#i wanna write it so badly hhhhh

[theangrypomeranian]

been thinking about my Barryl Hunger Games AU again

[poppy-purpura]

Hhhhh, I wanna try drawing Hime so badly now~

I wonder how Forneus and/or Aym and Baal look in your style. I've been writing on their lore in my AU today and I kinda grew really fond of them, haha

[tboybuck]

WIP Wednesday

This will likely go into the weekend because I unfortunately have a big boy job and as much as I'd love to bust out 5k in a single afternoon I cannot

I was not planning to hop on for a WIP Wednesday post this week, but I was tagged by @bifuriouswaterbender to do this version, and I love it soooo I gotta!

Send me a prompt:

Word game: Send me a word and if it's in my fic I'll post the snippet it's in. If not I'll write three sentences and post those.

Scene game: Send me a pair (or group) of characters and if there's a scene between the two (or more) of them I'll post the snippet. If not three new sentences.

Chapter snippets: Send me a chapter number and (if I have it) I'll post a snippet and do a quick edit session on the chapter.

Trope game: Send me a trope you think is in my fic. If it is I'll post the snippet. If not three new sentences.

Choose the WIP you want it for:

Batter up! (chaptered)

Anatomy of a Home Run (one shot)

For the Bit (chaptered, still in early stages)

(i want so badly to put ger's bday fic on the list bc i wanna work on it but i dont wanna post any snippets and idk how to work around that but hhhhh)

Also stealing the rule of only using snippets from unpublished parts to emphasize the "make me write" part of this!

No Pressure Tags: @steves-strapcollection, @patchworkgargoyle, @matchingbatbites, @starryeyedjanai, @starrystevie

[saintobio]

pls my first time writing a main character who thinks like this 😭

[skrunklybf-archived]

i promise i'm not dead i'm just burnt out & a little busy w life atm 🫠

[starryglittermaiden]

I want to write so bad but I'm so uninspired

[ellitx]

A lot of NSFW I've sent is Venti satisfying the Reader, but this time it's Reader pleasing him! They're at their room in the tavern, she's massaging his hands, leaving light kisses on his fingers. She tells him that she loves his hands. She loves him, all of him. Proceeds to pull down his pants, and work his length. She continues her kisses up and down his cock. (1)

continuation:

She places him in between her tits; she knows how much he likes them. Venti is in heaven and feels so spoiled, he’s doing all he can to stop his hips from bucking. Meanwhile, Reader is doing all she can to drive him crazy, like he does with her, with little sucks, licks here or there, kisses on the tip. (2)

“Venti. Won’t you look at me?” He does, and she’s looking at him with her doe eyes as she licks up the leaking precum. She’s going so slowly, it’s driving him mad, and even more so when she’d stop if he looks away or closes his eyes. When he finally does cum, she swallows it all not allowing a single drop go to waste. (3, end)

ANON WTF I NEED MORE HHHHH

You beat me to it in writing a scenario AHSJKSKS YOUR BRAIN PLZ I-IM IN LOVE WITH ALL THESE IDEAS YOURE GIVING 😭

I was actually planning to post this on march 14 since it’s white day and it just perfectly fits the reader to return back how venti keeps spoiling her

I dont think i can write a full scenario because this is already god tier even if it’s short 👌✨✨ will you feed us more nsfw?

I’ll try to add my own!

masterlist

fem!reader

word count: 618

NSFW under the cut

Since venti loves playing with your breasts so much of course he’d also love boobjob, right?

Absolutely

He always imagined how it would feel like to run his length between them but he never asked you about it since he’s more on wanting to satisfy your needs than his.

When you started massaging his hands, it was really relaxing, and enjoys it when you trail kisses on his fingers. You’ll slowly heat things up between you two— kissing his jaw and sucking on his neck and grinding yourself against his crotch— when he felt you stop and stand up, he’ll be really confused as to why.

Did he do something wrong?

Boy did he not expect he’ll see you sink down to your knees and pull down his shorts. Expect to see him blush and stutter a lot when you did that

Of course, you’d be a blushing mess as well but have confidence in yourself that you wanna please him! Venti would always cater to your desires. It was only fair you would pay him back in kind.

His eyes will turn wide when you kissed the tip of his shaft before leaning down to capture his cock between your boobs. Venti will shakily breathe and gently grasp your hair to stop you.

“[N-Name]... y-you don’t need to—“

You ignored his words and cut him off by moving yourself. A moan will come from him as he tipped his head forward and harshly grasping on the edge of the table to support himself.

“Fuck...”

Venti rarely curses and it’s your first time hearing that from him. For some reason, it turned you on. Be proud of yourself you managed to make him good! But there’s still more, you have to bring him a thousand percent of pleasure

He’ll start twitching as you rub his dick. Alternating it between slow movements of pressure to fast and steady motions. He’s fighting the urge to thrust his hips when you teased his tip. He tightly holds onto the table once again and you can hear the faint scratching of his nails against the wooden object.

He wanted to scream so badly when you used your tongue to further stimulate him. Your breasts were so soft around him and even though your pacing is mostly slow, you make up for it by putting more pressure around him and god he fucking loves it

Venti will writhe on his seat, trying to catch his breath but he can only think of how close he is reaching his climax. His mind is filled with the softness of your tits and how warm it was with his cock buried between them

He was getting hard and it’s really painful and torturous for him. You’ll immediately switch in using your mouth, swallowing his whole length inside you, and start working on pleasing him by sucking his dick relentlessly.

