'❓' + how was your day uwu
Send '❓' + a question to ask the MUN.
I suppose it could've been worse. But I'm once again up for 14 hours just for work (bc travel time doesn't count as work time) and still chasing my package. I'll go with exhausting. But thx for asking.
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on a really awkward date this is hell
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the feminine urge to go back home to your mom on the first day of spring
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Remember when we missed our flight in Vegas that one time? Right now I am not emotionally stable at all so I can't remember other moments of intense stress like that, but I know that there were some more. Not many but some.
Remember how calm I was? How I could try to keep us on track and figure out ways for us to see a way around, that we would get a hotel, and that you'd be able to explain the situation to your professor and you'd not fail his class even if we missed the class on Tuesday?
Well, I'm in a crisis right now. My stupid ADHD and I bought the ticket for the wrong fucking date. I GOT IT WRONG FOR A FULL WEEK. And I realized I'm stranded in Zaragoza, alone, after getting the car back to the rental place.
I am not dealing well with this crisis. I am not managing. I know the solution is to buy a new ticket, which I did but I can't shake the feeling that everything is in the wrong fucking place.
And it made me realize that I was always calm and collected when things went wrong for us because I had you. Because I knew that as long as we were together, nothing could beat us. Nothing. Not the wind, not Vegas. Not the New York Airbnb canceling on us less than a week before our first major major road trip.
I could always care for you and be calm when you were not because of the simple fact that you were by my side made me calmer and ready to face the world. I knew you would care about me as much as I was caring for you in each of those moments.
And right now that everything went wrong, I got the wrong turn like 6 times before getting here. I parked and couldn't find the fucking entrance to the station. I entered and my ticket got rejected right at the platform as the train was arriving. Now, the only thing I can think is that if you were here by my side. If I could hold your hand or say "let's watch reels while we wait then!" as I buy a Coke Zero, this would be something to laugh about and enjoy our time away from the real world a little more.
Because the only thing that really mattered was you by my side. And that would be taken care of.
If only you were here.
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wish abled people would understand fluctuating disabilities more. i told my boss my knee was better today than friday and she's like "I'm glad it's slowly getting better" but it's not Getting Better, it's just having a good day (and tbh it's worse now than it was when I said that) and tomorrow it'll probably be unable to bear my weight again. like. stop thinking of these things as a straight line progression because they're not and I'm tired to having to explain every bad day like it's some bigass new problem when it's just. the nature of these things
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I feel left out. And ignored and unwanted and a burden. But just as well, it’s what I deserve. That’s what I did (unintentionally) to my partner when I was with my cousin…so I guess it’s fair treatment.
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