thinking about the time i had been binging on the most fattening foods for weeks and blew up so big that i literally outgrew all of my clothes. i was down to 1 outfit, it was obviously ill fitting but covered everything it needed to. i didn’t care, i was so hungry, so addicted to growing. instead of buying new clothes, i bought more food. but i didn’t just buy food, i went to the grocery store. wearing skin tight sweatpants that are farrr too tight on my waist to pull up all the way, so i left my hang untucked, barely covered by a very stretched out hoodie. i made myself such a sight, i was stuffed, sweating, huffing, puffing, waddling, belly wobbling and gurgling. i knew my bare hang was visible, i could feel cold air on it and i was so stuffed and out of breath i stopped caring to keep pulling my hoodie down. i went home with a large stuffed crust pizza, a jug of chocolate milk, a cake, etc etc and i ate allllllllll of it, every single bite, every single drop. i got soooooooooooo fat. it was the fattest i had ever been at the time and it was So Hot
I started drinking boost 3 days ago. My weight has been yo-yoing for months so maybe instead of it going up and down it just goes up.
The last time I weighed myself, I was 210 lbs. There is no goal weight in mind. I'm just going to do this until the boost runs out and see what the results are.
I'll say this is my before picture even though I'm on day 3.
gf did just the hottest thing the other day . . . she was gaming whilst I was lounging and reading and every so often she would wordlessly hand a new snack to me. Crackers or a handful of cookies 🤤
It's fair to admit I was quickly filling up on them hehe
Seriously tho it's actually been helpful in stopping me from sucking in. It's also put me in some pretty 😳😳😳 situations
Like when I waddle up to work and have to pretend I don't see the confused and shocked glances my coworkers give me as my huge, obviously overstuffed gut loudly suffocates in my too-small uniform, embarrassed out of my mind because I couldn't help myself from devouring a cake and a large helping of leftover spaghetti (needed something savory after cake!!) straight out of the pot right before leaving and it's obvious what a huge glutton i made myself to be.
I've been doing this a lot lately, I've been trying to not do it so much at the new job but I can't help that I'm meant to be very very fat, more and more lately I find myself having to sit down and catch my breath the moment I clock in, sit my ass down in my work chair that's been feeling way too tight recently, wiping away the sweat that's accumulated on my forehead in just the waddle over and try desperately to not unbutton my pants and rub my belly openly.
Then I'm in Stuffed Belly Hell for the first couple hours of my shift, and then I get to feel heavy, bloated and soft all over for the rest of it until I get home and finally unbutton my pants and let my gut free. And then because I no longer feel constricted, I'll sit right in my computer chair (once again, too tight lately) and I'll get high and eat more and more until I have to until I can't possibly eat another bite without puking, I sleep it all off and then the cycle continues. No wonder I'm getting so fat
just ate a full bowl of leftovers !! 😋plus some bread with a chashew-pimento (non-dairy) spread, some peanuts and salami. it was all very tasty !!! and my belly is starting to feel just a tad achey but . . . i think she could fit a little more in there . . .