Venti impulsively thrust forward; his cock caught the back of your throat and you’re struggling not to choke as he fills your mouth with his hot semen. You slowly draw out from him and make sure you got every drop of his seed inside your mouth before gulping them down.

Breathless and spent, he slumps back on his seat. His hazy gaze will search your eyes then finds them just in time for him to see them sparkle as you wiped your mouth.

He can't bring himself to the thought you just did that. Yet he’ll still praise you and pat your head when you asked him how well you did with bright eyes.

Venti will pull you back to sit on his lap and this time it’s his turn in making you a mess

[shoezuki]

okay but about that thing on people just switching their sides up. I actually have a whole critical thing of the fandom that I'll never write post in my head that like.... I think comes up with an explanation on it. but I wouldn't be posted cuz it would be super critical of Twitter as a whole and i don't wanna die lol.

but also I was talking about this in zablrs rant-chat a few hours ago, and like. I think part of it is that people are very much emotion first. and with Twitter, tumblr, and twitch chat being the way they are with live tweeting/blogging/chatting what have you, you get all these emotional reactions first. which. fair. thats how people react, ya know? in a sense, that's what you're supposed to do/how you're supposed to feel.

the real problem, imo, is the people who get their ideas/views second hand from these platforms. like, esp with Twitter since the way trending works it really, really can push out bias and misinformation really fast. so the non-viewer is seeing this influx in "oh this character bad now" or "this character redeemed now!" and instead of looking for it themselves they fall into the mob mentality and go with it.

that means later, when the stream is done, people who reacted emotionally at first and now have time/distance enough to think logically don't. because now they're the ones falling into the mob mentality. I mean, even people who haven't watched the current stream agree, so maybe it has more basis than just the one stream!

so people then get the idea that those emotional responses are logical and so when someone comes in with a different perspective, they think "now hold on a second" and they argue against it. because, logically, they're in the right, so obviously you're wrong!

(don't even get me started on that. there is no concrete right and wrong, only what is, what isn't, and what should be and should not be done. but thats a whole other post)

and then people, because theyre arguing instead of having proper discourse, the literary definition which is literally just another word for discussion NOT argument, people are getting emotional again. and it's been proven time and time and time again that when you're responding based on emotion you're less likely to respond well to someone who's trying to tell you something else because it feels like you're invalidating their feelings.

(and boy, oh boy, don't get me started on how much this has created a divide between NT and ND viewers of the smp. because it feels, to me, that when a NT is feeling emotional and a ND is trying to speak to them with logic, they're being told they're heartless or something which is just hhhhh)

so we never get anywhere in the fandom. we're stuck in the same emotion-mob mentality-logic-mob mentality cycle and it's honestly just exhausting at this point.

tiny you’ve hit it right on the head. like. youre so fucking right here.

i talked a how twitter is Built in a way that sucks before Kinda like this n it REALLY plays a part in like. mcyt fans over there n information n ppls reactions to things. like. it REALLY shows in there n usually when im arguing that ppl are so Quick to React to things its over There moreso than here like. ofc Everywhere but anyways like, 

emotions are FIRST. its what ppl immediately feel in response to stimulus. like its a Whole Thing. how ppl can get angry and lash out then later will be like thinking it over and digest it better. and a LOT of dsmp stuff esp w tommy’s character appeals to emotions. like when we see ppl liveblogging its never dissecting or commentary on the flow and function of plot. its Always gut reactions

n like you said on social media it lasts SO LONG. the trending page on twitter is always fueled by in the moment thoughts and responses. things like ‘HE DIED’ and ‘SAM NOOK’ will get trending because ppl r livebloggin n freakin out about it. but it just drags all of it out too and creates like a domino affect.

idk how to say it without sounding like a dick either tbh but a lot of people will cling onto emotions and gut instant reactions, and will React and Speak according to that without thinking logically on analyzing things. so they’ll jump on ‘sam is a horrible person’ which sets off Other people and gets Others emotional and it spreads from that. mob mentality at its finest is how ppl will act in a Group and have the Same actions/thoughts largely because of emotional responses and Yeah It Do Be Here. 

n ppl jus will cling onto it so hard???? even when what others say is more rational and has logical backing its like. will just Stand Firm and can react badly and interpret criticism/analysis as Hatred and its WEIRD. 

like you mention the NT and ND aspect. and youre right like. not to lean on myself so heavy but i dont liveblog much or react In the Moment because im. like. not emotional. a part of my autism is i sometimes just Dont feel things or its not so Strong or i dont Get others emotional responses. easiest for me to feel is anger skjgfskg. 

n especially w philza n techno how ppl r so Reactive n Emotional about them in terms a them being ‘bad’ like. a lot a ppl i see defendin em and makin Hot Takes (comrades) r ND. 

