#i wish she would stop comparing me to ppl in totally different situations | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

muteflames · 2 years

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my cousin, who is a year and a half ish younger than me is moving out of state to go to school, his dad is going to pay for both the school and an apartment for my cousin and his gf to live in and will be providing him w a monthly allowance for groceries. my mom just asked me why he’s moving out and i’m not, and why he’s going to school and i’m not!!! i literally can’t afford it and she is the biggest reason why!!!!!

#.#i have a shitty job and i make barely anything and i still have to pay for my car and my insurance and she charges me 500 a month in rent #and she doesn’t charge my cousin(who’s parents pay for everything for him out of guilt) anything!!! and she still yells at me all the time #and calls me useless and a loser and expects me to take care of her other 5 children for free #i literally do not have money for anything that is not the bare minimum and she always makes me feel bad abt it while also making me feel #like i don’t help her enough financially and like i can be doing more for her.#i am you child!!! i should not be expected to do more for you than you do for me #i should not be expected to worry abt you #esp when you never worry abt me!!!#anyways i’m gonna go smoke weed abt this and then i’ll feel better #my mom #i wish she would stop comparing me to ppl in totally different situations #not a dog at him bc i love him and am very happy that he’s gonna go to school but just like fr

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