enduring the questioning glances from the shop vendors. Even when he felt like crawling in a hole and dying as he hastily gestured he wanted to purchase womenโs underwear, it was all worth it when heโs lulled to sleep to the sound of Kataraโs giggles.ย
ย //
ย โI think he just smiled.โ Mako whisper-screams. Nearly all the jaws in the mess hall drop open.ย
ย โYouโre lying ,โ a voice squeaks out. The dozens of heads seem to collectively turn towards their captain. Their stomachs churned at seeing living proof of the small smirk on his face. Heโs distracted. Staring off into the distance, heโs just picking at the meager helpings of his lunch on his plate.ย
ย For all intents and purposes, Zuko was boring . He was a stick in the mud, the kind of guy you saw laugh once or twice a year for obligatory purposes, just to make sure everyone knew he wasnโt a robot assigned by the government to spy on soldiers.ย
ย He was a captain who delivered orders, and nothing more. A strict, by the book kind of guy. The team knew little to nothing about him. They werenโt even sure he used the bathroom like a normal human being (half of them were betting money on the robot theory). They just werenโt close like that. They werenโt the type of team to be able to joke around with their captain, share their stories, bleed their heart out on the military field. They knew the scar on his face meant he had pissed off some higher ranking officials who still possessed the power to firebend, a sacred art limited to the few. It meant there was more to the story than just a bumbling captain of a lower ranked crew. The most they got out of him was once in a while he would startle a young kid, who was just trying to get his mandated service over with. Heโd clap them on the shoulder and would murmur a low โGood job.โ (His definition of keeping up team morale).ย
ย He was efficient at his job, and good at keeping his men safe, rarely raising his voice to anyone except maybe himself. More than what they could say for other captains. He was hard on his men, but harder on himself. It was rare to see him doing anything but stress .ย
ย Smiling ? Simply out of the question.ย
ย He couldnโt help it! It was an automatic reaction to the morning he had.ย
ย โThank you, for everything,โ Katara says quietly, placing the tray of food on his night stand. She knew he had to get to the military base in the wee hours of the morning, and also knew she wasnโt going to wake up in time without her vibrating mattress alarm clock. So she pulls an all nighter, and tries to figure out how to use the tools and contraptions at her disposal. She didnโt mean to startle him, she swears. She has to stifle a laugh when he wakes up with a start. Eyes slowly peeling open, the eye crust obstructing his view. His hair is facing every which way. He looks younger, somehow. The messy hair, the wrinkled shirt, and drool he makes a quick job of wiping away.ย
ย โWhatโs this?โ He peers up at her curiously, placing the tray in his lap.ย
ย โMy labor of love.โ She insists, sitting even closer to him on his bed. She thinks she likes it when he squirms under her gaze. For all the military get up with metallic shoulders, and the endless medals pinned to his uniforms, he was just a boy under it all. โI know, I havenโt been the most...easy guest to have.โ She ignores his snort. โAfter all of this over, after the Fire Nation opens up its borders again, I promise you. I will pay you ten times what this hut with a dick is worth. Becauseโฆโ she breathes in, looking unsure of herself. โIโll never forget your kindness.โย
ย โTโThank you,โ he stutters. He thinks theyโre empty promises, but doesnโt try to question them too hard. It shouldnโt be possible for his heart to pulse as fast as it does, but it seems to be mesmerized by how much wider her smile was able to get. The noodles are misshapen, probably because of her inexperience with the old-fashioned machine. The broth is salty and makes Zukoโs throat beg for a glass of water. And yet, he slurps up the entire dish without complaint.ย
ย Anything to see her eyes light up.ย
ย //
ย โThe first boob I ever saw was in Titanic . Havenโt seen one since. Waiting for Titanic 2 to come out.โ Mako says proudly, puffing out his chest. He hoped his extensive knowledge of non-Fire Nation films would entertain Katara. Zukoโs few trusted men (mainly the ones who were responsible for letting her escape in the first place) were instructed to keep her safe while he sorted out the plans for her escape. Iroh was able to set up a clandestine arrangement with a ship leaving the Fire Nation docks for their semi annual pickup of Earth Nation goods. They were hoping she could sneak through to the Earth Nation, and explain her situation with customs there.ย
ย โBuddy, I got some news for you.โ Katara smirks, and the boys grow nervous. She was pretty. The type of pretty that made people stare, wondering if it was possible for someoneโs eyes to twinkle in the sunlight. She looked like one of those celebrities in the movies he loved. Talked like one, too. In the Fire Nation, she was the type of pretty where guys would be bartering an entire village just to get a chance to look at her. Though, just from talking with her, she seemed like the type of girl who would hide in her house after gaining said village, just to spite them.ย
ย Mako was curious about the Water Nation. Their schools taught them that Azulon was an elite magical creature that somehow never needed to take a shit, and people in the other nations defecated three times the amount of Fire Nation folk. He always knew something was up. Everyone was constantly smuggling goods from all the other nations, especially from the Water Nation. There were automatic rice cookers that played a song when it finished making perfect rice, and little boxes that could play music when you press it. Mako always knew there was so much more out there than people in the Fire Nation could ever know.ย ย
ย She tells them stories of her life in the Water Tribes as they wait for Zuko, and she pointedly ignores the scoffs and disbelief. โThere are toilets that shoot out water into your ass crack to clean it?โย
ย โYou can adjust the settings and everything!โ She proclaims, pride filling every one of her words. โWarm, cool, even inconsistent spurts if youโre into that shit.โย
ย They all make a noise of amazement. โThatโs incredible .โ She talks about sky rises, and business meetings with rich people, and showers that turn on with a drop of a hat.ย
ย โWhatโs a Rihanna again? Is that your God?โย
ย โYes.โ Katara answers, with no hesitation. โSee, she is the baddest in the landโโย
ย โWait!โ Bolin abruptly stops her. โI thought that was your God...Megan Thee Stallion?โย
ย โSheโs the thiccest of them all.โ Katara punctuated with a click of her tongue. โI thought we went over this!โย
ย โSorry,โ they grunt, looking especially sheepish.ย
ย โWhat does she preach?โ Kai inquires, eyes growing wide with delight.ย
ย Katara taps her lip, eyes coming up to the ceiling trying to concentrate. โSheโs a goddess who empowers women! She tries to get everyone to build their knee strength. I think one of her sayings is โI need a Mr. Clean, make that pussy beam,โโ Katara .ย
ย Zuko watches on, leaning on the door frame. He wants to hate the fact that heโll miss her.ย
ย //
ย Everything was supposed to be easy at this point.ย
ย โDonโt forget about me.โ She holds onto his arm as they sit against the edge of the fishing vessel, the waves impatiently slapping against them. He was supposed to bid her farewell at the dock, but something in him wanted to guarantee she was able to get on the second boat to the Earth Nation.ย
ย Heโs still clad in one of his more formal uniforms. He still feels the chill of the night scraping through the fabric of his double breasted blazer.ย
ย Katara openly welcomes the cold, after nearly sweltering to death every second sheโs been in the Fire Nation.ย
ย He lets his smile reach his eyes. โHow could I forget a girl who nearly crushed me to death with her crotch.โย
ย Her guffaw has the captain, Jeong Jeong, even startled. โRight.โ She looks off into the distance, and canโt remember a time when sheโs ever been surrounded by this much water. โMy nameโs Katara, by the way.โย
ย Zuko feels a pang in his chest. โZuko.โย
ย โNice to meet you, Zuko,โ she whispers, holding her hand out to shake his. It feels warm when he grabs at the dainty thing.ย
ย โI hope we meet again. Maybe, in another life, Katara.โย
ย โReally?โ For a moment, he hears a twinge of sadness in her voice. It could be his mind or his heart making it up, but he swears he hears it.
ย โReally.โย
ย Everything was going according to plan. Everything was supposed to go smoothly.ย
ย Until theyโre both panic-sweating underneath the ship in its cargo hold, trying to come up with a plan to fend off the Coast Guard officers stopping all ships sailing past curfew.ย
ย โDo something! Doesnโt the military tell you to do something in this case? Or are you guys just trained in the art of being ugly and having anger issues?โย
ย Zuko wracks his brain. โWhy donโt you help me?โย
ย โWhat happens if I donโt?โ Katara angrily mutters.ย
ย โYouโll deal with the consequences,โ Zuko shrugs, too entirely calm. He was a natural in intense situations, but even he could feel his hands shaking.ย
ย โThatโs just diet โ I hope this bitch dies !โโ
ย โOops,โ Zuko sneers.ย
ย Katara huffs. โThe fact that men can breathe just doesnโt sit right with my soul.โ Katara wants to strangle him.ย
ย A lightbulb seemingly goes off in his head. Something Mako said about the non-Fire Nationย films and stories was always a fool proof โGet out of jailโ card.ย
ย โKiss me,โ he says without any uncertainty.ย
ย โAre you huffing cactus juice, bitch?โย
ย โJust do it!โ Zuko practically screams when he hears the door opening. She presses her lips to his chapped ones, and his hands naturally come to her waist. Heโs lost in the feeling of her plush lips, how incredibly soft her body was that he ignores the screams of Coast Guard officers.ย
ย โWhat the fuck was that!โ They question Jeong Jeong, who simply shrugs. The officers promptly drop the cargo door in shock.ย
ย She slaps his face, his cheek already reddening in mere moments.ย
ย โWhat was that for?โ Zuko grumbles, stroking his face.ย
ย โYouโre a freak!โย
ย He narrows his eyes. โI prefer a โyouโre welcome,โ but that doesnโt seem to be in your vocabulary.โ He felt like his entire body was tingling, but Katara could only focus on the fact he was swiping at his lips with the back of his hand.ย
ย โHey! You should be thanking Rihanna you got a chance to kiss me! If you werenโt so colonized you would realize I am one of the most beautiful women in the world!โ Katara petulantly reminds.
ย โI think itโs because you got diarrhea all over my one of my favorite t-shirts that I am doubting that claim.โย
ย Katara sulks, confident form shrinking. โI forgot to boil the water one time, sue me.โย
ย He canโt stop his laugh from taking over his whole body. Heโs about to help her up when he hears, โOpen it up again!โย
ย This time, Katara fully pushes him down among the boxes of cargo, straddling his lap, and violently mashes her lips to his.ย
ย โGet the fuck up here!โ Someone screams. Katara lets up on the kiss so Zuko could peer up at the officers. He feels his ears overheating.
ย โSheโs my fiancรฉ.โ He hastily explains, once they were on deck. In between their masks, they stare down at Katara, who bites on her tongue, and puts up an act of a bashful bride-to-be. She holds onto his arm with a vice grip, ducking her head behind his broad shoulders.ย
ย โThey were going on a romantic sight seeing trip,โ Jeong Jeong provides, sweat beating down his back.ย
ย Katara nods enthusiastically. โWe just couldnโt wait for the wedding to have a little fun .โ She grins intenerally at their coughs of discomfort and Zukoโs bewildered gaze.ย
ย They check Zukoโs identification card, before nodding in understanding.ย
ย โFine,โ one officer bites out. He stares at Katara for a beat too long as though heโs reading her thoughts. It makes her uneasy. โTurn it back, and donโt come out past curfew anymore. Theyโve implemented new standards for ships.โ Jeong Jeong nods in understanding, and jumps to the helm in no time. But, Zuko could sense the panic vibrating off of Katara.ย
ย She turns to see the second ship waiting in the distance, her ticket to freedom a few feet away.ย
ย โWeโre not done with date night!โ She insists, coming out to try to stop the officer. Zuko holds her back, eyes pleading with her. โButโIโthere has to be some other way.โ Sheโs shaking like a leaf, even when Zuko throws his blazer over her bare shoulders.ย
ย //
ย โI canโt believe Iโm going to be stuck feeding him heartburn medication like they are tic tacs,โ Katara says to no one. Sheโs pacing nervously around the living room, and Zukoโs trying his best to come up with something to comfort her. His head is in his hands, and heโs since loosened his top knot to let his hair fall.ย
ย โKatara, I am only two years older than you,โ he gently reminds.ย
ย โ...And then I heard dentures always smell no matter how hard you clean them.โย
ย โKatara I swearโ,โย
ย She gasps. โOh my god, we have to start thinking of retirement homes.โย ย
ย Things were supposed to be easy.ย
ย A spontaneous house check was something the villageโs residents were accustomed to. They gathered outside their homes as soldiers began rifling through their things. Parents simply stood about, discussing the new books they had to buy for their kids for the upcoming semester.ย
ย Nothing was entirely out of the blue. Yet, the elusive military captain just had to show up to the front of his house, hand in hand with a blue-eyed girl.ย
ย A gun was promptly pointed in her face. โOh shit. Bitch, not this again.โย
ย โThis house was registered for one resident.โ General Zhaoโs lip curls. โState your name and occupation.โย
ย General Zhao had overheard a certain military directorโs son was busted trying to get some punani on the seven seas.ย
ย Itโs not that he hated Zuko, per say. Their relationship was more of a โ regularly abusing Zukoโs privacy to fulfill a personal agenda because of the bloodthirsty desire for power โ type of thing. Normal things. Maybe , it was influenced by the fact he got wind of Zuko pressuring his higher ups to further investigate his sisterโs assasination. He wasnโt entirely sure.ย
ย โLook here, I have information that could lead to the arrest of Nicki Minaj. So why donโt you, I donโt know. Let me go ! I promise Iโll tell you everything I know about Ms. Nincki,โ she lowly breathes, a suggestive waggle of her eyebrows only making the soldiers around her even more heated.ย
ย โShut the fuck up!โ A soldier screams behind her, poking her head with the gun. Katara couldnโt help the whimper that passed her lips. For the first time in her life, she thinks she feels genuine fear.ย
ย Zuko pushes past the guards holding him back, throwing them to the ground. Without missing a beat, he takes her hand in his. โGet your fucking gun out of my fiancรฉโs face!โ He roars. Gasps reverberate around the villagers. This was the loudest and longest theyโve ever heard Zuko speak. โShe works for the government as part of Division 11,โ he explains, letting his voice settle into its usual rasp. Everybody visibly recoils.ย
ย A highly secretive sector of the government virtually no one , not even General Zhao had access to. They were agents deployed in different nations, with the goal of collecting information about the culture. It wouldโve explained Kataraโs Water Tribe accent, and the lack of her identification papers.ย
ย General Zhao pushes past Zuko, staring him down and grumbling with his men following behind.ย
ย The women of the village instantly make way to collect around Katara. Noses turned up at her like she was shit on a brick. No, they couldnโt give a shit about her. They had rushed into their houses after the announcement, and came back to ply Zuko with trays of food.ย
ย โFor our handsome Zuko finally getting hitched!โ The fake smiles make Katara want to stab herself. She swiftly reaches for Zukoโs hand, much to his confusion, and lays her head on his shoulder.ย
ย โBaby, letโs go inside. Iโm cold,โ she feigns through her teeth. Her puppy dog eyes make him feel like heโs in high school. He numbly nods.ย
ย She thinks she hears someoneโs grandma calling her a slut.ย
ย //
ย โPick your head up king, your hairline is receding,โ Katara worries her lip at seeing his current state. She doesnโt think heโs slept all night, and he has papers and maps with highlighter marks and red circles all around him on his bed.ย
ย Itโs been a few days since his big announcement to the village, and it feels better to be able to get outside. Breathe from the confines from Zukoโs dingy house. Even among the whispers and stares from people, the villagers werenโt all bad. The women sometimes drop by to invite her over to cook with them, and the kids bring her only the nicer rocks theyโve managed to dig through the dirt for.ย
ย โI just want to get you home.โ He practically grunts. Sheโs holding a cup of tea for him, and he gulps it down as if it was Rihannaโs boob sweat. โI donโt want you to stay here for even a second longer.โย
ย โThanks!โ Katara sends him a sardonic smile.ย
ย Fuck . He always knew how to put his foot in his mouth when heโs around her. โNo, uh. Not like that. This place is a hell hole, and I just want you to get back. Itโs not safe for you, for anyone here.โ She pats his back gently when he starts choking on the tea, trying to get all his words out. Heโs so sweet, the way he just quietly tries to draft out a plan while he thinks sheโs asleep. She hears him curse whenever a pen snaps with the pressure he applies. With how many times he sighs through the night, she feels guilty.ย
ย Sheโs entirely too comfortable around Zuko, he decides. She lays in bed next to him and he hopes she doesn't notice the way heโs grown warm with her presence. He craves it too much these days. โYou know what, the one thing Iโve learned through all of this is that the first thing Iโm going to do when I come back is shutting down Chrissy Teigenโs Twitter.โย