[cruddyborderlandstheories]

Also Nekrotefeyo was criminally underused for the legendary Eridian homeworld like I was expecting like a big abandoned city or a completely decimated apocalyptic place, not a dried up ocean bed (Are they maybe more crustaceans instead (?) of bugs???) with like 2 Eridian buildings on it and also Maliwan for... Some... Reason. Seriously. Dark Maliwan was so clearly cut content and I wanna know wtf that was all about. Also we got Promethea so it isn't like they weren't capable of making a big city area, like the restrictions of the engine wouldn't allow it, they just didn't... Feel like it? Maybe didn't have time to flesh it out given how late nekro is in the game? Seriously it feels empty as fuck, I love exploring the planets, but even as a certified lore lover I just can't bring myself to explore that place more than I have to for quests. It's really empty and boring

Also, I am bet that the big glowing thing we see coming out of the planet as it fragments is related either to the Machine and the souls sacrificed to make it work, or the Guardian soul main storage thingie. Mainly because ghosts and such are real in the bl universe and they're all that same glowing green sort of deal. It also reminds me of Krieg's mind planet projection thing which does add credence to that. That is potentially why Minos Prime 'hatched', it could have been a storage place for other, maybe reject(?) Guardian souls and that's where all the Eridian and Guardian stuff randomly came from that Tannis keeps goddamn repeating every time u play the takedown. FE Minos Prime was a testing site for prototype Guardians and the souls (I don't want to call them mind cores because the mind core we got from the Vault of the Destroyer was solid and not green and don't even get me STARTED on that whole situation because there was cut Overseer dialogue from when you take that thing out of the Vault and why WAS it even in the VAULT OF THE DESTROYER and Hhhhh) were stored in Minos Prime until whoops they got out. And I'm guessing they sacrificed the people of Minos Prime to the Machine (we literally left nobody guarding it sooo) bc Tannis says they just vanished without a trace. Which ALSO adds bonus points to my theory that the Eridians aren't dead and are just chilling elsewhere laughing at us right now.

I still think Lilith brought Elpis to the Eridian Rift on the map Typhon and Leda wrote all over and she's vibing there, too. Maybe it's a sort of stasis place where time doesn't pass so the people of Elpis don't die. Idk how Lilith would know about that but then again given the chest in her room I would honestly not bet against my whole 'Lilith had help from the Watcher and/or the Eridians during/before Bl3 and refused to tell us' which is why she just vanishes at the end of the game and takes Elpis with her.

And also why Sanctuary-III randomly exists when we have never heard of the company that made it before (seriously what is supamax mfg), it's somehow in good enough condition that Moxxi and Ellie could fix it up with their scarce resources, and they found it before any other people did (can probably chalk this one up to Tannis if there were cameras or it was hooked up to the ECHOnet of Pandora, but the other two points stand). I would've been okay with it if it were an Atlas ship Rhys sent over or smth, if it were an old Hyperion ship, if the branding of supamax mfg was Moxxi and Ellie's team effort of making a spaceship company in honor of Scooter- literally if any of these things were explained in-game, but they're NOT. So I am left to go 'what the hell where did this come from what is Supamax MFG' and like, a random company we've never heard of existing is totally fine, we're introduced to the Obsidian Black Block and Hephestus United as well, but it just feels weird that this random supply (?) ship just happened to go to Pandora for some reason and then also crash or was abandoned for some reason. If we could just get a scrap of info on Supamax MFG and why this ship was on Pandora I'd be happy. Their branding is Ships Made Quick so clearly they build ships which is fine.

Did Lilith contact them? If so, cool, could we get an ECHO log of that? Where did she get the money after Sanctuary-II blew tf up? Did she or Moxxi or Ellie have connections that allowed them to get the ship made for cheap or free? Why did they decide to make the ship out in the open when they knew about the rising CoV threat?? Was the ship stolen? Did the Crimson Raiders just kill a bunch of people to get their hands on it? I doubt it, but this shit isn't explained! So yeah when I write theories like 'Hm well maybe this ship was planted here by the Watcher' its not because I'm driven insane by the Eridians it is because we literally have no other reason to go 'maybe not' and with what little information we do get during the game, it could be fuckin possible!!!

