#i’ll never forget it

[askdetermination]

I’ll never forget this blog

@askmercyseries really did make me feel joy. I love this blog and it’s sad that it had to end.

[bayleymania]

One time I was wearing my Elias shirt in university and a guy asked me if my shirt had a photoshopped pic of Jesus with a guitar. Best day ever.

[dessertbird]

The Truth 😇💙💚

[coldbug]

happy desert song day, btw…

[howdoyousleep3]

if anyone is looking for a book they’ll remember forever, that has the spiciest smut 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️, has loads of angst, wild wild plot twists, and a happy happy happy ending, i cannot recommend Pen Pal by J.T. Geissinger enough.

[ashxxgyu]

Woongki saying this isn’t the last of woongi boy 🥹

[herequeerandcantdrinkbeer]

I’m spending today mourning Jatp.

[finalwoman]

even as a young girl I remember my grandma once told me “you’re like your dad” and I was like what do you mean girlll and she said “you’re intense like he is”

[andreablog2]

Some eccentric rich old lady with colorful hair and a weird outfit went into this bougie l pharmacy I worked at in college and was like “I like not having to work…..but don’t you miss the days of school shootings” it was clearly so rehearsed and like she didn’t have to work but I was like….lmfao …..than went on abt my business but if I was high it would have been the scariest thing in the world.

[vampiricmycelium]

Honestly it’s really sad to me to see Ramon’s second admin go because I’ve only been watching Fit since January so that’s the only admin I’ve seen for him.

[valerieismss]

One time I was in conversation with gay people and they did not know how to react when after showing me pictures of twinkish boys and a masc girl from a fighting game I showed them a picture of miles fucking edgeworth and said he was my gender envy

[adizzyninja]

I’ll never forget the genre

[grlquartz]

that was indeed the best night of my life.

[nathan-thiry]

It’s getting more and more difficult to continue on in life. Always feeling not good enough for anyone. Having to deal with everything you put me through and continue to put me through. What you did wasn’t a “one and done” situation, I have to carry this with me for the rest of my life. Bet you didn’t think of that, huh? Maybe you did and thought, “how could I possibly ruin your life even after I destroyed your self esteem?!”

It worked. I’ll never be good enough now for anyone or any career. I’m losing myself each and everyday. Time is almost nothing now. My hopes and dreams are destroyed because of you. My life goals are not attainable anymore. I’m trying to refocus my energy on new goals. Helping people is all I wanted to do. You took that away from me! The more and more I have to tell my story about what happened, the more I lose a piece of myself. I hope karma comes through for you. In the meantime, I’ll continue to keep my head above water. Above everything that is dragging me down. It’s almost impossible to move on from you when I’m constantly being reminded of what happened because I’m still dealing with it. And will be for at least another two years. At this point, I’m not sure if I’ll be around in two years. This may just eat me alive even more to my absolute breaking point. I can tell I’m getting close to that. I’ll never be good enough to be with someone again. No one will want damaged goods.

If you ever receive a letter from me, know I’m gone. For good.

[putergenius]

every time I see squishmallows I think of that post that was like “squishmallows are funko pops for bisexuals”

[superstitious-hyperrealist]

my energy last night was truly unbeatable. not another more theatrical bitch in the crowd. the way i was one of the only people in my section SCREAMING along to rays vocal parts despite being in front of frank. the way i was nearly on my knees and then throwing my hands up in the air during mama. the way i BECAME liza minelli for a split second just out of pure theatrical my chemical romance energy. looking at my best friend next to me and each other singing to each other. yelling get up coward pounding my chest as if i’ve just got a street fight. let it flood let it flood let it wash away. and i did.

trauma from the last 11 years? gone, i don’t know her, i’m healed.

​also i’ve NEVER been to a show where they hand out a train of water bottles to everyone in the pit im?????? not even at the 2011 show did that happen. i was so moved by that and so thankful. they really cared that everyone was able to have a good time, even people like me. i definitely would have passed out after house of wolves because i was going like… just batshit crazy to be honest. that was The Beginning and i just let it all go.