ย โNot visit your friends and family?โ Zuko asks, amusement dancing across his features.ย
ย โThat can come second,โ Katara asserts.ย
ย Life wasnโt completely terrible. Sure, she cries the moment Zuko leaves the house because sheโs sure sheโs going to die in this shit fuck of place and never get to her moneyโs worth of her one year HelloFresh subscription. But she has complete faith in Zukoโs abilities.ย
ย โItโs like during The Amazing Race Season 17 when those two vegetarian doctors ate a goatโs head to win. I think their names were Kat and Nat.โย
ย โThe point?โ Zuko tries his best to sound exasperated.ย
ย โThe point is, Iโll learn how to adapt for the next week or so. I promise, itโs not all that terrible!โ Zuko doesnโt trust her uneasy, twitching eyes, but nods all the same.ย
ย โHold my hand, motherfucker!โ She beams under the attention of the villagers, most of them scoffing when she does her daily send off routine. When Zuko leaves for work, she is insistent on performing their cute couple duties to piss off old people (her other favorite pastime). โDid you remember to bring your water bottle today, stupid bitch?โย
ย โI think Iโd like this more if you asked nicely,โ he groused. He likes how small her hand fits in his, but he thinks heโll boil shoelaces and eat them before he would admit it.ย
ย Sheโs made one friend, at least. Ty Lee, a girl whose parents are trying to marry her off by the next summer. The older women side eyed her just the same, thinking her big ole titties were too big of a distraction among the eligible men in the village.ย
ย โIt came as a shock to us, we still think Zuko is a robot,โ Ty Lee admits over a bowl of beef stew. Katara nearly chokes at the spice level. โItโs too bad youโre marrying a lower ranked officer. I know this guy whoโs way up there! You could do so much better . I think his nameโs Chan!โย
ย โSo, Zukoโs basically a nobody here?โย
ย โPretty much,โ the girl states it like itโs a known fact. โHe doesnโt do much, to be honest. But heโs all the old ladiesโ favorites because heโs cute and moody . Fuck that, give me communication , you know what I mean?โ
ย Katara could already feel the cogs whirring to life in her brain. โThanks for letting me know, Ty Lee!โ Her chirpy tone has the girl smiling as well. Good, her acting skills havenโt gone rusty. โHow come when Zuko makes beef stew, itโs never spicy?โ She wipes her nose with a napkin Ty Lee had given her after noticing the impending waterfall of snot.ย
ย Ty Lee ponders it for a second. โSorry, babe. This is the most mild recipe you can make in the Fire Nation. I didnโt realize you couldn't handle it. Maybe heโs just remixing a classic?โย
ย Katara tries to hold back her smile. โYeah, maybe.โย
ย //
ย โBabies are broke,โ Katara glares at the child in her lap, who only curls in closer to her.ย ย
ย โOh my god.โ Zuko lets the little boy play with his hair when he wasnโt suffocating Kataraโs neck with his other arm.ย
ย โThey live in your head and your house rent free. And then they have the audacity to stare at you in their weak ass outfits,โ she points out. Theyโre both squeezed together on a sofa barely holding itself together, and forced to watch over the birthday boy.ย
ย โDonโt be mad. Itโs entirely your fault Chunghaโs kid laughed so hard it barfed on you.โย
ย Kataraโs exhausted laugh makes Zuko forget his tiredness all the same. โDonโt call the baby an โit!โโ
ย Zuko lets the kid bite on his finger, and grabs him from Kataraโs hands when he begins tugging on her dress straps. โI still canโt believe you taught Chunghaโs daughter to โnot be the bigger person, and punch a bitch!โ And Chungha still invited you to her sonโs party.โ
ย โTalk shit, get hit. Basic stuff.โ
ย He had to admit, coming home and immediately being dragged to a babyโs birthday celebration was not how he saw his night going. Especially after hours of grueling paperwork.ย
ย โHeโs two ,โ Zuko lets out an annoyed huff.ย ย
ย โAnd what about it, bitch?โ Katara growls. She has her hair in a complicated updo, complete with the Fire Nation hair ties he recently picked up for her.ย
ย He tries to hide the fact he enjoys this far too much. Domestic things. Things like coming home from work to banter with her. Cooking for Katara while sheโs busy socializing with the older wives. He heard from Mako that Katara spends most of her day with the married women. Her plan was to try to move him up the ranks of the military ladder by getting to the lieutenantโs wives first.ย
ย When sheโs home and finished washing up, she takes his dress shirts as though they were herโs and wears them to bed. After sheโs passed out on the sleeping mat in the living room, he makes it a habit to carry her to the mattress in his room.ย
ย โMy bad back likes the hard floor,โ he would insist when she would protest.ย
ย He thinks heโs a goner when she even starts trying to make Fire Nation snacks for his lunches. He packs them himself, but somehow misses the minute containers that make their way into his pail. Even if the container somehow always breaks because she forgets to close it properly and he ends the day smelling like fish sauce, he likes it.ย
ย He knows he must be fucking crazy, pretending this was all real. Maybe he was delusional and reading too much into her actions. Maybe he was a fucking idiot. But for a moment, it was easy to pretend heโs a few months away from marrying a pretty girl. A pretty girl busy spending the night playing around with babies they could one day have together.ย
ย He shakes the thought from his head, physically moving his head to make it permeate even deeper. She was going to be back home, safe and sound soon. It was better not to get attached.ย
ย She makes it so fucking hard, though. Especially when sheโs wiping away at the creases in his brow before bed. Or asking him through the closed bedroom door to tell her itโs going to be ok, to talk to her until she falls asleep because she likes the sound of his voice.
ย //
ย Sheโs a stone cold bitch. A bitch that could fight with her Swarovski crystal acrylics, and come out virtually unscathed. Someone needs to explain to her exactly why she was crying like a James Charles fake apology video for being a racist at the sight of Chunghaโs kid bouncing about, flinging his boogers in her face.
ย โMaybe if I pray to Azulon hard enough, you guys could have your own little bundle of joy soon!โ Chungha exclaims, holding the baby as tight as she could.
ย After all, when you almost lose a kid, every moment youโre blessed with their breath never feels like enough. You never want to spend another moment away from them. Itโs a miracle his fever broke in time for his birthday. Their family couldnโt afford to go to the doctor, with hospitals being a four hour bike ride away.ย
ย โYeah, sure.โ Katara barely could hear her over Yoonjnโs gleeful squeals.ย
ย โIโll tell Bomi to pray for you guys, too. After what Azulon did for her little Sana, youโll be pregnant in no time!โย
ย Katara just squeezes at the babyโs chubby cheek.ย
ย //
ย โYouโre going to kill yourself.โ Katara flinches at Zukoโs voice piercing through the quiet night. Heโs leaning up against the wall, and emerges from the shadows because heโs dramatic and needed the added effect. She doesnโt miss the way he limps while clutching his side.ย
ย โShut up .โ She throws her straw hat at the ground, and flings herself across the sleeping mat, face down. โIโve had a long night.โย
ย He wants to be angry with her. He wants to scream at her. He was livid .ย
ย โWhat if you got caught, huh? You couldโve been executed .โ Zuko knew it wasnโt a coincidence. That the rumors of a spirit going around healing people in the village coincided with someoneโs sudden appearance. He thinks the sight of Katara effortlessly waterbending is permanently etched into his memory. The way her face was blissed out, the element easily submitting to her every will.ย
ย Katara knows heโs just worried for her. She knows the occasional rustle of the branches was more than a breeze. But, all she sees is red. โSounds rich, coming from you ! Whatโs your name again? Sorry, my bad. I didnโt know โThe Blue Spiritโ was a silent vowel in the name โZuko!โโ
ย He waits a beat, before turning to face her. She has his mask in hand, an angry glare screwing her features.ย
ย โHow did youโwho didโ?โ His brain was apparently as smooth as Howie Mandelโs head when he needed its help the most. At least he knows where his mask went.ย
ย โMy mind is as strong as the Twitter men trying to get Doja Cat to show us her titties.โ She rolls her eyes when she sees Zuko pondering. โYou leave your Dao swords on display in the living room, and the mask is underneath your bed. I donโt know, let me ask the audience.โย
ย โOh.โย
ย Katara flicks his forehead.
ย โAt least Iโm not walking around with some face paint thinking Iโm helping these people!โย
ย She scoffs. โBut I am! Theyโre too sick to afford medication. To even go to the hospital. If they make it, no one wants to help them! Youโre telling me I have to just watch them die!โย
ย Zuko sighs. โYouโre giving them hope !โย
ย โIn this dumpster fire of a place, yeah! I fucking am! Whatโs wrong with that? Tell me!โ She challenges. She comes up nose to nose with Zuko, eyes darting and impatiently waiting for an answer.ย
ย โWhat are these people going to do when youโre gone?โ What am I going to do when youโre gone? โThey think the Painted Lady is real !โย
ย โLet them!โ She huffs. โWhat about you, huh? Going around stealing from the rich to bring back to the villagers? You think youโre any better? Youโre going to get killed!โย
ย Zuko scoffs. โYouโre missing the point. The difference between you and me? Iโm perfectly fine with dying.โย
ย Katara grabs his face in between her hands, anger vanishing. โZuko, donโt say that.โย
ย โWhy the fuck not? Maybe I want to fucking die!โ He shouts, ripping his head out of her grasp. โMaybe Iโm hoping to get caught!โ
ย โ...Why?โ Katara croaks.ย ย
ย โ You donโt get it !โ He screams. Time seemed to stop when tears fell from Zukoโs eyes. Even when heโs angry, heโs never been this loud with Katara before. He wants to take it all back, stop himself.
ย Sheโs at a loss for words. โZuko, Iโโ
ย โThis place is a fucking dead end.ย No oneโs going to save us. The Fire Nation doesnโt care about us. The Fire Nation could give less of a fuck. You canโt let people think thereโs hope when itโs all a fucking lie !โ He laughs, the bitter sound foreign to her. โYou know, itโs normal to pray for an early death here. You pray that itโs painless. Itโs easier to die than live every day trapped in this reality.โย
ย He loses his grip on the countertop he was leaning on for support. Katara moves to catch him before he falls, and lays him as gently as possible on top of the mat. She makes quick work to heal the gash at his side. A result of following her during her rounds, and fighting off any robbers trying their luck in the night.ย
ย โI thought you were the Kris Jenner of the Southern Water Tribe?โ He squeezes out, trying to get her to laugh. Sheโs touched he remembered her Kardashian-Jenner clan rants. (Heโs been Team Stormi since day one.) Then again, he seems to remember every little detail about her. โA businesswoman, right? Didnโt know you were a master waterbender on top of all of that.โย
ย She snorts, and wipes away her own tears before he could open his eyes again. โI was a paramedic. I wanted to run a clinic at one point.โ Zuko winces at the intensity of the water cooling his wound. โGrowing up, I hated the business world. It was all backstabbing and boring bitches. But sometimes, itโs easier.โ Sheโs silent for a while, focused only on the healing process.ย
ย โIโI couldnโt save a lot of people,โ her voice drops down to a barely audible whisper, and her brows furrow.ย
ย Theyโre shoulder to shoulder on the mat after she wraps up his cut. Theyโre staring up at the cracks of his ceiling.ย
ย โDo you ever miss it?โ Zuko rasps.ย
ย โBending?โย
ย โYeah.โย
ย โSometimes.โ She lets silence fill the air for a moment. โ Itโs second nature to me. Fuck, I was bending before I could even talk. Is it bad that I gave up on it? Is it bad it makes me sick to my stomach?โย
ย Something she loved, she couldnโt stand to do again.ย
ย She couldnโt save her mom. She couldnโt save her niece. What was the point anymore?ย
ย He wraps his hand around hers.ย
ย //
ย โWhat do you think we would have been like, in another life?โ Zuko groans, laying down beside Katara. Sheโs sprawled out, still taking in heavy breaths after breaking into an intense run. His side still aches. He thinks his arm is broken from fighting off the soldiers while carrying the dozens of survivors.ย
ย The captain in a nearby village was sentenced to a public execution later in the week. He wanted to go out on his own terms and take his village with him, too. Trying to sacrifice people to the Gods above for forgiveness, he set the place ablaze.ย
ย Itโs too bad The Painted Lady got wind of it first.ย
ย โHm?โ Katara hums, healing a cut on her face. โIโd like to think Katara in another life got to be normal. Like just owning a Chevy and living life without ever having to acknowledge Timothee Chalamatโs existence type of normal. Sheโs happy. She doesnโt develop an addiction to Prozac. She probably has a small white dog named Mochi that can fit into a knock-off Fendi purse.โย
ย โReally? No butt-warming toilets in her life?โย
ย โNah. She could be the Mayor of Boo Boo the Foolville without any consequences.โ She canโt recall a time when sheโs felt so free. When her words flow out without carefully being measured. The stars feel like daylight. The expanses of the villageโs nearby river tugging at her heart strings. โShe could bend without constantly thinking of what couldโve been.โย
ย โZuko in another life wouldโve been a piano player.โ It still stings. Thinking about the future that couldโve been.ย
ย โNot a full time Blue Spirit?โ She teases.ย
ย โFull time Blue Spirit doesnโt pay the bills, surprisingly.โย
ย He turns his head and sees her nose crinkle. Heโs sure it should be illegal for someone to be this beautiful.ย
ย โThis kid I healed, he made his own Blue Spirit costume. Heโs been wearing it every day, and treated it like itโs this seasonโs Versace,โ Katara murmurs. He laughs, loud and unbridled.ย
ย โYeah? I saw a bunch of little girls with their Painted Lady dolls.โ They were holding onto them until their knuckles turned white, even with Zuko dangling them from his shoulders.
ย ย Kataraโs heart swells. โI think Iโm going to cry.โ
ย ย Zuko nudges her shoulder with his when he hears her mock-sniffles.ย
ย โDid you know I told this guy โitโs time to evacuate!โ while he was mid-masturbation.โย
ย Kataraโs stomach is starting to hurt with how hard sheโs squealing. โYouโre lying ! Please, say sike!โ
ย Zuko throws his hands up. โI couldnโt make this up even if I tried. He was all like, โYou mean time to ejaculate!โโ Zuko finishes the story in a dude-bro voice.ย
ย At this point, Katara was shaking uncontrollably, and itโs infectious. He canโt help laughing, too.ย
ย A beat of silence passes between the duo, too distracted by the night sky.ย
ย Zuko rubs a hand over his face, determined to stay awake to see her fall asleep.ย
ย โWhat would Zuko and Katara have been in another life?โ Katara whispers wistfully.ย
ย He glances over to her, eyes heavy. โI think being us would have been easier, in another life.โ Her light snores fill the air. โAt least then, I could be by your side.โย
ย He nudges her head until it fits securely in the crook of his shoulder.ย
ย //
ย โSit there and look pretty!โย
ย โNo!โย
ย โAll Iโm asking you to do is sit and blink!โ Katara had run into a kid with a smuggled polaroid camera trying to snap photos of her. In return for not slicing open his urethra with a dull butter knife, she was trying to force him to take photos of Zuko. After all, she wanted a memento of her time with him.ย
ย The teen was nervously glanced between the two, the camera shaking in his grasp.ย
ย โI think Iโm going to go find my momโฆโย
ย โPussy bitch!โ Katara screams at the running boy.ย
ย โOld ass hoe!โ He yelps back.ย
ย Zuko knew it was a mistake taking Katara to the night market. As a celebration of the Mid-Autumn Festival, curfews were relaxed. The marketplace opened up to sell street food into the night. Thereโs singing, dancing, laughing, drinking. A night to forget, a night meant for happiness.ย
ย He thinks itโs ridiculous. The way she doesnโt notice the way guys look at her. Heโs spent the better part of the night standing in front of her if any man was brave enough to glance in her general direction. At night, she was in her element, her smile was a blinding thing that made his heart race. She doesnโt pay any mind to anyone staring, to anyone trying to get her attention. Sheโs just taking in the little moments around her, eyes so bright and stares so wide. Like sheโs afraid to miss a single detail with just a blink.ย
ย โYour breath smells like stupid bitch,โ Katara points out after what had to be his 20th grunt of the night. Sheโs sure he๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝs holding her close to make sure they still played a newly engaged couple. She relishes in the attention all the same.ย ย
ย โSorry.โ He sulks like a child, and it makes Katara want to hug him.ย
ย She pecks his cheek and he freezes. โLook! He bought his girlfriend that potato on a stick thing!โย
ย Zuko rushes off without any hesitation.ย
ย He picks the fire flakes off the potato slices before handing it to her. She practically inhales the snack, and he frets. He thinks sheโs about to stab herself with the skewer. โOh look!โ She points to another couple, while pouting. โHe won her a stuffed dragon.โย
ย Zuko couldnโt stand to see her upset, even for a second.ย
ย When sheโs hugging the plushie close to her, Zuko throws his arm around her. She stops in her tracks. โOh my god! Is that ice creamโโ He runs to find the vendor without even thinking.ย
ย โNumber 43!โ The vendor yelps. Zuko instantly recognizes the greasy teenager picking up the order in front of him.