Lilith apparently knew more than she was letting on, she was contacted personally by the Watcher during the end of TPS (brick specially had to ASK what the Watcher said to Lilith), so yeah fuck it the ship and everything that wasn't explicitly explained was given to Lilith by the Watcher to help her in her quest for whatever the Big One is in bl4. Bc you KNOW that Bl3 was just the lead up to get the Destroyer to slip out of its chains thru Tyreen's meddling (literally in nyriads log right before the final boss and its not like ty absorbed an entire planet sized monster and was the size of, like, a shortish tree so you know the Destroyer is still in there as it's further confirmed by Scourge when he says shit like you don't even know what you just did blah blah shut up loser- the only thing pointing to the Destroyer ACTUALLY being dead is that the Vault (????) of the Destroyer (???????????????) opened after Tyreen died but then we can make the Vault of the Architects argument that maybe it considered her part of the Destroyer and her dying confused the Vault into opened, iunno. I don't even know why that Vault was there in the first place wtf was its purpose I thought the Vault of the Destroyer was either the other Pandora one (emergency human feeding port to a monster that doesn't need sustenance) or literally Pandora itself in which case killing Tyreen should have destroyed the whole planet by opening it soooooo I guess that Vault exists to circumvent that extremely specific problem only the Eridians would have guessed could happen idk) and to set the Guardians up as villains cuz fuck them that's why (>:( please gearbox don't, make the Eridians the bad guys if someone has to be evil pretty please the Guardians aren't the bad guys they are literally gaining sentience right now give them a chance they gotta figure themselves out and the Eridians fit the whole 'corporations exploiting their workers' vibe with the Guardians being forced to work even after the Eridians are gone so don't let those parallels slip away with shortsighted storytelling) but then it hurts even worse cuz the story could've been so much simpler and just... Sweeter and better than what we got if that's all they had to do was set those two things up. Bro I hate how every time I go to ask questions abt the game it leads me back here. Because it's true!! And it hurts I just wanna sit down with the lore manager of the game and ask them all these questions because I'm genuinely curious, but I'm afraid of the answers or non-answers I'll get. Again, I get the whole 'things have to happen for plot, not everything should be questioned, give the writers some slack to write a story' argument but when EVERYTHING falls under that category and the story didn't even end up being that great, it gets really frustrating because HONESTLY? if we had gotten good lore and explanations to things and actual world building and details and all that? I wouldn't have minded the main story so much. But unfortunately we got neither good lore (I wanna tell Nyriad she was lied to very badly because it's either the Eridians are evil and liars about a lot, or nobody thought twice the implications of giving the Destroyer a feeding port that explicitly calls humans to it) nor good main story (you know.) and it just. Is annoying. That's all.

[literaphobe]

im literally so confused abt what even is linguistics bc im a rare breed of gay who can do math and LIKE it but good luck with ur little trees and Hz's of sounds <3 i hate making trees can't imagine how u must be feeling

also can i ask how info systems was in general? bc i was kinda thinking taking that program but it sounds stressful

hhhhh my suggestion is don’t take it up if you don’t have experience in coding.... because if you’ve never done it before there’s no guarantee that you’ll be good because it’s a Whole other skillset. plus information systems involves like. business stuff. so you’ll be doing projects where u pretend to make an app or you’re leading a fake company and just. lots of dumb business stuff but it’s IT which. ew HAHAHAHA like u gotta give presentations and stuff and tbh i could like. somewhat do p ok at the non coding stuff but it was still like. whatever. it was kinda cool sometimes tho because i once gave a presentation about p much nothing for two minutes and my teacher was crazy impressed with me. he was like everyone else was either ok or sucked but Michelle was excellent.... “THAT is how you give a speech” he said. it was so funny because the content of my speech was nothing. it was my group mates that were saying the real stuff. anyway unless ur neurotypical and really good at math and also really eloquent and good at speaking i don’t suggest u take it up like if ur super good at math and interested in coding just be a computing major NFJDJDJDJD

like. i’m also really good at math but there’s a difference between solving a math question where the time u actually take to write down the solution is short whereas coding... ok let me say it like this. math. u solve the question. coding. u solve the question, then you TEACH the computer to solve the question and u gotta do it by typing very specific things in a very specific way. which is like memorization. and i don’t like having to memorize things. it’s not that i can’t it’s that i don’t want to and not wanting to do something is like. game over for me fjdjjdjdjd so. uh. i’m better at application. math is applying formulas, English is applying grammar rules, put simply, so yeah. i’m an English and math gay and that’s why people were scared of me in school fjdjdjdjdj but also for a lot of it i had untreated adhd. when my adhd was untreated i was like a wild card. maybe i’ll do something academically impressive. maybe i’ll get the worst grades in the whole class. when i was on concerta i still didn’t really study but i had the advantage of actually being able to process the things i hear and see on a daily basis. which. is a normal thing neurotypicals have apparently. sometimes i would accidentally forget to take my pill (v rare those days but it happened) and i would be like. it was like someone had crippled me. in the lecture. nothing. everyone making background noise. cannot filter anything. it was a nightmare. adhd is. a nightmare

anyway linguistics also. u have to remember things but uh. it’s WAY WAY WAY better than fucking CODING like. so yeah. i badly want to restart my degree because i wasn’t on my meds properly for most of it and i haven’t taken my meds in like a year. my grades are like. all over the place. it’s embarrassing and i just wanna. start afresh. i’ve applied to change my degree like twice but this time i wanna explain my adhd and going off my meds properly. and SPECIFICALLY ask to get a clean slate. meaning i’ll have to retake several classes and choose not to take several classes and do new ones instead but. it is what it is. it also probably maybe might not work but..... the least i can do is try

[tfw-no-tennis]

mtmte liveblog issue 13

humansona time, hell yes

OH MAN I forgot about the stuff w/swerve and blurr oof

that panel of perceptor just saying random equations always kills me vhsdjhfkbjhksdfnka

also I love so much that they call perceptor ‘percy’ that's so cute

I love the implications here that people just Grab minibots and carry them around like luggage bc they are Tiny lmao

ohhhh my god I fuckgin love ‘I'm just wondering if there's time to expand my aura and cleanse the area of aggression’ ‘I...don't think so, drift’ hgbadjfjbaskdfs drift’s hippy nonsense delivered completely seriously pairs hilariously with his whole ‘violent guy with a bunch of swords’ thing lmao

also, IM NEVER OVER CYCLONUS SINGING TO TAILGATE, and also the security team mistaking it for cyclonus murdering tg hbhkjadfbjkhsdf cyclonus u icon

and tg looking at cyclonus all heart-eyes, omg 

drift showing rodimus how to swordfight...fellas.....

