#i wanna disappear

[nathaliesgw]

Pls let me die, I honestly dont wanna be here any more, I just wanna be at peace.

[imamonstr]

the only thing that’s keeping me alive

however, it looks like i’ll never reach such body☠︎︎

[stephaniesblogxx]

[girlfromthecrypt]

Soooo I just sent a tumblr ask to my favorite IF author of all time which I didn't dare to for a long time because they're too impressive for me buuuut now it's done and you can watch me be super nervous as I wait and hope for them to see it

I, I don't know it was prolly stupid anyway

I umm

I don't wanna waste their time but their writing is so cool I can't

I'm already regretting this I should have asked anonymously WHY DIDN'T I ASK ANONYMOUSLY

[doll1-s2]

I’m so dumb

[zostheticsblog]

Sorry (I guess?)

It's so damn awkward responding to messages after you've relapsed or had an attempt lol

[sinxerlyri]

Mother of all disappointment is expectations.

_ Raconteur's Muse

[endlessmidnights]

I love when you have treatment resistant depression and people tell you that you just aren’t trying hard enough to be happy

[bellowbear]

Sleeping Grim with there toys :333

Oh well Nell gonna post this to magicam, off course with Grim permission :))

a/n : even though I try yo make a afternoon efects with some window shadow on Grim 😭😭😭 AND I FAIL AND CRYING IN THE CORNER OF MY ROOM 😭😭😭 its looks easy at the first glance... but nope its not 😭😭😭

Oh well... atleast I try :"""))).

[anzadosara]

I hate bungo stray dogs

[insanegirlbloging]

i dont know what to do with my life

[imamonstr]

self harm is the best way to cope with my shitty life. i hate myself for my weakness of not cvtting deep enough to dië, not ⭐️ving to dëäth.

i don’t wanna do anything but see myself fucking dead

[luvm3always]

What if I block everyone and delete all my socials ? 🤔🤔

[randilookssoblue]

Does anyone actually know how to cry for help? Is anyone actually capable of making themselves heard when they feel like they're dying?

I feel like if I looked as sick as I am, people would be more willing to help. Like if they're worried physically, then for once they'll belive me when I say I'm struggling mentally. I just want someone to trust that I really can't do it anymore when I say that I can't.

I need help. I want help. I feel like I'm screaming into the void and I have a whole audience of people around me just watching. I feel like if I die it won't be a surprise, like a gladiator in the ring, they'll only be sad because they have nothing to gawk at anymore.

[unknowncaller2307]

What’s your main goal?

I want to be small. I want to be skinny. I want to be desirable. I want him to finally look in my direction. I want to feel good in my body. I want to not look like a fat fuck. I want to be able to cross my legs without someone asking “why they look like that”. I want to be able to eat a meal without people staring. I want to be able to hang out with the pretty, skinny girls. I don’t want to be overlooked in sports just because i’m bigger. I want to feel my bones. I want to be able to wear short sleeved shirts. I don’t want to be out of breath after a flight of stairs. I don’t want my thighs to touch. I want to fit into my homecoming dress. I want to look good in a bikini. I want my family to stop calling me “the bigger one” or “the heavy set one”. I want to look in the mirror and see all of my features defined. I want to be freezing because i’m so skinny. I want to be able to skip meals without having a panic attack. I want to be able to control myself. I want to see pictures of other girls and think “i’m skinnier than her”. I want my mom to be proud of me.

[crazzyy4me]

Skipping a meal is starting to feel good. It’s like an addiction.