ย โGive me the photos you took of my fiancรฉ,โ he says, panting. He practically ran at lightning speed to catch up to the kid, who intentionally rushed off after feeling Zuko glaring him down from a distance. The boy feels his bladder shaking.
ย โButโbut you didnโt want a photo! Youโโ Zukoโs best menacing scowl had the kid scrambling through his pockets. โShe could do better, you know!โ He petulantly points out, before throwing the photo in the air and taking off.ย
ย Zuko lets himself smile after tucking Kataraโs picture safely into his wallet. He knew he told himself he wouldnโt get attached. Not his fault sheโs cast him under her spell.ย
ย //
ย Heโs pouting. Sheโs struggling not to laugh in his face.ย
ย โThis is mine, now.โ He indignantly rips the toy of her hold, squishing it to his chest instead.ย
ย โWhy?โ she questions.ย
ย โIf you want one so bad, ask Chan to win you one.โ She straight up guffaws in his face. Zuko had caught Chan hugging her out of excitement. Ty Lee finally agreed to a date with him, all thanks to Katara meddling.ย
ย โI canโt believe youโd cheat on me!โ Zuko scowls. Heโs more cute than terrifying, and Katara just rolls her eyes. โI thought I was the only one you call โbabe!โโ He tries protesting.ย
ย Katara snorts. โThat was short for โbeyblade.โ Let it rip, motherfucker!โย
ย โAm I not a good husband-to-be? Is that what it is? Do you feel neglected, babe ?โ Heโs just fucking with her at this point, his childish pout threatening to bleed into a full blown laugh. Heโs biking them back home, with Katara seated at the front on only a towel. She misses her Tesla.ย
ย โFor starters, your toes look like gorilla knuckles. They look like they could wrap completely around a baseball.โย
โHey!โย
ย โBe honest. Has anyone ever sucked your toes until you creamed yourself?โ Kataraโs favorite pastime is making Zuko blush.ย
ย She turns back to him to see his reddening face. โOh my god! Look at how cute you are! I think my stomach has the butterflies!โ Zuko just grows positively crimson at her mocking tone. Heโll blame the warming weather, though.ย
ย โKill them. I wonโt treat you right,โ Zuko murmurs. Katara just swats at his head. โDidnโt I shoot at you? Love yourself, Katara.โย
ย Once they reach his house, she jumps off the bicycle, and grabs Zuko by the shoulders. โHey.โย
ย โWhat?โ He canโt help being mesmerized by her eyes.ย
ย โI think Iโll miss you,โ Katara breathes.ย
ย โYou have to leave first for you to miss me.โ Zuko wraps her up in a tight hug.ย
ย He feels selfish when he wishes moments with Katara could last a lifetime.ย
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Look, I was gonna go easy on you not to hurt your feelings
But I'm only going to get this one chance (Six minutes, six minutes)
Something's wrong, I can feel it (Six minutes)
Just a feeling I've got (Six minutes, Slim Shady, you're on)
Like something's about to happen, but I don't know what
If that means what I think it means, we're in trouble, big trouble
And if he is as bananas as you say, I'm not taking any chances
You are just what the doc ordered
I'm beginnin' to feel like a Rap God, Rap God
All my people from the front to the back nod, back nod
Now, who thinks their arms are long enough to slap box, slap box?
They said I rap like a robot, so call me rap-bot
But for me to rap like a computer must be in my genes
I got a laptop in my back pocket
My pen'll go off when I half-cock it
Got a fat knot from that rap profit
Made a livin' and a killin' off it
Ever since Bill Clinton was still in office
With Monica Lewinsky feeling on his, nutsack
I'm an MC still as honest
But as rude and as indecent as all hell
Syllables, skill-a-holic (Kill 'em all with)
This flippity dippity-hippity hip-hop
You don't really wanna get into a pissin' match
With this rappity brat, packin' a MAC in the back of the Ac'
Backpack rap crap, yap-yap, yackety-yack
And at the exact same time
I attempt these lyrical acrobat stunts while I'm practicing that
I'll still be able to break a motha-fuckin' table
Over the back of a couple of faggots and crack it in half
Only realized it was ironic
I was signed to Aftermath after the fact
How could I not blow?
All I do is drop F-bombs
Feel my wrath of attack
Rappers are having a rough time period, here's a maxi pad
It's actually disastrously bad for the wack
While I'm masterfully constructing this master piece as
Cause I'm beginnin' to feel like a Rap God, Rap God
All my people from the front to the back nod, back nod
Now, who thinks their arms are long enough to slap box, slap box?
Let me show you maintaining this shit ain't that hard, that hard
Everybody want the key and the secret to rap immortality like I have got
Well, to be truthful the blueprint's
Simply rage and youthful exuberance
Everybody loves to root for a nuisance
Hit the Earth like an asteroid
Did nothing but shoot for the moon since (Pew)
MC's get taken to school with this music
Cause I use it as a vehicle to "bus the rhyme"
Now I lead a new school full of students
Me? I'm a product of Rakim, Lakim Shabazz, 2Pac
N.W.A, Cube, hey, Doc, Ren, Yella, Eazy, thank you, they got Slim
Inspired enough to one day grow up
Blow up and be in a position
To meet Run-D.M.C
Induct them into the mothafuckin' Rock 'n
Roll Hall of Fame
Even though I'll walk in the church and burst in a ball of flames
Only Hall of Fame I'll be inducted in is the alcohol of fame
On the wall of (Shame)
You fags think it's all a game, 'til I walk a flock of flames
Off a plank and tell me what in the fuck are you thinking?
Little gay-lookin boy
So gay I can barely say it with a 'straight' face, lookin' boy
You're witnessing a mass-occur
Like you're watching a church gathering take place, looking boy
Oy vey, that boy's gay, that's all they say, looking boy
You get a thumbs up, pat on the back
And a "way to go" from your label every day, looking boy
Hey, looking boy, what you say, looking boy
I get a "hell yeah" from Dre, looking boy
I'ma work for everything I have, never ask nobody for shit
Get outta my face, looking boy
Basically, boy, you're never gonna be capable of keeping up
With the same pace, looking boy
Cause I'm beginnin' to feel like a Rap God, Rap God
All my people from the front to the back nod, back nod
The way I'm racing around the track, call me NASCAR, NASCAR
Dale Earnhardt of the trailer park, the White Trash God
Kneel before General Zod this planet's Krypton-no Asgard, Asgard
So you be Thor and I'll be Odin, you rodent, I'm omnipotent
Let off then I'm reloading immediately with these bombs I'm toting
And I should not be woken
I'm the walking dead
But I'm just a talking head, a zombie floating
But I got your mom deep throating
I'm out my Ramen Noodle
We have nothing in common, poodle
I'm a Doberman, pinch yourself in the arm and pay homage, pupil
It's me my honesty's brutal
But it's honestly futile if I don't utilize what I do though
For good at least once in a while
So I wanna make sure somewhere
In this chicken scratch I scribble and doodle
Enough rhymes to
Maybe try to help get some people through tough times
But I gotta keep a few punchlines
Just in case cause even you unsigned
Rappers are hungry looking at me like it's lunchtime
I know there was a time where once I, was king of the underground
But I still rap like I'm on my Pharoahe Monch grind
So I crunch rhymes, but sometimes when you combine
Appeal with the skin color of mine
You get too big and here they come trying to censor you like that one line
I said on "I'm Back" from the Mathers LP 1
When I tried to say: "I'll take seven kids from Columbine
Put 'em all in a line, add an AK-47, a revolver and a nine"
See if I get away with it now that I ain't as big as I was but I'm
Morphin' into an immortal
Coming through the portal
You're stuck in a time warp from 2004, though
And I don't know what the fuck that you rhyme for
You're pointless as Rapunzel with fuckin' cornrows
You write normal? Fuck being normal
And I just bought a new raygun from the future
Just to come and shoot ya, like when Fabolous made Ray J mad
'Cause Fab said he looked like a fag at Mayweather's pad
Singing to a man while they played piano
So Ray J went straight to the radio station
The very next day, "Hey Fab, I'ma kill you!"
Lyrics coming at you at supersonic speed (J.J. Fad)
Uh, summa-lumma, dooma-lumma, you assuming I'm a human
What I gotta do to get it through to you? I'm superhuman
Innovative and I'm made of rubber
So that anything you say is ricocheting off of me and it'll glue to you and
I'm devastating, more than ever demonstrating
How to give a mothafuckin' audience a feeling like it's levitating
Never fading, and I know the haters are forever waiting
For the day that they can say I fell off, they'll be celebrating
'Cause I know the way to get 'em motivated
I make elevating music, you make elevator music
"Oh, he's too mainstream"
Well, that's what they do when they get jealous, they confuse it
"It's not hip-hop, it's pop"
'Cause I found a hella way to fuse it
With rock, shock rap with Doc
Throw on "Lose Yourself" and make 'em lose it
"I don't know how to make songs like that
I don't know what words to use"
Let me know when it occurs to you
While I'm ripping any one of these verses that versus you
It's curtains, I'm inadvertently hurting you
How many verses I gotta murder to
Prove that if you were half as nice
Your songs you could sacrifice virgins too?
Ugh, school flunky, pill junkie
But look at the accolades, these skills brung me
Full of myself, but still hungry
I bully myself cause I make me do what I put my mind to
When I'm a million leagues above you
Ill when I speak in tongues
But it's still tongue-in-cheek, fuck you
I'm drunk so Satan take the fucking wheel
I'm asleep in the front seat
Bumping Heavy D and the Boyz
Still "Chunky but Funky"
But in my head there's something I can feel tugging and struggling
Angels fight with devils and here's what they want from me
They're asking me to eliminate some of the women hate
But if you take into consideration the bitter hatred I have
Then you may be a little patient and more sympathetic
To the situation and understand the discrimination
But fuck it
Life's handing you lemons, make lemonade then
But if I can't batter the women
How the fuck am I supposed to bake them a cake then?
Don't mistake him for Satan
It's a fatal mistake
If you think I need to be overseas and take a vacation
To trip abroad
And make her fall on her face and don't be a retard
Be a king? Think not
Why be a king when you can be a God?
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Lancey-Lance, THE TRUTH! (High Quality Meta)
Hello and welcome to my 100% canon and indisputable post on how Lance is a literal supernatural being. Is he a werewolf? Is he a vampire? Quite surely he is an alien?
No, our Loverboy Lance is obviously Cupid. And this Cupid wants Shiro and Pidge to get together.
We are introduced to Lance at the beginning of the first episode (after the simulation scene) where he is in the process of sneaking out into town. His mission: Grab Pidge, Loosen Up, Meet Some Nice Girls.ย
ย At this point in the series Pidge hasn't revealed her true identity to either him or Hunk yet, so it's implied he wants Pidge to meet a girl there and have some fun. However, in the flashback Pidge has of first meeting the both of them
she clearly says "I don't have time to mess around with you guys" and blows them off. Even so, Lance tries very hard to be around her. When she sneaks out on her own Lance has the option to ditch, just leave with hunk. But instead he follows her.
And there they see a sight to behold
It's Shiro! His Hero!
Funny how we only see Lance and Pidge's heads off to the side. Anyway, stuff happens, they kidnap unconscious Shiro, but they need to get away fast! And who does Lance hand the Big Heavy Unconscious Guy to?
The smallest one, probably physically weakest one.
After all the boring "The Lion has chosen you as the new paladins to defeat this oppressive alien race that's killing other planets" thing (that's the main point of the show?? I guess???) Shiro and Pidge get to hang out and spend some Real Bonding Time with a romantic canoe ride
Along the way Pidge begins freaking out about the "destiny" thing but no worries baby boo Shiro honey's gotchu.
(Insert Rightest Thing To Possibly Say Here)
Oh yah while all this is happening Lance is shooting at some of those oppressive aliens
They got some bruises.
Jumping into the 2nd episode we see Lance's first shot he is sporting some new colors. Black and Green, an interesting combination wouldn't you say?
At the end when Hunk hugs both he and Keith, you can see him smile before going back to this questionable face. And what is he looking at?
(wipes tear from eyes/ cus dam that's beautiful) What I find interesting in the 3rd episode is when Voltron is sending off those other aliens who were prisoners, neither Shiro or Pidge are seen saying farewell. Instead it's Lance of all people?
Which leads us to...THE SUNSET SCENE!
(I feel blessed this very day) Here Shiro reveals he know's Pidge's secret identity and promises to keep it, for reasons he doesn't question! What a dude.
The 4th ep is a drama bomb, literally. Pidge gives the team a shock by announcing she's leaving. However just before she can, Lance realizes a robot lookalike of Rover has been planted in the castle as a bomb!
He jumps to protect Coran, seriously injuring himself in the process. Pidge offers her pod to help the team get a new battery for the castle so the infirmary can treat him again. Shiro stays with Lance, but gets attacked by Sendak and taken prisoner again. And it's Pidge to the rescue!
What I thought was super cool in this scene of episode 5 was when Pidge was grabbed by Sendak, Lance happened to wake up at that moment to shoot at him! Giving Shiro and Keith an opening to take him down
(Can You Feel~ The Love Tonight~)
With Lance watching over them in the background from "Mostly Dead but not Dead Dead" Pidge decides to stay with the group!
And for the most part, that's it for the first season. In the next season after everyone's back together they start repairing the ship in Episode 4. All 5 are there (why all?) and strangely LANCE is the one they let handle the very end. This....doesn't go very well.
Have no fear because Pidge is here!
What i find interesting here is when Pidge gushes about the alien tech that's at a level beyond earth lance says "it's not a sunset pidge" hmmmm where have we seen Pidge and a sunset before?
Anyway, because of Lance's try at fixing the ship they wasted time, enough time to be surrounded by a bunch of space spores! Cue Pidge's curiosity and Shiro's praising of her intelligence.
(I think Lance hit him here!)
Towards the end of this episode they get a boss fight with the Big Cube. None of their attacks work but Lance chooses to shoot a freeze ray (which backfires)
And immediately after this Pidge gets electrocuted
Shiro is the first to call out to her! He tries to go after her but the cubes won't let him. Here she has to bond with her lion again to unlock hidden powers. She can hear the sounds of the battle above and her teammate's voices. The loudest of all, Shiro. Calling for help, saying they need her.
And she's back! Saving the day!
We don't get much more until Episode 10 because of Keith's Galra arc. Here the pair are in a group with Lance (of course) who dubbs himself "an excellent shot" and it's "his thing" . You know who else was famous for being an excellent shot? CUPID!