rodimus, being entirely ignorant to the irony in calling cyclonus and tailgate’s relationship strange when he and drift are Right There, being weird gay frat bros

did yall know, I love magnus so much. law dad

magnus saying ‘that's not even a word. id have heard of it’ about the word ‘relax’ is so funny god 

rodimus bribing swerve with a bar license to get magnus turnt is hbvhjakdbfhskf

never over rodimus portioning out drifts blood money to the crew for shore leave hubhjsdkhfdbjksd god 

despite tg lying about a good amount of his past, I feel like he rlly DOES see cyclonus as a link to a more familiar time, and that's a large reason why he’s so forgiving toward cyc

mannnn the stuff w/blurr and swerve is so depressing in retrospect. swerve is like, such a depressing character the more you think abt him vbhskjdhfbsk jesus

magnus trying to get in on the convo when swerve starts talking statistics oh magnus

idk what ‘the lube pits’ are but I Really do not want to know

‘the temple of the raging prism’ sounds fuckin bangin tho

I love seeing everyones humansona!! this art style is pretty simple, but I think it looks cute

rungs ‘human name’ being ‘mary sue’ lmaoooooo jro w/the self callout

also skids’ name being blank is a nice touch

still not over tg being a baby....poor guy

whirls humansona is so fuckgin good, also swerve looks like a hobbit

magnus basing his avatar on verity is so sweet ;_; I really should read all the wreckers stuff after I finish this reread

THE ABSOLUTE COMEDY OF MAGNUS JUST FUCKGIN PASSING OUT THE INSTANT THE ALOCHOL HITS...ICONIC

WHY would magnus accept a drink from whirl anyways lmao

tailgate is so cute

they rlly just left magnus facedown on the table and kept drinking huh. the irresponsibility....we love it

ARE YOU SURE THAT KILLMASTER IS DEAD, WHIRL? ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THAT?

rung don't lie, froid is your nemesis

WHY do we never get to hear more about skids’ apparent beef with misfire

rewind calling the swerve/misfire This early, wow

literally Everyone abandoning swerve to deal with magnus hgbvhfjdskdfbhs I fucking love this issue man

GOD I LOVE MAGNUS SO MUCH!!!!!!!! he’s such an interesting and unique character and hhhh I love him and his development

like, he was probably the biggest surprise out of everyone who agreed to go on the quest - ostensibly it was to keep order on the lost light, but it would make sense that magnus would get tired of being the Only one who cares about that sorta stuff on board 

drunk magnus is such a delight oh my god

magnus rlly just wants everyone to be safe :( my daddddd

magnus: I love all my children equally...swerve, rodimus, [looks at smudged writing on hand] dirt

swerve: see, magnus, that’s where you’re wrong - I ALSO have crippling depression!

cant believe they bought rodimus a hat vhbhksdfhahsjkdf

HHHHH GOD I FORGOT ABT THATTTT when cyclonus goes bonkers in order to stop rewind from playing the ark 1 footage and inadvertently outing tailgate as a liar....AUGHHHHH THE FUCKING...THE FUCKING ROMANCE OF IT ALL

POOR MAGNUS LMAOOOO

oh rewind :( you should really wonder a little harder where chromedome is right now...oof

everyone jumping on magnus while he’s passed tf out is SO fucking funny 

RUNG, PLEASE, WE REALLY DONT NEED TO THINK ABOUT WHATS AROUND THE CORNER. REALLY DONT

hhhhhhhhhhh I love how cyclonus sat tailgate down and confronted him about lying, but did it privately and not in front of everyone - and he even saved tg from being exposed as a liar, too. AUGH 

I feel like cyclonus is kinda impressed at how effortlessly tg has managed to lie this whole time, and tbh it IS impressive, especially considering tailgate was basically teleported 6 million years into the future and has no idea how the world works anymore, but was still able to lie convincingly. even cyclonus only realized bc of his own past, and not until now

tailgate ;_; ;_; ;_; 

cyclonus: oh no...im soft

tailgate and cyclonus singing ye olde cybertronian tunes together...OUGHHHH my fucking heart bro mY FUCKING HEART.

on that note: the song ‘to noise making (sing)’ by hozier is literally about cygate. thank u for coming to my ted talk

UGH GOD SWERVE STOP MAKING ME SO SAD, ITS NOT EVEN THE SWEARTH ARC YET

magnus had to like, get the robot equivalent of a stomach pumping after that hvbskdjfbhskdf jesus they really did almost kill him huh

I consider this issue forshadowing bc it makes 100% sense that minimus would be a Mega Lightweight considering he’s like 3 feet tall

the real quest that swerve is participating in is ‘the quest to get friends’ and so far its going pretty badly. poor dude 

godddd the thing that says ‘next: Overlord!’ with a fucking exclamation point I DONT APPRECIATE THAT. 