But just as they're reeling in Pidge's wire pulls off the cover of the ship she was attached to! Sending her flying back and Shiro rushing to catch her.
(I'll Never Let Go Kat!)
Throughout this episode Lance has been trying to make this nickname he gave himself stick. The sharpshooter. Yet another odd parallel to have with Cupid. Because of this he takes a nearly impossible shot at the end of the ep to save the alien they need to help with their plan to defeat Zarkon. And he succeeds!
And because he did Shiro and Pidge get to discuss the new information Pidge has on her missing brother. Shiro assures her that "they'll find him" and gives him The Look
Which is rudely interrupted by this dude Slav. But he knows, he knows.
Sadly third season didn't have a lot of content of Shiro's relationships to anyone else with the exception of Keith due to Article 5 Section 19 of the Bromance Code of Arms, "Only one bro can care if another bro goes missing to prevent a major influx of feelings shared among all the bros". BUT I did notice this in episode 4 when they travel to an alternate universe where this code may not exist!
In this scene, everyone is surprised when suddenly two figures pop out from the vents. Lance is the first to react, shooting at them. And one of them fires back!
As he goes for Lance, Pidge takes this opportunity to shoot at his helmet, unmasking him! And who does he turn out to be?
An alternate version of Shiro.
That's all I have for screencaps! Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk! As I've said before this is 100% canon, can not be disputed, if you try you're a liar. Also I'm on the internet and the internet is always right.
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B/L 11
Warning: Violence.
โSteve what are you doing?โ Linda said after following Steve into the weapons room.
โLinda, donโt fucken sneak up on me.โ Steve said holding his chest.ย
โLanguage. 21st century catching up on you already.โ Linda said with a smirk on her face opening the cases Steve was just standing in front of.ย ย
โOh shut up Linda, I am trying to find out what Fury is hiding. Stark is right, why didnโt he call us in sooner. Why now?โย
โSteveโฆ I think you figured out why.โ Linda said looking at the hydra symbol.
โOf course.โ Steve said grabbing one of the weapons and walks out pissed off.ย
โSo What is PHASE 2?โ They heard Tony asked when they reached the lab.ย
โPHASE 2 is SHIELD uses the cube to make weapons.โ Steve said dropping the Hydra assault rifle on the table, โSorry, the computer was moving a little slow.โย
โRogers, we gathered everything related to the Tesseract. This does not mean that we'reโฆโ Fury tried to explained.
โI'm sorry, Nick.โ Tony said turning the screen over showing the weapons they plan on using the tesseract to make. โWhat were you lying?โ
โI was wrong, director. The world hasn't changed a bit.โ Steve said looking at Fury pissed.ย ย
At that moment, Thor and Natasha walk into the lab. Natasha keeps her eyes right on Banner. Banner looks at her, pissed.ย
โDid you know about this?โ Banner said toward her.ย
โYou wanna think about removing yourself from this environment, doctor?โ Natasha asked making him scoff.ย
โI was in Calcutta, I was pretty well removed.โย
โLoki's manipulating you.โ She said getting closer to bannerย
โAnd you've been doing what exactly?โย
โYou didn't come here because I batted my eyelashes at you.โ
โYes, and I'm not leaving because suddenly you get a little twitchy. I'd like to know why SHIELD is using the Tesseract to build weapons of mass destruction.โ Banner asked turning the screen pointing at it.ย
โBecause of him.โ Fury said pointing to Thorย
โMe?โ Thor asked stunnedย
โLast year earth had a visitor from another planet who had a grudge match that leveled a small town. We learned that not only are we not alone, but we are hopelessly, hilariously, outgunned.โ Fury explained looking at us.ย
โMy people want nothing but peace with your planet.โย
โSaid the son of the man who banished me to this world.โ Linda said quietly rolling her eyes.
โLuna, what my father did...โย
โIts LINDA!! One more time and I will turn you into Mead.โ Linda/Luna growled flashing her eyes at him causing Steve to hold her shoulder calming her down.ย ย
โBut you're not the only people out there, are you? And, you're not the only threat. The world's filling up with people who can't be matched, they can't be controlled.โย
โLike you controlled the cube?โ Steve askedย
โYou're work with the Tesseract is what drew Loki to it, and his allies. It is the signal to all the realms that the earth is ready for a higher form of war.โ Thor saidย
โA higher form?โ Steved askedย
โYou forced our hand. We had to come up with something.โ Fury explained.
โNuclear deterrent. `Cause that always calms everything right down.โ Tony saidย
โRemind me again how you made your fortune, Stark?โ
โI'm sure if he still made Wait! Wait! Hold on! How is weapons, Stark would be neck this now about me? deep... I'm sorry, isn't THOR everything? I thought humans were more evolved than this.โ Steve and Tony went back to back then Thor and Fury.
โExcuse me, did WE come to YOUR planet and blow stuff up?โ Fury asked Thorย
โDid you always give your champions such mistrust?โ
โAre you all really that naive? S.H.I.E.L.D monitors potential threat potential threats? watch list?โย
โI swear to God, Stark, one You're on that list? Are you more crack... above or below angry bees? Threatening! I feel threatened!โย ย
โYou speak of control, yet you court chaos.โ Thor saidย
โIt's his M.O., isn't it? I mean, what are we, a team? No, no, no. We're a chemical mixture that makes chaos. We're... we're a time-bomb.โ Banner saidย
โYou need to step away.โ Fury said to Banner.
โWhy shouldn't the guy let off a little steam?โ Tony said putting his arm on Steve.ย
โYou know damn well why! Back off!โ Steve answered pushing his arm offย
โOh, I'm starting to want you to make me.โ Tony said getting into Steve face making Linda pissed.ย
โBig man in a suit of armor. Take that off, what are you?โย
โGenius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist.โ Tony answered making Linda scoff.ย
โGod heโs more arrogant than his father.โ Linda said shaking her head making Natasha smirk.
โI know guys with none of that worth ten of you. Yeah, I've seen the footage.ย The only thing you really fight for is yourself. You're not the guy to make the sacrifice play, to lay down on a wire and let the other guy crawl over you.โ Steve saidย
โI think I would just cut the wire.โ Tony said making them smirk.ย
โAlways a way out... You know, you may not be a threat, but you better stop pretending to be a hero.โ Steve said smuglyย ย
โA hero? Like you? You're a lab rat, Rogers. Everything special about you came out of a bottle!โย
โPut on the suit, let's go a few rounds.โ Steve said looking at Tony.ย
โTony. Steve. Thatโs enough.โ Linda said getting pissed.ย
โOh donโt let me get started on you sweetcakes. I read and heard all about your ability but yet you choose not to use it claiming youโre too unstable.โ Tony said turning to look at Linda.ย
โOh Tony, you donโt want to start with me.โ Linda/Luna said, her eyes turning black.ย
โLinda, calm down.โ Steve warned.ย
โYeah and if I do what are you going to do? All you need right now is a good time, maybe you and Cap can do us a favor and get it each other off and save us somโฆโฆโ Tony never finished as Linda put her finger on his lips muting him. Tony tried to talk more but nothing comes out, he start to grab his throat confused making Linda smirk.
โOh what is that, I canโt hear you.โ Linda said putting her hand to her ears making Thor laugh remember all the tricks she used to play before she slaps Tony head again walking away from him.ย
โThat was so uncalled for.โ Tony said with his voice back.
โWorked on your father.โ Linda said giving him a middle finger.ย
โYeah, this is a teamโ Banner saidย
โAgent Romanoff, would you escortย Dr.Banner back to hisโฆโ Fury saidย
โWhere? You rented my room.โย
โ The cell was just in caseโฆโย
โIn case you needed to kill me, but you can't! I know! I tried!โ Banner started making everyone look at him. โI got low. I didn't see an end, so I put a bullet in my mouth and the other guy spit it out! So I moved on. Iย focused on helping other people. I was good, until you dragged me back into this freak show and put everyone at risk! You wanna know my secret, Agent Romanoff? You wanna know how I stay calm?โ Banner said getting more angry before Romanoff and Fury hands went to their gunย
โDoctor Banner... put down the scepter.โ Steve said calmly, Banner looks down to his hand shocked to see he was indeed holding the Scepter. Not long before the computer beeped, causing everyone to look at the screen, Banner put down the Scepter and walked over to the computer. โSorry, kids. You don't get to see my little party trick after all.โย
โLocated the Tesseract?โ
โI can get there fastest.โ Tony saidย
โThe Tesseract belongs on Asgard, no human is a match for it.โ Thor said making Linda roll her eyes.
โYou're not going alone!โ Steve said stopping Tony.
โYou gonna stop me?โย
โPut on the suit, let's find out.โ Steve said as Tony walked up to his face.
โI'm not afraid to hit an old man.โย
โPut on the suit.โย
โOh, my God!โ Banner said looking at the screen realizing something before engine exploded on the carrier dropping Natasha, Banner and Linda down a level.
โPut on the suit!โ Steve said to Tony.ย
โYep!โย
โLinda are you okay?โ Steve asked over the com as she struggles to stand up with a pipe lodged into her side.ย
โYup I am okay.โ Linda said grunting pulling the pipe out as her body regenerates.ย ย
โThat doesnโt sound good.โ Steve said worried.
โFast healing remember Cap. Go I got this.โ Linda said staring at Natasha and Banner who was about to Hulk out.
โWeโre okay right?โ Natasha saidย โDoctor... Bruce, you gotta fight it. This is just what Loki wants. We're gonna be okay. Listen to me.โย
โAre you hurt?โ Two Shield soldiers arrives to check on them but Linda waves them away.ย
โWe're gonna be okay. Right? I swear on my life I will get you out of this, you will walk away, and neverโฆโย
โYour life?โBruce screamed with his voice morphing into a growled threat before falling off the platform.ย
โBruceโ Natasha plead when he looked her in the eyes before turning Hulk. Linda took this as an opportunity to help Natasha stuck leg out of the fallen pipe. They got off the platform looking at the Hulk, he turns and stares at them.ย
โRun.โ Linda said pulling Natasha up the stairs. Linda and her was bolting, jumping the pipes and each time they land seems like the Hulk was right under them. โUp we should go up.โย
When they seem to lose the Hulk he appeared out of nowhere roaring at them causing Natasha to shoot one of the pipes near him.ย
โI think you pissed him off.โ Linda said before they started to run in the opposite direction as him with him chasing after them destroying everything in his path. Linda was far ahead of Natasha when the Hulk caught up to her and smashed her to the wall. Linda turned back about to tackle the Hulk but Thor came out of nowhere smashing Hulk into the wall next to them into the next room .ย
โAgent Romanoff can you walk?โ Linda said running over to her.ย
โYeah I am fine.โ She said.ย
โOkay I am going to Cap.โ Linda said running off.ย
โYup, you go do that.โ She said trying to catch her breathe โStupid super soldiers.โย
On the way to engine threeย Linda hears Tony on the com calling Steve for the lever but Steve sounds like he was struggling along with gunshots. She ran faster to the door seeing an agent shooting upward before turning to her and she does a roundabout kick knocking him out on the floor, just in time for Tony to say help as Steve pulls the lever sitting down catching his breath.ย
โCan your timing be anymore perfect?โ Steve said looking at Linda stand with one arm on her hips.ย
โTill the end of the line pal.โ She said with a smirk on her face.ย
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Spider sleuth and the case of a missing MJ part 2
FANFIC: PETER X MICHELLE
Alright guys, there will have to be a part 3. The story gets a little cheesy and angsty over here. Fair warning.
Special shoutout to: @tomhollandisdaddy2003 ย ! You have motivated me to write the next part of this story! Thank you! :*
Quick recap of part 1: Spidey falls out of a tree right in front of Michelle's front door. For more part 1 read:ย https://justanotherfangirlpassingthrough.tumblr.com/post/163860253638/spider-sleuth-and-the-case-of-a-missing-mj
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PART 2:
Peter hadn't planned on starting a conversation with MJ! He had to say something now, though. It would be super awkward otherwise.
"H-hey, Mich- uhm, miss! How are you doing on a fine day like this! " Peter tried and failed, to make his voice sound as deep as possible.
This was going to end well.
"Hey spider dude." Said Michelle. She'd lost her composure for only about a second. Now she was leaning coolly against the doorframe.
"It's spiderman!" Peter corrected.
"Yeah, whatever, I don't care."
She was eyeing him with those striking eyes of hers, looking as bored and uninterested as ever. She still had unmistakable marks of bruising on her cheek. She also had crazy dark circles, making her look like she hadn't slept for weeks.
He slowly let go of the web string and landed lightly on to the ground. God, how he hoped that he looked cooler than he felt.
"So are you here looking for a bad guy in my frontyard? Because if you are, there's this really nasty racoon that's been terrorising my cat for the past week. It might be worth looking into as well."
"Uh ma'am, I was just passing through! But you can count on your friendly neighborhood spiderman to get rid of the racoon menace for you!" Peter did a sort of salute and started to turn around, desperate for an escape.
"Yo, hold up just a second, spider thing! "
"It's spiderman" Peter groaned under his breath as he turned back around to face her.
She rummaged through her hoodie pocket, took out a Rubik's cube and started fidgeting with it with quick flicks of her fingers. Not even looking up from the cube, she said, " I was just wondering about what you were doing in DC that day. The day the Washington monument blew up." She looked up at him with a slight smile.
Ok, this was getting bad. He had to leave NOW. But something kept him rooted to the ground.
"Uh, it was a lucky coincidence, really!" He said, sort of lamely.
" Uh-uh" she said, continuing to flick her Rubik's cube around. " A local New York vigilante, spotted almost everyday on the streets of Queens, decides to visit Washington on the very day the monument blows up?"
Damn, this girl ain't easy to convince!
" Well, to tell you the truth, It was a tip off that led me to the bomb. There were a lot of things going on at the time... " Peter improvised. He tried to run his hand through his hair but then realized he had the mask on and awkwardly lowered it.
"Sure, sure..." She was concentrating on the cube now. "You know, there's this loser named peter parker in my decathlon team. He says he knows you. He was supposed to be at the Washington monument with us that day, but he wasn't. Do you know where he disappears off to? " She tossed the Rubik's cube upwards and caught it. It was fully solved.
Holy mother of spiders.
" I know Peter , he's a good kid! But I cannot stay here and answer your questions all day, ma'am. I have a city to watch over! So see you around! "
"Alright, spider dude! "
"Just don't get into any trouble" he said, gesturing at his cheek.
She raised her middle finger at him. "Fuck off, spiderman!"
"Now she gets my name right." He muttered, as he turned around and swung away.
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"So you were stalking her."
" Don't call it that, Ned!" Peter groaned. He was lying on his bed with his face buried in his pillow while Ned sat at the table, trying to finish an essay which was due the next day.
" What else would you call following someone to their house without their permission?"
Peter sat up. " look, I'm sure Michelle probably just ran into someone's extended fist and got bruised. But if there was even the slightest chance that she was in some sort of trouble, and I was sitting right there not doing anything, I'd feel terrible. I mean, what's the point of being a superhero if you can't even look out for your friends!"
" I get your point. We are probably the closest things to 'friends' that she has."
"Exactly! And she was right there and I couldn't help myself. " Peter sighed. " Anyway, I didn't really have to worry. I just got owned by her."
" Yup. She wiped the floor with you." Said Ned, nodding.
Peter threw the pillow at him. " MJ suspects that I'm spiderman. This is the last thing I needed right now."
" Well, you can worry about that later. You have three essays to finish by tomorrow."
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MJ was a no show to school the next day too. Peter was returning home after running a couple of errands for May that evening. As he reached the seventh floor, he heard voices issuing from outside old Mrs Anna's house from across the hallway. Mrs Anna was this lovely old lady who always offered sweet treats to Peter when he was little.
"Now don't get too stressed out, Michelle dear." She was saying. " You and your sister need plenty of sleep. Make sure you get it, won't you? "
" don't worry about it, aunt Anna!" It was MJ's voice. Peter instinctively hid around a corner in the hallway, listening. He didn't want to have any awkward encounters. Not two days in a row.
"Ohh, I won't. Take care now, both of you! And give Madeline my best!"
" We will aunt Anna!" Came a second girl's voice. The sister?
There were footsteps coming his way as the two girls approached the lift. They passed Peter in his hiding place and as they did, he could make out MJ's face. She had a swollen lip today and more bruises. Peter stifled a gasp. Who did this to her!?
Face timing Ned later that day, Peter told him about everything he'd seen and heard.
"Do you think she's being bullied? " Peter asked apprehensively.
"Naah, she's too intimidating for that. She'd be the bully!"
"I wouldn't be so sure about that. Bullies come in all shapes and sizes. If there's anything being spiderman has taught me, it's that. "
Peter scratched his chin thoughfully. " I could ask Mrs Anna about it. She has always been nice to me."
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Unable to shake the vision of the state of MJ's face last night from his brain, Peter decided to risk being called a nosy prat and pay Mrs Anna a visit.
Mrs Anna loved having guests. She was especially delighted to have Peter over. After being offered coffee and a bunch of other snacks and trying his best to engage in small talk, Peter finally managed to get to the point.
" So uh- Michelle Jones goes to my school, and I couldn't help but notice that you had her over yesterday!"
"Oh you know dear Michelle, do you? What a small world! Her mother Madeline was the only one I was close to in the family. Having her children over is such a joy, seeing how I don't have any of my own!" She chuckled fondly.
Peter went on tentatively. " She hasn't been coming to school much these days. I was just wondering if something's going on..."
Mrs Anna's face grew somber. " She has been through a lot, Michelle. But she's a strong girl. She always has been. Never had many friends. Kids her age always think of her as weird, that's what she'd tell me. She has grown used to being alone. " Mrs Anna took a sip of her coffee, frowning. " But everyone needs friends at some point, Peter. No matter how strong they are. And that's why it's so great to see that she has someone like you asking after her, it really is. But it's not my place to tell you what she is going through, you'll have to ask her that yourself." She finished, with a sad smile on her face.
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You do not always need a fancy suit or a mask to help people. Sometimes, all you've got to be is yourself. Peter figured that Michelle didn't need Spiderman's help, she needed Peter Parker's.
It was really chilly outside. Peter wore a jacket over his hoodie as he left the house that evening. He'd decided to go right up to MJ's front door and talk to her. Mrs Anna was right. No one can get through life without friends. He had Ned and that made life so much better. MJ shouldn't have to deal with whatever she was going through alone. She would have him if she needed him.
part 3:
https://justanotherfangirlpassingthrough.tumblr.com/post/164320973808/spider-sleuth-and-the-case-of-a-missing-mj-part
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Chihuahuas Vs. Pit Bulls (Written By Anon Ace)
The second most memorable thing about the day James met Hunter was that it was also the first time he had ever been punched in the face.
He was nine years old, and while walking to school, James spotted a bigger kid pushing around two smaller kids. His little brother and sister stopped to watch. James tried to get them going. He was going to be late- why his mother allowed them to walk on the first day, he didnโt know, but it was proving to be a mistake.
His sister, wide-eyed and staring, pointed at where a boy, who was hardly bigger than she was, struggled with a kid almost twice his size while a girl from Jamesโ class watched, crying.
โWhy?โ His sister asked.
James didnโt know. โBigger kids do that sometimes,โ He offered, and tugged on her hand. โC'mon, before itโs us.โ
โCanโt you help him?โ This from his brother, who thought that because James could monkey his way to steal chocolate from the top shelf in the kitchen, he could do anything.
The bigger kid now sat on the smaller boyโs chest, and started pushing his head into the concrete. The kidโs face was bleeding and his eyes were glazed, but he wasnโt crying. His little arms were still swinging up at the bigger kid, hands curled into small fists that pounded at the bullyโs chest.
The last thing James wanted was to get involved. Heโd fallen down on the sidewalk before, jumping out of his apartmentโs window because he thought he could fly. Heโd cracked a tooth and broke his wrist. It hurt. The last thing he wanted was to get beat up on purpose.
But he looked at his brother and sister, at their total faith in their big brotherโs abilities, and found himself thinking about what he would do if it was one of them.
Before he knew it, he was across the street and diving on top of the big bully with his eyes closed so he didnโt have to see his own beatdown coming. He lashed out blindly in the bullyโs general direction. He felt his own small knuckles come away bloody.
The bigger kid socked him right in the eye, threw him on the ground and gave him one good kick before he ran away, deciding- James thought- that five kids was more trouble than two.
The breath came back into Jamesโs body before the smaller kid recovered his, so he helped him up- squirming in discomfort when the kid leaned on him, red-faced and gasping.
โWhat were you doing?โ James asked him, when the kid finally let go of him to brace himself on the nearest wall.
โHe was trying to take Lizโs lunch,โ the kid gasped, clutching his skinny chest like his heart would burst if he let go. โI gave him mine, but he still wouldnโt leave her alone.โ
James looked at the kid, and couldnโt believe that someone would ever give away food without a beating first, let alone fight so hard for someone elseโs that he takes the beating anyway. He cast a look at the girl named Liz, who was holding her lunch like a bomb that might go off at any second. โYour brother?โ he asked.
She shook her head. โI never talked to him before.โ
James looked back at the kid. โSerious?โ
He nodded. His breathing was starting to calm, but his face was starting to go from red to bruised, and there was blood dripping from a cut on his head. James wiped at it with his sleeve.
โIโm James,โ he said.
โHunter,โ the kid answered.
When they got to school, James found out that Hunter was actually his own age, and they would be in the same class. He found that out when he got assigned to look after him when Hunter insisted he didnโt need to go home.
James guessed he got the job because-bruised and bloody and holding onto to each other so Hunter doesnโt fall over- they look like friends.
James gave him half of his own lunch.
II.
James poked his tongue out of the corner of his mouth as he positioned the container of ice over the plastic bag, concentrating hard so he didnโt miss the opening. He missed the opening twice, and he had to chase the cubes around the kitchen floor before managing to scoop them up in a towel. He held the mass to Hunterโs fat, bleeding lip.
โWhat happened this time?โ he asked. He didnโt know why he bothered. The answer was nearly always the same: Chuck Gardner picking on some girl. Thatโd been the answer since they were nine. James didnโt know if it was girls or Chuck that made Hunter forget every time that he was barely the size of an eleven-year-old even at fourteen. Or that the whole four times heโd won a fight with Chuck were all when James was there to step in and finish it.
Predictably, Hunter said, โChuck grabbed Chloe Millerโsโโ He couldnโt seem to find a word he was comfortable saying, so he mimed a breast instead, his face flushing with heat all the way to his neck.
James pressed the inside of his wrist against his forehead with a sigh.
โAnd it never makes a difference to you that heโs bigger than you?โ He asked. โYou know heโs bigger than you, right? He doesnโt, say, look smaller than he is with your glasses off?โ Hunterโs glasses were broken by Chuck in the first week of school that year, and another pair hadnโt managed to materialize.
โNo, I know heโs bigger,โ Hunter says. โThat doesnโt make it okay to walk on by.โ
And thatโs Hunter all over, James thinks, with exasperated fondness.
โDo you think you could maybe get me first before you jump in next time?โ James asked.
Hunter did his best to smile at him around the towel. Smiling mustโve hurt, though, because he winced. โYou were too far away,โ Hunter said.
James shook his head. โSo Iโm just going to have to watch you all the time. I see how it is.โ
โI donโt have to be watched all the time,โ Hunter said, frowning. Somewhere up there with Hunterโs notions of chivalry was his sense of pride, irked by the idea of his best friend being his babysitter. Sometimes, James would prod him on this, tease Hunter until he actually got mad. He learned that all that accomplished was making Hunter avoid him for a few days, resulting in more fights without any help.
He made a joke of it instead. โNo, just any time Chuckโs on the same block as a girl.โ
Hunter smiled again, paying no mind to how much it hurt. โMaybe someone should be watching him.โ
James laughed. โMaybe.โ
(Chuck got cancer and moved to a bigger town a year later. Jamesโs mother slapped him for saying heโs thankful, and then God got his licks in, too: new big blockheads sprung up jockeying for position of Bully-In-Chief.)
III.
James hit Hunter once, and only once, in the entire course of their friendship.
On a day so hot, it felt like you could bake cookies on the pavement, Hunter got into another brawl for the honor of a girl he barely knew, a girl he only barely talked to afterwards because for reasons beyond Jamesโs understanding. Hunter didnโt seem to actually be in it for the girls. He didnโt want their admiration of his bravery and honor, despite his obvious disadvantages. He wanted the bravery and honor itself. To be the kind of person who would do things to try and turn the tide in an unfair fight, just because somebody should. Maybe it was his way of dealing with the fact that he was small and non-athletic, of trying to find something in himself that was bold and strong. Maybe it was because he was particularly sensitive to the agonies of the persecuted. James never asked.
What he did know was that, after heโd managed to punch out three guys that Hunter stupidly took on at once, years of frustration get the better of him. He let fly his fist and gave Hunter a good one, knocking him down to the ground in one hit.
Hunter stared up at him, just as shocked to have received the blow as James was to have given it. James felt sick.
In a burst of pain and guilt and nausea and old anger all swelling to the surface, James let go of words heโd held back for years: โYouโre not some noble knight on a mission to defend fair Breaux Bridge from her enemies, Hunter. Youโre five feet six. Youโre a Chihuahua, man. Youโre frickinโ small, but you think youโre a Pit. Itโs gotta stop โcause I canโt keep beating up everyone for you.โ
โI know,โ Hunter said. โI know.โ
James stood still, seething. What more could he say? Youโre not a hero. I know. Case closed. Conversation over.
James reached down and helped Hunter to his feet for the millionth time in sixteen years. This time, he received a punch to the shoulder for his trouble. He was so surprised by it that he stumbled into the street. A car blared its horn at him as it swerved to avoid him. James leapt back onto the sidewalk, startled and shaken.
ย Hunter smirked. โYou know you deserved that, right?โ
The combined impact of the last twenty minutes hit James all at once, so that all he could do was go limp and laugh. โYeah,โ He said. โI know.โ
Hunter draped his arm around his shoulders and walked him down the street. James wondered what he was going to do with him.
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Katya and The Space Barbie (Trixya)- Squeaky
Number one reason not to buy a sex doll from a sketchy, space shopโ she might come to life.
(AN: really short, smutty one shot)
The galaxy is infinite, and Katyaโs horny.
Those two thoughts arenโt related, but they occur to her at the same time. The spaceship is lightly vibrating because Katyaโs running low on fuel; the vibrations arenโt helping her growing state of arousal. In fact, itโs getting harder and harder to think. The safety straps around her waist and chest are tight, and the reminder of how sheโs strapped down makes her squirm against the hard leather.
Katyaโs sure she took a left turn at the milky way before hitting accelerate. Orโฆdid she? The directions blur together, and her navigation system took a hit. How am I going to make it back to Mother Ship now? Ask?!
โUh, this is Captain Zamo from Sputnik reporting in to Headquarters. Iโm operating a craft without navigation. Do you copy? Over?โ
โYes, I copy. Are you lost, Captain Obvious? Over.โ
Katya internally groans at the sarcastic drawl of Alaskaโs voice. Great, if she wanted a tongue lashing, sheโd have dialed up her mother. Now, she needs to ask for Alaska Thunderโs help. God, there had never been any other girl at Ruโs Space Academy who gave her shit like Alaska.
โIโm not lost, โLasky, just notโฆspatially coordinated. Over.โ
โThatโs the definition of lost. Over.โ
โIโm lost when I say Iโm lost, which Iโm not. Lost that is. And arenโt we allย existentiallyย lost in the scale of this never ending universe splattered with stars and sperm? Over.โ
Silence.
Katya sighs and presses the voice command: โIโm lost.โ
โIโll see what I can do, Captain. Hmmmโฆ.says here youโre approaching Planet Booberella. Iโm sure youโve been there before? Over.โ
โNever,โ Katya lies and then flushes as she realizes she forgot to say โover.โ
Wow, way to be obvious, Katya.
โWell, Iโm sure thereโs a, uh, first time for everything. Pull over for fuel and directions. Over.โ
She types in the coordinates for Planet Booberella. Itโs infamous for wellโฆboobs and bombs. The women and men there are just as likely to blow you for a copper piece as they are to blow you to pieces for the wrong word.
Katya hesitates before pressing the intercom: โBets on if Iโll get fucked or sold into space slavery? Over.โ
โBet youโll meet an alien girl and fuck her over so bad sheโll sell herself. Conversation- OVER.โ
Katya bites her lip.
Is Alaska still mad about that whole date thing? Probably. Theyโd ditched the food and went straight back to her Cube for โdessert.โ Katya remembers how sheโd pushed Alaska onto her knees. God, Alaska looked so pretty, still in her spandex uniform, with her face buried between Katyaโs thighs. Theyโd fucked on the bed and couch and table. Alaska had come apart so easily under her fingertips. While Katya hasnโt been back to her Cube in months, she bet that Alaskaโs ripped up uniform is still there.
โThanks for the help, Coordinatorย Thunder. Any chance for another dinner when I get back? I canโt cook, but I could microwaveย us some popcornโฆthink about it? Watch the Cult Classic Contact? Over.โ
Silence.
Well, losing friends and herself in space is kind of Katyaโs specialty. Sputnikโs sput-sputtering down, and Katyaโs not going to bother legally landing. She zooms down to one of the Black Market Pods to get herself situated in Tittington. Fuck, why is this whole planet a bad sex pun? Itโs the biggest joke in the cosmos.
Katya jumps out, breasts bouncing in her shiny suit. Itโs skin tight. Just the way that she likes it. All five of the mechanicโs eyes trail down to her chest as she slides him her platinum card.
โOi, Iโd be careful going out with โem bullets on yer chest,โ he drawls.
โYou want one less eye, huh?โ Katya asks as she runs her hand down her thigh to grab her lazor gun and then presses it to his throat.
The mechanic puts his webbed hands up: โPeace, peace. Iโll be done refueling and patching up in an hour. Looks like the engineโs on its last leg.โ
โDo a good job, and Iโll give you a tip,โ she promises, and Katya regrets her words as soon as she turns. She can feel all five eyes against the curve of her ass. Katya leaves in a huff. Doesnโt anyone in this galaxy have a heart?
โHearts! Hearts for sale! Buy three and get a kidney for free!โ An old lady, porous skin covered in green ooze, wheezes up at Katya.
She flinches. Ugh, itโs like Miss. Fame used to say back at the Academy- ask and the universe will give.
Katya amuses herself by stopping by a hologram store and flipping through the intergalactic net. She gained six new followers on her travel blog. Then Katya goes next to the local, seedy sex shop.
Itโs full of gadgets and gizmos that have been scattered all over and somehow filtered down here. The shopkeeper, a cute drag queen named Violet, winks at her when she enters. Theyโd met and fucked the first time sheโd got here, and Katya had never been held down so tightly or fucked so thoroughly as she had with Violet. Katya leans against the counter-
โSo what you got in stock, V?โ
โOh, possessed butt plugs, ancient dildos, andโฆI shouldnโt be showing you this butโฆโ Violet bounces to the back and comes back with what looks like a Barbie Doll box. Katyaโs spent enough years in her childhood watching reruns to recognize it. But whatโs it doing in a place like this?
โIโve heard of a lot of fetishes, dollโฆbut never any involving barbie dolls?โ
Katya takes the package in her hands. This doll has big blonde hair up in a pigtail and a Judy Jetson hooker-like costume. What is even supposedย to be? A flight attendant?ย Katya turns the box over and reads โHere To Satisfy Your Wildest Fantasy- itโs Trixie! Your favorite sex Barbie proves that life in plastic IS really fantastic.โ
โItโs small for travel convenience,โ Violet explains. โBut press the button in the back, and it blows up. Sheโs got interchangeable parts for maximumย pleasure- since Barbies donโt have any. I just got it in stock, so I donโt know what the reviews are.โ
โSo Iโm likeโฆyour test rat?โ
โMm, more like a sexual experiment,โ Violet says with a wink.