OHO i forgot abt the canon fanfic at the end of this issue

rung kicking things off with some good ole bodily workings-based dread 

ok but being so awed by the construction of your species’ anatomy that you wanna fall on the floor in amazement? that's a whole ass mood and I do frequently stare at walls for long periods of time, thinking about the marvel that is the human body. so rung is valid 

FROID NAME DROP LMAO. also yet again, are you SURE he’s dead?? are you????

the name ‘froid’ cracked me up almost as much as ‘rigor morphis’ did when I first read this...robot-based science puns! woohoo!

rung rlly b out here thinking abt overlords lips.....

‘forced browsing is not the autobot way’ lmao skids

also fr tailgate defs thinks that whirls actually name is nutjob

the entire segment of cyclonus browsing and everyone watching him and commenting is just. golden

oh no. don't make me think of rewind and his tiny memory sticks that he carries around. I'm NOT READY

magnus’ brutal read on rodimus and the fact that he’s more suited, personality-wise, to wartime than peacetime? oof. love it

I ALSO love that a big part of this issue was magnus admitting, in less direct terms, that HE isn't made for the post-war life either - his strict adherence to the rules and constant vigilance isn't exactly the best mindset for peacetime, for him or the people under his command

magnus’s hatred of metaphors and similes and the like....hvbsdjkfbasjhdf I love him

MAGNUS ILY...he’s trying SO HARD cut him some slack. i think his jokes are. yeah!

oh goody this text used "rodimus’s" so I guess that's canonically correct and I haven't been using grammar incorrectly as I had feared 

rodimus sitting ON his desk and doodling on it...adhd icon

rodimus calling rung a psychotherapist, which was rung’s grounds for a nemesis hvbhjabfdskfnkks

rung: as I'm sure you know I take patient confidentiality VERY seriously

narrator: That Was A Lie 

AUGH this hurts...rung trying to get justice for red alert but rodimus is in on the overlord stuff :( ouch

so issue 13! I fucking love this issue. just some good ole funney space hijinks, with some nice relationship development for tg and cyc - plus a revelation about tailgate - and some characterization for swerve and magnus. plus we get to see humansonas, which is always fun. augh I love this comic, and I am SO not ready for the next few issues, good lord

[lacertae-dreamscape]

i always say i need to write more zencio stuff and i always end up... not doing it?

i admit, i’d love to do a longer piece, like the 10k sfw i did for mcyatta a while ago, but... it’s hard to come up with a cute idea that works for them, specifically? hhhhh. i rly wanna write zencio like. so badly.

*lays down*

[solletichi]

In pregame Shuichi constantly wrecks Ouma with tickles cus he loves seeing him so giggly and blushy uwu

this is so cute and TRUE and i wanna write something so badly hhhhh

[the-kipsabian]

5,8,21,44,47? Title being "we were always meant to be immortal (but now we never can be)"

5) If you had to choose a favourite out of all of your multi chaptered stories, which would it be and why?im. trying to find any multi chapter stories ive actually written more than one chapter for and im failing real badly LOL. i think tho that one of my faves is a reaaaally old wrestling fic titled ‘sleeping flower’ - which was basically just your regular kind of oc/wrestler shenanigans and yeah we’ll leave it that cause even tho i still really think back to it fondly it was. still really bad lol its from like 2008 i think i was such a vanilla baby in writing, especially in english so hngg thank god i cant get the document to open properly to read it cause i wouldnt be able to take it lol

8) Where do you take your inspiration from?aaaa pretty much everywhere tbh? it can be from games, movies/shows i watch, most often i think it comes from music tbh? certain lyrics make me think about stuff and work things around them. or similarly from other stuff i listen to/hear, i can pull some strings together in my head to get a story ideas and yeah

21) Tell me about another writer(s) who you admire? What is it about them that you admire?hummmmmmmm. k so im. sure theres more but i dont unfortunately read too much these days cause i cant. focus on shit to save my life so i cant name more than the few ive read recently so aaaaAAAA@ss-trashboat - her stuff is like. i mean. have you read angst before? well yeah angst will come and rip your heart from your chest and stomp on it until youre crying and then some. so many different characters and feelings and theres something for everyone available, and the way she describes feelings and atmosphere slays me every single time. i wanna cry just for the thought of it tbh hhhhhh@shinrijeu - lets continue with admiring and praising angst, shall we? its just. so good. characters amazingly on point every single time, i especially love reading his character interactions cause its just. so natural and the scene is so easy to see unfolding in front of your eyes? yes. please. also like. all the fluff gets me so giddy every single time and i love it hhhhh@coughedfeathers - thEY MAKE ME CRY ON A REGULAR BASIS WITH THINGS AND THATS FINE. also like as someone who loves to write a rambly, run-on sentences myself, i love their style of. simple and sweet. getting the thoughts and emotions through with the simplest choice of words, and yet they have so much impact behind them and thats just so awesome. also like. best hurt/comfort buddy @blue-bismuth - their ideas? Top Notch for freaking sure. im behind on actually. like. reading their stuff but hhhhhhh everything like headcanon-wise im loving and im impressed by cause its so cool and original and i am. in loVE

44) What is the last line you wrote?this is from few days ago - wanted to get some nate(mare)/mads angst out there but its just sitting unfinished on my laptop now probably forever yay“If wordscould cause physical harm, Nate would have just about ten edged weaponssticking out of him right now.“

47) Here’s a fic title - insert a made up title. What would this story be about?my immediate first thought was star crossed lovers, with the reincarnation au involved. with added angst of ‘one makes a deal that they will finally be allowed to be together, but one of them loses their ability to reincarnate’

fic writer asks!