Katya is horny, but sheโs never tried out a sex doll before. From whatโs heard of online, they usually come with a remote control, but the Trixie doll doesnโt have any.ย
Violet puts her hands on Katyaโs: โWhat do you say? Buy it now, leave me a sweet review on Yelp, and Iโll give you 50% discount, Kat.โ
Katya does like the novelty of getting a souvenir from Booberella. Maybe Alaska will get a laugh out of it tooโฆif she ever speaks to her again.
โYou know what? Iโll take it."ย
Katya pulls out a couple gold coins from her back pocket. Sheโs glad Booberella is part of the galactic union. It makes buying sex toys all the more convenient. Violet bites down to check that theyโre not fools gold and then sends her off with a wink.
Katyaโs pleased to see that five-eyed-creep has taken good care of her Sputnik. He leers at her and then the doll pressed up to her chest. God, Iโm horny but not blind.ย
She salutes the planet with a middle finger as she zooms off.ย
Then sheโs back on course for the Mother Ship. Katya sets the ships destination and leaves it for auto pilot. Sheโs still tightly strapped into her seat as she swivels her chair around to inspect the doll she bought. Katya gently runs her hands across the plastic casing.ย
"Hello, there, Trixie,โ she whispers. โNow, letโs see how you look outta the box.โ
Katya tries to be neat, but she ends up tearing it open. Looks like a Barbie that she saw in the kiddie holograms. She never had one when she was little, so Katya takes a moment to run her hands through her soft, blonde hair. Skinโs tight and plastic. Katya flips up the white skirt, but itโs smooth- neither cunt nor cock to be seen.ย
She undoes the velcro of the back of dollโs dress to find a switch. Itโs OFF right now. Does she really want to do this? Maybe just to say that she tried it.
Katya slowly undoes her seat belt, sucks in her breathe, and presses ON.ย
Thereโs a mechanical 'whirring,โ and the doll gets so hot in her hands Katya drops it.
Fuck!
Thereโs a bright white flash, smoke, and Katyaโs bent over, coughing.ย
โThank god someone got me out of that box,โ comes a voice from the mist.ย
โW-who are you?โ
โThe voice of god- who the fuck do you think it is? Iโm the sex doll you just bought and turned on. Though gods know why considering my lineโs been recalled,โ a humanoid figure parts the white. โNameโs Trixie. Mattel. Trixie Mattel.โ
โUh, Katya. Zamo. Captain of Sputnik and- what do you mean recalled?โ
If Katya was low key aroused before, now her nipples are pressed against the tight latex of her uniform. Trixieโs got thighs like woah!, flirty eyes, and lips that should be illegal. Thereโs something eerily android-like about her movements, but the thought only turns Katya on more.ย
โMhm, seller musta ripped you off.โ
Fuck Violet.
โW-what do you mean? Are you broken?โ
โRude,โ Trixie simpers as she stands between Katyaโs spread legs. โI mean thatโs why they say- our line is prone to uhโฆmalfunctioning?โ
โIn what way?โ she gasps as Trixie drapes herself on her lap. Katya runs a hand up her smooth thighs, admiring how shiny they are. When Trixie giggles, her silicone breasts bounce. They may be fake, but Katya really wants to slide her hands up and squeeze them. But even with Trixya leaning forward against her chest, Katya feels strangely shy. Thatโs new.ย
โWeโre self conscious. Can pass the Turning Test. Hate to be turned off and put awayโฆ.and,โ Trixie dramatically pauses as she leans in. โKnown to have something as horrible as feelings.โ
โAre you telling me a planet called Booberella accidentally created sentient life before anyone else in the galaxy?โ
โThatโs exactly what Iโm saying.โ
โBut,โ Katya gulps as Trixie cups her face in her cold hands. โH-howโd you know all this? I just took you out of the box?โ
Trixieโs lips are pressed up to Katyaโs lips as she whispers, โThis isnโt my first game of make believe.โ
Of course Katya ends up with a sentient fucking sex toy. Trixie smirks at her horrified expression as she straddles her lap. Those thick thighs have a rubbery texture, and Katyaโs not sure what to expect when Trixie impishly raises up her skirt. Thereโsโฆnothing?
โTell me which you prefer,โ Trixie demands. โIโm trying to follow the steps I was programmed with- one, assess owner. Two, satisfy needs.ย
"Both? Either? Uhโฆ.โ
Trixie rolls her eyes: โProblem with assessing is when people donโt know what they want. Letโs start slow and then Iโll give you what you need, baby.โ
Baby? The words make Katya flush and squeeze her legs together as Trixie pulls her in for a kiss. Her lips are glossy and soft. She tastes like cherry lip gloss. It doesnโt feel much different from kissing Alaska.ย
Trixie unzips her uniform, so Katyaโs heavy breasts are revealed. Then her wet tongue is lapping at them. Katya squeaks and clenches at the sudden pleasure. Everythingโs gone from 0 to 100 real quick. Trixieโs pink tongue slowly circles her nipples, and Katya flushes as she runs her hand through Trixieโs soft hair.ย
โA-ah, Trixie, fe-feels-โ
โGood?โ Trixie finishes for her, pulling back so a strand of saliva still connects her to Katya. โIโm state of the fucking art. Just filled with crippling, existential dread.โ
Katya gasps- โMe too!โ
Trixie tilts her head, confused, as she leans back. Her eyes are filled with a curiosity that doesnโt seem natural to the rest of her. Katya didnโt know what she expected, but itโs not this. This is straight out of a TV show. Straight out of a science fiction novel. Straight out of a poorly set up porno.ย
โSo you donโt mind the idea that Iโm filled with anxiety and neurosis and could disobey you? Put you over my knee and spank you just because I wanted?โ
Katya bites her bottom lip and gasps, โS-sounds kinky to me.โ
Trixie smirks: โYouโre a fun one, huh?โ
Then she sinks down onto her knees, and Katya hasnโt had anyone since Alaska. So the sudden tickle of Trixieโs fingertips against her still covered thighs makes her gasp. Katyaโs wriggles out of her uniform, flushing under Trixieโs eyes. Sheโs not wearing any underwear.
โSuch a good little captain, arenโt you?โ Trixie demurs as she presses a fleeting kiss right above Katyaโs wet desire. Sheโs been on space Odyssey for a month, so sheโs not as neatly shaved as sheโd like to be. But Trixie doesnโt seem to mind. Why would she?
โOh, so how do I, uh-โ
โOpen your legs,โ Trixie orders with a snap of her fingers.ย
Fuck. Katyaโs eyes flutter at the direct command, and it sends a sudden shiver up her spine. She loves to be told what to do like that. Sheโs always commanding her ship, so itโs nice to have someone else take the control away from her. Katya never thought a recalled barbie doll would be the one to do it for her.ย
Then Trixieโs burying her blonde head between Katyaโs thighs. Her tongueโs lapping at Katyaโs wet folds. She whimpers. Katya runs her hands through Trixieโs hair again, and, wow, this feels real. It is real, isnโt it?
โI-Iโve ne-never met someone like you,โ Katya gasps.
โYouโre not really the type who usually buys a sex toy.โ
โIโm glad I did,โ Katya admits, flushing at the vulnerability, as Trixie looks up at her through her long lashes. The wetness of Trixieโs tongue has her leaking all over her Captainโs chair. Her toes curl in her space boots, waiting for more.ย
โYour better than the last one,โ Trixie says, and her eyes are softer than before. She leans up to press a kiss against Katyaโs lips. She squirms in her seat, and Katya needs something more.ย
โTrixie,โ Katya gasps, unsure whatโs she even asking for.
โShhh, I got'chu, baby,โ Trixie whispers.ย
Thereโs a soft whirring and when Trixie lifts up her skirt again, thereโs a toy strap there. Katya wants to try out all her functions, but she bites her lip at the sight of the phallic toy. Trixie roughly pushes her around, so Katyaโs turned and pressed up to her chair. She holds the safety straps, arching her back in anticipation.ย
Then Trixieโs pushing inside of her, and Katya mewls in pleasure. Sheโs been on edge, humming with low arousal all day. Finally, Trixieโs got a hand wrapped in her hair and is moving into her just like she needs.ย
โThere you go, Captain Zamo,โ Trixie whispers in her ear as she fucks her, speeding up her pace.ย
โA-ah,โ Katya moans.
Itโs the position in her chair, and the way Trixieโs pulling her hair as she fucks her that pushes Katya over the edge. With a whimper, Katya squeezes her thighs together. The liquid spills down her shaking thighs.
Oh, god, she loves how helpless she is.ย
Trixie pulls out of her and whispers: โAgain, Captain?โ
โF-fuck yeah.โ
Katyaโs horny, and the universe is so wonderful. This is exactly what she wanted.ย
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Your Darkside Will Make You Whole: Part 2
This is the continuation of my Reylo Fanfic. The first part can be found by scrolling down on my page. This is a slow burn of a story. There are some spoilers from the Bloodlines book by Claudia Gray. If you donโt want to see them donโt listen to Po when he is on the Millenium Falcon. Lots love written here for our favorite space mom.
The next morning, I am meditating with Master Luke at our favorite spot overlooking the ocean. I am trying to stop thinking about the dream but it keeps rising to the surface and disturbing me. This really isnโt something that I want Master Luke to know about. I blush with shame and pray that I never have to have that discussion. I am embarrassed. Kylo Ren is horrible. He killed Han Solo and his fellow Jedi. He follows the Darkside. What twisted part of my subconscious would even come up with something like that dream? Thankfully, Master Luke provides a distraction by asking, โAre you ready for the Gathering?โ
โYes, master.โ
โIlum use to be a revered pilgrimage site for Jedi. All of the Padawans use to go there to collect their first crystals. Beneath the temple is a maze of tunnels. Inside you will find Adegan crystals. Find the one that calls to you. Be mindful while you are there. The caves create a nexus in the Force. It may be disorientating and may cause hallucinations. Do not let this divert you. The Force will guide you to the crystal that is meant for you.โ
There is a long pause as we watch the Millenium Falcon start to make its descent onto the island. He smiles at me and says, โYou can do this, Rey. Trust yourself and trust your friends.โ and we get up to meet the new arrivals.
Finnย steps off of the lowering ramp of the Millennium Falcon. He is wearing all black along with his familiar jacket. The former Stormtrooper grins widely when he sees me but is startled when BB-8 zooms past him to get to me first. I laugh as BB-8 stops with that funny little wobble he does. He excitedly chirps in Binary how much he missed me and I smile and pat his head. I run to Finn and we are both giddy and greet each other with as much enthusiasm as two yearling Banthas. BB-8 circles us and chirps as Finn and I talk over each other.
โHow is your training going?โ
โNo, how is your training?โ
โTell me whatโs happening with the Resistance?โ
โHave you learned to mind control yet?โ
โIโve got that. Working on Force speed. Have you figured out how to fly yet?โ
โNo! I think Iโll focus on being a gunner and leave the flying to Po.โ
๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝAnd we are all grateful for that.โ Po Dameron smirks as he dodges BB-8 to join us. He gives me a quick hug.
โAny luck winning over Chewie yet?โ I ask. The rebellion pilot gives a wry grin and replies, โI think his heart belongs to another.โ
Chewie catches up to us and sweeps me off my feet. I laugh as he spins me around. โMiss me as a co-pilot?โ I jokingly ask. Chewie growls some complaints that Finn has the flying instincts of a rock and Po only wants to play in little X-wings. He lifts me up so Iโm eye level with him.
โDonโt be a Jedi.โ he howls, โYou are meant to be a smuggler. Run away with me.โ I dissolve into a giggling mess and give him another hug when he puts me down.
โGet off of her, you old Wookie or at least bring her over here so that I can take a look at her.โ I hear Leia lovingly say behind us followed by Master Lukeโs chuckle. Chewie adjusts his grip and sweeps me up onto his back. I shriek and grip his shoulders tightly and start to giggle as he bounces me over to Leia. She is wearing her long graying hair in a beautiful long loose braid. Chewie puts me down in front of Leia. She puts her hands on my face and looks at me like she is searching for something. I donโt know what she is looking for but she smiles and pulls me into a hug. I feel the calming energy that she exudes as I wrap my arms around her. When I pull away, I catch a flash of sadness and know that she is thinking of her son. ย
โItโs so good to see you, Rey.โ
โThank you, Iโm so glad you are here.โ
โIlum is an ice planet. I have packed you extra clothes and a coat. There is also a backpack of everything you will need.โ
โThank you, so much.โ
I donโt know what to say after that. I feel overwhelmed and never want this to stop. Itโs like a dream. I didnโt think that I would find belonging so quickly and I never want to give it up. I look at Leia and try not to make a fool out of myself. Out of everyone, including Master Luke, I want her approval above all else. She fondly pats my cheek and says, โPlease be safe and hurry back. Weโll all have dinner together tomorrow.โ
A few hours later, Finn, Po, and I are in the common area on the Millennium Falcon. Finn and Po are playing a funny strategy game that I havenโt played before. It has holograms of varying creatures and the goal seems to be to have your creatures bludgeon your opponent's creatures and the last standing wins. Its tech is pretty behind the times. As a scavenger, I donโt think even I would try to salvage it. But they are having fun. ย
โThere is something that I donโt understand.โ Finn says.
โLike how to play this game.โ Po teases as a big armed monster of Poโs crushes Finnโs tentacle one.
Finnโs face tightens into a frown and I smile distractedly as I continue to fiddle with the parts that will eventually be the housing for the crystal in my saberstaff.
โNo, well yes that too, but something else. General Organa and her brother, were instrumental in the fall of the Empire. When the First Order was rising, the General was a senator but the Republic Senate did nothing to increase its military. Now the only army is the one that General Organa created outside the Republicโs consent. I would have thought that, given who she is, they would have helped. Why didnโt they?โ
I put down the casing and look to Po. โMaster Luke never discussed it either but it didnโt really come up.โ ย
โWhere have you two been living?โ Po says in surprise looking back and forth between the two of us.
โUm...Stormtrooper program.โ
โJakku.โ
โRight.โ
Poโs brow furls as he tries to figure out where to start. He sits back as he begins,
โOk, well. General Organa was a senator along with Mon Mothma. Mon Mothma was able to guide the Senate of the New Republic and it did some good work for awhile. But after she died, no one was able to take her place and the in-fighting between two opposing parties, the Populist and the Centrists, made it impossible to get anything done. The Senate was pretty useless and that was about the same time that Senator Organa and Senator Ransolm Casterfo started an investigation into a criminal cartel. It turned out that it was funding the First Order. But nothing could be done about that until the Senate could function. A motion was passed for the creation of a First Senator that would have real power over the Senate. Senator Organa was the lead candidate for the Centrists but a rival revealed that Senator Organa was the daughter of Darth Vader. Something that she had kept a secret. It ruined her political career and she lost all clout. It was a big scandal and everyone in the Galaxy knew about it. Except, apparently, you two. It was about six or seven years ago. The Senate would do nothing about the First Order so in the end she had no choice but create a resistance against the First Order without the help of the New Republic.โ
โThey sure farkledย themselves with that decision.โ I say and sigh thinking about all those people that were destroyed by the First Order.
โRey! Such language. What did they teach you under that rock you were living under.โ Po exclaimesย and quickly covers Finnโs ears.ย โNot in front of the youngling Reb.โ
Finn knocks his hands away and exclaims, โGet off of me. They had that word under my rock too.โย
ย I feel the jolt as the Millennium Falcon slips out of hyperspace and hear Chewie in the cockpit call out.
โWhat did he say?โ Finn asks me.
โUmm, we are here so stop gossiping and get ready.โ
ย I find the bag that Leia had left for me and a part of me imagines that this is what it feels like when a mom looks after you. I let that thought go. I tell myself that I have no more tears to cry over that and focus on what is in the bag. She thought of everything. Extra thermals to go over my clothes, an emergency medical and survival kit, tracking device, and, at the very bottom, a gun. I donโt think Iโll need it because I still have Lukeโs lightsaber and the planet is abandoned. But seeing the gun makes me happy. It seems like such a Leia thing to include. She cares and is trying to include everything that will make sure I will be coming back.