[reitziluz]

song tag

ten songs you currently love, i was tagged by @loviloves

fdgsddsf i don’t know what this says about me... and i kept babbling on each of these way more than i think i was supposed to!! but here they are in no particular order:

White Happy - Maretu  it’s just the fucking refrain, it just keeps playing in my head.... maretu’s stuff is so edgy, but often with a few lines of pure gold mixed in, and yea the “come and destroy my sense of inferiority” and the thing about being lovable being a talent the speaker wasn’t blessed with, ahh... 

Tetris - Plastic Tree  again something that will not leave my head and always gets me pumped up!! i’ve hacked away so many fic chapters listening to this it’s ridiculous. i like how the lyrics are just disjointed words thrown in the air but it still feels like there’s a connection, a continuity.

Sanbika - Plastic Tree gdfgdshg this is... just such a good song for me to get some writing ideas flowing in my head. something about the line of feeling like everything can be forgiven, this sort of melancholic hopefulness.... 

Fushigi no Kohanasaichi - PinocchioP  i feel for this song so much and yea catchy as hell too. i love love love how the voice expecting things ends up being the speaker and how disappointing it is turned out into being good ahhhh

Pascal Beats - Yuki Kaai “say, can’t you understand more? i’ve run out of energy i was counting on” dgsfg relatable as hell, i like how much this song does with so little. 

Love is Onomatopoeia - PinocchioP i love japanese onomatopoeias and this song has some lines about love that just fucking hit spot on where i need them to hit. is it love or sickness? and the juxtaposition of like, is it just noise or can it become music.

Laughing Mannequin - napoliemon, but the Onyu cover  this song is just?? cool?? i’m tempted to try making a lil bit more accurate translation for myself... i love how it’s all about this pain and hurt, but gets more and more about getting better and staying hopeful almost as to spite the hardships. and the last line of “keep hitting my glass heart, if it breaks it’s just good” is just !!!

Odori to Chishidoku - CapsLack yea ok i fucking. ended up translating this song because nobody else has done it, it got so badly stuck in my head and i needed to know what exactly it was about and bbbbboy the lyrics are. so cool. atmospheric and just hhhhh so the title is decoy and lethal poison, and the whole song has this feeling of poison crawling deeper, something feverish, but it ends with... something hopeful, and i’m a sucker for that.

Monster is dying to eat you - sasakure.UK this one has great atmosphere, again great source of writing inspiration. i like how the lyrics use repetition and then break away from it, it’s not “can’t help it” anymore and hhhh the twist of there being no magic, it’s a good structure !!

maboroshi sweetheart - beacons  i’m... this one me and bestie call “the official last song of the night”, because yea perfect song to cool down with. i get so painfully nostalgic over the scenery in the mv. and it’s super catchy in a mellow way. and the damn lyrics. the bullets still lodged in the wounds, and ready to come after you now, too - i don’t know if it’s about trauma or something else but it makes me feel things. ahhhh damn.

immm tagging @bisexualwinry @snorkmaids @setfa @reiqenarataka @cosmentos @ruemilly @ofpaintedflowers @mareliini @zzzbraaa aaaaaand @zefive !! but don’t feel pressured to do this if you don’t wanna, and even if i didn’t tag you, feel free to do this (and tag me, if we’ve interacted i’m p likely interested to see what sorta music you like!!)

[gnostalgist]

🌻rules: once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag.

I was tagged by @fixationpsychosis ! (thank u!)

🌻LAST…


[1] drink: zero ultra monster energy fsdjlfkjds (its the only Good(TM) monster so i had to specify)


[2] phone call: my grandma probably. if skype calls count, then dirk.


[3] text message: my grandma...


[4] song you listened to: ok it was the schuyler sisters from hamilton but it was bc i was doign a colorguard routine to it which probably doesnt help but

[5] time you cried: idk... a couple days ago

🌻 HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: yeah


[7] been cheated on: uh you know what? probably, yeah.


[8] kissed someone and regretted it: not immediately??? but yeah


[9] lost someone special: yeah i mean.. i hope its not permanent but yeah


[10] been depressed: all day erryday


[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: nah

🌻 LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS…


[12] pastel pink


[13] the one shade of red u know. like my blog aesthetic


[14] orange but its gotta be soft

🌻 IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…


[15] made new friends: yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i made so many new good friends somewhat recently!! i love them!!!


[16] fallen out of love: im trying

[17] laughed until you cried: yeah


[18] found out someone was talking about you: hhhh yeah

[19] met someone who changed you: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm


[20] found out who your true friends are: hh yeah


[21] kissed someone on your Facebook list: ive only kissed two people ever and theyre both BLOCKED AS FUCK

🌻 GENERAL…


[22] how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: (sidenote: i dont like the term “real life” when talking abt friends bc just bc u have ldrs doesnt mean u dont know the person in ‘real life’ bc u do. but i know what its asking so im just gonna answer that) 3... because i panicked and deleted almost everyone off my friends list


[23] do you have any pets: i have a cat named Pico de Gato

[24] do you want to change your name: legally? yeah. but idk im ok w my name(s) rn


[25] what did you do for your last birthday: hhhhh I CRIED BC NOBODY WAS ABLE TO HANG OUT AND I SAT IN MY ROOM ALONE but then the other day my friend brought me weed as a belated bday present so whatever

[26] what time did you wake up: 6 am


[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: sleepin

[28] name something you cannot wait for: GREEN DAY AND AGAINST ME CONCERT NEXT MONTH!


[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: oh god last summer i think im not sure


[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: not having bpd and ruining all of my relationships

[31] what are you listening to right now: against me bc i remembered the concert for #28...

[32] have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i went to middle school w someone named tom and i had him in social studies and he wrote a song for a class project on guitar except it was really bad 


[33] something that is getting on your nerves: this one kid i kind of know thats.. actualyl terrible i want them to die....


[34] most visited website: tumblr/youtube 


[35] elementary: idk what these are actually asking but i... think its asking where... i started to kindergarten at a school in south dakota, and then a different school here from then until 2nd grade; 3rd grade in texas; 4th in rochester, minnesota and 5th in winona, minnesota


[36] high school: currently in rn and it sux


[37] college: either going to a technical school here to get a degree as a diagnostic medical sonographer or going somewhere??? to get a phd in psych to be a clinical psychologist. prolly the former tho,,

[38] hair colour: black but rly badly dyed


[39] long or short hair: idk its like to my shoulders when its down but also i have a mohawk


[40] do you have a crush on someone: YEA IM RLY GAY FOR MY BF

[41] what do you like about yourself: my eyes and Musical Abilities(TM)


[42] piercings: idk i dont really want any,,


[43] blood type: idk ??
??????????????

[44] nickname: roxy (if that counts..), kasp, rox, friendly ghost


[45] relationship status: IM LVOE DIRK


[46] zodiac sign: picses/aries


[47] pronouns: god i dont fucking know.. any?? except if we’re not close u cant use she/her but. yeah idk. any.


[48] fav TV show: hm twd probably


[49] tattoos: i dont have any, BUT
 im going to get a bike helmet? idk where yet though. and then just those plastic vampire teeth, and finally, the Most Important one, the word ‘drown’ in morse code on the inside of my left arm. im gonna?? try to meet tyler joseph and have him write it for me.

[50] right or left handed: right

🌻 FIRST…


[51] surgery: i had surgery on my tongue in like 1st/2nd grade bc i couldnt like. lift it up


[52] piercing: none


[53] best friend: a girl named zaneb

 
[54] sport: uhhh i tried to do bmx for a while but ive never been in a sport rly until now if u count colorguard


[55] vacation: hm my familys always been poor so like. we’ve only gone to texas and south dakota to see family


[56] pair of trainers: wh.. what

🌻 RIGHT NOW…


[57] eating: nothing but i just ate a cookie i baked. also i know this isnt what it asked but i just want to say ive ate 7 tacos in the past 3 day.


[58] drinking: ALRIGHT i started writing this post like 4 hours ago but im still drinking that monster


[59] I’m about to: nut

[60] listening to: against me


[61] waiting for: dirk to come online?????


[62] want: dirk to come online?????


[63] get married: probably not..


[64] career?: diagnostic medical sonography or clinical psychologist

🌻 WHICH IS BETTER…


[65] hugs or kisses: hugs... kissing is honestly disgusting and ngl like 95% of the time ive kissed anyone i just found it Gross dskfjds;ld


[66] lips or eyes: eyes.....


[67] shorter or taller: ok i dont actually care either way but listen. dallon weekes is 6′4′’ and he can W R E C K  M E


[68] older or younger: i dont care but i usually just happen to like ppl older than me? but not by much like a year at most


[69] romantic or spontaneous: both


[70] nice arms or nice stomach: idc s’all cute


[71] sensitive or loud: idk both but at different times??

[72] hook up or relationship: relationship...


[73] troublemaker or hesitant: idk..

🌻 HAVE YOU EVER…


[74] kissed a stranger: god no. i tried once when i was 12


[75] drank hard liquor: yeah but i was depressed and we dont talk about that period of my life

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses: i dont.. wear them.

[77] turned someone down: i dont think so... nobody is interested in me ever lmao

[78] sex on first date: GROSS


[79] broken someone’s heart: i dont think so


[80] had your own heart broken: yeah

[81] been arrested: ....listen


[82] cried when someone died: no


[83] fallen for a friend: hm i dont think so. unless u count dirk but i had a crush on him like immediately

🌻 DO YOU BELIEVE IN…


[84] yourself: every other wednesday


[85] miracles: eh

[86] love at first sight: no but i think u can kinda have a connection at first sight. like a “i know im going to love you” at first sight.

[87] santa claus: yeah ofc


[88] kiss on the first date: hh it depends idk


[89] angels: i am an angel so like

🌻 OTHER…


[90] current best friend’s name: i never have like actual best friends bc nobody likes me but idk ill go out on a limb and say martin


[91] eye colour: blue


[92] favourite movie: the labyrinth or heathers or little shop of horrors. or book of mormon if we pretend thats a movie

im too lazy to tag people i am SORRY if u wanna do this then say i tagged u tho!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11