After I finish dressing, I join everyone else in the cockpit. Just as Leia had said, Ilum is an ice planet and it looks like a storm will be blowing in within the galactic standard hour. Chewie lands the Falcon at the ruins of the Jedi temple that is located on the side of a snow-covered mountain. I can feel something pull at me and write it off as a side effect of the nearby nexus in the Force. I feel a nervous excitement as we all step off of the Falcon. I zip up my coat and shrug my bag onto my back. Everyone but Chewie stops for a second to brace against a sudden gust of freezing wind. I watch Chewieโs hair swirl around and envy him his coat. It seems to be suited to whatever environment he is in.
Chewie gives a growl that echoes around us and we continue on to the temple. At one point in the templeโs history, there must have been an explosion because the outer face is in ruins. It must have been a while ago because all of the jagged edges of the fallen stones have been smoothed out by the wind. As we get closer we see a path has been cleared away.
โAre we sure this thing is stable?โ Finn askes.
โIโm sure it has been frozen in place so long that only a bombing from space will move this ice cube. I vote that we test that theory. Anyone second that motion?โ Po says as he pulls his hood up against the wind swirling off of the large temple stones.
โHeyโ, I reply,ย โYou guys were the ones that found this planet and the temple. Personally, I would have looked in more hospitable places. But Iโll take ice over sand at this point in my life.โ
โI donโt know. It seems kind of perfect for a vacation or epic Jedi quest.โ Finn says jokingly, โNice view. Quiet. No one trying to kill us. What could go wrong?โ
โFinn!โ Po says in mock horror and shakes his head,ย โWhy would you jinx us like that? You have so much to learn about the fickleness of life. Itโs just waiting for an invitation to turn you into Bantha poodoo.โ
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rap ๐ god โ๏ธ but ๐ with โemojis ๐ for 4๏ธโฃ lyrics ๐
Look ๐ , I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ was gonna ๐ถ๐ผโโ๏ธgo easy 1๏ธโฃโ1๏ธโฃ on you ๐ง๐ป not ๐
๐ผ to hurt ๐ข your ๐๐ป๐ง๐ป feelings ๐ง , But ๐ I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ only going to get โ๐ป this ๐ one โ๐ปshot โน๐ผ. Something's wrong ๐คจ, I can feel it ๐ง. Just a feeling ๐ค I've got ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ, like something's ๐ฆ about to happen ๐จ, but I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ don't know what ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ. If that ๐ means ๐โ
what I think ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ง it means ๐โ
, we're ๐ in trouble โ ๏ธ, big trouble โผ๏ธโ ๏ธ. And if he ๐ฆน๐ผโโ๏ธ is as bananas ๐คช๐ as you say ๐ง๐ป๐ฃโ
, I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธnot taking ๐
๐ผโ๐ป any chances ๐ซ๐ฒ, You ๐๐ป were just what ๐๐ป the doctor ๐ฉ๐ผโโ๏ธ ordered ๐! I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ beginning ๐ to feel ๐ง like a Rap God ๐ฃ๐๐คด๐ผ, Rap God ๐ฃ๐๐คด๐ผ, All my people ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐จโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ from the front ๐to the back ๐ nod โช๏ธโฉ๏ธ, back ๐ nod โช๏ธโฉ๏ธ. Now ๐
who ๐คโ thinks ๐ค๐ญ their arms ๐ช๐ผ are long ๐ enough to slap ๐๐ป box ๐ฅ, slap ๐๐ป box ๐ฅ? They ๐จโ๐จโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ said I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ rap ๐ฃ๐ like a robot ๐ค , so call me ๐ค๐ผ Rapbot ๐ค๐ฏ๐. But for me ๐ง๐ผ to rap ๐ฃ๐ like a computer ๐ป must be in my ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ genes ๐งฌ, I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ got โ๐ป a laptop ๐ป in my back ๐ pocket ๐, My ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ pen ๐ will go off ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐when I ๐ง๐ผ half 1๏ธโฃโ2๏ธโฃ cock ๐ซ it๐, Got a fat knot ๐ฐfrom that rap ๐ฃ๐ profit ๐๐ต. Made a living ๐ ๐ต and a killing ๐ฐ๐๐ฐoff it ๐ฃ๐, Ever since ๐๐ Bill Clinton ๐จ๐ปโ๐ฆณ was still in office ๐๐ With Monica Lewinsky ๐ฉ๐ป feeling ๐๐ป on his ๐จ๐ปโ๐ฆณ nut-sack ๐ฅ๐ฐ. I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ an MC ๐๐ฃ๐ still as honest โพ๐ฏ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ, But as rude ๐ฅฑ๐๐ปand as indecent ๐คฌ๐ฏas all hell โผ๏ธ, syllables 1๏ธโฃ2๏ธโฃ3๏ธโฃ. skillaholic ๐โก๏ธ๐, Kill 'em ๐ชโ ๏ธ all ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐ with; This๐flippity ๐คธ๐ผโโ๏ธ dippity ๐คฎ hippity ๐ hip hop ๐ฃ๐๐ถ; You ๐๐ป๐ง๐ปdon't ๐
๐ผ really wanna ๐ซ๐ get into ๐ a pissing match ๐ฆ๐คผโโ๏ธ with this ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ rappity ๐ฃ๐brat ๐๐ถ๐ผ Packing ๐งณ a Mac ๐ป in the back ๐ of the Ac ๐, backpack ๐ rap ๐ฃ๐ crap ๐ฉ , yap yap ๐ฏ๐ฌ yackety-yack ๐ฃ๐ฅฑ And โ at ๐the exact ๐ฏ same time ๐โฟ๐ I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ attempt ๐๐ผthese ๐๐ปlyrical ๐ acrobat stunts ๐คธ๐ผโโ๏ธ while I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ practicing ๐งThat I'll ๐ง๐ผstill be able ๐๐ป to break ๐ a motherfucking ๐ง๐ป๐๐ป๐๐ป table ๐ช Over the back ๐ of a couple of faggots ๐จ๐ผโ๐คโ๐จ๐ป and crack it ๐ช in half 1๏ธโฃโ2๏ธโฃ Only realized ๐ณ it was ironic ๐คญ I ๐ง๐ผwas signed ๐ to Aftermath ๐ข๐ฃ๐ after ๐ the fact 1๏ธโฃโ1๏ธโฃ๐2๏ธโฃ. How could ๐ค I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ not blow ๐ฅ? All I do ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ฏ is drop F-bombs ๐คฌ๐ฏ๐ฃ, feel my wrath ๐ of attack ๐ช๐๐ป Rappers ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ฃ๐ are having a rough time ๐โฑ period ๐ฉธ, here's ๐คฒ๐ป a Maxipad ๐ฉน. It's actually ๐คโ๐ป disastrously ๐๐ช bad ๐ง๐ฐ For the wack ๐ฅฑ๐ด while I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ masterfully ๐ฏ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ constructing ๐ท๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ this masterpiece ๐๐ผ as- I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ beginning ๐ to feel ๐ง like a Rap God ๐ฃ๐๐คด๐ผ, Rap God ๐ฃ๐๐คด๐ผ, All my people ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐จโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ from the front ๐to the back ๐ nod โช๏ธโฉ๏ธ, back ๐ nod โช๏ธโฉ๏ธ. Now ๐
who ๐คโ thinks ๐ค๐ญ their arms ๐ช๐ผ are long ๐ enough to slap ๐๐ป box ๐ฅ, slap ๐๐ป box ๐ฅ? Let me ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ show ๐คฒ๐ป you ๐๐ป๐๐ปmaintaining ๐ง๐ผโ๐ง๐ this shit ๐ฉ ain't ๐ซ that ๐
๐ผโโ๏ธ hard ๐งฑ , that ๐
๐ผโโ๏ธ hard ๐งฑ Everybody ๐จโ๐จโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง๐ wants ๐คฒ๐ป the key ๐ and โ the secret ๐๐คซ to rap ๐ฃ๐immortality ๐ซโ ๏ธ like I have got ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐๐ป Well, to be truthful ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐ป๐ the blueprint's ๐๐ simply rage ๐ก and youthful ๐ถ๐ผ๐ง๐ผ exuberance ๐โผ๏ธ Everybody ๐ loves โค๏ธ to root ๐ฅณ๐ for a nuisance ๐คช Hit ๐ค๐ป the earth ๐ like an asteroid โ๏ธ did nothing ๐
๐ผ but shoot ๐ for the moon ๐ since ๐ MC's ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ฏ๐ get taken ๐ to school ๐ซwith this music ๐ถ โCause I use it ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ฏ๐as a vehicle ๐ to bus ๐ the rhyme ๐ถ Now I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ lead a new ๐ school ๐ซ full of students ๐จ๐ปโ๐๐ฉ๐ผโ๐; Me ๐ง๐ผ? I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธa product of Rakim,โLakim Shabazz, โ 2Pac ๐ง๐พโ๐ฆฒ,โN.W.A, โCube ๐ง, โ hey Doc, โRen, โYella, โEazy, thank you ๐๐ป, they got ๐ Slim ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ Inspired ๐คฉ enough to one day โ๐ปโ๏ธ grow up๐ง๐ผ๐๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ, blow up ๐ฃ๐ฅ and be in a position ๐ข To meet Run DMC ๐๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐๐ฟโโ๏ธ and induct them ๐ง๐พโ๐ฆฒ๐จ๐พโ๐ฆฒ๐ง๐พโ๐ฆฒinto ๐ the motherfuckin' ๐ง๐ป๐๐ป๐๐ปRock n' Roll ๐ธ Hall of Fame ๐ค๐คฉ Even though I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ walk in ๐ถ๐ผโโ๏ธthe church โช๏ธ and burst ๐ง๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ฅ in a ball of flames ๐ฅ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ฅ
Only โ๐ป Hall of Fame ๐ค I be inducted in ๐ is the alcohol ๐บ of fame ๐คฉ On the wall ๐งฑ of shame ๐ You fags ๐๐ป๐จ๐ผโ๐คโ๐จ๐ป think ๐ง ๐ญ it's all ๐ฏ a game ๐น๐งฉ 'til I walk ๐ถ๐ผโโ๏ธa flock ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ of flames ๐ฅ๐ฅ Off a plank ๐ and, tell me ๐ฃ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ what in the fuck ๐คจโ๏ธ are you ๐๐ป๐ง๐ป thinking ๐ค๐ญ ? Little ๐ค๐ป gay ๐จ๐ผโ๐คโ๐จ๐ป looking ๐ boy ๐ง๐ป, So gay ๐๐จ๐ผโ๐คโ๐จ๐ป I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ can barely ๐
๐ผโโ๏ธ say it ๐ฃ with a straight face ๐ looking ๐ boy ๐ง๐ป You ๐๐ป๐ง๐ป witnessing ๐ a mass-occur ๐ต๐ซ Like you ๐ง๐ปwatching ๐ a church gathering โช๏ธtake place ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ looking ๐ boy ๐ง๐ป Oy vey ๐ฏ๐ฆ, that boy ๐ง๐ปis gay ๐ณ๏ธโ๐, that's all they ๐๐ป๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ say ๐ฃ looking ๐ boy ๐ง๐ป. You ๐๐ป๐ง๐ปget a thumbs up ๐๐ป , pat ๐๐ป on the back ๐, And โ a "way to go" ๐๐ป๐๐ป from your ๐ง๐ป label ๐ข everyday ๐โก๏ธ๐ looking ๐ boy ๐ง๐ป Hey ๐๐ป looking ๐ boy๐ง๐ป, what โyou๐ง๐ปsay ๐ฃ looking ๐ boy ๐ง๐ป? I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ got a "hell yeah" ๐ฅ๐๐ป from Dre ๐จ๐พโ๐ฆฒ looking ๐ boy ๐ง๐ป. I'mma ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ work for ๐ท๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ฃ๐ everything ๐ฏ I have ๐ ๐๐ฐ, Never ๐
๐ผโโ๏ธask nobody ๐ซ๐ฃ for shit ๐ค, get out of๐๐ป๐๐ป my face ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ looking ๐ boy ๐ง๐ปBasically ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ boy ๐ง๐ป you're ๐๐ป๐ง๐ป never ๐
๐ผโโ๏ธ gonna be capable โ
of keeping up ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐จ๐๐ปwith the same ๐ซ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ pace ๐ฃ๐จ๐ looking ๐ boy ๐ง๐ป
I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ beginning ๐ to feel ๐ง like a Rap God ๐ฃ๐๐คด๐ผ, Rap God ๐ฃ๐๐คด๐ผ All my people ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐จโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ from the front ๐to the back ๐ nod โช๏ธโฉ๏ธ, back ๐ nod โช๏ธโฉ๏ธ. The way I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ racing ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ around the track ๐ , call me ๐ค๐ผ Nascar ๐, Nascar ๐ Dale Earnhardt 3๏ธโฃ๐จ๐ปโฐ๏ธ of the trailer park ๐๐, the White Trash God ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐คด๐ผ Kneel๐ง๐ปbefore General Zod โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ๐ฆน๐ผโโ๏ธ this planetโs ๐ Krypton ๐, no ๐
๐ผ Asgard ๐, Asgard ๐ So you ๐๐ป๐ง๐ป be Thor ๐ฆธ๐ป๐จ and I'll ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ be Odin๐คด๐ผ, you ๐๐ป rodent ๐๐ปโ๏ธ๐, I'm ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ omnipotent ๐คฏ Let off โ๐ปthen I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธreloading ๐ซimmediatelyโผ๏ธwith these bombs ๐ฃ I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ totin' ๐งณ And I ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ should not ๐
๐ผ be woken ๐ด๐ซโฐ
I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ the walking ๐ถ๐ผโโ๏ธdead ๐ต but I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธjust a talking ๐ฃ head ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ, a zombie ๐งโโ๏ธ floating ๐ซ; But I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ got your ๐๐ป๐ง๐ป mom ๐ง๐ป deep throating ๐๐ฎ I'm out my Ramen noodle ๐ , we ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ป have nothing ๐
๐ผ in common ๐ง๐ป๐ซ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ, poodle ๐ฉ, I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ a doberman ๐, pinch yourself ๐ง๐ป๐ค๐ป in the arm ๐ช๐ผ and pay homage ๐๐ป๐๐ป, pupil ๐จ๐ปโ๐ It's me ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ, my honesty's ๐ฏ๐ฏ brutal ๐ But it's honestly ๐ฃ๐ฏ futile ๐ซโ๏ธ if I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ don't utilize ๐
๐ผ what I do though ๐ฃ๐For good ๐๐ป at least onceโ๐ปin a while ๐ So I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธwanna make sure ๐โ
somewhere in this ๐ chicken scratch ๐ I scribble ๐ and doodle ๐ Enough ๐ rhymes ๐ฃ๐to maybe ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ to try and help ๐ค๐ get some people ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ฆ through tough times ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐๐ But I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ gotta keep โ๐ป a few punchlines ๐คฃ๐ just in case๐ค๐ป โCause even you ๐๐ป ๐ง๐ปunsigned ๐ซโ๏ธ๐ Rappers ๐ฃ๐are hungry ๐ ๐ฝ looking ๐ at me ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ like it's lunchtime โ๏ธ๐๐ I know ๐ there was ๐ a time ๐โฐ where once โ๐ป, I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ Was king ๐คด๐ผ of the underground ๐๐ง, but I ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ still ๐ฏ rap ๐ฃ๐ like I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ on my ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ Pharoahe Monch ๐ง๐ฟ grind ๐ฏ So I ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ crunch rhymes ๐ถ, but sometimes โฐ when you combine โ Appeal ๐จ๐ปโ๐ค๐ฃ๐with โ this skin color ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ of mine ๐๐ผโโ๏ธYou get too big ๐โผ๏ธ and here they come ๐๐ป๐๐ปโโ๏ธ trying to Censor you ๐คญ like that one โ๐ป line ๐ I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ said ๐ฃ on "I'm Back" ๐ฅ from the Mathers LP One ๐ฝ when I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ tried to say ๐ฃ "I'll ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ take seven โ๐ปโโ๐ป kids ๐ฆ๐ผ๐ง๐ผ from Columbine ๐ซ Put 'em all ๐ฆ๐ผ๐ง๐ผ in a line ๐, add โ an AK-47 ๐ซ4๏ธโฃ7๏ธโฃ, a revolver ๐ซ, and โ a nine 9๏ธโฃ๐ซ" Letโs๐ง๐ป๐ง๐ผโโ๏ธsee ๐ if I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ get away ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ with it ๐ now ๐๐
that I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ ain't as big ๐
๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ as I was ๐๐๐, but I'm ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ Morphin' ใฝ๏ธinto an immortal ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐ฆธ๐ผcoming through ๐๐ผโโ๏ธthe portal ๐ You're ๐๐ป๐ง๐ป stuck ๐ in a time warp ๐โฐ from 2004 ๐๐
though And I don't know ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ what the fuck ๐คจ that you ๐ง๐ป rhyme for ๐ฃ๐โYou're ๐๐ป pointless ๐ซโ๏ธ as Rapunzel ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ with fucking ๐๐ป๐๐ปcornrows ๐ค You ๐ง๐ปwrite ๐ normal ๐, fuck ๐๐ปbeing normal ๐คช And I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ just brought a new ๐ Raygun ๐ซ from the future ๐๐
Just to come ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ and shoot ya ๐๐ป๐ฅ๐ซ like when Fabolous ๐ง๐พโ๐ฆฒ made Ray J ๐จ๐พโ๐ฆฒ mad ๐ก, โCause Fab ๐ง๐พโ๐ฆฒ said ๐ฃ he ๐จ๐พโ๐ฆฒ looked ๐ like a fag ๐ฌ๐พ at Maywhether's ๐จ๐พโ๐ฆฒ๐ฅ pad ๐ฆ Singin' ๐ฃ๐ค๐ต to a man ๐ง๐ป while they ๐ง๐พโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ฟโโ๏ธplayed piano ๐น Man oh man ๐ฐ, that ๐ was a 24/7 special โ๏ธ๐๐ โพ on the cable channel ๐บ So Ray J ๐จ๐พโ๐ฆฒ went straight ๐๐ฏ to the radio station ๐ป the very next day ๐๐
๐จ๐พโ๐ฆฒ๐ฃ๐ "Hey ๐๐ป Fab ๐ง๐พโ๐ฆฒ, I'mma ๐๐พโโ๏ธ kill you ๐ช๐ง๐พโ๐ฆฒ" Lyrics ๐ coming at you ๐ฃ๐at supersonic ๐ speed ๐ถ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐จ Uh ๐ค sama lamaa duma lamaa ๐ค๐คจ you ๐ง๐ป assuming I'm a human ๐ง๐ผโโ๏ธ What I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ gotta do ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธโ to get it through ๐ to you ๐ง๐ป I'm superhuman ๐ฆธ๐ปโโ๏ธ Innovative ๐ท๐ผโโ๏ธand I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ made of rubber ๐ช๐ผ So that anything ๐ฏ you say ๐ฃ is ricocheting ๐ข off of me ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ and it'll glue to you ๐๐ป I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ devastating ๐ช๐, more ๐than ever ๐
demonstrating ๐ง๐ผโ๐ซ How to give ๐คฒ๐ป a motherfuckin' audience ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง a feeling ๐ง like it's levitating ๐ซ Never ๐ซ fading ๐
๐ผโโ๏ธ๐, and I know ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ that the haters ๐ก๐๐ป are forever โพ waiting ๐โ๏ธFor the day ๐
that they ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐ปcan say ๐ฃ I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ fell off ๐, they'd ๐ง๐ป๐๐ปโโ๏ธ be celebrating ๐ฅณ๐ โCause I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ know the way ๐โ
to get 'em ๐๐ป๐๐ปโโ๏ธ motivated ๐๐ป๐ฏโผ๏ธ I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ make elevating ๐ music ๐ถ , you ๐๐ป๐ง๐ป make elevator music ๐ด๐ถ โOh, he's ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ too mainstream ๐โ Well, that's what they do ๐๐ป๐๐ปโโ๏ธwhen they ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐ป get jealous ๐ค๐ฟ they confuse ๐คจโ๏ธ it ๐ฃ๐ It's not ๐ซ hip hop ๐ฃ๐, it's pop ๐ค๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ, 'cause I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ found ๐ a hella way ๐ฅ to fuse it ๐โ๐ค โ With rock ๐จ๐ปโ๐ค๐ธ, shock rap ๐ง๐ฃ๐ with Doc ๐จ๐ฟโ๐ฆฒ Throw on Lose Yourself ๐ฝ๐ฅ and make 'em ๐ lose it ๐คฏ โI ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ don't know ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ how to make songs ๐ถ๐ฟ like that ๐๐ป๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ, I don't know ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ what words ๐ to use ๐ฃ๐โ Let me ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ know when it occurs ๐ก to you ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ While I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ ripping any one โ๐ปof these verses ๐ that versus ๐ you ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ, It's curtains ๐ด, I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ inadvertently hurtin' ๐ซ you ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ How many โverses ๐ I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ gotta murder ๐ช to Prove โ
that if you ๐๐ปโโ๏ธwere half 1๏ธโฃโ2๏ธโฃ as nice ๐, your songs ๐ถ you ๐๐ปโโ๏ธcan sacrifice ๐ฅ๐น virgins too, uh ๐ ! School ๐ซ flunkie โ, pill ๐ junky ๐งโโ๏ธ, But look ๐ at the accolades ๐ฅ๐๐
the skills ๐ท๐ผโโ๏ธ brung me ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐Full of myself ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ, but still hungry ๐๐ฝ I bully myself ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐๐ป๐๐ผโโ๏ธ cause I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ make me ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ do what I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ put my mind ๐ง to And I'm ๐๐ผโโ๏ธa million leagues ๐ฏ above you ๐, ill ๐ค when I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ speak in tongues ๐ฃ๐ But it's still tongue ๐
in cheek ๐, fuck you๐๐ป I'm drunk ๐ฅด so Satan ๐น take the fucking wheel ๐ , I'm asleep ๐ด in the front seat ๐บ Bumping ๐ Heavy D and the Boys ๐ฅ Still chunky ๐คจ but funky ๐ถ But in my ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ head ๐ง there's something ๐ค I can feel tugging and struggling ๐ Angels ๐ผ๐ fight with devils ๐น๐บ and, here's what โผ๏ธ they want from me ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ Theyโre ๐น๐ผ asking me ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ to eliminate โ some ๐ of the women ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ hate ๐ ๐๐ปBut if you ๐๐ป take into consideration ๐ค the bitter ๐ก hatred ๐คฌ I have ๐๐ผโโ๏ธThen you may ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ be a little ๐ค๐ป patient ๐๐ป and more sympathetic ๐ to the situation ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ And understand ๐ก the discrimination๐๐ป๐ฉ๐ผโ๐ฆฐ But fuck it ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ๐๐ป, life's handing you lemons ๐? make lemonade ๐ฅค then โผ๏ธ But if I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ can't ๐
๐ผโโ๏ธ batter ๐ค๐ป the women ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ, how the fuck ๐ค am I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ supposed to bake ๐จ๐ผโ๐ณ๐ฅ them ๐ฉ๐ผ a cake ๐ then? Don't ๐
๐ผโโ๏ธ mistake ๐ it ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ for Satan ๐น. It's a fatal โ ๏ธ mistake if you ๐๐ป think ๐ค๐ญ I ๐๐ผโโ๏ธneed to be overseas ๐๐ข And take a vacation ๐๐ to trip ๐ฆต๐ป๐๐ผโโ๏ธa broad ๐ฑ๐ปโโ๏ธ, And make her ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ fall on her face ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ And don't ๐
๐ผโโ๏ธ be a retard ๐คช๐ฅด, Be a king ๐คด๐ผ? Think ๐ค not ๐
๐ผโโ๏ธ, why be a king ๐โwhen you ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ can be a God ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ?
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This is my choice
Kiara Scuro. Will Croft. Captain America.
Kiara snarled as the Hydra guard pulled her to a stop, her hands bound in front of her. Schmidt stood silhouetted against the massive window that overlooked the snow-covered mountain side as he examined her shield.
โArrogance may not be a uniquely American trait, but I must say, you exemplify it extremely well,โ he gloated, leaving her symbol and coming to stand before her. โThere are limits to what even you can do, Captain America, or did Eskrine tell you otherwise?โ
She glared at him โHe told me that you were insane.โ
โAh,โ Schmidt hissed. โHe resented my genius and tried to deny me what was rightfully mine. But you โฆ You, he gave everything to. What makes you so special?โ
โNothinโโ Kiara retorted, a smirk spreading across her face. โIโm just a kid from Brooklyn.โ
There was an explosion of pain as Schmidtโs fist collided with her face. She winced as the back of his hand crossed her cheek and then gasped when he punched her gut, She collapsed to her knees, glaring up at him.
โI can do this all day,โ she said, spitting blood at his feet.
He stepped back, repulsed and angry, and drew his pistol from the holster at his side. His aim never wavered as he pointed the gun at her head, the blue glow reflecting on the metal. โIโm sure you could, captain, but unfortunately, Iโm on a tight schedule.โ
โSo am I,โ Kiara retorted, glancing at the window where a quartet of bodies were fast approaching.
Schmidt followed her gaze, whirling as the glass shattered and the Howling Commandos broke through.
Her soldiers were firing before their feet touched the ground, shooting the Hydra agents that surrounded Kiara.
Swiftly, the blonde locked her fists together and dealt a swinging uppercut blow to the man on her right. Her other guard was next, his nose breaking with a satisfying crunch. The sound of metal snapping as Kiara broke her bonds was even more so invigorating.
Schmidt fired, hitting one of the soldiers who had been part of the second wave. His face contorted into rage as he realized heโd fallen into a trap and he raced off through the twisting corridors.
โCaptain, youโll be wanting this,โ Falsworth yelled, throwing her shield.
โThanks!โ Kiaraโs hand snapped up, catching it by the edge - It hurt less when somebody with less strength than her was wielding it - and used it to ram a Hydra agent against a pillar.
โGo get โem, Cap!โ Dugan howled, picking up one of the cannons and firing it into the wall.
The blonde raced after Schmidt, her footfalls echoing in the metal corridors. She heard a charging hiss and threw herself against the wall as flames filled the halls.
Three shots rang out and the familiar sound of a body reached ears. Will ran toward her, his rifle slung over his shoulder.
โAre you alright?โ the raven-haired man asked, rapidly checking for injuries.
โYouโre late,โ Kiara reprimanded lightly. She met his warm hazel eyes and spontaneously pulled him down for a kiss. He stilled for a moment, taken aback, before returning it. When she pulled away, he blinked dazedly. โI didnโt want to leave without finding out what that was like.โ
โNot that Iโm complaining, but you have a plane to catch, Kiara,โ he said reluctantly. โWeโll talk about us later.โ
Kiara disappeared into the shadows, following the corridor until she looked out and saw a large airplane. The engine was roaring as the plane taxied toward the cliff.. With a curse, she slipped onto the aircraft and emerged from the darkness in the bomb bay.
A Hydra agent saw her and started to warn somebody in German before Kiara shot him.
The blonde moved in and out of the shadow, attacking the soldiers before they could hurt her or climb into the smaller planes, each with a city name stenciled pristinely on their side.
Silence overtook the bay after a few minute, not even disturbed by moans of pain as Kiara crept toward the cockpit with her shield in front of her. She slammed her fist against the console and crouched behind her defense.
She stared into the empty room, confused, beside cautiously stepping through. A chamber at the center pulsed with the eerie blue light sheโd come to associate with Hydraโs weapons and the blonde peered down at the glowing cube inside.
A slight noise caught her attention and she whirled, protecting her head with her shield as a blue beam struck it.
โYou donโt give up, do you?โ Schmidt asked, stepping out from a column with his pistol pointed at her.
โNope,โ Kiara retorted, fighting against a stream of continuous blast to advance.
She charged, using her shield as a club to bludgeon Schmidt, and knocked the gun from his grasp..
He stumbled back and caught the disk when she tried to hit him again, wresting it from her grasp. He shoved her against the chamber, holding her down with the shield.
Kiara slammed her armor plated helmet against his skull, a sharp smile on her face as she retrieved her shield.
The plane pitched down, a screeching alarm blaring as they lost altitude. Shadows anchored the blonde to the ground, but she laid down to avoid the sudden shift while Schmidt slammed against the ceiling.
He crawled down to the cockpit, struggling against the wind, and turned autopilot on. His hand was clenched on the chair while the plane corrected itself.
Kiara scrambled to her feet when the aircraft was steady again and Schmidt pulled a pistol from the small of his back.
โYou could have the power of the gods,โ he taunted, firing.
She dodged, seeking cover behind a column.
โInstead, you wear a flag on your chest and think you fight a battle of nations,โ Schmidt continued, shooting as Kiara ran to the next column. โI have seen the future, captain. There are no flags.โ
โNot my future!โ The blonde proclaimed, launching her shield at him. It hit him, knocking him back, then split open the chamber holding the cube. The air crackled with power.
โWhat have you done?โ The nazi growled as he picked up the device. The light radiated brighter, illuminating his face, as sparks flew to create an orb.
Kiara watched, awestruck, as the space was transformed. No longer was it a flying hull of metal, but a vast galaxy with stars that shone brightly. Her expression quickly turned to horror when the light traveled up the length of his arm, burning through his body.
Schmidt screamed in pain as it canvased his frame, feeding a beam that shot to the sky.
The blonde shielded her gaze as the light pulsated and disappeared - the galaxy with it - the cube rested on the iron grate for a second before it ate through the metal and dropped down through each layer of the plane.
She stared at the hole it left while she bent to retrieve her shield.
Kiara peered at the navigation unit. They were nearing New York fast and these bombs were volatile. She looked out at the clouds that surrounded her and a sense of peace washed over her. She knew what she had to do.
She grabbed the radio.
โCome in. This is Captain Scuro. Do you read me?โ she demanded, praying that they had managed to take control of the base.
โCaptain America, what is you-โ Morita began.
โKiara, is that you? Are you alright?โ Willโs voice broke through.
โWill, itโs me - Listen, Schmidtโs dead.โ
โWhat about the plane?โ the Englishman demanded, his voice slightly frantic.
โThatโs a little bit tougher to explain,โ Kiara said shakily.
โGive me your coordinates, and Iโll find you a safe space to land.โ
โThereโs not going to be a safe landing,โ she told him, glancing at the monitor. All eight bombs were intact. โBut I can try and force it down.โ
โIโll get Howard on the line. Heโll know what to do,โ Will insisted.
โThereโs not enough time, Will, this bird is going too fast and itโs heading for New York,โ Kiara explained, gazing out in front of her. There was nothing around for miles. โIโm gonna put it in the water.โ
โPlease, donโt do this,โ he pleaded. โWe can figure this out. We have time.โ
โWill, right now, Iโm in the middle of nowhere. If I wait too soon, a lot people are going to die. I canโt leave this plane until itโs down.โ She was calmer than she had been since Alexaโs death. โWill, this is my choice.โ
There was silence on the other end. The blonde dug into her pocket, removing a picture from its depths. She smoothed it out and set the photo of her and Alexa, leaning against each other with smiles of their face, on the console.
With a deep breath, she guided the plane into a plunge.
โWill?โ she asked quietly.
โIโm here, Kiara,โ the raven-haired man answered quickly.
โWhen this is all over, do you want to go dancing?โ the blonde proposed. โIโve still never been dancing.โ
He chuckled, the sound trembling. โAlright. Iโll meet you next Saturday, at the Stork Club.โ
โYou got it,โ she promised. She broke through the clouds, the edge of a glacier visible as the ocean lapped against it. The water reminded of her of Alexaโs eyes.
โ8 oโclock on the dot, and you better not be late,โ Will said gently. โYou have no excuse. Understood?โ
โItโs a date,โ she assured him.
Kiara closed her eyes, and thought of Lexieโs smile.
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